#久リップ

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Leo opening up about a time when he almost quit vtubing and how a valo 5 stack session with the en boys brought him out of his slump #久リップ [talked about igl-ing for vsaikyo and that it didn't go too well] 📖: this was at a point where I was in my first year, I was kind of like not mentally prepared for that yet, so I kind of spiraled into a really bad arc of my vtubing career, let's just say 📖: I felt like I not only did bad, but people were making fun of me for not knowing japanese culture and that got to me 📖: I was like can I even continue streaming in the JP sphere? if people don't like me this much bcs of what I feel was okay but it isn't in the JP side? it was weighing on me so much, it was so bad 📖: I kinda just died inside, I was like, well I don't understand japanese culture and I don't wanna cause problems for anybody else anymore 📖: I felt like it was all my fault, I didn't belong here, and I wasn't supposed to be here, so I spiraled deep into a bad habit of only solo streaming 📖: but there was one thing that stopped this bad spiral, it was this collab "sexiest full party you'll ever see" 📖: it was this stream that I met my duo 📖: I can't say thank you enough to the en boys, y'know? 📖: I felt so welcomed by these guys and it like saved me 📖: I thought I had to be alone, cause I wasn't worth it, y'know? but these guys, the en people, especially the niji en people accepted me into their group 📖: and without them, I'm pretty sure I may have just quit 📖: they taught me that it's okay to cause problems to your friends, cause that's what friends are for, they'll be there for you when you're sad, or it's okay to lean on each other 📖: it's what I've learned from this family that I had just gained 📖: and I think the reason why I'm telling you now is cause I feel like it's an important lesson to learn 📖: eventho you're alone, and you feel alone, and you feel bad about stuff, you hate yourself, you think there's no light...I feel like someday, you'll be able to find that light, and able to find people who actually care about you

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