everyone watch this rn

this is what scares me sm like knowing that this disorder eats at your heart🙃😳

EXACTLY like oh thats like my most important organ…

@dollycalzies are u guys fucking stupid? what did u think will happen?? acting like this is all sunshine n rainbows

@dollycalzies obviously i know undereating severely impacts your body but the whole point of an eating DISORDER is that its irrational, you become too absorbed in food and weight to care about the health complications. if knowing the dangers made people recover, most people would be recovered.

@dollycalzies nobodys talking about recovery thats a whole different topic. ur just retarded

@dollycalzies ?? my post was about how people should choose recovery bc an ed can severely affect their health and you came here and called me stupid as if i didnt already know this even tho i did

eds are genuinely so scary, i think about this all the time but i just can not recover

LITERALLY.

i hate how all i can think about is i wish i looked like her. shes so right recovery is so hard and even knowing this i feel like i cant stop

Thank you for sharing this. Literally chose recovery right after this. I know its not as easy for others but ive been snapped out of this 😭

IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU🥹🩷I hope your recovery goes amazingly❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

yay now I'm even more anxious and scared of dying in my sleep, thanks

holy shit i am so under the spell that not even this convinces me to recover

It pisses me off sm when people only mention losing your period or being infertile while your organ can literally fail YOU CAN DIE

I’m genuinely doing it to die.

I can’t believe how gross some of the replies to this tweet are… I understand we all have a disorder here but that doesn’t mean you have to say publicly everything you think. I feel terribly for her and Im truly wishing recovery for everyone here

I feel bad for her but I'm thinking about all the skinny women who eat like this and have been fine for years especially the bad bitches overseas but I hope she's ok I'm too mental to listen

The scary part about this is that if I get to this point I would just end up accepting it and let myself die from this disorder💔I’d rather die than gain weight😭

Ok thanks ima die anyway

maybe im too disordered but like cant you just make sure whatever you eat is protein/hit a protein goal to prevent this..??

i know fuck all about biology so idk😭im upping my protein either way tho js in case

Unfortunately this all sounds good.

Is it bad this doesn’t scare me

this snapped me out of it tyy

But I wanna die though

win win

did you know an ed is a mental disorder about eating?????😱😱😱

I did rotations on an eating disorder floor in a psych hospital for my psych NP And I have NEVER seen a crazier addiction in my life. (And I’m a recovering addict) Literally sat through an ethics meeting putting a 24 year old on HOSPICE.

Harm reduction is so important guys, I have serious heart problems cuz my ed. If recovery isn’t doable please look into harm reduction. It will save your life, it doesn’t matter what weight you are, cardiac arrest & organ failure will come for you if you don’t take precautions!:(

I’m trying to recover but it’s so hard to not relapse

Dying is the goal

what if some peoples end goal or ana is to literally die

now this is the best way to turn someone off from eds not some stupid baby shit

Dream is to have a heart attack in my sleep this doesn’t scare me

see shit like this makes me wanna recover im definitely not sleeping tonight UGH

can’t wait

Yeah but for some reason, when I don’t, it makes me feel better somehow?

I'm pretty sure a few years ago it had actually almost killed me, my organs were so close to failing and I had to go into hospital with a feeding tube for 8 weeks or so, but because I was so desperate to go home I still barely ate and they ended up letting me go home

the sadness about this is that i’m hearing this, i’m understanding it, and i don’t care 😕. i don’t care. i need to have control and i do not care and im gonna cry over the fact that im UNDERSTANDING this but i cant stop until i reach my ugw

She looks fab tho😍