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🐿️ There was one situation once. It was during our third promotion. At that time, I was roommates with Seonghwa. So, I washed up as usual and came out to the completely quiet dorm, like everyone disappeared. I thought, “What’s going on?” Then suddenly Seonghwa came over to my... room and said, “Hongjoong, come here for a second. The guys said they have something to tell you.” I was like, “Huh? What’s this about?” So I went, thinking, “What is this… ugh, we have a schedule tomorrow too.” I kind of got myself ready and opened the door - and all seven of them were sitting there with serious faces, like they were in tears but also trying to hold it in. For a second, I thought it was like a surprise birthday party. It really felt like that at first. But then I saw their expressions - they looked really upset. So I asked, “What’s going on?” And they said, “It’s frustrating. Hyungie, you’ve been acting too much like this, and it’s making things hard. You don’t need to promote or push things that much, honestly.” As the conversation went on, from what I remember, one of them even teared up and said, “But hyung, if you go this far, it’s really hard for us. It’s too much. We have promotions coming up - please ease up a little.” And when I saw that tear, I thought, “No… this isn’t right. I can’t let this go on.” I admitted my mistake and immediately apologised quickly and said “I’ll try to do better from tomorrow”.show more

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🐰 i still remember when we went overseas on tour, taehyun said that his body was sweltering after the concert so he was going to have a ice shower and brought a bunch of ice 🐿️😆😆😆 🐰 he was like “this is refreshing~” and had a lower body bath and the next day he looked like he was dying 🐿️ i got a body ache all over the next day 🐰 i saw him and thought “i shouldn’t have a ice bath”…but i don’t go into cold bath tubs either 🐿️ ah really? 🐰 yeah 🐿️ i like it a lot, it’s really cold but there is a little bit of a mental effect of going in there plus it was really hot so i went in and it was very electrifying in a good way…like i was getting healthier! so i was like “this feels great~” but then…i was like “what’s this? i’m definitely out of the ice but it’s still cold..” 🐰 it wasn’t you feeling like you were getting healthier 🐿️ it wasn’t me feeling like i was getting healthier, it was the virus in my body getting healthier

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🦊 first of all, if i talk about that time.. i honestly couldn’t imagine that so many people would come but while i was getting my hair and makeup done, i heard from a staff that people were starting to gather at the store. so i was like “really?” then they showed me a photo and there were so many people. even during that time, the floor are was totally packed so i was like “what? this many people came?” at first i couldn’t believe it but by the time i arrived, there were really so many people 🦊 at first, i was like “even if people come, how many people could it really be?” i was honestly thinking like that. but there were really so many people that i was really shocked 🦊 the cheers were so loud. you know like when it’s that loud, you can’t even hear anything. there was a kind of ringing like “ting~” 🦊 so i was like “whoa” i keep going “whoa whoa” while greeting everyone. i came in like that 🦊 i was really surprised that time and it’s been a long time since i felt something like that

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🐰: i feel so sorry that i couldn’t go to the music shows this time. i’m really sorry. actually, i even feel sorry for saying that I’m sorry. really… i actually planned to go to all the music shows. i really wanted to go to all of them. and, you know, dino is the kind of younger brother who always comes whenever we have music-show promotions. so knowing how grateful i am for that... and he really worked so hard preparing this album 🐰: he had so many things to worry about, and he went through a lot of stress… i knew that, so i i really thought, ‘i have to go support him. i really have to go’. but there were more overlaps with the things i had to do than i expected 🐰: so i said, ‘chan, send me the schedule. let me see the schedule’, and… it seemed like the time for would work the best. but on the exact day of , i had something scheduled at around 11. i went to the shop, and then another schedule came up. there was something i had to do… 🐰: i mean, if i went there in the early morning and came back, i could go, i could… but… this is an excuse, i know i’m making excuses right now… i felt like it might interfere with things a little, so i thought, ‘then i should go to’. but honestly, i didn’t know that was… well, i didn’t know that the thing was a live broadcast. so right after that recording ended, i asked the manager, ‘manager, what time is the pre-recording tomorrow?’ and he said, ‘tomorrow is’ 🐰: he said, ‘so there’s only the 10 am run-through.’ and that’s when i thought, ‘oh, crap.’ so i immediately called dino… well, i called him first, but he didn’t answer, so i left him a text. i said, ‘dino, i just found out that there isn’t an pre-recording. i’m sorry. i was going to go during, but i had this schedule… so i was going to go to instead, but i couldn’t go. i’m really sorry’ 🐰: then chan called me back later because he couldn’t answer before, and he said, 🦦: hyung, i’m really grateful just for the thought 🐰: and i felt so sorry 🐰: so for the concert, i’m planning to go on both the first and second days… i have something else on the third day, so i can’t go that day… but i’m going to go on both the first and second days oh my god, to think dokyeom has been thinking about this all the time 😭

🐰: i feel so sorry that i couldn’t go to the music shows this time. i’m really sorry. actually, i even feel sorry for saying that I’m sorry. really… i actually planned to go to all the music shows. i really wanted to go to all of them. and, you know, dino is the kind of younger brother who always comes whenever we have music-show promotions. so knowing how grateful i am for that... and he really worked so hard preparing this album 🐰: he had so many things to worry about, and he went through a lot of stress… i knew that, so i i really thought, ‘i have to go support him. i really have to go’. but there were more overlaps with the things i had to do than i expected 🐰: so i said, ‘chan, send me the schedule. let me see the schedule’, and… it seemed like the time for would work the best. but on the exact day of , i had something scheduled at around 11. i went to the shop, and then another schedule came up. there was something i had to do… 🐰: i mean, if i went there in the early morning and came back, i could go, i could… but… this is an excuse, i know i’m making excuses right now… i felt like it might interfere with things a little, so i thought, ‘then i should go to’. but honestly, i didn’t know that was… well, i didn’t know that the thing was a live broadcast. so right after that recording ended, i asked the manager, ‘manager, what time is the pre-recording tomorrow?’ and he said, ‘tomorrow is’ 🐰: he said, ‘so there’s only the 10 am run-through.’ and that’s when i thought, ‘oh, crap.’ so i immediately called dino… well, i called him first, but he didn’t answer, so i left him a text. i said, ‘dino, i just found out that there isn’t an pre-recording. i’m sorry. i was going to go during, but i had this schedule… so i was going to go to instead, but i couldn’t go. i’m really sorry’ 🐰: then chan called me back later because he couldn’t answer before, and he said, 🦦: hyung, i’m really grateful just for the thought 🐰: and i felt so sorry 🐰: so for the concert, i’m planning to go on both the first and second days… i have something else on the third day, so i can’t go that day… but i’m going to go on both the first and second days oh my god, to think dokyeom has been thinking about this all the time 😭

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#SEONGHWA about the making of Skin 🩶 ⭐️: My solo song? When the idea of doing solo songs first came up.. there were opinions about how to do the songs and. I thought, I absolutely want Hongjoong to do it because he knows me best. And because I trust Hongjoong’s ability, even though we could have gotten something (produced) from outside, I thought that what would satisfy me the most would be the version of Skin that Hongjoong could make. So at first, Hongjoong asked me what kind of mood I wanted to go for and I said that among my nicknames, you know I have “poisonous snake” as one, right? So I wanted to take the keyword and go with the snake vibe. So when I said I wanted to go with the snake concept, Hongjoong thought about it for like 10 seconds right there and said, “Then let’s go with Skin for the title”. So, that was really great and I told him I liked that that idea, that it was nice. Then I actually sent him about six? ㅎㅎ reference links and said I wanted to go with that kind of mood (I referenced), so ㅎㅎ I really bugged Hongjoong a lot. He was a bit nervous too, he kept sending me updates on it, like, from the early guide stages. He sent messages/comments like, “For now the instrumental will probably be like this. It would be great if it hit hard here and for the chorus, if we go with a sexy vibe it would be awesome.” And when the full guide was first finished I listened to it and just clapped, because I liked it so much. Also, since it’s the first solo song I’m doing, having Hongjoong do it was great. And I really like it, so… it is going to be even better when the song is officially released. #성화

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👤i thought that story was really cute…that you kissed each other to catch the flu 👤 this really feels like ‘divorce camp’ (*tv show); how did this come about? 🐰 it was probably right before the debut line up was decided, right? 🦊 yeah 🐰 it was the end of the year and it was a hard time for all the trainees…nobody could sleep or eat…and the flu was really going around at the time so a couple of people got to sit out of it…yeonjun hyung was one of them and i really wanted to sit out of it too because it means you can rest so as a joke, i rubbed against hyung and was like “hyung~ pass your flu onto me~” but the next day, i was shedding tears of blood because i was so sick 👤🤣 “shedding tears of blood” 🐰 it was the first time i got that sick, my body hurt so much, it felt like it would shatter….but the other members…something that made me feel really unfair was that if the other members were like “i feel like i caught the flu”, the dance teacher would be “okay okay, go home and rest” but starting from me, they started stopping us like “leave after you do this! finish this and then go!”…after the dance lesson, i looked like i was about to die so the dance teacher was like “this is not it, you should go home too” so on my way back to the dorm, i was sobbing like crazy because i was so sad like “why didn’t they let me sit it out 😭” because i was so sick…! 👤 so did it pass on to you when you were like “hyung, pass it onto me~” 🐰 probably..i wasn’t in contact with anyone else that got it and i was only like that with yeonjun hyung so i think it probably passed on then

👤i thought that story was really cute…that you kissed each other to catch the flu 👤 this really feels like ‘divorce camp’ (*tv show); how did this come about? 🐰 it was probably right before the debut line up was decided, right? 🦊 yeah 🐰 it was the end of the year and it was a hard time for all the trainees…nobody could sleep or eat…and the flu was really going around at the time so a couple of people got to sit out of it…yeonjun hyung was one of them and i really wanted to sit out of it too because it means you can rest so as a joke, i rubbed against hyung and was like “hyung~ pass your flu onto me~” but the next day, i was shedding tears of blood because i was so sick 👤🤣 “shedding tears of blood” 🐰 it was the first time i got that sick, my body hurt so much, it felt like it would shatter….but the other members…something that made me feel really unfair was that if the other members were like “i feel like i caught the flu”, the dance teacher would be “okay okay, go home and rest” but starting from me, they started stopping us like “leave after you do this! finish this and then go!”…after the dance lesson, i looked like i was about to die so the dance teacher was like “this is not it, you should go home too” so on my way back to the dorm, i was sobbing like crazy because i was so sad like “why didn’t they let me sit it out 😭” because i was so sick…! 👤 so did it pass on to you when you were like “hyung, pass it onto me~” 🐰 probably..i wasn’t in contact with anyone else that got it and i was only like that with yeonjun hyung so i think it probably passed on then

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164,637 Aufrufe • vor 4 Monaten

🦊 i finished wrapping up first my solo recently and as words from people around me started influencing me, it really stressed me out and it really started swaying my identity as a person…i was really burnt out for 3 months 🦊 i used to be someone that told people everything when i was going through a hard time like “i’m going through a tough time right now” but i don’t know when it started, but i couldn’t get myself to tell people around me anymore 👤 i wonder why? was it out of consideration for them? 🦊 that could be why…and i also felt like i needed to learn how to overcome things myself 🦊 i didn’t say anything to anyone and was going through it myself…then i thought about namjoon hyung so i went to him and asked him a lot of questions and one of the things he said to me was that he hopes i face the things that make me uncomfortable 🦊 i had conflicts with soobin and we had awkward phases but i wanted to erase all of these things one by one and i feel like there were also a lot of things that i had been misunderstanding, coming to think of it now…so i went up to soobin first and said “hey, let’s go get a drink”

🦊 i finished wrapping up first my solo recently and as words from people around me started influencing me, it really stressed me out and it really started swaying my identity as a person…i was really burnt out for 3 months 🦊 i used to be someone that told people everything when i was going through a hard time like “i’m going through a tough time right now” but i don’t know when it started, but i couldn’t get myself to tell people around me anymore 👤 i wonder why? was it out of consideration for them? 🦊 that could be why…and i also felt like i needed to learn how to overcome things myself 🦊 i didn’t say anything to anyone and was going through it myself…then i thought about namjoon hyung so i went to him and asked him a lot of questions and one of the things he said to me was that he hopes i face the things that make me uncomfortable 🦊 i had conflicts with soobin and we had awkward phases but i wanted to erase all of these things one by one and i feel like there were also a lot of things that i had been misunderstanding, coming to think of it now…so i went up to soobin first and said “hey, let’s go get a drink”

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soobin about sasaengs (stalkers) 🐰 i thought that i should take about this someday later but it happened during my break this time and even when i went on a trip with my friend to sapporo last time…i don’t know how they find out, they probably buy my flight information…there are people who wait at the airport. this is not a schedule but me during my free time…moas already know how much i like going on international trips…it’s not just me going on a trip by myself, i always go with my friends so you waiting at the airport, taking videos and following us…when i’m alone, i can just ignore it but it’s really uncomfortable for my friends 🐰 the reason i barely came on dms during the break this time is also…i usually share what i’m doing in real time or share selfies in real time on dms but i felt like these people would follow me if i said what i was doing or if i sent a selfie so i couldn’t send any dms…i didn’t send them so i’m sorry to moas who missed me but i didn’t want my real-time information to be leaked so i didn’t send anything 🐰 even the local fans that i met…i told them that i was on a private trip so although it’s okay for them to take pictures and i can sign for them…i asked if they could post it a week later because i thought them uploading it right away would interfere with my trip…i explained this to them and took pictures and signed for them and while i was on the trip, nobody actually uploaded sightings of me and i was really grateful to the local fans for that…but although it wasn’t uploaded anywhere, there were people who came to the airport 🐰 i’m not one bit happy to see you and it’s very uncomfortable so i hope you don’t do things like this again

soobin about sasaengs (stalkers) 🐰 i thought that i should take about this someday later but it happened during my break this time and even when i went on a trip with my friend to sapporo last time…i don’t know how they find out, they probably buy my flight information…there are people who wait at the airport. this is not a schedule but me during my free time…moas already know how much i like going on international trips…it’s not just me going on a trip by myself, i always go with my friends so you waiting at the airport, taking videos and following us…when i’m alone, i can just ignore it but it’s really uncomfortable for my friends 🐰 the reason i barely came on dms during the break this time is also…i usually share what i’m doing in real time or share selfies in real time on dms but i felt like these people would follow me if i said what i was doing or if i sent a selfie so i couldn’t send any dms…i didn’t send them so i’m sorry to moas who missed me but i didn’t want my real-time information to be leaked so i didn’t send anything 🐰 even the local fans that i met…i told them that i was on a private trip so although it’s okay for them to take pictures and i can sign for them…i asked if they could post it a week later because i thought them uploading it right away would interfere with my trip…i explained this to them and took pictures and signed for them and while i was on the trip, nobody actually uploaded sightings of me and i was really grateful to the local fans for that…but although it wasn’t uploaded anywhere, there were people who came to the airport 🐰 i’m not one bit happy to see you and it’s very uncomfortable so i hope you don’t do things like this again

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692,535 Aufrufe • vor 5 Monaten

🐧 did i tell you guys this story? when i was younger, you know the sky bridge kinda thing at the playground, right? we were playing there and my older and younger sister crossed it really easily because they weren’t scared but i’m really scared of heights…i kinda have acrophobia so i said i couldn’t do it because i have a fear of heights 🐧 my mom and dad were there too so my dad said “you’re definitely not going home until you cross this bridge” 🐧 i said that i was really scared and that i couldn’t do it…that it was making me nauseous 🐧 it was at quite a height if you think about it from the pov of someone that’s young 🐧 the arched monkey bars were at a height so you had to climb them on by one but my dad was like “no way, you have to cross this.” so i climbed it one by one while crying and shaking 🐧 thankfully i did go home 🐧 we were there for nearly an hour 🐧 i was raised to be strong 🐧 they got rid of each of the things that used to scare me, one by one 🐧 i actually used to hate bugs but my grandma…🤣🤣🤣 told me to not be scared of them 🐧 i overcame all of it but heights are something i can’t do at all 🐧 how do i put this…that really feels like it’s life-threatening to me 🐧 that’s why i didn’t go on the ferris wheel with the other members in america and only went on the carousel

🐧 did i tell you guys this story? when i was younger, you know the sky bridge kinda thing at the playground, right? we were playing there and my older and younger sister crossed it really easily because they weren’t scared but i’m really scared of heights…i kinda have acrophobia so i said i couldn’t do it because i have a fear of heights 🐧 my mom and dad were there too so my dad said “you’re definitely not going home until you cross this bridge” 🐧 i said that i was really scared and that i couldn’t do it…that it was making me nauseous 🐧 it was at quite a height if you think about it from the pov of someone that’s young 🐧 the arched monkey bars were at a height so you had to climb them on by one but my dad was like “no way, you have to cross this.” so i climbed it one by one while crying and shaking 🐧 thankfully i did go home 🐧 we were there for nearly an hour 🐧 i was raised to be strong 🐧 they got rid of each of the things that used to scare me, one by one 🐧 i actually used to hate bugs but my grandma…🤣🤣🤣 told me to not be scared of them 🐧 i overcame all of it but heights are something i can’t do at all 🐧 how do i put this…that really feels like it’s life-threatening to me 🐧 that’s why i didn’t go on the ferris wheel with the other members in america and only went on the carousel

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70,105 Aufrufe • vor 10 Monaten

GYUVIN DREAMT ABOUT RICKY ON HIS BIRTHDAY😭 [ 🦌 “gyuvin’s favourite is clothes” this is ricky. i think it’s ricky. i think i’m right, it’s ricky. he probably thought, “uh what should i write…” and then just wrote “clothes.”OH TODAY I DREAMED ABOUT RICKY! no, like in the dream suddenly it was just the two of us together. somehow i suddenly went into ricky’s room and was like, “hey ricky, what are you doing?” and he was eating something. so i was like, “what are you eating? looks good,” and then he went, “oh qubing, what did you get for your birthday present?” and i said, “ah, i don’t know yet, i haven’t gotten it. why?” then he said, “oh really? come here for a sec,” so i followed him. and then, next to the shoe cabinet there was this cupboard, there normally isn’t one, but since it’s a dream it was there. he suddenly opened it and- there’s this black and white crossbody bag my dad had given me, he pulled out a handbag from that brand and went, “look at this.” so i said, “hey ricky! thanks! what is this~” but then he said, “this is what i got for my birthday,” and then he left. so i was like “what..?” he put it back in, closed it, and left. and then i woke up. seriously… so yeah, i dreamed of ricky today~ and since in saju ricky’s sign is the golden pig, i dreamed of a pig, which means it’s a really good dream.

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the story of gyuvin losing $30 to some strange americans…😭 🦌🐶 i lost 42,000 won from some hyungs in new york… i flew all the way to new york to lose money. it was quite a special experience. thank you, it was really a unique experience, so listen up. 🦌🐶 i was walking around new york city when some rapper hyungs handed out some flyers. i said “oh, thank you,” and tried to walk past them, but one of them was like “let me sign for you” in that place. i was like… what? they’d be signing to me? suddenly, he took a pen out and started signing for me. 🦌🐶 he asked “what’s your name,” and i said “gyuvin. ah, just write kevin, actually.” then he was like, “i signed something for you, so we’re family now.” and i was like…huh? we’re suddenly family, and they were like “join our crew” and pulled out some kind of menu? 🦌🐶 the cheapest option was $300, so i was like, is this how americans go about things? what? but then i thought of it as some kind of donation and was like “let’s go for it, i guess” because they looked like they were struggling. $300 felt like too much though, so after going back and forth, we settled with $30. i donated… $30. let’s think of it positively and just say that i donated $30.

the story of gyuvin losing $30 to some strange americans…😭 🦌🐶 i lost 42,000 won from some hyungs in new york… i flew all the way to new york to lose money. it was quite a special experience. thank you, it was really a unique experience, so listen up. 🦌🐶 i was walking around new york city when some rapper hyungs handed out some flyers. i said “oh, thank you,” and tried to walk past them, but one of them was like “let me sign for you” in that place. i was like… what? they’d be signing to me? suddenly, he took a pen out and started signing for me. 🦌🐶 he asked “what’s your name,” and i said “gyuvin. ah, just write kevin, actually.” then he was like, “i signed something for you, so we’re family now.” and i was like…huh? we’re suddenly family, and they were like “join our crew” and pulled out some kind of menu? 🦌🐶 the cheapest option was $300, so i was like, is this how americans go about things? what? but then i thought of it as some kind of donation and was like “let’s go for it, i guess” because they looked like they were struggling. $300 felt like too much though, so after going back and forth, we settled with $30. i donated… $30. let’s think of it positively and just say that i donated $30.

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177,444 Aufrufe • vor 6 Monaten

yonghwa complimented jihoon a lot and even gave him his ring 🥺🥹 oh jihoon you are so loved by everyone 🐶 when i went to the shoot, i went kind of lululala~ (carefree) it was my first time ever going to fnc.. 🐶 that day was pretty busy… i also had to go to a fansign so i had to be exactly on time 🐶 when i got off the elevator and started greeting the fnc staff like, “hello~ hello~,” from inside, yonghwa hyung immediately went, “did jihoon come~??” 🐶 i couldn’t just go empty handed, right? i’m his junior by like ten years, after all. so even though it wasn’t anything fancy, i bought some things and brought them 🐶 i went in, greeted cnblue sunbaenims, and gave them the gifts. hyungnims all really liked it, and yonghwa hyung really liked it too 🐶 honestly, for me, the feeling was more like, “thank you, hyung, for reaching out to me first,” but to hyungnims it was more like, “thank you for helping us even though you’re busy,” that honestly made me feel really good 🐶 since chances like doing a challenge with yonghwa hyung don’t come around very often, i went dressed up properly, and yonghwa hyung noticed right away 👤 wow, jihoon, you came wearing something seriously impressive 🐶 and when i looked, his outfit was also totally on point, perfectly styled. i was like, “hyung, yours is no joke either” 🐶 the atmosphere during the shoot was really good. all the hyungs were such great people, and they treated me so kindly 🐶 first we did one rehearsal. my eyes were kind of swollen that day, actually. after one rehearsal, one of the fnc staff said, “jihoon, if you could make the movements bigger, like really go all out, that would be great.” so i went all out. but when we looked at the rehearsal take, it felt like it might be too much 🐶 all the hyungs, everyone really liked it. they were like, “this is crazy good~” “this is it, this is it!” 🐶 haha with that vibe, i couldn’t bring myself to say, “can we try one more time?” i was short on time too, since i had to wrap everything up in about thirty minutes and move on to the next schedule. so i read the room and just went along with it like, “this looks good,” “i think it’s fine,” “okay, okay, good good, nice nice~” hahah we did one rehearsal and one take and that was it 🐶 after that, i greeted hyung, chatted briefly about how we’d been doing, but there was this really touching story 🐶 yonghwa hyung and everyone kept thanking me over and over but for me, he’s a sunbae and a hyung i genuinely like, and i wanted to do it anyway 🐶 from my perspective, this was an opportunity i don’t easily get. and with a song challenge like this, you can only ask someone if you really trust them. you can’t just ask anyone to sing, especially since the song is difficult. so the fact that they respected me enough to ask meant a lot. honestly, i was the one who felt grateful. and then hyung kept saying, “thank you so much, seriously” 🐶 yonghwa hyung was wearing a ring from the same brand as my leather jacket.. then yonghwa hyung took off the ring and said, “hoon-ah, you take this. take it” i was like, “oh hyung?? really, hyung?” and he said, “seriously, thank you so much, jihoon. take it, you keep it.” 🐶 i was honestly so moved. it’s not like it was cheap either. so i said, “oh hyung.. thank you, hyungnim” and i tried it on to see if it would fit. i was like, “even if it doesn’t fit, i’ll just force it on, haengnim. even if my blood circulation stops, i’ll still wear it, haengnim” 🐶 i received the ring, and hyung kept telling me, “jihoon-ah, seriously thank you for preparing so well,” “you did really well,” “you sang so well,” and he gave me so much praise 🐶 i don’t usually have that much confidence, so hearing that meant a lot. and then i said, “yes, haengnim, i’ll contact you, haengnim~” “this dongsaeng is heading out now, haengnim” and i went back to my schedule

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q. what was the moment on this trip when you most thought ‘are you sure?!’? 🐰: calling it “this trip”… actually, it’s been a little while since then 🐥: yeah, but i have two moments. 🐥: the first one: jungkook cooked a lot of meals for me, and they were so amazing that i really thought, ‘is this right?!’ 🐥: and the second, when we jumped from that high place in switzerland..there was actually a spot i found and wanted us to go to, but i was too scared and couldn’t do it. 🐥: still, seeing jungkook flying around so bravely in such a terrifying place, i thought, ‘is this right?!’ yes.. that’s what i thought

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q. what was the moment on this trip when you most thought ‘are you sure?!’? 🐰: calling it “this trip”… actually, it’s been a little while since then 🐥: yeah, but i have two moments. 🐥: the first one: jungkook cooked a lot of meals for me, and they were so amazing that i really thought, ‘is this right?!’ 🐥: and the second, when we jumped from that high place in switzerland..there was actually a spot i found and wanted us to go to, but i was too scared and couldn’t do it. 🐥: still, seeing jungkook flying around so bravely in such a terrifying place, i thought, ‘is this right?!’ yes.. that’s what i thought

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"I like 'Kiss Me Deadly' (1955) very much. I just don't think it was as important a film as some people thought it was." --- Robert Aldrich Full Excerpt: "Interviewer: We all like 'Kiss Me Deadly' (1955), but hear that you don't. Aldrich: Oh no, that's not true. I like this one very much and I'm very proud of it. If you remember when it was made was the time all the New Wave directors were editors on Cahiers. And they read into it many more things than were intended. And I think it was Truffaut who asked me at Venice the following year if I wasn't proud and happy or something about the things that Cahiers had said about it. And I am a lot older and wiser now, and I suppose I should have said "Yes" and let it go at that. But I said something to the effect that I was very glad they said it, but I couldn't really take credit for all those rather deep and significant thoughts because they weren't all intended. I am glad that they were there; maybe some of them were subconscious, but I thought a lot of them were read in. And naturally, if you had been the author of this kind of thing, you would have felt a little bit cheated, and I think they did. I think they didn't resent it, but they felt a little hurt . . . No, I like the picture very much. I just don't think it was as important a film as some people thought it was." (Robert Aldrich's interview with Ian Cameron & Mark Shivas, 1963) P.S: On this day, 71 years ago "Kiss Me Deadly" (1955) premiered in New York City, USA.

"I like 'Kiss Me Deadly' (1955) very much. I just don't think it was as important a film as some people thought it was." --- Robert Aldrich Full Excerpt: "Interviewer: We all like 'Kiss Me Deadly' (1955), but hear that you don't. Aldrich: Oh no, that's not true. I like this one very much and I'm very proud of it. If you remember when it was made was the time all the New Wave directors were editors on Cahiers. And they read into it many more things than were intended. And I think it was Truffaut who asked me at Venice the following year if I wasn't proud and happy or something about the things that Cahiers had said about it. And I am a lot older and wiser now, and I suppose I should have said "Yes" and let it go at that. But I said something to the effect that I was very glad they said it, but I couldn't really take credit for all those rather deep and significant thoughts because they weren't all intended. I am glad that they were there; maybe some of them were subconscious, but I thought a lot of them were read in. And naturally, if you had been the author of this kind of thing, you would have felt a little bit cheated, and I think they did. I think they didn't resent it, but they felt a little hurt . . . No, I like the picture very much. I just don't think it was as important a film as some people thought it was." (Robert Aldrich's interview with Ian Cameron & Mark Shivas, 1963) P.S: On this day, 71 years ago "Kiss Me Deadly" (1955) premiered in New York City, USA.

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Selena Gomez reveals how Benny Blanco proposed to her. “I thought we had a shoot that day, so I had hair and makeup done, and I was just going about my regular day. I got into the car, and I was thinking to myself, ‘Where are we going?’ Because at that point, I felt like I knew all the studios I usually go to” “It was just me and my security guard, and he was laughing because he was just like, ‘I don’t know. It’s a new space’” “We got out. I walked in, and all of a sudden, I saw no one in the room. I looked at my assistant, and she just shut the door. And I was like, ‘Uhhh…’” “I think you envision all the things you would do and say when someone proposes to you. But it is actually the craziest feeling. It was really special” “He said the sweetest things, but I was so shocked that it just felt unreal for a long time. I’ve always dreamed of that moment, and he couldn’t have made it more perfect. It was one of the best days of my life, for sure”

Selena Gomez reveals how Benny Blanco proposed to her. “I thought we had a shoot that day, so I had hair and makeup done, and I was just going about my regular day. I got into the car, and I was thinking to myself, ‘Where are we going?’ Because at that point, I felt like I knew all the studios I usually go to” “It was just me and my security guard, and he was laughing because he was just like, ‘I don’t know. It’s a new space’” “We got out. I walked in, and all of a sudden, I saw no one in the room. I looked at my assistant, and she just shut the door. And I was like, ‘Uhhh…’” “I think you envision all the things you would do and say when someone proposes to you. But it is actually the craziest feeling. It was really special” “He said the sweetest things, but I was so shocked that it just felt unreal for a long time. I’ve always dreamed of that moment, and he couldn’t have made it more perfect. It was one of the best days of my life, for sure”

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jihoon talked about his germany trip 🥹 he visited the bauhaus in dessau, the meisterhäuser, bauhaus school building and student dorms, bauhaus museum, and the neue nationalgalerie 🐶 there’s a famous photo taken on the balconies of the student dorms.. the one where students gather and look down below. but as i was looking at that directly from underneath…woah, it’s seriously killing it. i looked straight up and because it was snowing so much, the sky was all white.. woah, this is modernism. everything is pure white and just.. it was very good 🐶 if you go to the bauhaus museum, there are things like marcel breuer chairs, wassily chairs.. there’s a lot of exhibition 🐶 since it’s in german, i’m looking at them one by one using papago. looking at just one thing took so much time, i was getting so drained but it was seriously amazing 🐶 looking at mies van der rohe’s chairs and things like that in person, hah… i want to buy them and take them if korea was a close country 🐶 if you go to the neue nationalgalerie, mies van der rohe did that, he built it. they recently did the saint laurent show there too 🐶 seeing things like that.. truly in the world, there really is a lot to learn. woah really, in the world there are many pretty and diverse things, and you see as much as you know. since you see as much as you know, i should read many books, and look things up a lot, i thought a lot of things like that so i have fun even if i go alone 🐶 it’s so much fun even if i go on a trip alone. people around me said who goes to germany in january? everyone was like why go to germany when you could go elsewhere in europe? but i found germany really fun? it was really really fun. so it depends on a person’s taste. wherever you go, off season or peak season, all that is meaningless actually, if you just have the will yourself. no matter what others say, if there is something i find fun, then i go and play, that’s how it is 🐶 you’re surprised because i know as much as a major? well, for me, if i like something, i look it up and dig into it really deeply, so i guess that’s why.. i know things i like well, but i don’t know things i don’t like very well. there are pros and cons 🐶 actually, even though you have to transfer to get to berlin and the flight.. and the language doesn’t work at all, if i have something i want to see, and there’s something i want to feel by going there, and i have that kind of will, i think a person can do anything 🐶 yeah right~ german art is really diverse, and kind of underrated? that’s right~ the fine art galleries are also really well done 🐶 when i went to berlin, other than going to galleries or things like that, i only bought clothes once. shopping.. i went just once in a vintage shop 🐶 and the galleries, really everyone has them done so so well, and germany is.. it’s good to go after knowing some historical things too. seeing those things in person, many thoughts came to mind

jihoon talked about his germany trip 🥹 he visited the bauhaus in dessau, the meisterhäuser, bauhaus school building and student dorms, bauhaus museum, and the neue nationalgalerie 🐶 there’s a famous photo taken on the balconies of the student dorms.. the one where students gather and look down below. but as i was looking at that directly from underneath…woah, it’s seriously killing it. i looked straight up and because it was snowing so much, the sky was all white.. woah, this is modernism. everything is pure white and just.. it was very good 🐶 if you go to the bauhaus museum, there are things like marcel breuer chairs, wassily chairs.. there’s a lot of exhibition 🐶 since it’s in german, i’m looking at them one by one using papago. looking at just one thing took so much time, i was getting so drained but it was seriously amazing 🐶 looking at mies van der rohe’s chairs and things like that in person, hah… i want to buy them and take them if korea was a close country 🐶 if you go to the neue nationalgalerie, mies van der rohe did that, he built it. they recently did the saint laurent show there too 🐶 seeing things like that.. truly in the world, there really is a lot to learn. woah really, in the world there are many pretty and diverse things, and you see as much as you know. since you see as much as you know, i should read many books, and look things up a lot, i thought a lot of things like that so i have fun even if i go alone 🐶 it’s so much fun even if i go on a trip alone. people around me said who goes to germany in january? everyone was like why go to germany when you could go elsewhere in europe? but i found germany really fun? it was really really fun. so it depends on a person’s taste. wherever you go, off season or peak season, all that is meaningless actually, if you just have the will yourself. no matter what others say, if there is something i find fun, then i go and play, that’s how it is 🐶 you’re surprised because i know as much as a major? well, for me, if i like something, i look it up and dig into it really deeply, so i guess that’s why.. i know things i like well, but i don’t know things i don’t like very well. there are pros and cons 🐶 actually, even though you have to transfer to get to berlin and the flight.. and the language doesn’t work at all, if i have something i want to see, and there’s something i want to feel by going there, and i have that kind of will, i think a person can do anything 🐶 yeah right~ german art is really diverse, and kind of underrated? that’s right~ the fine art galleries are also really well done 🐶 when i went to berlin, other than going to galleries or things like that, i only bought clothes once. shopping.. i went just once in a vintage shop 🐶 and the galleries, really everyone has them done so so well, and germany is.. it’s good to go after knowing some historical things too. seeing those things in person, many thoughts came to mind

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