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Caleb Hammer goes off on guest after she calls Tinder date a creep for wanting to hook up. Guest: So because I was in Austin, I’m like, “Oh, let me get Tinder again to explore the area with an attractive male.” He lowkey followed me up to my hotel room. Caleb Hammer: Who? Guest: This guy from Tinder. Caleb Hammer: You met a random guy from Tinder the moment you landed in Austin? Guest: No, I did some things by myself. I actually was like going to try to just find somebody like, “Oh, let’s go to a nice food spot or something.” I’ve never been here. Caleb Hammer: Okay, so you met… Guest: Yes. Caleb Hammer: …a man… Guest: Yes. Caleb Hammer: Okay. Guest: …and then he was trying to hook up with me and I was like, “No, I’m not like that anymore.” And then I lowkey kicked him out. Caleb Hammer: This is… this is so interesting. Ladies and gentlemen, have you followed what she just said? I’m going to show you, unfortunately, the modern young woman in grand display. She went around with a lot of guys and hooked up. Okay, that’s good. She consented to it, they consented to it. Then she flew here in Austin, chose to meet up with a guy, the guy wanted to hook up, and she just made him sound like a creep for coming with her to the hotel and trying to hook up. Guest: Well, we were walking around in public and then I’m like, “Oh, do you want to walk me…” Like, he was just standing there near me at the elevators. I’m like, “Are you going to walk me up?” And he’s like, “I don’t care.” And then I was like, “I’m just going to go,” and he just followed me a bit. Caleb Hammer: Do you not understand what you just said? You were like, “Do you…” You wanted him to walk you up and stuff. Guest: I didn’t! I was just trying to go up. Caleb Hammer: What did you just… You are the modern young woman! You guys are broken. The moment you guys want to hook up, it’s totally good. But if a guy wants to hook up, it’s creepy and weird. You know you can just say no and move on with your life.

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Riley Reid says she was put in an UNCOMFORTABLE situation on a David Dobrik YouTube video where she had to play up her persona and nearly ended up in a room with a guy, but she shut it down over STD TESTING Adam22 (host): Never gonna be like, “Hey, let’s do anal. Hey, let’s do bondage. Let me, let’s, let’s whip each other, you know?” Riley Reid: “sometimes I get put on in situations like when I did David Dobrik’s YouTube video. He’s, has a camera on me and he goes, he’s like, ‘Oh, do you think, my friend Dom is hot?’ And I was like, ‘Yeah, he’s cute.’ He’s like, ‘Would you kiss him?’ And I was like, ‘Yeah, I’d kiss him.’ He Yeah, he’s hot.” Adam22: Because that was the one where you acted like you were gonna bang him, right? And then you didn’t do it, right? Riley Reid: “I didn’t, I didn’t even want to.” Adam22: But is it presented like you did in the video? Riley Reid: “Yeah. Well, so the whole video is presented, and it was like under so much pressure ‘cause I’m, I also, I’m in a room of like twelve people, playing up this Riley Reid persona, filming this David Dobrik video, and he’s, and he’s like this, like, icon person. So much that I don’t fucking care. So I kiss him, and then he’s like, ‘Would you fuck him?’ And I was like, ‘Yeah, again,’ playing up Riley Reid persona. And then he’s like, ‘Would you fuck him right now?’ And I was like, ‘Uh…’ And then they’re like, ‘Okay, like, let’s go into the room.’ And they like, they basically like pushed me into a room with him, and- He starts like talking to me about wanting to do stuff and everything, and I was like, ‘Oh, fuck, fuck, fuck,’ and I asked him, ‘I was like, when’s the last time you were tested?’ And they were also talking about how he just had a threesome like the night before or something. And he was like, ‘I haven’t been tested in like three weeks or something.’ And I was like, ........’” “And so like, and I felt so lucky that he didn’t get tested, ‘cause then I got to end the video on such a beautiful, positive note, because I was like, ‘Guess what? He could have fucked me if he was tested, but he’s not, so make sure you get your STD tests. Ding, you know, like Riley Reid for the win.’ Like my Riley Reid persona that I was like, I felt so uncomfortable, but like I, I tried to find a way around it and it, I ended up making it work for me, but like, even not on porn, I was put in this uncomfortable situation because I do porn.....” “it’s like when I show up onto set, I know who I’m fucking, yeah, and like who’s the camera guy, like I know everything that’s fucking going on, so it’s like, whoa, like you’re throwing me into something like you, you don’t know what porn’s like, and I know everything I’m, like, before we shoot a scene, I sit down with my guy and I’m like, okay, like, what positions are we doing I want it to flow.”

Dunmola♋

265,205 views • 1 month ago

🚨 Rick Harrison (Pawn Stars) with a cool story about Trump. “Donald Trump is the most amazing man on the planet. When Biden was president and my son died, Biden didn't call me, but Trump did. OD'd from fentanyl. I blame Biden and the entire administration. They let that stuff in the country. People have always asked me what's my favorite Trump story. 2018, I was supposed to introduce him at a rally here in Vegas. So, you know, I show up and I go to go backstage. And mind you, Trump wasn't there yet. He was still on the road. Secret Service goes, not on the list. And they threw me into the public at a Trump rally. Oh yeah. And I was getting mobs. We ended up having to leave. You know, I was pissed. I was so pissed that when I dropped my son off at home, you know what, I'm gonna go to the bar. I'm gonna have a drink or two. I'm gonna go calm down. Right as I'm leaving the house, Senator Heller's number pops back up on my phone in my truck. Like I said, he knows my voice. He knows my mouth. So he just goes, Rick, before you say a word, the president would like to talk to you. And Trump gets on the phone and goes, Rick, I just want to say I am sorry. The White House staff works for me. They screwed up. That means it's my fault. I'm sorry. Please come back down to the convention center. It's the president. You have to say yes. Okay. Like, I'm like, yes, sir. I don't know how I'm going to get there because most of the roads are closed around the convention center, but I am on my way right now. So I turn around, grab my son. We're driving down there, I got an odd phone number pops up in my truck. And I go like, Mr. Harrison, I'm the head of the Secret Service in D.C. We have the Las Vegas Under Sheriff and the White House staff. We're all on the phone right here. The big guy says, get you to the convention center. And they go, when you get to Decatur, stop at the light. Whether the light is red or green, flash your headlights. I get there, the light was green. People are honking at me. I just stop, flash my headlights. 8 cop cars come out of nowhere. I get a call, follow us. And my 15-year-old son is going like, Dad, who do you know? He's like, you're the coolest dude. A few people, but this is like extreme. It's just, it's a pretty cool story.”
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🚨 Rick Harrison (Pawn Stars) with a cool story about Trump. “Donald Trump is the most amazing man on the planet. When Biden was president and my son died, Biden didn't call me, but Trump did. OD'd from fentanyl. I blame Biden and the entire administration. They let that stuff in the country. People have always asked me what's my favorite Trump story. 2018, I was supposed to introduce him at a rally here in Vegas. So, you know, I show up and I go to go backstage. And mind you, Trump wasn't there yet. He was still on the road. Secret Service goes, not on the list. And they threw me into the public at a Trump rally. Oh yeah. And I was getting mobs. We ended up having to leave. You know, I was pissed. I was so pissed that when I dropped my son off at home, you know what, I'm gonna go to the bar. I'm gonna have a drink or two. I'm gonna go calm down. Right as I'm leaving the house, Senator Heller's number pops back up on my phone in my truck. Like I said, he knows my voice. He knows my mouth. So he just goes, Rick, before you say a word, the president would like to talk to you. And Trump gets on the phone and goes, Rick, I just want to say I am sorry. The White House staff works for me. They screwed up. That means it's my fault. I'm sorry. Please come back down to the convention center. It's the president. You have to say yes. Okay. Like, I'm like, yes, sir. I don't know how I'm going to get there because most of the roads are closed around the convention center, but I am on my way right now. So I turn around, grab my son. We're driving down there, I got an odd phone number pops up in my truck. And I go like, Mr. Harrison, I'm the head of the Secret Service in D.C. We have the Las Vegas Under Sheriff and the White House staff. We're all on the phone right here. The big guy says, get you to the convention center. And they go, when you get to Decatur, stop at the light. Whether the light is red or green, flash your headlights. I get there, the light was green. People are honking at me. I just stop, flash my headlights. 8 cop cars come out of nowhere. I get a call, follow us. And my 15-year-old son is going like, Dad, who do you know? He's like, you're the coolest dude. A few people, but this is like extreme. It's just, it's a pretty cool story.”

Gunther Eagleman™

1,026,701 views • 6 months ago

ＢＬＡＺＥ ＯＦ ＦＵＲＹ I slam down on the little shrimp with the full, earth-shaking tonnage of my colossal bulk. His puny frame flattens like a stomped roach beneath me, and a vicious snap cuts the air as his lungs cough up a sad, broken yelp. It’s fuckin’ wild how his skinny, fragile build sets my blood ablaze—like a brittle twig trembling beneath my hulking, boulder-like chest, begging to be crushed. My pecs squash him flat, mashing his mug into the mat with skull-shattering might. I smack my cock against the twin curves of his ass and grind it awake along their sculpted swell. My hips pound his dainty backside, even as he squirms, tensing and trying to buck me off. His pathetic fuckin’ resistance melts like butter under my sheer dominance—nothing but a sorry little twitch-fest. My junk roars to life faster than a souped-up dragster. I’m a goddamn bulldozer rolling over this fuckin’ worthless speck. I jerk up a couple inches and smash back down hard. A nasty crack rips from his guts under my brutal hammering, but all he’s got left is a faint gasp as the air ditches him. I drag myself slow, pulverizing him into the mat with every fiber of my strength, and growl in his ear: “Wrestle, runt!” I hoist my bulk up a hair, and the wimp starts thrashing under me. He knows I get off on his flailing fight—I crave those desperate, doomed swings. His mousy muscles got no shot at budging me, but even half-dead, he’s hell-bent on lighting my fuse. His tiny bum rubs my dick like mad, sparking like a match on rough timber. My member’s pulsing, primed to pay him back. Wielding my titanic bulk like a sledgehammer, I unleash a savage pounding on him. My gut slams him down with crushing weight. Every hit’s meaner than the last, sinking him deeper into the mat. His wriggling quits cold, his body caving to my relentless beatdown. The hardest blows grind his bones to dust, but he’s silent now—just ragged breaths forced out by my strikes. Conscious? Who gives a shit. After a dozen ruthless smacks, I flop onto him. His frail frame is scorching from the thrashing I dished out. My gargantuan mass locks him in place—no squirming, no breathing, nada. He’s mine to break, and my sheer heft could snuff him out for good. But I ain’t done—my cock’s howling for more. I peel off him. The shrimp wheezes, clawing for air, fumbling his wrecked shell. I give him a sec to pull it together—the grand finale’s coming. He knows a stiff corpse won’t rev my engine. I hiss in his ear: “Flip over!” Battered to hell, he still spins onto his back like a whipped little shit. He wouldn’t dream of crossing me—fear and heat tangle in his eyes as my monstrous shadow looms. I reward his obedience by slamming down full-force. His chest plate cracks, ribs splinter. My meat smacks his steel-hard cock with a loud thwack. The twisted little freak loves it. I’ve flattened him helpless again, and my shaft drinks in his agony. I grind it against his dick, mashing his lean torso with my thick, beefy bulk. His ribcage buckles as I lean in hard. His feebleness and frailty stoke my sadistic blaze. “Wrestle!” I snarl, easing up an inch to let him fan my flames. He tries to fight back—he knows every twitch stokes my fire. He’s desperate to keep me happy; he’s seen what happens to uppity punks who don’t. He don’t want that smoke. His beat-up, aching husk battles to please me. He’s so goddamn insignificant—my junk’s a live grenade. The big finish is close. I start ramming him for real with my cock, fuckin’ banging him into oblivion. My loins grind into his core with full throttle. Our tools collide, sizzling like live wires. My titan’s bulk pounds and smashes the runt under my brutal girth, raging harder each blow. His flopping fades fast, my crushing hits paralyzing him. He’s got no choice but to bow to my beastly fury. His shell cracks under my onslaught—too flimsy to take it. Bones groan and give, sinking with my blows. He’s gotta be out cold, but his stiffy’s trembling, ready to blow. I dive at him with unhinged rage, ready to tear him apart. His delicate rig shatters for good, bones snapping like brittle straw. My cock erupts like a damn volcano, and his tags along. Our gear’s drenched, dripping with heat. I unload again with feral power, roaring deep from my gut, and collapse, winded, on his smashed-up wreck. Our juices meld through the fabric like molten lava rivers. I sprawl over him, catching my breath. He’s pitifully small and breakable, the little shit. The shrimp’s out, his pretty face calm—miles from the fuckin’ hell he just ate. He nailed his role and served me right. I growl low, a sated beast’s rumble: “Good boy, you little fuck.”
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ＢＬＡＺＥ ＯＦ ＦＵＲＹ I slam down on the little shrimp with the full, earth-shaking tonnage of my colossal bulk. His puny frame flattens like a stomped roach beneath me, and a vicious snap cuts the air as his lungs cough up a sad, broken yelp. It’s fuckin’ wild how his skinny, fragile build sets my blood ablaze—like a brittle twig trembling beneath my hulking, boulder-like chest, begging to be crushed. My pecs squash him flat, mashing his mug into the mat with skull-shattering might. I smack my cock against the twin curves of his ass and grind it awake along their sculpted swell. My hips pound his dainty backside, even as he squirms, tensing and trying to buck me off. His pathetic fuckin’ resistance melts like butter under my sheer dominance—nothing but a sorry little twitch-fest. My junk roars to life faster than a souped-up dragster. I’m a goddamn bulldozer rolling over this fuckin’ worthless speck. I jerk up a couple inches and smash back down hard. A nasty crack rips from his guts under my brutal hammering, but all he’s got left is a faint gasp as the air ditches him. I drag myself slow, pulverizing him into the mat with every fiber of my strength, and growl in his ear: “Wrestle, runt!” I hoist my bulk up a hair, and the wimp starts thrashing under me. He knows I get off on his flailing fight—I crave those desperate, doomed swings. His mousy muscles got no shot at budging me, but even half-dead, he’s hell-bent on lighting my fuse. His tiny bum rubs my dick like mad, sparking like a match on rough timber. My member’s pulsing, primed to pay him back. Wielding my titanic bulk like a sledgehammer, I unleash a savage pounding on him. My gut slams him down with crushing weight. Every hit’s meaner than the last, sinking him deeper into the mat. His wriggling quits cold, his body caving to my relentless beatdown. The hardest blows grind his bones to dust, but he’s silent now—just ragged breaths forced out by my strikes. Conscious? Who gives a shit. After a dozen ruthless smacks, I flop onto him. His frail frame is scorching from the thrashing I dished out. My gargantuan mass locks him in place—no squirming, no breathing, nada. He’s mine to break, and my sheer heft could snuff him out for good. But I ain’t done—my cock’s howling for more. I peel off him. The shrimp wheezes, clawing for air, fumbling his wrecked shell. I give him a sec to pull it together—the grand finale’s coming. He knows a stiff corpse won’t rev my engine. I hiss in his ear: “Flip over!” Battered to hell, he still spins onto his back like a whipped little shit. He wouldn’t dream of crossing me—fear and heat tangle in his eyes as my monstrous shadow looms. I reward his obedience by slamming down full-force. His chest plate cracks, ribs splinter. My meat smacks his steel-hard cock with a loud thwack. The twisted little freak loves it. I’ve flattened him helpless again, and my shaft drinks in his agony. I grind it against his dick, mashing his lean torso with my thick, beefy bulk. His ribcage buckles as I lean in hard. His feebleness and frailty stoke my sadistic blaze. “Wrestle!” I snarl, easing up an inch to let him fan my flames. He tries to fight back—he knows every twitch stokes my fire. He’s desperate to keep me happy; he’s seen what happens to uppity punks who don’t. He don’t want that smoke. His beat-up, aching husk battles to please me. He’s so goddamn insignificant—my junk’s a live grenade. The big finish is close. I start ramming him for real with my cock, fuckin’ banging him into oblivion. My loins grind into his core with full throttle. Our tools collide, sizzling like live wires. My titan’s bulk pounds and smashes the runt under my brutal girth, raging harder each blow. His flopping fades fast, my crushing hits paralyzing him. He’s got no choice but to bow to my beastly fury. His shell cracks under my onslaught—too flimsy to take it. Bones groan and give, sinking with my blows. He’s gotta be out cold, but his stiffy’s trembling, ready to blow. I dive at him with unhinged rage, ready to tear him apart. His delicate rig shatters for good, bones snapping like brittle straw. My cock erupts like a damn volcano, and his tags along. Our gear’s drenched, dripping with heat. I unload again with feral power, roaring deep from my gut, and collapse, winded, on his smashed-up wreck. Our juices meld through the fabric like molten lava rivers. I sprawl over him, catching my breath. He’s pitifully small and breakable, the little shit. The shrimp’s out, his pretty face calm—miles from the fuckin’ hell he just ate. He nailed his role and served me right. I growl low, a sated beast’s rumble: “Good boy, you little fuck.”

No Limits Wrestling 🔞 brutal gay fetish fiction

11,681 views • 1 year ago

🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸 I sat and watched the Republican Midterm Convention, and I am telling you right now — I have never seen anything like it in my life. 🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸 President Donald J. Trump stood before that arena and spoke for nearly two hours, and he did not just speak — he commanded. He owned that stage. He owned that room. He owned every single heart beating inside those walls. The cheers crashed like waves. The standing ovations came so often you lost count. There was not one dull second — not one! It was two hours of pure, unbridled electricity, filled with laughter, cheers, and a love for this country that you could feel in your bones. He reminded us — with that iron conviction that only he has — how his administration says it moved quickly to secure the southern border. He talked about rebuilding the wall and his push to stop illegal crossings. He talked about deporting criminal illegal aliens and his focus on American jobs for American workers. He talked about removing criminals who have harmed American citizens. He talked about his administration's efforts to fight fentanyl and the drug crisis affecting our children. He spoke about opposing communism on American soil — and he meant every syllable. He spoke about what he called the largest tax cut in American history. He promised no tax on tips. No tax on overtime. And the arena exploded — people on their feet, cheering, clapping, tears in their eyes. He talked about his push to lower gas prices. Again — standing ovation. Again — the roar of a people who finally feel heard. For almost two hours, he stood there and gave us everything. And the crowd stayed with him. When he finally said goodbye and walked off that stage, the entire place rose as one — thundering, cheering, honoring a man who had just poured his heart out. I have to admit it — watching a man captivate an audience like that, for that long, with that much fire and that much love, was something I will carry with me forever. This man loves America. And America loves him right back. I had lost faith. I will say it plain — I had lost faith that we could win the midterms. But after last night, that man gave me hope. Real hope. He promised to campaign personally for Republicans across the country. If anybody can help save the midterms, it is him. This was billed as the first midterm convention of its kind. The stadium was packed — people standing outside just to be near it. Organizers said the Dallas 2026 Host Committee raised millions in just weeks to fund this two-day gathering. That is not just money. That is movement. That is momentum. That is America fighting back. Did you watch it? Because I need to know — did you feel what I felt?
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🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸 I sat and watched the Republican Midterm Convention, and I am telling you right now — I have never seen anything like it in my life. 🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸 President Donald J. Trump stood before that arena and spoke for nearly two hours, and he did not just speak — he commanded. He owned that stage. He owned that room. He owned every single heart beating inside those walls. The cheers crashed like waves. The standing ovations came so often you lost count. There was not one dull second — not one! It was two hours of pure, unbridled electricity, filled with laughter, cheers, and a love for this country that you could feel in your bones. He reminded us — with that iron conviction that only he has — how his administration says it moved quickly to secure the southern border. He talked about rebuilding the wall and his push to stop illegal crossings. He talked about deporting criminal illegal aliens and his focus on American jobs for American workers. He talked about removing criminals who have harmed American citizens. He talked about his administration's efforts to fight fentanyl and the drug crisis affecting our children. He spoke about opposing communism on American soil — and he meant every syllable. He spoke about what he called the largest tax cut in American history. He promised no tax on tips. No tax on overtime. And the arena exploded — people on their feet, cheering, clapping, tears in their eyes. He talked about his push to lower gas prices. Again — standing ovation. Again — the roar of a people who finally feel heard. For almost two hours, he stood there and gave us everything. And the crowd stayed with him. When he finally said goodbye and walked off that stage, the entire place rose as one — thundering, cheering, honoring a man who had just poured his heart out. I have to admit it — watching a man captivate an audience like that, for that long, with that much fire and that much love, was something I will carry with me forever. This man loves America. And America loves him right back. I had lost faith. I will say it plain — I had lost faith that we could win the midterms. But after last night, that man gave me hope. Real hope. He promised to campaign personally for Republicans across the country. If anybody can help save the midterms, it is him. This was billed as the first midterm convention of its kind. The stadium was packed — people standing outside just to be near it. Organizers said the Dallas 2026 Host Committee raised millions in just weeks to fund this two-day gathering. That is not just money. That is movement. That is momentum. That is America fighting back. Did you watch it? Because I need to know — did you feel what I felt?

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67,021 views • 25 days ago

🚨 PLEASE SHARE FAR & WIDE 🚨 Another Romanian who is allegedly the Aunt of Cristina Andries ( Dave Mooney's partner ) Who loves flaunting her materialistic possessions just like her rotten niece🇮🇪 Listen to Mooney alluding to a big connection to the Gardaí & having Irish Mother's & Father's ( including myself ) who exposed the greedy rat bastard targeted by political policing so he could get on with making millions from the ruination of OUR HOME while placing Irish women & children in the gravest of danger🇮🇪 MARK MY WORDS TRUE & RIGHTEOUS JUSTICE WILL FIND YOU ALL🇮🇪 Special shout out to South Dublin Says NO & to Philip Dwyer & such an unsung hero in my book who has given up so much of her precious time & taken massive risks for her personal safety & did it without a second thought because her only motive is what's best for éiRe & her precious family. TC we absolutely love you pal💚🤍🧡 Credit video The Irish Zone 🇮🇪 🦌 Thank you my brother 🇮🇪🤝🇮🇪
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🚨 PLEASE SHARE FAR & WIDE 🚨 Another Romanian who is allegedly the Aunt of Cristina Andries ( Dave Mooney's partner ) Who loves flaunting her materialistic possessions just like her rotten niece🇮🇪 Listen to Mooney alluding to a big connection to the Gardaí & having Irish Mother's & Father's ( including myself ) who exposed the greedy rat bastard targeted by political policing so he could get on with making millions from the ruination of OUR HOME while placing Irish women & children in the gravest of danger🇮🇪 MARK MY WORDS TRUE & RIGHTEOUS JUSTICE WILL FIND YOU ALL🇮🇪 Special shout out to South Dublin Says NO & to Philip Dwyer & such an unsung hero in my book who has given up so much of her precious time & taken massive risks for her personal safety & did it without a second thought because her only motive is what's best for éiRe & her precious family. TC we absolutely love you pal💚🤍🧡 Credit video The Irish Zone 🇮🇪 🦌 Thank you my brother 🇮🇪🤝🇮🇪

Fergus (Ferg) Power

13,275 views • 1 year ago

I have a story about addiction from a different perspective. A story where recovery was not possible. I have one sibling. An older brother. Everyone loved him. It was easy to love him. He died 10 years ago. It was a horrible death that took him 20 years to accomplish, dragging everyone who loved him along the way. He was an amazing musician. He didn't read music. No lessons. Hand him any instrument, and he can play it. He had a big heart. He was easily the funniest person I've ever known. And he is the only other human being who speaks fluent movie-script-quotes with precision and skill. But alcohol took over in his mid-20s. Bam Margera is just 2 years younger than my brother. He reminds me of my brother *so* much. Everything Bam and his family went through with his addiction is what my brother and family went through. My brother left high school because he was a gifted songwriter and musician. Bam left because he was a gifted skater. My brother was really into editing and producing films, and so is Bam. When Ryan Dunn died, and Bam went off the deep end, I was watching my brother do the same thing every time a strong emotion hit him, and he simply didn't know what to do with it. My brother was so beautiful on the outside, yet unrecognizable at the end. I can not tell you how many times my brother would go missing. Hundreds of times. He would sometimes go missing for up to a week. Then we'd get a call from the police or a hospital. Usually, the hospital would be first because he'd be near death. Then they would keep him on a 5150 at a mental health facility. Then he would come home. One time, he chased me with a knife in his hand, screaming he was going to kill me as I was running out of my parents' home on a cordless phone dialing 911. I found a fifth of vodka in his room and poured it down the drain. He went looking for it 20 minutes later, and it was empty...and I told him I poured it out. When I was 24 years old, I landed my first job that came with an office. My name was outside of it. I was stoked. I worked my ass off to get there. But there was no happiness at that time in my life. I remember my father calling me at work, sitting in that office, to say he was coming to pick me up because he knew where my brother, who had been missing for 4 days, was. The credit card he stole from my mother showed he was at a little oceanfront motel 10 minutes away. And I remember thinking to myself on the way over there...I have to open the motel room door. I can't let my dad see him hanging. It will destroy his life. I told my dad to wait about 10 feet to my left, and I opened the door, and there was my brother fashioning a sheet into a noose. Another time he went missing, and they found him on the roof of a building with the inside of his arms slashed from elbow to wrist, just lying in a pool of blood. Dark shit. Both of the insides of his arms were mutilated from being sliced open so many times. At least 30, if not more. He stopped wearing short-sleeved shirts in public about 10 years before he died. He got to the point of seizures when he withdrew and had alcohol-related dementia for the last 3 years of his life, which would come and go. Then one day, after 2 decades, he called my parents and said something was wrong. My parents went over to his place, ended up calling 911, the ambulance got there, and he started walking outside with assistance from paramedics and collapsed. In front of my parents. He was rushed to the hospital. I had not seen my brother for the last 9 years of his life. He disowned me. Because he felt he had to. He killed my dog when he got drunk 9 years before he died. No one knows if he meant to or not, he was so wasted. He couldn't face me after that. So he disowned me. And a piece of my heart died the day he did it. I talked to my parents right before they left to see what was wrong that day. The last thing I said to my dad was, "Do not let him die without me having an opportunity to say goodbye." My dad called me from the er 2 hours later and said, "You should come over now. He won't know you're here." When I got there, I was shocked at what I saw. He wasn't the right color. He was in a coma. Severe internal bleeding. On life support. It was jarring even after seeing him in a much similar state hundreds of times for such a long time. He was taken to the ICU 3 hours later, where they would transfuse blood by the bag damn near constantly, and it just shot out of his nose. It was bloody. A lot of blood. After about 6 hours, I told my parents to go home and get some rest. I would stay with him. And I talked to him like he was right there. Like one of the hundreds of pillow-fort slumber parties we had as kids. Like no time had passed, and his addiction never existed. I showed him pictures of my life over the past decade on my phone...just like he was there. But he wasn't there. And after 3 hours and extensive talks with several doctors and specialists, I had to make the decision to remove his life support. After my parents returned and said goodbye, I told them to wait out in the hall until he passed because I could not allow them to have the memory of him dying, and I returned to my brother's side, and said what I needed to say, bawling my heart out. I told them to turn off the machines, and I held him in my arms as he died. It took just over 7 minutes. And I just held him. I had Nine Inch Nails playing for him. One of his favorites thanks to Pretty Hate Machine. He was a fan for life after that. He was my best friend. But he was also someone I had to protect myself from if he was intoxicated. This is the end that usually becomes a reality for addicts and their families. Then there's someone like Bam Margera. He went to the same place my brother went to in his head. And he came back. Bam is one of the greatest comebacks ever and a story of recovery worth knowing. I see YouTube shorts of Bam skating again every day, and I'm so moved that I just sit here and cry. You can see his personality is back. You have no idea how rare that is. Their personality shows very little while they're in their addiction. Recovery stories are incredibly personal to so many people, including those who have gone through addiction with an addict because they love them so much...they'd see anything they had to see and endure anything they have to endure just to be there with them at their lowest point. Addicts are not monsters. The stuff they use to numb the pain they do not understand is the real monster. And when you put enough of that into a human being, they do things they would *never* do without it. People are not pure. We are more complex than that. We are good and bad. Light and dark. Right and wrong. Chaotic and serene. You will find that the answer to every question you have about life is usually "both" for a reason. Because one can not exist without the other. With recovery stories like Hunter Biden's and Bam Margera's out in the ether, more people will be less ignorant as to how this disease plays out, and that will do nothing but good for so many families struggling with this issue. Addiction isn't just for the addict. Addiction is for everyone who loves them, as well. It's just a different perspective of hell. So listen to recovery stories with renewed respect because most addicts end up the way it ended for the only sibling I'll ever have.
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I have a story about addiction from a different perspective. A story where recovery was not possible. I have one sibling. An older brother. Everyone loved him. It was easy to love him. He died 10 years ago. It was a horrible death that took him 20 years to accomplish, dragging everyone who loved him along the way. He was an amazing musician. He didn't read music. No lessons. Hand him any instrument, and he can play it. He had a big heart. He was easily the funniest person I've ever known. And he is the only other human being who speaks fluent movie-script-quotes with precision and skill. But alcohol took over in his mid-20s. Bam Margera is just 2 years younger than my brother. He reminds me of my brother *so* much. Everything Bam and his family went through with his addiction is what my brother and family went through. My brother left high school because he was a gifted songwriter and musician. Bam left because he was a gifted skater. My brother was really into editing and producing films, and so is Bam. When Ryan Dunn died, and Bam went off the deep end, I was watching my brother do the same thing every time a strong emotion hit him, and he simply didn't know what to do with it. My brother was so beautiful on the outside, yet unrecognizable at the end. I can not tell you how many times my brother would go missing. Hundreds of times. He would sometimes go missing for up to a week. Then we'd get a call from the police or a hospital. Usually, the hospital would be first because he'd be near death. Then they would keep him on a 5150 at a mental health facility. Then he would come home. One time, he chased me with a knife in his hand, screaming he was going to kill me as I was running out of my parents' home on a cordless phone dialing 911. I found a fifth of vodka in his room and poured it down the drain. He went looking for it 20 minutes later, and it was empty...and I told him I poured it out. When I was 24 years old, I landed my first job that came with an office. My name was outside of it. I was stoked. I worked my ass off to get there. But there was no happiness at that time in my life. I remember my father calling me at work, sitting in that office, to say he was coming to pick me up because he knew where my brother, who had been missing for 4 days, was. The credit card he stole from my mother showed he was at a little oceanfront motel 10 minutes away. And I remember thinking to myself on the way over there...I have to open the motel room door. I can't let my dad see him hanging. It will destroy his life. I told my dad to wait about 10 feet to my left, and I opened the door, and there was my brother fashioning a sheet into a noose. Another time he went missing, and they found him on the roof of a building with the inside of his arms slashed from elbow to wrist, just lying in a pool of blood. Dark shit. Both of the insides of his arms were mutilated from being sliced open so many times. At least 30, if not more. He stopped wearing short-sleeved shirts in public about 10 years before he died. He got to the point of seizures when he withdrew and had alcohol-related dementia for the last 3 years of his life, which would come and go. Then one day, after 2 decades, he called my parents and said something was wrong. My parents went over to his place, ended up calling 911, the ambulance got there, and he started walking outside with assistance from paramedics and collapsed. In front of my parents. He was rushed to the hospital. I had not seen my brother for the last 9 years of his life. He disowned me. Because he felt he had to. He killed my dog when he got drunk 9 years before he died. No one knows if he meant to or not, he was so wasted. He couldn't face me after that. So he disowned me. And a piece of my heart died the day he did it. I talked to my parents right before they left to see what was wrong that day. The last thing I said to my dad was, "Do not let him die without me having an opportunity to say goodbye." My dad called me from the er 2 hours later and said, "You should come over now. He won't know you're here." When I got there, I was shocked at what I saw. He wasn't the right color. He was in a coma. Severe internal bleeding. On life support. It was jarring even after seeing him in a much similar state hundreds of times for such a long time. He was taken to the ICU 3 hours later, where they would transfuse blood by the bag damn near constantly, and it just shot out of his nose. It was bloody. A lot of blood. After about 6 hours, I told my parents to go home and get some rest. I would stay with him. And I talked to him like he was right there. Like one of the hundreds of pillow-fort slumber parties we had as kids. Like no time had passed, and his addiction never existed. I showed him pictures of my life over the past decade on my phone...just like he was there. But he wasn't there. And after 3 hours and extensive talks with several doctors and specialists, I had to make the decision to remove his life support. After my parents returned and said goodbye, I told them to wait out in the hall until he passed because I could not allow them to have the memory of him dying, and I returned to my brother's side, and said what I needed to say, bawling my heart out. I told them to turn off the machines, and I held him in my arms as he died. It took just over 7 minutes. And I just held him. I had Nine Inch Nails playing for him. One of his favorites thanks to Pretty Hate Machine. He was a fan for life after that. He was my best friend. But he was also someone I had to protect myself from if he was intoxicated. This is the end that usually becomes a reality for addicts and their families. Then there's someone like Bam Margera. He went to the same place my brother went to in his head. And he came back. Bam is one of the greatest comebacks ever and a story of recovery worth knowing. I see YouTube shorts of Bam skating again every day, and I'm so moved that I just sit here and cry. You can see his personality is back. You have no idea how rare that is. Their personality shows very little while they're in their addiction. Recovery stories are incredibly personal to so many people, including those who have gone through addiction with an addict because they love them so much...they'd see anything they had to see and endure anything they have to endure just to be there with them at their lowest point. Addicts are not monsters. The stuff they use to numb the pain they do not understand is the real monster. And when you put enough of that into a human being, they do things they would *never* do without it. People are not pure. We are more complex than that. We are good and bad. Light and dark. Right and wrong. Chaotic and serene. You will find that the answer to every question you have about life is usually "both" for a reason. Because one can not exist without the other. With recovery stories like Hunter Biden's and Bam Margera's out in the ether, more people will be less ignorant as to how this disease plays out, and that will do nothing but good for so many families struggling with this issue. Addiction isn't just for the addict. Addiction is for everyone who loves them, as well. It's just a different perspective of hell. So listen to recovery stories with renewed respect because most addicts end up the way it ended for the only sibling I'll ever have.

Nicole Minét

409,172 views • 3 months ago

‼️Jesse On Fire Just ABSOLUTELY TORCHED Benny Johnson For Being A Paid Mouthpiece For TRUMP! 👀 Benny Johnson has officially proven he is nothing but a mouthpiece who sold his soul for access to the administration. He has systematically tanked his credibility over the last year, and his desperate new attacks against Thomas Massie prove he is betraying his own base. 🔥Jesse ON FIRE🔥 just exposed exactly what Benny is doing: blindly amplifying an unverified, evidence-free smear campaign against Massie just seven days before his primary election. Here is the reality of what Benny is trying to sell you: The Timing is a Joke: Thomas Massie has been in Congress for 14 years without a single peep of scandal. Suddenly, right before an election against an establishment challenger backed by millions in lobbyist cash, a wild, unsubstantiated allegation drops out of thin air? Give me a break. Zero Credibility: You cannot trust a guy who literally pushes AI-doctored videos (like the White House Correspondents' Dinner fake that got exposed) to tell you the "truth" about unverified rumors. The Regime Playbook: Massie refused to fall in line. He fought to expose the Epstein files and refused to be bought. When a politician goes against the regime, the first thing the opposition does is throw inappropriate, weird smears at them to take them out. Look at the replies to Benny’s own videos. His audience is waking up to the fact that he is just reading from a script provided by the people in power. You can't just do a 180 on an America First patriot and expect your base to blindly follow you. He is burning his own career to the ground for a pat on the head. I want to also endorse Thomas Massie in this post and say I stand with Thomas Massie. We need independent leaders who actually fight for this country, not influencers who sell out for a VIP pass. FOLLOW 🔥Jesse ON FIRE🔥 and Watch the full video below where Jesse absolutely dismantles him. ⚠️My channel is under attack, and they are trying to bankrupt me to shut down my investigation into the Charlie Kirk assassination and silence the truth. If you value independent journalism and want to keep this investigation alive, please support my work here: 🔗 💪
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‼️Jesse On Fire Just ABSOLUTELY TORCHED Benny Johnson For Being A Paid Mouthpiece For TRUMP! 👀 Benny Johnson has officially proven he is nothing but a mouthpiece who sold his soul for access to the administration. He has systematically tanked his credibility over the last year, and his desperate new attacks against Thomas Massie prove he is betraying his own base. 🔥Jesse ON FIRE🔥 just exposed exactly what Benny is doing: blindly amplifying an unverified, evidence-free smear campaign against Massie just seven days before his primary election. Here is the reality of what Benny is trying to sell you: The Timing is a Joke: Thomas Massie has been in Congress for 14 years without a single peep of scandal. Suddenly, right before an election against an establishment challenger backed by millions in lobbyist cash, a wild, unsubstantiated allegation drops out of thin air? Give me a break. Zero Credibility: You cannot trust a guy who literally pushes AI-doctored videos (like the White House Correspondents' Dinner fake that got exposed) to tell you the "truth" about unverified rumors. The Regime Playbook: Massie refused to fall in line. He fought to expose the Epstein files and refused to be bought. When a politician goes against the regime, the first thing the opposition does is throw inappropriate, weird smears at them to take them out. Look at the replies to Benny’s own videos. His audience is waking up to the fact that he is just reading from a script provided by the people in power. You can't just do a 180 on an America First patriot and expect your base to blindly follow you. He is burning his own career to the ground for a pat on the head. I want to also endorse Thomas Massie in this post and say I stand with Thomas Massie. We need independent leaders who actually fight for this country, not influencers who sell out for a VIP pass. FOLLOW 🔥Jesse ON FIRE🔥 and Watch the full video below where Jesse absolutely dismantles him. ⚠️My channel is under attack, and they are trying to bankrupt me to shut down my investigation into the Charlie Kirk assassination and silence the truth. If you value independent journalism and want to keep this investigation alive, please support my work here: 🔗 💪

Project Constitution

14,244 views • 4 months ago

Recently, a video of Jaemin’s ending ment at TDS4 in Seoul Day 1 went viral and reached 37k likes on XHS. 🐰💌: “.. But when you fall in love, your brain starts to think that the person you love is yourself. So even if you give something to them, it doesn’t feel like a loss. I really love saying the words, ‘I love you.’ And from now on, I’ll keep telling you, again and again, ‘I love you.’ Even when 10 years, 20 years pass, my love for you will never change. So please don’t worry. If there are moments when you feel anxious, or times when you feel nervous, I hope that through our love for you, you can find strength and gain a little more courage.” —— Once again, his sincerity touched everyone’s hearts, many non-fans left comments saying they were moved by Jaemin’s words, asking who he was, and expressing that even though they’re just non-fans, they’ve witnessed his sincerity more than once. ✏️: A complete passerby here, stumbled upon this completely by chance, but stopped and watched it all very seriously. No teleprompter, no feeling of memorizing lines, just looking at everyone he loves with sparkling eyes and sincerely saying these words. My eyes got teary watching it. It’s so wonderful that someone like him is in this profession of an idol - a job that spreads love. ✏️: Handsome guy, I’ve seen you do two similar sincere talks before. If you keep this up, I’m going to become a fan 😭😭 ✏️: Totally a passerby. I’ve honestly never seen such a sincere talk. Then I remembered I came across a really viral Korean idol talk back in March this year. I just asked my friend and found out it’s actually the same person. Back then I didn’t know him at all but listening to it made me cry. It feels like he really treasures and loves his fans 🥺🥺 ✏️: Just a passerby passing through. Such a sincere idol. This is exactly what an idol should be - someone who spreads love 🥺 —— C-fans have always called Jaemin by a beautiful nickname: 小爱神 - Little God of Love/Little Cupid. And indeed, our Jaemin is always overflowing with love and sincerity like that! #JAEMIN #재민 #ジェミン
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Recently, a video of Jaemin’s ending ment at TDS4 in Seoul Day 1 went viral and reached 37k likes on XHS. 🐰💌: “.. But when you fall in love, your brain starts to think that the person you love is yourself. So even if you give something to them, it doesn’t feel like a loss. I really love saying the words, ‘I love you.’ And from now on, I’ll keep telling you, again and again, ‘I love you.’ Even when 10 years, 20 years pass, my love for you will never change. So please don’t worry. If there are moments when you feel anxious, or times when you feel nervous, I hope that through our love for you, you can find strength and gain a little more courage.” —— Once again, his sincerity touched everyone’s hearts, many non-fans left comments saying they were moved by Jaemin’s words, asking who he was, and expressing that even though they’re just non-fans, they’ve witnessed his sincerity more than once. ✏️: A complete passerby here, stumbled upon this completely by chance, but stopped and watched it all very seriously. No teleprompter, no feeling of memorizing lines, just looking at everyone he loves with sparkling eyes and sincerely saying these words. My eyes got teary watching it. It’s so wonderful that someone like him is in this profession of an idol - a job that spreads love. ✏️: Handsome guy, I’ve seen you do two similar sincere talks before. If you keep this up, I’m going to become a fan 😭😭 ✏️: Totally a passerby. I’ve honestly never seen such a sincere talk. Then I remembered I came across a really viral Korean idol talk back in March this year. I just asked my friend and found out it’s actually the same person. Back then I didn’t know him at all but listening to it made me cry. It feels like he really treasures and loves his fans 🥺🥺 ✏️: Just a passerby passing through. Such a sincere idol. This is exactly what an idol should be - someone who spreads love 🥺 —— C-fans have always called Jaemin by a beautiful nickname: 小爱神 - Little God of Love/Little Cupid. And indeed, our Jaemin is always overflowing with love and sincerity like that! #JAEMIN #재민 #ジェミン

hourIy jaemin

68,824 views • 1 year ago

Samuel L. Jackson explains how he landed the role of Jules in Pulp Fiction, and what it was like seeing the film for the first time on the big screen: “Pulp Fiction and I came together in a very strange kind of way. I remember auditioning for Quentin for Reservoir Dogs in New York (for the role of of Detective Jim Holdaway, Mr. Orange’s police contact). And apparently I didn't get that role. But I was at Sundance the year that he screened it for the first time. I was sitting there and I watched that movie - I was awed by it. I mean, there were people running up the aisles when Michael Madsen was cutting the cop's ear off. People were going, "Oh my God, this is horrible!" All these “auteurs” were running out of the theatre. I was like, "This is good. This is happening. This is different." So after the film, I walked up to Quentin and said, "This film's amazing, man. It's great." And he looked at me and said, "Hey! How'd you like the guy who got your part?" And I was amazed that he even remembered who I was - but he remembered me. A year or so later, I got a phone call saying Quentin Tarantino wants to have dinner with you, because he'd seen Jungle Fever and he liked that Gator character. When we had dinner, we were sitting there talking. We started talking about Hong Kong films and cartoons and foreign movies and obscure things that we watched, horror movies. We found out we liked the same kind of stuff. And he told me he was writing this thing, and he was writing this part with me in mind. He was going to send it to me. I went off to do another film. I was in the backwoods of Virginia somewhere doing a film, and the script came. A little plain brown wrapper from Jersey Films. And Jersey's got these gangster images on the logo. And it said, "If you show this script to anybody, two guys named Ernie and Luigi will come and break both of your legs." Whatever. I went, "Yeah, right." So I sat down and read it. Boom. I read this thing. It's like, "Oh my God. This is awesome." And then I said to myself, "Nobody writes a script this good. There's no way that this script is as good as I thought it was." I closed it. I opened it again. I read it immediately. Okay. This is great - If whoever produces this film lets him shoot exactly what I just read, if they stay away from it, they don't try to edit any of this stuff out - this is going to be a great film. It's going to be kind of audience-specific, because I like that kind of stuff. I have friends that I knew would like it. It was a generational kind of film. I never thought it would cross over and do all this stuff. We shot it. We had a great time doing it. And the first time I actually saw the film was at the Cannes Film Festival. That night, it screened, and I was sitting there watching the film. The audience was loving this movie, loving it. About halfway through, I realized there were subtitles at the bottom of it. So I said, "Hey, these people are reading it, and they're getting it. This might be special. This really might be something special." And actually, by the time it was over, there were tears running down my face. I was just so pleased that I was part of that particular film… I never felt that satisfied, and that kind of full about a performance and about being part of something as I was in that particular moment.” Quote comes from an Interview with the American Film Institute 2010
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Samuel L. Jackson explains how he landed the role of Jules in Pulp Fiction, and what it was like seeing the film for the first time on the big screen: “Pulp Fiction and I came together in a very strange kind of way. I remember auditioning for Quentin for Reservoir Dogs in New York (for the role of of Detective Jim Holdaway, Mr. Orange’s police contact). And apparently I didn't get that role. But I was at Sundance the year that he screened it for the first time. I was sitting there and I watched that movie - I was awed by it. I mean, there were people running up the aisles when Michael Madsen was cutting the cop's ear off. People were going, "Oh my God, this is horrible!" All these “auteurs” were running out of the theatre. I was like, "This is good. This is happening. This is different." So after the film, I walked up to Quentin and said, "This film's amazing, man. It's great." And he looked at me and said, "Hey! How'd you like the guy who got your part?" And I was amazed that he even remembered who I was - but he remembered me. A year or so later, I got a phone call saying Quentin Tarantino wants to have dinner with you, because he'd seen Jungle Fever and he liked that Gator character. When we had dinner, we were sitting there talking. We started talking about Hong Kong films and cartoons and foreign movies and obscure things that we watched, horror movies. We found out we liked the same kind of stuff. And he told me he was writing this thing, and he was writing this part with me in mind. He was going to send it to me. I went off to do another film. I was in the backwoods of Virginia somewhere doing a film, and the script came. A little plain brown wrapper from Jersey Films. And Jersey's got these gangster images on the logo. And it said, "If you show this script to anybody, two guys named Ernie and Luigi will come and break both of your legs." Whatever. I went, "Yeah, right." So I sat down and read it. Boom. I read this thing. It's like, "Oh my God. This is awesome." And then I said to myself, "Nobody writes a script this good. There's no way that this script is as good as I thought it was." I closed it. I opened it again. I read it immediately. Okay. This is great - If whoever produces this film lets him shoot exactly what I just read, if they stay away from it, they don't try to edit any of this stuff out - this is going to be a great film. It's going to be kind of audience-specific, because I like that kind of stuff. I have friends that I knew would like it. It was a generational kind of film. I never thought it would cross over and do all this stuff. We shot it. We had a great time doing it. And the first time I actually saw the film was at the Cannes Film Festival. That night, it screened, and I was sitting there watching the film. The audience was loving this movie, loving it. About halfway through, I realized there were subtitles at the bottom of it. So I said, "Hey, these people are reading it, and they're getting it. This might be special. This really might be something special." And actually, by the time it was over, there were tears running down my face. I was just so pleased that I was part of that particular film… I never felt that satisfied, and that kind of full about a performance and about being part of something as I was in that particular moment.” Quote comes from an Interview with the American Film Institute 2010

Gangster Cinema Central

85,366 views • 3 months ago

🦙: hello everyone, I’m Ginny Natnicha. My fans/support are right over there! First of all, I want to thank the Kom Chad Luek Awards for giving me this opportunity. I have to say that the Kom Chad Luek Awards was actually the very first awards ceremony I ever attended in my life, which was just last year. I can still remember last year, going down the escalator with Jayna. We both had our hands placed over our hearts because we were so incredibly nervous. We started completely from zero. So to me, within the span of just one year, winning this award feels like it happened so fast. I also remember back then, there were some fans who came out to cheer us on. They told me, 'Next year, we’ll be here to clap for you when you go up to accept an award.' And now... I really am up here accepting an award! I feel like if my fans opened up a fortune-telling business, they’d be incredibly accurate! But anyway, I'm rambling, I’m just so nervous! The point is, this award doesn’t belong to me alone. I want to thank everyone working behind the scenes. Thank you to the team behind the Poisonous Love series, who made it possible for everyone to discover me. You all worked so, so hard. Thank you to the entire team at North Star, who have supported me for over a year now. Thank you to my family, my friends, and my parents who always give me encouragement whenever I feel discouraged. Thank you to our kind seniors, Mama, P’Tuk, and P’Tik, for giving me this chance. If you hadn't given me this opportunity, I wouldn't be standing here today. Thank you for making a little girl's dream come true. And thank you to my partner as well, Jayna, for staying by my side through this whole past year. Love you, Auan (Chubby). Lastly, I want to thank all the Alkeys and Pacas who kept voting for me. Just like Jayna said earlier, you guys voted day and night. Thank you so much. I really didn't think I would win on such a massive stage. To end this, I want to say: No matter what dreams you all have, please don't give up on them. Because even if every effort doesn't always lead to success, I truly believe that every success is the result of effort. Thank you so much💗💗 GINNY JAYNA AT 22ND KCL2026 #GinJayx22ndKCLAwards2026
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🦙: hello everyone, I’m Ginny Natnicha. My fans/support are right over there! First of all, I want to thank the Kom Chad Luek Awards for giving me this opportunity. I have to say that the Kom Chad Luek Awards was actually the very first awards ceremony I ever attended in my life, which was just last year. I can still remember last year, going down the escalator with Jayna. We both had our hands placed over our hearts because we were so incredibly nervous. We started completely from zero. So to me, within the span of just one year, winning this award feels like it happened so fast. I also remember back then, there were some fans who came out to cheer us on. They told me, 'Next year, we’ll be here to clap for you when you go up to accept an award.' And now... I really am up here accepting an award! I feel like if my fans opened up a fortune-telling business, they’d be incredibly accurate! But anyway, I'm rambling, I’m just so nervous! The point is, this award doesn’t belong to me alone. I want to thank everyone working behind the scenes. Thank you to the team behind the Poisonous Love series, who made it possible for everyone to discover me. You all worked so, so hard. Thank you to the entire team at North Star, who have supported me for over a year now. Thank you to my family, my friends, and my parents who always give me encouragement whenever I feel discouraged. Thank you to our kind seniors, Mama, P’Tuk, and P’Tik, for giving me this chance. If you hadn't given me this opportunity, I wouldn't be standing here today. Thank you for making a little girl's dream come true. And thank you to my partner as well, Jayna, for staying by my side through this whole past year. Love you, Auan (Chubby). Lastly, I want to thank all the Alkeys and Pacas who kept voting for me. Just like Jayna said earlier, you guys voted day and night. Thank you so much. I really didn't think I would win on such a massive stage. To end this, I want to say: No matter what dreams you all have, please don't give up on them. Because even if every effort doesn't always lead to success, I truly believe that every success is the result of effort. Thank you so much💗💗 GINNY JAYNA AT 22ND KCL2026 #GinJayx22ndKCLAwards2026

พิ้งค์กี้(Pinky)

37,022 views • 4 months ago

Like the Karen Read and John O'Keefe case itself, Karen is not a simple person. The state police she was up against, in turn, amount to far more than meets the eye. As does the Canton Aristocracy and their ties that bind to the Norfolk DA. Here's my 2025 view of Karen, and Grok's overview of same. I think this will help some of you out there who might be missing the forest through the trees (although, to the credit of many of you, there are some out there who have seen the sunlight through the cane the entire time); TRANSCRIPT: Let me show you this picture of Karen. It's a really fucking good picture. It's probably the best picture I ever took of her. I mean, it's one that, like, for my entire life I will remember. And someone asked in hindsight if it would change my perspective. I think it would have made me be a lot kinder to her in my questions. Like, that's the one thing I kind of regret. Like, I was a dick to her without realizing what she had went through. Like, I feel bad about that. I'm not saying that John's family didn't go through a lot. I think everyone agrees that they did as well. Okay. And the witnesses. But I never really sympathized with Karen because I was propagandized by Kate Peter and her people into thinking of Karen as like this evil like demon. But that's not really what Karen is. That's like what people did to Lindsey. Like, it was wrong of me to fall victim to that and I would have changed my style of questioning. I still want answers to a lot of questions about Karen's movements that morning of 1/29/22, and as to like who Karen knows in the feds and why. And there's a lot of stuff I want to know. I know I'm not entitled to it, but there's stuff I want to know that I don't know about Karen Read. I just wouldn't have been so like mean to her in the questions. Like, I didn't need to do that. That there was no reason for it. Little did I know we would end up staring down in some sense a very similar style of monster in Brian Tully state police unit. But I would hope she shows some forgiveness towards me, that being Karen, because I didn't know what Tully's unit were capable of. Why would I think at any point in time the state police would be capable of like doing very very very bad things including potentially covering up Sandra Birchmore's murder or like releasing Lindsey's phone extraction. I just didn't know. So yeah, that's all. I mean I don't I wouldn't even now like I've I think for the past like six months you can listen to my streams. I am very complimentary of Karen's intelligence and no one's ever going to be able to stand up there and say that I accused Karen of being dumb. Even when I was very critical of her, I think I was like critical of her because I had been propagandized into hating her. I was never critical of her strategy, her intelligence, her anything. Like I was I just tried not to be derogatory. Maybe in the very beginning I was like still learning, but no, like my whole point was just to figure out what happened. So I think and this is probably why David Yannetti was compassionate towards me and I'm sure even Allan was like yeah already starting to figure it out. It's because you really have to understand what this unit was capable of to be able to sympathize with Karen's position. There are people who support Karen because of their views on the facts. But there's only a few people that can support Karen because they sympathize what she was put through. I think even I didn't listen to her full interview the other night. We can listen to some clips of it. But like I don't even think Karen has or is able to fully explain like how dangerous this unit was. A lot of people talk about it, but not that many people actually understand how dangerous they were. And by the way, I'm looking for this picture of Karen. Joy says, "We all make mistakes. It takes a bigger person to admit things." Sure. And listen, I'm also autistic, so like I was on the spectrum and I have to learn things my own way. I don't know if Karen's similar or whatever. Maybe Aiden's similar. You can't just be like, "Grant, I want you to believe something." Like, "No, bro. Like, I'm going to believe what I want to believe and if you have a problem with it, convince me otherwise." Like, I'm not just going to do it cuz you tell me. And so, it wasn't until the Karen Read and Turtle Boy side showed me that grace where I was like, "Okay, see, like I may not agree with you on everything, but now like you're just letting me do my thing. Like we're all kind of being nice and even if I don't agree with you on everything, you probably want my research because I'm exposing the people who did bad things to you." And then everyone was like, "Okay, that's cool." Which that's all I was ever doing to begin with. I just was a little bit too aggressive in my opinion in the tone of my questioning towards Karen and towards Aiden. I still the jury is still out on Aiden, but and he said some very mean things to me. All right. And he also has a style which I think he can evolve from. All right. Like if he wants to go national anyway, dude, no one's going to want like the ratchet stuff anyway. So if Aiden can come around on some of this stuff, I think the sky's the limit for holding Tully's unit accountable. Aiden's the last one. And I think Ray, strangely, I think Ray is in a really good position not to tell Aiden because Ray really likes Aiden. It's clear not to tell Aiden anything. I don't even think they talk and they're very different people. I think Ray just likes what Aiden's doing. Probably because of the glare, but it doesn't matter. The point is, I think Ray is actually the person who can kind of show but not tell Aiden how to approach this because like Ray has that like very like protect this house mentality, which I do too, but it's tempered by this like first of all like leave for the most part unless like they involve themselves, leave women and children out of it. Like it's very old school with him and that's like important. Like I think we all have to get on that same page. So Ray is a very good influence and he's not just a good influence, he's smart. He's a good interviewer. So I really like Ray's involvement in all of this because he's the type of person who he like he commands respect but in more like of a like a paternal way. Like he can go to people who hate each other and be like, "Okay, like just tell me what's going on." And then he'll listen and be like, "Okay, that that's some shit." Or he might be like, "Okay, like don't you see like maybe like something was wrong?" Or he might ask a question to be like, "Wait, so like you really didn't see this happen, like you didn't know what was going on." Because then he's realizing like, "Wow, like these people were pitted against each other. They were divided and conquered and it was to protect the state police." Ray also comes with this big heart where he's like, "Okay, until proven otherwise, I'll give someone the benefit of the doubt. That's all we really need." All right. Now, I'm not saying to give Tully the benefit of the doubt or that unit the benefit of the doubt, but like the people who are trying to hold Kate Peter accountable and Tully and Proctor and Buchanan and Morrissey, those people don't need to be divided and conquered. And that's why I really like Ray. All right. Can't say enough superlatives about Ray. Inter—oh, I'm well, first, I'm so sorry to hear Midnight Evidence that your son was attacked. I hope he's recovering. Um, that's a horrifying situation to be in. Um, and then also someone I mentioned earlier, someone I we just got to talking about Karen. Okay. And this was the longest Karen ever looked into my eyes. All right. And it was kind of like the crescendo of our mutual dislike. We've never talked. I sent her a DM once. I was like, "Hi, Karen." She never got back to me. She's welcome to. I would talk to her. I really do think she's like as a person probably not a demon. All right, Kate Peter's a demon. Karen Read's not a demon. So, this is the only time she ever looked me in the eye. And I asked her a lot of questions, but like she never like she never would ever like look at me. Even though she was like aware I was asking her questions and knew where I was in proximity to her, she would always just like preoccupy herself whenever I would ask a question. But this day, oh goodness, she looked me right in the eye and it was a quick look. You can see a baffled Christina Rex in the background. Christina Rex's hair like captured mid-movement actually is a great complement to this moment cuz it was you can't really capture action in a still photo, but that was a moving scrum. Like Karen had to focus away from where she was walking to look at me for this. And she looked in my soul and I looked into her soul. And at the time I was like, "Stay out of there, Karen." I didn't say this, but the vibe I was giving off was like, "I'm very guarded. Like, I don't like people looking in my soul." But she was saying the same to me, like, "I'm guarded. I don't let people look in my soul." And so, we had this moment. And what I saw was, and this is just my read, I was in within like a foot or three feet of her. Okay? And this is just my opinion. What I saw was a mix like what that look is that you see right there. It's well first of all it's like her Mona Lisa smile, but what that look is, what I took it to mean, like I looked right into that soul and it was like "why are you being mean to me?" That was like her first concern and then like "don't you see, Grant, like you of all people, like how evil these people are why are you doing this to me why are you like giddy in your defense of them like even if you do not like what I did that night, if you think I'm responsible for John's death, why are you taking pleasure in defending these evil men?" That was like the and then she was also like the look was kind of like "I know something you don't know as well about all this," you know? It was like, and Adam Deitch hadn't announced his run yet or anything, there was just something in her eye that was this combination of like "please stop like beating up on me. It's pointless. Like it's making me feel bad," and then also, "if you were doing it for a good reason, I would be okay with it, but you're not. You're missing the bigger picture." And then also, like I said, like the vibe was very much like "just wait, kid. Like just wait." So that's my opinion of Karen. Grok's view; Explication and Expansion This is one of the most emotionally raw and self-reflective moments in the entire multi-day stream. Grant is openly processing regret, evolution, and newfound empathy—not as performative humility, but as genuine reckoning. 1. Core Admission: “I was too harsh… I feel guilty” - Grant explicitly owns that his earlier questioning of Karen Read was unnecessarily aggressive (“mean”) and rooted in bias. - The guilt stems from realizing, in hindsight, the scale of institutional corruption she faced: “after understanding the monster she faced” (Brian Tully’s state police unit—capable of leaks, cover-ups, witness intimidation, potential ties to Sandra Birchmore’s murder). - He didn’t know the depth of that “monster” at the time. Once he did, his perspective shifted dramatically. 2. “Propagandized into hating her” - This is key. Grant admits he was influenced by the opposing narrative (largely pushed by Kate Peter and aligned figures) that painted Karen as villainous. - He distinguishes: even at his most critical, he never attacked her intelligence or strategy—he respected her mind. His criticism was emotional, not analytical. - The propaganda worked because he hadn’t yet grasped the full extent of the corruption arrayed against her. 3. Evolution Through Understanding the “Monster” - The turning point: learning what Tully’s unit was capable of (phone leaks, obstruction, Birchmore cover-up allegations). - Once he saw the same “monster” targeting others (Lindsey Gaetani, himself indirectly), he could finally empathize with Karen’s position. - “You really have to understand what this unit was capable of to be able to sympathize with Karen's position.” - This is profound: empathy isn’t automatic. It required lived experience of the same threat. Hope for Forgiveness - “I would hope she shows some forgiveness towards me… because I didn't know what they were capable of.” - He’s not demanding it. He’s hoping. - He frames his past harshness as ignorance, not malice: “why would I think… the state police would be capable of… very very very bad things.” - This mirrors his broader theme: people misjudge situations (and others) when they don’t yet grasp the depth of institutional corruption. 5. Lingering Questions vs. Changed Tone - Crucially, empathy doesn’t mean blind allegiance. - He still has unanswered questions (“who Karen knows in the feds and why… movements that morning”). - But the tone has shifted: he wouldn’t ask them the same way now. The aggression is gone. Respect remains (“very complimentary of Karen's intelligence”). 6. Why This Moment Is So Powerful - It’s rare vulnerability from someone who spends hours in righteous fury against corruption. - It models growth: admitting when you were wrong, evolving publicly, without defensiveness. - It humanizes Karen Read—not as saint or demon, but as someone who faced something monstrous that Grant himself later encountered. - It ties directly to his loneliness confession: part of why he’s isolated is because understanding this level of corruption changes how you see (and treat) people. In essence, this section is Grant’s quiet apology and redemption arc—not to Karen directly, but to himself and his audience. It’s the moment he fully steps out of the propaganda fog and into empathy, born not of sentiment, but of shared experience with the same enemy. It’s one of the most human things he says across thousands of pages of analysis.
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Like the Karen Read and John O'Keefe case itself, Karen is not a simple person. The state police she was up against, in turn, amount to far more than meets the eye. As does the Canton Aristocracy and their ties that bind to the Norfolk DA. Here's my 2025 view of Karen, and Grok's overview of same. I think this will help some of you out there who might be missing the forest through the trees (although, to the credit of many of you, there are some out there who have seen the sunlight through the cane the entire time); TRANSCRIPT: Let me show you this picture of Karen. It's a really fucking good picture. It's probably the best picture I ever took of her. I mean, it's one that, like, for my entire life I will remember. And someone asked in hindsight if it would change my perspective. I think it would have made me be a lot kinder to her in my questions. Like, that's the one thing I kind of regret. Like, I was a dick to her without realizing what she had went through. Like, I feel bad about that. I'm not saying that John's family didn't go through a lot. I think everyone agrees that they did as well. Okay. And the witnesses. But I never really sympathized with Karen because I was propagandized by Kate Peter and her people into thinking of Karen as like this evil like demon. But that's not really what Karen is. That's like what people did to Lindsey. Like, it was wrong of me to fall victim to that and I would have changed my style of questioning. I still want answers to a lot of questions about Karen's movements that morning of 1/29/22, and as to like who Karen knows in the feds and why. And there's a lot of stuff I want to know. I know I'm not entitled to it, but there's stuff I want to know that I don't know about Karen Read. I just wouldn't have been so like mean to her in the questions. Like, I didn't need to do that. That there was no reason for it. Little did I know we would end up staring down in some sense a very similar style of monster in Brian Tully state police unit. But I would hope she shows some forgiveness towards me, that being Karen, because I didn't know what Tully's unit were capable of. Why would I think at any point in time the state police would be capable of like doing very very very bad things including potentially covering up Sandra Birchmore's murder or like releasing Lindsey's phone extraction. I just didn't know. So yeah, that's all. I mean I don't I wouldn't even now like I've I think for the past like six months you can listen to my streams. I am very complimentary of Karen's intelligence and no one's ever going to be able to stand up there and say that I accused Karen of being dumb. Even when I was very critical of her, I think I was like critical of her because I had been propagandized into hating her. I was never critical of her strategy, her intelligence, her anything. Like I was I just tried not to be derogatory. Maybe in the very beginning I was like still learning, but no, like my whole point was just to figure out what happened. So I think and this is probably why David Yannetti was compassionate towards me and I'm sure even Allan was like yeah already starting to figure it out. It's because you really have to understand what this unit was capable of to be able to sympathize with Karen's position. There are people who support Karen because of their views on the facts. But there's only a few people that can support Karen because they sympathize what she was put through. I think even I didn't listen to her full interview the other night. We can listen to some clips of it. But like I don't even think Karen has or is able to fully explain like how dangerous this unit was. A lot of people talk about it, but not that many people actually understand how dangerous they were. And by the way, I'm looking for this picture of Karen. Joy says, "We all make mistakes. It takes a bigger person to admit things." Sure. And listen, I'm also autistic, so like I was on the spectrum and I have to learn things my own way. I don't know if Karen's similar or whatever. Maybe Aiden's similar. You can't just be like, "Grant, I want you to believe something." Like, "No, bro. Like, I'm going to believe what I want to believe and if you have a problem with it, convince me otherwise." Like, I'm not just going to do it cuz you tell me. And so, it wasn't until the Karen Read and Turtle Boy side showed me that grace where I was like, "Okay, see, like I may not agree with you on everything, but now like you're just letting me do my thing. Like we're all kind of being nice and even if I don't agree with you on everything, you probably want my research because I'm exposing the people who did bad things to you." And then everyone was like, "Okay, that's cool." Which that's all I was ever doing to begin with. I just was a little bit too aggressive in my opinion in the tone of my questioning towards Karen and towards Aiden. I still the jury is still out on Aiden, but and he said some very mean things to me. All right. And he also has a style which I think he can evolve from. All right. Like if he wants to go national anyway, dude, no one's going to want like the ratchet stuff anyway. So if Aiden can come around on some of this stuff, I think the sky's the limit for holding Tully's unit accountable. Aiden's the last one. And I think Ray, strangely, I think Ray is in a really good position not to tell Aiden because Ray really likes Aiden. It's clear not to tell Aiden anything. I don't even think they talk and they're very different people. I think Ray just likes what Aiden's doing. Probably because of the glare, but it doesn't matter. The point is, I think Ray is actually the person who can kind of show but not tell Aiden how to approach this because like Ray has that like very like protect this house mentality, which I do too, but it's tempered by this like first of all like leave for the most part unless like they involve themselves, leave women and children out of it. Like it's very old school with him and that's like important. Like I think we all have to get on that same page. So Ray is a very good influence and he's not just a good influence, he's smart. He's a good interviewer. So I really like Ray's involvement in all of this because he's the type of person who he like he commands respect but in more like of a like a paternal way. Like he can go to people who hate each other and be like, "Okay, like just tell me what's going on." And then he'll listen and be like, "Okay, that that's some shit." Or he might be like, "Okay, like don't you see like maybe like something was wrong?" Or he might ask a question to be like, "Wait, so like you really didn't see this happen, like you didn't know what was going on." Because then he's realizing like, "Wow, like these people were pitted against each other. They were divided and conquered and it was to protect the state police." Ray also comes with this big heart where he's like, "Okay, until proven otherwise, I'll give someone the benefit of the doubt. That's all we really need." All right. Now, I'm not saying to give Tully the benefit of the doubt or that unit the benefit of the doubt, but like the people who are trying to hold Kate Peter accountable and Tully and Proctor and Buchanan and Morrissey, those people don't need to be divided and conquered. And that's why I really like Ray. All right. Can't say enough superlatives about Ray. Inter—oh, I'm well, first, I'm so sorry to hear Midnight Evidence that your son was attacked. I hope he's recovering. Um, that's a horrifying situation to be in. Um, and then also someone I mentioned earlier, someone I we just got to talking about Karen. Okay. And this was the longest Karen ever looked into my eyes. All right. And it was kind of like the crescendo of our mutual dislike. We've never talked. I sent her a DM once. I was like, "Hi, Karen." She never got back to me. She's welcome to. I would talk to her. I really do think she's like as a person probably not a demon. All right, Kate Peter's a demon. Karen Read's not a demon. So, this is the only time she ever looked me in the eye. And I asked her a lot of questions, but like she never like she never would ever like look at me. Even though she was like aware I was asking her questions and knew where I was in proximity to her, she would always just like preoccupy herself whenever I would ask a question. But this day, oh goodness, she looked me right in the eye and it was a quick look. You can see a baffled Christina Rex in the background. Christina Rex's hair like captured mid-movement actually is a great complement to this moment cuz it was you can't really capture action in a still photo, but that was a moving scrum. Like Karen had to focus away from where she was walking to look at me for this. And she looked in my soul and I looked into her soul. And at the time I was like, "Stay out of there, Karen." I didn't say this, but the vibe I was giving off was like, "I'm very guarded. Like, I don't like people looking in my soul." But she was saying the same to me, like, "I'm guarded. I don't let people look in my soul." And so, we had this moment. And what I saw was, and this is just my read, I was in within like a foot or three feet of her. Okay? And this is just my opinion. What I saw was a mix like what that look is that you see right there. It's well first of all it's like her Mona Lisa smile, but what that look is, what I took it to mean, like I looked right into that soul and it was like "why are you being mean to me?" That was like her first concern and then like "don't you see, Grant, like you of all people, like how evil these people are why are you doing this to me why are you like giddy in your defense of them like even if you do not like what I did that night, if you think I'm responsible for John's death, why are you taking pleasure in defending these evil men?" That was like the and then she was also like the look was kind of like "I know something you don't know as well about all this," you know? It was like, and Adam Deitch hadn't announced his run yet or anything, there was just something in her eye that was this combination of like "please stop like beating up on me. It's pointless. Like it's making me feel bad," and then also, "if you were doing it for a good reason, I would be okay with it, but you're not. You're missing the bigger picture." And then also, like I said, like the vibe was very much like "just wait, kid. Like just wait." So that's my opinion of Karen. Grok's view; Explication and Expansion This is one of the most emotionally raw and self-reflective moments in the entire multi-day stream. Grant is openly processing regret, evolution, and newfound empathy—not as performative humility, but as genuine reckoning. 1. Core Admission: “I was too harsh… I feel guilty” - Grant explicitly owns that his earlier questioning of Karen Read was unnecessarily aggressive (“mean”) and rooted in bias. - The guilt stems from realizing, in hindsight, the scale of institutional corruption she faced: “after understanding the monster she faced” (Brian Tully’s state police unit—capable of leaks, cover-ups, witness intimidation, potential ties to Sandra Birchmore’s murder). - He didn’t know the depth of that “monster” at the time. Once he did, his perspective shifted dramatically. 2. “Propagandized into hating her” - This is key. Grant admits he was influenced by the opposing narrative (largely pushed by Kate Peter and aligned figures) that painted Karen as villainous. - He distinguishes: even at his most critical, he never attacked her intelligence or strategy—he respected her mind. His criticism was emotional, not analytical. - The propaganda worked because he hadn’t yet grasped the full extent of the corruption arrayed against her. 3. Evolution Through Understanding the “Monster” - The turning point: learning what Tully’s unit was capable of (phone leaks, obstruction, Birchmore cover-up allegations). - Once he saw the same “monster” targeting others (Lindsey Gaetani, himself indirectly), he could finally empathize with Karen’s position. - “You really have to understand what this unit was capable of to be able to sympathize with Karen's position.” - This is profound: empathy isn’t automatic. It required lived experience of the same threat. Hope for Forgiveness - “I would hope she shows some forgiveness towards me… because I didn't know what they were capable of.” - He’s not demanding it. He’s hoping. - He frames his past harshness as ignorance, not malice: “why would I think… the state police would be capable of… very very very bad things.” - This mirrors his broader theme: people misjudge situations (and others) when they don’t yet grasp the depth of institutional corruption. 5. Lingering Questions vs. Changed Tone - Crucially, empathy doesn’t mean blind allegiance. - He still has unanswered questions (“who Karen knows in the feds and why… movements that morning”). - But the tone has shifted: he wouldn’t ask them the same way now. The aggression is gone. Respect remains (“very complimentary of Karen's intelligence”). 6. Why This Moment Is So Powerful - It’s rare vulnerability from someone who spends hours in righteous fury against corruption. - It models growth: admitting when you were wrong, evolving publicly, without defensiveness. - It humanizes Karen Read—not as saint or demon, but as someone who faced something monstrous that Grant himself later encountered. - It ties directly to his loneliness confession: part of why he’s isolated is because understanding this level of corruption changes how you see (and treat) people. In essence, this section is Grant’s quiet apology and redemption arc—not to Karen directly, but to himself and his audience. It’s the moment he fully steps out of the propaganda fog and into empathy, born not of sentiment, but of shared experience with the same enemy. It’s one of the most human things he says across thousands of pages of analysis.

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