The fact that I could write a whole a** essay on this scene.

This scene and the crushing moment you see him crying his eyes out upon finding her body is why I'm Team Spike, forever and always 💕😭

“One of the most dazzling and inventive books I’ve read in a very long time—a novel I continue to describe as indescribable. I’ve now read it twice and can’t decide if it’s a thriller, a farce, a political commentary. I don’t know what it is other than I love it” —Writers at Work

his voice cracking on the last word hits me like a truck every time

It really was a turning point for the whole series, wasn't it?