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ultimate relapse by binge snorting crystal meth and mkat with no breaks :3 cuz my ex hates me so i cant fucking be sober anymore #mkat #meth #edtwt #drugtwt #drug #relapse

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Can’t believe that’s it have been one year since i did my heart surgery and i started a new life after suffering since i born until i become 28 I’m finally free from all the pain i can breath no more pills no more medicine or treatment months I’m just totally free now and " I'm free to be the greatest, I'm alive " I still have a big scar in the middle of my chest but one day i will remove it i know i should be proud because of that scar I’m alive and here with y’all but this scar always reminds me of the pain i went through so yeah my grandma passed away before live this moment with me she was always by my side she was my mum dad and whole family it was so hard to do it alone but at the end i did it for me and my grandma i hope she is proud of me now i love you muma you will always be in my mind whenever my heart beat you will be there also thanks to my Taehyung for let me strong all of those years sometimes before i did the surgery i was thinking about end my life because the pain was already killing me but now i just wanted to live more have my little family my little kids and more i love you Kim Taehyung and thanks for saving my life now i would like to thanks my friends here who supported me and was worried even when i wasn’t here tysm for everything and yeah i believe that i will live more time and meet Taehyung again and again <3 For those who hate me on this app and always keep hurting me i just wanted y’all to know that people went through a lot so be kind and stop hurting others and live happy life AT THE END I LOVE MY TAEHYUNG SO SO MUCH THANKS FOR SAVING MY LIFE AND BEING MY IDOL AND FAMILY 🫂💜

𝑾𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒓 SAW TAEHYUNG ~

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Logan Paul says his weed withdrawals were very aggressive Logan: "Weed is a very powerful drug. I don't care who the fuck says it's not a drug. It's a fucking drug. I'm like the anti-weed guy pretty much my whole life. Then fully dedicated myself to becoming a pothead" "But I knew there was going to be a day where I had to call it quits because when I realized that I was high more than I wasn't high, it's a little problematic" "You know how I do shit, cold turkey. For me, my withdrawals are very aggressive. I was extremely irritable. Maybe I sound like a pussy, but I was really going through it" "The fact that you made it out of a heroin addiction, I have so much fucking respect for you and anyone who's beaten an addiction because this fucking sucks" Mike: "The difference between the two is weed is a mental and psychological battle, and when you get into the opiates and heroin stuff, it's a much more physical battle" "All drugs have comedowns and letdowns, so you have to respect the withdrawals no matter what drug it is"

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2,478,144 views • 3 months ago

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133,861 views • 2 months ago

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So thankful for the coaches that I have had the privilege to be taught by and meet. Make no mistake I could not be the player I am today without you. I have grown so much as a man because of caring coaches. I will take this experience with me for the rest of my life. #bringingthatfire #StandingNextToYou #HardWorkPaysOff #Farewell Career Stats: 514ATT / 798COMP / 64% / 7,171YDS / 74TD / 16INT

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25,240 views • 2 years ago

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Cuffem Ex GF CRASHED OUT on him on the phone calling him pathetic and a piece of sh*t🤯 Jayne (ex gf) : you're a piece of sh*t... all the sh*t i seen you're a piece of shit yes i don't care anymore... you have me on speaker before i do something else?... if you have me on speaker then there's something else to leak too... you did this f*ck you you're pathetic you're so pathetic... if i really told the world what was going on it would make you look stupid... it would make ME look stupid... so f*ck you i don't care don't worry nobody has to hear sh*t from me anymore cus... y'all definitely not gonna hear from US anymore... f*ck out my face f*ck out my face i don't care... f*ck you watch i don't have to sit here and go be no thot... don't worry someone else is gonna take your place you're a piece of sh*t 👀

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48,027 views • 1 month ago

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Daniel O’Reilly

284,373 views • 1 year ago