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Don’t be like me and get scammed by ‘editors’ for over $2000 🤣😭 I’ve been testing out loads of different editors and content managers to try find the right fit for me. Life has been a lil stressful and I wanted to build a team to rely on when... I needed it I decided to try working with some guys who claimed to have worked with people I knew and also people as big as Sketch etc. I chose to trust them and paid upfront for a month This is the quality of short I was given at $50 a short 😭😭🤣 it’s clearly not been edited by a human, you can’t even see the gameplay. If you don’t laugh, you’ll cry😂😭 They also tried to intimidate legally if I shared anything publicly loooolll Just another shitty bunch in this industryshow more

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“And anyway, I wanted to clarify something that was told to me in a half-assed way by some fanatical people, because I don’t call these people fans, I call them fanatics. And thank God they eventually remove themselves from the community on their own, because fundamentally they were never really part of the community to begin with, given the kinds of actions and thoughts they have. Now, you all know very well that there are people among you who help me, whom I absolutely welcome and appreciate a lot, actually, probably more than what they even give me. And as a result, I do have a human, working relationship that goes beyond just being a fan, right? So of course, in certain circumstances, because of specific skills people have and the kind of help they give, it’s obvious that more conversations start happening and a more developed human relationship begins, beyond a simple… you know. That’s how life works. It’s not like I can live my life and talk to every single one of you in the exact same way. It’s normal,choices are made based on the situations that come up. Anyone who’s mentally healthy understands this and tries to build a human relationship with me in some way. But those who aren’t healthy think, “Well, why does she talk to her and not to me?” But I can’t talk to everyone. Even though I try to do it in my own way, if I started talking to every single one of you, my life would obviously be over. And I think that applies to anyone who has a community or a group of people who follow them. So then this thing came out about me going to Disneyland. But, holy crap, as they say, maybe! Maybe I would go to Disneyland! And even if I did go to Disneyland, it’s none of your fucking business if I want to go to Disneyland. What the fuck do you care if I want to go to Disneyland? It’s my business. Also, I haven’t been to Disneyland in 18 years, last time was with a friend from high school. But even then, it’s still my business if I want to go with whomever I want: if I’m dating someone or not, if I want to go with a friend, if I want to go with a fan I choose from among you. Is it my business or not? I mean, is everything okay with you people? And then, what the fuck does it change for you? Do you appreciate me for who I am? Good. Appreciate me for who I am and for what I do, not for who I’m with or where I go. Sometimes it feels like I’m talking to a jealous girlfriend. But I already, normally, believe me, don’t get involved with certain people, or a certain type of person, because jealousy and unresolved issues really bother me. Let me explain better. Let’s say I get into a relationship. My partner should never make jealousy scenes. You want to go to Disneyland with your friends? Go. Don’t go. What do I care? That’s your business. It’s great that our paths cross and we have a beautiful, loving life together, but that doesn’t erase my other relationships or my other bonds. Sometimes, with some people in this community, it feels like I’m dating them, like they think I’m their girlfriend. That’s not normal. You’re fanatics, you’re not well. So it’s actually a good thing if you don’t come to the meetups I organize. I even send you a kiss and bye-bye, good riddance, because you’re not right in the head. Anyway, what was I saying… maybe I’d really like to go to Disneyland, but honestly I don’t even have the head for Disneyland anymore. I’ve got other stuff going on in my brain, as they say, and for now I prefer working over going to Disneyland. Also, instead of Disneyland, I would’ve preferred the Maldives, if we really want to say it. Or at least the sea, one way or another. But if I go to London, if I go to Paris, it’s for one reason: to have the chance to work and create content. And on the other hand, to meet you. So if I go to Paris that day, it’s because I’m trying to organize a day where I can go and meet you for an hour or so, because I’m only there for a day. And I hope you can understand that.”

“And anyway, I wanted to clarify something that was told to me in a half-assed way by some fanatical people, because I don’t call these people fans, I call them fanatics. And thank God they eventually remove themselves from the community on their own, because fundamentally they were never really part of the community to begin with, given the kinds of actions and thoughts they have. Now, you all know very well that there are people among you who help me, whom I absolutely welcome and appreciate a lot, actually, probably more than what they even give me. And as a result, I do have a human, working relationship that goes beyond just being a fan, right? So of course, in certain circumstances, because of specific skills people have and the kind of help they give, it’s obvious that more conversations start happening and a more developed human relationship begins, beyond a simple… you know. That’s how life works. It’s not like I can live my life and talk to every single one of you in the exact same way. It’s normal,choices are made based on the situations that come up. Anyone who’s mentally healthy understands this and tries to build a human relationship with me in some way. But those who aren’t healthy think, “Well, why does she talk to her and not to me?” But I can’t talk to everyone. Even though I try to do it in my own way, if I started talking to every single one of you, my life would obviously be over. And I think that applies to anyone who has a community or a group of people who follow them. So then this thing came out about me going to Disneyland. But, holy crap, as they say, maybe! Maybe I would go to Disneyland! And even if I did go to Disneyland, it’s none of your fucking business if I want to go to Disneyland. What the fuck do you care if I want to go to Disneyland? It’s my business. Also, I haven’t been to Disneyland in 18 years, last time was with a friend from high school. But even then, it’s still my business if I want to go with whomever I want: if I’m dating someone or not, if I want to go with a friend, if I want to go with a fan I choose from among you. Is it my business or not? I mean, is everything okay with you people? And then, what the fuck does it change for you? Do you appreciate me for who I am? Good. Appreciate me for who I am and for what I do, not for who I’m with or where I go. Sometimes it feels like I’m talking to a jealous girlfriend. But I already, normally, believe me, don’t get involved with certain people, or a certain type of person, because jealousy and unresolved issues really bother me. Let me explain better. Let’s say I get into a relationship. My partner should never make jealousy scenes. You want to go to Disneyland with your friends? Go. Don’t go. What do I care? That’s your business. It’s great that our paths cross and we have a beautiful, loving life together, but that doesn’t erase my other relationships or my other bonds. Sometimes, with some people in this community, it feels like I’m dating them, like they think I’m their girlfriend. That’s not normal. You’re fanatics, you’re not well. So it’s actually a good thing if you don’t come to the meetups I organize. I even send you a kiss and bye-bye, good riddance, because you’re not right in the head. Anyway, what was I saying… maybe I’d really like to go to Disneyland, but honestly I don’t even have the head for Disneyland anymore. I’ve got other stuff going on in my brain, as they say, and for now I prefer working over going to Disneyland. Also, instead of Disneyland, I would’ve preferred the Maldives, if we really want to say it. Or at least the sea, one way or another. But if I go to London, if I go to Paris, it’s for one reason: to have the chance to work and create content. And on the other hand, to meet you. So if I go to Paris that day, it’s because I’m trying to organize a day where I can go and meet you for an hour or so, because I’m only there for a day. And I hope you can understand that.”

Korslayage

69,047 views • 5 months ago

“And I just wanna say if anyone is going through hard times, if anyone is struggling and you know, want try to find some type of hope in their life when they think everything is going wrong, don’t worry you’re not alone, you’re not alone and as I would say there’s always gonna be so many ups and downs, and there’s always gonna be so many moments where you think “this is it”, but I promise you, I promise you, if you just hold on a little longer, just a little longer, you don’t even have to have a reason why, you don’t even have to have a reason why, I promise if you hold on a little longer everything will get better, I promise, okay? And you’ll always have an angel, you’ll always have beautiful people, and the people that love you will always be there for you, okay? And I just wanted to say, thank you from the bottom of my heart”

“And I just wanna say if anyone is going through hard times, if anyone is struggling and you know, want try to find some type of hope in their life when they think everything is going wrong, don’t worry you’re not alone, you’re not alone and as I would say there’s always gonna be so many ups and downs, and there’s always gonna be so many moments where you think “this is it”, but I promise you, I promise you, if you just hold on a little longer, just a little longer, you don’t even have to have a reason why, you don’t even have to have a reason why, I promise if you hold on a little longer everything will get better, I promise, okay? And you’ll always have an angel, you’ll always have beautiful people, and the people that love you will always be there for you, okay? And I just wanted to say, thank you from the bottom of my heart”

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43,182 views • 26 days ago

Respectability politics has never worked for Black people — and it never will with people who don’t respect you to begin with. For years I’ve been told to change my approach. Today I challenge those in leadership to consider that the approach they’ve been using got our s*** stolen. The strategy now has to be to take something back from them — power. I’ve been doing this work for over a decade. Folks didn’t partner with me or support me when I ran because I was considered “radical” — as if demanding equity is radical. It’s time for a different approach. A different posture. One with some fight in it. I’m leaning in regardless — I’m just wondering how many of us are ready now. Share if you care 🦾

Respectability politics has never worked for Black people — and it never will with people who don’t respect you to begin with. For years I’ve been told to change my approach. Today I challenge those in leadership to consider that the approach they’ve been using got our s*** stolen. The strategy now has to be to take something back from them — power. I’ve been doing this work for over a decade. Folks didn’t partner with me or support me when I ran because I was considered “radical” — as if demanding equity is radical. It’s time for a different approach. A different posture. One with some fight in it. I’m leaning in regardless — I’m just wondering how many of us are ready now. Share if you care 🦾

Gary Chambers

31,227 views • 2 months ago

my new song “BREAKDOWN.” is out on the 21st of June!!! 🖤🖤🖤 I wrote this poem because it’s been the hardest year for my mental health. In my life I’ve always never felt good enough, it’s just the thing that’s eaten me up. For as long as I can remember i have felt constantly afraid of how quickly my head can turn dark. It’s always been so hard to fight the darkness that i inevitably have. A lot of people will say it’s a phase and it will go away. But it doesn’t and the reality of the situation is I have to find strategies to deal with it. To put it plainly the things I don’t like about myself will probably never change, people tell me one day I’ll come-to terms with them one day but I want that day to be FUCKING NOW. This song is a message to myself to try and exist alongside my insecurities and my darkness by grounding myself and remembering what is real in life and the world is so much bigger than me. Try and get out of your head and notice the world around you, notice the things and people around you. Connect with them, the chances are they probably feel the same. Don’t let the bullshit inside your head consume you. It just wastes precious time. Remember what is real. Help people, be kind, help the world, help yourself. If you think you can’t do it, you can. You can get through this, trust me. Use this poem in a mornin to get u out of bed, use it when youre about to back out of something last minute, use it when you’re at your darkest. It’s got a little bit of light in it. Don’t forget to put your feet in the grass … Mind

my new song “BREAKDOWN.” is out on the 21st of June!!! 🖤🖤🖤 I wrote this poem because it’s been the hardest year for my mental health. In my life I’ve always never felt good enough, it’s just the thing that’s eaten me up. For as long as I can remember i have felt constantly afraid of how quickly my head can turn dark. It’s always been so hard to fight the darkness that i inevitably have. A lot of people will say it’s a phase and it will go away. But it doesn’t and the reality of the situation is I have to find strategies to deal with it. To put it plainly the things I don’t like about myself will probably never change, people tell me one day I’ll come-to terms with them one day but I want that day to be FUCKING NOW. This song is a message to myself to try and exist alongside my insecurities and my darkness by grounding myself and remembering what is real in life and the world is so much bigger than me. Try and get out of your head and notice the world around you, notice the things and people around you. Connect with them, the chances are they probably feel the same. Don’t let the bullshit inside your head consume you. It just wastes precious time. Remember what is real. Help people, be kind, help the world, help yourself. If you think you can’t do it, you can. You can get through this, trust me. Use this poem in a mornin to get u out of bed, use it when youre about to back out of something last minute, use it when you’re at your darkest. It’s got a little bit of light in it. Don’t forget to put your feet in the grass … Mind

YUNGBLUD

66,420 views • 2 years ago

KHAOTUNG GOLDEN HOUR #SunsetWithKhaotung27thBD 🐈: Did you make it yourself? *about to cry* 🐈‍⬛: You all saw that I had been doing some pottery, right? And while I was shaping pieces, I got to try making a bunch of different items. And at one point, I was thinking “if I were to make a cup or a piece of pottery for Khaotung, what should it be?” And I noticed that lately he's been drinking a lot of coffee and tea, so I decided to make a cup. Yeah, so l shaped it and just felt like I wanted to make this for him. And when it came time to paint it, I was thinking what color should I choose for you? When I look at you, I feel this soft blue, a gentle blue that's really comforting… kub. Happy birthday friend. I'm giving you this because | really want to, but if there's anything else you'd like as an extra birthday gift, just let me know. I made a total of four cups and one plate, and yours is the only cup that didn't break. The other cups have a few little cracks, but yours is the most perfect one. 🐈: *touched* This one is enough. Just this, this one is much more than expected. I’M SOBBING SO MUCH 😭😭😭

KHAOTUNG GOLDEN HOUR #SunsetWithKhaotung27thBD 🐈: Did you make it yourself? about to cry 🐈‍⬛: You all saw that I had been doing some pottery, right? And while I was shaping pieces, I got to try making a bunch of different items. And at one point, I was thinking “if I were to make a cup or a piece of pottery for Khaotung, what should it be?” And I noticed that lately he's been drinking a lot of coffee and tea, so I decided to make a cup. Yeah, so l shaped it and just felt like I wanted to make this for him. And when it came time to paint it, I was thinking what color should I choose for you? When I look at you, I feel this soft blue, a gentle blue that's really comforting… kub. Happy birthday friend. I'm giving you this because | really want to, but if there's anything else you'd like as an extra birthday gift, just let me know. I made a total of four cups and one plate, and yours is the only cup that didn't break. The other cups have a few little cracks, but yours is the most perfect one. 🐈: touched This one is enough. Just this, this one is much more than expected. I’M SOBBING SO MUCH 😭😭😭

valentina.

68,985 views • 9 months ago

I’m going to be honest. It’s been really hard on me. I’m unapologetically black in a predominantly white space and I face battles that no one else has to deal with. Culturally I’m different from literally every other person in this space so I feel completely misunderstood at times. People create fake accounts to harass me, I’ve been called the N word more times than I ever have in my life, people who I don’t even know go on podcasts and make up lies about me being a “runner”. Some people even found my mom’s number on the internet and called her house trying to get to me. Even when I’m winning it feels like every single bet or analysis is life or death. I don’t feel like I’m given the grace that other people may get who look different from me. I love what I do but I don’t deserve to be treated the way I’m treated by people especially for how much I’ve given to this space. I also don’t take kindly to being constantly called a DEI hire with all the things I’ve accomplished either. I probably don’t handle it the best. Ivy League degree aside, deep down I’m still a black kid from South West Philly and when I feel attacked, I revert back to the version of me that had to survive growing up. I try not to engage as much and ignore the noise but I’m not perfect. I’m still growing and still trying to become the best version of myself.

I’m going to be honest. It’s been really hard on me. I’m unapologetically black in a predominantly white space and I face battles that no one else has to deal with. Culturally I’m different from literally every other person in this space so I feel completely misunderstood at times. People create fake accounts to harass me, I’ve been called the N word more times than I ever have in my life, people who I don’t even know go on podcasts and make up lies about me being a “runner”. Some people even found my mom’s number on the internet and called her house trying to get to me. Even when I’m winning it feels like every single bet or analysis is life or death. I don’t feel like I’m given the grace that other people may get who look different from me. I love what I do but I don’t deserve to be treated the way I’m treated by people especially for how much I’ve given to this space. I also don’t take kindly to being constantly called a DEI hire with all the things I’ve accomplished either. I probably don’t handle it the best. Ivy League degree aside, deep down I’m still a black kid from South West Philly and when I feel attacked, I revert back to the version of me that had to survive growing up. I try not to engage as much and ignore the noise but I’m not perfect. I’m still growing and still trying to become the best version of myself.

Raheem Palmer

45,221 views • 1 month ago

Usher! I remember when I was 12 and auditioned for “In The Mix” 🤣 You have been killing it all my life. As a true lover of the arts, your talent and craftsmanship are a rare combination that I aspire to achieve as a performer. You are a living legend who is worthy of awe! Thank you for encouraging me and seeing me as the entertainer I am. I know I’m a gUrL but when I watched your videos, I never wanted to be the girl in them, I wanted to be YOU. Thank you for making a dream come true.

Usher! I remember when I was 12 and auditioned for “In The Mix” 🤣 You have been killing it all my life. As a true lover of the arts, your talent and craftsmanship are a rare combination that I aspire to achieve as a performer. You are a living legend who is worthy of awe! Thank you for encouraging me and seeing me as the entertainer I am. I know I’m a gUrL but when I watched your videos, I never wanted to be the girl in them, I wanted to be YOU. Thank you for making a dream come true.

Keke Palmer

11,484,687 views • 2 years ago

1994 is out.... Actually kind of can't believe I'm writing that 😭! Four years ago when I was working on a building site, I was having panic attacks daily. I had no idea what I was doing with my life. I was absolutely miserable and everything filled me with such dread that I could sometimes barely function... Then a certain song came along and completely flipped my life on it’s head 🏴‍☠️😭 now in 2024 I have just released an album full of songs that I wrote that at the time of writing has nearly 100 million streams already. Not bad!!! I literally could not have done this without 𝐒𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐓 𝐏𝐇𝐍𝐗 for a start, these boys have been absolutely incredible, an inspiration to me and an absolute fountain of experience. Thank you to my managers for sticking with me, helping me every step of the way, seeing the vision and trusting the process. Thank you to everyone at the label for giving me the platform and also trusting me and the process of this album. And last but not least, thank you to my beautiful wife for putting up with me and this wild ride that I’ve dragged us on called life. Thank you for raising our incredible little boy while I’m away working all over the world and thank you for being there every step of the way, I Couldn’t have done it without you. And lastly - thanks to YOU guys. The people who have bought the album, streamed the songs, come to the shows or just generally been on this mental ride with me. I can't thank you guys enough and I hope this album fills you with as much joy as it did for me to make it. Hope you love it. One last thing…. CRAAAYYYY-ZZZZZ Listen here:-

1994 is out.... Actually kind of can't believe I'm writing that 😭! Four years ago when I was working on a building site, I was having panic attacks daily. I had no idea what I was doing with my life. I was absolutely miserable and everything filled me with such dread that I could sometimes barely function... Then a certain song came along and completely flipped my life on it’s head 🏴‍☠️😭 now in 2024 I have just released an album full of songs that I wrote that at the time of writing has nearly 100 million streams already. Not bad!!! I literally could not have done this without 𝐒𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐓 𝐏𝐇𝐍𝐗 for a start, these boys have been absolutely incredible, an inspiration to me and an absolute fountain of experience. Thank you to my managers for sticking with me, helping me every step of the way, seeing the vision and trusting the process. Thank you to everyone at the label for giving me the platform and also trusting me and the process of this album. And last but not least, thank you to my beautiful wife for putting up with me and this wild ride that I’ve dragged us on called life. Thank you for raising our incredible little boy while I’m away working all over the world and thank you for being there every step of the way, I Couldn’t have done it without you. And lastly - thanks to YOU guys. The people who have bought the album, streamed the songs, come to the shows or just generally been on this mental ride with me. I can't thank you guys enough and I hope this album fills you with as much joy as it did for me to make it. Hope you love it. One last thing…. CRAAAYYYY-ZZZZZ Listen here:-

Nathan Evans

21,880 views • 1 year ago

"'In the Mood for Love' (2000) is a story about two people, and it could easily have been very boring. But instead of treating it as a love story, I decided to approach it like a thriller, like a suspense movie." --- Wong Kar-wai Full Excerpt: "The only thing that I try to make very clear when I start a film is the genre that I want to place it in. As a kid, I grew up watching genre movies, and I was fascinated by all the different genres, such as Westerns, ghost stories, swashbucklers … So I try to make each of my films in a different genre. And I think that’s part of what has made them so original. "In the Mood for Love" (2000), for example, is a story about two people, and it could easily have been very boring. But instead of treating it as a love story, I decided to approach it like a thriller, like a suspense movie. These two people start out as victims, and then they start to investigate, to try to understand how things happened. This is the way I structured this film, with very short scenes and an attempt to create constant tension. That’s probably what made it so surprising to the audience, which was expecting a classic love story." ("Moviemakers' Masterclass", Laurent Tirard, 2002)

"'In the Mood for Love' (2000) is a story about two people, and it could easily have been very boring. But instead of treating it as a love story, I decided to approach it like a thriller, like a suspense movie." --- Wong Kar-wai Full Excerpt: "The only thing that I try to make very clear when I start a film is the genre that I want to place it in. As a kid, I grew up watching genre movies, and I was fascinated by all the different genres, such as Westerns, ghost stories, swashbucklers … So I try to make each of my films in a different genre. And I think that’s part of what has made them so original. "In the Mood for Love" (2000), for example, is a story about two people, and it could easily have been very boring. But instead of treating it as a love story, I decided to approach it like a thriller, like a suspense movie. These two people start out as victims, and then they start to investigate, to try to understand how things happened. This is the way I structured this film, with very short scenes and an attempt to create constant tension. That’s probably what made it so surprising to the audience, which was expecting a classic love story." ("Moviemakers' Masterclass", Laurent Tirard, 2002)

DepressedBergman

37,208 views • 4 months ago

NO WAY 😭😭😭 🗣️: When I listen to your solo music, "Be Mine" or "Who", you know, I hear your background as a dancer. It’s funny, but I... I feel like it plays into the way, the rhythms that you choose and the way that you sing. And I wonder if you see that as well, that interplay. 🐥: When I was working on those songs with my producers, we did make them thinking they would be great songs for me to dance to. Especially with "Be Mine," we even made a dance that I wanted to share with fans, but since I had to go to the military, it was a rough time.

NO WAY 😭😭😭 🗣️: When I listen to your solo music, "Be Mine" or "Who", you know, I hear your background as a dancer. It’s funny, but I... I feel like it plays into the way, the rhythms that you choose and the way that you sing. And I wonder if you see that as well, that interplay. 🐥: When I was working on those songs with my producers, we did make them thinking they would be great songs for me to dance to. Especially with "Be Mine," we even made a dance that I wanted to share with fans, but since I had to go to the military, it was a rough time.

cocojm⁷

76,430 views • 3 months ago

To go high, you have to low. And let me tell you, I’ve been through some real lows. I watch old videos like this and I think, wow, why did I stop taking care of myself like that. I gained 30 lbs, drank most days, ate crappy, didn’t sleep, and let stress live rent free in my body. How could “once a pro athlete” treat themselves like this and justify it? The answer is because I wanted to hate who I was before because it seemed like everyone else did. I thought the solution was to trash myself to help to forget about who I was and focus on helping others becoming great. If I was the farthest thing from me, then people would accept me more right? Well the answer was no. The same people still did the same things. Well, getting cancer and half my hand amputated sure showed me what’s important to me, and that’s my life. I have built an absolutely incredible world around me. I have the most amazing family, a thriving business, and the most warm and supportive community. All this time I felt like I have to suffer in order for others to accept me. But in reality, the people who are in my world do accept me. I lift them up and they lift me up. Sure it’s tough going out and crossing paths with people who have gone out of their way to misunderstand me. But I’ve been doing it for years and I am getting better at it. For an example, this past weekend at Big Sugar I spoke with, stood next to, even shook hands with people who tried to destroy me and my business. I felt nothing. It’s wild when you think about what I have survived to get to this point. But you know what, I own all of it. I also own the change I’ve made to become better from it. So why am I making this post? To be honest, I don’t know. I just felt like sharing this. It’s been over 8 years since I last raced and I feel it’s time for me to get out there again. Not to win the race, but to challenge myself to return to a physically and mentally super high version of myself. I’m well aware people will criticize me, but they will do that whether CINCH is winning or if I am. To be real, both will win. I also will share my path, struggles and successes, all transparently. 2024 let’s do this!

To go high, you have to low. And let me tell you, I’ve been through some real lows. I watch old videos like this and I think, wow, why did I stop taking care of myself like that. I gained 30 lbs, drank most days, ate crappy, didn’t sleep, and let stress live rent free in my body. How could “once a pro athlete” treat themselves like this and justify it? The answer is because I wanted to hate who I was before because it seemed like everyone else did. I thought the solution was to trash myself to help to forget about who I was and focus on helping others becoming great. If I was the farthest thing from me, then people would accept me more right? Well the answer was no. The same people still did the same things. Well, getting cancer and half my hand amputated sure showed me what’s important to me, and that’s my life. I have built an absolutely incredible world around me. I have the most amazing family, a thriving business, and the most warm and supportive community. All this time I felt like I have to suffer in order for others to accept me. But in reality, the people who are in my world do accept me. I lift them up and they lift me up. Sure it’s tough going out and crossing paths with people who have gone out of their way to misunderstand me. But I’ve been doing it for years and I am getting better at it. For an example, this past weekend at Big Sugar I spoke with, stood next to, even shook hands with people who tried to destroy me and my business. I felt nothing. It’s wild when you think about what I have survived to get to this point. But you know what, I own all of it. I also own the change I’ve made to become better from it. So why am I making this post? To be honest, I don’t know. I just felt like sharing this. It’s been over 8 years since I last raced and I feel it’s time for me to get out there again. Not to win the race, but to challenge myself to return to a physically and mentally super high version of myself. I’m well aware people will criticize me, but they will do that whether CINCH is winning or if I am. To be real, both will win. I also will share my path, struggles and successes, all transparently. 2024 let’s do this!

tom danielson

135,660 views • 2 years ago

Jelly Hoshiumi has made a short statement at the beginning of her stream. "So I just want to take this moment to, um, say that... Okay, it's really no big deal but I am sorry to-to my friends and my company for making it- I wrote this all on my own by the way- for, you know, making it kind of, you know, suck on twitter. com. (...) I-I'm sorry for inconveniencing you and stressing you out most importantly. (...) I feel kind of bad for, you know, stressing you out with everything and also not streaming and I feel bad for that. That is what I feel bad for. Also just to clarify, I'm not a racist, I'm not a bigot. And most importantly I would like to thank you for the support" "I feel like I have to elaborate a bit because I was a bit nervous when I was making the statement (...) Right, so I feel like now that everything's calmed down a little bit, I feel like I can kind of say that, everything is actually cool between me and the company. (...) Sakana did personally send me an apology, so we're actually pretty good. We've been talking, I sent- I took a picture of a book and I sent it to him, I asked if he wanted it. He said yeah. So everything is actually fine, So don't worry about it, okay? It's good. I don't want you guys to be angry, I don't want you guys to be upset on behalf of me if anything, I just want you guys to be chill. Just like me and just let it go."

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Jelly Hoshiumi has made a short statement at the beginning of her stream. "So I just want to take this moment to, um, say that... Okay, it's really no big deal but I am sorry to-to my friends and my company for making it- I wrote this all on my own by the way- for, you know, making it kind of, you know, suck on twitter. com. (...) I-I'm sorry for inconveniencing you and stressing you out most importantly. (...) I feel kind of bad for, you know, stressing you out with everything and also not streaming and I feel bad for that. That is what I feel bad for. Also just to clarify, I'm not a racist, I'm not a bigot. And most importantly I would like to thank you for the support" "I feel like I have to elaborate a bit because I was a bit nervous when I was making the statement (...) Right, so I feel like now that everything's calmed down a little bit, I feel like I can kind of say that, everything is actually cool between me and the company. (...) Sakana did personally send me an apology, so we're actually pretty good. We've been talking, I sent- I took a picture of a book and I sent it to him, I asked if he wanted it. He said yeah. So everything is actually fine, So don't worry about it, okay? It's good. I don't want you guys to be angry, I don't want you guys to be upset on behalf of me if anything, I just want you guys to be chill. Just like me and just let it go."

Rima Evenstar

42,650 views • 5 months ago

I vibecoded a tool for the marketing team and video editors I would love for you guys to try it out By the way, I still believe clipping can be a major marketing tool if used and managed properly.

I vibecoded a tool for the marketing team and video editors I would love for you guys to try it out By the way, I still believe clipping can be a major marketing tool if used and managed properly.

Debayo 🌱

10,504 views • 5 months ago

The last 48 hours have been pretty wild, I sent this to a few friends & it was a mixed bag if I should bother posting or ignore. This is regarding the 4 second bear question clip I responded to. A lot of people shared their stories with me privately & I hope that anyone who knows me knew & continues to understand I wasn't trying to take away from the point of the metaphor, I responded assuming it was a REAL situation as in sitting next to a bear IRL. This is a 1 shot 5 minute video with no edits so if it's a little all over the place, I just wanted to give you my actual response, not some edited thing. To the people who have expressed how disappointed they are and have said they no longer want to be friends, or have a go at me, if you watch this and still feel the same. Not much else I can say.

The last 48 hours have been pretty wild, I sent this to a few friends & it was a mixed bag if I should bother posting or ignore. This is regarding the 4 second bear question clip I responded to. A lot of people shared their stories with me privately & I hope that anyone who knows me knew & continues to understand I wasn't trying to take away from the point of the metaphor, I responded assuming it was a REAL situation as in sitting next to a bear IRL. This is a 1 shot 5 minute video with no edits so if it's a little all over the place, I just wanted to give you my actual response, not some edited thing. To the people who have expressed how disappointed they are and have said they no longer want to be friends, or have a go at me, if you watch this and still feel the same. Not much else I can say.

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10,950 views • 2 years ago

21 yr old gets delivered from an LGBTQ+ lifestyle by Jesus Christ ✝️ Jesus can change anyone! “if you couldn’t tell by the end i really needed that hug. i felt the pull of Jesus really hard alone in a room and decided to try it out considering i’ve tried EVERYTHING else and nothing was making me happy. he has shown to me how real he really is and when i thought i knew who i was, God showed me who i really am. and i’m happier, my life has purpose and i no longer have hate for myself. all it took was one try and he changed my life from that moment forward. if out of ALL PEOPLE he could change MY life for the better.. he could do it for anyone.. you guys know me and you know i wouldn’t change for anyone and no one could change me. a lot can change in one day. but i didn’t change myself when i went to God to try him out and opened the bible. just as you don’t go into a shower already clean. you go in as you are and come out clean. he says come as you are. so don’t think you have to look or be a certain way to come to him and to believe in him. because it’s not true. he’s for everyone and he actually came to break people from being too religious. don’t let church hurt hold you back. he never wanted you to be hurt and that wasn’t him. i was very into myself and prideful of who i was and this isn’t because someone forced me to go to church or because i was brainwashed. it was because i genuinely fell in love with Jesus and he’s in love with you too. you just need to open your eyes to see it. #jesussaves” - Benjamin

21 yr old gets delivered from an LGBTQ+ lifestyle by Jesus Christ ✝️ Jesus can change anyone! “if you couldn’t tell by the end i really needed that hug. i felt the pull of Jesus really hard alone in a room and decided to try it out considering i’ve tried EVERYTHING else and nothing was making me happy. he has shown to me how real he really is and when i thought i knew who i was, God showed me who i really am. and i’m happier, my life has purpose and i no longer have hate for myself. all it took was one try and he changed my life from that moment forward. if out of ALL PEOPLE he could change MY life for the better.. he could do it for anyone.. you guys know me and you know i wouldn’t change for anyone and no one could change me. a lot can change in one day. but i didn’t change myself when i went to God to try him out and opened the bible. just as you don’t go into a shower already clean. you go in as you are and come out clean. he says come as you are. so don’t think you have to look or be a certain way to come to him and to believe in him. because it’s not true. he’s for everyone and he actually came to break people from being too religious. don’t let church hurt hold you back. he never wanted you to be hurt and that wasn’t him. i was very into myself and prideful of who i was and this isn’t because someone forced me to go to church or because i was brainwashed. it was because i genuinely fell in love with Jesus and he’s in love with you too. you just need to open your eyes to see it. #jesussaves” - Benjamin

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563,086 views • 2 years ago

“with this song (like jennie), i don’t think i necessarily saying like; you like me or you wanna be me. i also wanted to name it like, ‘like blank’ you know? i want this to be a confidence boost for people and to just have fun”

“with this song (like jennie), i don’t think i necessarily saying like; you like me or you wanna be me. i also wanted to name it like, ‘like blank’ you know? i want this to be a confidence boost for people and to just have fun”

jennie pics

182,810 views • 1 year ago

Good morning, towel friends. I annotated my interview with Will The Glarer and I thought this section was interesting. "You couldn’t honeypot me if you fucking wanted to. I’ll reverse-honeypot you, motherfucker. Go ahead—try to honeypot me. See what happens. I’ll get more intel out of your agent than you’re going to get out of me." **Grant:** It’s because he doesn’t think straight when he has a woman in front of him, for some reason. **Will:** Grant, you’re projecting, my friend. Grant (Analysis): I mean, that’s what I was going to say to Will. He doesn’t understand this, and I don’t know... I don’t feel a need to defend myself, but you’re out of your mind if you think I didn’t date people in college. I mean, I lost 130 pounds from September 2007 to May 2008—specifically because I was at Boston College and I wanted to date people. I’ve had plenty of relationships. I’m just very disciplined—not because I necessarily wanted to be, but because I heard the call to be a priest in 2013, in the spring, right before I became disabled. I was praying to the Virgin Mary—the Virgin Mother, who’s the patroness of the Jesuit order—outside of Bapst Library. I think it was Bapst. I was praying outside. They have these little shrines to the Virgin Mother all around Boston College. I hope they’re still there; I really liked them. But anyway, I was praying to the Virgin Mother, and I’ll never forget that when you hear the call, it is not a joke. You may not choose to pursue discernment, but you are not getting away from that. It’s not your choice. If you hear the call, you’ve been called to serve. That’s it. It’s not a pact. You’ve literally been called to serve. Your life’s never going to be the same again. I was praying, and I heard the call. It was very clear. The call is different for everyone, but for me, it was like: “The world is yours to behold if you can abscond from your temporal inclinations.” Okay, I know what that means. It was not a choice. My entire life changed from that moment. From that moment on, I never thought about video games or Fridays or the weekend—or women—ever the same way again. I would like to have a partner, to love someone and take on the world together, but I never thought about the world the same way again. So a lot of people don’t understand me. People chase me all the time. I’m not interested in that. I turn people down all the time. I’m not being rude; I just don’t want that. I live to serve. Okay, imagine what it would come down to if I tried to be in the life of every person who wanted me to be intimate with them. I cannot do that. I’m meant to help people. If I was just in one person’s life, I’d have commitments to them and their family—and to my family—that would inhibit me from serving, and I can’t do that. I’m married to the cause: my cause, my principles, and the work that I do. And so it’s not... It’s just that people misunderstand—and will misunderstand—how disciplined I am. I am extremely disciplined over my own urges, over my brain. Everything is just logic. So no, it’s not the same for me. You couldn’t honeypot me if you fucking wanted to. I’ll reverse-honeypot you, motherfucker. Go ahead—try to honeypot me. See what happens. I’ll get more intel out of your agent than you’re going to get out of me. So don’t even do it. Most people don’t even bother because I’ll fuck with their head, and I will take the intel. You have to use intel to get intel, and if the person you’re targeting knows what you’re doing, you’re going to get nothing—and they’re going to rip intel out of your honeypot, and you’re going to end up in a negative tactical position. So that’s why I’m like, “No, Will, no.” I could be in a strip club and trade stocks, motherfucker. It does not affect me at all—at all, whatsoever. Completely disciplined. Zero impact. You couldn’t honeypot me if you wanted to. I’ve seen them try. They did try multiple times—blonde women, brunette women, whatever. I don’t have a type. Okay? I only like intelligent women, and I screen them, so you’re not getting anyone in my orbit at all, ever. My point is, though: No, we’re not the same. Will totally tactically misread that. I am not the same. You cannot do that to me because I’m not really interested in that—not because I don’t find it pleasurable or interesting, but because I’m smarter than that. I work in a very high-level apparatus of government as to the coverage that I do. You’re not honeypotting me. So no, I’ve suppressed those urges, and I don’t want to be involved with that. And the call to serve helped, by the way. It’s just not as interesting when you realize there are so many people to help. Why would you... Like, 97% of the population is there to procreate. We need that to happen. Three percent of the people are going to mold society. All right? You know what I’m saying?

Good morning, towel friends. I annotated my interview with Will The Glarer and I thought this section was interesting. "You couldn’t honeypot me if you fucking wanted to. I’ll reverse-honeypot you, motherfucker. Go ahead—try to honeypot me. See what happens. I’ll get more intel out of your agent than you’re going to get out of me." Grant: It’s because he doesn’t think straight when he has a woman in front of him, for some reason. Will: Grant, you’re projecting, my friend. Grant (Analysis): I mean, that’s what I was going to say to Will. He doesn’t understand this, and I don’t know... I don’t feel a need to defend myself, but you’re out of your mind if you think I didn’t date people in college. I mean, I lost 130 pounds from September 2007 to May 2008—specifically because I was at Boston College and I wanted to date people. I’ve had plenty of relationships. I’m just very disciplined—not because I necessarily wanted to be, but because I heard the call to be a priest in 2013, in the spring, right before I became disabled. I was praying to the Virgin Mary—the Virgin Mother, who’s the patroness of the Jesuit order—outside of Bapst Library. I think it was Bapst. I was praying outside. They have these little shrines to the Virgin Mother all around Boston College. I hope they’re still there; I really liked them. But anyway, I was praying to the Virgin Mother, and I’ll never forget that when you hear the call, it is not a joke. You may not choose to pursue discernment, but you are not getting away from that. It’s not your choice. If you hear the call, you’ve been called to serve. That’s it. It’s not a pact. You’ve literally been called to serve. Your life’s never going to be the same again. I was praying, and I heard the call. It was very clear. The call is different for everyone, but for me, it was like: “The world is yours to behold if you can abscond from your temporal inclinations.” Okay, I know what that means. It was not a choice. My entire life changed from that moment. From that moment on, I never thought about video games or Fridays or the weekend—or women—ever the same way again. I would like to have a partner, to love someone and take on the world together, but I never thought about the world the same way again. So a lot of people don’t understand me. People chase me all the time. I’m not interested in that. I turn people down all the time. I’m not being rude; I just don’t want that. I live to serve. Okay, imagine what it would come down to if I tried to be in the life of every person who wanted me to be intimate with them. I cannot do that. I’m meant to help people. If I was just in one person’s life, I’d have commitments to them and their family—and to my family—that would inhibit me from serving, and I can’t do that. I’m married to the cause: my cause, my principles, and the work that I do. And so it’s not... It’s just that people misunderstand—and will misunderstand—how disciplined I am. I am extremely disciplined over my own urges, over my brain. Everything is just logic. So no, it’s not the same for me. You couldn’t honeypot me if you fucking wanted to. I’ll reverse-honeypot you, motherfucker. Go ahead—try to honeypot me. See what happens. I’ll get more intel out of your agent than you’re going to get out of me. So don’t even do it. Most people don’t even bother because I’ll fuck with their head, and I will take the intel. You have to use intel to get intel, and if the person you’re targeting knows what you’re doing, you’re going to get nothing—and they’re going to rip intel out of your honeypot, and you’re going to end up in a negative tactical position. So that’s why I’m like, “No, Will, no.” I could be in a strip club and trade stocks, motherfucker. It does not affect me at all—at all, whatsoever. Completely disciplined. Zero impact. You couldn’t honeypot me if you wanted to. I’ve seen them try. They did try multiple times—blonde women, brunette women, whatever. I don’t have a type. Okay? I only like intelligent women, and I screen them, so you’re not getting anyone in my orbit at all, ever. My point is, though: No, we’re not the same. Will totally tactically misread that. I am not the same. You cannot do that to me because I’m not really interested in that—not because I don’t find it pleasurable or interesting, but because I’m smarter than that. I work in a very high-level apparatus of government as to the coverage that I do. You’re not honeypotting me. So no, I’ve suppressed those urges, and I don’t want to be involved with that. And the call to serve helped, by the way. It’s just not as interesting when you realize there are so many people to help. Why would you... Like, 97% of the population is there to procreate. We need that to happen. Three percent of the people are going to mold society. All right? You know what I’m saying?

Grant Smith Ellis

19,128 views • 9 months ago

Osimhen criticizing his teammates: “I think some of them are kind of timid and I try to motivate them and do the best I can. I cannot do it alone. I try to motivate them. Some of them... You know it's normal. This is football. I think some of them are kind of scared with the crowd and of course the way Juventus are playing. I know this team. When you try to lay back and let them play, they are gonna do damage to you. They even play better with the red card than when they have eleven. For me, we have a lot to improve on. When I try to speak, some of them tend not to listen. I just keep it going.”

Osimhen criticizing his teammates: “I think some of them are kind of timid and I try to motivate them and do the best I can. I cannot do it alone. I try to motivate them. Some of them... You know it's normal. This is football. I think some of them are kind of scared with the crowd and of course the way Juventus are playing. I know this team. When you try to lay back and let them play, they are gonna do damage to you. They even play better with the red card than when they have eleven. For me, we have a lot to improve on. When I try to speak, some of them tend not to listen. I just keep it going.”

Deniz 🇦🇷 🏆

43,624 views • 4 months ago