🎭: im still processing things as well but the one thing i will say that 🐑 also said as well, its okay to grief. its okay to grief in your own way 🎭: because obviously things are very meaningful to people. just because something is not meaningful to one... person, doesnt mean its not meaningful to another 🎭: its okay to grief. its perfectly valid to do that, dont feel bad about it. like 🐑 said, if you want to feel then feel as much as you want to 🫂🧡❤️show more

and 🐑 will be gone while 🎭 is still recovering from his surgery too... i hope hes taking as much time off as he could and properly rest even more now. thats a lot to take in back-to-back 🥹

also please never ask the noctyx boys about this (and other livers too), let them speak about it at their own will. i feel like this is a basic common sense at this point but some fans still cant seem to comprehend it yet so yeah, dont do that.

So he won’t be in the Noctyx collab next week? that really breaks my heart.

is it next week or two weeks from now? cuz i think i heard 🐑 said from previous stream that 🎭 would join tho

@FengJudith68256 i think 🐑 added that he needs to confirm with 🎭, but given that his last stream before surgery is Apr 21, i think the chance of 🎭 joining is quite low now 🥲

@albanesque By the time Fulgur graduates, Alban might still be recovering from surgery. I don’t know if he’ll be able to join. I really hope he prioritizes his health, but I can’t help feeling a bit sad about it.

its sad if 🎭 couldnt join but surgery is taxing and needs proper care during recovery so understandable if he couldnt. maybe he'll say something in his last stream before the break but its all up to him if he wants to clarify it or not. dont want him to feel pressured to be there when he couldnt and it doesnt make noctyx worth any less to each other, theyre always there for each other on stream or off stream 🩷

Hope tenchou get well soon, and yeah our feelings is valid. We wish the best for uncle fuu and all of noctyx boys💛🧡❤️💜

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