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kim seungmin….💔 this is his honest feelingㅠㅠ 🐶 Anyway the 2-week promotion period has already come to an end. Honestly, ever since the concert, I had this vague feeling like… “Can I really do this?” I kept thinking about whether I could stay right next to the members, without missing a single beat and manage to do all of this. It was a very vague, uncertain feeling. But at the same time, this is obviously something I have to do. I’m a member of the group, it’s my job and there are so many STAYs who are watching and supporting us so there are things that I naturally have to do. And because of that, I also wondered if I should even feel proud of myself for having gotten through this somehow differently from usual. Like, “Is it okay for me to feel proud of myself for this?” Anyway, I still haven’t really been able to let this promotion go yet, that’s because, with these music show promotions, I was the one who said that I would somehow join in. I felt like if I was going to be separated from the members even on stage ans if I just stayed by myself doing rehab and resting alone… Of course, I know that I was supposed to rest, but if I did, somehow, both emotionally and mentally, I just couldn’t accept it for myself. Everyone carries some degree of pain with them and still works and goes on living their lives. That’s just how you learn to live, I think. So even in those moments, I really hated showing it or letting it show that I was in pain. But at the same time, I couldn’t cause any problems for the others either, because you never know what might happen. What if I was performing on stage and a situation came up where I genuinely couldn’t keep going? Then, if I had to leave the stage in the middle of a performance again, someone would have to fill in for my position in the choreography. It’s easy to say but when one person is missing, someone else inevitably has to fill that space and there’s still going to be an empty spot somewhere. So, for the formations this time, since I wasn’t able to participate in the group choreography during the MV, I thought, “Let’s just focus on the meaning of me being able to stand on stage together with them while keeping the members’ original formations.”That’s what I told the company and the choreographers as well. Because you never know, I could have ended up having to leave again in the middle of a performance. So even if I was mostly hidden a little, I thought I’d just put meaning into being there together with them in the back and then come forward during my parts and do my best to make sure my face was seen. That was how I tried my best, in my own way, to get through it. Those were honestly my feelings about it. This is all really true. So I guess I feel a little bittersweet about it. In my own position, I’m genuinely doing my best. I truly mean that.

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