How it must have felt when he disconnected

Counterstrike 2003? I have a couple of servers I play on routinely and have a single nemesis that exists opposite us. {Cobra}mp5. Probably spent 3000 hours facing off against this guy. Then... he never came back. Four times in my gaming did a nemesis never return.

Played a game with a guy once for a few minutes. He posts videos of playing games on YT and doesn't get views. So I go and watch a bit here and there and add a like.