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"Slave Girl Reports To Training" Available now on C4S 📽️🔴 This inexperienced slave girl needed a benchmark, so I put her to the test. Stopwatch in hand, I planted my full, sweaty weight on her face and timed how long she could survive beneath me. Not a bad first... show more

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HILARIOUS: Jesse Watters: “Next time you do this on ‘The Five’ could we have you on set? Because we really want you to sit next to Jessica.” President Trump: “I watch Jessica and I’m not a fan. She uses fake numbers. She’ll give, ‘Well he’s only polling at 42%.’ That’s not right. I’m polling very high actually. I hate people that use fake polls.” “I’m sure I’d live her. I’m sure she's a lovely person… She’s just not for me.” “Now tell me, did she not want to do it, or did you kick her off the show?”

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Keanu: I do need to make it out of this next week, cause they'll try to take me out. In jury they might sleep on it a little bit, because then she's the biggest target. And the first time she goes on the block, I can use a veto on her, but the second I do that, the next time they'll put me up next to her. That's dangerous. Now I gotta trust Vinny to an extremely limited capacity. If I win HOH, Mickey/Morgan/Ashley, one of you get the boot. #bb27

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So, Dorothy was able to guide her team right up to the very end, but she couldn't guide herself and she got lost, too far gone in her pain. I still believe she can be saved. She wants revenge on the Ark for betraying her and spitting on Goddess squad's endless sacrifices, and the crushing weight of that betrayal finally broke her mind. No words of wisdom could reach her anymore and that's how this overzone event leaves things for me. I don't want Dorothy to become a bad guy. I want her healed.

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Interview with “Kru Ngor” (#LISA’s acting coach: Kru: One thing I really love about her (Lisa) is her mindset when it comes to this role. If you’ve watched the show, you’d see—it’s not a role where she has to kill someone or do anything super intense like that. I asked Lisa, “Why did you decide to take this role? It might not seem all that flashy or prominent.” And she told me, “It’s my first acting job. I just want to do it well. I’d like to start with something SIMPLE FIRST, I WANT TO TEST THE WATERS.” MC: That’s so impressive. She’s a global icon, and yet she chose a role that’s not even the main character. Kru: Exactly. Just because she thought, “I want to do good work. And if I’m going to try acting, I’d rather start with a small role so I can understand it better.” And after she trained with me and went on to film, the director gave her so much praise. He said, “Wow, she came back like a whole new person.” Her manager told me the director said, “You’re incredibly charismatic on screen—I get it now.” Because at first, the director might’ve thought, “She’s a pop star—will she really have that kind of screen presence?” But he ended up really loving her, especially because she did so well in the Repetition Exercise. And when the director complimented her, her manager told me, “Lisa wants to come and see you, Teacher Ngor, and bring a flower garland to thank you—because you gave her the comfortable to stand in front of the camera.” (In Thai culture, offering a flower garland is a way to show respect and gratitude to someone who has played an important role in one’s life, such as a teacher, parents or Buddha) And honestly, I’m not surprised she’s gone global. With a mindset like that, how could she not? I love her. trans JUSTCALLMENINGG / cookiesnim #LalisaManobal #LISAxTheWhiteLotus #TheWhiteLotus

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Zach Campbell reveals that he knew about Leigh-Anne’s difficulties with Warner Records before she left the label in his new video titled “The ‘Black Girl’ In The Group: Katseye DRAMA Explained”: “I want to bring up my girl Leigh-Anne’s independent album that just came out, My Ego Told Me To. It hit #1 on the UK iTunes Chart. I’m very proud of her, she’s been working her ass off. She left that Warner label, and I remember talking to her about that and how unhappy she was on that label. They did not believe in her at all. I’m just being honest with you – they did not believe in her at all. I watched it firsthand, how they handled her. So I’m so happy that she finally has ahold of her own identity and she can tell her stories the way she wants to tell her stories. And if I have to be completely honest with you… She had another girl in the group – that’s no longer in the group at all – that we do not really bring up… Leigh-Anne has always been ‘the Black girl’ in the group.”

Zach Campbell reveals that he knew about Leigh-Anne’s difficulties with Warner Records before she left the label in his new video titled “The ‘Black Girl’ In The Group: Katseye DRAMA Explained”: “I want to bring up my girl Leigh-Anne’s independent album that just came out, My Ego Told Me To. It hit #1 on the UK iTunes Chart. I’m very proud of her, she’s been working her ass off. She left that Warner label, and I remember talking to her about that and how unhappy she was on that label. They did not believe in her at all. I’m just being honest with you – they did not believe in her at all. I watched it firsthand, how they handled her. So I’m so happy that she finally has ahold of her own identity and she can tell her stories the way she wants to tell her stories. And if I have to be completely honest with you… She had another girl in the group – that’s no longer in the group at all – that we do not really bring up… Leigh-Anne has always been ‘the Black girl’ in the group.”

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I dated a girl once and she was extremely beautiful. She worked for DNA models. She ate a terrible diet that horrified me. She thought she had to. By far the strangest thing about her was that she would listen to the same song for over 4 hours in a row, every day She'd come home exhausted, climb into bed and put on her huge expensive headphones and start playing her song. It was this song. It was no secret, I could always hear it through the headphones. In her music app she only had this song and she put it on a permanent loop. Some days she'd listen to it for 4 hours. Other days for more. Occasionally at the weekends if she really needed to recover in bed, she'd listen for 8 hours or more When I was around her, I'd listen too. Not because I wanted to, but you could always hear it a little from her headphones, in the background. At a certain point, it started to feel normal. At the start, I asked her why she did it and she said "I just love this song, why would I listen to anything else". I really liked her answer. So I didn't challenge it. She said she'd been doing it for years Sometimes I'd pick her up from shoots in the city and the moment she met me she'd ask if she could please put her headphones on and listen to music. Then she'd start. She wouldn't do it in public without me there, because she wanted to stay aware of her surroundings. But if I was there, she could put her headphones on straight away and just trust she was safe. She'd listen to her song and rest on my shoulder and close her eyes as we rode the subway home Throughout our relationship we didn't talk much, really. It was more of a physical thing. Not in a superficial way. Not just lust. I mean that we were both completely satisfied just resting on each other, without speaking. We liked physical contact, or a sense of shared physical beingness. But neither of us needed to talk like most people do and we really savored that about each other I actually really loved it when she put her headphones on and entered her cosy,safe space. It was like she was entering into a little coccoon. With time, I realized it was a kind of recovery protocol and a meditative trance. It anchored a state of rest for her that she desperately needed. She didn't have OCD or any other compulsions. It was just this one thing. This one particular song. It was like a little cave she entered to heal from the stress of the day and burdens of existence. I dated her for 2 years and she did it every single day, up until the end. When I kissed her goodbye on the final day, she had her big headphones hanging around her neck and the song was playing through them. It was the last thing I heard, on the last day I looked into her eyes

I dated a girl once and she was extremely beautiful. She worked for DNA models. She ate a terrible diet that horrified me. She thought she had to. By far the strangest thing about her was that she would listen to the same song for over 4 hours in a row, every day She'd come home exhausted, climb into bed and put on her huge expensive headphones and start playing her song. It was this song. It was no secret, I could always hear it through the headphones. In her music app she only had this song and she put it on a permanent loop. Some days she'd listen to it for 4 hours. Other days for more. Occasionally at the weekends if she really needed to recover in bed, she'd listen for 8 hours or more When I was around her, I'd listen too. Not because I wanted to, but you could always hear it a little from her headphones, in the background. At a certain point, it started to feel normal. At the start, I asked her why she did it and she said "I just love this song, why would I listen to anything else". I really liked her answer. So I didn't challenge it. She said she'd been doing it for years Sometimes I'd pick her up from shoots in the city and the moment she met me she'd ask if she could please put her headphones on and listen to music. Then she'd start. She wouldn't do it in public without me there, because she wanted to stay aware of her surroundings. But if I was there, she could put her headphones on straight away and just trust she was safe. She'd listen to her song and rest on my shoulder and close her eyes as we rode the subway home Throughout our relationship we didn't talk much, really. It was more of a physical thing. Not in a superficial way. Not just lust. I mean that we were both completely satisfied just resting on each other, without speaking. We liked physical contact, or a sense of shared physical beingness. But neither of us needed to talk like most people do and we really savored that about each other I actually really loved it when she put her headphones on and entered her cosy,safe space. It was like she was entering into a little coccoon. With time, I realized it was a kind of recovery protocol and a meditative trance. It anchored a state of rest for her that she desperately needed. She didn't have OCD or any other compulsions. It was just this one thing. This one particular song. It was like a little cave she entered to heal from the stress of the day and burdens of existence. I dated her for 2 years and she did it every single day, up until the end. When I kissed her goodbye on the final day, she had her big headphones hanging around her neck and the song was playing through them. It was the last thing I heard, on the last day I looked into her eyes

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