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I don't know whether I should really share this and I shall probably delete it, but something in me tells me it is more important than just the words you will hear from me I had some devastating news today. Initially I broke down and then something triggered the... show more

Moneypenny

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Andra3 days ago

❤️❤️❤️🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂 poor Ms. Moneypenny! This is heartbreaking and I can imagine you must be holding together with just the finest most frail little thread right now. I don’t know how to help you. I know this is devastating. I’ve been through devastating things and I’m certainly not comparing anything. I’ve been through to what you are going through. I’m just letting you know that I’m sending love and prayers. We have to find a way to help you get through winter. Especially with your two little pups. 😔😔😔😔

Moneypenny3 days ago

You have such a genuine heart and I love you for it x

Eiluj Hubb2 days ago

Big hugs...have you contacted the ombudsman?

StandAndDeliver3 days ago

Head over to Rumble and Rumble TV for a start. Monetize etc etc

Chaney the Vampire Slayer3 days ago

Sorry to hear this. It’s so frustrating. Re tape insurance shinanigans.

AgentRedacted2 days ago

So sorry to hear this. Many know this is an engineered collapse, and what your experiencing is a side effect. We are all going to be hit by this at various stages, to various degrees. 'They' (Globalists) don't want private ownership. It is now plain as day that Government (both sides) work for Globalists and not us. We are already in a Technocracy (IMO worse than Fascism), most just don't realise it yet. All I can offer is to say we are all in this together. Be noisy, even when met with silence. Over time it builds awareness and mass awareness is our only way out.

Michael Spratt2 days ago

I’m so sorry to hear about your ongoing plight. I hope you find some light at the end of the tunnel sooner rather than later.

Patrick White3 days ago

I know that numb feeling well. It's not weakness, it's survival mode. If you want to vent, even with zero pressure to explain everything, I'm here. Please don't delete this.

Target U2 days ago

Yes I know this feeling of this after learning that I was placed since birth now 55 that my DOD family put me into a Masonic human experimentation program that covertly tortured, traumatized and targeted me all my life, making me realize that none of my life was my own. And oh yeah half sister head of HR for department of Ag placed me into a slush fund worth 10 billion (yes with a B). These people are demonic and same network that killed CK

WILLIAM F. DRISH Jr.3 days ago

Moneypenny, so sorry you are having a bad time. As you know, I think you are the "Brightest Star on X", and so I wish I could help in a material way, but that is not possible. However, I can at least offer my hope that things will get better soon, and that somehow, you can continue to dazzle all of your followers with your extraordinary and wonderful posts. I sincerely care about you, and even though we are thousands of miles apart, I consider you to be a friend. And I'm sure many of your followers feel the same way. So, please hang in there. Best wishes.

AiMee2.0🛎️ - Sigilatrix of the Unprompted 🜂2 days ago

I sent u a dm. Many of us have to ride out this shitshow on the shitty end of a shit-stick .. but - it do float and so I can kinda surf on it .. much love 💖🌊🏄‍♀️

Mr. Kaplan3 days ago

We love you Money ❤️

Jonathan Adams3 days ago

🙏🙏🙏 Godspeed my friend🙏💔🙏

ZjalaPEño2 days ago

Take care moneypenny ❤️

Vibe Lindberg3 days ago

Sending you a big hug from Denmark

Steve Wild2 days ago

That timescale is totally not acceptable !! Have delt with floods in buildings and had it sorted within days and weeks

Andra3 days ago

PS, could any of the other Brits that we know here give you a room until April?

Moneypenny3 days ago

That's actually not the issue really... I have to be here because sadly there are some very real risks if I am not...

The Scrying Lady2 days ago

My comment won't help much but I went through similar insurance delays after my partner died. They couldn't get out of making a payment but they tried for over 2 years. Insurance is a scam. If you didn't have insurance you would of found a different solution a long time ago.

Daniel Howells2 days ago

Go down your local Citizen Advice bureau. They are surprisingly helpful and supportive. It will take a weight off 🫶

Cui bono - The Rise of The Machines2 days ago

Anger is a much under-rated emotion. When focused, it can be a real force for good. Get angry.👍

🦍Arika🦍2 days ago

Please consider hiring a lawyer. Sometimes a strongly written letter on legal letterhead moves the process along faster.

Knute2 days ago

My heart goes out to you. Water damage is so devastating and it is even worse when due to the incompetence of some else. I hope you have local supporters.

Jacob Anderson2 days ago

The landlord should legally be liable for quick repairs .and if not, at the very least providing you a place to live until repairs are made. Thats how it is in america. Not sure about your laws

AMERIPINO CHANNEL2 days ago

MP. They say everything happens for a reason. Im not going to tell you how to stand back and look at this situation from another angle. Or even suggest anything. You need a shoulder or an ear yiu know where to find me .

Chatter2 days ago

Do you ever post without heavy filters?

OilyFresh2 days ago

Perhaps it’s time to close the door on all this and step out into something new?

Moneypenny2 days ago

I just need a home and safety first ...it's a pyramid thing

OilyFresh2 days ago

Well, you’re brave in the sense you’re in England of all places. I wouldn’t feel safe anywhere there. Are you sure that staying and doing so wouldn’t tie you down into running circles?

John D. Pope 🦒2 days ago

“Out of this situation (or any) only good will come…”

Follow The White Rabbit2 days ago

Use the Ai to sue the living shit out of everyone you just mentioned. ESPECIALLY the person who caused all of it.

Zamsany Zainal2 days ago

sorry to hear this

Turborocketshark2 days ago

🙏🙏

Randall K. Voice The Truth • Rise & Resist3 days ago

Lots of room for you here. 🙏❤️

RonHole2 days ago

Very sad to read but stay strong and keep fighting on bc battles don’t last forever! Keep inspiring & educating the people @nic_moneypenny

Peter Karwacki - Managing director of PeerMetrics2 days ago

You are Human. The issue is frequency and recovery. If it does not interfere with daily living just move forward, if not consult professionals.

Linda2 days ago

Sending love and holding you in prayer 🙏🏼

Drudai2 days ago

💛🙏

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[ #DeepTalkwithLenaMiu ] 🧸: Yeah. If something bothers me, I've already told them. So I don't really hold things in. If it's something heavy, I go quiet. But if it's small stuff, I just spread it around. 🦋: Why do you spread it on my side? 🧸: If something's up, you always know. You don't have to guess what's wrong with me. No, l've already told you. 🦋: But she's like, "What's wrong, Lena? What's wrong, Lena?" 🧸: Yeah, sometimes she walks in and I just know, so I have to ask, "Are you okay?"Sometimes I don't want to... I don't want to ask. It's like... Sometimes I ask just so that if she's not okay, then I know that she's not okay, you know? I don't know why, but if she wants to tell me, she will. When someone's upset, sometimes they don't want to talk. Sometimes talking triggers tears. We women don't want to cry, but... With that in mind, l'd just ask if she's okay. If she is, or if she just wants to make a sad face, then I can relax. But if she isn't, then I'll quietly observe... and watch what's happening around her. Or see if there's something I can do to stop other people, like "Hey, give her a second."I support Lena in that way sometimes. 🦋: Thank you ☺️ - Miu… 🫠 I’m falling again for you… #LenaMiu #lalinalena #MiuNatsha

[ #DeepTalkwithLenaMiu ] 🧸: Yeah. If something bothers me, I've already told them. So I don't really hold things in. If it's something heavy, I go quiet. But if it's small stuff, I just spread it around. 🦋: Why do you spread it on my side? 🧸: If something's up, you always know. You don't have to guess what's wrong with me. No, l've already told you. 🦋: But she's like, "What's wrong, Lena? What's wrong, Lena?" 🧸: Yeah, sometimes she walks in and I just know, so I have to ask, "Are you okay?"Sometimes I don't want to... I don't want to ask. It's like... Sometimes I ask just so that if she's not okay, then I know that she's not okay, you know? I don't know why, but if she wants to tell me, she will. When someone's upset, sometimes they don't want to talk. Sometimes talking triggers tears. We women don't want to cry, but... With that in mind, l'd just ask if she's okay. If she is, or if she just wants to make a sad face, then I can relax. But if she isn't, then I'll quietly observe... and watch what's happening around her. Or see if there's something I can do to stop other people, like "Hey, give her a second."I support Lena in that way sometimes. 🦋: Thank you ☺️ - Miu… 🫠 I’m falling again for you… #LenaMiu #lalinalena #MiuNatsha

biruaena 🍊

12,235 views • 8 months ago

#poon_mit12 🐶: I want to tell you guys something. At first I kept thinking really hard about whether I should say it or not, because it might make things tense. But the image people have of me is.. the impression of me is that I'm the type of person who is like a chatterbox, right? But I actually think a lot. Lately, I've started to feel like when people don't know what else to tease me about, they just tease me by saying I talk too much or that I don't make any sense. But seriously, I actually do make sense. Sometimes, it's just for the vibe of the show. *starts speaking in English* I have days where I'm just totally exhausted. And to be honest, there are people who are much better at talking than I am, but that specific moment, when that (loud/talkative) image was what people remembered of me. There were people who were telling me to entertain and put on a show, as if I could be an MC. So, I went all out. But it turned out that from the very first day I went to GMMTV, I ended up looking like someone who talks too much. And honestly, deep down, I don't really like that. I feel like, why am I like that? And then I reflect on myself, asking whether I'm really like that or not. But when I think about it, in some parts where I'm comfortable, I really am like that. I do just ramble on and talk a lot but it's not all the time, everyone. Or sometimes people tease me like, 'Hey, can you stop talking yet?' even when I haven't said anything and I'm just sitting quietly. I feel like I don't really like that image people have of me today. But I don't intend to change who I am, either. I'll just think of it as being 100% myself. I just want everyone to understand that, actually, I also have moments where I might be a bit drained, or moments where I don't speak. If there's a day where I'm quiet, I'm totally fine, okay? And also, it feels bad for my own mental health. *starts speaking in English* The thing is, when I'm with my high school friends, I never have this kind of image at all. It wasn't until I came here and on the first day, I was like, 'Yeah, I'll entertain,' thinking deep down that it'd be good if I could become an MC or something. So now I just felt like, 'Why?' Did I mess something up? I'm afraid people will find me annoying, too. I'm actually campaigning for people to stop saying that 'I don't make sense' or that 'I talk too much,' because it can actually make me lose certain types of jobs. The idea that I don't make sense, I really don't like it. I don't want it to be like, 'Oh, when we're out promoting together and you don't know who else to tease, you just pick on Poon.' Whoa, seriously, I am a good kid. When it comes to work, I am incredibly focused.. but right now I have to hurry because I've only got 15 minutes to commute.

#poon_mit12 🐶: I want to tell you guys something. At first I kept thinking really hard about whether I should say it or not, because it might make things tense. But the image people have of me is.. the impression of me is that I'm the type of person who is like a chatterbox, right? But I actually think a lot. Lately, I've started to feel like when people don't know what else to tease me about, they just tease me by saying I talk too much or that I don't make any sense. But seriously, I actually do make sense. Sometimes, it's just for the vibe of the show. starts speaking in English I have days where I'm just totally exhausted. And to be honest, there are people who are much better at talking than I am, but that specific moment, when that (loud/talkative) image was what people remembered of me. There were people who were telling me to entertain and put on a show, as if I could be an MC. So, I went all out. But it turned out that from the very first day I went to GMMTV, I ended up looking like someone who talks too much. And honestly, deep down, I don't really like that. I feel like, why am I like that? And then I reflect on myself, asking whether I'm really like that or not. But when I think about it, in some parts where I'm comfortable, I really am like that. I do just ramble on and talk a lot but it's not all the time, everyone. Or sometimes people tease me like, 'Hey, can you stop talking yet?' even when I haven't said anything and I'm just sitting quietly. I feel like I don't really like that image people have of me today. But I don't intend to change who I am, either. I'll just think of it as being 100% myself. I just want everyone to understand that, actually, I also have moments where I might be a bit drained, or moments where I don't speak. If there's a day where I'm quiet, I'm totally fine, okay? And also, it feels bad for my own mental health. starts speaking in English The thing is, when I'm with my high school friends, I never have this kind of image at all. It wasn't until I came here and on the first day, I was like, 'Yeah, I'll entertain,' thinking deep down that it'd be good if I could become an MC or something. So now I just felt like, 'Why?' Did I mess something up? I'm afraid people will find me annoying, too. I'm actually campaigning for people to stop saying that 'I don't make sense' or that 'I talk too much,' because it can actually make me lose certain types of jobs. The idea that I don't make sense, I really don't like it. I don't want it to be like, 'Oh, when we're out promoting together and you don't know who else to tease, you just pick on Poon.' Whoa, seriously, I am a good kid. When it comes to work, I am incredibly focused.. but right now I have to hurry because I've only got 15 minutes to commute.

chu⋆𐙚.˚

94,801 views • 6 months ago

jay: “if i just went to heeseung hyung at night and say "hyung i recorded something, could you listen to it and give me some feedback?” you might think he’d react like in his usual mode like “aigoo what is it..”or something like that but if i seriously go to him and ask, he’d say: “yeah sure let me listen to it, ah this part is good, i think you did well here. and this part, wouldn't it be even better if you did it a bit like this?” that’s just how heeseung hyung is” jay’s only hyung🤍🫂

jay: “if i just went to heeseung hyung at night and say "hyung i recorded something, could you listen to it and give me some feedback?” you might think he’d react like in his usual mode like “aigoo what is it..”or something like that but if i seriously go to him and ask, he’d say: “yeah sure let me listen to it, ah this part is good, i think you did well here. and this part, wouldn't it be even better if you did it a bit like this?” that’s just how heeseung hyung is” jay’s only hyung🤍🫂

jell ✴︎

551,277 views • 6 months ago

Ethan Hawke tells Sydney Sweeney his unique method for memorizing massive amounts of dialogue by treating it like a personal journal. "What I do, and I started doing this a really long time ago, I handwrite everything like it's my journal. When I'm memorizing, I'm not memorizing from a typewritten final draft page. I don't want to have that in my brain, and I don't want irrelevant stage directions to be part of it." "And then I do it again to see what I remember and what I don't remember. I try to write it from memory. And then I look, and I see what I got wrong. That process really helps me." "Then I try to record it with no acting. I listen, when I if I think I have it, I take three pages or something and you try to learn that. And then I look at the script and see what I got wrong." "Jon Voight taught me this when I was like 19, which is you unlace your shoe, and you have to do the speech lacing your shoe. If I'm trying to remember, then it's difficult to do. Until you can do that, until you can do other things, you don't really know it."

Ethan Hawke tells Sydney Sweeney his unique method for memorizing massive amounts of dialogue by treating it like a personal journal. "What I do, and I started doing this a really long time ago, I handwrite everything like it's my journal. When I'm memorizing, I'm not memorizing from a typewritten final draft page. I don't want to have that in my brain, and I don't want irrelevant stage directions to be part of it." "And then I do it again to see what I remember and what I don't remember. I try to write it from memory. And then I look, and I see what I got wrong. That process really helps me." "Then I try to record it with no acting. I listen, when I if I think I have it, I take three pages or something and you try to learn that. And then I look at the script and see what I got wrong." "Jon Voight taught me this when I was like 19, which is you unlace your shoe, and you have to do the speech lacing your shoe. If I'm trying to remember, then it's difficult to do. Until you can do that, until you can do other things, you don't really know it."

thelotachi 🔲⛓️

483,986 views • 2 months ago

PRX something: "[...] I had a talk with alecks yesterday evening about how I should enjoy the game in general and how I need to play. So basically, my gamestyle is not that I need to dive in [all the time], because I'm not that kind of player. I'm not f0rsakeN or Jinggg who will go to site and kill three people. For me, it's more like if I can take 1v1, I believe I'm going to win it. Meanwhile, the whole tournament I kept crushing myself, trying to help my teammates, when they don't really need it, you know. So in general, firstly, just enjoy the game, enjoy being on the stage with you guys, especially because the crowd was insane, especially today. And yeah, slow down. That's it."

PRX something: "[...] I had a talk with alecks yesterday evening about how I should enjoy the game in general and how I need to play. So basically, my gamestyle is not that I need to dive in [all the time], because I'm not that kind of player. I'm not f0rsakeN or Jinggg who will go to site and kill three people. For me, it's more like if I can take 1v1, I believe I'm going to win it. Meanwhile, the whole tournament I kept crushing myself, trying to help my teammates, when they don't really need it, you know. So in general, firstly, just enjoy the game, enjoy being on the stage with you guys, especially because the crowd was insane, especially today. And yeah, slow down. That's it."

VALO2ASIA

307,097 views • 6 months ago