IM CRYING THIS IS ME.

i genuinely need to stop this as someone who moved into with roommates, i can’t do ANYTHING

unfortunately i've kind of lived this way my entire life tbh 😭😭😭😭.. at least since i became like 15. my dad is always downstairs and i can never do anything WHWISYWDJSHDN

i hate having this kind of autism instead of math autism or whatever

part of the "got constantly criticised as a child" starter pack

I also feel really uncomfortable with people around hearing me on the phone with someone, so I always go outside to make phone calls

oh my god Ive been like this with my whole family for years and its unbearable and no one is even forcing me to do this. every light switch and shut door has to be silent meanwhile everyone else will carelessly slam that shit. what even causes this

i HATE having the autism of wanting to not be seen instead of knowing random facts or trains or shit😭

this is the original btw :3 im not autistic but i have inattentive adhd and i love her videos a lot SGWISYDJSHDNS go follow!!!

some of us really are just operating on hard mode

this is how I feel with everything living on my own was so FUCKING FREEING man I was able to like, laugh out loud to a video in my room without worrying about someone else hearing me amongst a million other things that I don’t get anymore now that I had to move back in w/ family

Likely Cptsd. I also feel like when ppl compliment me, it adds a high stake so then i panic and need to stick to that perception of me all the time as if il break a contract if i change, theres more to lose if ppl expect more from you.

In my healing journey, I've found that shame for existing is very reflective of poor health. Something is way wrong if you feel this way.

I get this feeling but only around people I'm not comfortable with. Doesnt mean I hate that person, I just dont trust them for one reason or another and want to be away from them. I think it usually stems from me just not wanting to have my thoughts interrupted.

Fun fact: This is why I have the worst looking yard in my neighborhood. I hate doing yard work because like, what if the way I do yard work is weird? I need to move deep in the mountains with no neighbors...

How can I stop this?? I still haven't taken out the wet laundry out of the laundry machine because my father is sitting his big fatass in the living room for hours until morning 😭 it's so uncomfortable here I hate it.

same twin, what mental illness do we have 🥲anxiety disorder??

Help I just decided to go back to my room and not make tea even though I wanted tea cause my dad and his girlfriend were in the kitchen near the kettle

i'm going to mute this actually but i didn't expect this to blow up so much SHAISUSJSHSB😭😭😭 if u relate to any of this though i rlly recommend trying to get help and also remembering that no one rlly cares!!! as for anyone who doesn't pls be respectful <333 thanks

once a roommate heard me singing in the kitchen that room was closed to me forever

sometimes i feel im not meant to share space with anybody bc the paranoia kicks in

Yeah, I have anxiety and I feel this deeeep in my soul 😭

WAIT I THOUGHT I WAS JUST INSANELY WEIRD FOR THIS 😭 Genuinely relieved to know other people do this

NO I LITERALLY DO THIS if I am not home alone and anyone is in the living I will avoid getting something to drink or eat or even using the bathroom as much as I can to see if they’ll go away by the time I’m done waiting 😭 thankfully usually I’m home alone now

Literally skipped dinner today bc my roommate had her friends over in the kitchen

cant even make tea if someone is in the kitchen lol

I am just here to point out that someone who doesn't want to be perceived probably wouldn't make videos about it and put it on the internet. And now I'm moving on.

This is a trama response

Growing up with a super nosey, controlling, and judgemental family that's pretty much always home has caused me to be this way. I will never trust my family enough to leave my room for an extended period of time.

I just bought a treadmill and weights because I just cant run in public or go to the gym, I HATE THIS

Once I realized I am dreadfully like this I decided that as long as it’s financially feasible for me I will always live alone (until maybe a very serious long term partner comes along LOL). I’ve lived alone for 5 years now. There’s no going back

The only reason I’ve been able to come to about why this happens is that I’m a judgy person and assume everyone else is judging me constantly

I’m in this and don’t like it 😭😭😭

Hated it so much i bought my own kettle for my room so i don't have to interact with anyone while having tea

This is called "Covert Narcissism" Its the core of issues like shyness, social anxiety, impostor syndrome Most dont realize it because when people hear "narcissism" they think of the "Overt" type that everyone knows of

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