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Laura-Lynn Tyler Thompson

29,290 次观看 • 10 个月前

For eighteen months, a giant dog held out his toy to every visitor at the shelter, foolishly hoping that someone would finally take him home. Everyone passed by without stopping, until the morning a sixty-nine-year-old woman arrived to drop off some old blankets. Barnabé was a fifty-kilogram Saint Bernard with a brown and white coat, paws as wide as a bear's, and eyes of infinite softness. In a shelter, eighteen months felt like an eternity. His family had abandoned him after moving away, claiming he took up too much space. Every morning, as soon as the doors opened, Barnabé would pick up an old blue rubber bone in his mouth and sit near the gate. He would push his treasure through the bars, as if offering a gift and saying, "Look, I'm a good dog, take me with you." But people only saw a cumbersome colossus and kept walking. Barnabé would then put his bone down, retreat to the back of his enclosure, and press his head against the wall for a long time in a heavy silence. Chloé, a caregiver at the shelter, felt her heart break every time she witnessed this scene. That day, the entrance bell rang around ten o'clock. A woman stepped inside with a pile of worn-out blankets in her arms. At sixty-nine years old, she wore a gray coat and walked slightly hunched, carrying an invisible sadness on her shoulders. "I brought these," she murmured in a trembling voice. "My husband always said we should support animals. I thought they would be useful." Chloé thanked her and suggested a walk down the aisles. The woman hesitated, then accepted with a fragile smile. She stopped in front of each gate, taking her time. Then, she arrived in front of Barnabé. The large dog stood up with his blue bone, his tail wagging gently. But as he locked eyes with this woman—whose name was Béatrice—something unprecedented happened. Béatrice stared back deeply, without rushing. Barnabé then dropped his toy to the ground. For the first time in eighteen months, he abandoned his bone. He pressed himself against the bars and simply watched her. When the shelter staff opened the gate, Barnabé walked out without jumping or barking. He approached her and sat directly on her shoes, leaning his entire weight against her legs before resting his heavy head on her lap. He let out a huge sigh, summing up a year and a half of loneliness. Béatrice gently ran her fingers through his fur. "My husband passed away last autumn," she confided, her eyes filled with memories. "After forty-seven years together, the house became terribly silent." Barnabé pressed his head a little harder, offering a comforting presence to this shared grief. Béatrice looked at the colossus: "He knows what waiting means. Real waiting. The kind that hurts. My house is too big for me alone, but it will be perfect for the two of us." The adoption paperwork was settled very quickly. Barnabé never left Béatrice's side again. As they left, he cast one last grateful glance down the hallway. A few weeks later, Chloé received a letter written in green ink. Béatrice told her about their daily routine: walks under the rose bushes in the garden, the joyful thud of Barnabé's tail hitting the floor when they woke up, and the end of the great silence. The blue bone now rested on the fireplace mantle, a simple keepsake of the past. Today, Barnabé no longer holds out a toy or presses his head against the walls. He sleeps peacefully in the shade of the flowers, beside a watchful presence. He no longer needs to prove his worth: he has finally found someone who stopped to truly see him.

Gabriele Corno

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Angela White explains that PORN STARS don’t judge REGULAR PEOPLE’S SEX because the expectations and SKILLS required on a porn set are completely different from intimate bedroom sex "No." "I mean, you can't- Look, the male talent in the industry are incredibly skilled at what they do, and there's a reason why you see the same male performers appear in scenes over and over and over again." "It's actually a very small pool of male talent that we choose from, because they're the only ones in the world that can get hard in front of an entire crew, stay hard, have sex for as long as we need, whether it's forty-five minutes or two hours, and then- And pop on command." "That is a very small amount of men in the world that can do that." "So if we're having sex with men outside of porn Firstly, a lot of women don't even want to have sex for two hours. You know, like they've got other things to do." "But also like, I mean, the expectations are also different. Like when I'm having sex on a porn set, we are being a lot more acrobatic than I would even want to be in a bedroom at home." "Like, I have to stretch and prepare for some of these scenes. Like when I'm having sex in a bed in my own time, I wanna have like really connected, intimate sex. I don't wanna be opening up for the camera or the light. I wanna be like, I wanna be man blanketed." "So we're not expecting acting porn sex off a porn set." "I mean, it's true we have had the best of the best. I'm not gonna lie, that is true." "But I think the problem is, it's like when men do get into their own head, it fucks everything up. Because if you're in your head, you're not focused on the woman in front of you." "Like, if you're in your head, you're thinking about, 'Oh my God, is my cock hard enough? Is my cock big enough? Am I touching right?' There's a woman in front of you, how lucky are you? Focus on her and her pleasure, and everything will go fine." "That's, that if you're in your head, how are you finding her clit if you're like, 'Is my dick big enough?' Like, where are you in that moment? Connect with the woman." "Yeah, I think just always think about the girl." "You have to look at the person that you're working with, and like, what is the body part that you like the most? Like, what does, what are her lips feel like on your lips? Like, you've gotta focus on the interaction that you're having with that person to get aroused."
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Noa Dalzell 🏀

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Candace Owens, Ian Carroll, Jimmy Dore, Robert J. O'Neill, Chase Geiser, Baron Coleman, Heather Mullins and others are pointing to Charlie Kirk's shirt "ballooning" as evidence of a conspiracy. It's not. It's kinetic energy. Joseph Scott Morgan spent his career as a medicolegal death investigator — nearly 7,000 cases — and is one of ~200 board-certified fellows of the American Board of Medicolegal Death Investigators. Morgan explains it as energy transfer: a bullet doesn't just deliver a projectile, it delivers force, and that force has to go somewhere. He also says it's very possible Charlie was shot with a .30-06 from 140 yards. That round doesn't always exit — a hit to the spine would help explain why — and the instant neurological response he saw is consistent with a spinal hit, which is where the bullet was recovered. In his own words: "You see his shirt balloon. Then you see him begin to list to the left, like falling down. He contracts his thumb like this. If you watch an NFL game, and you see somebody with a head injury or a neurological thing, many times you'll see this. When I saw that initially, I'm thinking it hit his spine." "And people have made much of Charlie Kirk's shirt, it kind of balloons out like this. It's called kinetic energy. Part of the destructive nature of a weapon, it's not just the projectile itself. It's the energy that it delivers. Let's just pretend we're on the shore of a placid pond. What happens when we pick up a stone and we throw it in the middle? You have this wave that travels out right? That's kinetic energy." "So when people say I've shot people before and I've never seen a shirt do that. Okay. How? How have you shot people before and never seen a shirt move? It's gonna move when you get hit. He's wearing a loose shirt, so when he's hit, it balloons out like this. That's energy transfer. If he wasn't wearing a shirt, and you watched it in super slow mo, you would see a ripple effect in the skin as well. It will kind of balloon out like that and the elasticity will bring it back in."l "Over the course of my career, I've examined a lot of gunshot wounds, and particularly from high-velocity weapons. The entrance wound itself is not going to be blown out with every single case. It just doesn't happen. People have this expectation that it's going to explode like a watermelon. That doesn't happen with human tissue. That's not the reality in the morgue."

KanekoaTheGreat

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I think CihAl's consummation (or whatever else you'd like to call it) scene is probably one of the most well-thought-out ones of the series. It's perfect for Alya and Cihan's characters. And, if you watch the build-up, you can pinpoint where both decide to take their relationship to the next step. Let's start with my baby girl. Alya makes up her mind that she's done minding the distance between Cihan and herself pretty early on after she enters her room. The way she turns and looks back at the door with a half-smile. Then the camera pans in on the liquor, almost as if to say, she's thinking maybe she needs a little fortitude. And in the next room, Cihan is going through the same restlessness, almost like he's chomping at the bit too, but can't bring himself to act on what he's thinking. Next up, Alya downs some liquid courage and fills her glass again, almost as if a plan's forming in her head. And when she walks out of her room, she pauses, staring at Cihan's door. Eventually, she decides against it because, like the queen she is, she wants a neutral setting, not to overwhelm Cihan, but to engage Cihan's caution, and to see if he's ready to leave it behind. A broken vase later, when Cihan finally descends the steps to go to his wife, Alya gives him a very unconvincing performance of drunkenness. She wants to invite him to sit with her and iron a few things out between them. This is where her playacting is important because it gives them both protection. If Cihan isn't ready to move forward, she can retreat with her dignity, and he wouldn't have to feel pressured or remorseful. But, Cihan, being the brainiac he is, understands his wife is up to something. And, of course, he wants her like crazy, too, so he decides to play along while upping the ante a little - which is why he offers to carry her to her room. Her room. Not his. Because no matter what transpires, his priority is her comfort. So, up they go, and when he lays her down on her bed, Alya pulls him to sit next to her, and switches to phase two. Remember when I said she doesn't want to override him? Her sequence of questions is a gentle attempt to determine if she's read him correctly. That his guilt is no longer the determining factor in their relationship, without triggering any resentment. Why are we staying in separate rooms? Aren't we married? Don't you love me? Don't I love you? Aren't you my husband? Am I not your wife? Then why are we sleeping in separate beds? See? It's a logical dismantling of the remaining distance between them. And every time Cihan answers, it gives her more courage to move forward, it gives her more hope. Cihan isn't being led; he's an active participant, and he is choosing to be. Step by step, to move forward with Alya, by staying in the conversation, to meet her halfway. Then comes the cute nose-rubbing session, and you can see Cihan wants to give in. But old habits die hard, so he has to be sure. Did you drink too much he asks, and that's when Alya gives up her game. Because she's sure too. She tells him how she only drank one glass of wine and how she broke that vase on purpose. Because when they're so close to the brink, she lays all her cards on the table, like always. It isn't like her to hide. And when Cihan brings the topic back to her drunkenness again, that's him proceeding with care. Baby steps. This is his life we're talking about... I mean, his wife. So, Alya Hanim takes up the challenge and asks, 'Would I only want to when I'm drunk?' things are clear as day. The proverbial bulb goes on in Ciho's head. His 'I don't know, maybe' is him being coy, like the imp he is. But all that playfulness goes out the window when his wife says, 'Wouldn't you like to find out?' I think Alya may have managed to give Cihan a mini heart attack with those words, because his answer is so faint, it's laughable. From that point on, it's all engines go for both of them. They're sure now, their minds and hearts are on the same page. After that, it's all love, desire, flirtatiousness, playful goading, and everything that's quintessentially CihAl. Brilliantly written and masterfully portrayed. #CihAl #UzakŞehir

CocoLoco

39,680 次观看 • 9 个月前

Darryl Cooper discusses the unhinged paranoia of many jews, while analyzing their cult-like behavior. "He wouldn't take showers, because his parents had drilled into him the story of the showers and Auschwitz and stuff." "There was an interview a few years back with Winona Ryder...that when she was a little girl, there was a period of years where she wouldn't sleep in her bedroom, she would sleep with the lights on in the hallway, right outside her parents' door, because she knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that one day, her neighbors, the parents of her friends, were going to break down their door and drag their family off to be murdered. This is a little girl." "And I remember actually when I was at your show in Fort Worth, you were with Roseanne Barr...her parents sat her down and were having her watch all this footage of people being bulldozed into pits and, you know, all of these emaciated naked people, you know, being liberated from the camp, all these horrible things, just a little tiny girl. She said it gave her like weird twitches and nightmares for years and years afterwards." "But when you look at it from the outside, you realize like that's a form of pretty extreme child abuse." Tucker: If somebody told me that my neighbors could rise up at any minute and kill me, I would hate my neighbors. Cooper Continues: It's one of the reasons that you see, for example, so many cults, organized crime elements as well...from an internal standpoint, it lets you know that I can probably trust th

Fractured Light

15,052 次观看 • 1 个月前

Bully sergeant assaults journalist gets reported to lieutenant. They both get owned in real time. Powerful moments on here. ​What happens when a journalist asks a few simple questions on public property? In Hot Springs, Arkansas, it gets you a face full of police ego and broken equipment. ​We went down to the Hot Springs Police Department to get an update on the infamous "Halloween Incident" where Lt. Kenny May violently tackled a minor teenage girl over a discarded Red Bull can, sparking community outrage and second-degree battery charges. But instead of transparency, we got a masterclass in police bullying. ​While having a peaceful conversation with two polite officers, Sergeant M. Brown decided to step in and manufacture a conflict. Falsely claiming that asking questions constitutes "interfering with a governmental operation," Brown immediately began escalating the situation. When the journalism didn't stop, the badge-heavy tactics came out: Sergeant Brown walked right up, violated the journalist's rights, and physically snatched and breaks his camera mount. ​Enter Lieutenant L. Patrick. At first, the Lieutenant did exactly what you'd expect—he stood there making excuses, trying to protect his boy, and spinning the narrative to cover up the Sergeant's blatant misconduct. He even tried to claim the journalist was being "confrontational" just for testing the officer's knowledge on the First Amendment! ​But the cover-up crumbled the second the video was played back. When forced to look at the undeniable proof of his Sergeant committing criminal mischief and assault on tape, the Lieutenant realized he couldn't hide the truth. He was forced to admit that there cannot be two tiers of the law—what is illegal for a citizen is illegal for a cop. The Sergeant had to tuck his ego in, offer a weak apology, and the Lieutenant was forced to hand over formal citizen complaint forms. You really get a peek into how the minds of these officers work in this video. The lieutenant laughed it off when they wanted to report the assault as in his eyes it was no big deal, until the journalist spun it around on him and asked what would happen if he grabbed the lieutenant's camera. You can't go to jail for one and not the other. You see the light go on in his head in real time.

Giggling Ganon

145,177 次观看 • 2 个月前

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Yusuf Muhammad

12,536 次观看 • 1 个月前

Here is Ivana Trump's story taken word for word from divorce court documents. This happened. We can't ignore it. "Your doctor has ruined me!" he screams at Ivana. Donald flings her down onto the bed, then pins back her arms and grabs her by the hair. The part of her head he is grabbing corresponds to the spot on his head where a scalp reduction operation has been done. Donald starts ripping out Ivana's hair by the handful as if he's trying to make her feel the same kind of pain that he is feeling. Ivana starts crying and screaming. The entire bed is covered with strands of her golden locks. But Donald is not finished. He rips her clothes and unzips his pants. Then he jams his penis inside her for the first time in more than sixteen months. Ivana is terrified. This is not lovemaking. This is not romantic sex. It is a violent assault. She later describes what Donald is doing to her in no uncertain terms. According to the version she repeats to some of her closest confidantes, "He raped me." When Donald finally pulls out, Ivana jumps up from the bed. Then she runs upstairs to her mother's room. She locks the door and stays there crying for the rest of the night. The next morning Ivana musters up the courage to return to the master bedroom. Donald is there waiting for her. He leaves no doubt that he knows exactly what he did to her the night before. As she looks at him in horror at her ripped-out hair scattered all over the bed, he glares at her and asks with a menacing casualness, "Does it hurt?" Don't let MAGA close their eyes and cover their ears to these facts. Pass this on. Yes, I'm telling you there's a chance. #DemVoice1 #wtpBLUE #DemsUnited #ProudBlue

LongTime🤓FirstTime👨‍💻

2,188,918 次观看 • 1 年前

Analyzing Episode 35. Season 2 aka Turning the Tables Alrighty, let's do this. Episode 35 was one of the strongest episodes of season 2, I think, because we get to see Ciho and Alya kind of switch places, for once. In s1, Alya would mostly pick flight when her feelings got overwhelming. Whereas Ciho, with his Ağa mindset, would inevitably choose to fight. But, unlike in s1, the circumstances are unique. We see the tables turn because Alya probably hasn't loved anyone before like she loves Cihan, and Cihan hasn't ever come across a test as heavy as the half-alive Boran. So, essentially, they're both out of their comfort zones. Let's discuss Alya first. My love for this character just keeps growing. I've yet to see someone be as principled and willing to break the rules, as strong and soft at the same time, as Alya Albora. The woman is a marvel. We must protect her at all costs (Get in line, Ciho). As the episode begins, Alya walks off to their room and proceeds to lock herself in Cihan's study after informing everyone about Cihan's not-so-tiny health problem. I think being the smart cookie she is, she realizes early on that Cihan will be his stubborn self about the surgery business, which is why something of a plan is already forming in her head. When Cihan shows up to talk, Alya doesn't back down from telling him she knows exactly why he's walking to almost certain death. Still, she only brings out the big guns after pleading with him to review his decision doesn't work. Her goal isn't to hurt him. It's to save him. To shock him enough to wake from the limbo Cihan has isolated himself in. When her words fail to achieve their target, she acts. I'm pretty damn sure she knows exactly what she's going to do as she's packing her clothes to leave the mansion. Alya refuses to leave Cihan's side even in the worst of circumstances, so her walking out when he's about to risk his life is completely out of character. And not only that, before leaving, she tells Cihan she doesn't want to talk to him or see him until he changes his mind about becoming the donor. See? Smart. She's doing everything she can to keep him from monitoring her movements (like he generally does :D). She's learned to read her husband, so much so that she turns his tactics on him. And Cihan never picks up on it. And watching her in action is poetry in motion - beautiful and heartbreaking at the same time. Because this time, the one person she can always count on for support isn't with her. She's fighting for Cihan, for their love, all on her own. Even though they promise each other they'd face whatever obstacles come their way together as they leave the airport in ep 29. While everyone gathers to wish Cihan well before the operation, Alya walks through those corridors alone. She has no one to calm her fears, no one to soothe her brow. No one tells her they'll be praying for her quick recovery. And that hurts like a son of a bitch. Because Alya has such a capacity for love and giving, she doesn't hesitate to take huge risks for the people she loves. On the other hand, she has no one other than Cihan to do the same for her. He's her other half. And there's no way in hell she'd stand back and watch him destroy himself. Her devotion and resolve are crystal clear when she speaks to Cihan while he's sedated. Still, I think some of her loneliness and desperation bleeds through her words to her husband. Almost as if something deep inside her cries out for him to wake up and choose her - like she's choosing him. Over everyone. Even her own life. Speaking of choosing, let's pause here and pivot to Cihan Bey. Cihan, like all of us, is a product of his upbringing, his environment, and his personal beliefs. Two of those three things are extremely toxic and warped. Not to mention, the guilt that's eating him alive is a product of those two things. They say when you're undergoing feelings of intense guilt, you tend to fluctuate between two states - suppression and surrender. When you suppress, you tell yourself you're fine. Everything's okay. Things are best this way type of stuff. In fact, I want you to remember this phrase. Then, there's surrender - moments of lucidity where you realize you're falling apart, that this isn't what you want at all. You're flooded by emotions and longing about what you're denying yourself. And that's something you see in Cihan over and over in this episode. He keeps fluctuating from one state to the other, and I don't think he even realizes what he's about to do to himself and Alya by wanting to go through with that operation. Take the scene where they're talking in their room before Alya leaves. On the one hand, Cihan tells Alya he has responsibilities to his family, and on the other, he can't see how his decision will affect Alya and Deniz. Then, when Cihan tries talking to Alya when he's driving her to work, he tells her he doesn't want to sacrifice their love, but in the next instance, he tells her he won't lose her 'in his heart' even if Boran wakes up. You see the inconsistency? He keeps switching between what he truly wants and the things might be best this way mindset. Surrender and suppression. Like when he keeps seeking her out at every turn, but insists on undergoing a surgery that will almost certainly kill him. The guilt inside him builds like pressure almost. He tries to suppress it until it spills over, revealing his true feelings, then he panics and moves back to suppression again. This keeps repeating until he wakes up to discover that Alya is the one undergoing the surgery. That's when the cycle finally breaks. Because when he's faced with the reality of losing Alya forever, he finally accepts the core truth driving his guilt - he fell in love with his brother's wife. Sure, he thinks Boran is dead and gone when it happens, but guilt doesn't really follow logic. That's why Alya being the donor and almost losing her life forces him to accept the love he feels for Alya is part of him now. There is no fighting it, there is no changing it. There is only accepting it. And his speech to Boran before he sees Alya is proof of his surrender. Because he finally admits that his bond with Alya isn't about choice anymore, he doesn't control the love; it controls him now. In front of Boran, no less. He finally looks his guilt in the face and starts to overcome it. That's why we see him initiating the kiss in their room. He's not overcome by self-reproach when he thinks of touching Alya intimately now. All very, very positive signs. And, let's not forget, when he sees his entire family conspired behind his back to allow Alya to be the donor, he understands another sold truth. He is the only family Alya has apart from Deniz. Which makes Alya's sacrifice all the more powerful. Because he realizes that she kept her part of the bargain. She kept fighting for them, even when he didn't. Hopefully, this is the moment where Cihan stops running and starts choosing. Alya didn’t just save his life physically; she forced him to confront the part of himself he kept buried. And now that he’s finally surrendered to that truth, we’re about to see the version of Cihan who fights for love instead of resisting it. Till next time, happy reading, y'all. #CihAl #UzakŞehir

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