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メ૦メ૦Su. Her devotion gives her the ability to push her limits, it's worth paying so much attention to make her brain peak. Euphoria 😵‍💫😵‍💫 #smalltits #submissive #virgin #agegap #nsfw #cumslut #taboo #nsfwtwt #ageplay #daddy #daddykink #sizekink #dominant

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🎮𝙆𝙖𝙞𝙮𝙖🎮

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Serika's "Are You Having Fun, Sensei?" from Blue Archive Fes 2026 I love Serika. I've always wanted to work a part-time job at a restaurant or similar, just for the valuable experience, to see things from the other side, but it just seems too intimidating to do alone. With Serika, I'm sure any part-time job would be fun, be it handing out flyers, acting as nighttime security guards, pulling out weeds, cleaning the streets, being an assistant in a convenience store, patrolling the streets at night, delivering milk in the morning, cosplaying as a miko at a Shinto shrine (all part-time jobs she's done before), or simply working at a familiar ramen restaurant. I'd love Serika to show me how she makes ramen! And, obviously, I'd donate all the money that's left after occasionally hanging out with her to the Foreclosure Task Force, to help settle their, or rather our debt. I'd love to be a part of it. You know, in the idol event, Serika asks the girls what they think of her idol outfit. Why not me? Because "I only ever praise her". To which I reply that I'm just speaking my mind. Because it's true. Serika deserves all the praise and compliments she can get. She's a hard-working, kind-hearted and adorable girl. If only she could do something about that naïvety of hers... I can fix her, I swear. We just need to get married first. Okay, I think I'm getting ahead of myself. But it is important to note that she was the First Princess, the Original Cat. After I rescued her from her kidnappers, she got SO flustered when I called her my princess and myself her prince in shining armour! Maybe because it's because she'd already seen me as her prince charming, so me saying it out loud was too much to handle? In any case, calling me "brain dead" was a bit harsh. But it was cute so it's okay. She's cute when she's angry. But that doesn't mean I want her to get angry. I want her to be happy, first and foremost. Maybe as we spend time together, she could gradually accept that my compliments are genuine? I might have to tone them down a notch for that, which is sad, but it's for a greater cause—Serika permitting me to praise her, and by extension accepting all her good qualities. If she hears me call her cute every day, and she knows I mean it, what choice would she have but to realise that she is in fact cute? So yes, I wouldn't want to make her angry, at least not too much. A smile suits her adorable face best, after all.

Minend

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For Solo stans‼️ (Orm) You don’t have to like her, but don’t hurt her. Don’t make her feel invisible. Don’t make her feel unloved. The number of times Orm has been ignored and disrespected is heartbreaking. I still remember when she struggled to understand Chinese during some events, when things weren’t translated and she just stood there, confused, trying to keep smiling. That lost look on her face? It haunts me. She’s done nothing but show love, support, and pure warmth to the people around her. She’s bubbly, energetic, and always trying to lift the mood. She gives so much of herself, and yet some people can’t even give her basic decency in return. It hurts. It genuinely hurts to see someone so kind be treated like they’re a background character in their own story. She deserves better. We see her. We love her. And we’ll always stand by her. (00k) You don’t have to be her fan, but don’t disrespect her. Don’t twist her intentions. Don’t turn her sincerity into something ugly. Don’t ignore her. It’s heartbreaking, please, she went through a lot already, be gentle to her. She’s a gentle soul, thoughtful, reserved, and deeply genuine. She gives pieces of herself in everything she does, whether it’s acting, singing, or just showing up for fans. She’s supportive and deeply connected to Orm, she cares a lot. She works hard and quietly endures so much behind the scenes, and still manages to stay kind, soft spoken, and grounded. (LingOrm) This is not a competition about who gets more hate. Pain is pain, and both of them have felt it. They’ve both been misunderstood, misjudged, mistreated, ignored and disrespected in different ways, but with the same heavy weight. They’re not perfect, they’re human. But they have done nothing to deserve the hate & disrespect they constantly receive. And just because one of them is hurting doesn’t mean the other isn’t. This isn’t a competition. At the very least, give them respect. You don’t have to love them, but you also don’t get to tear them down. If you only like one person, at least have some decency. We see them. We love them. We are proud of them and we will continue to stand by them. Always. And to solo fans who always blame us: We protect and love them equally. Don’t question that just because you don’t see it. Don’t blame us for things we didn’t do. Stop using every moment of discomfort & hate as an excuse to push people toward becoming solo fans. That’s not helping anyone, not Ling, not Orm, not the fandom. At the end of the day, they have each other. Through the noise, the hate, the chaos, they still look out for one another, support one another, and walk forward together. And we, the ones who truly love them both, will keep standing by them with the same unity. That’s the truth you have to swallow.

💫 ash kwong

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Erika Kirk Now, I don't know if she had Charlie unalived or participated in the assassination somehow and I don't plan on speculating on that. HOWEVER, Erika's public speaking doesn't help her case AT ALL. I don't know if it's her personality or not but every speech sounds unnatural. Not unnatural in the sense that she wrote it but in the sense that someone else wrote it and it doesn't resonate with her. Nothing she says seems to come from the heart. It all seems contrived and too calculated. And whoever is her ghost writer should be fired. Every time she opens her mouth she becomes more and more unlikeable. Scripts keep things under control with predictable outcomes, so I get it. But for once, she should scrap the script and tell the people how she really feels. She come off the cuff (if she has those skills) and speak from the heart, even if it comes off vulgar. As it stands now, it appears as if she has no heart. My guess is her team doesn't want her to do that because they are afraid she may blunder and create bad PR. But she's already deep in the well on that, so, she has nothing to lose. The thing about humans is, even if they don't agree with you, authenticity tends to get respect. So, an off-the-cuff speech might not sit well with many, but at least they'll respect her gangsta. The strategy they've chosen for Erilka is all wrong. The people around her can't guide her through this. I don't think they have the experience or brain power. Maybe Charlie was the only brilliant mind at TPUSA. Here's the thing...We don't know Erika. We know Charlie. But most of us never even knew what Charlie's wife looked like. So, all we have to judge her on is her content. And it's NOT looking good. In the latest viral clip, Erika is wearing all black like some sort of rogue mercenary. Whose idea was that? If I were in her corner, I would have advised her to look as feminine as possible while going scorched earth with her messaging. Instead of the black assassin outfit, a white dress would have been more suitable. It would make it much easier to win the people over because her current image comes off cold, masculine, and brash. As far as Candace and Druski go, they would have gotten none of my direct attention. I would be more focused on the work and tuning out the distractions. Feeding into them only makes them stronger and Erika's image weaker. When Erika responded to Candace, it only made Candy more powerful...and to her fans, more credible. THAT was a fatal error. But if I were on her team, I would tell her to STOP! Cease all public appearances and podcasts for the foreseeable future, and rebrand as a mother. Go on vacation, take some time off, and reset. Unless...you're trying to win a Griftie. And in that case...Good luck!

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Minend

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Do you really think any of the jurors in the #KarenReadTrial are going to believe that this woman, Jen McCabe, wouldn’t say anything at all to make #KarenRead look & sound bad? What person, who’s testifying at their “friend’s” murder trial, shows this much glee & excitement when the Judge gives them the green light to completely trash the defendant? What person, who’s testifying at their “friend’s” murder trial, is this eager to be able to turn to the jury and say something absolutely horrendous—designed to be hurtful—and what Jen herself described as being “horrific”? If Jen McCabe was so “horrified” by this nasty, mean-girl statement about Karen Read, wouldn’t she be equally, if not more mortified to then have to repeat it to the jury and the whole world? Or to have to repeat it in front of Karen Read herself? This is nasty, vicious, mean-girl type behavior, and Jen McCabe’s reaction of utter excitement and joy when the Judge allows her to say it is Jen revealing her true colors. Watching her testimony was exhausting, and I got to stop, pause and take breaks. I’m not even in the courtroom. Can you imagine how exhausting she was for the jurors? Fortunately for the rest of society—but unfortunately for Jen McCabe—she’s her own worst enemy. She clearly thought that landing this last blow on Karen Read would make Karen look bad, and divert attention away from the overwhelming abundance of evidence incriminating herself. Instead, Jen McCabe just solidified for the whole world that she has no heart and would say absolutely anything to hurt Karen Read and make her look bad. How does that get John O’Keefe justice? After several days of being evasive and exceptionally combative on the stand, contradicting her phone data, being impeached by her prior testimony & statements numerous times, being directly refuted by surveillance footage and insisting that every Police report & the third-party phone records are wrong—Jen McCabe did an effective job at thoroughly discrediting herself. Leaving everyone with this moment at the end of her testimony just reinforces that to Jen McCabe, Karen Read was disposable, unlike her family members. QUESTION: 👇🏼 Does Jen McCabe look “horrified”, or the opposite or “horrified” to you about having to share such a “horrific” statement with the jury? #JusticeForJohnOKeefe #FreeKarenRead #CantonCoverup #PoliceCorruption

Olivia

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Kamala Harris is in a tough position. Her recent shift to appear on more shows / podcasts (something she avoided for two months) suggests internal polling is rough. So now her campaign is forced to throw her in front of some cameras. But there was a reason they avoided this for so long. Kamala Harris is *not* an easy person to like. She received 1% of the vote in the Democratic primary in 2020 for a reason. It was easy for some Americans to "like" Kamala when they didn't see much of her and she was being filtered through the media. Post-Biden dropout and post-DNC, Kamala saw good polling numbers, but that enthusiasm only lasted so long. The high dropped off, and her campaign is now being forced to make adjustments. Kamala Harris appeared on two podcasts in the past week and a half. Call Her Daddy and All The Smoke. Each which are struggling to even reach 500,000 views on YouTube. She has also joined Stephen Colbert, The View, 60 Minutes, and Oprah. It's still early to tell but are these media appearances helping? Doesn't seem like it. Kamala led the RCP Average in Top Battleground states up until about three weeks ago (when she started appearing on more shows) Since then, the lead has flipped to Trump who is starting to extend his lead. It will be interesting to see how the polls change over the coming two weeks but I would predict that the more Americans see of Kamala, the worse she does. A terrible situation to be in and a reminder of why the primaries exist in the first place... To nominate a likable candidate who people grow to enjoy the more they see of them.

Collin Rugg

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#Euphoria #Season3Episode3 “You love who you love” Contrary to popular belief, Nate truly seems to love Cassie and accepts her with all her crazy antics. In this clip, she publicly humiliates him but he still tries to placate her. Yes, this doesn’t seem like the Nate we knew, but isn’t he? He wanted to be loved but his dynamic with Cal was so toxic, he felt unlovable. Lashed out in anger for lack of expression otherwise. Maddy’s feisty ways did nothing to nurture the broken child in him. They had a horrible relationship because neither could heal the other’s real wounds. Both he and Cassie betrayed their best friends and seemed to find something in each other that made them feel loved. As broken and flawed their story might be, as Nate tells Jules “you love who you love”. We had plenty of hints that the night of this incredible wedding party was going to end in total chaos. Nate is caught between a rock and a hard place. He truly wants to build an honest life, but as an entrepreneur myself, I fully empathize with his business struggles and the financial hole he is in. He has to maintain a mask of competence so that he doesn’t lose investor confidence in the business. Bureaucratic shenanigans in real estate coupled with high interest rates, especially in California where building codes are increasingly debilitating, have led to many bankruptcies and foreclosures in the construction business. An endangered flower like the white fritillaries in a construction zone can bring a project to a grinding halt, putting jobs, livelihoods and businesses at risk. The balance between conservation and progress in California is reaching unhealthy proportions. Nate’s business woes are not rooted in him wanting to con people. And yet, he now has to face the consequences of this thin line he has been walking to maintain investor confidence versus cutting visible corners so he could better manage his costs. Cassie refused to understand this and so he caved to her demands and puts on a more lavish wedding than he could afford. The cinematic choice of Nate getting beaten to a pulp while she wails about her bloody nose is such a typical “Crazy Cassie” thing to do! The key is in what Naz tells her: “Some women inherit wealth but other inherit debt”. Watch her turn to Alamo/Silver Slippers so that she is truly next to Nate for “richer or poorer”. Regardless of her melodrama about not wanting to be poor (thanks to her mother’s incessant poisoning of the well), Cassie’s biggest desire in life is to be loved. And for better or for worse, Cassie & Nate have taken the vows to be there for each other. I predict she goes out into the world to make money in ways she knows how, to service this debt she’s inherited as Mrs. Jacobs. I know Jacob and Sydney will push the limits of their characters caught in these ludicrous scenarios. I am seated for this! Maddy’s uncomfortable presence at the wedding, Marsha’s jabs at her, her witnessing the love Nate & Cassie seem to have for each other, are beautifully and painfully captured by Alexa. She truly owns her role as Maddy, who is a pro at faking it till she makes it. She’s hurt by the life she didn’t get but she should feel blessed about making an honest living where she stands on her own. Being rich is a nice aspiration but sometimes the prices to be paid are too high. Nate is now dismembered from the desire to maintain their affluent status. Jules’ plot is tragic. The character who seems to have the most sense of self in high school, who whole heartedly and unapologetically embraced her queerness, is now a walking shell with no sense of integrity. It will be interesting to see what Sam imagines for her to reclaim herself again. Rue navigating this new world of crime is a challenging role for Zendaya she’s knocking out of the ball park. I know she’s just getting started. Looking forward to more of her sassy, gender bending antics as her plot unfolds. Loving this season!!

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We have an abundance of virgins all over the world, but you'll never see them on social media announcing it like the hoes do. This is why when i see men say virgins don't exist, I see them as FOOLS because do you expect them to announce it social media? The only reason you think virgins are scarce is because non virgins make the loudest noise. It's only a non virgin who'll shake her bumbum on the internet for likes and engagement. It's only a non virgin who'll show a stranger her breast on TikTok live for 10k. It's only a non virgin who'll shameless tweet about a dick she can never forget. Social media has influenced the majority of people that what we see online is what only exists, which is false. It portrays the wrong reality of life. The fact that we see divorces every day online doesn't mean there are no good marriages in real life. The same way we see non virgins shaming themselves online every day doesn't mean virgins are scarce. Unlike a virgin who has shame and it's often shy and doesn't want to be seen by the public, a non virgin craves attention and always want to be at the spotlight because they strive through simps. The more they sexualize and market themselves online, the more they'll get clients who'll fund their lifestyle. This is the more reason I will always stand to the fact that social media is the major reason hoes are created every day. You'll see a hoe post herself half naked, and will see thousands of likes and men simping in the comment section and will later proceed to her dm to send her money for existing, so tell me, when the younger women sees this, how don't you expect them to want to join the hoe association? This is why I don't hesitate to call out these hoes and simps who keep enabling them at any given opportunity. For a better society, non virgins should be shamed enough so other young girls can see the consequences of promiscuity. And as for you men, always remember that virgins are in an abundance. KILL YOUR SCARCITY MINDSET!
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We have an abundance of virgins all over the world, but you'll never see them on social media announcing it like the hoes do. This is why when i see men say virgins don't exist, I see them as FOOLS because do you expect them to announce it social media? The only reason you think virgins are scarce is because non virgins make the loudest noise. It's only a non virgin who'll shake her bumbum on the internet for likes and engagement. It's only a non virgin who'll show a stranger her breast on TikTok live for 10k. It's only a non virgin who'll shameless tweet about a dick she can never forget. Social media has influenced the majority of people that what we see online is what only exists, which is false. It portrays the wrong reality of life. The fact that we see divorces every day online doesn't mean there are no good marriages in real life. The same way we see non virgins shaming themselves online every day doesn't mean virgins are scarce. Unlike a virgin who has shame and it's often shy and doesn't want to be seen by the public, a non virgin craves attention and always want to be at the spotlight because they strive through simps. The more they sexualize and market themselves online, the more they'll get clients who'll fund their lifestyle. This is the more reason I will always stand to the fact that social media is the major reason hoes are created every day. You'll see a hoe post herself half naked, and will see thousands of likes and men simping in the comment section and will later proceed to her dm to send her money for existing, so tell me, when the younger women sees this, how don't you expect them to want to join the hoe association? This is why I don't hesitate to call out these hoes and simps who keep enabling them at any given opportunity. For a better society, non virgins should be shamed enough so other young girls can see the consequences of promiscuity. And as for you men, always remember that virgins are in an abundance. KILL YOUR SCARCITY MINDSET!

KING CHIDI

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Analyzing Episode 60. Season 2 aka Motherhood Deconstructed I want to start this analysis with a disclaimer that I'll be writing about that kiss separately, because really, it deserves a post of its own. I'll talk about it here briefly, but this analysis will stick to the overall events of ep 60. To me, the main theme of this episode was motherhood. Be it Alya, Nare, Zerrin, Sadakat, and yes, even the dishrag. We see how these different women strive, suffer, and never stop trying to keep their children with them, all except one. So, let's begin. We start episode 60 with Alya and Cihan awaiting to conduct a DNA test on baby Simal, whom Kaya insists is his child. Long story short, Kaya is feeling a little pissed about Zerrin keeping the truth of Simal from him, and he has a point. But then, it's not like Zerrin has had a jolly good time pretending to play house with a creep like Demir. The only reason she relents is to keep her baby safe. So, it's a catch-22 situation, where both sides are right and wrong. But, it's not like we don't know these two will make up soon. What stood out to me in that sequence was Alya taking charge of ensuring Zerrin has access to her baby. She knows exactly what it is to be separated from one's child, and she's kind and brave enough to refuse to let anyone suffer through the same. So, in a way, Alya's motherhood doesn't just extend to Deniz. It encompasses her to the point where she shields all those she feels need protection. I also like the fact that she's taken Zerrin under her wing, because when the latter moves into the konak with Sadakat, she'll need all the help she can get. The next sequence begins at the hospital, where Nare is still hell-bent on continuing with the pregnancy, though at great risk to her life. This is another glimpse of motherhood the show gives us - in the shape of a woman who is so in love with her unborn child already, she's willing to risk death to bring it into the world. Contrasted to that is Sadakat, who's willing to lie or cheat to keep her daughter alive. Here is a ruthless kind of motherhood. Sadakat's love (if you can call it that) has always been wrapped in control, manipulation, and fear. But, still at the center of all her ugliness is a woman who doesn't want to lose her children. Nare is willing to die for her child, Sadakat is willing to kill Nare's child to ensure she lives - quite the compelling contrast. Different forms of motherhood, but both rooted in desperation. In the middle of all that, Meryem pops up like a bad penny. But even as she arrives in that room and Sadakat wants to keep her there, the awkward silence that envelops the space as she lingers is telling. She doesn't belong, it seems to say. But, there's another person who's starting to question their 'belonging' in this new version of the past that's come back - and of course, that's Alya. The more she sees Meryem infiltrate parts of her life beyond the konak, the more her exposed nerves are rubbed raw. This woman is so close to complete and utter exhaustion, it's heartbreaking. What's even more heartbreaking is that while she tries to be there for everyone, she herself cuts everyone off when she feels troubled. And that, to me, is where the episode quietly portrays the emotional labor aspect of being a mom. Alya mothers everyone around her. Nare, Zerrin, Kaya, and Deniz. Even Cihan at times. She absorbs pain, tries to stem chaos, protects others from falling apart, yet when it comes to her own fears and insecurities, she retreats inward completely. It's almost as if she believes she only deserves to be the shelter, never the one allowed to seek sanctuary. Because children who grow up thinking they've been abandoned grow up thinking love is a thing to be earned through caring or usefulness. So, instead of asking for comfort, they always end up providing it. But humans, even the strongest of the strong, have their limits. And, it's so clear that Alya is close to reaching hers. So, when Cihan is forced to relent and allow Mujgan and her son to the konak because Deniz wants it, Alya does what she does best - she withdraws and leaves the source of discomfort. That's why she tells Cihan she hates going to the konak now because every time she goes there, the spectre of Meryem and what she can snatch away becomes unavoidable. And, as blind as Cihan can be at times, he picks up on that. He knows exactly what she's trying to do, which is why he tries to redirect her attention to the fact that he hates going to the konak without Alya around, too. He wants to be wherever Alya is. In his own way, he's trying to tell her it doesn't matter who stays at that house; it's only home to Cihan when Alya is around. His words reach Alya, which is why she relents and visits the konak for a few hours, but then shit hits the fan again. We'll get to that, but first, let's talk about Meryem. Meryem's scene in the hospital with Mujgan reveals Meryem saying she can't tell Cihan about Serhat because she's not sure who the father is, and that she'd rather live in the hope that Serhat is the son of the man she loves, bla blah. Now, go back and think of all the versions of motherhood we've seen in this series, and indeed this episode. They all have one thing in common - that all the mothers did whatever they had to, and bore whatever came their way to ensure their babies stayed with them. No matter how much Alya, Zerrin, or Nare love their better halves, when push came to shove, they put their children first. Even Sadakat married Azem for Boran. All except one. Meryem. Meryem sent her son away and made it look like he was Mujgan's child, thereby erasing all his links to her. One could argue it was because she feared Feyyaz. But what's stopping her now? Let's assume what Meryem says is right and there's a 50 percent chance Serhat is Cihan's son. For a mother desperate to save her child from danger, those are pretty good odds, so why avoid the DNA test? Suppose Serhat turns out to be Feyyaz's son; even so, if she comes clean with Cihan, she knows he's the kind to help her, even if just to keep an innocent child safe. So, her version of motherhood sticks out like a sore thumb in the episode. In contrast, I found Alya's line, 'When it comes to my son, I put him before everything and everyone else,' much more fitting with the theme. Mothers on the defensive, who feel there's a threat to their child's wellbeing, will relent to even the most extreme measure - even if it tears their own being apart. Alya hates being away from Cihan. She hates that distance she imposes between them as much as Cihan, but she can't help it. Because the mother in her won't let her choose anything else. Which is why I say Serhat is almost like an afterthought to Meryem because his needs are never the focus. And I get the feeling that whatever Meryem is trying to hide threatens not her son, but likely the version of herself she's presented to the world. Even when I rewatched the kite flying scene, the way the camera pans into Serhat only once, but mostly focuses on Cihan and Alya after showing us Meryem is telling. Like this is a woman not going through hell because of her child, but because she's looking at a structure of acceptance she's no longer able to enter. Life at the konak, Cihan's family unit, his love for Alya and Deniz - it's everything that could have been hers once, but no longer. No matter how she tries, she no longer fits. And honestly, that’s why that sense of not belonging is even more overt in an episode about motherhood. Every other mother in this episode becomes messy because of love for their child. Nare breaks down. Zerrin panics. Sadakat manipulates openly. Alya practically emotionally disintegrates trying to hold everything together. Their feelings spill all over the place because motherhood, especially threatened motherhood, breaks people down. But Meryem remains oddly stoic throughout it all, except for a few tears. She's mostly careful and controlled, and always aware of who's watching her. Going back to the point of shit hitting the fan, when Alya discovers Meryem and Mujgan in Cihan's room, she doesn't buy Meryem's story for a bit. When Cihan tries to calm the situation, she dismantles the sorry excuse Meryem gives with two questions. In other words, her spidey senses pick up trouble, but she keeps it locked in because she doesn't want to appear as the jealous, unreasonable wife. But things come to a head anyway when Feyyaz cuts Cihan and Alya off on the road. Cihan seems to finally realize exactly the kind of trouble Meryem has unleashed in their lives when Feyyaz keeps eyeing Alya. Because to Feyyaz's psychotic mind, Cihan is keeping Meryem away from him, which makes Alya fair game. But when Cihan insists Alya return to the konak, Alya flat out refuses, and all the pressure that's been building inside her gets directed at Cihan. She knows deep down he's not at fault, but the fact that he's jumped into another situation without thinking of the danger, grates on her nerves. Which is why her default setting kicks in; she demands that Cihan bring Deniz to her and leave the apartment. Cihan, who is already reeling from Alya pulling back from him and the reality of Feyyaz targeting the only thing he truly holds dear, is desperate to stop Alya's isolation before she decides he's not worth all the misery she's suffering, and does what's worked for him once before in a desperate situation (the airport, anyone?). He forgets everything, pulls Alya in, and kisses the breath out of her. And, it works too, because for that moment, Alya stops spiraling long enough to simply feel. To stop calculating danger or bracing for abandonment. She feels loved and safe in Cihan's arms again. That's what makes that kiss so powerful. It isn't just the passion. It's the desperation behind it, on both sides. Cihan isn't kissing Alya because he wants to win an argument. He's kissing her because he's terrified, and he misses her. He's worried that if she keeps retreating inward, one day she'll retreat so far he won't be able to reach her anymore. Worried that all the fear, exhaustion, and pressure she's carrying will eventually make her decide loving him isn't worth the cost. And Alya responds because beneath all her anger, fear, and exhaustion, she loves him just as desperately. That's the irony of CihAl this season. They're not going to pieces because the love is weakening. They're going to pieces because the love has become so enormous that losing it feels catastrophic to both of them. To conclude, everything within ep 60, including the kiss, works so beautifully because technically everyone is unraveling. Every woman in this episode is fighting to protect something she loves, but the ways they do so reveal who they are at their core. Alya protects by sacrificing parts of herself. Nare protects by risking herself. Sadakat protects by controlling others. Zerrin protects by enduring humiliation. And Meryem... Meryem protects the narratives she builds. Her emotions, while visible, don't land with impact, almost as if they're missing a core ingredient. On the opposite end of the spectrum lie CihAl, whose love strips them bare, only for them to realize that retreat is no option. The only way forward for them is through - through fear, through exhaustion, through jealousy, through danger, and through every ugly and painful thing that loving someone this deeply awakens inside them. Because CihAl are incapable of loving each other halfway. Their love keeps dragging every hidden wound, every insecurity, every instinct to the surface until there is nowhere left to hide. And maybe that’s the real contrast episode 60 quietly builds toward: one side clinging to carefully maintained facades, the other being emotionally dismantled by a love too raw and overwhelming to remain controlled. Till later, happy reading, y'all. #CihAl #UzakŞehir

CocoLoco

11,613 görüntüleme • 2 ay önce

The way Cihan proposes speaks volumes. This is the extended, improved version of the 'I'm not promising you a rose garden, Alya' of ep 28/29. This is the proposal of a man humbled by destiny and life. Which is why it includes no boasts. Instead, Cihan states facts. Cold, hard facts about himself, his life, and the difficulties Alya will face if she chooses him again. Underneath all that honesty is a man desperate for Alya to agree, but this time, his anxieties take a backseat because this is too important a deal for Cihan to botch up. So, he tells Alya he can't promise her an easy life, but he can promise her all of himself, as long as she continues to grace his life with her presence. And, Alya replies 'evlinerim' and 'buna da varim' - in other words, she accepts him and all that comes with him. All the craziness, the hardships, and everything else are acceptable as long as she has Cihan with her. And, that's why I said this proposal and Alya accepting the proposal in the way she does is one of the strongest hints these two are definitely getting hitched. It's the crossing of another threshold in their lives and relationship (him calling the ring a 'key', carrying her across the doorway, and sealing the deal with their bodies). Kind of like 'don't regret it later' in ep42, and then Alya walking under the shower to rise to the occasion. Because while all hell does break loose after they're together, even then, they still don't give up. Think about it, what are the reasons that could push Alya into leaving? Even if someone lies to her about Serhat, we've seen her refusing to leave Cihan's side when the whole bocek drama. Could it be someone threatening Cihan? Nope. Alya isn't the kind to keep that under wraps either, as seen by how she tells Cihan Demir's offer and how she barges into the hotel, thinking the Bulgarians have him. I initially thought it might be because she wants to give Cihan the freedom to choose without any obligations, but after this proposal, that's out too. Because this proposal removes any ambiguity about where Cihan's heart truly belongs. Disregarding his feelings now would be equal to disregarding the choice he's already made. Remember how she asks Cihan why no one is asking her what she wants when they're on the Firat trip? She's not about to do the same to Cihan. Now, let's focus on why she'd stay. One, she has Deniz's custody, so there's nothing pulling her in two opposite directions now. Plus, she's certain now that Cihan will go to any lengths to keep her and Deniz safe. Two, Cihan's increasing emotional transparency. We've seen this before in ep26-27. The more Cihan opens up to Alya, the more comfortable she becomes in her own skin. And, this time, Cihan's being very open about what Alya means to him and how Meryem is a shadow of the past that no longer belongs anywhere in his life. Three, her own love for Cihan is a determining factor. Alya loves Cihan enough to stay with him despite Mine wielding Boran's parentage over their heads. She gives up Deniz's location to save Cihan. She donates her kidney to ensure nothing happens to him. She risks saving Cihan from a car that's about to explode - you get the picture. And four, Alya's growing ability to read Sadakat's moves. S1 Alya reacted to Sadakat. S2 Alya observes and picks her battles. She already suspects Sadakat is up to something that includes Meryem, so she's on her guard. Which means Alya refusing to leave this time will break the wheel. Cihan's last wedding witnessed a bride too weak to fight for her love (apparently) and thus lost the opportunity to be with him. Alya's done nothing but fight to be with Cihan. There's a reason why Cihan's proposal includes the words, "You had a hundred thousand reasons to leave me… but you stayed." That line isn’t there to foreshadow Alya finally walking away. It’s there to underline that Alya has already been tested over and over again - by Sadakat, by Mine, by Boran, by Meryem, by danger, by fear, by the chaos surrounding Cihan. Yet, every single time, she still gravitates back to him. That's the way I see it anyways. Guess we'll find out 😉 #CihAl #UzakŞehir

CocoLoco

16,681 görüntüleme • 2 ay önce

Jordan Peterson had a client who couldn’t have coffee with him. Very introverted. Very badly served by her parents. Not well socialized. Extremely socially anxious. Awkward in her interactions. Now she does public appearances on stage. He spent 2 minutes explaining what changed: "Get the hell out there and practice, man." "Go to Toastmasters. Do some public speaking. Join meetup(.com)." Here's the counterintuitive part: "Don't try to stop being nervous. Because that isn't gonna work." "What you have to do is start paying more attention to the other person." "Force your attention outward." When you're nervous, your instinct is to think about yourself. "You get self-conscious. You start thinking about yourself and how stupid you are." "That's a really bad idea." "You should be paying attention to the other person." Here's what to do instead: "Ask people questions. Listen to them. When they say something interesting or something you don't understand, ask them a question." "People love that, man. Because they know you're listening to them." "And people love being listened to." "So if you're nervous, learn to listen better. Learn to ask questions." On asking "stupid" questions: "There's no stupid questions if you're paying attention." "If you don't know something and you ask an honest question and someone treats you badly because of it, you should just go away from that person." "Because they don't have a clue." Here's the summary: "Get out there. Forget about trying to not be nervous. Because you're gonna be nervous." "But when you're nervous, pay more attention to other people. Listen to them carefully. Watch them." "Your natural social abilities will kick in." "Ask them questions." On timeline: "Assume it'll take you three or four years to get decently good at it." "And that you really have to work at it." "But it's worth it, man." "Just go out there and do it. You'll figure it out."

Jaynit

322,807 görüntüleme • 2 ay önce

Do you remember the story about the 12 year old girl stabbing her younger brother to death while he was asleep for no apparent reason? She was crying and kept repeatedly saying "I don't know what happened. I don't know why I did that. That was some demonic sh*t", implying she was possessed and lost impulse control. Turns out she was on/off psychiatric medication for ADHD. Really makes you wonder how many horrific evil acts and criminal behavior is a result of these drugs... especially benzos and opioids. Benzos are the most horrifying drug in my opinion with the effects on impulse control and how they make you genuinely "sleepwalk" in a hypnotic state where you don't remember what you're doing. Autopilot essentially. There are tons of stories of ambien doing this as well. It's stories like these that give so much legitimacy to Robert F. Kennedy Jr concerns about SSRIs and psychiatric drugs with school shooters. MSM dismissing this problem and ridiculing RFK for wanting to investigate it just further demonstrates how captured and corrupt they are, especially in regards to their rhetoric about gun control. Banning guns or any weapon will fix nothing because it's not a gun problem, it's a mental health problem. "This country has a mental health problem disguised as a gun problem, and a tyranny problem disguised as a security problem." -- Joe Rogan Her mother did some interviews providing more detail about the situation and how the drugs impacted her behavior: >Lyda said that the 12-year-old "never had behavioral issues until she was put back on medication she was off of for over a year." >While speaking with Cuomo, Lyda went into greater details of the ADHD (Attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder) medication her daughter had been on an off of during her childhood. >On Thursday, Lyda said: "I'm hanging in there, one day at a time. From what we found it looks like it was a medication issue, not anything else, a manic episode of some kind. She was fine, she wasn't unstable until she was put back on the medication." >Speaking about what happened for the 12-year-old to come off her medication, Lyda said: "She cut her arms within a month of being back on it, I immediately took her off after speaking to the school and her doctor and herself, we had a long conversation. >"She felt that she was really irritated, irritable, angry for no reason on the medication so of course I took her off of it. Unfortunately it was too late, the damage was done, stuff like this can happen months or even years after being off of a medication like this."

Inversionism

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Caller: I'm 38 years old, my wife's 34. Our take-home income is about $120,000 a year. And we've been working on paying off $57,000 in debt for the last 6 months or so. Caller: My wife, is 6 months pregnant, so I've just been kind of saving money since we found out. And come to find out, she racked up $50,000 in credit card debt that I wasn't aware of, and I'm terrified, and I don't know what to do. Jade Warshaw: In the last 6 months? ​Caller: No, this has actually been going on for longer than that. I think it got worse since she became pregnant buying baby stuff and, I don't know what all was going through her head, but I'm scared. Dave Ramsey: she knew, and you two were having conversations, that you're trying to pay off $57,000 in debt? ​Caller: Yes Dave Ramsey: Purposefully hiding it. That's like deception. Caller: Correct. ​Dave Ramsey: Yeah. "Terrified" is probably not the right word to describe your emotions. Jade Warshaw: Did she tell you about it, or you found out about it and confronted her? 'Cause that's a key thing here. Caller: Yeah. Confronted her. Dave Ramsey: The money is secondary. The primary thing and that's why people in my world call this "financial infidelity." Because it's a deep breach of trust. Sexual infidelity is a deep breach of trust. And, truthfully, for most people, this activates the same part in your brain or in your soul that sexual infidelity activates, because it's not sex, as much as it is a deep breach of trust. Caller: Right. ​Dave Ramsey: And so I'm telling you all that and I'm making a big deal about it, not to get her in trouble, but, I'm going to strongly suggest you guys see a marriage counselor.

Traeyz ♠️

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