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jihoon’s final message on his 3 hour live 🥹 “I hope you all can be people who love what you love without hesitation” HUHU i love him so much guys 🐶 even if things feel busy, I hope you keep trying to figure out what you like. I think that’s really important for treasure makers too 🐶 bc in life, if you want to live as yourself, the first step is knowing who you are. from what I’ve seen, people who really understand themselves are very strong. even when everything around them is chaotic, they still feel kind of calm and grounded just by existing. 🐶 everyone is probably busy and struggling in their own way, but I hope you all take a moment to ask yourselves, “what do I actually like?” and if you’re unsure, try it out a bit, or stop if it’s not for you. just keep exploring little by little until you find what you like. 🐶 that kind of thing is really necessary. seriously necessary. there are a lot of people who go through life without even knowing what they like. 🐶 especially in todays times, I think this is even more important. if you do find something you like, I hope you don’t worry about other people’s opinions or the situation too much. just like it fully. it’s yours. dont hold back just because of what others might think or because conditions aren’t perfect. if you like something, then I think it’s right to go all in and love it as much as you can. 🐶 and there’s no such thing as “high” or “low” when it comes to personal taste or hobbies. no such thing as a high-class or low-class hobby, or high or low taste. I really don’t think that exists. 🐶 whatever it is, if something makes your heart lean toward it, that’s a good thing. that already means you’re someone blessed enough to have something you care about. 🐶 don’t worry about it too much. if you like something, just keep liking it with all your heart. im rooting for you. that means you’ve got at least one person cheering you on, right? not everyone may support you, but I do. i think that’s something people really need 🐶 bc i’ve seen a lot of posts on Weverse where people say they don’t know what they like, or they’re not sure if it’s okay to like something. they worry if other people think it’s weird 🐶 so just don’t worry so much about other people’s opinions. u know what I mean, right? sometimes other people’s hobbies or interests look more impressive or ‘high-class’ and you might think yours looks small or embarrassing, but you don’t need to think like that. there’s no such thing. 🐶 if I think about myself, I like rock music, punk, subculture stuff, films, design.. things like that. does that make me a “low-class person”? no right? 🐶 so don’t think like that. I hope you all can be people who love what you love without hesitation. as treasure makers and as individuals. im rooting for you. fighting!

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Crimson Desert first impressions. The Open World is massive, it feels alive and it definitely holds up to my expectations when it comes to visuals. I know some reviewers have said the game takes up to 8 hours before it gets good but honestly I immediately fell in love with it and immediately started exploring. I found the puzzles and combat awesome to play with, once you get used to the controls which feel overwhelming at first, especially remembering all of them which can be a hassle first. The main protagonist Cliff hasn't clicked with me yet, right now I feel like he's just confused and there's not so much depth that he offers, I hope that will change as I progress through the story. The story itself and quests are quite interesting and I've actually had a good laugh in the beginning of the game when you have to help a couple struggling to clean the chimney. There are definitely some issues though, I feel like the starting stamina drains too quickly especially if you're using your wings to fly, if you run out of stamina while flying and fall into waters, Cliff will almost immediately drown because the Stamina bar is empty. I haven't encountered any bugs, crashes or stutters as of yet, however there are some ghosting issues when you enter buildings which can be quite distracting. Ray Regeneration on AMD GPUs tanks the performance so I just turned it off completely and instead I'm playing on Ultra Settings, which is a bummer because that tech looked very promising and made quite the difference when it came to visuals. Another weird issue that I had is trying to enter some doors or starting conversations with story character, the button to initiate the conversation wouldn't appear unless I went away and came back to a specific position before starting it. Some other issues include pop-in issues, camera movement and double NPCs with the same voice-lines if you greet them. Overall I think its a good start to a video-game that is quite massive in scale, there are still many things that I'll have to do and progress through before I give a conclusive opinion in this game.
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Two reasons why Wolf cried: T1 finally achieving the three-peat with Faker winning again and Gumayusi getting the Finals MVP 🥺 Wolf: "There were two reasons for my tears. First, we also once challenged for a three-peat back in 2015, 2016 and 2017 but we couldn’t win, and my form back then wasn't great either. We lost some really close games so I felt sorry about it. But today, we did achieve the three-peat, and Sanghyeok won again, so I was happy. But today, we finally achieved the three-peat and that it's T1 and Sanghyeok winning again, that made me so happy. So, one of the reasons was because I still felt sorry about back then." Wolf: "The second reason is that Minhyung got Finals MVP. Honestly, Minhyung went through a lot this year. Not just this year but every year there’s always so much talk about him. The truth is, even focusing solely on the game is already hard enough for a pro gamer. And pro gamers are really sensitive to external noise and talk. We've gone through the same thing ourselves too. But every single time, he endured well, kept playing well, and showed great performances so I was really grateful for that. I believe that pro gamers should prove themselves through performance. So when it comes to changes or substitutions, I think that’s natural. If your form isn’t good, then you might get replaced. That can happen. I have no issue with that, I think it’s only natural. But those external factors (Wolf meant here like the funeral wreaths, the trucks, death threats, harassment, etc.) trying to stir things up, I found those really disgusting and unpleasant to watch. So, I was worried that Minhyung must've been struggling a lot and it was always on my mind. Seeing him prove himself again like this makes me feel really good. He’s truly admirable and I’m proud of him." Gumayusi, your Wolf hyung is so proud of you 😭💛
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180,947 Aufrufe • vor 9 Monaten

I had a dream the last couples of months, a dream that kept me fighting, enduring, training, a dream that helped me to find a way to connect to tennis, my dream was to win a medal in my home country Olympic Paris 2024 A dream that looked impossible from the outside, knowing my last months results. But dreams are what give us life and energy. I needed to dream. I was aware my level was not at his best, my confidence and fitness neither but I had one goal, which was too give my 100% everyday while competing on court in front of the amazing French fans! I’m very disappointed with my finals results, I wish I could have make the Olympic dream be alive longer. I have to accept I was not good enough, my different opponents were better than me on those matches. Still, I gave it all, and as a reward I had an unforgettable experience with the crowds, a connexion so strong and so powerful, that I never felt before. It gave me energy, it fired something inside me again. I showed a face, a determination and fighting spirit again that was switched off. I found the light again on a tennis court. Very grateful to have experienced the magic of playing for team France, in Paris in front of a packed and enthusiast crowd, cheering me on, from the first to last point regardless of the score! As an individual athlete, it means a lot to be part of a team, to have a country behind you and feel that you play for something else than just your personal goals. Let’s see what the future brings us, but I think that even though the results were not what I wanted, maybe in a few months I can say that Paris was after all, a great success for myself. Diane Parry it was a pleasure and honor to get to share this experience with you. I hope it’s not the last time and I wish you all the best in your career 🫶🏻 EdouardRogerVasselin as always, I had a great time with you on court. All the best for the rest of the season! Merci France, je t’aime 🫶🏻 Let’s meet again in Roland Garros next year for some fun together 🔥
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I had a dream the last couples of months, a dream that kept me fighting, enduring, training, a dream that helped me to find a way to connect to tennis, my dream was to win a medal in my home country Olympic Paris 2024 A dream that looked impossible from the outside, knowing my last months results. But dreams are what give us life and energy. I needed to dream. I was aware my level was not at his best, my confidence and fitness neither but I had one goal, which was too give my 100% everyday while competing on court in front of the amazing French fans! I’m very disappointed with my finals results, I wish I could have make the Olympic dream be alive longer. I have to accept I was not good enough, my different opponents were better than me on those matches. Still, I gave it all, and as a reward I had an unforgettable experience with the crowds, a connexion so strong and so powerful, that I never felt before. It gave me energy, it fired something inside me again. I showed a face, a determination and fighting spirit again that was switched off. I found the light again on a tennis court. Very grateful to have experienced the magic of playing for team France, in Paris in front of a packed and enthusiast crowd, cheering me on, from the first to last point regardless of the score! As an individual athlete, it means a lot to be part of a team, to have a country behind you and feel that you play for something else than just your personal goals. Let’s see what the future brings us, but I think that even though the results were not what I wanted, maybe in a few months I can say that Paris was after all, a great success for myself. Diane Parry it was a pleasure and honor to get to share this experience with you. I hope it’s not the last time and I wish you all the best in your career 🫶🏻 EdouardRogerVasselin as always, I had a great time with you on court. All the best for the rest of the season! Merci France, je t’aime 🫶🏻 Let’s meet again in Roland Garros next year for some fun together 🔥

Caroline Garcia

34,026 Aufrufe • vor 2 Jahren

BADDIES AFRICA EPISODE 11 I know Africa is sick of them 😭 Diamond climbing on objects and jumping off doing WRESTLING MOVES in the middle of the clubs lmaoooo, like what are we doing . Yall might not like this but …. Dolly not wrong 🤷🏾‍♂️ . I know Ivori was drunk and just playing around , but Ivori was just coaching Tavii on how to beat up Dolly earlier, so you can’t be praying on my downfall & tryna be my friend too. Also, Ivori was booing Dolly with Pretty P & Diamond when she was performing her diss track to Diamond cause Diamond her friend 😂 so even tho they made up, it’s been secret tension between the two AND i feel like Ivori ain’t like Dolly since Dolly told the new girls she beat up Ivori in Atlanta . This was bound to happen . The fact that Nat is the CEO & Rollie was the only way Tavii got her chain back from Dolly is crazy 😭 them girls do not be respecting what Natalie be saying at ALL & Dolly having the chain hidden in her room had me in tears cause nobody would’ve found that lmao All of Tavii & Dolly fights be close & good to me . I think Dolly is faster but Tavii is taller , so it just depends on who gets the best of the other person in each round . Dolly stay injuring that hand tho, them fingers be boneless lmaoo Elsie K & Russian can GO. We should’ve been had new replacements to shake up the house . Elsie keep saying she live up the street, like do you want an uber so you can go 😭 & Russian sneaking Elsie was weak when Kay Rican had to keep running on Russian to make her fight (even tho Kay Rican lost everytime lmao) . Lex got both rounds with Fania . That first round was 😮‍💨😔 . I like Fania , but we gotta tell the truth . Marissa got that round with Summer & everybody was cheering 😂 Summer hilarious tho “worry about that girl thats sleeping with your baby daddy” & now Marissa & Kold Killa beefing in real life Lex clocked tf out of Scotty 😭 You talking about Russian calling them ugly & Natalie called you ugly , put her hands on you multiple times, etc , and you still with her til this day . It’s even worse cause yall were “bestfriends” so 🍅🍅 RIGHT MESSAGE , WRONG MESSENGER #baddiesafrica #isaiahjaay
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BADDIES AFRICA EPISODE 11 I know Africa is sick of them 😭 Diamond climbing on objects and jumping off doing WRESTLING MOVES in the middle of the clubs lmaoooo, like what are we doing . Yall might not like this but …. Dolly not wrong 🤷🏾‍♂️ . I know Ivori was drunk and just playing around , but Ivori was just coaching Tavii on how to beat up Dolly earlier, so you can’t be praying on my downfall & tryna be my friend too. Also, Ivori was booing Dolly with Pretty P & Diamond when she was performing her diss track to Diamond cause Diamond her friend 😂 so even tho they made up, it’s been secret tension between the two AND i feel like Ivori ain’t like Dolly since Dolly told the new girls she beat up Ivori in Atlanta . This was bound to happen . The fact that Nat is the CEO & Rollie was the only way Tavii got her chain back from Dolly is crazy 😭 them girls do not be respecting what Natalie be saying at ALL & Dolly having the chain hidden in her room had me in tears cause nobody would’ve found that lmao All of Tavii & Dolly fights be close & good to me . I think Dolly is faster but Tavii is taller , so it just depends on who gets the best of the other person in each round . Dolly stay injuring that hand tho, them fingers be boneless lmaoo Elsie K & Russian can GO. We should’ve been had new replacements to shake up the house . Elsie keep saying she live up the street, like do you want an uber so you can go 😭 & Russian sneaking Elsie was weak when Kay Rican had to keep running on Russian to make her fight (even tho Kay Rican lost everytime lmao) . Lex got both rounds with Fania . That first round was 😮‍💨😔 . I like Fania , but we gotta tell the truth . Marissa got that round with Summer & everybody was cheering 😂 Summer hilarious tho “worry about that girl thats sleeping with your baby daddy” & now Marissa & Kold Killa beefing in real life Lex clocked tf out of Scotty 😭 You talking about Russian calling them ugly & Natalie called you ugly , put her hands on you multiple times, etc , and you still with her til this day . It’s even worse cause yall were “bestfriends” so 🍅🍅 RIGHT MESSAGE , WRONG MESSENGER #baddiesafrica #isaiahjaay

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48,608 Aufrufe • vor 1 Jahr

I MADE THE BEST 2D SPRITE AI PIPELINE EVER! After testing so much, doing tons of math, trying various different methods I finally got truly the cleanest sprite result I could ask for! You should bookmark this post! ✅ I think this is the happiest 'aha' moment I've had since starting this journey. Day 48 of making a custom webGL game engine using Cursor 🔽🔽🔽 I've been trying to solve sprites since I started this project. I came close a couple of times but it was always something - either dynamic lights wouldn't work, or the genAI results would make them grainy, or I would have to have incorrect alpha etc. After so much struggling, wanting to give up, thinking it's impossible - it was finally done! Perfect matte interpolation of black & white backgrounds resulting in a clean outline of the sprite, half transparent effects keeping their full quality. But this was not enough for me. I wanted more. I wanted those dynamic lights for the most badass anime effects that I'll be creating for the next many weeks! And somehow, I managed to come up with the perfect balance that is nice to the eye with almost no visible imperfections or artifacts when using any kind of dynamic lights. See for yourself! 🔽🔽🔽 How does this magic happen? 1⃣ First, the animation is created using Kling AI. I found it the best to keep the quality anime 2D style I wanted, but I guess others may work as well. 2⃣ Then, the frames are carefully extracted at lossless quality and processed via automation through Nano Banana pass to create an opposite background (white->black or black->white). 3⃣ Once we have a proper spritesheet, I then used MiDaS to compute the depth maps, and then algorithmically create PBR maps for lighting. The remaining depth maps can also be used for various effects, although haven't explored it much yet. 4⃣ Finally, all elements are cut into single frames and overlapped with their respective normal maps. If done right, they're pretty much ready for runtime. I like my heroes to be 512 to truly stand out like fighting game characters, but all of this works with far smaller or bigger sprites. Mind you, it's important to note that Nano Banana has a max output of 4k. Therefore you don't want to make your atlases larger than 4k - which is still quite a lot since it allows you 8x8 512 frames. 💡💡💡 I believe the output quality is beyond anything currently available, and I'll be looking into packaging the whole thing into a web app so people can use it. If you find this useful, please repost it! I really wanted to share this method to the world. Thank you for reading! Look forward to day 49 update!
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I MADE THE BEST 2D SPRITE AI PIPELINE EVER! After testing so much, doing tons of math, trying various different methods I finally got truly the cleanest sprite result I could ask for! You should bookmark this post! ✅ I think this is the happiest 'aha' moment I've had since starting this journey. Day 48 of making a custom webGL game engine using Cursor 🔽🔽🔽 I've been trying to solve sprites since I started this project. I came close a couple of times but it was always something - either dynamic lights wouldn't work, or the genAI results would make them grainy, or I would have to have incorrect alpha etc. After so much struggling, wanting to give up, thinking it's impossible - it was finally done! Perfect matte interpolation of black & white backgrounds resulting in a clean outline of the sprite, half transparent effects keeping their full quality. But this was not enough for me. I wanted more. I wanted those dynamic lights for the most badass anime effects that I'll be creating for the next many weeks! And somehow, I managed to come up with the perfect balance that is nice to the eye with almost no visible imperfections or artifacts when using any kind of dynamic lights. See for yourself! 🔽🔽🔽 How does this magic happen? 1⃣ First, the animation is created using Kling AI. I found it the best to keep the quality anime 2D style I wanted, but I guess others may work as well. 2⃣ Then, the frames are carefully extracted at lossless quality and processed via automation through Nano Banana pass to create an opposite background (white->black or black->white). 3⃣ Once we have a proper spritesheet, I then used MiDaS to compute the depth maps, and then algorithmically create PBR maps for lighting. The remaining depth maps can also be used for various effects, although haven't explored it much yet. 4⃣ Finally, all elements are cut into single frames and overlapped with their respective normal maps. If done right, they're pretty much ready for runtime. I like my heroes to be 512 to truly stand out like fighting game characters, but all of this works with far smaller or bigger sprites. Mind you, it's important to note that Nano Banana has a max output of 4k. Therefore you don't want to make your atlases larger than 4k - which is still quite a lot since it allows you 8x8 512 frames. 💡💡💡 I believe the output quality is beyond anything currently available, and I'll be looking into packaging the whole thing into a web app so people can use it. If you find this useful, please repost it! I really wanted to share this method to the world. Thank you for reading! Look forward to day 49 update!

Startracker 🔺

145,925 Aufrufe • vor 6 Monaten

[eng trans] Gunil's 11-Minute Concert Ment at Summer Xcape 2026 🐹 hello, it's gunil. so, did something happen yesterday? firstly, i'd just like to share a few thoughts about how i felt during today's show. i'm always the type to talk for a long time, so i'm trying to be careful because i'm worried some of you might fall asleep. but if you want to sleep, that's okay. you have the freedom. 🐹 anyway, the thing i felt while performing today was that... honestly, i think yesterday we were all still a little shy around each other. i know some of you were here yesterday too. because of that, i was honestly really worried about today. ah, but still, we only had two days to begin with, so since this is the second and final day, we really have to enjoy ourselves and have fun without any regrets. i wanted Xdizzto have fun, and i wanted villains to have fun too. but i kept thinking, will that really work out? i was really worried about it a lot. 🐹 but the moment today's first performance started, you all welcomed us with such loud cheers that i think those worries just disappeared. and honestly, today, even when we made our silly jokes, you reacted so well. you cheered like this even when jooyeon was just tuning his guitar. ah, i'm really, truly grateful for that. so, in conclusion, i had a great time today. 🐹 i think it's almost been five years since our debut now, right? five calendar years, right? anyway, some time has passed, and while we've stood on countless stages during that time, i think yesterday and today, Xcape 2026, will remain one of those performances that i'll remember for a very long time. 🐹 today's concert was really fun. but when i think to myself whether that means it was a perfect performance... personally, i don't think so. while i was playing the drums and listening through my in-ear monitor, there were parts i felt like were lacking. and the more i perform, the more ideas i have about areas we can improve so we can make our concerts even more enjoyable. i've noticed a lot of those things myself, and found parts i wanted to improve. so yes, although today's concert was really fun, i won't let us become satisfied with just this. i want us to continue creating performances that are even more fun and have better quality. that's something i really wanted to tell all of you. 🐹 did you all have fun? you all traveled such a long way to get here. for a lot of people, yeongjongdo is actually pretty far away. so the fact that you came all the way here just to see xdiz, is really an act of love. thank you once again, from the bottom of my heart, for loving us so much and coming all this way to support us. i'm not crying. my nose isn't stuffed either. can you hear my sniffling? when i talk quietly, I don't think you can hear me. 🐹 anyway, along time ago, i made a promise to you all, didn't i? i said that xdiz would always be the kind of team that keeps simmering bone broth. [see reply for the context of his "real bone broth" ment] of course, if you eat bone broth every single day, eventually you might start doubting and think "is this really bone broth?" because you get so used to it. but i really cross my heart on this. i'll bet everything on this. without lying, i'll always give my absolute best. i think that's only natural. isn't it wrong to not give your best? 🐹 anyway, i hope you'll continue to believe in us. i hope you keep trusting xdiz. we'll also keep working hard so we can live up to that trust. i believe that precious relationships, as they get deeper, will have more crises/problems. because, well, think about your precious friends. or maybe a neighborhood friend you're close with. or a classmate you were incredibly close to. haven't there been incidents where suddenly that relationship becomes strained because of a crisis? but i believe that a crisis can become an opportunity. so even if there are any of you who may have doubted us, i want to use that as an opportunity to keep proving ourselves to you. 🐹 i hope you know that we're never the kind of people, or the kind of team, that would carelessly take you for granted or treat your love half-heartedly. and i'm so grateful that there are far more people who don't think that way. we really love you all so much. we'll keep talking together after every show, giving each other feedback among ourselves, adressing the areas we fell short on today, and working hard to show you performances that are even more fun and with higher quality. 🐹 oh, right. earlier, when i talked about that promise while mentioning the bone broth, there was something else i said back then too. do you remember me saying the bigger this group gets, as more and more new villains join us, i mentioned that i was afraid some of you may leave so i said i wanted to protect all of you no matter what. nobody actually says things like "what will you protect? protect yourself first." but i think you all understand what i feel. 🐹 honestly, every single one of you is genuinely precious to me. whether there's just one villain or 200,000 villains, you're all still villains. but as our fandom keeps growing, it naturally starts feeling like one huge group. so because of that, i think we might stop feeling like we're seen as an individual person anymore. once again, what i want to tell you here is that every single piece of love that each of you sends us is incredibly precious. really. every single one of you. everyone here, from zone 1 all the way to zone 7000 is so incredibly precious to us. 🐹 when one person comes together... ah no, not just one person. when one person, then another person come together, sometimes they become ten thousand people. that's how it goes, doesn't it? 🐹 anyway, you all know the song "one candle", right? oh, i'm sorry. this is really the last one... actually, you all know i'm a tmi talker. you know, a too much talker. so for a while, i've been telling myself, "ah, i need to restrain myself" and holding back but it's been a while, so, i'll loosen up my mouth a bit more. 🐹 i really love the song "one candle" it talks about how when one candle joins another, then another, and so on, they become one really great light. you are every single one of those lights. when you're standing alone, in a way, you might sometimes feel insignificant. but truly, every one of you is not insignificant. not at all. 🐹 we will become xdiz that grows by constantly reflecting on ourselves, growing through self-reflection, and will never lose our humility so we can become a team that doesn't feel insignificant even if there's just one of us, and even if there were only one of you, we'd still give everything we have until the very end. we would be really grateful if you'll keep believing in us until the very end. and i'll keep believing in our villains until the very end too. thank you. 🐹 also, wasn't this concert amazing? the drums came down from the sky. the instruments came down too. so many incredible things prepared for this show, but this concert couldn't have happened through our efforts alone. there are so many staff members working behind the scenes, and honestly, i think they worked even harder than we did. please give our staff a huge round of applause. and finally, villains, please give yourselves a round of applause too.
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[eng trans] Gunil's 11-Minute Concert Ment at Summer Xcape 2026 🐹 hello, it's gunil. so, did something happen yesterday? firstly, i'd just like to share a few thoughts about how i felt during today's show. i'm always the type to talk for a long time, so i'm trying to be careful because i'm worried some of you might fall asleep. but if you want to sleep, that's okay. you have the freedom. 🐹 anyway, the thing i felt while performing today was that... honestly, i think yesterday we were all still a little shy around each other. i know some of you were here yesterday too. because of that, i was honestly really worried about today. ah, but still, we only had two days to begin with, so since this is the second and final day, we really have to enjoy ourselves and have fun without any regrets. i wanted Xdizzto have fun, and i wanted villains to have fun too. but i kept thinking, will that really work out? i was really worried about it a lot. 🐹 but the moment today's first performance started, you all welcomed us with such loud cheers that i think those worries just disappeared. and honestly, today, even when we made our silly jokes, you reacted so well. you cheered like this even when jooyeon was just tuning his guitar. ah, i'm really, truly grateful for that. so, in conclusion, i had a great time today. 🐹 i think it's almost been five years since our debut now, right? five calendar years, right? anyway, some time has passed, and while we've stood on countless stages during that time, i think yesterday and today, Xcape 2026, will remain one of those performances that i'll remember for a very long time. 🐹 today's concert was really fun. but when i think to myself whether that means it was a perfect performance... personally, i don't think so. while i was playing the drums and listening through my in-ear monitor, there were parts i felt like were lacking. and the more i perform, the more ideas i have about areas we can improve so we can make our concerts even more enjoyable. i've noticed a lot of those things myself, and found parts i wanted to improve. so yes, although today's concert was really fun, i won't let us become satisfied with just this. i want us to continue creating performances that are even more fun and have better quality. that's something i really wanted to tell all of you. 🐹 did you all have fun? you all traveled such a long way to get here. for a lot of people, yeongjongdo is actually pretty far away. so the fact that you came all the way here just to see xdiz, is really an act of love. thank you once again, from the bottom of my heart, for loving us so much and coming all this way to support us. i'm not crying. my nose isn't stuffed either. can you hear my sniffling? when i talk quietly, I don't think you can hear me. 🐹 anyway, along time ago, i made a promise to you all, didn't i? i said that xdiz would always be the kind of team that keeps simmering bone broth. [see reply for the context of his "real bone broth" ment] of course, if you eat bone broth every single day, eventually you might start doubting and think "is this really bone broth?" because you get so used to it. but i really cross my heart on this. i'll bet everything on this. without lying, i'll always give my absolute best. i think that's only natural. isn't it wrong to not give your best? 🐹 anyway, i hope you'll continue to believe in us. i hope you keep trusting xdiz. we'll also keep working hard so we can live up to that trust. i believe that precious relationships, as they get deeper, will have more crises/problems. because, well, think about your precious friends. or maybe a neighborhood friend you're close with. or a classmate you were incredibly close to. haven't there been incidents where suddenly that relationship becomes strained because of a crisis? but i believe that a crisis can become an opportunity. so even if there are any of you who may have doubted us, i want to use that as an opportunity to keep proving ourselves to you. 🐹 i hope you know that we're never the kind of people, or the kind of team, that would carelessly take you for granted or treat your love half-heartedly. and i'm so grateful that there are far more people who don't think that way. we really love you all so much. we'll keep talking together after every show, giving each other feedback among ourselves, adressing the areas we fell short on today, and working hard to show you performances that are even more fun and with higher quality. 🐹 oh, right. earlier, when i talked about that promise while mentioning the bone broth, there was something else i said back then too. do you remember me saying the bigger this group gets, as more and more new villains join us, i mentioned that i was afraid some of you may leave so i said i wanted to protect all of you no matter what. nobody actually says things like "what will you protect? protect yourself first." but i think you all understand what i feel. 🐹 honestly, every single one of you is genuinely precious to me. whether there's just one villain or 200,000 villains, you're all still villains. but as our fandom keeps growing, it naturally starts feeling like one huge group. so because of that, i think we might stop feeling like we're seen as an individual person anymore. once again, what i want to tell you here is that every single piece of love that each of you sends us is incredibly precious. really. every single one of you. everyone here, from zone 1 all the way to zone 7000 is so incredibly precious to us. 🐹 when one person comes together... ah no, not just one person. when one person, then another person come together, sometimes they become ten thousand people. that's how it goes, doesn't it? 🐹 anyway, you all know the song "one candle", right? oh, i'm sorry. this is really the last one... actually, you all know i'm a tmi talker. you know, a too much talker. so for a while, i've been telling myself, "ah, i need to restrain myself" and holding back but it's been a while, so, i'll loosen up my mouth a bit more. 🐹 i really love the song "one candle" it talks about how when one candle joins another, then another, and so on, they become one really great light. you are every single one of those lights. when you're standing alone, in a way, you might sometimes feel insignificant. but truly, every one of you is not insignificant. not at all. 🐹 we will become xdiz that grows by constantly reflecting on ourselves, growing through self-reflection, and will never lose our humility so we can become a team that doesn't feel insignificant even if there's just one of us, and even if there were only one of you, we'd still give everything we have until the very end. we would be really grateful if you'll keep believing in us until the very end. and i'll keep believing in our villains until the very end too. thank you. 🐹 also, wasn't this concert amazing? the drums came down from the sky. the instruments came down too. so many incredible things prepared for this show, but this concert couldn't have happened through our efforts alone. there are so many staff members working behind the scenes, and honestly, i think they worked even harder than we did. please give our staff a huge round of applause. and finally, villains, please give yourselves a round of applause too.

ten 🪐

30,206 Aufrufe • vor 2 Monaten

Today my power wheelchair hit 15,000 km. Almost every one of those kilometres had a Rottweiler beside it. Losing my legs meant relearning everything. And it was and still is, hard. Opening a door and getting through it. Getting out of bed at 3 a.m. to pee. Even getting into bed. I am eternally grateful a Rottweiler was there for all of it. Kuno, a huge dog with a massive heart, taught me how to live this life. Without him I am fairly certain I would have stayed in bed, stared at the TV, and hated the world. Instead he got me outside, and we learned how to navigate a community built when people like me were expected to live in institutions. Those kilometres were full of firsts. First grocery shop with no help. First time stuck in a couple inches of snow. First time I could not get into a business because they chose an inaccessible location. First time I trained a puppy from a wheelchair. I was painfully self-conscious those first years. The pity smiles. The awkward questions. The stranger in the grocery store who asked to lay hands on me and pray. I coped by getting better at dog training. Kuno and I put a ridiculous number of miles on together. We took classes and found mentors. I learned to drive with hand controls, then bought a used accessible van so we could travel. This wheelchair has rolled all over the prairies when we've completed in Rally Obedience trials. We played in parks in the sun. Trained in the underground parking when it snowed. We gave presentations on service dogs, accessibility, and disability at community groups, schools, and post-secondary institutions. We challenged the city on multiple issues and became the unofficial accessibility watchdog team. At Christmas we raised funds for charities. More importantly, except for a couple of brutal weather days when I had to call emergency dog-walking help, we were out in the community being active. A lot of those kilometres were spent training very specific work: backing in a perfect heel, spins, pivoting beside the chair, even pivots with the dog in front facing me. We got so good it almost became a dance. He walked beside me the first time I rolled down the sidewalk in this chair. I rolled beside him on the last steps he took before he passed away. A few years ago Chesnyy joined the household and the kilometres started adding up faster. We started working with a government-qualified service dog organization and now we teach some of their classes. Last year Chesnyy and I moved into an accessible house with my best friend, and another Rottweiler puppy arrived. There are still a lot of walks left. Winter is still highly inaccessible. After 15,000 km the challenges have shifted. Many barriers are still there and we will keep tackling them. I am more confident now. It took a lot of work, but I have proven myself in the dog training community. I still miss things I can no longer do, but I have accepted this disability and I am trying to live my best life. The bigger fight now is pain. Chronic pain is not new. It was an issue before amputation. Phantom pain no longer surprises me. My shoulders hurts tremendously from transferring and lifting from a seated position. My back aches from sitting. And yes, my butt hurts. Pain makes motivation really hard. The dogs help with that. On the days when I just want to give up, wet noses nudge me on. 15,000 km is a lot for a power chair. I got this one in the fall of 2020. Techs are always shocked at the mileage. They typically see about 5,000 km over the life of a chair. This one will probably need replacing in the next year or so. Thankfully there is some government funding but they only fund base models. Good chairs that are easier on the body and actually work well cost a lot more. A full-time power wheelchair in Canada often starts around $15,000. Add tilt to help prevent pressure sores and you can easily add another $10,000. When you live in the chair it has to be customized. One of the hardest parts of disability is the cost. I am fortunate to have a consistent disability income that covers monthly bills but I don't have extended medical insurance to get upgraded equipment. Prescriptions, physical therapy, and a lot of disability related equipment is all out of pocket. I am not asking for money. I just want people to understand that power mobility is ridiculously expensive, and that a couple of giant-hearted Rottweilers made 15,000 km possible. Today I took the chair off the pavement and did a little 4x4ing so the dogs could run off-leash on a beautiful summer day. Watching them play, I thought about every hard kilometre that got us here. That still makes my heart smile. ❤️🐾❤️ Admin
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Today my power wheelchair hit 15,000 km. Almost every one of those kilometres had a Rottweiler beside it. Losing my legs meant relearning everything. And it was and still is, hard. Opening a door and getting through it. Getting out of bed at 3 a.m. to pee. Even getting into bed. I am eternally grateful a Rottweiler was there for all of it. Kuno, a huge dog with a massive heart, taught me how to live this life. Without him I am fairly certain I would have stayed in bed, stared at the TV, and hated the world. Instead he got me outside, and we learned how to navigate a community built when people like me were expected to live in institutions. Those kilometres were full of firsts. First grocery shop with no help. First time stuck in a couple inches of snow. First time I could not get into a business because they chose an inaccessible location. First time I trained a puppy from a wheelchair. I was painfully self-conscious those first years. The pity smiles. The awkward questions. The stranger in the grocery store who asked to lay hands on me and pray. I coped by getting better at dog training. Kuno and I put a ridiculous number of miles on together. We took classes and found mentors. I learned to drive with hand controls, then bought a used accessible van so we could travel. This wheelchair has rolled all over the prairies when we've completed in Rally Obedience trials. We played in parks in the sun. Trained in the underground parking when it snowed. We gave presentations on service dogs, accessibility, and disability at community groups, schools, and post-secondary institutions. We challenged the city on multiple issues and became the unofficial accessibility watchdog team. At Christmas we raised funds for charities. More importantly, except for a couple of brutal weather days when I had to call emergency dog-walking help, we were out in the community being active. A lot of those kilometres were spent training very specific work: backing in a perfect heel, spins, pivoting beside the chair, even pivots with the dog in front facing me. We got so good it almost became a dance. He walked beside me the first time I rolled down the sidewalk in this chair. I rolled beside him on the last steps he took before he passed away. A few years ago Chesnyy joined the household and the kilometres started adding up faster. We started working with a government-qualified service dog organization and now we teach some of their classes. Last year Chesnyy and I moved into an accessible house with my best friend, and another Rottweiler puppy arrived. There are still a lot of walks left. Winter is still highly inaccessible. After 15,000 km the challenges have shifted. Many barriers are still there and we will keep tackling them. I am more confident now. It took a lot of work, but I have proven myself in the dog training community. I still miss things I can no longer do, but I have accepted this disability and I am trying to live my best life. The bigger fight now is pain. Chronic pain is not new. It was an issue before amputation. Phantom pain no longer surprises me. My shoulders hurts tremendously from transferring and lifting from a seated position. My back aches from sitting. And yes, my butt hurts. Pain makes motivation really hard. The dogs help with that. On the days when I just want to give up, wet noses nudge me on. 15,000 km is a lot for a power chair. I got this one in the fall of 2020. Techs are always shocked at the mileage. They typically see about 5,000 km over the life of a chair. This one will probably need replacing in the next year or so. Thankfully there is some government funding but they only fund base models. Good chairs that are easier on the body and actually work well cost a lot more. A full-time power wheelchair in Canada often starts around $15,000. Add tilt to help prevent pressure sores and you can easily add another $10,000. When you live in the chair it has to be customized. One of the hardest parts of disability is the cost. I am fortunate to have a consistent disability income that covers monthly bills but I don't have extended medical insurance to get upgraded equipment. Prescriptions, physical therapy, and a lot of disability related equipment is all out of pocket. I am not asking for money. I just want people to understand that power mobility is ridiculously expensive, and that a couple of giant-hearted Rottweilers made 15,000 km possible. Today I took the chair off the pavement and did a little 4x4ing so the dogs could run off-leash on a beautiful summer day. Watching them play, I thought about every hard kilometre that got us here. That still makes my heart smile. ❤️🐾❤️ Admin

Team Servicerottie🇨🇦🐕‍🦺🦽

16,281 Aufrufe • vor 2 Tagen

Jimmy speaking up about LOL tickets resale prices: “some prices just don’t make sense… even if you can afford it, maybe hold back a bit.” 🎫 💸 JIMMY AT HUAWEI SIAM PARAGON #HuaweiSiamParagonxJimmy #LOLFanFest2026 💬: What’s your next plan? 💜: The next plan is LOL. 💬: How’s that going? 💜: First of all, I’m happy for everyone who got a ticket. But I’d like to use this space to warn the fans: for those who didn't get one and are looking to buy resold tickets at prices that just... don't make sense... I mean, it’s your money, and if you're happy to pay, I won't stop you. But I personally feel that when the price becomes nonsensical, you really shouldn't pay. I want to look out for the fans on that. 💬: There were people who grabbed a ticket and jacked the price up to six figures! 💜: Honestly, I’m not happy about the prices climbing that high. I understand it’s a basic social mechanism, high demand and limited supply. Market forces work that way for everything, not just concerts. I used to be a "sneakerhead," and when limited shoes came out and prices doubled or tripled, I was willing to pay. But when the price is like... 🤨 [calculating] ...30 or 40 times the original? Even if you have the money, you should hit the brakes a bit. 💬: So you feel it’s just not worth it to pay six figures? 💜: Yes. Honestly, it is a huge event, but we also have Live Streaming available. And let’s be real, this won't be the last time you ever see us. I understand it’s a big deal and everyone wants to come support their favorite artists, but I think I can speak for all the LOL boys when I say: some things just aren't reasonable. I want fans to keep that in mind. 💬: Do you feel "down" or discouraged when fans comment saying they couldn't get a ticket at all? 💜: Personally, I don't feel down. Like I said, it’s supply and demand. There are fans who did manage to get them, and if I were sad, it wouldn't be fair to them. We should congratulate them! All of us in LOL will just focus on doing our absolute best to make the show worth the wait and worthy of this incredible response. 💬: What’s your take on how to handle people who resell at such inflated prices? 💜: 🙂‍↔️ I honestly don't know how to solve it. We’ve already been discussing this with friends and the management. We sit down and ask, "How do we deal with this?" Someone suggests one way, but it might disadvantage one group of people. Another suggestion might hurt another group. If anyone has a great solution, please share it! We’re listening. If it’s a good idea, we’ll improve things for the next event. If the executives see a comment with a viable method, I’d be very happy to hear it. 💬: So the LOL gang isn't just staying silent about this issue? 💜: I think the executives have seen this from the start. It’s not just GMMTV; every company selling concert tickets is trying to deal with this. It’s just that the perfect solution hasn't been found yet. 💬: How’s the preparation coming along? 💜: Right now, the behind-the-scenes team, choreographers, and show creators are starting to consult with the artists. We’re currently in the song selection phase. 💬: Are you guys pitching your own ideas? 💜: Yeah, there’s some of that. We’ve talked about wanting to do things a certain way this year. 💬: So it's all in the preparation stage? 💜: We’re still in the discussion phase with the team. 💬: Nothing set in stone yet for the performance? 💜: 😊 Yes. The exact show structure isn't crystal clear yet, but the theme is very distinct. It’s the racing theme, right? We're working on the show now.
5:36

Jimmy speaking up about LOL tickets resale prices: “some prices just don’t make sense… even if you can afford it, maybe hold back a bit.” 🎫 💸 JIMMY AT HUAWEI SIAM PARAGON #HuaweiSiamParagonxJimmy #LOLFanFest2026 💬: What’s your next plan? 💜: The next plan is LOL. 💬: How’s that going? 💜: First of all, I’m happy for everyone who got a ticket. But I’d like to use this space to warn the fans: for those who didn't get one and are looking to buy resold tickets at prices that just... don't make sense... I mean, it’s your money, and if you're happy to pay, I won't stop you. But I personally feel that when the price becomes nonsensical, you really shouldn't pay. I want to look out for the fans on that. 💬: There were people who grabbed a ticket and jacked the price up to six figures! 💜: Honestly, I’m not happy about the prices climbing that high. I understand it’s a basic social mechanism, high demand and limited supply. Market forces work that way for everything, not just concerts. I used to be a "sneakerhead," and when limited shoes came out and prices doubled or tripled, I was willing to pay. But when the price is like... 🤨 [calculating] ...30 or 40 times the original? Even if you have the money, you should hit the brakes a bit. 💬: So you feel it’s just not worth it to pay six figures? 💜: Yes. Honestly, it is a huge event, but we also have Live Streaming available. And let’s be real, this won't be the last time you ever see us. I understand it’s a big deal and everyone wants to come support their favorite artists, but I think I can speak for all the LOL boys when I say: some things just aren't reasonable. I want fans to keep that in mind. 💬: Do you feel "down" or discouraged when fans comment saying they couldn't get a ticket at all? 💜: Personally, I don't feel down. Like I said, it’s supply and demand. There are fans who did manage to get them, and if I were sad, it wouldn't be fair to them. We should congratulate them! All of us in LOL will just focus on doing our absolute best to make the show worth the wait and worthy of this incredible response. 💬: What’s your take on how to handle people who resell at such inflated prices? 💜: 🙂‍↔️ I honestly don't know how to solve it. We’ve already been discussing this with friends and the management. We sit down and ask, "How do we deal with this?" Someone suggests one way, but it might disadvantage one group of people. Another suggestion might hurt another group. If anyone has a great solution, please share it! We’re listening. If it’s a good idea, we’ll improve things for the next event. If the executives see a comment with a viable method, I’d be very happy to hear it. 💬: So the LOL gang isn't just staying silent about this issue? 💜: I think the executives have seen this from the start. It’s not just GMMTV; every company selling concert tickets is trying to deal with this. It’s just that the perfect solution hasn't been found yet. 💬: How’s the preparation coming along? 💜: Right now, the behind-the-scenes team, choreographers, and show creators are starting to consult with the artists. We’re currently in the song selection phase. 💬: Are you guys pitching your own ideas? 💜: Yeah, there’s some of that. We’ve talked about wanting to do things a certain way this year. 💬: So it's all in the preparation stage? 💜: We’re still in the discussion phase with the team. 💬: Nothing set in stone yet for the performance? 💜: 😊 Yes. The exact show structure isn't crystal clear yet, but the theme is very distinct. It’s the racing theme, right? We're working on the show now.

Mhokstache ✨

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Cliffnotes from Silvervale's stream talking about her experience with Vshojo. (sorry it's wordy) • She wants to think it was incompetence, not malice, but with everything coming out it’s hard to say • VShojo had good people, it wasn’t all evil. Just “a lot of mishandling” and “people handling things that shouldn’t have been handling them” • “The original contract was pretty predatory… I noticed there was no exit clause which should’ve been a huge red flag, but I was really excited… I got them to add an exit clause to all the girls’ contracts” • Before leaving, they owed her “like a metric fuck ton of money” in missing sponsor payouts • “I think at one point they were hoping we wouldn’t catch on to the missing funds” • Still hasn’t been paid for Smite, AdvancedGG, Ironside PC, and tons of other sponsors • Tried to adjust the new contract with help from a lawyer. VShojo refused, got upset, had lawyers review it. She was belittled and shamed to other talents, made to feel greedy. “We were villainized for that” • “Before I left I reached out to all the talents that would listen and warned as many people as I could. I told them to check their payments. But I could never warn anyone publicly, I was afraid… VShojo had so much power and sway and I was terrified” • “The threat of them suing me was very real and it haunted me for a very very long time. I just casually said I was stressed and needed to cancel a stream and they contacted my lawyer because of that. Threatened to sue me if I hinted I was leaving or unhappy at all” • “They were watching us like a hawk. I think they were watching all of us” • “I loved the memories I made with the girls but the internal working was so messed up. We were lied to, pitted against each other and told different things so we’d turn on each other instead of the agency” • Had internal leaderboards to make talents compete • “You were considered a problem person for rocking the boat or voicing concerns” • Told not to discuss sponsorships unless staff allowed it. “They did everything to compartmentalize us and make us feel like we were nothing without them” • “It felt like we were working for them. I can’t stress enough how trapped we felt” • During the wizard situation, “I know people thought I had no support, and you can’t imagine how TRUE that was” • Had a call with Gunrun, (during the Hogwarth stuff)someone she admired, who told her she was a disappointment, harmful to the brand, and her harassment was “an inconvenience to the other talents” • She was told not to talk to anyone and not to stream. They said it wasn’t a suspension because “they weren’t that kind of agency,” but she said “what else do you call being told not to stream” • “This broke me. It shattered my perception of everything and my trust. I was one of the founding members. I put so much effort, time, and love into this, and to be treated so harshly with no remorse… it just broke me” • Other talents told her they were angry and on her side. But when they left, VShojo discredited them to staff and members, calling them greedy and troublemakers. “They held her hostage” • “They said to many horrible things(about us, to talents and staff) just to avoid the truth that they were stealing from us” • Silver later found out she was slandered to musicians, companies, business partners, and artists she worked with • “We were held under that NDA for so long. Always threatened with legal action over everything. They even had my mom sign one. She’s not my manager. Just my mom. I guess because she knew what was happening they wanted to cover their bases” • “We had a non-disparagement agreement. It went both ways. But I could’ve never handled that legal battle. They had a lot of power” • “I thought I would take this to my grave. It feels surreal to be able to talk about it now” • “Where did the money go? How many ads did you buy? Were they made out of gold?” • “I was stressed and depressed every day until I left. I suddenly felt relieved. The mental toll was horrible. There are so many streams I cancelled because of this. I was in the darkest place for so long. This is the worst experience I’ve ever gone through. My world was destroyed. I felt so isolated. My own agency got into my head that I wasn’t valuable. That they could steal from me and get away with it. I was so burnt out and so sad. I was struggling really bad. I tried not to show it to you guys” • “I hope they paid the artists I worked with. I usually handled those things directly because I like being hands-on” • She says being able to talk about it now is helping her start to heal
0:49

Cliffnotes from Silvervale's stream talking about her experience with Vshojo. (sorry it's wordy) • She wants to think it was incompetence, not malice, but with everything coming out it’s hard to say • VShojo had good people, it wasn’t all evil. Just “a lot of mishandling” and “people handling things that shouldn’t have been handling them” • “The original contract was pretty predatory… I noticed there was no exit clause which should’ve been a huge red flag, but I was really excited… I got them to add an exit clause to all the girls’ contracts” • Before leaving, they owed her “like a metric fuck ton of money” in missing sponsor payouts • “I think at one point they were hoping we wouldn’t catch on to the missing funds” • Still hasn’t been paid for Smite, AdvancedGG, Ironside PC, and tons of other sponsors • Tried to adjust the new contract with help from a lawyer. VShojo refused, got upset, had lawyers review it. She was belittled and shamed to other talents, made to feel greedy. “We were villainized for that” • “Before I left I reached out to all the talents that would listen and warned as many people as I could. I told them to check their payments. But I could never warn anyone publicly, I was afraid… VShojo had so much power and sway and I was terrified” • “The threat of them suing me was very real and it haunted me for a very very long time. I just casually said I was stressed and needed to cancel a stream and they contacted my lawyer because of that. Threatened to sue me if I hinted I was leaving or unhappy at all” • “They were watching us like a hawk. I think they were watching all of us” • “I loved the memories I made with the girls but the internal working was so messed up. We were lied to, pitted against each other and told different things so we’d turn on each other instead of the agency” • Had internal leaderboards to make talents compete • “You were considered a problem person for rocking the boat or voicing concerns” • Told not to discuss sponsorships unless staff allowed it. “They did everything to compartmentalize us and make us feel like we were nothing without them” • “It felt like we were working for them. I can’t stress enough how trapped we felt” • During the wizard situation, “I know people thought I had no support, and you can’t imagine how TRUE that was” • Had a call with Gunrun, (during the Hogwarth stuff)someone she admired, who told her she was a disappointment, harmful to the brand, and her harassment was “an inconvenience to the other talents” • She was told not to talk to anyone and not to stream. They said it wasn’t a suspension because “they weren’t that kind of agency,” but she said “what else do you call being told not to stream” • “This broke me. It shattered my perception of everything and my trust. I was one of the founding members. I put so much effort, time, and love into this, and to be treated so harshly with no remorse… it just broke me” • Other talents told her they were angry and on her side. But when they left, VShojo discredited them to staff and members, calling them greedy and troublemakers. “They held her hostage” • “They said to many horrible things(about us, to talents and staff) just to avoid the truth that they were stealing from us” • Silver later found out she was slandered to musicians, companies, business partners, and artists she worked with • “We were held under that NDA for so long. Always threatened with legal action over everything. They even had my mom sign one. She’s not my manager. Just my mom. I guess because she knew what was happening they wanted to cover their bases” • “We had a non-disparagement agreement. It went both ways. But I could’ve never handled that legal battle. They had a lot of power” • “I thought I would take this to my grave. It feels surreal to be able to talk about it now” • “Where did the money go? How many ads did you buy? Were they made out of gold?” • “I was stressed and depressed every day until I left. I suddenly felt relieved. The mental toll was horrible. There are so many streams I cancelled because of this. I was in the darkest place for so long. This is the worst experience I’ve ever gone through. My world was destroyed. I felt so isolated. My own agency got into my head that I wasn’t valuable. That they could steal from me and get away with it. I was so burnt out and so sad. I was struggling really bad. I tried not to show it to you guys” • “I hope they paid the artists I worked with. I usually handled those things directly because I like being hands-on” • She says being able to talk about it now is helping her start to heal

Rima Evenstar

110,572 Aufrufe • vor 1 Jahr

Turning pain into purpose 🧡 I never imagined my post would reach so many. If there is one theme and take away I have taken from it- it’s the shared desire from us all to simply know others care. It’s what makes us all human. It also highlighted just how many want to help but don’t know how. People who deeply care about their loved ones but didn’t reach out because they were afraid of saying the wrong thing or bothering them, not knowing the pain their absence or lack of words may have caused. I wanted to share because I’ve been on both sides of the fence, even as a cancer patient myself. This post was even partially inspired by my own guilt from a friend who passed recently- who I thought I’d have more time with. Someone I was in contact with often but wished I told them how much they meant to me. None of us are perfect and we all do the best we can but at the end of the day, it isn’t about big grand gestures or knowing the right words to take away the pain. It’s about simply being there through it. If you’re unsure what to say, here are a few examples that folks have crowd sourced of things that are impactful: 🔸“Just thinking about you” messages 🔸Pictures/gifs/videos 🔸Specific offers to help (bring food, watch pets, rides to appointments) 🔸Offers to help take care of household chores (lawn, house cleaning etc) 🔸Post cards/letters periodically to let them know they’re on your mind 🔸Care packages 🔸Texts/messages/calls (knowing they may not always respond) Little efforts go a long way ❤️ Many have asked how I’m doing since my post and I have to say I feel beyond fortunate to be where I am these days. There was a time I wasn’t sure I’d see past 30. I was already stage IV when I was diagnosed and things didn’t look great. But coming up on 3 years later, I am happy to share that I currently have no active cancer and have been fortunate to be able channel the pain from those early days into purpose I spent 1.5 years before I was diagnosed, struggling to be heard and trying to convince others something was wrong. So chronic illness fighters, I see you. The first emotion I felt when I heard I had stage IV cancer was relief that someone believed me. The day I shared my diagnosis, I was flooded with support that I know many of you don’t get as you struggle to track down a diagnosis of your own I have a one in a million cancer, so I also know the pain and uncertainty that comes with an endless stream of unanswered questions and unknowns In the absence of support from others- I want you to know I see and feel your pain and I encourage others who have friends or loved ones that are struggling with any battle to take the time to let them know you care. Your small gestures will always be remembered Someone I look up to a lot (Chris Johnson Foundation Inc.) recently described the act of refocusing their most difficult days as turning their pain into purpose, which resonates with me deeply So much of my outlook has been influenced by facing a bleak prognosis and feeling like I was given a second chance Today’s been a crazy day, seeing this post go viral and wanting to send a giant hug to so many of you- while also having a bit of a surreal and milestone day myself Today, was not only my first day at a new job, a nonprofit very close to my heart that’s moving research forward for rare cancers But I also found myself on the cover of one of the largest cancer magazines, which honestly just feels crazy I promised myself if I ever reached no active cancer, I’d dedicate the gift of time I was given to helping other patients who may come behind me. I give away everything I make from advocacy to research, including 100% of my portion of the earnings from a memoir I’ve been writing Today I feel insanely grateful to have been able to turn my pain into purpose and I hold all of you in my thoughts who are still in the thick of it. My words may not be able to take it all away but I stand with you in solidarity through the pain.
2:37

Turning pain into purpose 🧡 I never imagined my post would reach so many. If there is one theme and take away I have taken from it- it’s the shared desire from us all to simply know others care. It’s what makes us all human. It also highlighted just how many want to help but don’t know how. People who deeply care about their loved ones but didn’t reach out because they were afraid of saying the wrong thing or bothering them, not knowing the pain their absence or lack of words may have caused. I wanted to share because I’ve been on both sides of the fence, even as a cancer patient myself. This post was even partially inspired by my own guilt from a friend who passed recently- who I thought I’d have more time with. Someone I was in contact with often but wished I told them how much they meant to me. None of us are perfect and we all do the best we can but at the end of the day, it isn’t about big grand gestures or knowing the right words to take away the pain. It’s about simply being there through it. If you’re unsure what to say, here are a few examples that folks have crowd sourced of things that are impactful: 🔸“Just thinking about you” messages 🔸Pictures/gifs/videos 🔸Specific offers to help (bring food, watch pets, rides to appointments) 🔸Offers to help take care of household chores (lawn, house cleaning etc) 🔸Post cards/letters periodically to let them know they’re on your mind 🔸Care packages 🔸Texts/messages/calls (knowing they may not always respond) Little efforts go a long way ❤️ Many have asked how I’m doing since my post and I have to say I feel beyond fortunate to be where I am these days. There was a time I wasn’t sure I’d see past 30. I was already stage IV when I was diagnosed and things didn’t look great. But coming up on 3 years later, I am happy to share that I currently have no active cancer and have been fortunate to be able channel the pain from those early days into purpose I spent 1.5 years before I was diagnosed, struggling to be heard and trying to convince others something was wrong. So chronic illness fighters, I see you. The first emotion I felt when I heard I had stage IV cancer was relief that someone believed me. The day I shared my diagnosis, I was flooded with support that I know many of you don’t get as you struggle to track down a diagnosis of your own I have a one in a million cancer, so I also know the pain and uncertainty that comes with an endless stream of unanswered questions and unknowns In the absence of support from others- I want you to know I see and feel your pain and I encourage others who have friends or loved ones that are struggling with any battle to take the time to let them know you care. Your small gestures will always be remembered Someone I look up to a lot (Chris Johnson Foundation Inc.) recently described the act of refocusing their most difficult days as turning their pain into purpose, which resonates with me deeply So much of my outlook has been influenced by facing a bleak prognosis and feeling like I was given a second chance Today’s been a crazy day, seeing this post go viral and wanting to send a giant hug to so many of you- while also having a bit of a surreal and milestone day myself Today, was not only my first day at a new job, a nonprofit very close to my heart that’s moving research forward for rare cancers But I also found myself on the cover of one of the largest cancer magazines, which honestly just feels crazy I promised myself if I ever reached no active cancer, I’d dedicate the gift of time I was given to helping other patients who may come behind me. I give away everything I make from advocacy to research, including 100% of my portion of the earnings from a memoir I’ve been writing Today I feel insanely grateful to have been able to turn my pain into purpose and I hold all of you in my thoughts who are still in the thick of it. My words may not be able to take it all away but I stand with you in solidarity through the pain.

Katie Coleman

28,510 Aufrufe • vor 3 Jahren