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In the things I probably never would have figured out category having not burned my world to the ground. Grateful perspective, and the unconditional love & support from those who want me to be the best possible version of myself. #Soberlife

Ryan D Leaf

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122,455 просмотров • 3 лет назад •via X (Twitter)

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SuperfastDog 🐕💨💨💨💨3 лет назад

@banannazon Im a lifelong Charger fan; back to the Air Coryell days. I was stoked when SD drafted you. Then so very disappointed in how things ended & became very spiteful towards you & even revelled in your struggles. But seeing you turn things around has been awesome Keep up the good work!

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recoverynuggetspodcast3 лет назад

@banannazon Excellent post Ryan. Even with clean time, I need to check my recovery balance. Grateful we can correct easier than burning it all down. Important to hear this from people in long term recovery! Celebrating 17 yrs this week! #recoveryispossible

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Jose Contreras MBA3 лет назад

@banannazon Sobriety and football season…life one day at time with an attitude of gratitude 🙏🏽

Фото профиля WarchildProdigy

WarchildProdigy3 лет назад

@banannazon Love it man. Keep crushing. Respect

Фото профиля Tony Siracusa

Tony Siracusa3 лет назад

@banannazon Looks like you’ve dropped some pounds lately. Hope you’re healthy and feeling well.

Фото профиля Thomas Dozier

Thomas Dozier3 лет назад

@banannazon Always appreciate your Honesty, Openmindedness and Willingness but I do have some concerns with gambling website affiliations.

Фото профиля Ryan D Leaf

Ryan D Leaf3 лет назад

@banannazon Yeah, totally. If you have a gambling problem you should seek help. Let me know if I can help in any way. Good luck.

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abrondonjones3 лет назад

@banannazon Love your story, Mr. Leaf! Thank you for sharing it for keeping up the good fight.

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Lars Anderson3 лет назад

@banannazon Love this, my friend.

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