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i swear why would you do this to him.. on HIS BIRTHDAY?! 😢 🐈‍⬛ some of you guys are just like, you actually don't care about what the situation is going on, right? like, you guys keep like, saying like, 6, 7, 6 or 7, 6 or 7, enhypen is what, enhypen is what. like, i'm okay. i actually don't care, so i'm okay. enhyoen is enhypen. and like i actually don't care so i'm okay, i always try my best to ignore that so i'm okay but don't do that to other members especially at their birthday like i'm okay but please don't do that to other others. i really don't want them to feel that in their birthday okay just like um like thinking is totally like free but if you're saying that in someone's birthday like i'm okay, i'm saying this again. i'm okay but i feel good, i feel good with all my fans. today's was such a happy birthday for me, but i'm really like nervous that what if other members.. what would feel like depressed in this situation? like i'm really scared for that so hopefully i don't want that happen in the in the future in other members birthday like in this kind of things like so the only thing i want to say is like let's see the situation like um let's look around okay, let's just look around like what is going on, i hopefully like yeah.. that's it like i'm fine i'm okay. i'm okay. i don't actually care. like, i'm fine. but i just want other members to be happy with no risks, okay? that's the reason.
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i swear why would you do this to him.. on HIS BIRTHDAY?! 😢 🐈‍⬛ some of you guys are just like, you actually don't care about what the situation is going on, right? like, you guys keep like, saying like, 6, 7, 6 or 7, 6 or 7, enhypen is what, enhypen is what. like, i'm okay. i actually don't care, so i'm okay. enhyoen is enhypen. and like i actually don't care so i'm okay, i always try my best to ignore that so i'm okay but don't do that to other members especially at their birthday like i'm okay but please don't do that to other others. i really don't want them to feel that in their birthday okay just like um like thinking is totally like free but if you're saying that in someone's birthday like i'm okay, i'm saying this again. i'm okay but i feel good, i feel good with all my fans. today's was such a happy birthday for me, but i'm really like nervous that what if other members.. what would feel like depressed in this situation? like i'm really scared for that so hopefully i don't want that happen in the in the future in other members birthday like in this kind of things like so the only thing i want to say is like let's see the situation like um let's look around okay, let's just look around like what is going on, i hopefully like yeah.. that's it like i'm fine i'm okay. i'm okay. i don't actually care. like, i'm fine. but i just want other members to be happy with no risks, okay? that's the reason.

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Violet Myers discusses scene strategy, industry contracts, and working with Vixen on No Jumper with Adam22: "In terms of doing the more extreme, crazy porn stuff, are you still in that bag? Like, are you still trying to do gangbangs and like double penetration, crazy stuff?" "Yeah, I'm actually getting ready actually for—I'm doing a DP in the end of March, and then my first gangbang DP in April." "Wow." "Yeah, with Vixen, you know. So, I was like—when I was deciding who to sell my asshole to, which is funny—I was like, I want to give it to Vixen because their Tushy scenes and the way they shoot is like scripted, it'll take my vision to another level versus shooting it with other studios. And they were the ones that actually offered me the most money." "Right." "So I was like, I get to shoot how I want, and they're offering me a lot of money, like it's a double win for me. So, now we're getting to the end of the contract now, and I was like, we gotta go all out. Like, we were just gonna go straight to DP gangbang. I was like, 'Oh no, I gotta do my DP first, because then my first DP is useless.'" "Right. That's a good point." "So that's why I'm doing it. So I'm asking all my DP friends, like I'm asking Angela White, like all my friends who are like pros in DPs, and they're like, 'It's easier than anal.' I'm like, 'Oh, then I'll love it.'" "I don't understand that. How is it easier than anal?" "'Cause you're getting double penetrated, so you're getting fucked in your vagina and your asshole." "Yeah, I know, but how is that easier?" "I don't know." "The only difference is there's an extra dick in the vagina." "They're saying it's easier, and I'm—they've shot so many, so I'm taking their advice. I'm just stretching." "Yeah, that's the only thing. I like that you're still going for it, 'cause you could probably pretty easily just coast and be like, 'No, I'm not gonna do all that crazy stuff.' But I respect a porn star who wants to actually do all the hardcore porn star shit while they're in their prime, you know?" "Yeah, and also like I watch a lot of anime, I like—love that. The DP gangbangs, and I'm like, I'm sure my fans want to see that, so..."
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Violet Myers discusses scene strategy, industry contracts, and working with Vixen on No Jumper with Adam22: "In terms of doing the more extreme, crazy porn stuff, are you still in that bag? Like, are you still trying to do gangbangs and like double penetration, crazy stuff?" "Yeah, I'm actually getting ready actually for—I'm doing a DP in the end of March, and then my first gangbang DP in April." "Wow." "Yeah, with Vixen, you know. So, I was like—when I was deciding who to sell my asshole to, which is funny—I was like, I want to give it to Vixen because their Tushy scenes and the way they shoot is like scripted, it'll take my vision to another level versus shooting it with other studios. And they were the ones that actually offered me the most money." "Right." "So I was like, I get to shoot how I want, and they're offering me a lot of money, like it's a double win for me. So, now we're getting to the end of the contract now, and I was like, we gotta go all out. Like, we were just gonna go straight to DP gangbang. I was like, 'Oh no, I gotta do my DP first, because then my first DP is useless.'" "Right. That's a good point." "So that's why I'm doing it. So I'm asking all my DP friends, like I'm asking Angela White, like all my friends who are like pros in DPs, and they're like, 'It's easier than anal.' I'm like, 'Oh, then I'll love it.'" "I don't understand that. How is it easier than anal?" "'Cause you're getting double penetrated, so you're getting fucked in your vagina and your asshole." "Yeah, I know, but how is that easier?" "I don't know." "The only difference is there's an extra dick in the vagina." "They're saying it's easier, and I'm—they've shot so many, so I'm taking their advice. I'm just stretching." "Yeah, that's the only thing. I like that you're still going for it, 'cause you could probably pretty easily just coast and be like, 'No, I'm not gonna do all that crazy stuff.' But I respect a porn star who wants to actually do all the hardcore porn star shit while they're in their prime, you know?" "Yeah, and also like I watch a lot of anime, I like—love that. The DP gangbangs, and I'm like, I'm sure my fans want to see that, so..."

CIP3R

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Joshua Broome on the Darkest Moments in the Adult Industry "I was filming in Atlanta and it was this disgusting shoot. People were urinating on each other, spitting on my face and in my mouth, stuff like that. And I'm just like, what have I become? I was like, I want to die. I can't undo what I've done. Got more money than I thought I would ever see... But I'm miserable. And this is what I've made in my life. There's no hope. There's no way out." Joshua Broome
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Joshua Broome on the Darkest Moments in the Adult Industry "I was filming in Atlanta and it was this disgusting shoot. People were urinating on each other, spitting on my face and in my mouth, stuff like that. And I'm just like, what have I become? I was like, I want to die. I can't undo what I've done. Got more money than I thought I would ever see... But I'm miserable. And this is what I've made in my life. There's no hope. There's no way out." Joshua Broome

Shawn Ryan

853,134 views • 1 year ago

Haewon talking about hate comments "I saw malicious comments.. I've never even imagined writing comments like that, cuz I'm too busy living my life, but the fact that you did? It means you're not interested in your own life, you're not fun. So I'm glad that I can give interest to their boring lives"
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Haewon talking about hate comments "I saw malicious comments.. I've never even imagined writing comments like that, cuz I'm too busy living my life, but the fact that you did? It means you're not interested in your own life, you're not fun. So I'm glad that I can give interest to their boring lives"

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Kylie Rocket says the large size of her v&gina left her Christian gynecologist horrified just hours after filming: "I went to the gyno about two weeks ago, just for like a thorough checkup, whatever... and she looked horrified." "She's a Christian lady... She got down there and she was like, 'Whew!'" "I was like, 'Is everything all right?' She was like, 'Well... I guess.'" "Why is she saying that? Is it because of the state it was in? Did you go perform and then go see her?" "Well, I fucked a couple hours before, though." "I will say, it is typically an uncomfortable situation or procedure to have done, because they put in like a speculum to open... and it was not for me." "Which, I think it might be after I've done like the large dildos and probably Drixxle, too. I don't think I've been the same since, because I'm definitely bigger now."
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Kylie Rocket says the large size of her v&gina left her Christian gynecologist horrified just hours after filming: "I went to the gyno about two weeks ago, just for like a thorough checkup, whatever... and she looked horrified." "She's a Christian lady... She got down there and she was like, 'Whew!'" "I was like, 'Is everything all right?' She was like, 'Well... I guess.'" "Why is she saying that? Is it because of the state it was in? Did you go perform and then go see her?" "Well, I fucked a couple hours before, though." "I will say, it is typically an uncomfortable situation or procedure to have done, because they put in like a speculum to open... and it was not for me." "Which, I think it might be after I've done like the large dildos and probably Drixxle, too. I don't think I've been the same since, because I'm definitely bigger now."

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Dominick Cruz on why so many fighters struggle with life after retirement: "I think fighters get out and they go, 'How are you guys all doing this?' You guys are all looking at fighters like, 'How do you do that?' And I'm looking at you guys like, 'How do you not?' I'm still doing it, but now I'm just not in the competition pool. It saved my life. I don't know how anybody lives life without fighting somebody in the morning."
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Dominick Cruz on why so many fighters struggle with life after retirement: "I think fighters get out and they go, 'How are you guys all doing this?' You guys are all looking at fighters like, 'How do you do that?' And I'm looking at you guys like, 'How do you not?' I'm still doing it, but now I'm just not in the competition pool. It saved my life. I don't know how anybody lives life without fighting somebody in the morning."

Ariel Helwani

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Suki Waterhouse talks on the "Nick by Night" podcast if she get jealous for being with an actor: "I'm really actually quite good. I'm an actor too so I completely know what it is like. I've done films and you know being in relationships and everything. It depends on like who you are with and Rob is literally like 'I don't really feel that' because of our dynamics. Our relationship was never been like that to be honest which is really nice. I don't think we would be able to do what the way that we do if we're like super like that. I just don't think it would have worked."
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Suki Waterhouse talks on the "Nick by Night" podcast if she get jealous for being with an actor: "I'm really actually quite good. I'm an actor too so I completely know what it is like. I've done films and you know being in relationships and everything. It depends on like who you are with and Rob is literally like 'I don't really feel that' because of our dynamics. Our relationship was never been like that to be honest which is really nice. I don't think we would be able to do what the way that we do if we're like super like that. I just don't think it would have worked."

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Charlize Theron admits she recently had a one-night stand with a 26-year-old and says the sex was better than anything in her 20s or 30s "I've probably had three one night stands in my entire life" "But I did just recently f*ck a 26-year-old and it was really fucking amazing" "And I've never done that" "I was like oh this is great" "I'm having the kind of sex I never had in my 20s or in my 30s" "I found this freedom in my 40s"
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Charlize Theron admits she recently had a one-night stand with a 26-year-old and says the sex was better than anything in her 20s or 30s "I've probably had three one night stands in my entire life" "But I did just recently f*ck a 26-year-old and it was really fucking amazing" "And I've never done that" "I was like oh this is great" "I'm having the kind of sex I never had in my 20s or in my 30s" "I found this freedom in my 40s"

mercante

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Mike Tyson says his dick died from using cocaine and came back after he quit “I was doing so much drugs, so much shit, my dick wouldn't get hard. I'm thinking my wife is gonna leave me because I can’t fuck her. I didn't know it was because I'm doing so much fucking cocaine and all that drinking and shit. My dick died” “So I stopped. I met these guys, did the toad, I stopped that stuff. And my dick started getting hard again. I went and took my AIDS test because she was tripping about that” “I'm saying to myself, I know it's because I'm not using drugs. In my mind, I wanted it to be because I'm not cheating on my wife and God blessed me with another chance to make my dick hard so I can make love to my wife. But I know the real fact is because I'm not doing drugs anymore and I'm living a perfect life” But I like the other reason better. I like the lie better. Isn't that some bullshit. The lie that God is giving me my dick back because I'm not doing that shit and I'm not living that kind of life. That's what I'm gonna believe. But it's not. It's because I changed my life and now my dick is hard again. But I like the story that what did it is because God chastised me. Does that make any sense”
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Mike Tyson says his dick died from using cocaine and came back after he quit “I was doing so much drugs, so much shit, my dick wouldn't get hard. I'm thinking my wife is gonna leave me because I can’t fuck her. I didn't know it was because I'm doing so much fucking cocaine and all that drinking and shit. My dick died” “So I stopped. I met these guys, did the toad, I stopped that stuff. And my dick started getting hard again. I went and took my AIDS test because she was tripping about that” “I'm saying to myself, I know it's because I'm not using drugs. In my mind, I wanted it to be because I'm not cheating on my wife and God blessed me with another chance to make my dick hard so I can make love to my wife. But I know the real fact is because I'm not doing drugs anymore and I'm living a perfect life” But I like the other reason better. I like the lie better. Isn't that some bullshit. The lie that God is giving me my dick back because I'm not doing that shit and I'm not living that kind of life. That's what I'm gonna believe. But it's not. It's because I changed my life and now my dick is hard again. But I like the story that what did it is because God chastised me. Does that make any sense”

dank

1,906,638 views • 1 month ago

"Okay, so I'm in an American hospital for the very first time. I'm Canadian, so when I tell you, I'm absolutely shocked. There is... There... I'm making a video. There is nobody in this waiting room, not even one person. There is a duck pond here. They have a water fountain. There are leather chairs. When you walk into the main lobby, it literally looks like a five-star hotel. It's insane. It's crazy. I... There's a park here, like a playground for children. Like, when you walk into a Canadian hospital, the paint is literally peeling off the walls. There are 4,000 people in the waiting room. Everybody is stressed out. Everybody's mad. There's, like, glass everywhere. People in, like, medical gear. It feels like you're in an apocalypse movie. This feels like, like, like a hotel. Like, literally like a hotel. I don't know. I'm shocked. I'm shocked. You guys, I was in and out. Like, I've been... I was in and out in 15 minutes. 15 minutes. What?"
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"Okay, so I'm in an American hospital for the very first time. I'm Canadian, so when I tell you, I'm absolutely shocked. There is... There... I'm making a video. There is nobody in this waiting room, not even one person. There is a duck pond here. They have a water fountain. There are leather chairs. When you walk into the main lobby, it literally looks like a five-star hotel. It's insane. It's crazy. I... There's a park here, like a playground for children. Like, when you walk into a Canadian hospital, the paint is literally peeling off the walls. There are 4,000 people in the waiting room. Everybody is stressed out. Everybody's mad. There's, like, glass everywhere. People in, like, medical gear. It feels like you're in an apocalypse movie. This feels like, like, like a hotel. Like, literally like a hotel. I don't know. I'm shocked. I'm shocked. You guys, I was in and out. Like, I've been... I was in and out in 15 minutes. 15 minutes. What?"

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Nicki Glaser: I can't get off without watching porn. Joe Rogan: You can't get off at all without watching porn? Nicki Glaser: Not even close. I wouldn't even try. If my internet was down we had a power outage the other day at my house and it was just like, "Okay, well, I would be screwed without I couldn't do it. I mean, I would figure out a way. I think I would manage. but if my if my toys aren't working and aren't plugged in, and if I don't have porn, I'm just not getting off. I've never been someone who can do it manually and, and with my imagination. It's really a problem, because the porn I watch is like, not good. Joe Rogan: What kind? Nicki Glaser: Joe... Joe, Joe, Joe. Joe Rogan: Nicki, Nicki, Nicki. Nicki Glaser: Um, dude, it's bad. I mean, I got a threat on like, a DM from just some fucking troll a while back that was like, If I put out a hit on the dark web for you to be gang-raped and asked paid the guys $100,000 to do it I can make that happen and you know someone would accept that." And I was like "Jokes on you, that's my fantasy." Now, I mean I was... I don't really mean that. Please do not do that. Joe Rogan: (Chuckles) Nicki Glaser: But I was also like, no, that's I'm not joking, like, that's tends to be the stuff that I watch is like really aggressive, gangbangs, and like women tied up. I pay for my porn because I feel so bad what's happening to the women in it. I hope that they are being compensated for it. So I pay, like, 30 bucks a month for I'm watching really fucked up stuff. Um, and I've always been to. been into like being tied up and like I I'm someone who doesn't feel like I deserve pleasure without, like, having pain.
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Nicki Glaser: I can't get off without watching porn. Joe Rogan: You can't get off at all without watching porn? Nicki Glaser: Not even close. I wouldn't even try. If my internet was down we had a power outage the other day at my house and it was just like, "Okay, well, I would be screwed without I couldn't do it. I mean, I would figure out a way. I think I would manage. but if my if my toys aren't working and aren't plugged in, and if I don't have porn, I'm just not getting off. I've never been someone who can do it manually and, and with my imagination. It's really a problem, because the porn I watch is like, not good. Joe Rogan: What kind? Nicki Glaser: Joe... Joe, Joe, Joe. Joe Rogan: Nicki, Nicki, Nicki. Nicki Glaser: Um, dude, it's bad. I mean, I got a threat on like, a DM from just some fucking troll a while back that was like, If I put out a hit on the dark web for you to be gang-raped and asked paid the guys $100,000 to do it I can make that happen and you know someone would accept that." And I was like "Jokes on you, that's my fantasy." Now, I mean I was... I don't really mean that. Please do not do that. Joe Rogan: (Chuckles) Nicki Glaser: But I was also like, no, that's I'm not joking, like, that's tends to be the stuff that I watch is like really aggressive, gangbangs, and like women tied up. I pay for my porn because I feel so bad what's happening to the women in it. I hope that they are being compensated for it. So I pay, like, 30 bucks a month for I'm watching really fucked up stuff. Um, and I've always been to. been into like being tied up and like I I'm someone who doesn't feel like I deserve pleasure without, like, having pain.

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Alexis Fawx says squirting in corn is unrealistic compared to real-life squirting “it's definitely a technique that you can work on, but also if you're comparing what we do on camera to what real life is, it's night and day, it's completely different. Like I'm drinking four to six Pedialytes... because they want like that, such dramatic, you know, gusher. Like you are Old Faithful in a sense. And it always sounds like Reverse Cowgirl is going to go, when I see me reach up, just know I'm—it's coming flying. So move the camera or you're going to get wet. I've gotten so many people wet by it. They've had plastic up before, I'm not even kidding, because you're so right with that, with the watermelon. so now when I—because I do live in the desert, I have like a Pedialyte, you know, not every day, but every once in a while. And every time I'm like chugging with him, he's like, "Oh, you're squirting today?" I'm like, "No!”
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Alexis Fawx says squirting in corn is unrealistic compared to real-life squirting “it's definitely a technique that you can work on, but also if you're comparing what we do on camera to what real life is, it's night and day, it's completely different. Like I'm drinking four to six Pedialytes... because they want like that, such dramatic, you know, gusher. Like you are Old Faithful in a sense. And it always sounds like Reverse Cowgirl is going to go, when I see me reach up, just know I'm—it's coming flying. So move the camera or you're going to get wet. I've gotten so many people wet by it. They've had plastic up before, I'm not even kidding, because you're so right with that, with the watermelon. so now when I—because I do live in the desert, I have like a Pedialyte, you know, not every day, but every once in a while. And every time I'm like chugging with him, he's like, "Oh, you're squirting today?" I'm like, "No!”

Emmy🧡

575,310 views • 7 days ago

Khloe Kardashian admits that she treats sleeping with men like a strict business transaction and she can never date NBA players "I can't anymore. No, I draw the line." "Like maybe hooking up. Cause I can hook up with people and like not think about it. I haven't done it in a while, but I miss those days." "It's a different world when you have kids. I think it's more like it's transactional, like this is business, because I have kids." "Get in here, let's do it and get out. You're not staying 'cause you're not meeting my kids. So that's where my mindset is." "I'm gonna stereotype, I will not be with another NBA player."
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Khloe Kardashian admits that she treats sleeping with men like a strict business transaction and she can never date NBA players "I can't anymore. No, I draw the line." "Like maybe hooking up. Cause I can hook up with people and like not think about it. I haven't done it in a while, but I miss those days." "It's a different world when you have kids. I think it's more like it's transactional, like this is business, because I have kids." "Get in here, let's do it and get out. You're not staying 'cause you're not meeting my kids. So that's where my mindset is." "I'm gonna stereotype, I will not be with another NBA player."

Rixlerr

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WHY ELON MUSK STOPPED PLAYING GTA: "I've only played a little bit of GTA because I didn't like the fact that in GTA 5, you literally can't progress unless you kill the police And I'm like, 'This doesn't work for me.' I actually don't like killing the NPCs in video games. That's not my thing, you know? I actually stopped when it said the only way to proceed is to shoot at the police. I don't want to do that"
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WHY ELON MUSK STOPPED PLAYING GTA: "I've only played a little bit of GTA because I didn't like the fact that in GTA 5, you literally can't progress unless you kill the police And I'm like, 'This doesn't work for me.' I actually don't like killing the NPCs in video games. That's not my thing, you know? I actually stopped when it said the only way to proceed is to shoot at the police. I don't want to do that"

X Freeze

916,109 views • 8 months ago

it's my birthday. sometimes I feel like I'm 10 years behind in life. deep down I know that that this year will be the best and hardest year of my life but I gotta be honest the five folks who care for a minute. spent the past decade depressed, embarrassed that I wasn't more talented or more successful, guilt ridden for not being mature enough to handle life the way I would've liked when I was younger, keeping my head down trying to work on myself and trying to hone my skills to be a better storyteller. just years of telling myself I'm not good enough, telling myself I'm not old enough or lucky enough. telling myself who the fuck cares about what I do or create. like how the fuck can I do what so many others do. fuck off for even thinking you can do it stephen. I'm not a special person, I'm just a dude. some idiot. who has been in the film industry since I was a kid. an industry I left for a while because I needed to disconnect, I needed time to figure out my life after working since the second grade. needed to find my love and passion. and I did. which is making things for people to enjoy. but it hasn't been that simple. that pivot was like a hard reset. suddenly everything I'd ever achieved meant nothing. it's been a constant grind every day while trying to keep a roof over my head taking on retail jobs, service jobs, handyman gigs after leading shows and movies. and that's okay. like I've gotten clowned on it but you gotta make it work. in between all of that I've been lucky to work with huge brands, do stellar uncredited work on amazing flicks and slowly chip away on my own goals. for the past decade I haven't been able to sleep easily. can't turn off my brain. thinking about how I'm never doing enough for hours just in bed. telling myself maybe it'll be different tomorrow while hiding from the world making unhealthy decisions, not taking care of myself. a lot of times I do feel like I've missed out on my life, especially the past ten years. I've just been working. when I'm not working I'm working on the side with nothing to show for it. just endless chasing rent while being delusional about creating a better life. if you're not careful this kinda dream can suck the life out of you. you lose your passion for it. but I haven't. so much of me has just been waiting in the background of my own life, thinking there would be some moment of realization when I've worked on myself enough and I suddenly I feel like "oh I've got this." waited for that moment but it never came. don't think it ever will. I'm tired of waiting, I'm tired of thinking I'm not ready, I'm tired of telling myself I'm not good enough. it's not true. I won't give up. I won't give up on trying to entertain people. I won't give up on my dream of helping my friends fulfill their own. I never will. love and appreciate all of you for sticking with me and watching what I do and being here for me. 90% of my body is made of movies, games and soundtracks; so because I'm a cringe dork, I have meme'd for years that I feel like reclusive bruce wayne in the dark knight rises (but broke and less handsome) afflicted by failures unable to accept that my life can go on. but that's bullshit. maybe I needed an era to change and hurt and struggle and learn and become who I wanted to be. life comes and goes in eras. and I'm in my begins era now baby.
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it's my birthday. sometimes I feel like I'm 10 years behind in life. deep down I know that that this year will be the best and hardest year of my life but I gotta be honest the five folks who care for a minute. spent the past decade depressed, embarrassed that I wasn't more talented or more successful, guilt ridden for not being mature enough to handle life the way I would've liked when I was younger, keeping my head down trying to work on myself and trying to hone my skills to be a better storyteller. just years of telling myself I'm not good enough, telling myself I'm not old enough or lucky enough. telling myself who the fuck cares about what I do or create. like how the fuck can I do what so many others do. fuck off for even thinking you can do it stephen. I'm not a special person, I'm just a dude. some idiot. who has been in the film industry since I was a kid. an industry I left for a while because I needed to disconnect, I needed time to figure out my life after working since the second grade. needed to find my love and passion. and I did. which is making things for people to enjoy. but it hasn't been that simple. that pivot was like a hard reset. suddenly everything I'd ever achieved meant nothing. it's been a constant grind every day while trying to keep a roof over my head taking on retail jobs, service jobs, handyman gigs after leading shows and movies. and that's okay. like I've gotten clowned on it but you gotta make it work. in between all of that I've been lucky to work with huge brands, do stellar uncredited work on amazing flicks and slowly chip away on my own goals. for the past decade I haven't been able to sleep easily. can't turn off my brain. thinking about how I'm never doing enough for hours just in bed. telling myself maybe it'll be different tomorrow while hiding from the world making unhealthy decisions, not taking care of myself. a lot of times I do feel like I've missed out on my life, especially the past ten years. I've just been working. when I'm not working I'm working on the side with nothing to show for it. just endless chasing rent while being delusional about creating a better life. if you're not careful this kinda dream can suck the life out of you. you lose your passion for it. but I haven't. so much of me has just been waiting in the background of my own life, thinking there would be some moment of realization when I've worked on myself enough and I suddenly I feel like "oh I've got this." waited for that moment but it never came. don't think it ever will. I'm tired of waiting, I'm tired of thinking I'm not ready, I'm tired of telling myself I'm not good enough. it's not true. I won't give up. I won't give up on trying to entertain people. I won't give up on my dream of helping my friends fulfill their own. I never will. love and appreciate all of you for sticking with me and watching what I do and being here for me. 90% of my body is made of movies, games and soundtracks; so because I'm a cringe dork, I have meme'd for years that I feel like reclusive bruce wayne in the dark knight rises (but broke and less handsome) afflicted by failures unable to accept that my life can go on. but that's bullshit. maybe I needed an era to change and hurt and struggle and learn and become who I wanted to be. life comes and goes in eras. and I'm in my begins era now baby.

Stephen Ford

30,135 views • 1 year ago

Woody Harrelson says California legalized weed but still treats it like you're doing something wrong "It's poison, they treat it either it's legal, it's not. They treat it like you're lucky that we allow you to do this. And so we're gonna tax you 35%. Which is way more, it's more than double anything. I don't even know what's second, but like guns, 10%, right?" "Just to give you, what's beer? Beer's like, what, 3% or something. It's ridiculous that they can just tax the fuck out of you and make it so hard. I don't want to bitch and moan, I'm a happy person, well, generally I'm not happy about this." "I'm not happy, I'm never happy when anybody fucks with my money. I'm gangster like that. Well, they're fucking with my money."
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Woody Harrelson says California legalized weed but still treats it like you're doing something wrong "It's poison, they treat it either it's legal, it's not. They treat it like you're lucky that we allow you to do this. And so we're gonna tax you 35%. Which is way more, it's more than double anything. I don't even know what's second, but like guns, 10%, right?" "Just to give you, what's beer? Beer's like, what, 3% or something. It's ridiculous that they can just tax the fuck out of you and make it so hard. I don't want to bitch and moan, I'm a happy person, well, generally I'm not happy about this." "I'm not happy, I'm never happy when anybody fucks with my money. I'm gangster like that. Well, they're fucking with my money."

katsu

158,956 views • 29 days ago

Rasmr reveals him and a group chat he's in got blatantly farmed by Marcell 😭 "Fuck Marcell. He's genuinely my least favorite trencher. I'd never seen someone blatantly farm a chat. He deadass sent a CA in one of these group chats I'm in, I bought it, and he just one clips out like 30 seconds after everybody buys, posts the $20K P&L and goes 'thanks for playing retards' in the chat." "I've never seen some shit like that in my life. I only lost like 2 bands but I was just like oh fuck you bro like you're the worst person on earth. Fuck you Marcell."
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Rasmr reveals him and a group chat he's in got blatantly farmed by Marcell 😭 "Fuck Marcell. He's genuinely my least favorite trencher. I'd never seen someone blatantly farm a chat. He deadass sent a CA in one of these group chats I'm in, I bought it, and he just one clips out like 30 seconds after everybody buys, posts the $20K P&L and goes 'thanks for playing retards' in the chat." "I've never seen some shit like that in my life. I only lost like 2 bands but I was just like oh fuck you bro like you're the worst person on earth. Fuck you Marcell."

Kai

62,621 views • 4 months ago

Anne Hathaway talks about attending The Eras Tour in Germany while she was filming 'Mother Mary' and that Taylor Swift sent her a note: "She did three nights in Gelsenkirchen, and I got tickets. And, so like, me and my family, we went and it was amazing. She came out on stage and it was just like the whole place exploded. And she just like makes the audience feel so loved. And she made me feel so loved. And I'm like 'Oh my God, Annie, you're so cute. You think Taylor Swift's waving at you right now. I'm like, you're so adorable!' And then, somebody tapped me on the shoulder and they said 'Taylor wants you to have this.' And I went 'What is happening?' And I opened it. It was a note where Taylor said, , 'I'm so happy you're here. I'm going to be enthusiastically waving at you.' And I was like, 'Oh my Dod, she's so magical! She did! She did the thing!'"
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Anne Hathaway talks about attending The Eras Tour in Germany while she was filming 'Mother Mary' and that Taylor Swift sent her a note: "She did three nights in Gelsenkirchen, and I got tickets. And, so like, me and my family, we went and it was amazing. She came out on stage and it was just like the whole place exploded. And she just like makes the audience feel so loved. And she made me feel so loved. And I'm like 'Oh my God, Annie, you're so cute. You think Taylor Swift's waving at you right now. I'm like, you're so adorable!' And then, somebody tapped me on the shoulder and they said 'Taylor wants you to have this.' And I went 'What is happening?' And I opened it. It was a note where Taylor said, , 'I'm so happy you're here. I'm going to be enthusiastically waving at you.' And I was like, 'Oh my Dod, she's so magical! She did! She did the thing!'"

Anne Hathaway Archives

863,392 views • 4 months ago

Tim Miller : "I'm talking about strategy. Like Abdul won. 15 tweets about Piker this week feels like a lot. Like Abdul won and he's got, I've got things that I could nitpick Abdul about, but like he's not campaigning with the sun anymore. Like that was in the past. And again, so like, why keep talking about it? It's like not that helpful. Neera Tanden : " It's a good thing that he's moved off of Piker. And I've said multiple times, I would support Abdul El-Sayed. I think this is a good step. A lot of people looked at his statement and said, oh, it's not enough Abdul El-Sayed's statement. It's not enough. I think this is a good step. You know, like it's good when people do stuff you want them to do. That's great. But I'll tweet less if you'd like. Tim Miller : No, I like your tweeting. I just, I'm just trying to like, I'm trying to get like an 80, 20 ratio."
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Tim Miller : "I'm talking about strategy. Like Abdul won. 15 tweets about Piker this week feels like a lot. Like Abdul won and he's got, I've got things that I could nitpick Abdul about, but like he's not campaigning with the sun anymore. Like that was in the past. And again, so like, why keep talking about it? It's like not that helpful. Neera Tanden : " It's a good thing that he's moved off of Piker. And I've said multiple times, I would support Abdul El-Sayed. I think this is a good step. A lot of people looked at his statement and said, oh, it's not enough Abdul El-Sayed's statement. It's not enough. I think this is a good step. You know, like it's good when people do stuff you want them to do. That's great. But I'll tweet less if you'd like. Tim Miller : No, I like your tweeting. I just, I'm just trying to like, I'm trying to get like an 80, 20 ratio."

It's politics

118,594 views • 3 days ago