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Cupsey explains how he'd instantly surpass every other content creator if he doxxed "I've thought about it for sure. I feel like I downplay my position a lot of the time. But when I take a step back and realize, if I ended up doing that I would pretty... show more

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Cupsey thinks he'd have more motion than Kimchi if he doxxed Cupsey: “I feel like I downplay my motion a lot of the time but when I take a step back and realize... if I ended up doxxing I would pretty much spawn at the top” Rasmr: “So you think you would surpass Orangie, Cented, Kimchi, Rowdy and Rasmr? You think you're surpassing all the goats immediately with a dox?” Cupsey: “Yeah”

Cupsey thinks he'd have more motion than Kimchi if he doxxed Cupsey: “I feel like I downplay my motion a lot of the time but when I take a step back and realize... if I ended up doxxing I would pretty much spawn at the top” Rasmr: “So you think you would surpass Orangie, Cented, Kimchi, Rowdy and Rasmr? You think you're surpassing all the goats immediately with a dox?” Cupsey: “Yeah”

Jack

46,196 views • 1 month ago

Asmongold says moving forward after coming back from his ban, he’ll be more focused on gaming but will keep up with politics 👀😳 “I thought about this coming back to streaming. I was like, I don't wanna talk a lot about the meta of the stream too much. I was thinking a lot about it, and I need to focus more around doing gaming stuff because I don't want to just do one thing. I have a lot of interests in a lot of things that I like doing, and I don't want to just make my stream about one type of content. And this has just always been the case”

Asmongold says moving forward after coming back from his ban, he’ll be more focused on gaming but will keep up with politics 👀😳 “I thought about this coming back to streaming. I was like, I don't wanna talk a lot about the meta of the stream too much. I was thinking a lot about it, and I need to focus more around doing gaming stuff because I don't want to just do one thing. I have a lot of interests in a lot of things that I like doing, and I don't want to just make my stream about one type of content. And this has just always been the case”

Prism

19,388 views • 26 days ago

- "When you feel uneasy, do you tell them or do you keep it in?" - B: "Keep it in. But I want to speak up, I do. I just feel like if I say it, it'll make the relationship end up worse." #beckysangels

- "When you feel uneasy, do you tell them or do you keep it in?" - B: "Keep it in. But I want to speak up, I do. I just feel like if I say it, it'll make the relationship end up worse." #beckysangels

Anđela

24,269 views • 7 months ago

WE BLOOMING BEAUTY #PlantneryxWilliamEst #WilliamEst 🦈: i said i’m not going anywhere anyway. there are times when we feel like, maybe we’re not suitable for each other. i feel like i see everything and i realize that maybe i’m the one causing the problem. i think, well, if i step back, maybe it would be better. i’ve thought, like, if this problem didn’t exist, things might be better. it probably wouldn’t have happened. i feel like okay should we separate? but we’re talking about this from the perspective of we actually don’t want to separate. in terms of work, everything’s great. if it’s just the two of us, everything’s happy. but because of external factors, it causes a lot of problems. some of these problems make sense, some don’t. i don’t like having problems, and i feel like it’s okay to just leave it, but when i keep everything inside, it makes me sad and all kinds of things start building up. when we clear things up, we like to deep talk. once we start talking, everything gets more serious, because he doesn’t want to separate and i don’t want to separate, but why do we have to separate? that’s basically what it was like at that time. 🎸: how did we sort it out? i’ve been thinking that even if he tries to push me away, i won’t go. 🦈: i’m not pushing away 🎸: even if you try, or if you say you don’t want to do this anymore, i’ll find a way to make it work, because since we started the thamepo project, we’ve never had any problems. we just argue, which comes from outside issues. we had to talk about it. i feel like it doesn’t make sense for us to separate, so i said, i wouldn’t let him go anywhere. let’s live our lives together.

WE BLOOMING BEAUTY #PlantneryxWilliamEst #WilliamEst 🦈: i said i’m not going anywhere anyway. there are times when we feel like, maybe we’re not suitable for each other. i feel like i see everything and i realize that maybe i’m the one causing the problem. i think, well, if i step back, maybe it would be better. i’ve thought, like, if this problem didn’t exist, things might be better. it probably wouldn’t have happened. i feel like okay should we separate? but we’re talking about this from the perspective of we actually don’t want to separate. in terms of work, everything’s great. if it’s just the two of us, everything’s happy. but because of external factors, it causes a lot of problems. some of these problems make sense, some don’t. i don’t like having problems, and i feel like it’s okay to just leave it, but when i keep everything inside, it makes me sad and all kinds of things start building up. when we clear things up, we like to deep talk. once we start talking, everything gets more serious, because he doesn’t want to separate and i don’t want to separate, but why do we have to separate? that’s basically what it was like at that time. 🎸: how did we sort it out? i’ve been thinking that even if he tries to push me away, i won’t go. 🦈: i’m not pushing away 🎸: even if you try, or if you say you don’t want to do this anymore, i’ll find a way to make it work, because since we started the thamepo project, we’ve never had any problems. we just argue, which comes from outside issues. we had to talk about it. i feel like it doesn’t make sense for us to separate, so i said, i wouldn’t let him go anywhere. let’s live our lives together.

𝑛𝑎𝑛𝑎 ◡̈

137,780 views • 1 year ago

"the others were very fortunate today. or i was just unfortunate, whatever way round you wanna look at it. i believe i deserved today. i feel like i did everything right this weekend, so for it to be lost like today, it's just pretty crappy. because it's formula one, the race should be won by the best performance and a good strategy maybe going long and things like that. today was just a rule that benefits some people a lot more than others. and i know that's racing, so i can't be too against it. but if it was the other way around, of course it would have suited me. but i feel like i've driven a perfect weekend and i did such a good job yesterday, and i feel like i did a great job today. it just it hurts. but nothing i can do"

"the others were very fortunate today. or i was just unfortunate, whatever way round you wanna look at it. i believe i deserved today. i feel like i did everything right this weekend, so for it to be lost like today, it's just pretty crappy. because it's formula one, the race should be won by the best performance and a good strategy maybe going long and things like that. today was just a rule that benefits some people a lot more than others. and i know that's racing, so i can't be too against it. but if it was the other way around, of course it would have suited me. but i feel like i've driven a perfect weekend and i did such a good job yesterday, and i feel like i did a great job today. it just it hurts. but nothing i can do"

ray

15,968 views • 15 days ago

“tell me about what’s headspace you need to be in to be your best in the studio?” ROSÉ: i just need ‘not think’ personally, the last album i realized that it was so much more free flowing in the studio when i was just myself fully. I feel like everybody has stories to tell on like a day-to-day basis and like usually you would talk to your therapist about it or your boyfriend or to your best friend but ive kind of saved that and anytime i felt something, felt like speaking my mind i would quickly find a studio and and the people that i love to work with and just pop in and i’d just let it out there just so that, well for the last album it feels very intimate and feel like a journal.

“tell me about what’s headspace you need to be in to be your best in the studio?” ROSÉ: i just need ‘not think’ personally, the last album i realized that it was so much more free flowing in the studio when i was just myself fully. I feel like everybody has stories to tell on like a day-to-day basis and like usually you would talk to your therapist about it or your boyfriend or to your best friend but ive kind of saved that and anytime i felt something, felt like speaking my mind i would quickly find a studio and and the people that i love to work with and just pop in and i’d just let it out there just so that, well for the last album it feels very intimate and feel like a journal.

rosie

30,391 views • 8 months ago

Nikki Glaser says she'd rather let her husband sleep with another woman than watch TV and text with her “I don't care if a guy has a sexual connection with a girl and like he was to use protection and just have sex with her for a night. Like I don't, I literally wouldn't care if my husband did that. "I don't, I don't know why. I don't know why.” “If he were to like watch The Wire with her or like do crossword puzzles or like text, like send memes and stuff, I would be like, ‘What the fuck are you doing? Like that's our thing.’" "Like emotional cheating would hurt me, but like physical, I'm just like, I kind of, I just feel like I understand how sex is for men most of the time outside of relationship." "It's just kind of transactional and it's just like they just want a nut and it's not about like, ‘I want to spend my life with this woman.’ So it wouldn't feel, I just, I don't know. I, I just wouldn't care as much.” Alex Cooper: “So your barometer is no emotional cheating.” Nikki Glaser: “Yeah. Totally. Physically cheating is good. But I understand emotional cheating, like if something were to happen where I would want them to tell me about it. "I would be obviously hurt, but I would understand being drawn to someone else that you have a good connection with because it's like it's hard to, when you just find someone and it's monogamy, your brain doesn't turn off.” “He's still going to be attracted to other women. He's still going to like be interested in other girls and have good conversations and stuff." "So, I could see something developing and I would be heartbroken that it happened, especially if it went on without me knowing about it, but I would, I would always ask anyone I was with to be like, ‘If you develop feelings for someone else, tell me and we'll deal with it.’ Like I just don't want to be blindsided.” “But, if you want to have sex with someone else, also tell me about it cuz I want to like see what she looks like and like ask you about it.” Alex Cooper: “Okay, wait. Hold on. So, do you identify as like poly or like open relationship, really?” Nikki Glaser: “Like another girlfriend. I don't want, and I don't want to like be in bed with you guys together." "I don't want to be in the chair in the corner like cuckolded, like, you know, like watching my boyfriend. I just want to hear about it later.”

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Nikki Glaser says she'd rather let her husband sleep with another woman than watch TV and text with her “I don't care if a guy has a sexual connection with a girl and like he was to use protection and just have sex with her for a night. Like I don't, I literally wouldn't care if my husband did that. "I don't, I don't know why. I don't know why.” “If he were to like watch The Wire with her or like do crossword puzzles or like text, like send memes and stuff, I would be like, ‘What the fuck are you doing? Like that's our thing.’" "Like emotional cheating would hurt me, but like physical, I'm just like, I kind of, I just feel like I understand how sex is for men most of the time outside of relationship." "It's just kind of transactional and it's just like they just want a nut and it's not about like, ‘I want to spend my life with this woman.’ So it wouldn't feel, I just, I don't know. I, I just wouldn't care as much.” Alex Cooper: “So your barometer is no emotional cheating.” Nikki Glaser: “Yeah. Totally. Physically cheating is good. But I understand emotional cheating, like if something were to happen where I would want them to tell me about it. "I would be obviously hurt, but I would understand being drawn to someone else that you have a good connection with because it's like it's hard to, when you just find someone and it's monogamy, your brain doesn't turn off.” “He's still going to be attracted to other women. He's still going to like be interested in other girls and have good conversations and stuff." "So, I could see something developing and I would be heartbroken that it happened, especially if it went on without me knowing about it, but I would, I would always ask anyone I was with to be like, ‘If you develop feelings for someone else, tell me and we'll deal with it.’ Like I just don't want to be blindsided.” “But, if you want to have sex with someone else, also tell me about it cuz I want to like see what she looks like and like ask you about it.” Alex Cooper: “Okay, wait. Hold on. So, do you identify as like poly or like open relationship, really?” Nikki Glaser: “Like another girlfriend. I don't want, and I don't want to like be in bed with you guys together." "I don't want to be in the chair in the corner like cuckolded, like, you know, like watching my boyfriend. I just want to hear about it later.”

crest.

867,945 views • 27 days ago

#lalinalena #ลีน่าลลินา #ลีน่าหมิว #LenaMiu 🦋: I’m someone who likes to go shopping by myself. I like to do things alone – like walking around the department store, buying things and shopping alone. It doesn’t feel lonely at all, it’s fun doing it alone. But it might feel lonely, if I do it often. But as it’s the first day of the year, I felt like I wanted to be with myself a lot…yeah be with myself and be with peace/calmness first, I didn’t want the first day of the year to be too chaotic. It’s a day I can sit down, reflect and think about many things – with what I want to do and where I want to go this year.

#lalinalena #ลีน่าลลินา #ลีน่าหมิว #LenaMiu 🦋: I’m someone who likes to go shopping by myself. I like to do things alone – like walking around the department store, buying things and shopping alone. It doesn’t feel lonely at all, it’s fun doing it alone. But it might feel lonely, if I do it often. But as it’s the first day of the year, I felt like I wanted to be with myself a lot…yeah be with myself and be with peace/calmness first, I didn’t want the first day of the year to be too chaotic. It’s a day I can sit down, reflect and think about many things – with what I want to do and where I want to go this year.

Shez.

32,183 views • 8 months ago

🎙️ : “carlos sainz had some lovely things to say about you [..] he said that you're the most open driver on the grid, but that in the modern world, sometimes people can use that against you. how important is it to you to be this open book that you are?” lando: “that's tricky. i don't know if it's about importance. it's not like i'm trying to be like this because i think it's important. i'm just being myself and i'd rather be myself than try to be something i'm not. i'd rather do what i enjoy in my life and feel like i've just done what i feel like i should have done in my life than try to pretend i'm someone else or try to pretend like i'm the racing driver that everyone thinks you need to be or should be. a lot of people like to set these stereotypes and some things are probably right and along better lines. for me, i just want to enjoy my time here. i work hard. i do everything i can to win races and try to be the best. but that's it. other than that, i'm here to enjoy my life, share it with others and try to stand on the top step and that's as simple as i try and keep it”

🎙️ : “carlos sainz had some lovely things to say about you [..] he said that you're the most open driver on the grid, but that in the modern world, sometimes people can use that against you. how important is it to you to be this open book that you are?” lando: “that's tricky. i don't know if it's about importance. it's not like i'm trying to be like this because i think it's important. i'm just being myself and i'd rather be myself than try to be something i'm not. i'd rather do what i enjoy in my life and feel like i've just done what i feel like i should have done in my life than try to pretend i'm someone else or try to pretend like i'm the racing driver that everyone thinks you need to be or should be. a lot of people like to set these stereotypes and some things are probably right and along better lines. for me, i just want to enjoy my time here. i work hard. i do everything i can to win races and try to be the best. but that's it. other than that, i'm here to enjoy my life, share it with others and try to stand on the top step and that's as simple as i try and keep it”

ray

151,427 views • 1 year ago

🍒 i'm currently in talks [with the company] about my own youtube channel! i think it's gonna happen 🍒 i want to do a lot of things, like going on a drive and chatting together as if you guys are sitting next to me 🍒 but for the things i want to do after opening my own channel, as i've talked about it, i'll be shooting something on november so it'll probably be out by next year. so my youtube content would probably be about little everyday things. like going to cafes! i think having things like that gives me a reason to leave the house

🍒 i'm currently in talks [with the company] about my own youtube channel! i think it's gonna happen 🍒 i want to do a lot of things, like going on a drive and chatting together as if you guys are sitting next to me 🍒 but for the things i want to do after opening my own channel, as i've talked about it, i'll be shooting something on november so it'll probably be out by next year. so my youtube content would probably be about little everyday things. like going to cafes! i think having things like that gives me a reason to leave the house

🍒

106,823 views • 13 days ago

🐶 if it wasn’t because of the hyungs and the other members, no matter how much i like singing, the thought of“i want to do this forever” i don’t think it would be possible. to be real, i think about the group first.

🐶 if it wasn’t because of the hyungs and the other members, no matter how much i like singing, the thought of“i want to do this forever” i don’t think it would be possible. to be real, i think about the group first.

냠

37,952 views • 1 year ago

Before I make my little statement for the ezax document, i'd want to share this i've done recently as i think many people would like it, and i myself am pretty proud of it; a remake of an old classic i don't know if i'll finish it, but if people want me to I might; up to you

Before I make my little statement for the ezax document, i'd want to share this i've done recently as i think many people would like it, and i myself am pretty proud of it; a remake of an old classic i don't know if i'll finish it, but if people want me to I might; up to you

sandi archive

27,133 views • 1 year ago

🚨 JUST IN: President Trump reveals he might MODERATE a 2028 presidential debate That would be epic 🤣🔥 "I'm sure the Democrats would be thrilled!" "I like the idea. I would absolutely do it. Now, find a Democrat that's gonna do it!" "I'd sort of like to do that...I'd love to do it...I would moderate."

🚨 JUST IN: President Trump reveals he might MODERATE a 2028 presidential debate That would be epic 🤣🔥 "I'm sure the Democrats would be thrilled!" "I like the idea. I would absolutely do it. Now, find a Democrat that's gonna do it!" "I'd sort of like to do that...I'd love to do it...I would moderate."

Eric Daugherty

76,955 views • 2 months ago

James 💌 21.09.2026 #JamesSu #JDSEngsub To be honest, I was super stressed when I was gonna act in Fanboy. Anyone who followed me from the start knows that I... how do I put it, had a stain? Or whatever, a lot of things. But I do not really wanna bring that up. Talking about how I felt, I was like, am I gonna get blasted again? Do I gotta explain myself all over again? If you ask if I wanted to do it, I wanted to do it so bad. And there was this push that made me feel like, okay, if I don’t wanna get dragged or talked trash about my artist side anymore, well, honestly, I already explained it like millions of times. So I was like, okay, I will just show them. Coming back to act this time, I will do it so well that no one can say a thing about me. Honestly, that was literally what I thought, like, I am gonna act till I drop. I literally mean it, act till I drop, just to make it good. Honestly speaking, back then I was still super new. I didn’t have much experience with acting at all, I was a total beginner. But this time, anything I saw outside the classroom, I picked it all up to use. How I think, how I feel, how I talk, every little skill. I wanted to prove myself and clear my name, and I wanted my fans to be proud of me too. Real talk, I had no idea what I looked like while acting. I only got to see a bit when the continuity team came to tell me, “Next is a close up, you gotta raise your hand like this.” Or sometimes Phi Kla called me over to the monitor to show me how I was acting, just to fix it for the next take. That was pretty much it. But honestly, when I finally watched it on screen with everyone, all the tiredness just vanished. It felt like such a relief, super worth everything I put up with. You guys can watch and feel whatever you feel. You can hate whoever you hate, dislike whoever you dislike. Say whatever you feel, towards the characters, though, not me. Because that is Nine, and this is James.

James 💌 21.09.2026 #JamesSu #JDSEngsub To be honest, I was super stressed when I was gonna act in Fanboy. Anyone who followed me from the start knows that I... how do I put it, had a stain? Or whatever, a lot of things. But I do not really wanna bring that up. Talking about how I felt, I was like, am I gonna get blasted again? Do I gotta explain myself all over again? If you ask if I wanted to do it, I wanted to do it so bad. And there was this push that made me feel like, okay, if I don’t wanna get dragged or talked trash about my artist side anymore, well, honestly, I already explained it like millions of times. So I was like, okay, I will just show them. Coming back to act this time, I will do it so well that no one can say a thing about me. Honestly, that was literally what I thought, like, I am gonna act till I drop. I literally mean it, act till I drop, just to make it good. Honestly speaking, back then I was still super new. I didn’t have much experience with acting at all, I was a total beginner. But this time, anything I saw outside the classroom, I picked it all up to use. How I think, how I feel, how I talk, every little skill. I wanted to prove myself and clear my name, and I wanted my fans to be proud of me too. Real talk, I had no idea what I looked like while acting. I only got to see a bit when the continuity team came to tell me, “Next is a close up, you gotta raise your hand like this.” Or sometimes Phi Kla called me over to the monitor to show me how I was acting, just to fix it for the next take. That was pretty much it. But honestly, when I finally watched it on screen with everyone, all the tiredness just vanished. It felt like such a relief, super worth everything I put up with. You guys can watch and feel whatever you feel. You can hate whoever you hate, dislike whoever you dislike. Say whatever you feel, towards the characters, though, not me. Because that is Nine, and this is James.

𝒋𝒅𝒔 ❄️

24,289 views • 7 days ago

"There's been a lot of internal factors. I don't want to get too crazy into it, but there's been adjustments I've have to make based off of things that people are seeing. It just hasn't really lined up. It's been pretty late in the adjustment period and it's just not lining up out there. I don't really feel like myself. I don't feel like my mind is completely clear to go out there and attack. I do feel physically strong, I do feel mentally strong overall. I just think there's just some factors that are building up and I'm just not executing at the clip I want to." - Luke Weaver

"There's been a lot of internal factors. I don't want to get too crazy into it, but there's been adjustments I've have to make based off of things that people are seeing. It just hasn't really lined up. It's been pretty late in the adjustment period and it's just not lining up out there. I don't really feel like myself. I don't feel like my mind is completely clear to go out there and attack. I do feel physically strong, I do feel mentally strong overall. I just think there's just some factors that are building up and I'm just not executing at the clip I want to." - Luke Weaver

SNY Yankees

343,822 views • 11 months ago

Derrick Henry explains how when he got his starting job, he didn’t prepare like a starter, got benched, and thought he was going to be cut “That whole offseason my approach wasn’t what it needed to be. I was thinking everything was just going to fall in my hands.” “I didn't do what I need to do to prepare like a starter and take my job serious like I need to. When that season came, it showed. I was struggling. I wasn’t running hard. I wasn’t really having no impact. Then I ended up getting benched.” “I was like, ‘Shit, they going to cut me.’ I ain’t even playing. When the writing on the wall, the writing on the wall... It was a good reminder that I need to learn the lesson. Football gonna be there but get the lesson. It opened my eyes to realize I'm tripping, I gotta get to it.” “When I got benched, I got quiet but I was still working, and I was just thinking, If I get another opportunity, no matter if I’m second, third string, I’m going to go in there and go run it, just stop thinking and go play like myself. If I get the opportunity… I’m going to go crazy.” “After that... Something changed. Something just clicked. I would probably say that was the pivot moment for me. Without that happening in my life, ain’t no telling where my career would have went.”

Derrick Henry explains how when he got his starting job, he didn’t prepare like a starter, got benched, and thought he was going to be cut “That whole offseason my approach wasn’t what it needed to be. I was thinking everything was just going to fall in my hands.” “I didn't do what I need to do to prepare like a starter and take my job serious like I need to. When that season came, it showed. I was struggling. I wasn’t running hard. I wasn’t really having no impact. Then I ended up getting benched.” “I was like, ‘Shit, they going to cut me.’ I ain’t even playing. When the writing on the wall, the writing on the wall... It was a good reminder that I need to learn the lesson. Football gonna be there but get the lesson. It opened my eyes to realize I'm tripping, I gotta get to it.” “When I got benched, I got quiet but I was still working, and I was just thinking, If I get another opportunity, no matter if I’m second, third string, I’m going to go in there and go run it, just stop thinking and go play like myself. If I get the opportunity… I’m going to go crazy.” “After that... Something changed. Something just clicked. I would probably say that was the pivot moment for me. Without that happening in my life, ain’t no telling where my career would have went.”

Josh Chambers

155,371 views • 1 month ago

#poon_mit12 🐶: I want to tell you guys something. At first I kept thinking really hard about whether I should say it or not, because it might make things tense. But the image people have of me is.. the impression of me is that I'm the type of person who is like a chatterbox, right? But I actually think a lot. Lately, I've started to feel like when people don't know what else to tease me about, they just tease me by saying I talk too much or that I don't make any sense. But seriously, I actually do make sense. Sometimes, it's just for the vibe of the show. *starts speaking in English* I have days where I'm just totally exhausted. And to be honest, there are people who are much better at talking than I am, but that specific moment, when that (loud/talkative) image was what people remembered of me. There were people who were telling me to entertain and put on a show, as if I could be an MC. So, I went all out. But it turned out that from the very first day I went to GMMTV, I ended up looking like someone who talks too much. And honestly, deep down, I don't really like that. I feel like, why am I like that? And then I reflect on myself, asking whether I'm really like that or not. But when I think about it, in some parts where I'm comfortable, I really am like that. I do just ramble on and talk a lot but it's not all the time, everyone. Or sometimes people tease me like, 'Hey, can you stop talking yet?' even when I haven't said anything and I'm just sitting quietly. I feel like I don't really like that image people have of me today. But I don't intend to change who I am, either. I'll just think of it as being 100% myself. I just want everyone to understand that, actually, I also have moments where I might be a bit drained, or moments where I don't speak. If there's a day where I'm quiet, I'm totally fine, okay? And also, it feels bad for my own mental health. *starts speaking in English* The thing is, when I'm with my high school friends, I never have this kind of image at all. It wasn't until I came here and on the first day, I was like, 'Yeah, I'll entertain,' thinking deep down that it'd be good if I could become an MC or something. So now I just felt like, 'Why?' Did I mess something up? I'm afraid people will find me annoying, too. I'm actually campaigning for people to stop saying that 'I don't make sense' or that 'I talk too much,' because it can actually make me lose certain types of jobs. The idea that I don't make sense, I really don't like it. I don't want it to be like, 'Oh, when we're out promoting together and you don't know who else to tease, you just pick on Poon.' Whoa, seriously, I am a good kid. When it comes to work, I am incredibly focused.. but right now I have to hurry because I've only got 15 minutes to commute.

#poon_mit12 🐶: I want to tell you guys something. At first I kept thinking really hard about whether I should say it or not, because it might make things tense. But the image people have of me is.. the impression of me is that I'm the type of person who is like a chatterbox, right? But I actually think a lot. Lately, I've started to feel like when people don't know what else to tease me about, they just tease me by saying I talk too much or that I don't make any sense. But seriously, I actually do make sense. Sometimes, it's just for the vibe of the show. starts speaking in English I have days where I'm just totally exhausted. And to be honest, there are people who are much better at talking than I am, but that specific moment, when that (loud/talkative) image was what people remembered of me. There were people who were telling me to entertain and put on a show, as if I could be an MC. So, I went all out. But it turned out that from the very first day I went to GMMTV, I ended up looking like someone who talks too much. And honestly, deep down, I don't really like that. I feel like, why am I like that? And then I reflect on myself, asking whether I'm really like that or not. But when I think about it, in some parts where I'm comfortable, I really am like that. I do just ramble on and talk a lot but it's not all the time, everyone. Or sometimes people tease me like, 'Hey, can you stop talking yet?' even when I haven't said anything and I'm just sitting quietly. I feel like I don't really like that image people have of me today. But I don't intend to change who I am, either. I'll just think of it as being 100% myself. I just want everyone to understand that, actually, I also have moments where I might be a bit drained, or moments where I don't speak. If there's a day where I'm quiet, I'm totally fine, okay? And also, it feels bad for my own mental health. starts speaking in English The thing is, when I'm with my high school friends, I never have this kind of image at all. It wasn't until I came here and on the first day, I was like, 'Yeah, I'll entertain,' thinking deep down that it'd be good if I could become an MC or something. So now I just felt like, 'Why?' Did I mess something up? I'm afraid people will find me annoying, too. I'm actually campaigning for people to stop saying that 'I don't make sense' or that 'I talk too much,' because it can actually make me lose certain types of jobs. The idea that I don't make sense, I really don't like it. I don't want it to be like, 'Oh, when we're out promoting together and you don't know who else to tease, you just pick on Poon.' Whoa, seriously, I am a good kid. When it comes to work, I am incredibly focused.. but right now I have to hurry because I've only got 15 minutes to commute.

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