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So Mae Pui is the first one who notices that Fourth cannot escape from Tanrak's character "I couldn’t fully get the character out at first, especially on the first day of shooting. People around me could actually sense it—the gloominess in me. I’m not really a gloomy person, I’m...

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#TicketToHeavenEP1 4️⃣: its about not being able to get out of character? on the first day of filming, people around me could feel this gloomy, heavy atmosphere from me. normally i’m not a gloomy person at all bc i’m quite cheerful. the person who noticed it the most was my mom. she asked me, “fourth is something wrong lately?” bc i seemed quiet and more withdrawn than usual. so i looked at myself and thought.. eu right that’s true. this doesnt feel like fourth.. its tanrak.. i dont know either 4️⃣: so the next day, i decided to change my mindset and the way i lived. i would be tanrak when i was on screen and behind the camera fourth would be still nong fotfot. i’d stay cheerful and be myself all the time. then the moment we started filming, i’d switch straight into the character. and honestly that made acting so much more enjoyable for me (🥹👏🏻)

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happy mother’s day, yejin 🤍 “i’m just a mom. it’s my first time. it’s like when i started acting for the first time...” “it’s a hardship, but i think it has brought me even greater happiness than that.”

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🐰 there are times when i go to the filming set and wait nine hours but my turn won’t come. it felt like nonstop waiting. there were instances that people saw i was so cold and they’d give me hotpacks or turn on heaters for me but at that time i thought i didn’t deserve that treatment yet. so i kept saying “i’m okay, it’s fine” and those words were stuck in my mouth like a habit. and as i kept saying that, i got frostbite on my fingers! ㅎㅎ i think this is the first time i’m talking about this! from that day on, my fingers kept throbbing and my nails fell off so i had to go to the hospital. it was that cold but i actually just brushed it off..
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🐰 there are times when i go to the filming set and wait nine hours but my turn won’t come. it felt like nonstop waiting. there were instances that people saw i was so cold and they’d give me hotpacks or turn on heaters for me but at that time i thought i didn’t deserve that treatment yet. so i kept saying “i’m okay, it’s fine” and those words were stuck in my mouth like a habit. and as i kept saying that, i got frostbite on my fingers! ㅎㅎ i think this is the first time i’m talking about this! from that day on, my fingers kept throbbing and my nails fell off so i had to go to the hospital. it was that cold but i actually just brushed it off..

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“I experienced multiple timelines.” “My whole world shattered for two hours.” “And it was the most scary, disturbing experience in my life.” This is one of the wildest stories I’ve ever heard. One night, in the middle of the night, Hollywood producer Brent Friedman’s entire sense of reality broke. He just shared this mind-blowing story with Jesse Michels: “I’m at an Airbnb in LA one night.” “My day job is I’m working on a Call of Duty game.” “And I get a chime on my Slack.” “It’s like 1:00 in the morning.” “So I read the question, and … answer it.” Then he heard another chime. “The person’s like: what you said makes no sense.” “I’m like, okay, maybe I’m tired. Let me read what I said.” But what he saw on the screen was a totally different message than the one he had just sent. “So I correct it and I send it back.” “And then … he’s like: now you’re really confusing me.” “I look and I read it again, and … his original message is different now.” “I’m like, okay, this is weird … am I hallucinating?” So he went to a different Slack conversation with his creative director. They talked “all the time.” But now, he doesn’t even recognize the conversation. “We’re talking about things I’ve never heard of before.” “This is not the reality that I am living in.” “Now, I’m starting to get a little shaky.” He starts to wonder if he’s having a psychotic break. “Or I’m thinking to myself, do people get Alzheimer’s, like, overnight?” “What is happening to me?” “So I go to a different device.” “I go to my phone.” “I’m thinking, I’m gonna look at the texts from my wife.” “And we’re talking about a dog we don’t have.” “I’m starting to really freak out now.” “I’m checking, like, my heart’s fine.” “I’m pinching myself, I’m not dreaming.” “I’m doing all these checks just to make sure this is really happening.” “And it really is.” “And every time I go back to the computer, it keeps changing.” “So I’m like … I’m gonna shut down all my devices, I’m going to just take a shower.” “And I’m going to hope and pray that … when I wake up in the morning, everything will be reset.” When he’s in the shower, he hears a voice say one word: “Timelines.” After that, he went to sleep. The next morning, he opened his devices again with a sense of dread. “I boot everything up, and everything is back to normal—but only 99%.” “There’s a few weird little references that feel like artifacts left over from another timeline.” Jesse Michels American Alchemy Brent Friedman Bryce Zabel
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Holden Culotta

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I’m going to be honest. It’s been really hard on me. I’m unapologetically black in a predominantly white space and I face battles that no one else has to deal with. Culturally I’m different from literally every other person in this space so I feel completely misunderstood at times. People create fake accounts to harass me, I’ve been called the N word more times than I ever have in my life, people who I don’t even know go on podcasts and make up lies about me being a “runner”. Some people even found my mom’s number on the internet and called her house trying to get to me. Even when I’m winning it feels like every single bet or analysis is life or death. I don’t feel like I’m given the grace that other people may get who look different from me. I love what I do but I don’t deserve to be treated the way I’m treated by people especially for how much I’ve given to this space. I also don’t take kindly to being constantly called a DEI hire with all the things I’ve accomplished either. I probably don’t handle it the best. Ivy League degree aside, deep down I’m still a black kid from South West Philly and when I feel attacked, I revert back to the version of me that had to survive growing up. I try not to engage as much and ignore the noise but I’m not perfect. I’m still growing and still trying to become the best version of myself.
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I’m going to be honest. It’s been really hard on me. I’m unapologetically black in a predominantly white space and I face battles that no one else has to deal with. Culturally I’m different from literally every other person in this space so I feel completely misunderstood at times. People create fake accounts to harass me, I’ve been called the N word more times than I ever have in my life, people who I don’t even know go on podcasts and make up lies about me being a “runner”. Some people even found my mom’s number on the internet and called her house trying to get to me. Even when I’m winning it feels like every single bet or analysis is life or death. I don’t feel like I’m given the grace that other people may get who look different from me. I love what I do but I don’t deserve to be treated the way I’m treated by people especially for how much I’ve given to this space. I also don’t take kindly to being constantly called a DEI hire with all the things I’ve accomplished either. I probably don’t handle it the best. Ivy League degree aside, deep down I’m still a black kid from South West Philly and when I feel attacked, I revert back to the version of me that had to survive growing up. I try not to engage as much and ignore the noise but I’m not perfect. I’m still growing and still trying to become the best version of myself.

Raheem Palmer

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【📢IGLive: อันโดรเมด้า ชุน 】 #จุงอาเชน #JoongArchen 🌞honestly i have no idea what the story (how to survive my CEO) is like or what the character is like but i’ve seen people on X talking about it like “we’re ready for… old dog” 🌞oh my… i’ve been the puppy all year long. people have seen me as a puppy ever since i was in my early twenties i just feel like… i’m 25 now right? i’m still not really ready to become an “old dog” yet. we haven’t even started filming yet and i’ve already been getting criticized. actually it’s not me who’s getting criticized. it’s the character. Patlom is getting criticized. people are calling him “an old snake” or saying he’s “an old snake preying on a younger person” and things like that… in the story though. and i haven’t really read the novel… not “haven’t read much” i haven’t read the novel at all. so i’m just confused so whenever people call me an “old dog” i’m just sitting there confused. but if everyone can separate the actor from the character then that’s great .. go ahead and criticize him. you can criticize Patlom all you want. idon’t even know how bad he is but go ahead and criticize him anyway 🌞so people actually feel better after criticizing someone? i think… i understand. i don’t want to understand but i do understand that nowadays people like criticizing each other. but anyway… if criticizing someone makes you feel better then go ahead. if you end up getting sued because of what you said then you’ll have a headache later. so … be careful. otherwise you’ll end up meeting a lawyer or something like that. right. criticize in moderation. just enough. i understand. let me stop there. i’ll just say this directly and simply. if i tell everyone “please don’t criticize people” it doesn’t really work anyway. i understand. people who want to criticize will criticize no matter what. no matter how well you do people will still criticize you. even me… just posting an igs… just posting a photo on ig… people still come and criticize me. sometimes i post a shirtless picture and people go “why are you taking your shirt off?” cause i wanted to! i went to the beach so of course i took my shirt off. when do people normally take their shirts off? at the beach right? if going to the beach then of course going to take the shirt off. well… you don’t have to if you don’t want to—that’s your choice. but i’m going to. just kidding just kidding. 🌞it’s nothing. i’m just talking and complaining for fun. i’m not being serious at all. really nothing i’ve said is serious. honestly if nobody bothers me i’m a really chill person. i’m not tense at all—not even a little. seriously people think i’m always so intense but in reality i’m not like that whatsoever. i’m super chill. extremely chill. people say i’m “fire” right? sure you can say i’m fire. but that doesn’t mean i’m on fire all the time. i don’t sit around yelling at people all day. i don’t spend all day criticizing people either. you know what i mean? when something bad happens to someone people always say things like “just let it go luk” or “don’t pay any attention to it” but … oho… i honestly believe that if you’ve never been in this position you wouldn’t understand. it’s so frustrating. it really makes your hands itch your fingers itch—you just want to do something. you really do. sometimes the things people say… they’re harsh. really harsh. they don’t hold back at all. and sometimes they hit right where it hurts. that sting…really stings. but there’s nothing can do. all can do is smile… then send it to the friends like “hey look at this. this is what people cursed me today” so … what do think? confusing isn’t it? it still hurts. it really does sting. but there’s nothing we can do. we’re people living under the spotlight. the spotlight is bright. lately though i’ve started getting used to it. i’ve become more relaxed. much more relaxed. i understand things like this a lot better now. everyone grows at a different pace you know?
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【📢IGLive: อันโดรเมด้า ชุน 】 #จุงอาเชน #JoongArchen 🌞honestly i have no idea what the story (how to survive my CEO) is like or what the character is like but i’ve seen people on X talking about it like “we’re ready for… old dog” 🌞oh my… i’ve been the puppy all year long. people have seen me as a puppy ever since i was in my early twenties i just feel like… i’m 25 now right? i’m still not really ready to become an “old dog” yet. we haven’t even started filming yet and i’ve already been getting criticized. actually it’s not me who’s getting criticized. it’s the character. Patlom is getting criticized. people are calling him “an old snake” or saying he’s “an old snake preying on a younger person” and things like that… in the story though. and i haven’t really read the novel… not “haven’t read much” i haven’t read the novel at all. so i’m just confused so whenever people call me an “old dog” i’m just sitting there confused. but if everyone can separate the actor from the character then that’s great .. go ahead and criticize him. you can criticize Patlom all you want. idon’t even know how bad he is but go ahead and criticize him anyway 🌞so people actually feel better after criticizing someone? i think… i understand. i don’t want to understand but i do understand that nowadays people like criticizing each other. but anyway… if criticizing someone makes you feel better then go ahead. if you end up getting sued because of what you said then you’ll have a headache later. so … be careful. otherwise you’ll end up meeting a lawyer or something like that. right. criticize in moderation. just enough. i understand. let me stop there. i’ll just say this directly and simply. if i tell everyone “please don’t criticize people” it doesn’t really work anyway. i understand. people who want to criticize will criticize no matter what. no matter how well you do people will still criticize you. even me… just posting an igs… just posting a photo on ig… people still come and criticize me. sometimes i post a shirtless picture and people go “why are you taking your shirt off?” cause i wanted to! i went to the beach so of course i took my shirt off. when do people normally take their shirts off? at the beach right? if going to the beach then of course going to take the shirt off. well… you don’t have to if you don’t want to—that’s your choice. but i’m going to. just kidding just kidding. 🌞it’s nothing. i’m just talking and complaining for fun. i’m not being serious at all. really nothing i’ve said is serious. honestly if nobody bothers me i’m a really chill person. i’m not tense at all—not even a little. seriously people think i’m always so intense but in reality i’m not like that whatsoever. i’m super chill. extremely chill. people say i’m “fire” right? sure you can say i’m fire. but that doesn’t mean i’m on fire all the time. i don’t sit around yelling at people all day. i don’t spend all day criticizing people either. you know what i mean? when something bad happens to someone people always say things like “just let it go luk” or “don’t pay any attention to it” but … oho… i honestly believe that if you’ve never been in this position you wouldn’t understand. it’s so frustrating. it really makes your hands itch your fingers itch—you just want to do something. you really do. sometimes the things people say… they’re harsh. really harsh. they don’t hold back at all. and sometimes they hit right where it hurts. that sting…really stings. but there’s nothing can do. all can do is smile… then send it to the friends like “hey look at this. this is what people cursed me today” so … what do think? confusing isn’t it? it still hurts. it really does sting. but there’s nothing we can do. we’re people living under the spotlight. the spotlight is bright. lately though i’ve started getting used to it. i’ve become more relaxed. much more relaxed. i understand things like this a lot better now. everyone grows at a different pace you know?

🇻🇳Jaidee’s aunt Bamnie🐣

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