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been hurting for a long time now.

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Plan B: Delete social media and disappear.

Plan B: Delete social media and disappear.

184,862 views

Me trying to ignore the fact I’m getting more avoidant as each day goes on

Me trying to ignore the fact I’m getting more avoidant as each day goes on

119,365 views

I grew up without telling my parents my problems

I grew up without telling my parents my problems

755,498 views

slowly starting to accept the fact that maybe i won't get a good ending

slowly starting to accept the fact that maybe i won't get a good ending

219,724 views

Found myself getting quieter every day. That’s how I knew it got me

Found myself getting quieter every day. That’s how I knew it got me

754,157 views

"why didn't you tell us you're really struggling?" no one noticed.

"why didn't you tell us you're really struggling?" no one noticed.

479,386 views

When people think I'm isolating for attention but I genuinely haven't felt like i belonged anywhere since I was a kid

When people think I'm isolating for attention but I genuinely haven't felt like i belonged anywhere since I was a kid

304,092 views

Me realizing my own decisions fucked up my life

Me realizing my own decisions fucked up my life

281,623 views

the character development that I had to go through this year is insane

the character development that I had to go through this year is insane

231,682 views

when I’m having a “I really need someone to be there for me” moment, but I realize I genuinely have no one so I just lay in bed and stare at my phone.

when I’m having a “I really need someone to be there for me” moment, but I realize I genuinely have no one so I just lay in bed and stare at my phone.

32,107 views

You try to sleep but you start overthink

You try to sleep but you start overthink

237,486 views

I’ve finally started accepting that I might never get a happy ending.

I’ve finally started accepting that I might never get a happy ending.

202,028 views

Being a high functioning depressed person is so exhausting

Being a high functioning depressed person is so exhausting

108,069 views

I’ve finally accepted that my happiness is gone… and I’ll never be that happy version of me again.

I’ve finally accepted that my happiness is gone… and I’ll never be that happy version of me again.

85,702 views

“their loss” but they’re doing fine without me and i’m the one up at 2am

“their loss” but they’re doing fine without me and i’m the one up at 2am

228,224 views

in most cases of suicide, a person doesn’t want to die. they just want the pain to stop.

in most cases of suicide, a person doesn’t want to die. they just want the pain to stop.

17,247 views

sometimes the right decision looks like this.

sometimes the right decision looks like this.

182,009 views

when I’m having a “I really need someone to be there for me” moment, but I realize I genuinely have no one so I just lay in bed and stare at my phone.

when I’m having a “I really need someone to be there for me” moment, but I realize I genuinely have no one so I just lay in bed and stare at my phone.

44,026 views

I’ve finally started accepting that I might never get a happy ending.

I’ve finally started accepting that I might never get a happy ending.

16,723 views

Realizing you’re living through the exact same situation all over again

Realizing you’re living through the exact same situation all over again

18,078 views

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not suicidal but I’ve lost interest in being alive

not suicidal but I’ve lost interest in being alive

170,766 views • 22 hours ago

nobember 1st, 2026

nobember 1st, 2026

38,004 views • 2 days ago

no matter how happy I am now, the trauma will always hunts me everyday

no matter how happy I am now, the trauma will always hunts me everyday

190,290 views • 2 months ago

Maybe I carry a curse. the curse of losing everything I start to love

Maybe I carry a curse. the curse of losing everything I start to love

47,556 views • 2 months ago

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