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🐨 So sometimes when I can’t sleep, or work, or just life itself feels terrifying. It’s scary—just the act of living. There are times when the fact that this life goes on day after day feels really frightening. Because every day you have to feed yourself, you have to...

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jihoon wants us to promise to have more fun at treasure concerts, film with your left hand and have fun with your right hand 🤙🏻 #지훈 🐶 you’re asking how yesterday was? yesterday was seriously so fun. it really was fun, but hmmm you guys need to have even more fun.. 🐶 you guys need to have more fun. teumes can def go harder than this, but you’re holding back. you guys can def do more, seriously, you really can but everyone kind of hesitates a little. just go out there and enjoy the atmosphere, got it? ok~? 🐶 i’m not saying don’t film or anything like that. you can film, it’s fine, i don’t mind it, because i think that’s the fans’ freedom. but i mean… film with one hand, your left hand, and use your right hand to hold your lightstick and have fun 🐶 but when both hands are on your phone like this… and i’m right in front of you… why are you looking at me through a camera filter first? you came to see me, so why… when i’m standing right in front of you, are you still only looking at me through your phone? it’s just a little disappointing to me 🐶 i’m not saying anyone is doing something wrong or anything like that, i’m just saying it feels a bit sad. i’m literally right in front of you, so why are you still looking at me inside your phone even when i’m right here? 🐶 and i know you want to take pictures, it’s okay. you can film it, keep it. it’s fine, because it’s not prohibited. in concerts where filming isn’t banned, ofc you can film. you want to take photos. ofc you want to take photos when your favorite singer is right in front of you, ofc you want to film it. i know that, we all know that. you can film it but film with your left hand and have fun with your right hand. let’s all make that promise. seriously, let’s really do it, film with your left hand and have fun with your right hand 🐶 because… when i’m like this, from up on stage when we look out like this, your gazes, your lightsticks, those kinds of things... when i feel like i’m directly interacting with each and every one of you like that.. i get out of breath like i might die, i get dizzy and everything, and my adrenaline gets pushed to the limit. but then if it’s all just iphone 17 pro maxes everywhere… it feels a bit disappointing 🐶 but i really do like that you film. i just feel a little regretful like if you film with one hand and have fun with the other.. like use your right hand properly to have fun, and use your left hand to film and capture everything… that’s how it should be, i guess. that kind of feeling 🐶 i’m not saying this to hear sorry from you guys. that’s not what i mean. i’m not saying you’re doing anything wrong, i just mean let’s all have fun together like that 💬 but oppa, if you’re playing with your right hand, the video in your left hand does get shaky so i just jump around and go all out 🐶 but even that shaking… i think of it as part of the live feeling

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19,997 views • 6 months ago

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(Reupload) Jungkook's Apology over Recent Livestream Interaction with Friends: 🐰: Ah, right. I should apologize to ARMY before I go. Regarding my recent live stream... personally, I’m not really sure if I did something that wrong. But, I’m not a public figure, and people in this industry or on YouTube—they all say these things. 🐰: Since I haven't shown that side of myself before, I thought some of you might have felt uncomfortable. If any ARMYs felt that way, since you’re our ARMY, I want to say I’m sorry. I’ll try to hold back more. I think I was just in a really good mood that day. I’m sorry. 🐰: And well, to those who are just busy trying to criticize everything, I don’t really have much to say to them. Thank you for your interest though. I mean, if you get sued, I guess it’s none of my business... but anyway, thank you for your interest. 🐰: Regardless, I really wanted to say that to our ARMY. I was just in such a great mood that day. We just had our comeback and everything, so...Anyway, to the ARMY who felt uncomfortable, I’m sorry. I’m sorry. 🐰: Anyway, for those ARMYs who felt uncomfortable, I’m sorry. I’m sorry. Please just know that. ARMYs... truthfully, I think you all know how I feel about you. You know how I think of you and how much I care about you. The people who already know, I believe they truly know. I’ve always been sincere. 🐰: The reason I want to do my best and work hard is because of you all. I’ve done well ten times, and well, I can’t say I’m a perfectly 'kind' person or a perfectly 'upright' person... but I’ve always tried to be sincere with all of you. So it's because of that, that I’m feeling a bit back and forth like this. I just want you to know how I feel. 🐰: I don’t know. Well, I guess it can’t be helped. So, I think I wanted to apologize before I left. Having said that, I don’t know where I’ll bounce to next. I’m the type of person who’s like this at one time and like that at another, so I don’t even know where I’ll bounce to. 🐰: But there’s a really sensitive line, you know. Like committing a crime, or something… anyway, I won’t do anything really bad. But as a human being, sometimes… that can happen. If that’s uncomfortable, or if you think something isn’t right, please point it out. I’ll look at it and accept it too. 🐰: You know, I don't really think I did anything wrong. What’s so wrong with it, honestly? Actually, there were many people who liked it when I did that. So, I don't think it's wrong, but... since there are so many ARMYs out there, and they're all so diverse. I'm sure some were uncomfortable with it. So, I just wanted to say I’m sorry to those people. 🐰: I'm sure another edited version of this will go up. Lately, these edits have been really provocative, haven't they? It's not like I cursed at ARMY. I can curse at my friends, right? Of course, seeing someone curse in front of a camera might be uncomfortable, but there are so many celebrities who do that in front of the camera. That's why I don't think I did anything wrong.

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199,489 views • 4 months ago

While I was learning how to Trade and struggling in real life, I dealt with Su!cidal Ideations in the early stages. I wanted to give up because life was HARD and learning to trade felt even harder. I used to pray to God that He would take me home in my sleep. I’m grateful that He didn’t listen. He showed me that where I found myself was the end of the road I wanted to travel on and the beginning of the path he wanted me on. I’m grateful to be here today to tell the story and see the impact that my perseverance has created for lots of people around the world. It’s normal to feel the depressed and exhausted on this journey but KEEP GOING! I promise you that it gets better. Plenty of people have been on your position and turned things around. It’s never too late as long as the breath is in your body. You just have to be willing to tune out the noise, learn/have discipline and take it day-by-day. Life didn’t get better overnight… it took some time to rebuild but greater was He that lives within me and I was able to compound what I had left to what I couldn’t even imagine having during a single period in time. I’ve gone places that I couldn’t even dream of prior to learning this and I wouldn’t have the life that I now have if I didn’t trust in Him, compared myself to others and spent a disgusting amount of time on social media seeking validation. No matter where you are right now in life, 1 full year of focus, discipline and application can change your entire life. I pray that you receive obsession and passion for the things you want out of life. I hope that you find things that give you the will to live and build a life that can bless others in their lowest moments too. Think about your “Reason Why” and know that everyday you show up to do the work, it gets you CLOSER to the life you are working towards. Little by Little, without fail. What you do everyday impacts your future. Choose Discipline and if you don’t have it, LEARN IT. -Dave

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13,612 views • 11 months ago

Hello everyone, hello. It’s raining a lot outside, right? Yes, I hope everyone’s being careful not to get caught in the rain. As for food… I’m planning to eat a little later. Yeah, I’ll eat later. Last night, I… I really thought a lot. I kept thinking and thinking, and after all that, I felt like - for the people I love, I should at least speak honestly. Rather than just pretending nothing happened and letting it pass, I wanted to say this properly. Because when I’ve done something wrong, I want to say I’m sorry. I believe the closer the relationship, the more careful you have to be. And yesterday - honestly, it was such a good day, right? It was such a good day… it was our Jongho’s birthday. We each congratulated him personally, but, if I’m honest, I don’t think I thought deeply enough about it. I don’t think I did, and there’s really no excuse for that. Because all of you love ATEEZ and love Jongho, and I should have been more thoughtful, more detailed. So I really wanted to sincerely apologize for that part. Even though Jongho and I are close, that’s beside the point. The closer you are to someone, the more you should be considerate. But because I thought, “Ah, we’re close,” I just lightly said, “Oh, his birthday passed already,” in a joking way… and I’ve been thinking about that. I think my wording yesterday was quite strong. You don’t have to unconditionally hold me or comfort me. Really, it’s okay. I’m really okay. I mean it. But still… when I think that my words might have hurt you, it doesn’t matter how I am. It just keeps coming to mind, over and over. Honestly… it’s true that my wording was strong. I think I was too excited, too comfortable - maybe I got carried away. The words themselves came out too harsh, and I regret that. And I want to be clear - I never, ever meant something like “mokie jolida/being/to choked” toward you guys. It was just something I said lightly, the kind of thing friends might say to each other. But still… when I thought about it later, just the fact that you had to hear those words made my heart feel uneasy. All through last night, I kept thinking, “Maybe… maybe I shouldn’t have said something like that.” Words with that kind of negative tone - I really shouldn’t say them. I wasn’t thinking clearly. And, because my family is really, really close - my mom and dad are both very warm (hearted) people, and my noona/older sister sometimes calls me “oppa” in a cute, teasing way. But I guess I got too carried away and just said it without thinking… Still, one thing I can say for sure - and I’m not just saying this - in our family, my noona/sister is my noona/sister. Truly. Even though I said it jokingly, now I realize that it was inappropriate, so I’ll be more careful from now on. The reason I wanted to talk to you like this is because, even if it’s just a small thing, when I do something wrong, I want to say it right away. I really want to. And if I do something wrong, I want you to tell me. Because I’m ignorant about some things. There are many things I still don’t know. So sometimes I make mistakes. I hope you can tell me comfortably. I kept thinking about when I should do this live - I thought, in the morning some people have work, some people are busy - and after thinking about it, I decided to come now, because I really wanted to tell you this. Of course, everyone feels things differently. Depending on how someone interprets it, it can feel different. But at least for me - if I look back objectively and realize that what I did wasn’t right, I want to admit it. I was the one at fault, so I should admit it. What use is pride in front of you all, really? When I think about it calmly - if I did wrong, then that’s wrong, no excuses. That’s why I wanted to speak openly about it.

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