Daikazoku
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Anime and Vtuber enjoyer. 🔱/💀/🐾/🔌🐰/💫💥/✂️✨/🎀🍫🔪/🐻🎻/🖤 ❤️ Perpetually annoyed by @82japanda Minors DNI 🔞 follow =/= endorsement
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When you don't need to understand a word to feel all the feels. I hope she's happy wherever she goes next.
Daikazoku 大家族91,143 görüntüleme • 1 yıl önce
Gura 💙 About a year and a half ago, I became a different person. I was in the depths of the worst depression I’ve ever been in for my entire life. I spent every day contemplating ending things, even working out the ways I could do it. I was deeply addicted to drugs, smoking a pack and a half of cigarettes a day, barely eating, and barely sleeping. I was a complete mess. I had no motivation, and no will to go on. Until I started watching a certain little shark. At first, it was just that she was cute. I liked her sense of humour, and she had a sweet voice that felt soothing in a tough time. Then I heard her sing, and I fell in love. She had such a powerful sound within her, so much heart and emotion. She became my oshi in a single instant, and I never looked back. She was a light in the darkness. The more I learned about her, the more she inspired me. Look at this so-called gem of the sea, off and scrawny, see what I mean? She was someone with extreme anxiety, someone who thought very little of herself, yet here she was, queen of the vtubers. The single most popular person in the entire industry. Over time, I started to really connect with her. I’ve had imposter syndrome my whole life, and I thought to myself, if she can rise from professional drunken shitposter to the beloved idol she is today – in just 4 years, mind you. So, I started shaping up. I embraced the vtuber fan mantra – do it for your oshi. The shark would want me to be better than I am. So I quit drugs, and I quit smoking, and I started cooking. I started being a normal, functioning adult. Out of nowhere, I summoned a strength that I didn’t know I had, I picked up the pieces, and I started putting them back together. It was with her by my side – metaphorically – that I found the willpower to keep going – to build myself better. More than that, she opened my heart to whimsy. I was in a place of cold calculation and deadly seriousness, where there was just no room to sit back and be silly and enjoy things. She changed that. She taught me that it’s okay to be silly, to appreciate cute things, to let yourself go and connect with your inner child again. I used to spend a lot of time arguing with people over foolish subjects, and I just...don’t anymore. I recognize now that there is nothing to be gained from entering resentful relations with hostile online strangers. It changes no hearts and wastes energy that could be used creating art, building communities and fostering relationships. The shark talk me about positivity and whimsy. About learning to have fun and enjoy life again. I wish it could have gone on a little longer – alternatively, I wish I had found her a little sooner, and enjoyed the time she gave us. However, I’ll cherish every moment. I’ll embrace whatever time we have left. I’ll move forward into the future with my head held high, remembering everything I learned from her. Remembering how much she helped me change for the better. Remembering how I might not be here today if it wasn’t for her. Some time ago, she told us that, no matter where, or who, or what, or when, that we, the chumbuds, are her family. I’ll follow her wherever she goes, until she doesn’t want to do this anymore. So, thank you to my kamioshi, Gawr Gura. Thank you for the memories, for the entertainment, for the inspiration, and for everything that you are. You changed so many lives, you did so much good, you moved the fabric of the world with your presence. I will never forget you, and I can never thank you enough, but this will have to do. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
Daikazoku60,360 görüntüleme • 1 yıl önce
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