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God damn this felt so good 🤤 now imagine how itd feel exploding in you ;) Sorry for tags below 🫣 #hyperspermia #bwc #nsfw #hugeload #cum #gooner #cumaddict #cumshot #massivecum #massiveload #hugecumshot #goonmotivation #gooning #pov #fansly #sperm #gooning #chudai

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74,320 views • 4 months ago

❤️‍🩹 It's strange that there would be... ❤️‍🩹 Thinking that... well.. 🤍 Never... never really done something like this before... 🤍 People walking back and forth, you know? Looking for a moment, for the right timing... 🤍 Hey! There's no one left now... 🤍 Hey! Even at the stairs... 🤍 Get what I mean? Yeah... right... 🤎 imagine, imagine, imagine... 🤍 So, it’s like telling the background story of Prim and Bambi why they broke up and all that... 🤍 Bambi... you were the one who broke up with me.. ❤️‍🩹 Yes, because back then... I was still young... ❤️‍🩹 Still young and... what do you call it... I still didn’t understand... ❤️‍🩹 I was very selfish. Even now I still am, but back then it was much more... 🤍 Don't you ever feel sorry for me? I rushed out of the set with a really oily face... ❤️‍🩹 Phi, I was hurt too... but we have to look at the reality... ❤️‍🩹 I mean, I understand... I understand Bambi.. 🤍 I realized... it’s like not wanting to hold anyone back.. ❤️‍🩹 Right, right... because if we had forced ourselves to stay together back then... ❤️‍🩹 Prim would have lost opportunities, lost work, things like that... ❤️‍🩹 I get it and Bambi, she wanted to be number one, you know? 🤍 I see... Has anyone ever experienced this? A partner making you choose between them or work? You can press the stars. 🤍 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 right down below... 🤍 And we’ll understand you.. ❤️‍🩹 Or you can go listen to “Favorite Toxic”. 🤍 Wow! You’re so good at promoting! ❤️‍🩹 Go on, Phi, promote it... 🩷 Just one verse, just one verse... ❤️‍🩹 Oh wow, Phi... 🤍 Hey! Since you served it up like this... 🤍 Ai Im... kid... can one verse be, like... a keyboard or something? ❤️‍🩹 And then the part... Don’t cross the line.. 🤍 Oh! I’ll send it to you, I’ll send it... 🤍 No worries... this is just a teaser... 🤍 Because I just sang it... but I haven’t sung it in Thailand yet... 🤍 Wow... it has to be the debut, right... 🤍 Are you going to continue? If you sing your part, that’s it, you’re done... #GirlRulesSeriesEP5 #NamtanFilm #น้ำตาลฟิล์ม Trans (disc)

❤️‍🩹 It's strange that there would be... ❤️‍🩹 Thinking that... well.. 🤍 Never... never really done something like this before... 🤍 People walking back and forth, you know? Looking for a moment, for the right timing... 🤍 Hey! There's no one left now... 🤍 Hey! Even at the stairs... 🤍 Get what I mean? Yeah... right... 🤎 imagine, imagine, imagine... 🤍 So, it’s like telling the background story of Prim and Bambi why they broke up and all that... 🤍 Bambi... you were the one who broke up with me.. ❤️‍🩹 Yes, because back then... I was still young... ❤️‍🩹 Still young and... what do you call it... I still didn’t understand... ❤️‍🩹 I was very selfish. Even now I still am, but back then it was much more... 🤍 Don't you ever feel sorry for me? I rushed out of the set with a really oily face... ❤️‍🩹 Phi, I was hurt too... but we have to look at the reality... ❤️‍🩹 I mean, I understand... I understand Bambi.. 🤍 I realized... it’s like not wanting to hold anyone back.. ❤️‍🩹 Right, right... because if we had forced ourselves to stay together back then... ❤️‍🩹 Prim would have lost opportunities, lost work, things like that... ❤️‍🩹 I get it and Bambi, she wanted to be number one, you know? 🤍 I see... Has anyone ever experienced this? A partner making you choose between them or work? You can press the stars. 🤍 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 right down below... 🤍 And we’ll understand you.. ❤️‍🩹 Or you can go listen to “Favorite Toxic”. 🤍 Wow! You’re so good at promoting! ❤️‍🩹 Go on, Phi, promote it... 🩷 Just one verse, just one verse... ❤️‍🩹 Oh wow, Phi... 🤍 Hey! Since you served it up like this... 🤍 Ai Im... kid... can one verse be, like... a keyboard or something? ❤️‍🩹 And then the part... Don’t cross the line.. 🤍 Oh! I’ll send it to you, I’ll send it... 🤍 No worries... this is just a teaser... 🤍 Because I just sang it... but I haven’t sung it in Thailand yet... 🤍 Wow... it has to be the debut, right... 🤍 Are you going to continue? If you sing your part, that’s it, you’re done... #GirlRulesSeriesEP5 #NamtanFilm #น้ำตาลฟิล์ม Trans (disc)

Belle

16,832 views • 3 months ago

alllrightttt let’s continue, many of you asked for my opinion ok why trenchers are so dry. i’ll give you my honest thoughts on the newcomers. first of all, before I state anything, I want to say that I respect both Orangie and Cupsey. Cupsey for his trading strategy that works for him and makes him happy. he is not a copytrade farmer, he just has a very good, experienced eye. and Orangie for his inner stability / balance. im pretty sure that most of you couldn’t handle the pressure he faced when there were Nova threads and all the hate regarding the gym. not everyone is built to be athletic… every person is God’s creation. God gave him incredible inner balance, which is far cooler than just having a gay six-pack. ok, now to the point. have you noticed how many newcomers have entered memecoins this year? every new trader tries to copy Cupsey’s strategy. i’m sorry, but you are not him. he is one of a kind… just like there’s only one Ronaldo, one Muhammad Ali. i don’t know a single new trader in the market who isn’t running the same strategy through Axiom and just follows wallets / sells for 50% profits. in total, memecoin videos and trading strategies generate over 20–50M views monthly. yet none of these videos talk about the power of community, the power of belief or the power of holding. it’s always “fastest sells, fastest flips, fastest profits.” watch the videos below: newcomers from TT and YT want to become like Cupsey, but it’s simply impossible. “30–50% gain on a memecoin is a good trade.” they haven’t seen old days when community power mattered and no one followed “good wallets”. people keep asking why the trenches are so dry. well, here is the explanation: because you want it this way. you follow this strategy, betray your partners, and jeet on their heads for 2x on a shitter. memecoins won’t come back the way they were. there is no community power anymore. it’s now all about “good wallets” and “someone trying to pump it.” by the way, the streaming meta was hilarious. these streamers simply withdrew SOL, fees and the last trench money from the market straight to their bank accounts. their followers lost money and now also have a bad opinion of memecoins.

alllrightttt let’s continue, many of you asked for my opinion ok why trenchers are so dry. i’ll give you my honest thoughts on the newcomers. first of all, before I state anything, I want to say that I respect both Orangie and Cupsey. Cupsey for his trading strategy that works for him and makes him happy. he is not a copytrade farmer, he just has a very good, experienced eye. and Orangie for his inner stability / balance. im pretty sure that most of you couldn’t handle the pressure he faced when there were Nova threads and all the hate regarding the gym. not everyone is built to be athletic… every person is God’s creation. God gave him incredible inner balance, which is far cooler than just having a gay six-pack. ok, now to the point. have you noticed how many newcomers have entered memecoins this year? every new trader tries to copy Cupsey’s strategy. i’m sorry, but you are not him. he is one of a kind… just like there’s only one Ronaldo, one Muhammad Ali. i don’t know a single new trader in the market who isn’t running the same strategy through Axiom and just follows wallets / sells for 50% profits. in total, memecoin videos and trading strategies generate over 20–50M views monthly. yet none of these videos talk about the power of community, the power of belief or the power of holding. it’s always “fastest sells, fastest flips, fastest profits.” watch the videos below: newcomers from TT and YT want to become like Cupsey, but it’s simply impossible. “30–50% gain on a memecoin is a good trade.” they haven’t seen old days when community power mattered and no one followed “good wallets”. people keep asking why the trenches are so dry. well, here is the explanation: because you want it this way. you follow this strategy, betray your partners, and jeet on their heads for 2x on a shitter. memecoins won’t come back the way they were. there is no community power anymore. it’s now all about “good wallets” and “someone trying to pump it.” by the way, the streaming meta was hilarious. these streamers simply withdrew SOL, fees and the last trench money from the market straight to their bank accounts. their followers lost money and now also have a bad opinion of memecoins.

xet

211,629 views • 9 months ago

Bambam talks about Mark and GOT7, expressing how grateful he is to have them in his life. 🐍: I feel like you know… but maybe not for sure. MC: Honestly, it’s not just Ten’s team. The whole country knows. 🐍: About this album, Mark and I… I was playing snooker at my house, right? It was around the time I was working on music, and I wanted him to meet my producer. Maybe he could get a chance to make some good music too, something like that. And the first time we met, he also introduced his producer team to me. 🐍: Then I saw it and thought… well, playing snooker has always been my hobby. I saw people posting old photos from when I was around fifteen, and I was still enjoying snooker back then, just like hyung too. So I was like… when you have that kind of feeling… everyone, calm down first. (telling fans who were already screaming and imagining things) 🐍: I’m just sharing a moment, that’s all. MC: Just sharing a story… but the more you talk, the more people are shipping it. 🐍: I honestly don’t see any shipping moment in this at all. It’s just a story. But when I saw it, I was like—okay everyone, let me say this first. Please take all the delusions out first. 🐍: But what I mean is… you can feel the good feelings from that moment. When I saw that picture, I felt like… having someone like that… why am I even talking about this, I don’t understand. 🐍: What I mean is, having someone like that… and I have six people like that in my life, right? People who have been there since we had nothing. And now, looking at it, our fans have become stronger, more solid. Everyone is living the life they want now. 🐍: But when we meet, we’re still the same. It feels like brothers who have been together through life. I feel really good about that. Seeing that old photo of me playing snooker when I was young… that made me feel a lot. 🐍: So I thought, at least… we should be thankful. At least God let us meet good people in life, and still lets us have them… everyone, calm down. (turning to fans screaming again) 🐍: I’m not adding extra moments. I’m just talking about my feelings. MC: You’re telling everyone not to imagine things, but wow… the picture in their heads is already so clear. 🐍: No, it’s not clear. They’ve gone way too far already. 🐍: I’m just talking in general. I’m not only talking about Mark. I mean everyone. I don’t even know anymore. I just used that as an example because recently there were photos comparing childhood and now. 🐍: I’m talking about many things, you get what I mean?

Bambam talks about Mark and GOT7, expressing how grateful he is to have them in his life. 🐍: I feel like you know… but maybe not for sure. MC: Honestly, it’s not just Ten’s team. The whole country knows. 🐍: About this album, Mark and I… I was playing snooker at my house, right? It was around the time I was working on music, and I wanted him to meet my producer. Maybe he could get a chance to make some good music too, something like that. And the first time we met, he also introduced his producer team to me. 🐍: Then I saw it and thought… well, playing snooker has always been my hobby. I saw people posting old photos from when I was around fifteen, and I was still enjoying snooker back then, just like hyung too. So I was like… when you have that kind of feeling… everyone, calm down first. (telling fans who were already screaming and imagining things) 🐍: I’m just sharing a moment, that’s all. MC: Just sharing a story… but the more you talk, the more people are shipping it. 🐍: I honestly don’t see any shipping moment in this at all. It’s just a story. But when I saw it, I was like—okay everyone, let me say this first. Please take all the delusions out first. 🐍: But what I mean is… you can feel the good feelings from that moment. When I saw that picture, I felt like… having someone like that… why am I even talking about this, I don’t understand. 🐍: What I mean is, having someone like that… and I have six people like that in my life, right? People who have been there since we had nothing. And now, looking at it, our fans have become stronger, more solid. Everyone is living the life they want now. 🐍: But when we meet, we’re still the same. It feels like brothers who have been together through life. I feel really good about that. Seeing that old photo of me playing snooker when I was young… that made me feel a lot. 🐍: So I thought, at least… we should be thankful. At least God let us meet good people in life, and still lets us have them… everyone, calm down. (turning to fans screaming again) 🐍: I’m not adding extra moments. I’m just talking about my feelings. MC: You’re telling everyone not to imagine things, but wow… the picture in their heads is already so clear. 🐍: No, it’s not clear. They’ve gone way too far already. 🐍: I’m just talking in general. I’m not only talking about Mark. I mean everyone. I don’t even know anymore. I just used that as an example because recently there were photos comparing childhood and now. 🐍: I’m talking about many things, you get what I mean?

GOT7 BASE

141,754 views • 2 months ago

Ye narrative : I had this vision of performing Heil Hitler at the Grammys wearing a swastika t-shirt and crying because we broke down all the walls of censorship to break down all of the woes and Me Too and Cancel and all of these ideas between all of the tweets and the songs and the music and really, you know, all the threats, the threat of death, the non-threats of money and cutting off finances and all that happened and we went through this war to like really fight for our freedom as artists because you can't be artists if you can't tell the truth. You're no longer artists anymore. You're now a commodity. You're a slave. You have to say exactly what you're thinking and by you saying exactly what you're thinking, that's like, that's how the universe moves forward. God puts these ideas in our head that we have to blur out. I've been looked down and should've fallen so many times by controlled people for just saying what I actually felt even though there are a lot of people that felt very similar to that so that just being able to have these three words, nigger, hell, Hitler, and finally put it in three words that you wouldn't see together and to have been blessed to channel the greatest song that's been made to date, the energy, you know. When we make songs, like when I made Come to Life, it was the greatest song that had been made to date. When I made Moon, it was the greatest song that had been made to date. Like there's moments where I get into the right pocket around the right people and we channel these, we channel this. Like we made World War III. Like we definitely was leading towards moments like this with Hell, Hitler and this whole project now. Just super, man, I just, to God be the glory, I just feel so blessed to be able to be a channel, to be here with you, to be alive and I really, you know, the things that I'm doing, I'm not doing this to intentionally hurt anyone. I'm just telling my story and I'm telling my story as an artist and an entertainer. You understand what I'm saying? So if, since we can go watch Django and Leonardo DiCaprio say nigger 1,000 times in front of Black Excellence, in front of Jamie Foxx and Kerry Washington, then this is the character that I get into as an artist. Like cool, Daniel Day-Lewis. Like this, I don't know if y'all would say that this is breaking the fourth wall and it's coming to y'all, but I'm saying this is honestly, I'm always going to express on my heart what, you know, I'm always going to wear my heart on my sleeve. And it's so good to be able to get these ideas out. Now it's like, okay, this idea is out, it's been saved. There aren't ideas that I've been holding on to, you know. There aren't ideas that I've been saving and buying, because you're going to get more ideas. Sometimes people hold on to their ideas for life, they never get them out. You know, the ideas start to haunt them. These ideas are getting out. This drone idea, we're getting out these, we've got more dreams to get out. We're getting out these dreams, you know. So I just appreciate the people that stood by me in a time like this. Like people are out here really having to argue with people everywhere you go. You know, getting brutalized online. You know, how are you standing next to them? How are you allowing this? It's such an idea that people are supposed to be accompanying as a grown-ass, not just a grown-ass man, but a grown-ass boss. And be like, how are you allowing this? There's so much mind control, thought control, and a lack of freedom of speech. Do we need to play?

Ye narrative : I had this vision of performing Heil Hitler at the Grammys wearing a swastika t-shirt and crying because we broke down all the walls of censorship to break down all of the woes and Me Too and Cancel and all of these ideas between all of the tweets and the songs and the music and really, you know, all the threats, the threat of death, the non-threats of money and cutting off finances and all that happened and we went through this war to like really fight for our freedom as artists because you can't be artists if you can't tell the truth. You're no longer artists anymore. You're now a commodity. You're a slave. You have to say exactly what you're thinking and by you saying exactly what you're thinking, that's like, that's how the universe moves forward. God puts these ideas in our head that we have to blur out. I've been looked down and should've fallen so many times by controlled people for just saying what I actually felt even though there are a lot of people that felt very similar to that so that just being able to have these three words, nigger, hell, Hitler, and finally put it in three words that you wouldn't see together and to have been blessed to channel the greatest song that's been made to date, the energy, you know. When we make songs, like when I made Come to Life, it was the greatest song that had been made to date. When I made Moon, it was the greatest song that had been made to date. Like there's moments where I get into the right pocket around the right people and we channel these, we channel this. Like we made World War III. Like we definitely was leading towards moments like this with Hell, Hitler and this whole project now. Just super, man, I just, to God be the glory, I just feel so blessed to be able to be a channel, to be here with you, to be alive and I really, you know, the things that I'm doing, I'm not doing this to intentionally hurt anyone. I'm just telling my story and I'm telling my story as an artist and an entertainer. You understand what I'm saying? So if, since we can go watch Django and Leonardo DiCaprio say nigger 1,000 times in front of Black Excellence, in front of Jamie Foxx and Kerry Washington, then this is the character that I get into as an artist. Like cool, Daniel Day-Lewis. Like this, I don't know if y'all would say that this is breaking the fourth wall and it's coming to y'all, but I'm saying this is honestly, I'm always going to express on my heart what, you know, I'm always going to wear my heart on my sleeve. And it's so good to be able to get these ideas out. Now it's like, okay, this idea is out, it's been saved. There aren't ideas that I've been holding on to, you know. There aren't ideas that I've been saving and buying, because you're going to get more ideas. Sometimes people hold on to their ideas for life, they never get them out. You know, the ideas start to haunt them. These ideas are getting out. This drone idea, we're getting out these, we've got more dreams to get out. We're getting out these dreams, you know. So I just appreciate the people that stood by me in a time like this. Like people are out here really having to argue with people everywhere you go. You know, getting brutalized online. You know, how are you standing next to them? How are you allowing this? It's such an idea that people are supposed to be accompanying as a grown-ass, not just a grown-ass man, but a grown-ass boss. And be like, how are you allowing this? There's so much mind control, thought control, and a lack of freedom of speech. Do we need to play?

YEFANATICS

116,624 views • 1 year ago

I found God on 300mg of DMT at DreamMind. . . At the core of a human being is a divine spark of light. Some call it their spirit or their soul. That divine spark of light drives our physical human bodies. Our physical bodies operate on the 3rd dimensional plane, but our souls operate on a higher plane. Breathe work, meditation, sound, etc. allow humans to disconnect from their physical bodies and operate on this “soul level” of reality. You know that feeling when you’re thinking of someone and they call you? That is your soul operating on a higher plane. You know the feeling when you’re day dreaming and visualize a different time in a different place? Or that feeling when you’re in a dream and you just know it’s real? It’s because it is real, in a different time and place, on a higher plane of reality where 3rd dimensional rules don’t apply. Psychedelics like DMT (ayahuasca), Psilocybin (mushrooms), mescaline (peyote), etc give us the ability to interact with these higher realms. You could say they “thin the veil” between levels of reality. Native people have been using meditation, breath, sound, and psychedelics for tens of thousands of years. Modern businessmen like Steve Jobs have credited meditation and psychedelics as one of the most impactful experiences of their lives. Why? Because it allows them to connect, or “tune in” with the spirit realm/higher dimension/whatever you want to call it. Think of it like a video game…once you tap in to this higher consciousness level, you gain access to knowledge, understanding, etc. It’s a level up so to speak. BUT… It’s not that easy. If you have negative things you have buried deep, they will be exposed if you want to ascend. You will be forced to be the most honest with yourself that you have ever been. Some aren’t ready for that in this modern society we live in. But others are ready. You will be forced to face the feeling of dying. For some it takes traumatic life experiences to understand that feeling. For others it could take eating mushrooms with your buddies in the backyard. Sounds scary, but there are some positives to experiencing the feeling of death. You realize that death of your physical body is just a transition of your soul from the 3rd dimensional plane of existence to a higher realm. Once you realize that your soul never dies, you lose that “fear of death” so to speak. Going into this 300mg extended state DMTx journey, I already knew what death felt like, and made peace with that before going in. I’ve learned there is knowledge found on the edge of death that only comes to those who have felt it. I’ve learned that speaking an intention can help unlock things you want to figure out as well. My intention going in was to bring back knowledge to help humanity “wake up” so to speak. Now that you have a baseline understanding, let me tell you what happened. This is how I would describe it. “I felt the weight of humanity resting on my heart, like it is my job to carry the torch for all of mankind. And that feeling was one of pure love, gratitude, and understanding of the gravity of what that meant. But I realized that feeling isn’t just in me, that feeling is inside all of us, waiting to be unlocked. That pure fire of all knowing belief that no matter what evil and darkness throws at us, NOTHING can extinguish the flame, it’s NOT possible. That understanding, if felt by all, could free a people from the chains of slavery they don’t even know exist. That flame is the divine spark of existence that is humanity. That divine spark is GOD.” You see…it took me traveling to the edge of death to understand that good ALWAYS defeats evil. The flame of life cannot be extinguished. It’s impossible. They call that faith. Your divine soul never dies. Once you realize it, you have a duty to tell others. All it takes is one person. One thought. One step. And the world is changed forever. That’s how easy love conquers fear. That’s how fast good defeats evil. Imagine an army of humans they are truly awake. Truly aware to the scam that we call this modern society. They would move mountains and part seas. They would see that we are just ONE STEP away. One step away from transcending the fear. One step from overcoming the negativity. One step from freedom. You have that power inside you, waiting to be unlocked. You are God expressing himself in human form. You have an eternal flame burning inside you. A divine spark that CANNOT be extinguished. The power to overcome any and all. That power is the divine spark of existence. That power is GOD. You are a super natural being… Wake up and start acting like it.

I found God on 300mg of DMT at DreamMind. . . At the core of a human being is a divine spark of light. Some call it their spirit or their soul. That divine spark of light drives our physical human bodies. Our physical bodies operate on the 3rd dimensional plane, but our souls operate on a higher plane. Breathe work, meditation, sound, etc. allow humans to disconnect from their physical bodies and operate on this “soul level” of reality. You know that feeling when you’re thinking of someone and they call you? That is your soul operating on a higher plane. You know the feeling when you’re day dreaming and visualize a different time in a different place? Or that feeling when you’re in a dream and you just know it’s real? It’s because it is real, in a different time and place, on a higher plane of reality where 3rd dimensional rules don’t apply. Psychedelics like DMT (ayahuasca), Psilocybin (mushrooms), mescaline (peyote), etc give us the ability to interact with these higher realms. You could say they “thin the veil” between levels of reality. Native people have been using meditation, breath, sound, and psychedelics for tens of thousands of years. Modern businessmen like Steve Jobs have credited meditation and psychedelics as one of the most impactful experiences of their lives. Why? Because it allows them to connect, or “tune in” with the spirit realm/higher dimension/whatever you want to call it. Think of it like a video game…once you tap in to this higher consciousness level, you gain access to knowledge, understanding, etc. It’s a level up so to speak. BUT… It’s not that easy. If you have negative things you have buried deep, they will be exposed if you want to ascend. You will be forced to be the most honest with yourself that you have ever been. Some aren’t ready for that in this modern society we live in. But others are ready. You will be forced to face the feeling of dying. For some it takes traumatic life experiences to understand that feeling. For others it could take eating mushrooms with your buddies in the backyard. Sounds scary, but there are some positives to experiencing the feeling of death. You realize that death of your physical body is just a transition of your soul from the 3rd dimensional plane of existence to a higher realm. Once you realize that your soul never dies, you lose that “fear of death” so to speak. Going into this 300mg extended state DMTx journey, I already knew what death felt like, and made peace with that before going in. I’ve learned there is knowledge found on the edge of death that only comes to those who have felt it. I’ve learned that speaking an intention can help unlock things you want to figure out as well. My intention going in was to bring back knowledge to help humanity “wake up” so to speak. Now that you have a baseline understanding, let me tell you what happened. This is how I would describe it. “I felt the weight of humanity resting on my heart, like it is my job to carry the torch for all of mankind. And that feeling was one of pure love, gratitude, and understanding of the gravity of what that meant. But I realized that feeling isn’t just in me, that feeling is inside all of us, waiting to be unlocked. That pure fire of all knowing belief that no matter what evil and darkness throws at us, NOTHING can extinguish the flame, it’s NOT possible. That understanding, if felt by all, could free a people from the chains of slavery they don’t even know exist. That flame is the divine spark of existence that is humanity. That divine spark is GOD.” You see…it took me traveling to the edge of death to understand that good ALWAYS defeats evil. The flame of life cannot be extinguished. It’s impossible. They call that faith. Your divine soul never dies. Once you realize it, you have a duty to tell others. All it takes is one person. One thought. One step. And the world is changed forever. That’s how easy love conquers fear. That’s how fast good defeats evil. Imagine an army of humans they are truly awake. Truly aware to the scam that we call this modern society. They would move mountains and part seas. They would see that we are just ONE STEP away. One step away from transcending the fear. One step from overcoming the negativity. One step from freedom. You have that power inside you, waiting to be unlocked. You are God expressing himself in human form. You have an eternal flame burning inside you. A divine spark that CANNOT be extinguished. The power to overcome any and all. That power is the divine spark of existence. That power is GOD. You are a super natural being… Wake up and start acting like it.

Nathan Hughes

58,877 views • 5 months ago

Tuesday - Louis CK Louie is 58 now but moves like he's 85. He's got the darkest thickest under-eye bags I've ever seen, they're even apparent from below. He will not make it to 70 and if he does he will be so physically repulsive he won't even have to tell jokes any more — which is a shame because in my opinion he's the greatest living stand up by far. I am sick and tired of pretending there's any competition in this genre. This was the THIRD time I had heard him do this set, which barely cracks his top ten hours, and I was laughing my ass off the entire time. EVEN WITH THIS LOUD DRUNK BITCH BESIDE ME.. it made me realize how formulaic Shane Gillis and every other big up-and-comer feels in comparison right now, like they're all rolling off a conveyor belt at the comedy factory where you take a PREMISE, add a PUNCHLINE, and a CALL BACK, with THREE TAGS, and mechanically deploy this stuff over and over with no real through-line or heart in it at all. Louie is relentlessly personal and so his sets evolve with him. I saw him for the first time last year in Indianapolis, and was "severely disappointed." He seemed stilted, nervous, coasting on absurdist buzzword shit tailored for drunken simpletons. He'd say "Vagina" with no context and these hicks would lose their minds. I drove 4 hours to see him that day and couldn’t believe how empty his material was. Jokes that could’ve been written by anybody. There was one prick of personal truth — when he talked about putting his Dad away in a Home. He's been writing about his absentee father his whole life. It’s obviously a great source of anxiety and frustration. So it's no surprise that he leaned in to that thread, sharpened it over the course of the tour, and now the whole set circles around this theme of aging: "All my fat friends are dead. If you have a friend that's older than 50 you should say goodbye." Says big tall egg-shaped Louie, who looks like two Carlins combined. My date was way too drunk to appreciate the occasion. We were in front row seats at the Hollywood Bowl. She bought them for us at dinner, 1 hour before. Different Asian girl from Monday. She had never been to a stand up show in her life, and so she didn't really "get" comedy, and she wouldn't stop fucking talking. Pulling her phone out and texting God knows who. The security guy whose job it was to prevent me from climbing on stage and whipping my cock out had to reprimand her: "Please put your phone away" in the middle of the set. I could not believe it. We're here in the front row beneath the GOAT and he's KILLING, in a stadium of 20,000, and you're texting on your god damn phone? Who? Who could it be? It was a homeless guy from reddit. Not me, a different homeless guy. At one point she actually asked if she could step out and do some blow. I said are you kidding? There's like 10 minutes left, just shut the fuck up and enjoy it. I'm starting to worry that females can't appreciate stand up like I can. Overall rating: 9/10. He’s probably gonna die soon but for now he’s still got it. Mark Normand tonight, Dave Chappelle Thursday, Mulaney Friday.

Tuesday - Louis CK Louie is 58 now but moves like he's 85. He's got the darkest thickest under-eye bags I've ever seen, they're even apparent from below. He will not make it to 70 and if he does he will be so physically repulsive he won't even have to tell jokes any more — which is a shame because in my opinion he's the greatest living stand up by far. I am sick and tired of pretending there's any competition in this genre. This was the THIRD time I had heard him do this set, which barely cracks his top ten hours, and I was laughing my ass off the entire time. EVEN WITH THIS LOUD DRUNK BITCH BESIDE ME.. it made me realize how formulaic Shane Gillis and every other big up-and-comer feels in comparison right now, like they're all rolling off a conveyor belt at the comedy factory where you take a PREMISE, add a PUNCHLINE, and a CALL BACK, with THREE TAGS, and mechanically deploy this stuff over and over with no real through-line or heart in it at all. Louie is relentlessly personal and so his sets evolve with him. I saw him for the first time last year in Indianapolis, and was "severely disappointed." He seemed stilted, nervous, coasting on absurdist buzzword shit tailored for drunken simpletons. He'd say "Vagina" with no context and these hicks would lose their minds. I drove 4 hours to see him that day and couldn’t believe how empty his material was. Jokes that could’ve been written by anybody. There was one prick of personal truth — when he talked about putting his Dad away in a Home. He's been writing about his absentee father his whole life. It’s obviously a great source of anxiety and frustration. So it's no surprise that he leaned in to that thread, sharpened it over the course of the tour, and now the whole set circles around this theme of aging: "All my fat friends are dead. If you have a friend that's older than 50 you should say goodbye." Says big tall egg-shaped Louie, who looks like two Carlins combined. My date was way too drunk to appreciate the occasion. We were in front row seats at the Hollywood Bowl. She bought them for us at dinner, 1 hour before. Different Asian girl from Monday. She had never been to a stand up show in her life, and so she didn't really "get" comedy, and she wouldn't stop fucking talking. Pulling her phone out and texting God knows who. The security guy whose job it was to prevent me from climbing on stage and whipping my cock out had to reprimand her: "Please put your phone away" in the middle of the set. I could not believe it. We're here in the front row beneath the GOAT and he's KILLING, in a stadium of 20,000, and you're texting on your god damn phone? Who? Who could it be? It was a homeless guy from reddit. Not me, a different homeless guy. At one point she actually asked if she could step out and do some blow. I said are you kidding? There's like 10 minutes left, just shut the fuck up and enjoy it. I'm starting to worry that females can't appreciate stand up like I can. Overall rating: 9/10. He’s probably gonna die soon but for now he’s still got it. Mark Normand tonight, Dave Chappelle Thursday, Mulaney Friday.

Worst Boyfriend Ever

811,772 views • 2 months ago

[Trans/summarized] #ScarletHeartTH 🎤: We finally got to watch the trailer! How do the actors feel? Starting with P’Win. 🐰: I’m really happy. This is another project that everyone poured their hearts into not just the cast but everyone behind the scenes too. We went through so many obstacles to get this trailer out. I’m really, really glad. 😊 NNN: Very happy. We faced quite a lot of obstacles on set. Everyone was exhausted and gave their all. Seeing the trailer made us feel relieved.😄 Tu: I’m happy, because I know everyone has been looking forward to it. Once we started filming, I felt it would turn out well. Seeing the final visuals made all the hard work worth it.🥰 Force: Super happy. The team really went through a lot, there was rain, storms but everyone gave 100%.🥺 Prim: I’m happy I got to work with everyone.😍 Aye: So relieved. I don’t have to keep things secret anymore, and I feel honored.😊 CZ: Very relieved and very happy. Please support this series.🥰 Milk: I’ve been holding back for so long. I want to post photos!🥹 Pan: Really happy I got to do things I’ve never done before.😊 🎤: Tell us about the atmosphere on set. Fourth: I have no gossip. I was focused on working unlike Phuwin and Perth 😄 PW: There were many fun things we got to do together on this set. Now that the trailer is out, we can finally start posting photos.☺️ Fourth: The trailer was very white, right? (shirtless 😆). You can really see how big P’Win is.😄 🐰: Yes. White 🤣 Fourth: Never in my life did I think I was skinny… until I stood next to P’Win. I look tiny next to him. 🤏🏻 Perth: I’m really happy to be part of this project, and to work with such a talented director and cast.🥰 P’Tay: Please don’t judge me from the trailer. I might actually be a good person. 🫣🤭 #GMMTV2026

[Trans/summarized] #ScarletHeartTH 🎤: We finally got to watch the trailer! How do the actors feel? Starting with P’Win. 🐰: I’m really happy. This is another project that everyone poured their hearts into not just the cast but everyone behind the scenes too. We went through so many obstacles to get this trailer out. I’m really, really glad. 😊 NNN: Very happy. We faced quite a lot of obstacles on set. Everyone was exhausted and gave their all. Seeing the trailer made us feel relieved.😄 Tu: I’m happy, because I know everyone has been looking forward to it. Once we started filming, I felt it would turn out well. Seeing the final visuals made all the hard work worth it.🥰 Force: Super happy. The team really went through a lot, there was rain, storms but everyone gave 100%.🥺 Prim: I’m happy I got to work with everyone.😍 Aye: So relieved. I don’t have to keep things secret anymore, and I feel honored.😊 CZ: Very relieved and very happy. Please support this series.🥰 Milk: I’ve been holding back for so long. I want to post photos!🥹 Pan: Really happy I got to do things I’ve never done before.😊 🎤: Tell us about the atmosphere on set. Fourth: I have no gossip. I was focused on working unlike Phuwin and Perth 😄 PW: There were many fun things we got to do together on this set. Now that the trailer is out, we can finally start posting photos.☺️ Fourth: The trailer was very white, right? (shirtless 😆). You can really see how big P’Win is.😄 🐰: Yes. White 🤣 Fourth: Never in my life did I think I was skinny… until I stood next to P’Win. I look tiny next to him. 🤏🏻 Perth: I’m really happy to be part of this project, and to work with such a talented director and cast.🥰 P’Tay: Please don’t judge me from the trailer. I might actually be a good person. 🫣🤭 #GMMTV2026

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29,761 views • 7 months ago

Cowboy Carter Tour Review (Spoilers, sorta kinda 😭) Where do I even begin?! NoBODY right now is doing what Beyoncé is doing, I’m sorry! I’ve been to many of the bigger-name shows y’all would mention off rip and while they were good, they weren’t GRAND. A lot of artists put on shows and simply perform. Beyoncé runs a finely tuned machine that’s powered by her raw talent. It’s magical. Every little detail is intentional. From the lighting that hits your skin and reacts to a hi-hat, a lyric, or a moment, it’s designed to make your senses feel seen. Your spiritual spotlight. Then there’s the visuals (and yes, the visuals are going to EAT). She’s not just entertaining you, she’s teaching you, alarming you and most importantly, sharing with you. From the aesthetics and diverse representation of her dancers, singers, and bands, it’s much deeper than you think. It felt like she took us through time: nods to MJ, James Brown, Tina, Prince, to modernized elements like Renaissance. I’ve never seen a stage that massive used so perfectly, in every detailed and intimate way. You feel like you’re inside her jukebox. The interludes? Not too long at all and stunning. The moment you go to sit (if you even try), she’s back up. A 3-hour show that somehow feels like an hour and a half. We stood the entire time, didn’t even leave for the bathroom, barely recorded anything. We were locked in, absorbing everything. She cares so deeply about her audience that even when she rides the car out to wave, it feels personal. Watching the smiles on the faces of all ages and backgrounds, just getting lost in gratitude as she waved over our heads? Whew. I was next to an older Southeast Asian couple in their 50s (they were HAVING a time last night, I tell you, cig in hand 🚬, I was like okk). She had grown married men screaming, fanning, glowing in joy beside their wives. All love. No judgment. We were just living. WITH THE CLIPS floating online, it might seem like this show is for her babies, Rumi and especially Blue. And yes, it may be for her personally, but let’s be clear: this is a Beyoncé show, PERIOD. She masterfully includes Blue in a way that feels complimentary and loving, not centered. If that makes sense. By the end, you forget Blue was even on stage that long because it feels like just 15 minutes. But Blue, wow! The talent that's emerging.. whew! 😩😤Both parents’ otherworldly talent and her own special gifts. Speechless. 🎁 Beyoncé is PERFORMING. Cut all that noise. She IS. And anyone who went to the show will tell you, age ain’t nothing but a number. Beyoncé is a beast at her craft and said, “Let me show y’all how this is done.” Knee surgery or not, this superhuman is unstoppable. 💡Like MJ, Prince, Tina, Whitney, her talent makes her one of the greatest musical superhumans of our time. You can’t buy or replicate this kind of gift. It’s in you, in her. Highlight: Now let’s talk VOCALS. BEYONCÉ… your VOICE? I have no words. Can we get a billion-dollar insurance policy on her throat?! 😭😩 We need scientists to study this woman’s voice! I’m not doing too much. When I say… her voice? I’m almost afraid to even speak on it because I cherish it so much. But what I will say is, thank you, God, for giving her that gift. Not just to heal herself but to help heal the world. And yes, she’s doing that. As someone who lost my sense of self nearly two years ago when my entire world shattered, when my Mom transitioned, Cowboy Carter healed a part of me I’d been searching for. It reminded me who the f**k I am. Thank you, Beyoncé. Ty. 🫡 Salud. This show MUST be seen in person. No livestream, no video is going to match this otherworldly experience. Maybe a concert film could come close because she’s a visionary genius but this is the kind of concert we’ll hear about in future documentaries. I’m not exaggerating. I promise you. Go see that damn concert! Beyoncé, you owe me nothing. Act III is about to devour. 😉 Y’all, Beyoncé is the GOAT.

Cowboy Carter Tour Review (Spoilers, sorta kinda 😭) Where do I even begin?! NoBODY right now is doing what Beyoncé is doing, I’m sorry! I’ve been to many of the bigger-name shows y’all would mention off rip and while they were good, they weren’t GRAND. A lot of artists put on shows and simply perform. Beyoncé runs a finely tuned machine that’s powered by her raw talent. It’s magical. Every little detail is intentional. From the lighting that hits your skin and reacts to a hi-hat, a lyric, or a moment, it’s designed to make your senses feel seen. Your spiritual spotlight. Then there’s the visuals (and yes, the visuals are going to EAT). She’s not just entertaining you, she’s teaching you, alarming you and most importantly, sharing with you. From the aesthetics and diverse representation of her dancers, singers, and bands, it’s much deeper than you think. It felt like she took us through time: nods to MJ, James Brown, Tina, Prince, to modernized elements like Renaissance. I’ve never seen a stage that massive used so perfectly, in every detailed and intimate way. You feel like you’re inside her jukebox. The interludes? Not too long at all and stunning. The moment you go to sit (if you even try), she’s back up. A 3-hour show that somehow feels like an hour and a half. We stood the entire time, didn’t even leave for the bathroom, barely recorded anything. We were locked in, absorbing everything. She cares so deeply about her audience that even when she rides the car out to wave, it feels personal. Watching the smiles on the faces of all ages and backgrounds, just getting lost in gratitude as she waved over our heads? Whew. I was next to an older Southeast Asian couple in their 50s (they were HAVING a time last night, I tell you, cig in hand 🚬, I was like okk). She had grown married men screaming, fanning, glowing in joy beside their wives. All love. No judgment. We were just living. WITH THE CLIPS floating online, it might seem like this show is for her babies, Rumi and especially Blue. And yes, it may be for her personally, but let’s be clear: this is a Beyoncé show, PERIOD. She masterfully includes Blue in a way that feels complimentary and loving, not centered. If that makes sense. By the end, you forget Blue was even on stage that long because it feels like just 15 minutes. But Blue, wow! The talent that's emerging.. whew! 😩😤Both parents’ otherworldly talent and her own special gifts. Speechless. 🎁 Beyoncé is PERFORMING. Cut all that noise. She IS. And anyone who went to the show will tell you, age ain’t nothing but a number. Beyoncé is a beast at her craft and said, “Let me show y’all how this is done.” Knee surgery or not, this superhuman is unstoppable. 💡Like MJ, Prince, Tina, Whitney, her talent makes her one of the greatest musical superhumans of our time. You can’t buy or replicate this kind of gift. It’s in you, in her. Highlight: Now let’s talk VOCALS. BEYONCÉ… your VOICE? I have no words. Can we get a billion-dollar insurance policy on her throat?! 😭😩 We need scientists to study this woman’s voice! I’m not doing too much. When I say… her voice? I’m almost afraid to even speak on it because I cherish it so much. But what I will say is, thank you, God, for giving her that gift. Not just to heal herself but to help heal the world. And yes, she’s doing that. As someone who lost my sense of self nearly two years ago when my entire world shattered, when my Mom transitioned, Cowboy Carter healed a part of me I’d been searching for. It reminded me who the f**k I am. Thank you, Beyoncé. Ty. 🫡 Salud. This show MUST be seen in person. No livestream, no video is going to match this otherworldly experience. Maybe a concert film could come close because she’s a visionary genius but this is the kind of concert we’ll hear about in future documentaries. I’m not exaggerating. I promise you. Go see that damn concert! Beyoncé, you owe me nothing. Act III is about to devour. 😉 Y’all, Beyoncé is the GOAT.

Josh P. Jackson

137,743 views • 1 year ago

A young man sees someone drive by in a Ferrari with a blonde. He thinks: that guy has everything. Jordan Peterson says look closer. "The woman in the car is a prostitute with a cocaine addiction. Her life is one catastrophe after another." "He's had to lie and cheat his way into this position. He's afraid everything's going to come crashing down on him." "And that's what you're jealous of." He spent 15 minutes explaining what we're actually built for: "We view ourselves as built for pleasure. For consumption. For safety. For egotistical self-aggrandizement and fame." "What are we actually built for? Maximal challenge." "We're built to walk uphill. When you reach the pinnacle, you want to stop and appreciate the vision. But the next thing you want is a higher hill in the distance." "It's from the uphill climb that we derive our value." This is why young men disappear into video games. "That's all acted out in the video game. The active warrior moving uphill with sword in hand. That's dynamic. That's exciting." "They have to act that out in their own life. Video games are not a substitute for life." Start where you are. Even if it's embarrassing. "Humility is starting where you are. If your life is a mess, you have to see that you're the person in that mess." "Your first attempt to fix it might not be something you're particularly proud of." "I saw this in my clinical practice. The first steps people had to take were pretty embarrassing. They'd think: really? That's all I can do?" "Hey, man. Uphill is better than downhill." Here's what most people don't understand about momentum: "You accrue success exponentially. You accrue defeat exponentially too." "Start going downhill, you go downhill faster and faster. Start going uphill, you go uphill faster and faster." "Even if you have to start painfully small, it doesn't matter." Everyone wants confidence. But self-esteem is a lie. "Self-esteem doesn't even exist. It's a pathological concept altogether." "You want confidence that's based in competence. Otherwise it's narcissistic." "How do you develop that? You watch yourself exceed your limits." "And then you think: there's something in me that can exceed my limits. That's your true self." You want a goal you can never fully attain. "Almost all the positive emotion we feel, especially the emotion that fills us with enthusiasm, is experienced in relationship to a goal." "You want a horizon of ever-expanding possibility." "People stake their soul on attaining an instrumental goal. Then they get there and think: now what?" "The answer can't be: I'm going to live in the lap of luxury and never have to do anything." "What do you want to be? A giant infant with a gold bottle? You never have to do anything but lay on your back and suck." "No. You want to be an active warrior moving uphill with your sword in hand." Now here's the dark part: "You need to contemplate your own malevolence. Because you're not only who you are. You're who you could be. For better or worse." "I think it's easier to understand who you could be if you were better once you deeply understand who you could be if you were worse." "You think: I'm way deeper on the negative end than I thought. Much more closely aligned with the forces of hell than I presumed." "That's easy to swallow factually. Not so easy to swallow emotionally. It's a bitter pill." "I don't think you can contemplate the good without contemplating the evil first. It doesn't have the depth." "Fear of God is the beginning of wisdom." Many of his clients are too agreeable. They let everyone else win. "They're resentful and don't know how to stand up for themselves. They're very compassionate by nature. If you're negotiating with them, they'll let you win." "That's not good. You need to win too." "You cannot negotiate unless you can say no. And it causes conflict to say no." The solution sounds counterintuitive. "You have to develop your inner monster a little bit. And that makes you a better person, not a worse person." "It's weird. But that's just how it is." On privilege and how to pay for it: "Some cards are privilege. Maybe you're born intelligent. Symmetrical. Healthy. Into a culture where it's easier not to be deprived. Maybe your parents are rich." "All of that is unearned." "The way you pay for your privilege is with your virtue." "You expiate and atone by doing your best to live the best possible life you can manage. To speak the truth. To treat people with respect. To put your house in order." On envy: "Don't be so sure your position in your room is so damn trivial. It might be your attitude towards it that's trivial." "If you're in dire circumstances, look at how much opportunity you have to make things better." "You don't even want it to be easy."

A young man sees someone drive by in a Ferrari with a blonde. He thinks: that guy has everything. Jordan Peterson says look closer. "The woman in the car is a prostitute with a cocaine addiction. Her life is one catastrophe after another." "He's had to lie and cheat his way into this position. He's afraid everything's going to come crashing down on him." "And that's what you're jealous of." He spent 15 minutes explaining what we're actually built for: "We view ourselves as built for pleasure. For consumption. For safety. For egotistical self-aggrandizement and fame." "What are we actually built for? Maximal challenge." "We're built to walk uphill. When you reach the pinnacle, you want to stop and appreciate the vision. But the next thing you want is a higher hill in the distance." "It's from the uphill climb that we derive our value." This is why young men disappear into video games. "That's all acted out in the video game. The active warrior moving uphill with sword in hand. That's dynamic. That's exciting." "They have to act that out in their own life. Video games are not a substitute for life." Start where you are. Even if it's embarrassing. "Humility is starting where you are. If your life is a mess, you have to see that you're the person in that mess." "Your first attempt to fix it might not be something you're particularly proud of." "I saw this in my clinical practice. The first steps people had to take were pretty embarrassing. They'd think: really? That's all I can do?" "Hey, man. Uphill is better than downhill." Here's what most people don't understand about momentum: "You accrue success exponentially. You accrue defeat exponentially too." "Start going downhill, you go downhill faster and faster. Start going uphill, you go uphill faster and faster." "Even if you have to start painfully small, it doesn't matter." Everyone wants confidence. But self-esteem is a lie. "Self-esteem doesn't even exist. It's a pathological concept altogether." "You want confidence that's based in competence. Otherwise it's narcissistic." "How do you develop that? You watch yourself exceed your limits." "And then you think: there's something in me that can exceed my limits. That's your true self." You want a goal you can never fully attain. "Almost all the positive emotion we feel, especially the emotion that fills us with enthusiasm, is experienced in relationship to a goal." "You want a horizon of ever-expanding possibility." "People stake their soul on attaining an instrumental goal. Then they get there and think: now what?" "The answer can't be: I'm going to live in the lap of luxury and never have to do anything." "What do you want to be? A giant infant with a gold bottle? You never have to do anything but lay on your back and suck." "No. You want to be an active warrior moving uphill with your sword in hand." Now here's the dark part: "You need to contemplate your own malevolence. Because you're not only who you are. You're who you could be. For better or worse." "I think it's easier to understand who you could be if you were better once you deeply understand who you could be if you were worse." "You think: I'm way deeper on the negative end than I thought. Much more closely aligned with the forces of hell than I presumed." "That's easy to swallow factually. Not so easy to swallow emotionally. It's a bitter pill." "I don't think you can contemplate the good without contemplating the evil first. It doesn't have the depth." "Fear of God is the beginning of wisdom." Many of his clients are too agreeable. They let everyone else win. "They're resentful and don't know how to stand up for themselves. They're very compassionate by nature. If you're negotiating with them, they'll let you win." "That's not good. You need to win too." "You cannot negotiate unless you can say no. And it causes conflict to say no." The solution sounds counterintuitive. "You have to develop your inner monster a little bit. And that makes you a better person, not a worse person." "It's weird. But that's just how it is." On privilege and how to pay for it: "Some cards are privilege. Maybe you're born intelligent. Symmetrical. Healthy. Into a culture where it's easier not to be deprived. Maybe your parents are rich." "All of that is unearned." "The way you pay for your privilege is with your virtue." "You expiate and atone by doing your best to live the best possible life you can manage. To speak the truth. To treat people with respect. To put your house in order." On envy: "Don't be so sure your position in your room is so damn trivial. It might be your attitude towards it that's trivial." "If you're in dire circumstances, look at how much opportunity you have to make things better." "You don't even want it to be easy."

Jaynit

400,000 views • 2 months ago

"Imagine that there's a God who brings about the world and creates the world, but does it maliciously, because he wants human beings to suffer." ~AA Suffering Makes God's Existence Unlikely "Could God have made it such that animals were all herbivores instead of carnivores and omnivores?" "We're talking about animals who are predated on from the moment that they begin existence." (If you know about Loosh and "Far Journeys" by Robert Monroe, these points should all ring a bell. But this discussion was NOT about Loosh. Fascinating debate.) 1 Atheist vs 25 Christians (feat. Alex O'Connor) | Surrounded Christian Tim: "Okay, so my first question to start out with is: What exactly about suffering makes this unlikely, on the condition that God exists?" Atheist Alex (AA): "I think that if God is all-loving, then he probably wouldn't want his creatures to suffer. And so, I think that the fact that they do suffer makes his existence less likely." Tim: "Okay, perfect. And is there some specific aspect of suffering that you're particularly honing in on, horrendous or whatever that is?" Alex: "In particular, non-human animal suffering. Because I think that Christianity has a celebrated tradition of theodicies, trying to explain why suffering exists: human free will, the development of the soul, higher-order goods. All of this kind of stuff. None of which apply to the suffering of non-human animals." Tim: "Have you heard of the Axiological Expectation Mismatch Problem?" Alex: "I have not." Tim: "Okay, so, philosophers of religion have started to understand that the thing that actually generates a problem between God and suffering is actually the value system you attach to the very attribute of perfect lovingness. Because the problem of evil is an internal critique, you have to look at a very specific version of theism and how it defines perfect lovingness. I want to present to you a version where my version of perfect lovingness does not actually constitute a problem and a misalignment, that mismatch between the suffering of animals - let's just say, the profusion of suffering of animals - and existence of God." Alex: "So let's hear it. What kind of God are we imagining that would allow and oversee and do nothing to prevent billions of years of untold animal suffering?" (There's no justification for all of the suffering that animals go through and it's borderline comical (if it wasn't so sad) to see Christians trying to come up with reasons to justify it.) Tim: "Right. So you're talking about non-prevention." Alex: "Or setting up the system that is natural selection, such that it relies upon things like predation and disease." (This is straight out of the Loosh chapter.) Tim: "Well, the first part is, I don't agree with the whole setting up the system part. So I'm not one of those theists that believes that God does this select and pick idea of creating worlds. I don't think that God actually creates worlds. I think that God lets worlds develop, according in a certain way. But because God can oversee an overarching narrative, he knows exactly how he can redeem anything." Alex: "Could God have made it such that animals were all herbivores instead of carnivores and omnivores?" Tim: "Yes, he could totally do that." Alex: "So had he done that, here's an instant way to reduce, by orders of magnitude, the amount of suffering that exists." (But then there would be no Loosh! I don't know if Loosh is a real thing, but if it IS, it would explain lot of things on this planet.) Tim: "Right, but hold on. That's, particularly, assuming a value theory, already, that I haven't told you I'm adopting, that has a problem with evil. So I have to give you my value theory first, for you to show that misalignment." Alex: "Okay, let's hear it." Tim: "Perfect, okay. So my value theory says that the most important thing about a sentient creature is not what merely happens to them, it's about the total timeline of their life and how and where their life permanently ends. Meaning, if you were to judge an author of a narrative, and the first few chapters, let's say, there's a lot of bad things happening, but the end ends with this crescendo where there's victoriousness, there's redemption, there's beauty. And everyone in the story actually endorses their entire existence that they live. They can look at the total timeline, and they actually each subjectively come to the conclusion, 'I'm glad I was made and I totally see what my suffering was for.' That's the particular I'm using with. Like John Hicks says, we have to judge the very nature of God's lovingness by what he does in the end, not these few time slices that we observe right now. For you to show that there's a problem, you have to show, to me, that the suffering of animals cannot be transformed, are intrinsically cut off from being transformed into a life that they will endorse. There's a couple of theses on the table." Alex: "So are you talking about the end of their life, as in their end of life on Earth, or are you talking about the afterlife?" Tim: "Antemortem, postmortem (before and after death)." (So once that animal, that suffered needlessly for most of their life, gets to the afterlife, they'll understand there was a reason for it. Really?) Alex: "Okay. Because if you're just talking about life on Earth, then I would say that if you had an author writing a book and a character. If we were trying to figure out the relationship between that author and the person in the book, and that person in the book shows up for five seconds in the first chapter, and is a child who almost immediately dies of cancer in an incredibly painful way. And there's no development, there's no sort of bring back to life, and suddenly everyone's grateful for it. It is just this miserable, tragic experience. "And I ask, well, what did the author, not want to do for the story of the book, but want to do for that character? I think it would be pretty damning. And also, when it comes to animals, we're talking about animals who are predated on from the moment that they begin existence." Tim: "Absolutely." Alex: "They sort of have disease. Zebras, when they're killed by lions, are often too big to be killed instantly, so they die over minutes with their windpipes caught in the jaws of a lion. How can this be developing, a zebra, which, by the way, probably doesn't even have the same kind of first-person conscious experience that humans do in order to sort of rationalize an abstract and learn from their sort of past and morally develop in that way? They just suffer. And what kind of God could oversee this?" Tim:"Okay, so there's a lot of assumptions on the table. Again, you're assuming a particular value system that I'm not laying out." Alex: "I'll tell you what I'm assuming here. What I'm assuming here is that a good God would not allow unnecessary suffering to obtain. Would you agree with that?" Tim: "We can talk about unnecessary suffering. We're talking about the justifying norms for suffering. You're saying it has to be in terms of necessity. Which is, an evil is only authorizable, by God, if it's in connection to a greater good or prevention of a greater evil, correct?" Alex: "If there's some kind of justification for allowing that sort of thing." Tim: "Yeah, but you're saying it's a necessary connection. Why...what's the term necessity...?" Alex: "Perhaps I should say unjustified instead of unnecessary." Tim: "Okay, so we both agree. I do not believe that God can authorize or justify unjustified suffering." Alex: "Okay, so tell me how that example that I gave you, the deer with its leg, starving, is justified?" Tim: "Because it's intrinsically redeemable. And the norms I'm working with is not this necessity condition that you're working with. Mine is about redeemable suffering, redeemability, or what we call, feasibility." Alex: "For the deer?" Tim: "If that suffering can be defeated within the creature's life. And I'll define what I mean by defeat, which is that they can, retroactively, look back at what they went through and integrate it into their life history, where they look at their life..." Alex: "I have to interrupt, because the example I gave you is one where the deer dies." Tim: "Yes, the deer dies. But here's the thing. You're probably talking about, this post-mortem example, I'm gonna put one thesis on the table: There's two philosophers that defend exactly what this goes through. One defends that animals will be given a martyrdom status. Well, God will be able to present himself in a way to animals in the afterlife, such that, in the same way you could give praise to a dog and a dog emotionally recognizes that he's loved, and that his life is worth living, right? To these animals that suffered like that, there's one view on the table, which is that God will give them a praiseworthy status where they will be able to actually..." (Bending over backwards to justify the suffering of animals. The deer will learn why he/she had to go through all of that when they die and God explains it and praises the animal for what they went though. Ridiculous, IMO.) Alex: "So can we talk about that claim? Because these animals are suffering for what? I mean, God might cause them to suffer..." Tim: "It's not means to ends." Alex: "God might cause them to suffer a bunch, and then essentially redeem them in the afterlife. But what for? Like, why do this? If I were to punch you in the face and then give you $20,000 afterwards, you might be grateful for the $20,000, but why couldn't I just give you the $20,000?" Tim: "We'll see. So that's assuming. So I saw your debate with Trent..." Alex: "Good stuff." ~ Christian Hayden (Not Hayden Christiansen) : "Would you say that theism or atheism better account for the idea that suffering exists and a purpose for it?" Alex: "It depends exactly what you mean. Because, of course, you might say that the world itself is more expected on theism, and since suffering needs the existence of the world, that it's theism. But granted the existence of a material world, let's say, I think atheism." Hayden: "Okay. Why does suffering exist at all? In an atheistic worldview, what is the cause of suffering?" Alex: "Oh, well, because, however life began, it developed through a series of natural selection, which requires animals to develop senses that they wish to avoid in order to be more likely to survive. And that's why pain receptors evolve in a world where not all of these pains are actually going to kill us, we're left with situations left with situations in which we're in a lot of pain but don't end up dying for it." Hayden: "Would you agree that consciousness is necessary for suffering?" Alex: "I would say probably, yeah." Hayden: "Does atheism account for consciousness?" Alex: "Yes, that's what I was talking about a moment ago. Perhaps not, maybe theism accounts better for consciousness than atheism does." Hayden: "Okay. So if there is no consciousness, there is no suffering? Is that right?" Alex: "That's probably true, yeah." Hayden: "So, if atheism cannot account for consciousness, then it cannot account for suffering. Would you agree with that?" Alex: "So I think what we're doing here is we're sort of slightly shifting the goal posts. If you don't want to grant the existence of the material world before we start talking about this, we can do an argument from consciousness. But then we need to debate whether consciousness is more...it is explicable on atheism. "What I'm going to say is this: Consciousness may seem to imply the existence of a conscious creator of the Universe. We're here talking about, I suppose we're talking about Christianity. The claim was about God. But the God that you believe in, let's say, if we grant that there is a creator deity who sort of brings about the universe of conscious creatures... Have you ever heard of the evil-god hypothesis that Stephen Law popularized?" Hayden: No, tell me it." Alex: "So the idea is that like, imagine that there's a God who brings about the world and creates the world, but does it maliciously, because he wants human beings to suffer. He brings about a world in order so that human beings will suffer, right? That seems like a plausible hypothesis. And even if you think that consciousness points towards God, the kind of God that a lot of Christians think is a sort of necessary quality of God, which is to be all-loving, might not have to apply here." (I know he wasn't talking soul-trap theory and Loosh, but it sounds just like it.) Hayden: "If Christianity were true, is it plausible that suffering is necessary for God's purpose, for his creation?" Alex: "If Christianity is true, then I think it must be necessary, because there'd be no other explanation for it." Hayden: "So we're not talking about whether or not Christianity is true..." Alex: "But if you're asking me if it's plausible that Christianity is true and therefore suffering is necessary, I would say probably not. Because I don't think suffering should be necessary or could be necessary." Hayden: "In an atheistic worldview, I would agree with you. It makes no sense at all." Alex: "So can I ask you why then, if God exists and wants to come to know everybody, and wants to love everybody and does so for the sake of human beings, why he chose to imbue the world with so much suffering that is at least, seemingly, completely inexplicable?" Hayden: "Are you a father?" Alec: "No." Hayden: "I'm a father. I want my son to become just like I am, better than I am, I should say. I want him to become the best that he can be. Is it possible for him to become, to reach his potential, without suffering in his life?" Alex: "Perhaps not, but there's two..." Hayden: "So suffering is necessary." Alex: "There are a few things I want to say. Firstly, that kind of moral development doesn't apply to non-human animals, as I've already said, right?" Hayden: "Why not?" Alex: "That does not account for the brutal death of animals in the wild. Also if - I don't want to talk about your son, because it's tragic to think about, but - somebody else's son has suffered and died immediately as a result of that suffering, they don't get to develop in the same way." Hayden: "I would agree that on a micro level, it's very hard to justify. And we can ask the question, 'Why doesn't God intervene on all of these sufferings?" (Exactly. And that's the Christian making the point.) Alex: "You might be able to justify an amount of suffering, right? But the fact that there's so much gratuitous suffering in the world is what I think makes God's existence unlikely. There are some instances where maybe a certain amount of suffering brings about a certain amount of good in a situation. That, by the way, would count as a justification. But when a child dies of leukemia... And they'e dead." Hayden: "Could there be a purpose to it? What if the death of the child brings their parents to God?" Alex: "Then perhaps...then the parents should be grateful that their child got leukemia because it's doing the will of the Lord." Hayden: "Not necessarily." Alex: "That seems obscene to me." (Yep. What if the death of their child caused the grandmother to have a nervous breakdown, the mom to be riddled with guilt her entire life, and the father to go off the rails? That's my family, by the way. Before I was born, my 8-year-old sister was killed when my mom's car was stuck on the railroad tracks and the train hit the car. Seeing people trying to justify that as God's will or offering up reasons to justify it (as several people have done on here) is really sad. Sorry if that offends you.)

"Imagine that there's a God who brings about the world and creates the world, but does it maliciously, because he wants human beings to suffer." ~AA Suffering Makes God's Existence Unlikely "Could God have made it such that animals were all herbivores instead of carnivores and omnivores?" "We're talking about animals who are predated on from the moment that they begin existence." (If you know about Loosh and "Far Journeys" by Robert Monroe, these points should all ring a bell. But this discussion was NOT about Loosh. Fascinating debate.) 1 Atheist vs 25 Christians (feat. Alex O'Connor) | Surrounded Christian Tim: "Okay, so my first question to start out with is: What exactly about suffering makes this unlikely, on the condition that God exists?" Atheist Alex (AA): "I think that if God is all-loving, then he probably wouldn't want his creatures to suffer. And so, I think that the fact that they do suffer makes his existence less likely." Tim: "Okay, perfect. And is there some specific aspect of suffering that you're particularly honing in on, horrendous or whatever that is?" Alex: "In particular, non-human animal suffering. Because I think that Christianity has a celebrated tradition of theodicies, trying to explain why suffering exists: human free will, the development of the soul, higher-order goods. All of this kind of stuff. None of which apply to the suffering of non-human animals." Tim: "Have you heard of the Axiological Expectation Mismatch Problem?" Alex: "I have not." Tim: "Okay, so, philosophers of religion have started to understand that the thing that actually generates a problem between God and suffering is actually the value system you attach to the very attribute of perfect lovingness. Because the problem of evil is an internal critique, you have to look at a very specific version of theism and how it defines perfect lovingness. I want to present to you a version where my version of perfect lovingness does not actually constitute a problem and a misalignment, that mismatch between the suffering of animals - let's just say, the profusion of suffering of animals - and existence of God." Alex: "So let's hear it. What kind of God are we imagining that would allow and oversee and do nothing to prevent billions of years of untold animal suffering?" (There's no justification for all of the suffering that animals go through and it's borderline comical (if it wasn't so sad) to see Christians trying to come up with reasons to justify it.) Tim: "Right. So you're talking about non-prevention." Alex: "Or setting up the system that is natural selection, such that it relies upon things like predation and disease." (This is straight out of the Loosh chapter.) Tim: "Well, the first part is, I don't agree with the whole setting up the system part. So I'm not one of those theists that believes that God does this select and pick idea of creating worlds. I don't think that God actually creates worlds. I think that God lets worlds develop, according in a certain way. But because God can oversee an overarching narrative, he knows exactly how he can redeem anything." Alex: "Could God have made it such that animals were all herbivores instead of carnivores and omnivores?" Tim: "Yes, he could totally do that." Alex: "So had he done that, here's an instant way to reduce, by orders of magnitude, the amount of suffering that exists." (But then there would be no Loosh! I don't know if Loosh is a real thing, but if it IS, it would explain lot of things on this planet.) Tim: "Right, but hold on. That's, particularly, assuming a value theory, already, that I haven't told you I'm adopting, that has a problem with evil. So I have to give you my value theory first, for you to show that misalignment." Alex: "Okay, let's hear it." Tim: "Perfect, okay. So my value theory says that the most important thing about a sentient creature is not what merely happens to them, it's about the total timeline of their life and how and where their life permanently ends. Meaning, if you were to judge an author of a narrative, and the first few chapters, let's say, there's a lot of bad things happening, but the end ends with this crescendo where there's victoriousness, there's redemption, there's beauty. And everyone in the story actually endorses their entire existence that they live. They can look at the total timeline, and they actually each subjectively come to the conclusion, 'I'm glad I was made and I totally see what my suffering was for.' That's the particular I'm using with. Like John Hicks says, we have to judge the very nature of God's lovingness by what he does in the end, not these few time slices that we observe right now. For you to show that there's a problem, you have to show, to me, that the suffering of animals cannot be transformed, are intrinsically cut off from being transformed into a life that they will endorse. There's a couple of theses on the table." Alex: "So are you talking about the end of their life, as in their end of life on Earth, or are you talking about the afterlife?" Tim: "Antemortem, postmortem (before and after death)." (So once that animal, that suffered needlessly for most of their life, gets to the afterlife, they'll understand there was a reason for it. Really?) Alex: "Okay. Because if you're just talking about life on Earth, then I would say that if you had an author writing a book and a character. If we were trying to figure out the relationship between that author and the person in the book, and that person in the book shows up for five seconds in the first chapter, and is a child who almost immediately dies of cancer in an incredibly painful way. And there's no development, there's no sort of bring back to life, and suddenly everyone's grateful for it. It is just this miserable, tragic experience. "And I ask, well, what did the author, not want to do for the story of the book, but want to do for that character? I think it would be pretty damning. And also, when it comes to animals, we're talking about animals who are predated on from the moment that they begin existence." Tim: "Absolutely." Alex: "They sort of have disease. Zebras, when they're killed by lions, are often too big to be killed instantly, so they die over minutes with their windpipes caught in the jaws of a lion. How can this be developing, a zebra, which, by the way, probably doesn't even have the same kind of first-person conscious experience that humans do in order to sort of rationalize an abstract and learn from their sort of past and morally develop in that way? They just suffer. And what kind of God could oversee this?" Tim:"Okay, so there's a lot of assumptions on the table. Again, you're assuming a particular value system that I'm not laying out." Alex: "I'll tell you what I'm assuming here. What I'm assuming here is that a good God would not allow unnecessary suffering to obtain. Would you agree with that?" Tim: "We can talk about unnecessary suffering. We're talking about the justifying norms for suffering. You're saying it has to be in terms of necessity. Which is, an evil is only authorizable, by God, if it's in connection to a greater good or prevention of a greater evil, correct?" Alex: "If there's some kind of justification for allowing that sort of thing." Tim: "Yeah, but you're saying it's a necessary connection. Why...what's the term necessity...?" Alex: "Perhaps I should say unjustified instead of unnecessary." Tim: "Okay, so we both agree. I do not believe that God can authorize or justify unjustified suffering." Alex: "Okay, so tell me how that example that I gave you, the deer with its leg, starving, is justified?" Tim: "Because it's intrinsically redeemable. And the norms I'm working with is not this necessity condition that you're working with. Mine is about redeemable suffering, redeemability, or what we call, feasibility." Alex: "For the deer?" Tim: "If that suffering can be defeated within the creature's life. And I'll define what I mean by defeat, which is that they can, retroactively, look back at what they went through and integrate it into their life history, where they look at their life..." Alex: "I have to interrupt, because the example I gave you is one where the deer dies." Tim: "Yes, the deer dies. But here's the thing. You're probably talking about, this post-mortem example, I'm gonna put one thesis on the table: There's two philosophers that defend exactly what this goes through. One defends that animals will be given a martyrdom status. Well, God will be able to present himself in a way to animals in the afterlife, such that, in the same way you could give praise to a dog and a dog emotionally recognizes that he's loved, and that his life is worth living, right? To these animals that suffered like that, there's one view on the table, which is that God will give them a praiseworthy status where they will be able to actually..." (Bending over backwards to justify the suffering of animals. The deer will learn why he/she had to go through all of that when they die and God explains it and praises the animal for what they went though. Ridiculous, IMO.) Alex: "So can we talk about that claim? Because these animals are suffering for what? I mean, God might cause them to suffer..." Tim: "It's not means to ends." Alex: "God might cause them to suffer a bunch, and then essentially redeem them in the afterlife. But what for? Like, why do this? If I were to punch you in the face and then give you $20,000 afterwards, you might be grateful for the $20,000, but why couldn't I just give you the $20,000?" Tim: "We'll see. So that's assuming. So I saw your debate with Trent..." Alex: "Good stuff." ~ Christian Hayden (Not Hayden Christiansen) : "Would you say that theism or atheism better account for the idea that suffering exists and a purpose for it?" Alex: "It depends exactly what you mean. Because, of course, you might say that the world itself is more expected on theism, and since suffering needs the existence of the world, that it's theism. But granted the existence of a material world, let's say, I think atheism." Hayden: "Okay. Why does suffering exist at all? In an atheistic worldview, what is the cause of suffering?" Alex: "Oh, well, because, however life began, it developed through a series of natural selection, which requires animals to develop senses that they wish to avoid in order to be more likely to survive. And that's why pain receptors evolve in a world where not all of these pains are actually going to kill us, we're left with situations left with situations in which we're in a lot of pain but don't end up dying for it." Hayden: "Would you agree that consciousness is necessary for suffering?" Alex: "I would say probably, yeah." Hayden: "Does atheism account for consciousness?" Alex: "Yes, that's what I was talking about a moment ago. Perhaps not, maybe theism accounts better for consciousness than atheism does." Hayden: "Okay. So if there is no consciousness, there is no suffering? Is that right?" Alex: "That's probably true, yeah." Hayden: "So, if atheism cannot account for consciousness, then it cannot account for suffering. Would you agree with that?" Alex: "So I think what we're doing here is we're sort of slightly shifting the goal posts. If you don't want to grant the existence of the material world before we start talking about this, we can do an argument from consciousness. But then we need to debate whether consciousness is more...it is explicable on atheism. "What I'm going to say is this: Consciousness may seem to imply the existence of a conscious creator of the Universe. We're here talking about, I suppose we're talking about Christianity. The claim was about God. But the God that you believe in, let's say, if we grant that there is a creator deity who sort of brings about the universe of conscious creatures... Have you ever heard of the evil-god hypothesis that Stephen Law popularized?" Hayden: No, tell me it." Alex: "So the idea is that like, imagine that there's a God who brings about the world and creates the world, but does it maliciously, because he wants human beings to suffer. He brings about a world in order so that human beings will suffer, right? That seems like a plausible hypothesis. And even if you think that consciousness points towards God, the kind of God that a lot of Christians think is a sort of necessary quality of God, which is to be all-loving, might not have to apply here." (I know he wasn't talking soul-trap theory and Loosh, but it sounds just like it.) Hayden: "If Christianity were true, is it plausible that suffering is necessary for God's purpose, for his creation?" Alex: "If Christianity is true, then I think it must be necessary, because there'd be no other explanation for it." Hayden: "So we're not talking about whether or not Christianity is true..." Alex: "But if you're asking me if it's plausible that Christianity is true and therefore suffering is necessary, I would say probably not. Because I don't think suffering should be necessary or could be necessary." Hayden: "In an atheistic worldview, I would agree with you. It makes no sense at all." Alex: "So can I ask you why then, if God exists and wants to come to know everybody, and wants to love everybody and does so for the sake of human beings, why he chose to imbue the world with so much suffering that is at least, seemingly, completely inexplicable?" Hayden: "Are you a father?" Alec: "No." Hayden: "I'm a father. I want my son to become just like I am, better than I am, I should say. I want him to become the best that he can be. Is it possible for him to become, to reach his potential, without suffering in his life?" Alex: "Perhaps not, but there's two..." Hayden: "So suffering is necessary." Alex: "There are a few things I want to say. Firstly, that kind of moral development doesn't apply to non-human animals, as I've already said, right?" Hayden: "Why not?" Alex: "That does not account for the brutal death of animals in the wild. Also if - I don't want to talk about your son, because it's tragic to think about, but - somebody else's son has suffered and died immediately as a result of that suffering, they don't get to develop in the same way." Hayden: "I would agree that on a micro level, it's very hard to justify. And we can ask the question, 'Why doesn't God intervene on all of these sufferings?" (Exactly. And that's the Christian making the point.) Alex: "You might be able to justify an amount of suffering, right? But the fact that there's so much gratuitous suffering in the world is what I think makes God's existence unlikely. There are some instances where maybe a certain amount of suffering brings about a certain amount of good in a situation. That, by the way, would count as a justification. But when a child dies of leukemia... And they'e dead." Hayden: "Could there be a purpose to it? What if the death of the child brings their parents to God?" Alex: "Then perhaps...then the parents should be grateful that their child got leukemia because it's doing the will of the Lord." Hayden: "Not necessarily." Alex: "That seems obscene to me." (Yep. What if the death of their child caused the grandmother to have a nervous breakdown, the mom to be riddled with guilt her entire life, and the father to go off the rails? That's my family, by the way. Before I was born, my 8-year-old sister was killed when my mom's car was stuck on the railroad tracks and the train hit the car. Seeing people trying to justify that as God's will or offering up reasons to justify it (as several people have done on here) is really sad. Sorry if that offends you.)

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