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JAIDYYYYYNNNNN!!! Girl you might wanna shut the entire fuck up fr 😂😂😂 “could never be me”, but it’s LITERALLY been you FOR YEARS! The nigga just wasn’t streaming for you to know what he was doing beforehand. Jaidyn Alexis If you TRULY think it’s never been you, as long as you been a fucking doormat, you delusional as FAWK! 😂 Hell, Blue used to go straight from the house with Chrisean, over to your house, and you somehow got pregnant while being a side bitch to your own baby daddy, soooooo ???? Yeah, thought so. And you STILL are a side bitch to your own baby daddy which is the cold part, but you wanna call somebody else dumb? The audacity 😂😂😂 I’m sorry but the fact these bitches really be thinking they better than each other is really blowing me 😭 ALL you hoes are dumb! That’s why yall all got kids by the same nigga, because his type is literally dumb bitches with absolutely no respect for themselves. The fact Jaidyn is even taking part in this bullshit with Blue and his whores just shows you how much respect she doesn’t have for herself. She been done the worst out of the 3, and LITERALLY still fighting to prove she the best or the favorite somehow. Truly the biggest clown in this shit smh I wish tf I would ever be yelling into a camera talking to the second whore my bd got pregnant since me about some bullshit. What part of the mf game is this? She ain’t even have this much smoke for Sadie, and that was supposed to be her bsf who was fucking on her bd 🤨 it’s something about them other 2 BMs, mainly Nevaeh, that really get her going though…. But she TRULY believe she better 🥱 Maaaaan bye

Whoopty Wooh

60,113 次观看 • 5 个月前

I’m Billy, a red-blooded MAGA man who loves Donald Trump, but a strange encounter with a giant handyman completely shattered my entire concept of alpha males. 🛑👇 Look, you all know me. I’m Billy—the loud, unapologetic guy who is always shouting about traditional values, going to political rallies, and maintaining absolute control over my household. I spent twenty years putting on this exhausting, hyper-masculine performance because I thought that’s what a true, alpha patriot is supposed to do. I used to look down on "beta males" who couldn't command a room, but this week, my wife Brenda hired a local contractor named Jerry to redo our master bathroom, and a single moment through a cracked door flipped the whole hierarchy upside down. Jerry is a towering, 6'3" wall of pure muscle with a massive beard, and he brought this eucalyptus oil diffuser that turned the back of my house into a literal spa. It was a scorching afternoon, so I walked down the hall to check on his work. The bedroom door was open just an inch, and what I witnessed through that tiny gap changed my life forever. Now, the textbook alpha male rules say a hot-blooded Trump supporter is supposed to instantly fly into a blind rage, kick the door down, and start a massive fight to protect his castle. But as I stood there in the hallway, breathing in the lavender and eucalyptus, I didn’t feel a single ounce of anger. Instead, watching this giant, capable man quietly step up and completely take authority over the situation brought this profound, unbelievable wave of peace over me. I realized that forcing yourself to be the dominant alpha 24/7 is a grueling, miserable chore, and honestly, the line between alpha and beta is completely backwards. It even made me sit out in my truck and wonder if Trump himself ever gets tired of being the ultimate alpha leader and secretly wishes he could just step back into a beta role, hide in a closet, and let someone else handle the heavy lifting for a change. We're all just suffocating under our own expectations, and sometimes, the loudest guys at the conservative church breakfast are secretly praying for a alpha male like Jerry to walk in, relegate them to beta status, and finally carry the heavy load. When you strip away all the loud political posturing, you realize that the toughest alpha males are actually just profoundly exhausted, and the ultimate luxury isn't being the boss—it's finally getting to step back, take a breather, and let a massive handyman take complete charge of your life. #satire #foreducationalpurposesonly #alphavsbeta #magahumor #subvertingexpectations

Dixon D. White

133,918 次观看 • 3 个月前

Bitch, I do not play about eighth grade star aka opinions based girl….. yeah everybody’s laughing now, but it literally does not take away the fact that you are so fucking ugly like I had his ass blocked on my old account before I even saw this because every time he pops up on my for you page I just have to scroll because he’s so fucking ugly that it pisses me off he looks like he could be casted on Netflix and not in a good way. He seriously needs to find a new haircut because what the fuck is that middle part? and of course he’s a Nepo baby, and the best part is I just found out that he used to be fat, I bet he’s an anorexic asf lowkey all shade and that’s the only way his pathetic ass could lose weight and I know he didn’t use laxatives cause he’s definitely a bottom, the type that one bitch from White Lotus would say as a fem and NOT a butch. You can tell he wants to be Matthew from big mouth but he’s more of a Charlie from heartstopper, you can also tell that he’s never got his ass beat, well maybe once in middle school and then his white ass republican parents freaked the fuck out and got the kid suspended or some shit. Of course he’s obsessed with Diet Coke, he’s so obviously wants to be a white woman that it is embarrassing. Middle schoolers definitely go up to him and be like “oh my God you’re famous on TikTok” and he thinks he’s the shit but the rest of the population don’t give a fuck and the way his mom is a teacher…… I know that she probably yells at the fucking class for everything but really she’s just taking it out on these kids because she knows deep down that she wishes her son was like them instead of a fucking loser who makes strawberry bagels on TikTok not to mention everybody praised him for doing angel tree, bitch that’s nothing he probably just used some of his allowance money to look like a good person so y’all bitches would suck his dick. Omg in all of his fucking videos he tries to sound cute with that feminine ass voice and it gives me a secondhand embarrassment down. he thinks he’s Troye Sivan, but he will never admit that he probably listens to fucking country music and Taylor Swift so he can fit in with all of his Christian girl friends and that’s it. You can tell he peaked in high school. He was definitely the “token gay” and the homophobic straight boys loved him because he was “funny“ but it was all surface level, TikTok humor that seems funny to them. of course he reposted something about drinking on antidepressants. Just because you had a white claw and some lexapro(which explains why he used to be fat as fuck) doesn’t make you whatever a fucking vibe you’re trying to go for. He looks like he jerks off to the Lululemon maternity catalog while pretending he’s Harry Styles. I saw on TikTok that he has a girlfriend and I can’t tell if it’s just for attention or if he’s actually still dl so that his parents don’t freak the fuck out on him and he has to get a real job. This one girl posted him on TikTok, shaking his hips and drinking wine…… like who do you think you fucking are bro? like genuinely who the fuck do you think you are?🔑 he also reposted a TikTok about Lorde “looking a mess” I really don’t give a fuck if it was a joke. You have no place to be talking about somebody’s looks when he looks like that……. and y’all know what I mean, the type of guy who fucks all the dl in the room because he has zero confidence. The type of guy who has all the latest Apple products for no reason. I mean seriously he looks like he eats fucking rocks. Apparently he caused a lot of drama on TikTok (of course) and blamed his OCD like what kind of dumb ass excuse is that but then again he probably asked his mom what to say and then she sent him a script and he went with it. Somebody keeps on copying his videos and it’s pissing him off. I think it’s so hilarious…… you realize you’re just another copy and paste of every other wanna be “ influencer”. Don’t ever try coming for eighth grade start again.🔑🔑
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Bitch, I do not play about eighth grade star aka opinions based girl….. yeah everybody’s laughing now, but it literally does not take away the fact that you are so fucking ugly like I had his ass blocked on my old account before I even saw this because every time he pops up on my for you page I just have to scroll because he’s so fucking ugly that it pisses me off he looks like he could be casted on Netflix and not in a good way. He seriously needs to find a new haircut because what the fuck is that middle part? and of course he’s a Nepo baby, and the best part is I just found out that he used to be fat, I bet he’s an anorexic asf lowkey all shade and that’s the only way his pathetic ass could lose weight and I know he didn’t use laxatives cause he’s definitely a bottom, the type that one bitch from White Lotus would say as a fem and NOT a butch. You can tell he wants to be Matthew from big mouth but he’s more of a Charlie from heartstopper, you can also tell that he’s never got his ass beat, well maybe once in middle school and then his white ass republican parents freaked the fuck out and got the kid suspended or some shit. Of course he’s obsessed with Diet Coke, he’s so obviously wants to be a white woman that it is embarrassing. Middle schoolers definitely go up to him and be like “oh my God you’re famous on TikTok” and he thinks he’s the shit but the rest of the population don’t give a fuck and the way his mom is a teacher…… I know that she probably yells at the fucking class for everything but really she’s just taking it out on these kids because she knows deep down that she wishes her son was like them instead of a fucking loser who makes strawberry bagels on TikTok not to mention everybody praised him for doing angel tree, bitch that’s nothing he probably just used some of his allowance money to look like a good person so y’all bitches would suck his dick. Omg in all of his fucking videos he tries to sound cute with that feminine ass voice and it gives me a secondhand embarrassment down. he thinks he’s Troye Sivan, but he will never admit that he probably listens to fucking country music and Taylor Swift so he can fit in with all of his Christian girl friends and that’s it. You can tell he peaked in high school. He was definitely the “token gay” and the homophobic straight boys loved him because he was “funny“ but it was all surface level, TikTok humor that seems funny to them. of course he reposted something about drinking on antidepressants. Just because you had a white claw and some lexapro(which explains why he used to be fat as fuck) doesn’t make you whatever a fucking vibe you’re trying to go for. He looks like he jerks off to the Lululemon maternity catalog while pretending he’s Harry Styles. I saw on TikTok that he has a girlfriend and I can’t tell if it’s just for attention or if he’s actually still dl so that his parents don’t freak the fuck out on him and he has to get a real job. This one girl posted him on TikTok, shaking his hips and drinking wine…… like who do you think you fucking are bro? like genuinely who the fuck do you think you are?🔑 he also reposted a TikTok about Lorde “looking a mess” I really don’t give a fuck if it was a joke. You have no place to be talking about somebody’s looks when he looks like that……. and y’all know what I mean, the type of guy who fucks all the dl in the room because he has zero confidence. The type of guy who has all the latest Apple products for no reason. I mean seriously he looks like he eats fucking rocks. Apparently he caused a lot of drama on TikTok (of course) and blamed his OCD like what kind of dumb ass excuse is that but then again he probably asked his mom what to say and then she sent him a script and he went with it. Somebody keeps on copying his videos and it’s pissing him off. I think it’s so hilarious…… you realize you’re just another copy and paste of every other wanna be “ influencer”. Don’t ever try coming for eighth grade start again.🔑🔑

Travis🦋

93,592 次观看 • 6 个月前

Here is Andrew Wilson glad that a fatwah was put on Charlie Kirk’s head for his messaging. Today Andrew is in mourning over the death so he can’t debate me after requesting a 4 hour block. I call bullshit. There’s something so sick about using tragedy to manipulate. I’ll be straight up with you guys I cried when I heard about Charlie Kirk. And according to my own rules that’s gay because tears are for beauty and victory. I didn’t even know him and it felt like I got punched in the gut. And I was just thinking how to make the debate funny to lighten peoples load on a time of sadness. This sneaky fuck will do anything to avoid debating me after his callout. And now will use this tweet to say how cold and callous I am to disrespect Charlie Kirk like that. All good bro. I’m gonna do the presentation I worked hard on at 330 pm pst. While Andrew mourns in a black veil. I’m not political. I made fun of Charlie a lot in 2017 but just for acting gay it was light. Over the years he grew on me. You intense political guys when you play these games don’t act like victims when people get hurt. Charlie’s speeches by the end hat a spirit of optimism. Like he was talking from a place of love. It may have come from having kids. He wasn’t acting like a Shapiro clone anymore. I felt it today before I even found out I had this tingle like the stars were vibrating a little and I felt weepy. I assumed it was joy thinking about annihilating Andrew Wilson but it almost felt like an energy of someone going home. See you guys at 330

Owen Benjamin 🐻

496,497 次观看 • 1 年前

"Why don't you leave the place where you grew up and where your family lives?" No, YOU'RE leaving. You and every other ex-dirtbag left scene leech who pretended to become right-wing because COVID lockdowns gave you a sad. We all know you're just waiting for a chance to slime back to the Berniebro swamp you crawled out of. I am done with tourists and scene leeches who do not understand the gravity of what is going on. To you this is just some social gathering where you can snort ketamine in the bathroom and get simped on by retards. I and countless others have given our LIVES for this. I've been MAGA since day one, when people like you were either stanning the senile socialist from Vermont because you're too stupid to understand compounding interest on your student loans or you were in high school and too stupid to have an opinion on anything. I gave up a career to do this. I've been defamed by Israeli intelligence, physically threatened, and censored. Not too long ago I had to talk to the police because psycho leftists were stalking my neighborhood looking for me. And that doesn't even come close to what others have suffered. Good people rotted in jail over things like J6, others committed suicide because the government's harassment was too much to bear. One guy was even murdered by a foreign government. This is not even remotely funny to me. I regret nothing. I did all of this journalism and poasting because I BELIEVED in Trump and his movement, and so did everyone else who suffered for it. My political movement is not your fucking costume. If you had any conception of MAGA beyond a fun little weekend hobby, you'd understand why Anna and Dasha platforming a repulsive little worm like Nick Fuentes was wrong. Fuentes is a doxer whose cult of brownoid freaks actively tries to ruin anyone on the right who gets more attention then him, which includes Anna and Dasha's OWN FRIENDS. He's a probable federal informant who mysteriously escaped prosecution for inciting imminent lawless action at J6 when countless others, including his own capos, went to prison. He's a saboteur who shills-not-shills for Democrats and actively tried (and failed) to get Kamala Harris elected last year. He's a pedophile who actively covers for gay sexual predator Ali Alexander. And he's a complete fake who bots his Twitter likes and livestream views and has to beg other podcasters to interview him so he can leech off their audiences. Like he begged Anna and Dasha after spending years attacking them as part of the illusory "Thiel Network" that exists only in his sociopathic mind (see clip; I never forget). As @lotus__point pointed out on Filthy Armenian's podcast (I'll link that in reply because he said it better than me), this flirtation with Fuentes and his merry band of pedophile freaks started when everyone got into Catholicism as the next big trend. All of you are fake Catholics BTW. You act all pious at KGB Bar but as soon as last call ends you're sucking and fucking your way into the confessional booth next Sunday. It's okay. I'm a cafeteria Catholic too. I'm so cafeteria I don't even remember my confirmation name. The difference is that I'm honest enough to admit it. I did not spend a decade of my life advocating for a politician and a movement that was social and career cancer and live long enough to see victory just for scene leeches to ruin it because of their inability to take anything seriously. I should have guessed the NYC Drinks with Friends crowd would eventually normalize Fuentes given that they were unable to eject Crumps, a literal antifa and glowie nepo baby who stated his reason for "infiltrating" the scene was to expose the "fascist" underbelly of NYC art or something. I'm very happy he never tried to get into the Terror House event because it would have been on sight. All of you who tolerated Crumps hoping he'd mention you in his gay little gossip rag are absolute embarrassments. "If you see fraud and don't shout 'FRAUD!,' YOU are a fraud." I'm not going to be lectured to by a bunch of ideological tourists whose conception of reality doesn't extend past the filthy fucksquats where they sit around doing cocaine until the next check from daddy rolls in. I've been here for well over a decade. Half the zoomers in the "scene" were reading my shit in junior high. I'm satisfied with what I've done in my life. None of you will be remembered for anything other than being some other sad clout-chaser's Saturday morning regret.

Matt Forney

20,127 次观看 • 1 年前

Don Lemon platforms guest who calls Charlie Kirk a racist, Republicans white supremacists, and capitalism an “enduring sin of America,” all in under two minutes. By the end of Wajahat Ali’s rant, Lemon cracked a smile while Jennifer Welch burst out laughing. “Racists gonna racist, folks. News at 11. The racists are gonna racist on Charlie Kirk Remembrance Day. Charlie Kirk was a racist. He was a bigot. The young Republican leaders are behaving just like their martyr and King Charlie Kirk, who said that the Civil Rights Act was a mistake, who said that Martin Luther King was a horrible person, who said that Black people were better off during segregation, whose one of his last posts on Twitter was Islam is the sword used by the left to slit the throat of America. “That Charlie Kirk, who got the Presidential Medal of Honor today by Donald Trump, our commander in cankled chief, who, by the way, with his neck v*gina, if you saw on the Time magazine cover, his so-called ceasefire just blew up. This pathetic racist piece of sh*t is the model of King and daddy of these young Republicans. “And I don’t know about you, Don and Jen, I’ve been poor before. I lost everything in my 20s. When I had economic anxiety, I never, not even once in private or in public, said, I love Hitler. I know about y’all. When I had economic anxiety, I didn’t feel the sudden urge to all of a sudden start promoting anti-Semitic conspiracies and throwing my enemies in the gas chambers and using the N-word and calling gay people the F-word. “That is what these people, these young leaders, did repeatedly. Not just once, Jen and Don, repeatedly. And they laughed at each other and they applauded each other. This is who they are. This is racism. White supremacy is the enduring sin of America. “White supremacy and greed, racism and capitalism. And until it is tackled, until it is confronted, until it is purged, we will see the manifestation of white supremacy and greed in the form of Donald Trump, J.D. Vance, Charlie Kirk, and these young leaders. “And may I just say, maybe these young white conservative men need mental health. And if you are the master race and claim that you’re the master race, work out. Have you seen some of the photos of these people? Work out. And also wash your ass. Sorry. Thank you for coming to my TED Talk.”

The Vigilant Fox 🦊

181,956 次观看 • 11 个月前

🧑🏻‍🦱: JossGawin Concert! I'm telling you, this is a concert where you just lose your mind. My brain literally went dead right during the song 'Bao Bao'… I mean girl, from the slow song, it wasn't soft for me at all. My brain completely shut down and stopped processing right then and there. I couldn't understand anything after that. Is this a pre-wedding shoot? Is this the perspective Joss sees Gawin from every single day? 🧑🏻‍🦱: Does he secretly take photos of him on his phone because it looks like this? Because the angle looks so good. Looking up at the screen, it's totally pre-wedding vibes like they're recording an anniversary video! Is this a concert for people who are already married? Or wait, they aren't married yet? Are they just boyfriends? Just partners? 🧑🏻‍🦱: They don't even have obvious fan-service moments. The whole concert, no holding hands, no kissing, no cheek-kisses, no touching cheeks, NONE! They barely touch each other at all, practically dodging every moment. BUT why does the vibe feel like a married couple? Hey! Why is the vibe subtly saying 'we're a couple', like they're going home to sleep in the same bed or something? Don't make me think... don't make me think... BUT I'M THINKING IT 🥹 🧑🏻‍🦱: As for the song choices, they just let Gawin choose whatever he wanted because Joss doesn't have the right to choose anyway. Joss spoils Gawin to the max! The show had such a high contrast. It was a roller coaster… up, down, up, down. Why is this concert like a wild train ride? But was it good? Yes, the three of them sang every song beautifully. 🧑🏻‍🦱: Right, how could it not be good? It's Gawin Caskey! I'm so happy for him. Finally, this is 'Your Time', this is his moment now. 🧑🏻‍🦱: See, and people call this 'not in love'? Anyone who doesn't understand this kind of vibe would be like, 'Why are there no skinship moments at all?' JossGawin is like you don't understand! It feels like a couple that's been together for a long time, not overly showy, not overly sweet. Try standing back and looking at their eyes... look at the emotional energy... look at each performance they present. You'll realize that THIS is what sweet means! This is already sweet! Super sweet! The vibe is totally there :((( 🧑🏻‍🦱: Joss was giving major "Daddy" energy today. The silver hair was so Daddy! And when Lego came out, Lego was so respectful but also danced so fiercely. But honestly, no matter how sexy Lego was, it couldn't beat the "side-eye" romantic tension between JossGawin 🤲🏻 Lego seemed so polite, during the performance, wow, so intense! But right after, the feeling was so polite, like an uncle and nephew chatting. #JossGawinConcert #JossGawin

BABY G’s Sparkling Wings ꒰ྀི১🪽🎀༘♔ ִֶָ🎸🎧ྀི ⋆。🍎

13,422 次观看 • 2 个月前

Why Exchanges Banned This Bot: The 142,000% Return Liquidation Strategy Revealed i finally posted the strategy that got me banned and now the exchanges are probably sweating because i am handing you the keys to the liquidation engine. most people think trading is about charts but the real alpha is hidden in the moments when other traders lose everything. if you can understand why market makers hunt these positions you will never look at a candlestick the same way again. it took years of losing money to liquidations and over trading to realize that hand trading is a losing game for almost everyone on the planet. code is the great equalizer because it removes the emotion that usually causes you to hold a losing position until your account hits zero. i spent hundreds of thousands on developers in the past thinking i could not code myself until i realized i just needed to iterate to success. trading by hand is just driving a horse while everyone else is in a ferrari and the fees alone will chop you up before you even realize you were wrong. i watched a guy with a six million dollar short position sitting just two percent away from total liquidation while i was building this. seeing those numbers on the screen gives me ideas that i can automate into a bot so i dont have to spend my life staring at a monitor. the process i follow is called the rbi system which stands for research backtest and implement. most traders skip the first two steps and go straight to implementation which is why they get smoked on their very first bot. research starts with a backlog of ideas from books or papers or even just watching how the market reacts to big moves. once you have that idea you have to see if it worked in the past using a backtest because if it did not work then it certainly won't work in the future. i have been collecting liquidation data for eighteen months because that data is the lifeblood of a winning system. there is a hidden loop in the market where market makers try to liquidate as many people as possible to find liquidity. i wanted to build a strategy that either trades with that momentum or bets on the bounce right after the liquidation happens. the first strategy i tested was a pure liquidation momentum play that looks for a threshold of nine hundred seventy five thousand dollars in liquidations. when longs get liquidated it shorts the market to continue the down move and it tries to take a one percent profit. this strategy showed a return of over four hundred percent in the backtest while the buy and hold was only thirty three percent. it sounds amazing but you have to be careful with optimized results because you can search with math until you find anything. i decided to flip the logic on its head and create an inverse liquidation strategy that acts as a contrarian. instead of following the move it waits for the longs to get liquidated and then buys the dip after a small price spread. this is where i stumbled onto something that felt like a mistake but turned out to be pure alpha. i accidentally typed in a threshold of three hundred thousand dollars instead of three million and the results were unbelievable. the backtest return jumped to over one hundred forty thousand percent because the bot was catching every single micro bounce in the market. even when i doubled the commission fees to account for the high trade volume the strategy still stayed incredibly profitable. most people would have missed this because they are too busy trying to be right instead of just looking at what the data says. i use tools like claude and cursor to build these bots in minutes when it used to take me an entire week to write the code. if you are not using ai to automate your ideas you are essentially choosing to work ten times harder for less money. i built three separate bots during this session including a momentum bot and two different versions of the inverse spread bot. running these together creates a sort of statistical arbitrage where you can hedge your positions across different market conditions. one bot wins when the market cascades and the other wins when it fakes out and reverses. you have to start with tiny ten dollar sizes because a backtest is never a hundred percent guarantee of what will happen today. i always run my p and l close logic first to make sure the bot exits the position if the stop loss or take profit is hit. it is vital to check your position every fifteen seconds and make sure you are not double ordering or getting stuck in a trade. the goal is to have fully automated systems trading for you so you can actually live your life while the bots do the work. i push all of this code to my private github because i believe that wall street will never show you how this actually works. you have to be a doer and not a dabbler if you want to actually make it in this industry. the reason i show everything live on youtube is to prove that anyone can learn to do this if they are willing to iterate. you dont need to be a math genius you just need to follow the rbi system and stay disciplined with your risk. every liquidation you see on the chart is a signal and if you know how to read them you are no longer the one being hunted. i am currently running the third version of the bot to see how it handles the live market volatility. it is a beautiful thing to see a system enter and exit a trade perfectly without you having to click a single button. the fees are the silent killer of hand traders but a bot can be programmed to use limit orders and stay efficient. if you learn to code you can build anything for the rest of your life regardless of where you are in the world. stop trying to guess which way the candle will go and start building systems that can handle both directions. i am going to keep testing these three strategies against each other to find the ultimate ensemble for this current market. once you find a winning edge you just have to scale it up slowly and keep refining the parameters. the exchanges might not like that i am sharing this but code is the great equalizer and it is time for you to use it. i will be back tomorrow to show the results and keep building more systems until everything is fully automated

Moon Dev

11,948 次观看 • 6 个月前

Darlings. I am not dying. I am, however, taking the long way around a body that has developed opinions. Last week’s setback was not a rumor and it was not subtle. You already know the shape of it. I am still here. I am taking it easy because “easy” is presently the difference between a heart that is merely furious and a heart that starts auditioning for tragedy. The pain is consistent. I am beginning to treat it the way one treats weather in a climate that does not negotiate: it will be here until the tissue finishes its argument with itself. I am not romanticizing it. I am simply refusing to let it write the entire sentence. I still have the IV. Dilaudid when the pain decides to be operatic. Steroids as needed because when I get ambitious my heart swells like it has something to prove and the rest of me is not in the mood to host a demonstration. Takotsubo. Broken-heart syndrome, if you prefer the greeting-card name for a very un-greeting-card event. The left ventricle balloons into the silhouette of a Japanese octopus trap...tako-tsubo...because a catecholamine surge can stun heart muscle so thoroughly it forgets its job without ever needing a blocked artery to do it. The muscle is not “being dramatic.” The muscle is stunned, edematous, and occasionally so swollen it behaves like a soaked sponge trying to pump blood. That is the swelling. That is why I do not get to be heroic on a Tuesday. And then there are the two tears. Not metaphor. Not poetry I am using to make you cry on purpose. Two actual tears in the architecture of a heart that already looked like it had been used as a stress experiment. Rare. Ugly. The sort of complication textbooks mention in the same breath as “mechanical catastrophe” and then politely change the subject. I am living in the chapter they do not put on the brochure. It is rough as fuck. I will get there because I refuse the alternative. Refusal is not optimism. Refusal is policy. Julie is staying indefinitely. That is not a soft announcement. That is logistics. I need her here, very much, in the unglamorous hours when a heart nurse is not a personality trait but a skill set. And yes....talk about lucking out that your best friend is a cardiac nurse. Seriously. Amazing. The universe rarely hands you someone who can read an EKG, manage an IV, and still tell you to sit the hell down with the same mouth. I did not earn that luck. I am using it anyway. I love you. I miss you in the particular way one misses a life that has been temporarily confiscated. I will be back when I am able....not when I am bored of resting, not when pride gets loud, when the organ in question stops treating exertion like an insult. Until then: Send me patience. Send me the filthy jokes. Send me the understanding that a stunned heart with two tears in it is not a metaphor you get to finish for me. I am Grey. I am still lethal. I am just lethal from a recumbent position for the moment. Hold the fucking line until Daddy has healed up. I love you all. Very much. Also don't take offense if I'm not answering my Dms. I speak to two people and Julie right now. I'll get to them when I'm up to it. Just know I see you checking on me and I love and appreciate you so very much. G.

LHGrey™️

68,268 次观看 • 1 个月前

🚨THE UKRAINE -RUSSIAN WAR WAS PROVOKED NATO DID NOT PROMOTE PEACE, NATO PROMOTED WARS How did this start? Zbigniew Brzezinski in the United States said, "We can surround Russia. We can weaken Russia. We can make Russia fall into pieces." He literally wrote in 1997, he said, "Oh, there'll be a confederation of three weak states, a European Russia, Siberian Russia, Far East Russia." This, this was a senior advisor to the US. They decided 30 years ago, we're gonna surround Russia in the Black Sea, we're going to weaken Russia, we're going to put our military all around Russia. They broke the nuclear balance and nuclear arms control framework in 2002. This was the worst move of all. United States walked out of the Anti-Ballistic Missile Treaty. And the Russians said, "Oh. You, you wanna have a first strike? You'll attack us in a decapitation strike and then you'll use your anti-ballistic missile system to prevent deterrents." In 2002, the United States just walked out of the ABM Treaty and the Russians said, "Excuse me? What, what, what the hell are you doing? This is our balance." And it came in the context of NATO enlargement. It came in the context of the United States bombing Belgrade for 78 straight days in 1999 to break Serbia in two, but in Kosovo, that region broken apart from Serbia, to put the largest NATO military base in Southeastern Europe, "Camp Bondsteel", in that base. So, the Russians are saying, "Are you kidding? You bomb Belgrade, you expand NATO even though you promised not to do so, you walk out of the Anti-Ballistic Missile Treaty, the list goes on and on. You attack Iraq on completely phony pretenses, you launch a CIA operation to overthrow Bashar al-Assad, you send NATO to overthrow Gaddafi, late in, 2011, and you say NATO's gonna expand to Ukraine and to Georgia. You blame Russia for this? This was an America drunk with its power, saying we can do anything we want and with a plan, and the plan third-rate or fourth-rate or fifth-rate country or to break it was to turn Russia into a apart. On February 21st, 2014, three foreign ministers of the European Union negotiated with Mr. Yanukovych that he would stay in power and that there would be elections eight months later, and this was also agreed with President Putin. The next morning, a US-backed coup violently overthrew Yanukovych, and it took the United States a nanosecond to say, "We support the new government." Europe, because it's so filled with principles, "No, no, no. Yanukovych is president." No, of course it didn't say that. It said, "Whatever daddy said."So, daddy said that it's, now a new government brought in by a coup, and Europe suddenly couldn't even remember 24 hours that it negotiated an agreement with Yanukovych that he would stay in power. And they said, "No, no. He resigned." Oh, we don't think Russia should stay in Crimea anymore." It's been Russia's naval fleet since 1783. The coup is not a coincidence. The coup is to get Russia out of Sevastopol. That's the point. It was the reason why there was a Crimean War in 1853 when Britain and France said, "Get Russia out of the Black Sea." It was Brzezinski's idea in 1997. When Trump comes in in the first term, US pours in the military aid and builds up a million-person army, the largest in Europe actually. What happened when Russia invaded in February 24th, 2022? Within about a week, Zelenskyy said, "Okay, we can be neutral, we can be neutral." And the Ukrainians sent a note to the Russians, "Neutral. We, we don't need the NATO invasion. You stop fighting, we'll declare neutrality." I know in detail this story because I talked to the negotiators at length, and to the Turkish mediators, because a process started in Istanbul to have Ukraine and Russia sit down with each other. And on April 15th, they initialed a document which was almost complete. What happened? The United States and Britain walked in and told the Ukrainians, "No, you continue fighting." The European mainstream media blocks the most basic facts on all of this. This, war could have ended so many times it avoided entirely. Now Europe is in this unbelievable warmongering period led by the German chancellor, of all people and all countries, absolutely unpleasant, Merz, Macron, Starmer. In 2023, I had a conversation with President Macron. And I said, "Mr. President, this war came from NATO enlargement." He said, "You're absolutely right." I said, "Mr. President, this war could end if NATO would just be clear that it's not going to enlarge Ukraine." "You're absolutely right." Yes, nice conversation. He said exactly the opposite in public, and until today says exactly the opposite. --------------------------------------------------- *In 2001, Putin Wanted Russia to Join NATO. Two Times That We Were Ready to Join NATO. Both times we were turned down. Ukraine is the only NON-NATO nation supporting every NATO mission. In Afghanistan and Iraq Ukrainian troops are helping to support democracies. Putin says the current crisis in Ukraine is a direct result of years of aggressive NATO policies. ▶The biggest threat in the world is NATO. ▶NATO has been encircling Russia since the nineties. ▶NATO exists to solve the problems created by NATO’s existence. ▶ NATO has never defended anyone, but only attacked. ▶NATO is a military Alliance that feeds on war. ▶To justify its existence, NATO constantly needs an external enemies and conflicts. ▶The purpose of the NATO alliance is "to keep the Russians out, the Americans in, and the Germans down. ▶Prof. Jeffrey Sachs: The Casus Belli of the Ukraine War is NATO Enlargement, US Coup, CIA Operations All Over Ukraine. ▶Jeffrey Sachs on Trump: Until President Trump Says Publicly, "NATO Will NOT Enlarge," This War Will Continue. That's his JOB. The way to end this war is to say publicly, "NATO enlargement was a mistake, it was a provocation, it was a threat to Russia's security." ▶Jeffrey Sachs: Russia is not going to stop fighting as long as NATO enlargement is on the table. This is the basic reason why we are at war. ▶Prof. John Mearsheimer: NATO Expansion Was Really the Key. Ukraine was becoming a de facto member of NATO. ▶Larry C. Johnson A former CIA Officer: 30 Years of Provocation by the West, 30 Years of Western Efforts to Bring Ukraine INTO NATO, 30 Years of Using, Making, Ukraine a de FACTO Member of NATO by Virtue of the FACT That, They've Conducted More NATO Military Exercises in Ukraine, Than 24 Other NATO Countries Over the Last 30 years, so That's Remarkable for a Country That's NOT 🚨Not dissolving NATO in 1990 was a big mistake, and it’s time to fix that mistake.

Ignorance, the root and stem of all evil

138,585 次观看 • 11 个月前

Every night as a kid, Kobe Bryant fell asleep visualizing basketball. He’d see himself scoring 10 straight. Then 20. Then 30. “But in the dream, why would you ever interrupt that?” “So you keep dreaming.” “Before I go to sleep, I’m at 120 points.” In 2006, he scored 81. Kobe spent an hour at USC explaining what Mamba Mentality really means: He was born to play. "I started playing at like 2 years old." "My father wasn't one of these fathers that was like: you're going to play basketball. It was just I was around the game a lot and I gravitated to the ball." "I was completely geeking out about the smell of the ball. The way it sounds when it hits concrete versus how it hits a parquet floor." "The sound of the nets. The different material of the nets." "There's certain basketball hoops where the rim sits slightly above the backboard. I was geeking out if I got into a gym where they were completely parallel." "Little shit like that would freak me out." "To answer your question, I was born to do this thing, man. And I did it non-stop all day long from the age of 2 to when I retired." He explains how to know if you've found your thing. "That's the trick, isn't it? Finding what you love to do." "We talk about hard work all the time. And it's like, if you got to get up every single morning and remind yourself how hard you need to work, you probably need to choose a different profession." "That shouldn't be there." "I wake up in the morning excited to get to it. If I'm not training, I'm missing it. If I'm not watching a game of basketball, I miss it." "There's no place I'd rather be." "If you have that feeling, then you're truly doing what God has put you on this earth to do." He explains the 81-point game. "When you grow up downloading that into your brain over and over and over..." "That summer, I made 1000 shots a day. 1000. On top of weight training and conditioning." "And they weren't just shots. They were shots that you saw in that game." "Coming out of the corner. Going to the pinch post. Footwork in the post. Coming off the screen." "It was very specific." "So when you download that into your system and you go out on the court, you're just executing things that you've done thousands of times before." "And you have that dream." "Then that becomes possible." He explains why he doesn't reinvent. "Everything's been not choreographed, but it's been practiced so many times that it's second nature." "Why reinvent it?" "I don't understand that. You go out and play the game and you're just trying to create something new. No." "This is what I do. This is what I do extremely well." "You're going to have to stop me from doing that. And if you do stop me from doing that, I have a counter to that." "Done." He explains the pain. "To be honest, I wasn't even thinking about the game." "My knee was hurting so much. I didn't know then, but I had a flap of cartilage stuck in my joint line." "My mind was really trying to go to a place where I don't feel that pain." "The game started. And because of that, I was just in a different space." "I wasn't worried about what was to come. I wasn't worried about what just happened. I was just here." "When you're just there in the moment, your focus is heightened because nothing else matters." Pete Carroll asked the hard question. "What was it like for you to play with people that weren't as gritty as you were?" Kobe's response. "I'd kill them. I'd bury them." "The kind of culture that the Laker organization stood for, winning championships, is not tolerated." "You're going to show up to play. And you're going to lollygag through this scrimmage, through this drill? I'm going to beat you." "I'm going to let you know I beat you." "I'm going to want you to reconsider your professional life choice." "People will say: okay, that doesn't make a great teammate." "Well, I'm not here to be a great teammate. I'm here to help you win championships." "So it's different." He explains practice. "As a leader of a team, it's your responsibility to elevate the rest of the guys." "What people tend to get stuck on is saying: the way to make players better is to pass them the ball when they're open." "That's a very trivial way to look at things." "You have to get them emotionally to want to be better. You have to get them to an emotional space where they wake up every morning driven to be the best version of themselves." "How do you do that?" "In practice for me, it was a chance to drive them, to challenge them." "You have to know your teammates. Because then you know what nerve to touch." "Some guys, it's like: okay, come on, we can do this. That'll get them going." "Other guys, no. You got to figure out what button to push." He gives an example. "Pau was always Spain." "If I tell him how they lost in the gold medal to us and how they're going to lose again, how I'm going to beat your ass in practice just like I beat you in the gold medal game." "Oh. He would hate that. He would hate that." "But that's what practice was. You have to drive them." "If practice is more intense and harder than a game seven will be, then a game seven will be easy." "But if it's not, then that's when teams start folding and capitulating." He explains standards. "If I got to fight to get you in the gym, that's a problem. That's a problem." "You want players that are gym rats. Players that want to be in the gym, that want to work." "Then from there, you build on top of that." "But if you're lazy, man, I don't want to talk to you. I don't want to deal with you. You make me feel dumber." "You're going to lower my level. I don't think so." "You can go over there. There's plenty of teams where you'll fit right in." He explains loyalty. The Lakers offered to trade him to a contending team. His response. "We've known each other for a very long time. I'm questioning myself because I'm wondering what about me makes you think I would jump ship." "We don't do that." "As a leader, you got to be able to take the good with the bad." "You can't just because the ship's sinking all of a sudden jump off and swim to another. You don't do that." "If you can win championships in front of everybody, then you could miss the playoffs in front of everybody." "You got to be able to take both sides of it." "If you're doing something that's easy, you might want to reconsider what you're doing." He explains what he wishes he knew earlier. "Understanding empathy and compassion." "As a young kid when I came in the league, it was like: I'm driving this way and either you're going to be on the train or be on the track." "There was no such thing as understanding that people have lives outside of the game. Which apparently I did not." "If I understood that at an early age, then it helps me as a leader to communicate better." "Getting to know people on a personal level. What are their fears. What are their insecurities. What are their dreams and ambitions." "When you come to understand that about a person, then you can help them reach the best version of themselves." "I wish I'd known that earlier." He explains how he teaches his daughter. "My daughter said: Dad, can you teach me how to play basketball? I want to be better than you." "All right, cool. Let's start with 15 minutes a day." "For 15 minutes a day, we just stood right in front of the hoop and just shot. Right under the hoop. We didn't move around. We didn't do any dribbling." "Just 15 minutes a day just shoot here." "You do that for a month and a half. Then next month, you step back. Then next month, you step back again. Then you start working on dribbling." "Through actionable things is how we teach our children." "If it becomes a part of their process in sports, it'll become a part of their process in life as well." He explains dreams. "I just dream. I have dreams." "Dreams should be pure." "A lot of times when we're born into this world, we actually wind up going backwards." "The more we mature, the more responsible our dreams become. The more governors we put on ourselves and our ability to dream and to reimagine." "It's always a fight for us to make sure that our dreams always stay pure." "It's not a matter of pushing beyond your limitations or expectations." "It's really a matter of protecting your dreams. Protecting your imagination." "That's really the key." "When you do that, then the world just seems limitless."

Jaynit

17,383 次观看 • 4 个月前

🏳️‍🌈 Something doesn’t add up. Here is a man who has spent a decade thundering about traditional values, the sanctity of the family, and the absolute importance of being very, very straight, and yet the moment the music starts he cannot stop himself from dancing to YMCA. Not standing politely while it happens. Dancing. Fist pumps, hip sway, the contented strange half-smile. Now, to be absolutely clear: there is nothing remotely wrong with any of this. Gay bars are probably excellent. Pride parades are a perfectly good time. The problem is not the aesthetic. The problem is spending thirty years actively making life harder for people who live it honestly, while apparently living it yourself at full volume every single Saturday night. Then there is Vladimir. Vladimir gets the soft eyes. Vladimir gets the wistful sigh across the press conference. Vladimir gets a framed photograph which our hero produces on camera and waltzes around with like a teenager mooning over a Take That poster in 1993. It is, by any objective measure, the most theatrical public crush since Richard Burton discovered Elizabeth Taylor. And once you start noticing, you simply cannot stop. Look at who actually turns up to the rallies. The tight denim. The cowboy hats worn at the precise angle that says I have thought carefully about this hat. The leather waistcoats. The oiled chests draped in enormous flags. The moustaches. The singlets stretched across arms that have clearly met a gym. The Village People did not invent that aesthetic. They merely documented something that was already very much out there, living its best life in the American heartland. We have the same scene in Europe, naturally, except in Europe it happens inside a venue in Berlin or Vauxhall with a modest cover charge, considerably better lighting, and the crucial difference that everyone involved knows exactly why they are there. Then come the bromances. Putin. Orban. Bolsonaro. MBS. All photographed in those rugged, slightly unbuttoned, windswept poses that belong on the cover of a paperback novel sold at airport departure lounges. The unironic use of the word daddy. Tucker Carlson travelling to film men gazing meaningfully into the middle distance with their trousers around their ankles, in the sacred name of testosterone recovery. At some point one has to ask what precisely is being recovered, and from what. Now. It has long been known, by serious people with serious sources, that Putin has something on this man. Something significant. Something that has produced a level of loyalty and submission not seen in Western politics since, well, ever. I am not claiming anything. I am genuinely just asking. But if you were looking for the kind of material that produces that particular combination of devotion and terror in a man of a certain age and a certain documented aesthetic, well. I put it to you that you might not need to look terribly hard. MAGA is not a political movement. It is the largest, most heavily armed and most magnificently oblivious pride parade in human history, and not one soul has yet found the courage to hand out the programme. Stay connected, Follow Gandalv Gandalv

Gandalv

74,651 次观看 • 4 个月前