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“I get upset when like people quit or they don’t get that instant gratification that they were looking for so they don’t want to try anymore, if you look at my life on paper, I shouldn’t be here, but it was so out of reach but i kept pushing... show more
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“idc that kc was exploring, i don’t want anyone to get it twisted here that im upset he’s in a connection with titi. but i would never want to be disrespected like that” THANK YOU ANIYA, THATS LITERALLY IT. 😭 #loveislandusa
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