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“I feel like a ghost.” Many indie VTubers like myself often feel this way in this rapidly expanding sea of stars. However, everything changed yesterday night. It was around 11pm on the final day of #OffKaiGen4 and Mosomatsuri had just ended. I was about to log offline when suddenly I was given the chance to pop on again for some “laptop time” because the big TV monitor broke. I didn’t know if anyone was still around at the concert venue or if I was there for photos or talking or performing. In a flash, I was thrust in front of an audience again. After a long day of fiery cheering, wotagei and Naruto running, I decided to do what I always do to heal my tired soul after long days. Singing and guitar. I didn’t expect anybody to stay, much less form a crowd around my laptop on the floor. But just when things couldn’t get worse, they get worse ✨ The speaker breaks. The laptop falls down mid performance. I am now on the floor stuck inside my laptop with my tiny voice shouting out asking if anyone can hear me. In that moment I was so anxious and high on adrenaline. The noise cancellation was so high on the audience camera feed I couldn’t hear the crowd. The video itself was blurry and I could barely make out their faces. A ghostly feeling. All this just when I was about to sing GHOST by Hoshimachi Suisei. I nervously laughed and said it was quite poetic that I’m singing this song while being reduced to a tiny voice on a tiny screen. But looking back now on your fan video recordings, I can see your faces clearly now and I can’t help the tears streaming down my face. Despite it all, they still stayed. Clinging onto every word I sang and raising their arms and penlights. Sitting on the cold hard ground craning their necks in to hear me. Building an entire campfire out of orange penlights. The lyrics of GHOST shook me to my core so deeply and I’ve always resonated with feeling invisible. Feeling not enough for my fans who were too kind to me. Feeling like maybe I should disappear instead of chasing a fruitless stupid dream. But seeing how passionate, vibrant and infectious your joy is has filled my heart with an indescribable sense of love. Your tenderness and patience and trust in me has changed something in me. How could I forget, this is what it was about all along. To make create beautiful memories for someone. To make them smile and cry. To make them dream of hoping again. And in return, for me as well. Maybe its the fact I’ve been sleeping 3-4 hours this whole weekend. Maybe its because I’m still high on emotions. Maybe it’s because the trajectory of my life has been changed forever but whatever it’s cringeposting season so unfortunately you will witness cringemaxxing!!!! Thank you Galaxy Gang. I will never ever forget this night for the rest of my life. Thank you for finding this ghost✨💫
Nana Asteria ✨💫160,613 просмотров • 11 месяцев назад
First up, our Meet&Greet! Come talk with over 60 of amazing Streamers! Thanks to a special system we developed just for #OffKaiGen4, you can even experience a "Virtual Handshake". No reservations are needed, so feel free to stop by and say hi! #IRIAMmeets
IRIAM US｜Virtual Streaming App33,219 просмотров • 1 год назад
Our partner Annj ❇️ A.N.N.J. System just hid a Stream Deck Neo at #OffKaiGen4. Finders keepers, good luck! 🔍
Elgato31,229 просмотров • 11 месяцев назад
Hay there, neighbor! Only a few days left, and Sam-Joe 💫🐴 OffKai Expo Mascot is back with another survival tip for #OffKaiGen4! 💫🐴 Today she covers respect for other attendees, and convention etiquette. Let's make sure we all have a great time this weekend! Video: Clawmaster
OffKai Expo | VTuber Convention28,239 просмотров • 1 год назад
It was a dream come true tonight, thank you #OffKaiGen4!! 💙 I got to perform outdoors at MosoMatsuri in front of a huge crowd who screamed so loudly I could feel it in my bones all the way from Australia!! Tonight I even got the chance to have a whole mini concert afterparty!! The crowd stayed until midnight, and remained patient despite the TV breaking, the speaker breaking, and sat around in a big circle, craning their necks in to listen closely to the tiny laptop blast my voice out while I ironically sang GHOST by Suisei. The depressed girl who used to sing alone in the closet to the vast internet now had people jumping up and down, cheering her on halfway across the world. A whole group of grown adults linking arms and singing Country Roads together, surrounding a campfire made of orange UO penlights and a tiny laptop at midnight. I still honestly don't feel worthy of such tender, gentle care and patience, which is so overwhelmingly loving. But I will do my utmost best to be worthy of being you star your oshi!!!!!!!! Please continue watching over me!!!!!✨💫
Nana Asteria ✨💫26,156 просмотров • 11 месяцев назад
At #OffKaiGen4? Our partner uguubear 🧈🐻 Offkai Vendors #9 just hid a Wave:3 at the convention center. Happy hunting!
Elgato20,453 просмотров • 11 месяцев назад
✨SONG TRADE SERENADE IS TODAY!✨ Catch the craziest concert event at OffKai Expo Gen 4! 📍2pm PDT, Community Events Stage ╰┈➤ˎˊ˗ Streaming live on my channel! 🚨There's a special surprise at the end you won't want to miss! 👀 #OffKaiGen4 #SongTradeSerenade
Silvi | VTuber 📯 🪽MOVING ✈️18,049 просмотров • 1 год назад