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my god the way ilya is walking behind him and smiling so widely like a fool in love at shane talking about his house and shane trying to explain himself like babygirl ilya is not mocking you he's actually weak in the knees at how cute and lovely you are this man is WHIPPED

the way ilya is watching the love of his life lay out a twenty year plan of their future together when up until the cottage he didn't even know if shane feels the same way about him and shane soothing him by caressing ilya's chin with his fingers oh they are so in love i'm sick

forever thinking about ilya being so scared of saying "i love you" he was ready to take it back immediately just to keep being near shane in any capacity he'll be allowed and instead he was met with the same confession and gentle kisses reassuring him he's safe and fiercely loved

ilya trying to act nonchalant about asking shane to stay as if he didn't stock up on ginger ale, went grocery shopping to get everything for a healthy meal and was speaking to shane in a soft pleading voice after leaning in for a kiss but waiting for shane to initiate it first

once they get married they become absolutely insufferable. the whole world knows about them so now it's everyone's problem. anyone spots them at a hotel? they are referring to each other as if they were strangers. bar? fuck buddies. you wanted to know about them? WELL NOW SUFFER.

the way ilya looks at him, the way he's so giddy so openly in love so happy to have shane near and be able to mask a public display of affection as them winning on the same team the way his eyes never leave shane for even a second, following his frame, soaking the sight of him in

pls don't mind me lighting this up to the max i was in desperate need of seeing the way shane looks at him here and now i'm dying at this tiny tenderness and quiet adoration as he puts a blanket around ilya's shoulders

gosh i love this tiny domestic moment so much like you can see how ilya struggles with not shutting down from shane how he speaks to him way softer than ever before how he reassures him after shane apologizes, how he caresses his knee my god they are so in love it hurts

imagine you went to introduce yourself to a cocky reserved russian hockey player and he made you smile with a promise to beat you in the game and you have no idea that's actually your future husband talking back at you and smiling like he's a little kid given his first candy

god i love this tiny moment of david being like "wait the all-star game, you two had so much chemistry" and ilya just silently shaking his head and smiling cause by that moment he already knew he loved shane to pieces and their bond was already years in the making HE'S PRECIOUS

hey so the fact that we didn't get to see how after ilya covered shane's hand to soothe him he apparently also kissed his hand a few times is actually fucking criminal i mean look at shane's face he smiles and practically melts at this gesture

i can't stop thinking about ilya taking shane's hand into his and squeezing it in between his palms right after they talked about how all of this is kinda scary and how ilya is looking at him as if taking it all in oh he's so brave for coming not knowing it will change everything

imagine watching the man you're in love with dating someone out in the open and it kills you to know it can never be you but still once you see an opening you make a move despite being rejected once already cause what if this time it'll work and what if this time he stays

i love how ilya isn't even trying to hide how excited he is to see shane i love how he corners him so easily and shane is speaking in the softest voice until he's wrapping himself around ilya like he wants him so much and doesn't even know ilya is planning to ask him to stay over

three lines of the russian monologue that altered my entire existence and turned my world on its axis

the way ilya throws himself on top of shane the second he craddles his face gently as if all of ilya's defenses are finally down and he can't imagine being anything but vulnerable at the moment and his soft "i love yous" in russian sound like he's scared for shane to know i-

we really let ourselves believe stede is just a silly guy who doesn't understand the complexity of edward teach when he managed to calm him down, almost screaming at him for wanting to kill everyone on that party ship, after only knowing ed for idk couple of weeks #OFMDS2spoilers

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ilya waited two years to have sex with shane and the first thing that comes to his mind after is to ask if it was worth the wait his eyes getting all scared as he wonders what shane will say only to be met with the softest kiss on the forehead fuck they are SO gone for each other

yeah i'm totally fucking fine i am not thinking about ilya pretending like he woke up the same second shane looked back at him as if he wasn't enjoying a quiet peaceful moment of watching shane sleep with his chin resting in the crook of shane's neck like it belongs there

gosh i love this scene of pure domesticity so much like they are just relaxing together, legs entangled, ilya rubbing shane's knee as he tries to speak gently to him and their easy banter started by shane to distract ilya from thinking about his family oh they are so perfect

my god how much i love this moment of shane successfully gagging ilya with a cute little joke and ilya brows shooting up in amusement and the way shane is just so giddy and full of love and smiles as he watches ilya fire back with a sassy response oh they are so in love i can't

gosh this scene is so fucking good because there is nothing that leaves me dumbfounded more than ilya's face falling slowly as he realizes that shane is really hurt and ilya seems to be genuinely surprised, like he can't believe someone actually gave a fuck about him disappearing

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the way ilya lets out a single moan, the way shane's breathing becomes louder, the way he looks at ilya like he's never wanted anything more than to have their tongues meet, the way ilya grabs onto shane's chin, oh hollanov's first kissing scene you will always be that bitch

i still can't believe we got to see shane taking care of ilya after they just confessed their love for one another like him just making his man coffee and bringing a blanket and smiling at him shyly like it's their first moment of pure bliss as partners and it's so fucking pure

genuinely in love with the way ilya just GETS shane like he wants to rage bait him a little but notices that shane is genuinely upset so he's like "it is, listen" sygnaling to shane that it's all about him and ilya's love for him and the second shane relaxes ilya teases him again

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connor storrie as ilya rozanov confessing his earth shattering undying love for shane hollander in russian, the language he had to learn to speak in on the spot in the span of a few weeks, is still one of the most beautiful scenes in a tv show i've ever seen in my entire life ngl

how many times do you think he'd flinch as he was scolded and yelled at for being weak and crying how many times he had to apologize to his father for the tears as a kid and what are the chances it was the first time in years where he didn't feel like a failure for falling apart

idk let's ask two closeted hockey players madly in love

can talk for ages about how brilliant hudson's subtle performance is here. once he hears about irina shane is so stunned he tries to blink himself back into reality. he gives ilya space to talk, listens. you can see how shaken he is. he then starts scratching his head in comfort.

i genuinely can't stop thinking about music getting louder when shane says he and rose broke up, like the moment he says that ilya's eyes are immediately on his lips and shane has to physically shake himself out of staring at ilya's mouth in return, my god this scene is so good

they don't know they won't have to wait till their retirement to be out together they don't know they will play hockey together AND be a public couple they don't know their future is bright like that they don't know they will fight against the world together THEY DON'T KNOW

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yeah so this is my first impression of this person but oh my god they nailed it PERFECTLY bcs that's exactly it - it's not pointless sex it's how ilya and shane get to know each other at first before they realize they have other things to offer to each other but their bodies

don't talk to me look at the way shane is smiling as he realizes ilya haven't been with anyone since their last time look at how happy he is, look at how fucking precious he is as he processes this information, he knows it IS a big deal so he savors this realization for a sec i-

exactly one month ago we witnessed one of the most devastatingly beautiful love confessions in the history of television spawned from achingly painful desire of never letting anything keep these two souls apart from each other ever again