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Walking with the Man My Son Is Becoming What an honor it was to walk with him this morning. Firstborn with firstborn. Adult with adult. Mother with son. He is my firstborn. Born 24 years ago this March. There are days when I still see the boy I carried, the child I held, the young teenager I worried over. And then there are mornings like this, when I walk beside him and realize that he is not yet fully formed, not finished, not fixed… but becoming. I almost had to drag him out of bed. “I’m not a morning person,” he said, his voice still wrapped in sleep. And yes, the first few minutes of our walk felt like watching him slowly thaw into the day. 😊 But I waited. I slowed down. I let him arrive in his own time. And then the conversation opened. I realized I had never really asked him what adulthood feels like from his side of the journey. So I leaned in. “Tell me,” I said softly, “What has surprised you? What do you wish you had known earlier?” “Man!” he laughed. “Now I understand why you and dad used to complain about us leaving the lights on. Everything costs when you’re an adult. You pay for everything!” We laughed together. But beneath his humor was discovery, the moment a child realizes that adulthood is not just freedom, but responsibility. Adulting, he is learning, can feel like a never-ending cycle of bills. Now that he works to cover his own costs, he feels the pinch. We still support him, of course. But I can see something shifting in him: a growing awareness of effort, value, and gratitude. Then his tone changed. “Another hard thing,” he said, “is communication. People should just say what they mean and mean what they say. Adults skirt around things too much.” I smiled, and felt the weight of truth in his words. “Yes,” I told him gently. “That is one of the hardest parts of growing up. People hide. They avoid. They say one thing and mean another. Learning to communicate well is a lifelong journey. Keep being true to yourself.” We spoke about self-control, about choices, about the quiet battles no one sees. “It’s one thing for you to tell me not to do something,” he said thoughtfully. “But I also have to find my own why.” In that moment, I felt the bittersweet beauty of motherhood. You can guide, but you cannot walk the path for them. You can warn, but you cannot choose for them. You can love, but you cannot live their lives. My little boy is growing. Not loudly. Not dramatically. But steadily. One insight at a time. As we ended our walk, we sat down quietly. I took his hand, his hand now larger than mine, and I spoke my blessing over him. I told him my hopes for his life. I told him my prayer for his journey. And above all else, I told him this: He may still be becoming, but he must never forget that he is deeply, fiercely, unconditionally loved. Not just as a man in the making. But always, as my son. #Becoming #MotherAndSon #WalkTalkConnect

Jacqueline Asiimwe

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they were talking about fav cartoons and nani said his was 'toy story' 🎤: so did you end up doing what you wanted to do, like, "ehh!" (//when trying to catch the toys moving on their own, like the famous scene from the toy story) 🐱: i did 🎤: you did it? 🐱: yes, i did 🎤: you went back home alone, opened the door... ah! tell us about it. what was the atmosphere like that day? 🎤: was it a night after a long, exhausting day of work, or what did you do? 🐱: it happens almost every day 🎤: eui! 🐱: it's hust part of my normal daily life. like i wake up and see them (//his toys) sitting on the shelf where i put them– one sitting with its legs dangling, another one standing and striking a cool pose, things like that : then right before i head into the bathroom– buup! *mimics peeking tonsee if they moves 🥹🤏* 🐱: sometimes they've actually fallen down na! 🎤: 😳 🐱: yeah! because i like to place them– well logically speaking– 🎤: you place them right on the very edge so they'll fall 🐱: ah yeah~ 🎤: and when they fall, what do you say to them? "ehh! you moved!" 🐱: no, i just put them right back where they were, that's all 🎤: ohhhh 🐱: there's nothing to it. it's just that i feel... i feel a sense of pure satisfaction because i'm so deeply immersed in their world 🎤: okay~ 🐶: look at it this way... if it were anyone else... 🎤: mmm 🐶: ...they'd open the door and be like "holy shit! the doll moved..." or think it's... 🐶: ...something paranormal 🐶: but this guy *points to 🐱* he's like "ehhh!! ehh! move for me, come on!" 🐶: see! just by changing our perspective, our world becomes a much happier place 🎤: true! 🐶: right? 🎤: that's true! it's not scary at all! //so cuteeeee 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 i love nani i love sky i love skynani 😭🩵🩷 SKYNANI KATANYU WU NIGHT #KatanyuTonightxWUTheSeries #skynani #สกายนานิ

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🎥|Interviewer: What is what has your son (Freddie) taught you? Louis: How's the teenage years, by the way? Interviewer: Oh my god. Let me just warn you that she's an amazing kid. I love her. But there's sometimes you just, you know, she just needs to go do her own thing and stay. She just doesn't want to talk to me. Nothing to do with me, you know. Louis: I suppose nature and being that old, I can remember, you know, life at that age. Uh oh, it's beautiful, man. And also it I feel like I've been saying this every year, but it's such a lovely moment in life at the moment. Like he's nine, he's about to be 10. Still so pure and so kind. But we've got to the stage now where I can feel him resisting a little bit. You know, when I drop him off at school, I'm quite like a touchy feely dad. Like I like holding hands with him and stuff like that. He is getting stage where he's starting to resist that. He's pulling the hand away. Maybe it's not so cool to be doing that at school, which breaks my heart truthfully. But I suppose I got that to come. And also Christmas is a little different now cuz I don't want to break it to your listeners, but he knows about Father Christmas, Santa. Interviewer: I don't know what you're talking about. Louis: Exactly. Exactly. So yeah, things are things are a little bit different, but he's um I'm really proud of him, man. He's such a lovely lovely boy. Interviewer: Is he into your solo or the group's music? Or is he on his own world own thing now? Louis: Every now and then he'll discover like like one of like the deeper cuts of like a One Direction song and he'll tell me that he likes it. He loves my new song, Palaces, actually, which which I'm glad. I'm glad. That's a song I really love, too. So, I'm I'm happy he likes it. — Louis Tomlinson about his son via 102.7 Kiis FM.

World Tomlinson

208,248 görüntüleme • 7 ay önce

It's not uncommon for teens to develop an interest in politics/philosophy/religion/cultural issues. You know this because your son is on the server, you fucking idiot. You've been on the server at least 4-5 times to debate some of those teens during AMAs about a wide variety of issues. You absolutely knew many of them were minors at the time you debated them in the server while streaming to your audience. You've debated other content creators - who were minors - on your stream countless times over the last decade. They all had their own communities - full of minors. Don't you feel at least a little weird about trying these attacks? You were just outed by one of your closest friends for doing ageplay -- AGAIN. You received CSAM as jerkoff material and when the minor was later located you pulled up her kiwifarms thread with her dox and underage photos ON YOUR STREAM. You've gone on in detail about how you found and scrolled through countless images and videos of minors engaged in sexual acts on twitter - THEN POSTED THE HASHTAG YOU FOUND IT ON IN YOUR CHAT. You giggled like a bitch while talking about the good old days when you and your other adult friends trolled a child into pulling out his dick on camera for you while his brother, who you knew so well you had a nickname for him, was on stream shirtless for you. You hang out with a proud pedophile, who has groaned on and on about wanting to wrap herself around a 12 year old and jerking off to cartoon kids, and call that pedophile your only true defender. Are you starting to understand the difference? When we find minors being groomed by predators in our community, we immediately involve the parents, the platform, and the authorities. Then we publicly name and shame them so everyone knows what they are. When you found a minor being groomed by a predator, you helped kiwifarms dox her because you couldn't. I turn CSAM over to the authorities so they can arrest the perpetrators and protect the minors. You recorded yourself blowing hot loads to it. We are not the same. I don't think it's reasonable to punish teens with an interest in learning about these topics because the internet is full of people like you. Also -- Yes, my father had an extremely outdated sense of masculinity and machismo. I grew up very rough. I was not a sheltered suburban boy like you. When I was a child, my friend's older brother and his friend were murdered in a drive by while I was near the car they were parked in. One was killed instantly. I watched the other bleed out and die. Many of my family members and friends were killed by gang violence when I was young. My father thought the best way to help me absorb this was a crude form of exposure therapy. Why is this relevant? Do you think it has impacted my ability to process emotion? I mean -- Probably. Very likely. I think I do just fine though. Would it be relevant for me to bring up your dementia-addled grandmother strangling puppies you'd grown to love after blaming them when she'd piss on the floor? Would it be relevant to bring up the fact you were raped as a child? Have those and other traumas probably impacted your ability to process emotion? Probably. Clearly, you are not doing just fine. Was this just a lazy attempt at a dig or did you intend to go somewhere with the childhood thing?
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It's not uncommon for teens to develop an interest in politics/philosophy/religion/cultural issues. You know this because your son is on the server, you fucking idiot. You've been on the server at least 4-5 times to debate some of those teens during AMAs about a wide variety of issues. You absolutely knew many of them were minors at the time you debated them in the server while streaming to your audience. You've debated other content creators - who were minors - on your stream countless times over the last decade. They all had their own communities - full of minors. Don't you feel at least a little weird about trying these attacks? You were just outed by one of your closest friends for doing ageplay -- AGAIN. You received CSAM as jerkoff material and when the minor was later located you pulled up her kiwifarms thread with her dox and underage photos ON YOUR STREAM. You've gone on in detail about how you found and scrolled through countless images and videos of minors engaged in sexual acts on twitter - THEN POSTED THE HASHTAG YOU FOUND IT ON IN YOUR CHAT. You giggled like a bitch while talking about the good old days when you and your other adult friends trolled a child into pulling out his dick on camera for you while his brother, who you knew so well you had a nickname for him, was on stream shirtless for you. You hang out with a proud pedophile, who has groaned on and on about wanting to wrap herself around a 12 year old and jerking off to cartoon kids, and call that pedophile your only true defender. Are you starting to understand the difference? When we find minors being groomed by predators in our community, we immediately involve the parents, the platform, and the authorities. Then we publicly name and shame them so everyone knows what they are. When you found a minor being groomed by a predator, you helped kiwifarms dox her because you couldn't. I turn CSAM over to the authorities so they can arrest the perpetrators and protect the minors. You recorded yourself blowing hot loads to it. We are not the same. I don't think it's reasonable to punish teens with an interest in learning about these topics because the internet is full of people like you. Also -- Yes, my father had an extremely outdated sense of masculinity and machismo. I grew up very rough. I was not a sheltered suburban boy like you. When I was a child, my friend's older brother and his friend were murdered in a drive by while I was near the car they were parked in. One was killed instantly. I watched the other bleed out and die. Many of my family members and friends were killed by gang violence when I was young. My father thought the best way to help me absorb this was a crude form of exposure therapy. Why is this relevant? Do you think it has impacted my ability to process emotion? I mean -- Probably. Very likely. I think I do just fine though. Would it be relevant for me to bring up your dementia-addled grandmother strangling puppies you'd grown to love after blaming them when she'd piss on the floor? Would it be relevant to bring up the fact you were raped as a child? Have those and other traumas probably impacted your ability to process emotion? Probably. Clearly, you are not doing just fine. Was this just a lazy attempt at a dig or did you intend to go somewhere with the childhood thing?

Dooby

83,724 görüntüleme • 2 ay önce

Long post, please kindly read them. it would just take less than 2 minute of your time. A Midnight Call 26 Oct 2024 It was 2 a.m., the world outside silent and still. I was bone-tired from a grueling day, my head heavy with the weight of it all. I’d just slipped into sleep when my phone suddenly buzzed, vibrating insistently on the bedside table. At first, I ignored it, thinking it could wait until morning. But then it rang again, and something in its persistence made me pick up. “Hello?” I answered, my voice feeble with exhaustion. “Is this Advocate Ashwin?” A man's voice, firm yet urgent, came through the line. “Yes” I tried to shake the sleep from my voice. “This is Shivakumar, Sub Inspector from **** police station” he said, his tone grave. Instantly, I sat up, alert. “Tell me, sir. How can I help?” “We’re on the highway,” he began, voice thick with a mix of anger and sadness. “We found a young street calf, hardly a 5 months old. He was hit by a speeding vehicle, left to cry and bleed on the road. But that wasn’t the end of it,” he said, voice tight with contained rage. “Another vehicle came and hit him again, dragged him some distance, and left him there, barely breathing.” A surge of anger rose within me at the cruelty of it all, but I pushed it down. I had to act quickly. “Sir, please, can you have one of your men stay by him until we arrive?” I asked. “I’ll send a vehicle right away.” The Sub Inspector didn’t hesitate. “Yes, we’ll stay with him. He’s suffering. He needs us.” I quickly arranged for a team to be dispatched. By the time we reached the calf, the compassionate officers were there, standing guard by the frail figure lying on the road. He was so small, barely 4 month old and his breaths were shallow. His eyes, wide with pain and fear, were searching—perhaps for some kindness, some solace. The officers and our staff lifted him with the utmost care, placing him onto a plank, and our vehicle sped back to the gaushala. Our veterinary team had been waiting, ready with bandages and medicine, their faces showing both worry and determination. Gently, they began to examine him, murmuring soothing words, treating each bruise and wound as if it were their own. We all prayed intensely to Sri Krishna to help us recover the calf. Though he was bruised and had torn ligaments, thankfully no bones were broken. But the journey wasn’t over yet. For days, he lay in recovery, eyes watching us, filled with a fragile hope. Slowly, day by day, he began to show signs of strength, taking tiny steps, even nibbling on food placed before him. today , it’s been a week since that call pierced the silence of the night. Our little calf is beginning to stand on his own, determined, with a spark in his eyes that wasn’t there before. His journey has been painful, but he’s coming through it, one small step at a time. In the stillness of that night, a life was saved because of the compassion of strangers—of officers, vets, and everyone who believed in his right to live. Watching him now, I’m reminded of the incredible power of kindness, even in the loneliest hours. This wouldn't have been possible without your support and blessings of Krishna!. But what's in store for the drivers who sped away without having one bit of remorse? hell? or worse than that?

Ashwin Sampatkumaran

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EMT Harry Fisher with WHITE-HOT FIRE🔥🔥 "Kennedy & Trump...don't look like our friends...shaking hands with [Albert Bourla]...[as] Joe Ladapo [says the C19 jabs are] killing you...it's [not] 5D chess...It's murder...Kennedy...you're a turncoat POS or you're going to stand up" This clip of Fisher (Harry Fisher), an EMT paramedic, military veteran, and co-author of Safe and Effective...For Profit, is taken from an interview with Dr. Mary Talley Bowden (Mary Talley Bowden MD) posted to The Shannon Joy Show (Shannon Joy) Rumble channel on October 8, 2025. ---------------Partial transcription of clip-------------- "If I can't tell my brother or my best friend to go screw themselves when I don't agree with them, then you're not my best friend or my brother. Like, you can tell me whatever you want, Doc, and I'll still be like, I. I love her. She. She. She hated on me for this, that and the other. If we can't do that to Kennedy and Trump, then they're not our friends. And right now, they don't look like our friends. "They're shaking hands with the Albert Bourla's of the world. They're being called the masterminds while you're having people on your show. You, had what's his name, Joe Ladapo on your show. And I was like, yes, have Joe Ladapo on your show. Remember, a couple weeks back, that guy is going, this is killing you. Right? And Kennedy is shaking hands with the guy that's killing you. "You can 5D chess me all day long. You can literally say it's 5D chess. It's 6D chess. No, it's murder. It's murder. It's literal murder. And if you don't have the huevos to actually call it for what it is, I'm going to be picking up the bodies. I am picking up the bodies. I'm literally the one who does it. "Hey, hey, everyone out there. I'm the one who's actually having to clean mess that they're shaking hands about and being called masterminds about. People can't grasp that. Oh, it's annoying. It's annoying. I'll be kind. I'm gonna be kind. "Dude, Kennedy, either you're a, turncoat POS or you're going to stand up. You've said in the past that all of this is true. Like that guy Kennedy. Kennedy, if you're out there listening, doubt you are, because, I mean, you're a mastermind sitting at parties with champagne. Kennedy, if you're listening, you are shaking hands with demons. And people like me are exhausted. "I still have my paramedic license. I've been kicked out of jobs. I can read a pamphlet that you're not reading to the entire world, and I have read it to the entire world and been ran off from the tundra. And you have a position where you could do something major. And if you don't do something major, then you're claiming war on the American public because you're destroying people. That's murder. It's murder. Simple as that. I pray for your soul and I pray for your courage, but I'm not gonna fuckin' play anymore. I'm gonna be honest."

Sense Receptor

32,691 görüntüleme • 10 ay önce

I've become a missionary with one message. Every time I meet a young person, the same words: have children, get married, build a family. I did not decide on this calling. It overtook me. And it overtook me for a single reason. I had no idea. I genuinely did not understand how much joy, how much meaning, how much sheer beauty pours out of a child until I was holding one of my own and felt the floor of my life drop into something deeper than I knew was there. I grew up white, affluent, secular, comfortable, and insulated. That world does not put babies in front of you. None of my friends were starting families. Out of my whole circle, almost no one has a big one. We were not formed by the presence of children. We were formed by their absence, by the strange quiet of homes built for two careers and no cradle. And a person believes what his world shows him. So we believed. What we believed was a lie. It is a lie with an author, and that the author is the enemy of joy himself. It is the gospel of the world, and its commandment is wait. Wait until you are older. Wait until the career is built and the savings are stacked and the twenties are properly spent. Enjoy your freedom. You are not ready. It does not arrive sounding like temptation. It arrives sounding like wisdom, like prudence, like the responsible thing, and that is exactly why it works. The most effective lies are the ones that wear the face of virtue. And the maddening thing is that it collapses from every angle at once. It is not rooted in biology, because the body is made for this work precisely in the years we are told to postpone it. The flesh keeps a calendar the culture pretends not to see. And it is not rooted in theology either. You will not find this deferral anywhere in the Christian imagination, in any of the fathers, in any of the scriptures. So choose whatever lens you like. Take the cold secular measure or the ancient sacred one. By either light the counsel is rotten. It is bad for the body and bad for the soul and bad for the society downstream of both. This is why I have come to see it as one of the central tragedies of my generation. Every age carries its own wound. The Great Depression was a depression of bread, a scarcity in the world of matter, hunger you could measure. Ours is a depression of a different order. It is a famine of the spirit in the middle of abundance. We have more than any people who ever lived and we are starving in a way our ancestors would not recognize, because the thing we are refusing cannot be bought and cannot be banked. The ones most made to give and receive this love are quietly declining it. They are walking away from the one inheritance that actually compounds, and the cruelest part is that they do not feel the loss as loss. You cannot grieve what you were taught not to want. That is the deepest cut of it. The lie does not only steal the thing. It steals the capacity to know the thing was stolen. A man can spend his whole life on the far side of a door he never knew was a door, mistaking the wall for the edge of the world. Because this beauty is not ordinary beauty. It is not the pleasure of a good meal or a clear morning. It is participation in something that comes down from above, the same generative love that spoke everything out of nothing and called it good. To make a person, to be undone and remade by loving that person more than your own life, is to be drawn for a moment inside the very act that holds the cosmos together. A child does not merely add to your life. A child reorders the soul. It teaches you what you are by asking everything of you, and you discover, kneeling there exhausted at three in the morning, that you had a capacity for self gift you never suspected, a depth in yourself you had no other way to reach. In the Gospel of John, on the last night, Jesus prays, these things I have spoken to you that my joy may be in you, and that your joy may be complete. And I have come to understand why family is the road into that fullness, why it is not one path among many but the one most fitted to the shape of the promise. Consider who is praying. Christ does not come to us as a lone figure dropped out of the sky. He comes out of a family older than the world, the eternal communion of Father and Son, the love between them so total and so alive that theologians dared to call it a third person. Before there was anything, there was a family. The deepest fact about reality is not a force or a law or a void. It is a household. It is begetting and being begotten, giving and receiving, a Father who is only a Father because there is a Son. So when Jesus speaks of joy made complete, he is not pointing away from family toward something higher. He is pointing toward the very thing he came from, the life he has known from eternity and came to share. His joy is the joy of belonging utterly to a Father and pouring himself out for those he loves. When you marry, when you bring a child into the world, when you wear yourself down in the small unseen labors of a home, you are not stepping outside that divine life. You are stepping into a small image of it. Your family is a created echo of an uncreated one. The love you give your child rhymes with the love the Father has for the Son. The exhaustion, the tenderness, the way a parent would tear the sky open to protect a sleeping infant, all of it is the heavens pressed faintly into flesh, the eternal household leaving its fingerprint on yours. That is why the joy is not merely added to family but completed in it. We were made in the image of a God who is, at his very root, relation and gift and generation. To found a family is to do the most Godlike thing a creature can do, to participate from below in the begetting that God does from all eternity. Your home becomes a window. Through it, dimly and imperfectly, you glimpse the country you came from and are going to. And now a word for the young people reading this, the ones who do not yet have children. I want to tell you what it is like from where I stand. When I am out somewhere, a restaurant, anywhere, and a large family comes through the door, the noise and the chaos and the small bodies of them, something happens in me on two levels at once. The first is joy. A pure gladness at the sight, the way you feel watching something good and alive. But underneath it, almost in the same instant, a sadness reaches up and takes hold of my heart. Because I know now, at my age, after my own years of waiting, that I will never have that. I will never know the particular fruit of a family that large, the fullness of that table, the weight of all those lives gathered under one roof. The door to it has quietly closed, and I felt it close. And I am telling you plainly, because I love you and have no reason to lie to you: you will feel this too. You will. The day will come when you see what you passed up, and you will recognize the ache for what it is, and it will be too late to answer it. So please, learn from a man who got it wrong. Let my regret be worth something by becoming your wisdom. Do not wait yourself into a grief you cannot undo. Choose now, while the door is open, so that you may step into a joy that does not end.

Kirk Rollins

77,958 görüntüleme • 2 ay önce

We LOVE you Mrs. Scotty Mrs.Scotty (Shaylene). Thank you for letting us share Scotty with you for all of these years. This is for you too Christina Christina Martin We will FOREVER MISS you Scotty!🙏😭🙏 I met a young man about 7 years ago that had a vision, step for step the same one that came to me. The difference was, this young man was on fire and already active in said vision. I met my twin brother that day. I met this young man when I had setup and was finally ready to get to it and still had loads of questions. To say we hit it off right away is an understatement. I had already made sure EVERYTHING this young man did was safe and secured at more than several locations. THEN, the inevitable happened. ScrewTube screwed him and nixed his channel. THAT didn't affect this young man in the least. He hopped right on Rumble and continued and didn't miss a beat. HE WAS A MACHINE, SO ON FIRE, HE MELTED VINYL EVERYDAY, WHILE PLANTING THE SEEDS THAT NEEDED SEWN. I for one have learned much and I hope I have been able to PLANT SOME SEEDS MYSELF. Because that's what we do. These videos we make are not cut and dry information. They are only tools we give you freely, in hope that you yourselves, will do research to confirm OR deny what is in them. A starting point for your own journeys to the truth each one of you seek. COLLECTIVELY we are stronger than any government, or any A.I. An A.I. is ONLY what it's programmed to be, learning or not, they are setup on parameters and are still just a programmed, program, written by a man to start with. I will miss what this young man has brought to this movement. This young man has assembled the most diverse, most lovable, absolutely BEST PEPES on the whole interweb I have EVER had the pleasure of knowing and becoming Frens with. This group, UNDER this young man, is what many would call a miracle. THE WORLD WILL BE A BETTER PLACE ALL BECAUSE OF A YOUNG MAN NAMED SCOTTY MAR10! My Friend, my Brother, that I will miss with all of my heart! The 1st 2 songs were written by our online Scotty Mar10 Family members, Not A Guitar Player and ChewChew. Please find them and THANK THEM for their beautiful contributions. Then find Scotty's cousin, Test Dummy and thank him for helping make Scotty a song, his heart. They are all on X and Rumble. Here are their X's: NotAGuitarPlayer @notaguitarplayer (everywhere)except here🍿 ChewChew Chewchew TestDummy TestDummy #DarkKnightFilms #DarkKnight #TrinityNewsNetwork #TNN

Dark Knight

21,408 görüntüleme • 6 ay önce

I asked a big group of friends, "raise your hand if you’ve ever had a personal breakthrough with a retreat, workshop, or psychedelic." All of them except one raised their hands. Then I prompted, "keep your hand raised if you were able to maintain that breakthrough when you got home." All the hands went down. This is the pathetic shape of our spiritual culture. We live disconnected lives. Then we escape from them with heightened experiences. After, we come back to our lives. These now seem even more drab and absurd. We've glimpsed what living in truth might look like, and this ain't it. What to do? Surely, we need some even MORE heightened experience. Surely, that will finally be the thing that fixes us: the *advanced* meditation retreat, the *even more* powerful psychedelic. "Just one more authentic relating workshop and I'll finally be able to stay centered around my family." Surely. The main way I see people exit this addictive cycle is by deciding to live full time in some spirituality counterculture. Which...kind of looks like more escapism. I'm talking about the phenomenon of someone quitting their job in real estate to become a coach who coaches coaches who coach coaches. This is not a personal problem, it's infrastructural. For 99% of human history, spiritual life was woven together with everything else. The temple or church was often literally at the center of the polis. When Athenians (plausibly) drank ergot-laced kykeon at Eleusis, nobody needed an integration coach. The culture itself would have been the container. By contrast, modern spiritual life is characterized by zero affordances for integration. You touch the infinite on 5-MeO, and three days later you're in a passive-aggressive email thread about Q3 deliverables. You experience unconditional love for all beings on your weekend nature retreat, and by Monday you're thinking "f*ck you motherf*cker!!!" when someone cuts in front of you to steal your parking spot. Sorry, there's no church elder or fellowship anymore to help you with that integration challenge. Good luck! I decided to do something about this. I went on a week-long retreat with Jhourney and, with great effort, planned my own integration day when I got back. The plan: a silent, day-long meditation attack from 11am to 11pm in NYC. A meditation attack is like a meditation retreat except instead of escaping your usual environment, you *embrace* it with your spiritual practice. I combined it with my birthday celebration. About 30 people joined throughout the day. We meditated: • In Times Square near a K-pop dance troupe • At the American Museum of Natural History under the giant whale • At Grand Central Terminal, radiating love & kindness toward the busy commuters of New York • In the subway (we meditated a LOT on the subway) Yes there were honking horns and human hubbub, and that was the whole point: to find practice in everyday life. We practiced open-awareness meditation rather than concentration. Concentration practice is too fragile for a world full of noisy distractions. (IMO – I think American meditation culture went down the wrong path here). You need a practice which doesn't block out chaos (impossible in the modern day). You need one that metabolizes chaos into fuel for greater presence. The basic meditation prompt was: "Invite an open-hearted feeling to color awareness." So if you hear a jackhammer or a couple arguing? That is not a distraction; it arises *within* the open-hearted feeling. Some of my favorite parts of the day were when the urban environment broke into our meditative practice. In the video below, we partied with this subway station saxophone man surrounded by dozens of dancing mechanical cats. It became quite a phenomenon. More and more strangers joined until we were surrounded by people filming. The saxophone man kept getting increasingly hype, especially when we started copying his dance moves. At the end he told us that we made his day! (He made ours too lol) Anyway, steal this idea: I invite you to run your own meditation attack. More generally, I invite you to stop beating yourself up about how hard it is to inhabit your higher self in everyday life, and to start building integration infrastructure. 🛠️

Tyler is finishing a book, slow to reply

25,354 görüntüleme • 5 ay önce

It has always been one of my dreams to share with my favorite person in the world how I became his fan, and how I’m still here after 12 years. When I asked him if I could tell the story of how I became his fan 12 years ago, he said “Yes!” and the way he looked curious and eager to listen just made my heart so full. I told Kyungsoo that it all began when I came across a video of him way back in 2013 singing “Catching Feelings” by Justin Bieber. When I mentioned it, he gave me this sweet look of agreement and softly muttered “Ahhh~”, almost like he remembered that moment too.. From the very first time I watched it, I couldn’t help but be curious about him… I told him that he sounded so good and I really liked his voice (honestly, I find him cute too hehe) it was what drew me in and made me become a fan. I told myself that if I was ever given the chance, I’d love to hear him sing that song again, since we haven’t heard him sing it since 2013. I even tried requesting it with the sticky notes, handwritten banners during the Bloom FanCon and tweeted about it too way back, almost like I was manifesting it. So when I won this fansign, I promised myself I had to ask this time. So I asked if he could sing it for me. For a few seconds, he just stared at me blankly, and then he looked up as if he was trying to recall the song. Knowing that he might not remember the lyrics 😅, I told him that I have the lyrics with me and showed it in the screen. He looked at it, and then he started singing. In that moment, my heart completely sank… I was into the moment and I just couldn’t believe it was really happening right in front of me. This might sound like just a simple story, but to me, it was such a precious moment. Something I’ll always hold close to my heart. Meeting someone at such a young age and growing up with them throughout your youth... and who would’ve thought they’d end up having such a beautiful, positive impact on my life? I’m literally tearing up while typing this ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ. I was a little hesitant to share this at first, but it was such a beautiful moment. And honestly, you all have to hear how amazing he sounded, because he was just so, so good. 도경수씨 너무너무너무 감사합니다~ 🙇‍♀️❤️ first video credit to DOH HEART please do not re-upload

c e l i n e 🌸

37,369 görüntüleme • 11 ay önce

#KimJaeYoung #김재영 #HappyJaeyoungDay #TheJudgeFromHell Since it's his big day, thought I show you a short edit of his beauty & emotions in his most controversial role . 🙃 Below is a somewhat long 🤭 post about him & drama recommendations. My sweetie here is a late bloomer but I have always kept faith that people will see his potential. I liked what this kblogger said that when you see him in TJFH , he feels familiar but yet you might think he's a newcomer. Seems like a rookie but surprised that he's good in acting. If you check his filmography you'd realise he's been acting for more than a decade. JY mentioned that he wasn't sure what to do while in school but he did have a dream of being a chef especially because he helped mum out at home. His father suggested modeling after he was done with military service . He mentioned in an interview he had to shed off 30kg through diet & exercise as he weighed over 100kg .Esteem Academy signed him & he debut as a model in 2010. He got casted in a TVN survival program "Flower Boy Casting". From there, he was inspired to act and landed his 1st supporting role in the movie "No Breathing". (starring SeoInGuk & LeeJongSuk.) If you want to see a young JY in swimwear 😁, you can check him out there. The movie didn't quite make a splash (pun unintended 😁) , and JY who had actually left Esteem to pursue acting, found himself jobless for at least over a year. He auditioned for BladeMan (LeeDongWook & Shin SeKyung's drama) and got casted for a small role. Esteem reached out to him again & he signed with them again to model. He later also joined HB Entertainment for acting jobs, and was with them for a long time. Last year (2023) he left HB and joined his long time manager who had established a new agency, Management S. After Blademan , JY had several supporting roles but his 1st main cast role was in OCN's My Secret Romance. He was the 2nd lead & that was also my first JY drama. While I didn't have SLS, he was such a sweetheart there and caught my attention. My massive crush began when he acted as MooYeon in #100DaysMyPrince as an assassin and the FL's brother. He also had a forbidden love line with the 2ndFL's char played by HanSoHee , and they had great chemie despite limited scenes. I cried my eyes out watching their tragic love story. This is the year (2018) I decided I'll stan this man ☺️😂 His role there opened many doors. He had a short TV series called Dear My Room ( was on the now defunct Olive TV) where he played the romantic ML against Ryoo Hye Young's character. It was one of those friends to lovers trope and I recommend this for a sweet fluffy watch. He also sang the OST with RHY. The big year came in 2019 when he was casted as the ML , Sun Woo in #SecretBoutique, a female centric drama starring KimSunA and GoMinSi . He had a meaty role here as a prosecutor - a bit of a grey character and was somewhat like a brother to the FL (KimSunA) and he had some nice fight scenes. His body was the best here 🔥😋😁. If you don't mind a heavy melodrama, this wasn't bad. And oh boy, was I shipping him hard with GoMinSi's character. I still hope they can reunite for another show & give me closure. 2019-2020 was when I watched a KBS weekender #BeautifulLoveWonderfulLife from start to finish ( raw and with subs - yes my level of dedication surprised me) because JY got casted as Jun Hwi, the ML against another actress I love , Seol In Ah. Gosh, this drama was an emotional roller coaster and was another heavy character. The premise of the story was so sad and the leads went through so much together but I love this show though. He had good chemie with SIA. He also won a KBS acting award here. I recommend this if you can do 50eps and love angst like I do 😂 The role took its toll on JY. He mentioned he needed to take a break but then found himself without work for at least 6-7 months ( if I remember correctly) . Boy, did I miss him. It was really only in an Elle pictorial with his good friend -actor, model and famous youtuber Joo WooJae that I found out he had been having a hard time. He has appeared on WooJae's YT channel several times - they even travel together. JY's come back drama was in #ReflectionOfYou (2021), another heavy melo as the ML who was caught in an emotional tug of war between 2 women played by GoHyunJung and ShinHyunBeen. As WooJae, KJY gave some of his best acting. I know he got a lot of hate 😵‍💫🤣because WooJae was just so obssessed / in love with GHJ's character that he was willing to throw it all for her. This drama is not for the faint hearted but the acting was superb all round - even if the plot would make you uncomfortable. He was so hot here too. JY with longish hair was a dream. In 2022, he was the 2ndML , as KangHaeJin in #LoveInContract. It was so nice to see him play a diva actor and do rom-com for the 1st time. This is a fun watch. While I don't think viewers would have SLS, JY's character wasn't one dimensional either and he had his own storyline despite not being the ML. In 2022 - 2023 he voiced an audio drama , "For Sale - I Broke Up" with Yoon So Hee - but I don't know how we can listen to it internationally (though I do have some vids I would post one day). He also filmed a drama called "We Will Replace The Trip" with Gong SeungYeon, but so far no news of it airing yet. JaeYoung here is shy and unassuming. He's MBTI is INFP. You can see from his interviews he's quite easygoing and humorous. On my highlights- I have subbed some of his videos for TJFH. JY says he still dreams of being a chef and has gone to a 6-month cooking course last year. He also hopes to be able to take on warmer roles going forward.

abs-oluteM

86,307 görüntüleme • 1 yıl önce

UPDATE FROM COBB COUNTY, GA!!! 🎉 IT’S ZEUS’ FREEDOM RIDE 🎉 Zeus was a 10 year old senior dog whose story really broke our hearts. 💔 Apparently, his family moved out of their home and left him behind completely alone. He was found two weeks later and brought to the shelter. When Zeus first arrived, you could tell he was heartbroken. He barely wagged his tail, didn’t want to get out of bed, and just seemed so defeated by the world around him. Even when he started coming out with us volunteers, he stayed very quiet and withdrawn… 🥺 Then one incredibly sweet couple drove all the way from Chattanooga just to meet him… and the second they saw Zeus, they knew he was meant to be theirs. 🧡 When we brought Zeus into the office to get him dressed up for his big day, something about him already felt different. It was almost like he knew his life was about to change. The moment he saw his new parents sitting in the lobby, he immediately went right up to them like he had been waiting for them his entire life. 🥹 When they opened the car door, Zeus tried SO hard to climb in as fast as he could. We were all laughing through tears because although he’s an older senior boy, he was determined to make sure he wasn’t getting left behind again. And the second he got into that car, everything changed. That sad, quiet, heartbroken dog slowly disappeared right before our eyes. Zeus started smiling, rolling onto his back, asking for love, and soaking up every second of freedom. I truly believe he knew exactly what was happening 😭❤️ His new mom sat in the backseat beside him the whole drive home. She kissed him on the head, and Zeus looked back at all of us one last time… almost like he was saying thank you, and then laid down right next to Mom … His new family decided to rename him Worthy because they said he is worthy of love, and I truly do not think there could have been a more perfect name for him. It was such an honor to be part of your journey, Zeus. 💙 Thank you to this amazing couple for giving him the beautiful life he always deserved. Freedom looks so good on you, Worthy!! 😭🎉❤️

Fionaismybitch

51,930 görüntüleme • 2 ay önce

I finally finished The WONDERfools on Netflix and honestly the best way I can describe it is that it feels like watching chaos slowly become comfort 😭 I will never take you people who say Cha Eun-woo cannot act seriously This is not the kind of superhero drama that is trying to be dark, polished or “cool” in the traditional sense. It fully embraces its weirdness awkward neighbors, messy powers, unserious decisions, retro, ridiculous situations and somehow that the charm of the whole drama. The drama knows exactly how absurd it is and instead of fighting that, it leans into it completely. Watching people who are flawed, lonely and emotionally clumsy trying to figure out what to do with the responsibility suddenly thrown at them. Cha Eun-woo was grounded throughout the drama. I genuinely need some people to let go of the “he’s just a pretty face” narrative because it’s starting to feel intentionally dishonest at this point. As Lee Un-jeong, he was not playing a loud or emotionally explosive character. The role depended on restraint awkward silences, internal conflict, emotional hesitation, body language, the kind of performance where the smallest facial expression matters more than dramatic speeches. And he actually understood that. He delivered Sometimes it felt like the drama occasionally lost itself in its own chaos, his chemistry with Park Eun-bin really worked 🤭I was really curious as to how they’d make it work when I saw the cast. I think some people decided years ago what kind of actor Cha Eun-woo was going to be and never updated that opinion no matter how much he improved. But if you actually watched his progression from Wonderful World to now, the growth is impossible to ignore. #Wonderfools

EdoQueen🌹

30,931 görüntüleme • 2 ay önce

(1/2) Last night's Aidan Kearney meltdown over his falling out with Karen Read on an X Space is the peak of catharsis and real-time online toxicity: It starts with the the bombshell claim about Aidan recorded Karen Read, moves to Karen's newly-released texts about being "done" with Aidan after "someone" sent a recording of that conversation to David Yannetti and Alan Jackson, then spirals into ad hominems, and ends with Kearney storming off to counter-publish. The flood of primary source documents posted on online overnight, thus, acts as the host's (Chris) victory lap over Kearney. FULL TRANSCRIPT; *(Cleaned for grammar/spelling, punctuated for flow, and line-broken for readability. Some errors are expected.)* **Aidan:** Am I on? **Host/Other:** You're on. **Aidan:** So who are you? Who is this? **Chris:** Don't worry about it. It doesn't matter who I am. **Aidan:** Well, it does. You're some fucking kangaroo court motherfucker talking about her. What the fuck do you know about anything? **Chris:** Well, I don't know exactly what you've been doing. **Aidan:** So what are your sources? What are your sources? What are your sources you're talking about? Huh? You don't know your sources? What do you talk about? No, your sources. Shut up. Let's see 'em. Let's see your sources. **Lily:** Hang on, Aidan. I'm the host. I'm Lily. **Aidan:** Yes, Lily. Hi, Lily. How are you? **Lily:** I'm good. I'm just going to wait. I know you may not know it, Chris, but you know me. And so I just wanted to say hi. **Aidan:** Yeah, I know, but this Koala motherfucker is up here making shit up, running his mouth nonsense. Let's see the receipts. I mean, what were you talking to Karen Read about? What are you talking about? Who the fuck are you? **Chris:** I'm asking you flat out: Did you or did you not record her phone calls between yourself and Karen? **Aidan:** I did not. I did not. **Chris:** Okay, so Karen is lying? **Aidan:** You talked to Karen Read? Karen isn't talking to anyone in the media, but she's talking to this call-the-motherfucker. That's what you're telling me right now. **Chris:** Like I said, If you want to go down this hill, stand ten toes down." **Aidan:** I'm calling you out because you're making shit up. **Chris:** Who? I'm not making anything up. I'm not making anything up. I'm not making anything up. **Aidan:** So let's see it. Let's see the fucking evidence. Let's see your communications with Karen Read where she says that. Let's see it. **Lily:** Hang on. Chris, you're going to have to provide the receipts. **Chris:** I'm going to tell you, the guy who's doing this—you know, he's going to put them out. **Chris:** Do you really want to prove it? You want to prove it to me? I've got all the mistakes that come out. I can't. Literally. Yeah. Yeah. Sure. What's that? Let's see it. Let's see it. Produce it. Tweet it out right now. **Aidan:** So I'm denying it—like, hardcore, 100%. I'm the guy you have to deny it to. I don't, because you've become a bit of a fuck-up. It's about as fucking legitimate as Lindsey trying to be a rake. Let's fucking see it, motherfucker. You got it, right? 'Cause I—accusations—I always bring fucking receipts. Where's your receipt, bitch? **Aidan:** You got 'em? **Chris:** I've got 'em now. I think you want me to be saying—to be honest—hang a room on the fucker with no receipt. **Aidan:** You got 'em? Yes or no? **Chris:** I've got a receipt. Where's your fuck? **Chris:** You just need, bro—you just need to like chill, because you're gonna have a lot of fucking neck on your face, because I don't really care. **Chris:** I said to the people who bought this story: If I end up having egg on my face, I'll put everyone's name in it, and I'm given—I have a... Just shut your fucking mouth for one fucking minute. **Aidan:** Right. Let's see it. **Chris:** I've just messaged the person. **Aidan:** Joe Flipp, you want to talk about a fucking psychopath? That motherfucker is—just, Joe Flipp. Really want to fucking go there?" 'Cause it's Joe. You can just say it's Nick from Philadelphia, isn't it? Yeah, I know all about Nick from Philadelphia. If you fucking want to go there and the fucking hell—that psychopath—what Olivia Lambo went through. You just don't want to come out. Does he want to talk about all that? Does he want to launch? **Chris:** Okay? You know what? How was your lunch with Meredith the other week. Fuck it. I don't care. How was your lunch with Meredith? How's your lunch with Meredith? **Aidan:**What the fuck? **Chris:** Chat, what, what am I talking about? How is your lunch with Meredith here? We got—you know what you want to do? You want to carry on and be a fuck with me here? I like you—always up. **Chris:** How was your lunch with Meredith a couple weeks ago, and what did you play for her? What the fuck are you talking about? Yeah, what the fuck am I talking about? You know exactly what I'm talking about. And I'm trying to do this respectfully, but you come in hot like you always do. So now I'm just gonna fucking do it. How was your lunch with Meredith the other week? **Aidan:** I didn't have one with Meredith. Yeah, bullshit. Okay, so that's it. So someone else is lying now. **Chris:** So you're gonna call Meredith a liar? Why? Meredith's a liar? **Aidan:** Are you talking to Meredith? **Chris:**I'm not talking to Meredith. **Aidan:** What are you talking about? **Chris:** Okay, well, so you have great Meredith in an Oscar. If you said that to Meredith, you just spread rumors. That's what you do—you don't spread any rumors. I want to laugh tonight about this. **Erika Walsh:** I warned you, Chris, about this last night. **Aidan:** You got no—Joe Flipp—fucking feeding you nonsense. That slimy psychopath, fucking nut job who called in Olivia's entire family to harass them—to the point where she had the fucking... Nothing to do with Olivia. And Joe's Flipp— **Chris:* this is to do with you. Stop deflecting, that motherfucker. **Aidan:** I'm telling you this—he's the one telling you this. **Chris:** I've been told by three different people. Three different people. There's people in this chat who know about this. There's people in chat—they won't stand up and say anything, but I know the people who know about this. **Aidan:** Bring all these lame cons up one by one so I can slam 'em down one by one, because none of you motherfuckers got a receipt to back up any of this shit. None of you do. Bring it. By adding them. **Chris:** Stand by. Stand by. Stand by. **Joe Flipperhead:** You have the text, bro. You know I saw the screenshot. **Aidan:** So we gonna talk about what you did to Olivia Lambo? We have a lot of things, dude. **Joe:** You're deflecting. When you... **Aidan:** You want to go there? Mark Bedderow? Oh, of being in on a fucking conspiracy against you? To tell us—if when we told you Olivia Lambo... You made us fucking get on a FaceTime with her because you thought she was dead. You thought you were being catfished by her, fucking... I was, and so we agreed to do a Zoom call with her. And when I called you and I told you Olivia Lambo is real—I just saw her face. What did you do? You accused me and Mark Bedderow of lying to you, of being in on it, because you are a fucking psychopathic motherfucker. And I didn't put it there because I don't want to fuck... **Joe:** Yeah, you did put it out there, though. If you want to get into the Olivia thing, that's fine, and I'll go down that road. But you're calling me a psychopath You fucking recorded Karen Read's fucking calls and sent them to people. **Chris:** I'm just gonna keep muting him because he's yelling. You can say it. **Aidan:** Is this Lily's space or yours? **Joe:** I have the text, dude. I'll put it on one of our... Your—She told me she's fucking done with you, dude. **Aidan:** All right. I'm going on my own right now. I'm calling out fucking Joe Flipp-ed life. If I get muted one more fucking time. I'm gonna do a whole fucking... Thank you. I'm publishing all your fucking texts—the whole world can see what a fucking sadistic psychopath you are. You controlling predator piece of shit. You fucking go there. **Chris:** This is completely the actions of a normal innocent person. **Aidan:* You're a pyscho freak. **Joe:** Yeah, says the guy that recorded Karen. **Aidan:** Oh, yeah, let's hear it. See the fucking recording. Can I hear it? **Joe:** I got the text saying you recorded. But the text says there's a recording, so where's the fucking recording? *Aidan:** Hey, let's hear Joe. Why? I just got asked if I'm—what would you say if I'm a massage in this? Like, go— **Joe:** Why does Liv still text me to this day? **Aidan:** You text her. Oh, you want to see the receipts, dude? I've seen the receipts—all of them. Okay, I got all the receipts. **Joe:** You got the August ones, the September ones where she misses me and hates how things ended? You got those? Fuck, I see 'em. Publish 'em. I will do it. I don't plan—I talk about you. Go for it. **Chris:** You're doing everything back. **Joe:** When I told you how she wouldn't FaceTime me for three months, how she puts up month-old pictures if you wouldn't fucking... **Aidan:** Yeah, you know why? You know why she wouldn't do that? She's just not into you. Ever have you do this with every girl you fucking talk to? **Joe:**You said to me, after reading the text from her sister— **Chris:** Says the guy who is swining on a 19-year old. **Joe:** You said Aidan, that she said to you, "she's love with you," bro. That's what you said. She's in love with you. That's what you said. Yeah, when her sister—and then he can get you caught by somebody. Let's just get back to you. Deflection from Aidan, who doesn't want to be on the line. **Joe:** As you wish—she wouldn't FaceTime me. She wouldn't meet up with me, and she lied to me constantly. Yeah, why would she meet up? **Aidan:** Maybe she's just not that into you. Ever think about that? Maybe she's just not that into you. Maybe you saw the text. I know, I know—it's hard for you to accept that the girl just doesn't want you. You have to accept the person doesn't want nothing to do with you, isn't it? I did, and you got clingy and possessive. And so she fucking stopped talking to you, so you called her mother and you talked—you don't even know because you're psychotic, bro. I'm fucking... you. *Joe:** You're just deflecting, bro. This is fucking pathetic. I'm not your one. She's talking about this. **Aidan:** I got no fucking thing—you—you are a fucking psychopath. **Joe:** You're first of all—she doesn't want you to fucking be talking about this because why? **Aidan:** You're the one fucking airing it out now, motherfucker. **Chris:** You're the one airing it because you got caught recording Karen. **Aidan:** So let's hear the recording. Let's play the recording. You got a recording of me, right? **Joe:** I know you did it, dude. **Aidan:** What? **Joe:** I know you recorded. Are you lying? Karen Read's a liar? All right, am I...? **Aidan:** You are the fucking coward. Where's the recording? What recording you talking about? You're—you're— **Joe:** You're accusing Karen Read of lying about this? **Aidan:** Yes. **Joe:** You're really—are you really serious? How many fucking—serious? **Aidan:** Let's hear the fucking recording. **Lily** Chris or Joe? Please play it. Did it? You didn't have... for people. Can you please provide a receipt? Just like I think it's fair. **Joe:** Aidan has it. **Aidan:: I thought you had it. I thought you had it. Let's hear it. Let's hear the recording. **Joe:** All right, you sent me the text that I sent. You haven't... **Aidan:** Yeah, let's—so let's hear the actual recording. Does it exist, though? **Joe:** So Karen is lying. **Aidan:: Karen Read would never lie (sarcastic tone). Oh, yeah. **Chris:** True color. *Joe:** So yeah, let me just run this: You recorded it. You recorded the conversation. You showed it to people, and then the very next day she randomly accused you of fucking doing it. That's what happened. That's what your story is, right? **Aidan:** There's no fucking recording. **Joe:** There is, dude. Where is it? **Aidan:** So let me hear it. Play it. **Joe:** I don't fucking have it. **Aidan:** Oh, you don't know if there's a recording, do you? Thank you. Because you're full of shit. I know—I just fucking caught you. That's what you just said. Those—bring it up here. I talked to somebody—bring her up here. Bring Karen Read up here, bro. You talked to her? Bring her on up here. **Joe:** I spoke to somebody that you played the recording for. Okay, oh—you know, just—I just say I've already said it, so just say it. Okay, I said I wanted to not say her name, but you know who—you played it for. **Aidan:** I haven't played it for anyone just— there's no recording. **Joe:** Stop fucking lying. Let's hear it from the point. *Aidan:** Let's hear it. Let's hear it. **Joe:** Aidan, this is fucking crazy, dude. **Aidan:** I'm not the one that fucking caught it—got blocked by Olivia's mother, and fucking brother... **Joe** Here we go. This is deflecting, and dude—that's admitting how fucking guilty you are right here. **Aidan:** Let's hear a fucking recording. You said you got a fucking recording, right? **Joe:** Nobody said that. We said—oh, Karen Read doesn't want to talk to you anymore because you recorded her calls, set them to people, and it got back to her. **Chris:** I got a question for you, Aidan, I didn't know—so sure. When you went on your little pity party and then you— **Joe:** The worst part is you lied to everybody acting on it. You had no idea what was wrong and why she she fucking set you straight—trying to get sympathy. That, my friend, is fucking psychotic. **Aidan:** Okay, okay, sure thing. Yeah, you said I sent the recording out. Where's the recording? *Joe:** Dude? It's not—I'm not obligated to fucking get the recording. **Aidan:** Oh, yeah, you wouldn't want to back it up, right? **Joe:** You're so—you're going to go on record that Karen is lying? Say it. You're caling Karen Read a liar about this. **Aidan:** There is no fucking recording. **Joe:** You're lying, dude. It's fucking crazy. This is what's here. It—play the note. You played it for somebody. You got it. I don't got it. **Aidan:** Let's hear you play it. You're the one that says there's a fucking record. **Chris:** I mean, that's—you have a history of recording people. **Lily:** Wait, we have—well, I feel like we have a responsibility as me as a host to Chris and... You're both—you're actually both not providing a receipt, and I'm—Aidan is actually asking for a receipt. I have to—for the recording. **Joe and Chris** He has—asking for the recording. **Lily:** You guys—she has which he sent to—we know I said. So who has it? One of the receipts. I know you're not gonna have— **Aidan:: you don't have the recording because— **Lily:** Just fucking say it. Karen doesn't want the recording out there. **Aidan:** What recording? There's no recording. **Joe:** Never even asked her for it, to be honest with you. **Aidan:** And so you wait—yeah, you never asked. Thank you—you never asked. **Joe:** Karen is fucking so done with you, bro. She sent—she told me about this completely unsolicited. **Lily:**That's beside the point, and I'm not the first—(Joe) Karen's done with him, ..but what the fuck—just post the fucking receipt for him. **Chris:** You can't come on here saying he has it, Lily. He's seen the same thing you've seen. He's even seen the same thing that I showed you. **Lily:** I know. You don't come on here and say I've got this, and then Aidan demands a receipt—you deserve. Okay... **Joe:** He's deflecting, asking for a recording he knows about the text. **Lily:** Yeah, I know, Joe. I get what you're saying, and I respect every—like what you're saying, but he's denying it. **Joe:** Fine, I'll post the fuck—I'll post them right now. I really don't give a fuck. **Lily:** Thank you. And that's immense—he can—he can then riff like whatever he can. I can't—I'm so like nervous. I've got dry mouth because... Then Aidan can like look at those, and he at least has—you know exactly what's been spoken about. He's just denying it. I can't say that, and I get it, but he is asking for the receipt, which is fair. And **Joe:** I'll even add the text message when he came on here initially. He said it was all alive, right? He said he sent me—fucking text message on Monday morning. **Lily:** I see it. We've established that now. We established that Aidan's denying it, so just post the receipt that you have, and then he can actually reflect on that and—and do you see what I mean? He's not gonna turn around now and say actually it is true. But if you've got the receipt, he can then say, "I will—this is x, y and z there." I just think it's fair—like... **Aidan:** Now, yeah, what he has is a screenshot that he claims is from Karen Read. It was— **Joe:** You're saying it's not from Karen Read. **Aidan:** I don't—there's no fucking name on the top. **Joe:** Yeah, I have it. Do you want me to read? **Aidan:** Okay, so there was an allegation? I'm reading. **Joe:** Do I have a text from you saying I was sent the same thing the morning after the verdict? Did you not say that to me? **Aidan:** Yes, you sent me the same thing the morning after the verdict. **Joe:** Okay, so then she sent it to me too. **Aidan:** Yeah, she knows—she said to me the morning after the Wilbur—she after the morning after the show, she said that she was sent a 30-minute fucking tape. Where's the fuck? What tape? Okay, she's not fucking accusing me. I have no—there's no fucking tape. There's no tape. She thinks I recorded her because I fucking told people about the conversation. That's it. **Joe:** You're telling me you didn't? **Aidan:: And I'm telling you I fucking didn't. You're wrong. **Joe:** 100% You're lying, dude. **Aidan:** Okay, so prove it. Let's see it. You got evidence, right? You like evidence? You got Any? **Joe**: I mean—I—a screenshot of—how many people did you send it to? **Aidan:** Zero, because there's no recording. **Joe:** There is. **Aidan:** Let's hear it. Play it. Let's play it. Let's go. **Joe:** Let's hold on. Let's hold on. Can I go real quick? So you come in here calling it—you were making fun of Chris because he's an Australian motherfucker. He doesn't have nothing, right? You said there was no text, no proof. And then now we're transitioning to the recording because I don't have the recording. Okay, so you think Karen Read is just fucking lying about this? How would she know? How would she know what about the recording? **Aidan:** There is no recording. **Joe:** You're telling me you didn't show it to anybody? Is that really what you're gonna tell people? **Aidan:**There's no recording to share with anyone. Okay, okay. Well, I mean, you got evidence, right? To back this up. **Joe:** Yeah, right. **Aidan:: You got something, right? Yeah, yeah. Did you been right? I mean, you have that, right? You have that right because you wouldn't say something—because if you know I had it, right? **Joe:** I have—why Karen Read won't speak to you. **Aidan:** You have a screenshot of a conversation with Karen Read. You don't have an actual fucking audio, though. **Joe:** I have—in Karen Read's words. Why do you think she would lie about this? **Aidan:** Do I think she would lie about having a recording? **Joe:** She wouldn't lie about this. Explain that one—about having a recording. **Aidan:** Yes, I know she's lying about that. **Joe:** Why, though? **Aidan:** I don't know why Karen is acting the way she is. It's unfortunate. Yeah, and honestly, I'm not the one—you're a fucking airing it all out right now. That's odd that Karen would green-light you coming on here and fucking doing this. That's kind of odd. Because I love you—notice, but like—kind of yeah, we raised 1.1 million fucking dollars for a little... Here I know—here, I'm here. I'm here. There's still a— **Chris;** there's no because you—still a fucking snake. Yeah, I know. He records people's phone calls. **Aidan:: Let's hear the tape. Let's hear the tape. You're the one making—you guys got nothing. Nothing. Nothing. I just sent the fucking text out. Just say—there you go, buddy. **Aidan:** Okay, so Karen Read is green-lighting this sort of drama? That's what you're saying? **Joe:** I asked her. I said—you asked her? She said yes, go ahead. I said, do you want your side out there? She said, 'sure. You're gonna read it? Sure. I told many people my side. This is my last straw. I would never and have never betrayed him. Meanwhile, he has put me in harm's way in a huge way multiple times.' **Aidan:** I put her—fucking words, okay? Not mine. Yep. Okay. I put Karen Read in harm's way? I went to jail for Karen Read. I don't know if you're familiar. **Chris:** You didn't go to jail for Karen Read, you fuck. **Aidan:** Oh, really? Then what am I on bail for? What is—the full—what's the full? **Chris:** You went to jail for Karen Read? You went to jail because of Lindsey. You went to jail because you're a fucking dick. **Aidan:** Why was I on bail? I think you're a fuck—while you're on bail. I'm saying because—why would I care? Maybe someone in the night— **Chris:** hey, you're full of shit. You're a fucking hell. **Aidan:** What the fuck was I on bail for? **Joe** Because they may know that—if you didn't record it, why are you being so hush-hush about it with everybody? Why would he just tell the people what she was saying since she's lying? What do you mean hush-hush about it? **Aidan** You think I won't talk about what she texted me? But you were hinting at it because I don't want to hear the fucking drama, but apparently she does because she's—you fucking do this because you're recording. Thank you. You're telling me no recording of any fucking phone calls? What's the—what's the fight? So you weren't mocking her the past however long—every time you went on the show saying you owe everything to Karen, all that shit? How is that little white lie? **Aidan:** I owe everything to Karen? What? Why is that little sub-story? You went on two weeks—how is that mocking her? That wasn't in the recording. What recording? There's no fucking recording. **Joe:** I heard it was a 10-minute recording. Does that make sense? **Aidan:** No recording, bro. Let's hear it. You heard it. Let's hear it. **Joe:** Dude, I'm not putting that part out here. **Aidan:** She's talking about her shit. What she's texting you right now—obviously. Who egging this on, isn't she? **Joe:** Who? Okay? Okay, who? Keep playing dumb. Hey—who? **Aidan:** Mm-hmm? Believe it or not—you guys got nothing, right? **Chris;** We got good—from the horse's mouth, mate. I mean, it's not over the horse. Yeah, that's enough for me. I don't need... **Aidan:** Karen's not talking to anyone in the media. **Joe:** If you read the text message, I just reached out to her as a friend—just to reach out and say hope you're doing well. She went into this whole thing about you. **Aidan:** So you reached out—let me get this right—you reached out to her just to say hope you're doing well, and the first thing she did was complain about me? **Joe:** Yes, okay. That says it all. There we go. Where is she? Tired of me? Maybe she's fucking tired of you telling the people bullshit. **Aidan:** What—what—what—what—what bullshit have I told people? That you have no idea why she won't fucking come on your whatever it is. **Aidan:** What do you mean I have no idea why? **Joe:** That's what you've been saying—you don't know what's going on, like you feel a bit sorry for—like the thing with the fucking Howie Carr, dude. That was ridiculous. **Aidan:** What was ridiculous? You're the entire way you handled—I didn't say a word about that. **Chris:** Yes, you did. You deleted the receipt, but let's see—where did I complain about her appearance on Howie Carr? You made a lot of all quiet. Oh, this fuck it. Oh... **Joe:** Wait, but you think we're fucking dumb? Do people are fucking dumb? So where did I—after you deleted it, and then you made a post about deleting it. **Aidan:** What did I say about it? I don't remember. **Chris:** But you don't remember? Yeah, you deleted it, bro. You deleted it. Yeah, remember? You deleted it. And then you made a post about the deleting of the post. Part 2 coming later.

Grant Smith Ellis

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This weekend sees the last ever episode of Football Focus broadcast on the BBC. One of my colleagues sent me this earlier this week. A montage of some of the stuff we did on the show and it brought back so many lovely memories ❤️ I can tell you exact spot where I was standing on the old runway at Turnberry golf club when I got the call to see if I wanted to become the presenter of Football Focus. I was covering The Open in 2009 and it was one of the best conversations I have ever had. For a kid who had grown up watching the show every week with my dad it was an amazing privilege to know that I would be hosting a programme which had always been such a big part of my weekend. I called my dad immediately and he was just as pleased as I was. When the news was announced I had a phone call from the one and only Bob Wilson. He was so warm and encouraging, as he always is, and said “Dan, you are gonna love this job. There is nothing like it… make sure you take care of it”. I hope I did. As a former custodian of the couch, Bob knew how special it was and I felt the same way when I handed over the reins to the brilliant Alex Scott when I left Focus after 12 seasons. People still talk to me about the show all the time. Focus is stitched into my life and I know there are still so many fans who really care about it which is why it’s such a crazy decision to get rid of it. Move it to Saturday morning, tinker with the format but, in a world where there is such a premium on reliable and trusted brands, why would you throw away over 50 years of hard work and history? It carries weight. I remember interviewing Pele years ago and I told him I was from Football Focus and he said “I know all about Football Focus” with a big smile. When we were filming a show about the history of Barcelona at the Nou Camp we were about to sit down to talk to Eusebio and Johan Cryuff (I had to pinch myself about that one) and Sir Bobby Charlton walked over and said to them, “You can tell this is important gentlemen… the team from Football Focus are here”. When I called Noel Gallagher to talk about an idea we had to get him to interview Mario Ballotelli at Manchester City he rearranged his world tour to be there. Obviously Balotelli was a draw but Noel said “I’d do anything for Football Focus”. When I interviewed Jurgen Klopp in the tearoom at Exeter City before an FA cup tie the lovely ladies serving brews were wedged into the corner while we spoke. I introduced them to Mr Klopp afterwards and he apologised for stealing their space; “Don’t worry about that” they said. “We’ve just been on Football Focus! Wait until we tell the family about this!”. I know the game has changed and the way we consume it has changed but there is still an audience there if you find the right place for it, promote it, ‘take care of it’ and give fans the chance to be part of the conversation on an informed, thoughtful and entertaining show about the sport we all love. I am gutted it’s going but also so thankful for all the amazing people I got to work with over the years. They remain life-long friends and I still can’t quite believe I got to sit alongside the people I grew up watching play the game at the highest level. I remember when Alan Shearer called me “Dan” on one of the first shows I worked on. The little kid inside me thought “Alan Shearer knows my name!”. It was a pleasure to work with so many brilliant pundits and it was great to watch Alex develop on Focus and then go on to host the programme so well. I was asked this week to pick a favourite moment from my 12 years on the show. It’s a very hard question because I have a huge catalogue of wonderful memories. I always look back on our on-the-road shows because we were taking Focus out to the fans; their club was the canvas and we got to paint a beautiful picture together each week about what the place meant to the community, the history, the culture and all the things that were part of that.

Dan Walker

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The BBC wrote an objective article (For Once) about Prince William and how he weathered this year to come back on top. Drawing similarities from 1992, his grandmother Queen Elizabeth II own "Annus Horribilis"; as there were multiple marriage breakdowns within the family and a major fire at Windsor🔥 Now 32 years later, Interestingly set in the backdrop of Windsor as well, Prince William faced his own Sombre Year full of turmoil and Health crisis for both his wife and father. The Article reads: "It was a year in which certain aspects of Prince William's approach were cemented: family came first, the school run was prioritised. For the Prince of Wales, this time of turbulence appears to have reinforced what matters to him most."🔥 Indeed you cannot describe Prince William without calling him a "Family Man"❤️ The article quotes a friend of the Prince commenting: "I think what was remarkable was just how hard it was for the Prince of Wales at the start of the year; His wife had gone in for major surgery and it became worse than expected. Then there was, 'How do I tell my three children that Mummy is ill?'" "At a time when he was trying to protect his wife and children, he had that terrible thought that that if his father dies then everything changes,"💔 "He was having to operate against the backdrop of the entire world questioning what was happening to his wife." Indeed in the end, when one face something as serious as a Cancer diagnosis with a young family, the last thing someone should face is public harrassment and pressure to take pictures and wave🤡 Yet as the BBC noted, William's maturity in dealing with such a stressful situation offered a great insight into "Prince William's way of doing things". The article states: "Yes, he understood that his was a life where duty and service are expected. But for him, a man who had experienced immense loss at a young age, his wife and children were most important of all." The Article continues: "There were two other important factors at home that helped the Prince of Wales support his wife and children: his in-laws, the Middletons and living in Windsor."🔥 Indeed, Windsor provided a privacy they could not have had if they still lived in KP, London while the steadfast support and loyalty of the Middletons, allowed them a circle of trust and support to operate within. A support that was later acknowledged by Prince Louis when he wrote on his christmas card: "Thank you to Grannie and Grandpa for playing games with me"❤️ Ultimately, as humans we all face, sooner or later, our own "annus Horribilis". For all of us, that period becomes a life-changing test that either breaks us or makes us stronger. This Crisis has definitely strengthened William and Catherine as Individuals and as a couple. It is when faced with adversity that we can truly measure what we are made of and who genuinely stands by our side🔥 Well and so, the lesson here is that Every "annus horribilis" may start as such but ultimately becomes a significant victory when we focus on getting ahead rather than on crying about the present challenges. Thus, those four videos represent the Year 2024 for the Wales and how they hang on and persevered to change their story from "Annus horribilis" to "Annus Victores"🥂☕️ #PrinceandPrincessofWales

Canellecitadelle

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This Wednesday I will be releasing episode 100 of the SoundCentric podcast. 100? Like two zeros? We talkin triple digits? I can’t believe it’s been 3 years. Truly, it’s crazy to even think about. I was just a sophomore in college writing my music takes in a “Hip-Hop Heads @ OSU” GroupMe groupchat (to very little responses) when a stranger dmd me that he liked my music takes and wanted to see if I’d be interested in starting a podcast with him and a friend. That man was @SamuelSarfo_ Who knew that question would change my life. Doing the pod with Sam, I had finally found someone who shared this passion I had for music. It was so awesome forming this friendship, and even though he is now continuing his career in a different sector, I appreciate him for helping jump start this platform that means so dearly to me. Doing this podcast, I have had the opportunity to chat with some of my favorite artists, creators, mangers, etc. and get to continue talking about and learning about my passion. The fact that one person listens is enough for me to keep going. Even when in my own life I’ve had a lot of failures and have made career pivots, this podcast has been an outlet to keep my passion for music alive. So, if you’ve ever listened or commented on a single thing I’ve done, I appreciate you. And thank you to all the people who have come on the show Elsie not Elise 💿 ¡ DocturDot! KayvanMD | join my discord! Tay Marie, M.A. 🤍🎶🧸 danny pleckham Jon Denton Kayo Ausar ✍🏾 Chris Patrick Dende dru D2X Kolo Uncle Oracle lim0 @imbenbeal burafu YKMYNAME Gio Genesis 🌎 jer kirti pandey Bryce nikmoody Nascent trevor spitta RV Joey Mavi 〽️ SK⚡️ BILLY Donna-Claire Tyler Blank my name is JAZZ (like the music) 🎶 stoic philip simon d’amico 🏴‍☠️Stone Cold Reed Austin 🏴‍☠️ Kiran seth sutch Headband Assassin Joey Aich luck Dominique Morgan Gold erykah officer-perez Damn, I didn’t realize I’ve had that many people on lol. Also, thank you to Ian Schwartzman for supporting bts and being the only sponsor I’ve had for the pod thus far. So again, if you’ve ever tuned into anything I’ve made, I thank you from the bottom of my heart. I love to do this. Below is a little video I made to to reflect on this personal accomplishment ⬇️ See ya Wednesday ❤️

Adam Dash

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jihoon talking about working even harder from now on and his solo album someday… 🥹 🐶 (yonghwa hyung told me) “you did really well, seriously, you did well.” since he kept giving me lots of compliments like that, it made me feel really good. and it also gave me motivation, like i should work even harder from now on.. going forward, i want to work harder, keep practicing, and keep building the identity of the things i like… i don’t want to stop. i want to always work hard and not be lazy. in the end, it all comes back to me, and eventually it becomes one of the many ways i express myself as a singer 🐶 hyung said a lot of good things to me, praised me a lot, and even gave me a ring, so all of that was great but apart from that, i just felt proud somehow 🐶 so someday.. maybe when a solo album comes out, or- treasure is working really hard right now too, and i hope there’s no misunderstanding in what i’m saying. i love treasure. i’m doing treasure activities, but at the same time, there could be a day when i do music activities on my own too, right? you could say i’d be doing both in parallel 🐶 when that day comes, i want to really melt in a lot of identity, something that looks cool to people who know, and also looks cool to people who don’t. from one to a hundred, i want to think deeply about everything. i work with a lot of references honestly, my studio is full of them 🐶 (…) i’m always preparing. of course, i think a lot about the team too, and i think deeply about team activities as well. but i’m also doing a lot on my own, looking for references in the studio, talking with composer hyungs, working on various demos and things like that 🐶 whenever it is, someday… whether it comes out fast or slow.. someday.. if there’s an opportunity to come out properly after being prepared, that’s good too 🐶 either way, i’m going to do it someday. i have to do that before i leave this world. if i ever quit being a singer, i have to quit after doing what i want to do. i can’t quit without doing it. whether it’s fast or slow, i’ll do it eventually 🐶 so because the future is something i look forward to, a person can’t stop. some people might think this is like giving false hope and i get how this situation could look like that, but i don’t think that way. i’m definitely going to do it. and i need something i’m chasing like that so i can work harder, love the things i love even more, move my body, and live happily. i think of it as a goal point, and i’m chasing it hard… it’s fun~ 💬 i’m always rooting for you 🐶 i know very well that you always support me~ i’m so thankful. soso thankful, really. because of that support, when i’m able to release something, i want to put out something more perfect. not something that just looks like it quoted a rock concept and made something out of it, but something that really took that rock concept and those sounds and genuinely did something with them. if i were just going to do it halfway like that, i wouldn’t be loving this so much, grinding this hard, and practicing this much. i want to do it boldly, the way i truly feel.. haha it’s like that~ 🐶 so until that day comes, i’ll avoid things that are bad for my throat, take care of my health, and work hard. starting this year, i’ve been doing vocal training again, since december 2025, i’ve gone back into vocal correction, taking lessons on days without schedules. i need to work on my vocals too. 2026 is a year where i want to sing even better, everyone

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