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𝐀𝐟𝐜𝐨𝐦 𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 - 𝐔𝐩𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝟏𝐬𝐭 𝐝𝐫𝐲 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐟𝐭 𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐥𝐲. 𝐂𝐨 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝟒𝟓 𝐟𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝟑𝟎 𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐬 (5+ schedules a week) Aircraft could not be tracked due to: 𝘾𝙤 𝙝𝙖𝙙 𝙧𝙚𝙦𝙪𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙛𝙡𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙧𝙖𝙙𝙖𝙧 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙥𝙪𝙗𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙖𝙩𝙖 𝙞𝙣 𝙥𝙪𝙗𝙡𝙞𝙘 𝙙𝙤𝙢𝙖𝙞𝙣 (𝙛𝙡𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙧𝙖𝙙𝙖𝙧’𝙨 𝙥𝙧𝙞𝙫𝙖𝙘𝙮 𝙥𝙤𝙡𝙞𝙘𝙮) - 𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙨... 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙖𝙛𝙚𝙜𝙪𝙖𝙧𝙙 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙥𝙚𝙩𝙞𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙨 (𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙖𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙙 𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙫𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙘𝙖𝙡𝙡) ▶️Over last few days, some people have abused me saying I was spreading misinformation I added at 695 based on industry checks (I might go wrong sometimes, but I try best to get most accurate info) Today management has clarified on the concall. So what I mentioned was accurate - Further H2 results should substantiate the same I have no further comments on this, seems like these people were spreading rumours since they missed the rally Will share full concall notes soon - Only for educational purposeshow more

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sarvamgoel1 year ago

You're one of the most genuine investors I have ever come across, keep up the good work!

Priyraj🦁Rana1 year ago

Don’t bother about Naysayers Rohan bhai. Keep up the good work! @WealthSolitaire

Amit Arora 🇮🇳1 year ago

Waiting for full concall notes! as always, thanks for the good work bhai 👍

Gautam Kaul1 year ago

Hi Rohan, I was part of the concall and while the promoters of Afcom are running a fabulous business, there is no denying that they were not at all conservative when they mentioned that all 5 planes would be operational by FY25 in the investor call in November.

Karan Maidasani1 year ago

Kya mast update hai rohan bhai👍 keep on sharing

Gitin Singla1 year ago

Having full faith in Afcom Mgt vision. ATH calling 🥂🔥

STR1 year ago

If only it was as easy as abusing someone on X (and that too someone like RG), when people think themselves as better than management, there would be an "Afcom" around every corner.

EMERGING FOLIOS1 year ago

Why only 1 plan is operational?

Gurunath1 year ago

Thanks for the update boss

EMERGING FOLIOS1 year ago

What about 5 plans till this FY?

Wealth Solitaire1 year ago

Management has guided for 4 by April

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𝓕𝓸𝓷☂︎₉₁₆

164,039 views • 17 days ago

I tried to tell y’all how it works when I’m on the beach or in a tourists trap. I see these guys walking around with icy drinks and since everything else in the country was cheaper than they are here I would assume his drinks would be too. These guys will come by and even take your “order” if I don’t see something I want, he will say he can make it for me. These women fell for this and ordered 3 drinks from him. One of the ladies was so thirsty she immediately started drinking it until he told them they owed him $75. Mind you these are adult drinks, the cups look to be a decent size so is it worth it or are they just tripping out? I am on the fence with this one, if it’s clean and good quality, I may say this is a fair price but the only one I’m questioning is the one who tried to give it back after she already drank out of it. Rarely will I side with a street merchant because I feel like they’ve ripped me off quite a few times. But I think his price is valid for this. I’ve paid close to the same price for much less when I was at the beach. Most of the time I can tell they are well drinks that they tell me are too shelf. Many people can’t tell the difference but I can. I only drink certain brands and I am very used to what they taste like. This kind of interaction is why I now only buy from restaurants and bars like I mentioned before. I am not going to get into an argument with someone over something I ordered but failed to check the price first. That old saying, “if you have to ask them you can’t afford it.” That doesn’t apply here because if I have to ask then it means they should have listed the price up front.

I tried to tell y’all how it works when I’m on the beach or in a tourists trap. I see these guys walking around with icy drinks and since everything else in the country was cheaper than they are here I would assume his drinks would be too. These guys will come by and even take your “order” if I don’t see something I want, he will say he can make it for me. These women fell for this and ordered 3 drinks from him. One of the ladies was so thirsty she immediately started drinking it until he told them they owed him $75. Mind you these are adult drinks, the cups look to be a decent size so is it worth it or are they just tripping out? I am on the fence with this one, if it’s clean and good quality, I may say this is a fair price but the only one I’m questioning is the one who tried to give it back after she already drank out of it. Rarely will I side with a street merchant because I feel like they’ve ripped me off quite a few times. But I think his price is valid for this. I’ve paid close to the same price for much less when I was at the beach. Most of the time I can tell they are well drinks that they tell me are too shelf. Many people can’t tell the difference but I can. I only drink certain brands and I am very used to what they taste like. This kind of interaction is why I now only buy from restaurants and bars like I mentioned before. I am not going to get into an argument with someone over something I ordered but failed to check the price first. That old saying, “if you have to ask them you can’t afford it.” That doesn’t apply here because if I have to ask then it means they should have listed the price up front.

SonnyBoy🇺🇸

289,793 views • 2 months ago

Warning: This is BOTH an announcement AND a LONG text ahead As a lot of people know, my life turned upside down "recently." I had to cancel a lot of MH projects since I didn’t even know if I could make them. Honestly, it was really tough, and I relied a lot on the people around me, both in real life and in the MH community (Maple, you spent so many hours listening to my rambling — I will NEVER be able to repay you... 🥺) I won’t go into more details than the ones I revealed back then, but I was really in a very dark place. I’m still fighting since I have to solve so many things, but for the time being, things look brighter🙏 I seriously and honestly cannot express how much the support of everyone in the community helped me — people contacting me privately, asking each day... You really made me feel loved, and I wish I could return all this same love in the way I know best: by making the content you love and trying to keep showing how great the MH franchise is (while also showing its moments of weakness, of course) After so much rebuilding, I’m so happy to announce I will go to the Paris Games Week — YOU ALL ARE CRAZY 😭 Not only did I reach the WHOLE funding goal of 350€, but some people kept sending me even more, and I reached 400€! I was planning on not eating anything but bread, but now I might be able to eat something else😅 AND The PGW team helped me by supporting me with Content Creator tickets! Thanks! ☺️❤️ I’M SO HAPPY TO BE AT THE MH FESTA! I REALLY HOPE I CAN SHARE IT WITH YOU ALL! Once again, I’ll be able to meet both Ryozo-san and Tokuda-san! 🫶🏻 (They’re gonna get tired of my face) But there’s more — the stars aligned... The very day I started playing Expedition 33, I said I would go to a concert (I was sure it would happen), and then it got announced as predicted... AND IT WAS A DAY BEFORE THE PARIS GAMES WEEK! What are the chances?! I could go to both events! Sadly, every ticket sold out the very second they were released — I had no chance, it was gone. I got a bit sad, but... I was still going to the MH Festa! I had no reason to be sad! A few days later... a CONCERT FOR THE PARIS GAMES WEEK WAS ANNOUNCED! You can’t imagine how happy I was, jumping around my house, almost screaming — being able to have my two favourite things right in the same place — a unique chance. And all of this was ONLY possible because of YOU. Thank you, everyone — each RT, like, and comment made this possible. Everything you dedicated to me, a humble and small content creator, allowed me once again to make what I wouldn’t have believed possible... possible. Thank you all! I have to work a lot now to see HOW I can cover the event, what’s the best way, and what tools I need for it. Anyone with good knowledge or experience on this, please let me know in DMs! #MHWilds #PGW2025 #MHFesta2025

Warning: This is BOTH an announcement AND a LONG text ahead As a lot of people know, my life turned upside down "recently." I had to cancel a lot of MH projects since I didn’t even know if I could make them. Honestly, it was really tough, and I relied a lot on the people around me, both in real life and in the MH community (Maple, you spent so many hours listening to my rambling — I will NEVER be able to repay you... 🥺) I won’t go into more details than the ones I revealed back then, but I was really in a very dark place. I’m still fighting since I have to solve so many things, but for the time being, things look brighter🙏 I seriously and honestly cannot express how much the support of everyone in the community helped me — people contacting me privately, asking each day... You really made me feel loved, and I wish I could return all this same love in the way I know best: by making the content you love and trying to keep showing how great the MH franchise is (while also showing its moments of weakness, of course) After so much rebuilding, I’m so happy to announce I will go to the Paris Games Week — YOU ALL ARE CRAZY 😭 Not only did I reach the WHOLE funding goal of 350€, but some people kept sending me even more, and I reached 400€! I was planning on not eating anything but bread, but now I might be able to eat something else😅 AND The PGW team helped me by supporting me with Content Creator tickets! Thanks! ☺️❤️ I’M SO HAPPY TO BE AT THE MH FESTA! I REALLY HOPE I CAN SHARE IT WITH YOU ALL! Once again, I’ll be able to meet both Ryozo-san and Tokuda-san! 🫶🏻 (They’re gonna get tired of my face) But there’s more — the stars aligned... The very day I started playing Expedition 33, I said I would go to a concert (I was sure it would happen), and then it got announced as predicted... AND IT WAS A DAY BEFORE THE PARIS GAMES WEEK! What are the chances?! I could go to both events! Sadly, every ticket sold out the very second they were released — I had no chance, it was gone. I got a bit sad, but... I was still going to the MH Festa! I had no reason to be sad! A few days later... a CONCERT FOR THE PARIS GAMES WEEK WAS ANNOUNCED! You can’t imagine how happy I was, jumping around my house, almost screaming — being able to have my two favourite things right in the same place — a unique chance. And all of this was ONLY possible because of YOU. Thank you, everyone — each RT, like, and comment made this possible. Everything you dedicated to me, a humble and small content creator, allowed me once again to make what I wouldn’t have believed possible... possible. Thank you all! I have to work a lot now to see HOW I can cover the event, what’s the best way, and what tools I need for it. Anyone with good knowledge or experience on this, please let me know in DMs! #MHWilds #PGW2025 #MHFesta2025

Shincry

21,216 views • 10 months ago

Gemini mini talk day 3 Full [Part 1/3] [ ps. Very long translate || and please prepare tissues ] GEMINI ART VENTURE FINALE #GeminiConcertD3 ♊️: Thank you so much, everyone. I'm not crying, okay? I'm not crying. I just have a stuffy nose bcs there's a lot of dust ♊️: But earlier, when I was sitting and watching the project, there was one that said, "I'm sorry for expecting too much from you" I really don't like that phrase. Sorry for not liking it, but I really don't. It's like, why are you apologizing? ♊️: It's a good thing. People have to have expectations. There has to be something they expect from you. Bcs if one day people stop expecting anything from you, that means you no longer have a presence in their lives. I want you guys to have expectations of me. That’s exactly what brought me to where I am today ♊️: Honestly, expectations are something I'm afraid of, but at the same time, they're something I can't live without either. It might sound contradictory, but I've lived with this my whole life. I can't live without it. I feel like I'm addicted to people's expectations ♊️: At first, the people who expected things from me weren't far away at all. They were our parents. Parents naturally have expectations for their children. And bcs it was difficult for my parents to have a child, I was an IVF baby, they only had me. Having another child would have been really difficult and expensive ♊️: I feel sorry for my mae and pho too. It was so difficult for them to have a child. They had waited a really long time to have me. They had been married for almost ten years before they finally had me. So it was inevitable that they would have expectations of me, especially since I was their only child. And I'm a boy, right? So I had to grow up and become the pillar of the family, to be able to take care of everyone. Of course, they had those expectation ♊️: When I was little, I didn't know any better. I just thought, "Parents expecting things from their children is normal. Everyone goes through it” But looking back, I guess the expectations placed on me were… maybe too high? They were pretty high. My mae is quite a perfectionist. She wanted me to do everything and be the best at everything. But honestly, I don't think she necessarily wanted me to be the best. She probably just wanted me to try to actually do things and make them happen. But back then, I kept thinking, "Why? Why does Mae want everything to be so perfect?" It's impossible for one person to be able to do everything and be good at everything. It's impossible ♊️: But bcs I didn't know any better at the time, the only message I received was that I had to be the best and that I had to be able to do everything. So I did. That's why I got to try so many things, like everything you saw at this concert. I got to try singing lessons, playing sports with my friends, joining a band, auditioning at GMMTV, and eventually having this many fans. If it weren't for the expectations people had of me back then, I probably wouldn't be here today either ♊️: But everyone, you really don't have to apologize for having expectations of me. I want you guys to expect things from me. I really do. Bcs if we're going to have a concert, or if we're going to create a piece of work, it's only right that people have expectations

Gemini mini talk day 3 Full [Part 1/3] [ ps. Very long translate || and please prepare tissues ] GEMINI ART VENTURE FINALE #GeminiConcertD3 ♊️: Thank you so much, everyone. I'm not crying, okay? I'm not crying. I just have a stuffy nose bcs there's a lot of dust ♊️: But earlier, when I was sitting and watching the project, there was one that said, "I'm sorry for expecting too much from you" I really don't like that phrase. Sorry for not liking it, but I really don't. It's like, why are you apologizing? ♊️: It's a good thing. People have to have expectations. There has to be something they expect from you. Bcs if one day people stop expecting anything from you, that means you no longer have a presence in their lives. I want you guys to have expectations of me. That’s exactly what brought me to where I am today ♊️: Honestly, expectations are something I'm afraid of, but at the same time, they're something I can't live without either. It might sound contradictory, but I've lived with this my whole life. I can't live without it. I feel like I'm addicted to people's expectations ♊️: At first, the people who expected things from me weren't far away at all. They were our parents. Parents naturally have expectations for their children. And bcs it was difficult for my parents to have a child, I was an IVF baby, they only had me. Having another child would have been really difficult and expensive ♊️: I feel sorry for my mae and pho too. It was so difficult for them to have a child. They had waited a really long time to have me. They had been married for almost ten years before they finally had me. So it was inevitable that they would have expectations of me, especially since I was their only child. And I'm a boy, right? So I had to grow up and become the pillar of the family, to be able to take care of everyone. Of course, they had those expectation ♊️: When I was little, I didn't know any better. I just thought, "Parents expecting things from their children is normal. Everyone goes through it” But looking back, I guess the expectations placed on me were… maybe too high? They were pretty high. My mae is quite a perfectionist. She wanted me to do everything and be the best at everything. But honestly, I don't think she necessarily wanted me to be the best. She probably just wanted me to try to actually do things and make them happen. But back then, I kept thinking, "Why? Why does Mae want everything to be so perfect?" It's impossible for one person to be able to do everything and be good at everything. It's impossible ♊️: But bcs I didn't know any better at the time, the only message I received was that I had to be the best and that I had to be able to do everything. So I did. That's why I got to try so many things, like everything you saw at this concert. I got to try singing lessons, playing sports with my friends, joining a band, auditioning at GMMTV, and eventually having this many fans. If it weren't for the expectations people had of me back then, I probably wouldn't be here today either ♊️: But everyone, you really don't have to apologize for having expectations of me. I want you guys to expect things from me. I really do. Bcs if we're going to have a concert, or if we're going to create a piece of work, it's only right that people have expectations

𝒜𝒹ℯ𝓁 🪐🤍

16,856 views • 3 days ago

🐤: What I think about the most these days is that I started my career in my early twenties, and before I even realized it, I had reached my 22nd or 21st year in the industry, and I had entered my forties. My teeth and eyesight are still healthy, and I think the fact that I do not drink alcohol probably has something to do with that too. When I see articles about people I used to watch when I was young who have passed away, I think, “When I was young, I loved them and watched them on TV all the time. As I grew older, they grew older too.” Seeing that makes me think a lot about, “What will I be like when I reach that age?” In reality, when a person is born, they are moving toward a new life, but at the same time, they are also moving toward death. That is an unavoidable fate for every human being. But during the time we have here, living happily and passionately is a responsibility each of us has. I also try to live every day diligently and happily. On the other hand, when I was in my twenties, I thought that once I reached my thirties and forties, I would be very old, that I would become weaker and lose my strength. But now that I have actually reached this age, I feel healthier than I did back then. Is that just psychological? I do not know. What will my life be like when I reach my fifties, sixties, and seventies? I think about these things a lot these days. Sometimes I feel sad or frustrated, and I have so many thoughts about how I should live my future. What concerns me most is not simply thinking about specific things like, “What house will I live in?” “What car will I drive?” or “Will I continue working?” What matters more to me is, when I get older, will I still be healthy? Will I still look attractive? How will people see me? And when I look at myself in the mirror, will I be satisfied with myself and think, “This is good enough”? These are the worries, anxieties, and thoughts that occupy my mind a lot these days. So I think about these things. Kkongi has already turned nine before I even realized it. Everyone has the same kinds of worries, but for me in particular, my family consists only of my mother and my sister, and there is also Kkongi. As time passes, I find myself wondering what I will be like and how I will continue living my life on my own. Will I become a burden to someone? Or will I become very lonely? I am not young anymore, am I? Even if I got married before I turned fifty and had children, it feels very late now. Think about it, everyone. If I got married at fifty and had a child, when that child turned twenty, I would be seventy. When they turned thirty, I would be eighty. Just thinking about that makes me feel like my life is already so far behind. Do you ever feel that way too? I do not want you to just say, “Oh, it is okay, you look like you are in your twenties or thirties.” Instead, let us look at my real biological age, not as a celebrity, but as an ordinary person named Park Jung Soo. My Korean age is 44. In ten years, I will be in my fifties. Kkongi will be nineteen, and my mother will be over eighty. In a life like that, I wonder how I will be able to endure it and adapt. I really do have a lot of these worries. I am not saying things like, “Idols should not get married,” or “Oppa, do not get married.” I just want us to think about these things together, as one human being to another, as one person to another. Just as I worry and think about these things, is it not natural for you to have the same worries as you get older? These worries overwhelm me too because I always say that my real family is just my mother and my sister. The members are like family to me, close friends, and younger brothers, but in terms of blood relations, my mother and my sister are all I have. And Kkongi, whom I love more than anything in the world and who is like a daughter to me, even though she is a dog, means everything to me simply by being by my side. These relationships cannot last forever.

🐤: What I think about the most these days is that I started my career in my early twenties, and before I even realized it, I had reached my 22nd or 21st year in the industry, and I had entered my forties. My teeth and eyesight are still healthy, and I think the fact that I do not drink alcohol probably has something to do with that too. When I see articles about people I used to watch when I was young who have passed away, I think, “When I was young, I loved them and watched them on TV all the time. As I grew older, they grew older too.” Seeing that makes me think a lot about, “What will I be like when I reach that age?” In reality, when a person is born, they are moving toward a new life, but at the same time, they are also moving toward death. That is an unavoidable fate for every human being. But during the time we have here, living happily and passionately is a responsibility each of us has. I also try to live every day diligently and happily. On the other hand, when I was in my twenties, I thought that once I reached my thirties and forties, I would be very old, that I would become weaker and lose my strength. But now that I have actually reached this age, I feel healthier than I did back then. Is that just psychological? I do not know. What will my life be like when I reach my fifties, sixties, and seventies? I think about these things a lot these days. Sometimes I feel sad or frustrated, and I have so many thoughts about how I should live my future. What concerns me most is not simply thinking about specific things like, “What house will I live in?” “What car will I drive?” or “Will I continue working?” What matters more to me is, when I get older, will I still be healthy? Will I still look attractive? How will people see me? And when I look at myself in the mirror, will I be satisfied with myself and think, “This is good enough”? These are the worries, anxieties, and thoughts that occupy my mind a lot these days. So I think about these things. Kkongi has already turned nine before I even realized it. Everyone has the same kinds of worries, but for me in particular, my family consists only of my mother and my sister, and there is also Kkongi. As time passes, I find myself wondering what I will be like and how I will continue living my life on my own. Will I become a burden to someone? Or will I become very lonely? I am not young anymore, am I? Even if I got married before I turned fifty and had children, it feels very late now. Think about it, everyone. If I got married at fifty and had a child, when that child turned twenty, I would be seventy. When they turned thirty, I would be eighty. Just thinking about that makes me feel like my life is already so far behind. Do you ever feel that way too? I do not want you to just say, “Oh, it is okay, you look like you are in your twenties or thirties.” Instead, let us look at my real biological age, not as a celebrity, but as an ordinary person named Park Jung Soo. My Korean age is 44. In ten years, I will be in my fifties. Kkongi will be nineteen, and my mother will be over eighty. In a life like that, I wonder how I will be able to endure it and adapt. I really do have a lot of these worries. I am not saying things like, “Idols should not get married,” or “Oppa, do not get married.” I just want us to think about these things together, as one human being to another, as one person to another. Just as I worry and think about these things, is it not natural for you to have the same worries as you get older? These worries overwhelm me too because I always say that my real family is just my mother and my sister. The members are like family to me, close friends, and younger brothers, but in terms of blood relations, my mother and my sister are all I have. And Kkongi, whom I love more than anything in the world and who is like a daughter to me, even though she is a dog, means everything to me simply by being by my side. These relationships cannot last forever.

らがど||🐤

55,535 views • 26 days ago

BBC UNVACCINATED DOCUMENTARY - With all of the news that’s coming out regarding risks from the C O V I D V A X, I thought I would bring back my greatest achievement: Being one of the first people to warn the public about the risks and harms from the V A X on mainstream media, before it all came out. Now that the truth has come out (and they have very quietly banned them for under 50’s), people aren’t calling me crazy anymore. I am getting so many apologies, people are now coming to me for advice - and the death threats have stopped. I take pride in being brave enough to speak up about this on the BBC, knowing I could lose my job, family, and friends (which I did). I take pride in being the first and only person to mention the Pf-i-zer documents on the BBC. I’m proud of myself for calling out the 9 pages of adverse reactions which no one is allowed to talk about. I take pride in the numerous messages I receive daily, saying that I was the reason people didn’t get injected, or didn’t inject their children - and thanking me for possibly saving their lives. For changing their mindset, and for making them realise that the government lied to them. That the pharmaceutical industry do not have their best interests at heart. I knew that the documentary was a BBC setup, I knew that they would try to use it to brainwash the masses even more. But I also knew that it would fail massively if I took part in it, so I did. Everyone told me not to, that they’d edit everything I said to make me look stupid. But something told me it would be okay. And I think that was God speaking to me. The constant manipulation and silencing I experienced in that house had a massive affect on me, and I struggled to get through it - but it was something I knew I had to do, and I was able to turn my sadness into strength. A massive shout out to Vicky, who was in there with me and kept me strong. She is the only reason I was able to get through that week without losing my mind completely. You will never understand this, but it was the most difficult thing I’ve ever been through, I will talk more about what they did to me in a separate video. Thank you for all your support 💗

BBC UNVACCINATED DOCUMENTARY - With all of the news that’s coming out regarding risks from the C O V I D V A X, I thought I would bring back my greatest achievement: Being one of the first people to warn the public about the risks and harms from the V A X on mainstream media, before it all came out. Now that the truth has come out (and they have very quietly banned them for under 50’s), people aren’t calling me crazy anymore. I am getting so many apologies, people are now coming to me for advice - and the death threats have stopped. I take pride in being brave enough to speak up about this on the BBC, knowing I could lose my job, family, and friends (which I did). I take pride in being the first and only person to mention the Pf-i-zer documents on the BBC. I’m proud of myself for calling out the 9 pages of adverse reactions which no one is allowed to talk about. I take pride in the numerous messages I receive daily, saying that I was the reason people didn’t get injected, or didn’t inject their children - and thanking me for possibly saving their lives. For changing their mindset, and for making them realise that the government lied to them. That the pharmaceutical industry do not have their best interests at heart. I knew that the documentary was a BBC setup, I knew that they would try to use it to brainwash the masses even more. But I also knew that it would fail massively if I took part in it, so I did. Everyone told me not to, that they’d edit everything I said to make me look stupid. But something told me it would be okay. And I think that was God speaking to me. The constant manipulation and silencing I experienced in that house had a massive affect on me, and I struggled to get through it - but it was something I knew I had to do, and I was able to turn my sadness into strength. A massive shout out to Vicky, who was in there with me and kept me strong. She is the only reason I was able to get through that week without losing my mind completely. You will never understand this, but it was the most difficult thing I’ve ever been through, I will talk more about what they did to me in a separate video. Thank you for all your support 💗

Nazarin Veronica

788,609 views • 3 years ago

👉 Posting this feels incredibly vulnerable as I tend not to share many personal things online. But I also know that 1 in 2 people will develop cancer at some point in their lifetime and, of those, 1 in 5 will delay for more than three months before contacting a doctor about symptoms. I nearly became one of those people. Like most others with a busy family and work life, I was tempted to wait until I had more time and headspace before seeing a doctor. I was six weeks away from finishing my new book and I didn't know if I had the capacity to deal with both. Since the diagnosis, I am so grateful that I didn’t delay for long. Speed is our secret weapon when it comes to cancer. The sooner we know it’s there, the better our chances of a good outcome. So, for anyone out there who has noticed something and not yet called their doctor, this is your sign to make it happen. I hope this explains my lack of dm replies and videos being posted over the last few months. Its been a rollercoaster. I’m going to share some of my journey on stories for anyone who wants updates. I am incredibly lucky that this has been caught so early. Of course, nothing is certain just yet but a couple of surgeries and I should be out the other side. That is another reason I am stepping outside of my comfort zone to talk about this. Many people go through this and go on to live full, active and healthy lives. So discovering possible symptoms doesn’t have to be a disaster. It can be an opportunity to get ahead in the fight and beat cancer before it has a chance to take over. I absolutely have my head in the game for the treatment plan ahead, ready to get going next week. I also have a giant stack of video ideas just waiting to be made, so I can’t wait to get back up and running ❤️ If you think it could help someone feel free to share this message ❤️

👉 Posting this feels incredibly vulnerable as I tend not to share many personal things online. But I also know that 1 in 2 people will develop cancer at some point in their lifetime and, of those, 1 in 5 will delay for more than three months before contacting a doctor about symptoms. I nearly became one of those people. Like most others with a busy family and work life, I was tempted to wait until I had more time and headspace before seeing a doctor. I was six weeks away from finishing my new book and I didn't know if I had the capacity to deal with both. Since the diagnosis, I am so grateful that I didn’t delay for long. Speed is our secret weapon when it comes to cancer. The sooner we know it’s there, the better our chances of a good outcome. So, for anyone out there who has noticed something and not yet called their doctor, this is your sign to make it happen. I hope this explains my lack of dm replies and videos being posted over the last few months. Its been a rollercoaster. I’m going to share some of my journey on stories for anyone who wants updates. I am incredibly lucky that this has been caught so early. Of course, nothing is certain just yet but a couple of surgeries and I should be out the other side. That is another reason I am stepping outside of my comfort zone to talk about this. Many people go through this and go on to live full, active and healthy lives. So discovering possible symptoms doesn’t have to be a disaster. It can be an opportunity to get ahead in the fight and beat cancer before it has a chance to take over. I absolutely have my head in the game for the treatment plan ahead, ready to get going next week. I also have a giant stack of video ideas just waiting to be made, so I can’t wait to get back up and running ❤️ If you think it could help someone feel free to share this message ❤️

Dr Julie Smith

27,281 views • 2 years ago

#Youngjae reflects on mental health, sharing how he once felt like he couldn’t run away and why he wants to remind fans that it’s okay to seek help 👤 i don’t remember exactly when, but there was a time you talked about going through something really tough in the past, was that on the radio? 🌙 yes, i talked about it a lot on the radio. and as i kept talking about it, i started getting messages about things like depression and panic disorder. and actually, because i’ve experienced it myself, i feel like there’s something i can say to people going through it. the truth is, i couldn’t run away. 👤 right 🌙 i couldn’t run away. for me, running away would’ve made things worse. i was in a situation where i couldn’t run away, and even if i did, i’d end up being dragged back. that's how it was for me. but looking back now, i want to tell them it’s really okay. that it would’ve been okay to run away. and because i’ve expressed my struggles through my lyrics and shared them openly, i don’t think there’s anything shameful about it. in the past, when you say you’re going to a psychiatrist, well, things have changed a lot these days. these days, people say, “if you’re struggling, you should go get help,” but back then, it felt like you had to hide it. like it meant you had some kind of serious illness. that was the general perception at the time. that's why people ended up keeping it to themselves. but there’s no need to do that at all. there’s no need to be ashamed. this is something anyone might go through at some point in life. so i told those people not to think that way. 👤 i feel like doing radio helped you develop more empathy. 🌙 that’s true 👤 even though you’ve grown distant from me, it feels like you’ve gotten closer to the rest of the country 🌙 i think chinchin might have done something wrong 👤 weren’t we kind of close? 🌙 i think chinchin made a mistake. anyway, developing that empathy made me want to talk about these things more. because from a listener’s point of view, they might just see me as a celebrity. but i didn’t want to be seen that way. people often use the word “public figure,” but i’m not one. i don’t get paid by the government, so i’m not a public figure. i just happen to have a job like anyone else. 👤 you’re just someone who is more well-known. 🌙 yeah, just someone who works in the public eye, but i’m no different from anyone else. that’s what i really wanted to say. 👤 but even though you want to say that and you do believe it, there’s that feeling, right? like, “even if i keep saying this, will people really see me as the same?” 🌙 that’s true 👤 and that thought can feel frustrating 🌙 that’s why i talk about it even more. i do the same things too. like, i lie down on the floor before i go take a shower, and an hour or two passes, and i go, “ya, i need to shower now.” it's the same. our life is just the same. we’re all just specks of dust in the universe. we're really all the same. i guess i just want to feel closer to people.

#Youngjae reflects on mental health, sharing how he once felt like he couldn’t run away and why he wants to remind fans that it’s okay to seek help 👤 i don’t remember exactly when, but there was a time you talked about going through something really tough in the past, was that on the radio? 🌙 yes, i talked about it a lot on the radio. and as i kept talking about it, i started getting messages about things like depression and panic disorder. and actually, because i’ve experienced it myself, i feel like there’s something i can say to people going through it. the truth is, i couldn’t run away. 👤 right 🌙 i couldn’t run away. for me, running away would’ve made things worse. i was in a situation where i couldn’t run away, and even if i did, i’d end up being dragged back. that's how it was for me. but looking back now, i want to tell them it’s really okay. that it would’ve been okay to run away. and because i’ve expressed my struggles through my lyrics and shared them openly, i don’t think there’s anything shameful about it. in the past, when you say you’re going to a psychiatrist, well, things have changed a lot these days. these days, people say, “if you’re struggling, you should go get help,” but back then, it felt like you had to hide it. like it meant you had some kind of serious illness. that was the general perception at the time. that's why people ended up keeping it to themselves. but there’s no need to do that at all. there’s no need to be ashamed. this is something anyone might go through at some point in life. so i told those people not to think that way. 👤 i feel like doing radio helped you develop more empathy. 🌙 that’s true 👤 even though you’ve grown distant from me, it feels like you’ve gotten closer to the rest of the country 🌙 i think chinchin might have done something wrong 👤 weren’t we kind of close? 🌙 i think chinchin made a mistake. anyway, developing that empathy made me want to talk about these things more. because from a listener’s point of view, they might just see me as a celebrity. but i didn’t want to be seen that way. people often use the word “public figure,” but i’m not one. i don’t get paid by the government, so i’m not a public figure. i just happen to have a job like anyone else. 👤 you’re just someone who is more well-known. 🌙 yeah, just someone who works in the public eye, but i’m no different from anyone else. that’s what i really wanted to say. 👤 but even though you want to say that and you do believe it, there’s that feeling, right? like, “even if i keep saying this, will people really see me as the same?” 🌙 that’s true 👤 and that thought can feel frustrating 🌙 that’s why i talk about it even more. i do the same things too. like, i lie down on the floor before i go take a shower, and an hour or two passes, and i go, “ya, i need to shower now.” it's the same. our life is just the same. we’re all just specks of dust in the universe. we're really all the same. i guess i just want to feel closer to people.

𝐣𝐨𝐲𝐜𝐞

13,366 views • 1 year ago

This woman was denied entry into a restaurant because they claimed to be full yet others were walking in. After she caught them letting others in she was told it would be a $5 fee. But the other people weren’t charged the same fee. The restaurant was having a World Cup event and was charging a $5 fee for people to enter. The people she saw walking in was part of another group that already paid. However she didn’t know that and there was no way for her to know that, so she drew her own conclusions on why she wasn’t allowed in. Just like in my last post, it would avoid so much confusion and drama if these establishments just posted a simple sign, otherwise it can be easy to jump to a wrong conclusion as to why people can’t get in but others can. There was a time I had tried to get into my local pool and the same thing happened. I wasn’t allowed in and others were walking in no problems at all. I sat there and wondered why, it’s not like they showed ID, there didn’t seem to be a list of names or anything and this place goes by membership which I have a membership for. So what other reason could it be to deny me? The pool also has a gym and a banquet room where people can reserve for events for a fee. Normally they have signage as for the event and who it was for but this day I didn’t see anything indicating any event would be taking place. I did end up leaving. The following week I went to work out and I did speak to a manager to see what the happened. It turned out the pool area was closed due to an accident. Someone slipped and fell, so that’s why I wasn’t allowed into the pool area. Others were walking in to use the other facilities that the location offers. So it was a reasonable reason but all it took was for someone to give an explanation and it could have saved much headache. I feel when an establishment is in business for the public that they owe us an explanation otherwise it turns into a huge headache for them.

This woman was denied entry into a restaurant because they claimed to be full yet others were walking in. After she caught them letting others in she was told it would be a $5 fee. But the other people weren’t charged the same fee. The restaurant was having a World Cup event and was charging a $5 fee for people to enter. The people she saw walking in was part of another group that already paid. However she didn’t know that and there was no way for her to know that, so she drew her own conclusions on why she wasn’t allowed in. Just like in my last post, it would avoid so much confusion and drama if these establishments just posted a simple sign, otherwise it can be easy to jump to a wrong conclusion as to why people can’t get in but others can. There was a time I had tried to get into my local pool and the same thing happened. I wasn’t allowed in and others were walking in no problems at all. I sat there and wondered why, it’s not like they showed ID, there didn’t seem to be a list of names or anything and this place goes by membership which I have a membership for. So what other reason could it be to deny me? The pool also has a gym and a banquet room where people can reserve for events for a fee. Normally they have signage as for the event and who it was for but this day I didn’t see anything indicating any event would be taking place. I did end up leaving. The following week I went to work out and I did speak to a manager to see what the happened. It turned out the pool area was closed due to an accident. Someone slipped and fell, so that’s why I wasn’t allowed into the pool area. Others were walking in to use the other facilities that the location offers. So it was a reasonable reason but all it took was for someone to give an explanation and it could have saved much headache. I feel when an establishment is in business for the public that they owe us an explanation otherwise it turns into a huge headache for them.

SonnyBoy🇺🇸

72,696 views • 1 month ago

GEMINI ART VENTURE FINALE #GeminiConcertD3 (this is breaking my heart so much🥺❤️‍🩹) ♊️: if there’s one thing to apologize for, maybe its that some people dont get to see what’s behind the person i am today. they might think its all just talent. and i do think talent is part of it, of course but you cant only look at it from that one side. i’ve actually worked really, really hard in ways that people havent seen, and in ways that a lot of people might have overlooked. you might not know the background of my life, what i’ve been through or what i’ve had to overcome. at my age now, only 22, i feel like, i’ve actually been through quite a lot too, and each thing i’ve gone through has had both good and bad sides. and i had to try to adapt to it, and try to make myself the best version of myself, so that no one could come and say that i’m not good, that’a how i feel ♊️: when people come and tell me that i’m not good, or telling me this and that– its never happened, there’s never really been that. i mean, if someone told me i wasnt good, i would be very hurt. i’d be like… i wouldnt be able to take it (❤️‍🩹) its the one thing that has made it possible for me to have everything i have today. i dont want to be able to stand here just bc of being a celebrity, just bc happen to look good, got given an opportunity to come into the industry, and people liking me, i dont want it to be like that.. ♊️: i want people to genuinely acknowledge me for my singing, acting or whatever abilities someone in this industry should have, so people wont come and wonder, “hey how did gemini get to be here? was it bc of luck? or did he do only one series and happen to become famous?” (🥲) someone once said this to me, “you only acted in one series, and normally its this easy to become famous?” someone said this to me, “normally just this much and you’re already famous?” (🥲💔) ♊️: i felt that those words were something that i promised myself, that i would never let it become the way they said it was, like “you only did this much and you could already become famous?” there is a lot more to it than that. and personally, i feel that i dont like it when people look down on our work. we put effort into every single piece of work we make, so that we dont look down on the viewers, and so that the viewers feel that it was worth every baht or even worth the time they spent stopping by to watch us. so i will definitely keep doing my best ♊️: everyonr dont worry, i will stay with everyone for a long time for sure, and i will keep making good work for everyone to watch continuously. the quality will keep getting better. dont worry, i’ll make it happen (🥹🤍)

GEMINI ART VENTURE FINALE #GeminiConcertD3 (this is breaking my heart so much🥺❤️‍🩹) ♊️: if there’s one thing to apologize for, maybe its that some people dont get to see what’s behind the person i am today. they might think its all just talent. and i do think talent is part of it, of course but you cant only look at it from that one side. i’ve actually worked really, really hard in ways that people havent seen, and in ways that a lot of people might have overlooked. you might not know the background of my life, what i’ve been through or what i’ve had to overcome. at my age now, only 22, i feel like, i’ve actually been through quite a lot too, and each thing i’ve gone through has had both good and bad sides. and i had to try to adapt to it, and try to make myself the best version of myself, so that no one could come and say that i’m not good, that’a how i feel ♊️: when people come and tell me that i’m not good, or telling me this and that– its never happened, there’s never really been that. i mean, if someone told me i wasnt good, i would be very hurt. i’d be like… i wouldnt be able to take it (❤️‍🩹) its the one thing that has made it possible for me to have everything i have today. i dont want to be able to stand here just bc of being a celebrity, just bc happen to look good, got given an opportunity to come into the industry, and people liking me, i dont want it to be like that.. ♊️: i want people to genuinely acknowledge me for my singing, acting or whatever abilities someone in this industry should have, so people wont come and wonder, “hey how did gemini get to be here? was it bc of luck? or did he do only one series and happen to become famous?” (🥲) someone once said this to me, “you only acted in one series, and normally its this easy to become famous?” someone said this to me, “normally just this much and you’re already famous?” (🥲💔) ♊️: i felt that those words were something that i promised myself, that i would never let it become the way they said it was, like “you only did this much and you could already become famous?” there is a lot more to it than that. and personally, i feel that i dont like it when people look down on our work. we put effort into every single piece of work we make, so that we dont look down on the viewers, and so that the viewers feel that it was worth every baht or even worth the time they spent stopping by to watch us. so i will definitely keep doing my best ♊️: everyonr dont worry, i will stay with everyone for a long time for sure, and i will keep making good work for everyone to watch continuously. the quality will keep getting better. dont worry, i’ll make it happen (🥹🤍)

𝗚𝗲𝗺 𝗙𝗼𝗿 𝗠𝘆 𝗙𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘁𝗵🌻

23,642 views • 3 days ago

Good morning, towel friends. I annotated my interview with Will The Glarer and I thought this section was interesting. "You couldn’t honeypot me if you fucking wanted to. I’ll reverse-honeypot you, motherfucker. Go ahead—try to honeypot me. See what happens. I’ll get more intel out of your agent than you’re going to get out of me." **Grant:** It’s because he doesn’t think straight when he has a woman in front of him, for some reason. **Will:** Grant, you’re projecting, my friend. Grant (Analysis): I mean, that’s what I was going to say to Will. He doesn’t understand this, and I don’t know... I don’t feel a need to defend myself, but you’re out of your mind if you think I didn’t date people in college. I mean, I lost 130 pounds from September 2007 to May 2008—specifically because I was at Boston College and I wanted to date people. I’ve had plenty of relationships. I’m just very disciplined—not because I necessarily wanted to be, but because I heard the call to be a priest in 2013, in the spring, right before I became disabled. I was praying to the Virgin Mary—the Virgin Mother, who’s the patroness of the Jesuit order—outside of Bapst Library. I think it was Bapst. I was praying outside. They have these little shrines to the Virgin Mother all around Boston College. I hope they’re still there; I really liked them. But anyway, I was praying to the Virgin Mother, and I’ll never forget that when you hear the call, it is not a joke. You may not choose to pursue discernment, but you are not getting away from that. It’s not your choice. If you hear the call, you’ve been called to serve. That’s it. It’s not a pact. You’ve literally been called to serve. Your life’s never going to be the same again. I was praying, and I heard the call. It was very clear. The call is different for everyone, but for me, it was like: “The world is yours to behold if you can abscond from your temporal inclinations.” Okay, I know what that means. It was not a choice. My entire life changed from that moment. From that moment on, I never thought about video games or Fridays or the weekend—or women—ever the same way again. I would like to have a partner, to love someone and take on the world together, but I never thought about the world the same way again. So a lot of people don’t understand me. People chase me all the time. I’m not interested in that. I turn people down all the time. I’m not being rude; I just don’t want that. I live to serve. Okay, imagine what it would come down to if I tried to be in the life of every person who wanted me to be intimate with them. I cannot do that. I’m meant to help people. If I was just in one person’s life, I’d have commitments to them and their family—and to my family—that would inhibit me from serving, and I can’t do that. I’m married to the cause: my cause, my principles, and the work that I do. And so it’s not... It’s just that people misunderstand—and will misunderstand—how disciplined I am. I am extremely disciplined over my own urges, over my brain. Everything is just logic. So no, it’s not the same for me. You couldn’t honeypot me if you fucking wanted to. I’ll reverse-honeypot you, motherfucker. Go ahead—try to honeypot me. See what happens. I’ll get more intel out of your agent than you’re going to get out of me. So don’t even do it. Most people don’t even bother because I’ll fuck with their head, and I will take the intel. You have to use intel to get intel, and if the person you’re targeting knows what you’re doing, you’re going to get nothing—and they’re going to rip intel out of your honeypot, and you’re going to end up in a negative tactical position. So that’s why I’m like, “No, Will, no.” I could be in a strip club and trade stocks, motherfucker. It does not affect me at all—at all, whatsoever. Completely disciplined. Zero impact. You couldn’t honeypot me if you wanted to. I’ve seen them try. They did try multiple times—blonde women, brunette women, whatever. I don’t have a type. Okay? I only like intelligent women, and I screen them, so you’re not getting anyone in my orbit at all, ever. My point is, though: No, we’re not the same. Will totally tactically misread that. I am not the same. You cannot do that to me because I’m not really interested in that—not because I don’t find it pleasurable or interesting, but because I’m smarter than that. I work in a very high-level apparatus of government as to the coverage that I do. You’re not honeypotting me. So no, I’ve suppressed those urges, and I don’t want to be involved with that. And the call to serve helped, by the way. It’s just not as interesting when you realize there are so many people to help. Why would you... Like, 97% of the population is there to procreate. We need that to happen. Three percent of the people are going to mold society. All right? You know what I’m saying?

Good morning, towel friends. I annotated my interview with Will The Glarer and I thought this section was interesting. "You couldn’t honeypot me if you fucking wanted to. I’ll reverse-honeypot you, motherfucker. Go ahead—try to honeypot me. See what happens. I’ll get more intel out of your agent than you’re going to get out of me." Grant: It’s because he doesn’t think straight when he has a woman in front of him, for some reason. Will: Grant, you’re projecting, my friend. Grant (Analysis): I mean, that’s what I was going to say to Will. He doesn’t understand this, and I don’t know... I don’t feel a need to defend myself, but you’re out of your mind if you think I didn’t date people in college. I mean, I lost 130 pounds from September 2007 to May 2008—specifically because I was at Boston College and I wanted to date people. I’ve had plenty of relationships. I’m just very disciplined—not because I necessarily wanted to be, but because I heard the call to be a priest in 2013, in the spring, right before I became disabled. I was praying to the Virgin Mary—the Virgin Mother, who’s the patroness of the Jesuit order—outside of Bapst Library. I think it was Bapst. I was praying outside. They have these little shrines to the Virgin Mother all around Boston College. I hope they’re still there; I really liked them. But anyway, I was praying to the Virgin Mother, and I’ll never forget that when you hear the call, it is not a joke. You may not choose to pursue discernment, but you are not getting away from that. It’s not your choice. If you hear the call, you’ve been called to serve. That’s it. It’s not a pact. You’ve literally been called to serve. Your life’s never going to be the same again. I was praying, and I heard the call. It was very clear. The call is different for everyone, but for me, it was like: “The world is yours to behold if you can abscond from your temporal inclinations.” Okay, I know what that means. It was not a choice. My entire life changed from that moment. From that moment on, I never thought about video games or Fridays or the weekend—or women—ever the same way again. I would like to have a partner, to love someone and take on the world together, but I never thought about the world the same way again. So a lot of people don’t understand me. People chase me all the time. I’m not interested in that. I turn people down all the time. I’m not being rude; I just don’t want that. I live to serve. Okay, imagine what it would come down to if I tried to be in the life of every person who wanted me to be intimate with them. I cannot do that. I’m meant to help people. If I was just in one person’s life, I’d have commitments to them and their family—and to my family—that would inhibit me from serving, and I can’t do that. I’m married to the cause: my cause, my principles, and the work that I do. And so it’s not... It’s just that people misunderstand—and will misunderstand—how disciplined I am. I am extremely disciplined over my own urges, over my brain. Everything is just logic. So no, it’s not the same for me. You couldn’t honeypot me if you fucking wanted to. I’ll reverse-honeypot you, motherfucker. Go ahead—try to honeypot me. See what happens. I’ll get more intel out of your agent than you’re going to get out of me. So don’t even do it. Most people don’t even bother because I’ll fuck with their head, and I will take the intel. You have to use intel to get intel, and if the person you’re targeting knows what you’re doing, you’re going to get nothing—and they’re going to rip intel out of your honeypot, and you’re going to end up in a negative tactical position. So that’s why I’m like, “No, Will, no.” I could be in a strip club and trade stocks, motherfucker. It does not affect me at all—at all, whatsoever. Completely disciplined. Zero impact. You couldn’t honeypot me if you wanted to. I’ve seen them try. They did try multiple times—blonde women, brunette women, whatever. I don’t have a type. Okay? I only like intelligent women, and I screen them, so you’re not getting anyone in my orbit at all, ever. My point is, though: No, we’re not the same. Will totally tactically misread that. I am not the same. You cannot do that to me because I’m not really interested in that—not because I don’t find it pleasurable or interesting, but because I’m smarter than that. I work in a very high-level apparatus of government as to the coverage that I do. You’re not honeypotting me. So no, I’ve suppressed those urges, and I don’t want to be involved with that. And the call to serve helped, by the way. It’s just not as interesting when you realize there are so many people to help. Why would you... Like, 97% of the population is there to procreate. We need that to happen. Three percent of the people are going to mold society. All right? You know what I’m saying?

Grant Smith Ellis

19,128 views • 11 months ago

#poon_mit12 🐶: I want to tell you guys something. At first I kept thinking really hard about whether I should say it or not, because it might make things tense. But the image people have of me is.. the impression of me is that I'm the type of person who is like a chatterbox, right? But I actually think a lot. Lately, I've started to feel like when people don't know what else to tease me about, they just tease me by saying I talk too much or that I don't make any sense. But seriously, I actually do make sense. Sometimes, it's just for the vibe of the show. *starts speaking in English* I have days where I'm just totally exhausted. And to be honest, there are people who are much better at talking than I am, but that specific moment, when that (loud/talkative) image was what people remembered of me. There were people who were telling me to entertain and put on a show, as if I could be an MC. So, I went all out. But it turned out that from the very first day I went to GMMTV, I ended up looking like someone who talks too much. And honestly, deep down, I don't really like that. I feel like, why am I like that? And then I reflect on myself, asking whether I'm really like that or not. But when I think about it, in some parts where I'm comfortable, I really am like that. I do just ramble on and talk a lot but it's not all the time, everyone. Or sometimes people tease me like, 'Hey, can you stop talking yet?' even when I haven't said anything and I'm just sitting quietly. I feel like I don't really like that image people have of me today. But I don't intend to change who I am, either. I'll just think of it as being 100% myself. I just want everyone to understand that, actually, I also have moments where I might be a bit drained, or moments where I don't speak. If there's a day where I'm quiet, I'm totally fine, okay? And also, it feels bad for my own mental health. *starts speaking in English* The thing is, when I'm with my high school friends, I never have this kind of image at all. It wasn't until I came here and on the first day, I was like, 'Yeah, I'll entertain,' thinking deep down that it'd be good if I could become an MC or something. So now I just felt like, 'Why?' Did I mess something up? I'm afraid people will find me annoying, too. I'm actually campaigning for people to stop saying that 'I don't make sense' or that 'I talk too much,' because it can actually make me lose certain types of jobs. The idea that I don't make sense, I really don't like it. I don't want it to be like, 'Oh, when we're out promoting together and you don't know who else to tease, you just pick on Poon.' Whoa, seriously, I am a good kid. When it comes to work, I am incredibly focused.. but right now I have to hurry because I've only got 15 minutes to commute.

#poon_mit12 🐶: I want to tell you guys something. At first I kept thinking really hard about whether I should say it or not, because it might make things tense. But the image people have of me is.. the impression of me is that I'm the type of person who is like a chatterbox, right? But I actually think a lot. Lately, I've started to feel like when people don't know what else to tease me about, they just tease me by saying I talk too much or that I don't make any sense. But seriously, I actually do make sense. Sometimes, it's just for the vibe of the show. starts speaking in English I have days where I'm just totally exhausted. And to be honest, there are people who are much better at talking than I am, but that specific moment, when that (loud/talkative) image was what people remembered of me. There were people who were telling me to entertain and put on a show, as if I could be an MC. So, I went all out. But it turned out that from the very first day I went to GMMTV, I ended up looking like someone who talks too much. And honestly, deep down, I don't really like that. I feel like, why am I like that? And then I reflect on myself, asking whether I'm really like that or not. But when I think about it, in some parts where I'm comfortable, I really am like that. I do just ramble on and talk a lot but it's not all the time, everyone. Or sometimes people tease me like, 'Hey, can you stop talking yet?' even when I haven't said anything and I'm just sitting quietly. I feel like I don't really like that image people have of me today. But I don't intend to change who I am, either. I'll just think of it as being 100% myself. I just want everyone to understand that, actually, I also have moments where I might be a bit drained, or moments where I don't speak. If there's a day where I'm quiet, I'm totally fine, okay? And also, it feels bad for my own mental health. starts speaking in English The thing is, when I'm with my high school friends, I never have this kind of image at all. It wasn't until I came here and on the first day, I was like, 'Yeah, I'll entertain,' thinking deep down that it'd be good if I could become an MC or something. So now I just felt like, 'Why?' Did I mess something up? I'm afraid people will find me annoying, too. I'm actually campaigning for people to stop saying that 'I don't make sense' or that 'I talk too much,' because it can actually make me lose certain types of jobs. The idea that I don't make sense, I really don't like it. I don't want it to be like, 'Oh, when we're out promoting together and you don't know who else to tease, you just pick on Poon.' Whoa, seriously, I am a good kid. When it comes to work, I am incredibly focused.. but right now I have to hurry because I've only got 15 minutes to commute.

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94,801 views • 6 months ago

🐻‍❄️ Last year I was diagnosed with myocarditis. Since it’s a heart condition, it wasn’t something minor or easygoing. If I had gone to the doctor later than I did, I might not even be here now. At the time, I just felt unwell overall. Luckily, I went to the hospital in time and they found it early enough. Back then, my hearing in my left ear dropped. It felt muffled and tight, then my heart started racing. On March 4, I had slept very little and also drank a lot of green tea. Suddenly my heart started fluttering again. It felt exactly like before, and it happened right around the one-year mark. About two weeks before the concert, my left ear also went out, and I had a bit of vertigo too. It felt very similar to last time, so I got worried and went to see a doctor. After the checkup, they did not find anything clearly specific, so the doctor told me to rest more. The symptoms got better, but my hearing still has not fully returned. My ear still feels blocked, like there is a wall in front of it. I cannot hear clearly on that side, so I have to rely more on the other ear instead. Right now I am monitoring the symptoms for a month. It seems like when I do not get enough rest, blood flow may not be reaching my ear properly. I feel upset with myself because last time I went to the doctor too late due to carelessness. So now I have to take better care of myself than before. If I feel unwell, I go to the doctor right away. Lately, I have also been finding it harder to sleep. It is not like one or two years ago, when I could fall asleep easily. Now, even if I do fall asleep, once I wake up, I cannot go back to sleep again. Right now we are filming A Dog and A Plane, but P’Tay is currently in Paris for Fashion Week, so filming is on pause and I get to rest for a bit, which is fortunate. As for today, I came to work. The hearing loss in my left ear has not really affected my work. I can still hear, just much less than before, but I can still understand what people are saying. I really want to recover soon because I feel like it is harder to keep my balance. It feels strange, like something is blocking on my left side. It feels blocked and muffled, hard to explain. I will keep monitoring it, so please do not worry. I will recover as soon as I can and I will rest more. I have sleeping pills now, but they do not help that much. I still wake up anyway. I will take good care of myself and get better soon, so please do not worry. NEWWIEE AT SUMMER THE MALL BANGKAPI #THEMALLSUMMER2026xNEWWIEE #Newwiee

🐻‍❄️ Last year I was diagnosed with myocarditis. Since it’s a heart condition, it wasn’t something minor or easygoing. If I had gone to the doctor later than I did, I might not even be here now. At the time, I just felt unwell overall. Luckily, I went to the hospital in time and they found it early enough. Back then, my hearing in my left ear dropped. It felt muffled and tight, then my heart started racing. On March 4, I had slept very little and also drank a lot of green tea. Suddenly my heart started fluttering again. It felt exactly like before, and it happened right around the one-year mark. About two weeks before the concert, my left ear also went out, and I had a bit of vertigo too. It felt very similar to last time, so I got worried and went to see a doctor. After the checkup, they did not find anything clearly specific, so the doctor told me to rest more. The symptoms got better, but my hearing still has not fully returned. My ear still feels blocked, like there is a wall in front of it. I cannot hear clearly on that side, so I have to rely more on the other ear instead. Right now I am monitoring the symptoms for a month. It seems like when I do not get enough rest, blood flow may not be reaching my ear properly. I feel upset with myself because last time I went to the doctor too late due to carelessness. So now I have to take better care of myself than before. If I feel unwell, I go to the doctor right away. Lately, I have also been finding it harder to sleep. It is not like one or two years ago, when I could fall asleep easily. Now, even if I do fall asleep, once I wake up, I cannot go back to sleep again. Right now we are filming A Dog and A Plane, but P’Tay is currently in Paris for Fashion Week, so filming is on pause and I get to rest for a bit, which is fortunate. As for today, I came to work. The hearing loss in my left ear has not really affected my work. I can still hear, just much less than before, but I can still understand what people are saying. I really want to recover soon because I feel like it is harder to keep my balance. It feels strange, like something is blocking on my left side. It feels blocked and muffled, hard to explain. I will keep monitoring it, so please do not worry. I will recover as soon as I can and I will rest more. I have sleeping pills now, but they do not help that much. I still wake up anyway. I will take good care of myself and get better soon, so please do not worry. NEWWIEE AT SUMMER THE MALL BANGKAPI #THEMALLSUMMER2026xNEWWIEE #Newwiee

WittySmirK

77,016 views • 6 months ago

I’m not sure about this but I think being a vet is hard…Many people think being a vet is a very cool job but not many people see the behind the scenes. I once had a dog, she was sicked so sudden. I brought her to a vet clinic, got her some medicine. She was good for a while but after the medicine ran out, she was sicked again. She had never been sick for so long like that. I was worried, so I took her to the vet clinic for inpatient care since I was so busy and had to live in another city at that time (where I couldn’t bring her). The vets were always reported what they had done, how was her condition back then. I was very thankful and I trusted their work on my beloved dog. She was getting better after a week or so and was ready to get home. I want her to be groomed so she came at home clean and fresh. Suddenly, her condition got worse. Worsen than ever. She started to have seizures, unresponsive. Her body was stiff, like a log. In the next 24 hours, it was a nightmare for me. She’s been in critical period twice. I decided to go home the next morning at 5 a.m, I was scared that I would miss the moment she went away from this world to the rainbow bridge. Then, I saw her. She was laying in her cage, so unresponsive, her body all tensed up. I choked up and then cried like my world has torn apart. I could see the vet was unable to say anything but I felt the sense of guilty, feeling of responsibility, and sadness at the same time. But he had to keep the composure in front of me who was crying like crazy. After one and two hours later, she was gone. I watched her until her last breath, listening to her last pulse. I stared into her eyes until her pupils dilated, a sign that she was gone. The vet was there. He was remain silent. He just stood there and at the last moment he said he was very sorry. He told me that he wouldn’t charge me on anything since the first time she was in inpatient care. I refused. I knew they were doing great, they were doing the best as they could. I took her dead body and wrapped her with a towel in my arms. Never once in my heart I blamed the vets. In fact, I thanked them so much for always being there while she was sick. Always gave me a report. That was enough for me. She was gone in good hands. I respect to all veterinarians because I think not everyone knows that they are grieving too when they lost their patients.

I’m not sure about this but I think being a vet is hard…Many people think being a vet is a very cool job but not many people see the behind the scenes. I once had a dog, she was sicked so sudden. I brought her to a vet clinic, got her some medicine. She was good for a while but after the medicine ran out, she was sicked again. She had never been sick for so long like that. I was worried, so I took her to the vet clinic for inpatient care since I was so busy and had to live in another city at that time (where I couldn’t bring her). The vets were always reported what they had done, how was her condition back then. I was very thankful and I trusted their work on my beloved dog. She was getting better after a week or so and was ready to get home. I want her to be groomed so she came at home clean and fresh. Suddenly, her condition got worse. Worsen than ever. She started to have seizures, unresponsive. Her body was stiff, like a log. In the next 24 hours, it was a nightmare for me. She’s been in critical period twice. I decided to go home the next morning at 5 a.m, I was scared that I would miss the moment she went away from this world to the rainbow bridge. Then, I saw her. She was laying in her cage, so unresponsive, her body all tensed up. I choked up and then cried like my world has torn apart. I could see the vet was unable to say anything but I felt the sense of guilty, feeling of responsibility, and sadness at the same time. But he had to keep the composure in front of me who was crying like crazy. After one and two hours later, she was gone. I watched her until her last breath, listening to her last pulse. I stared into her eyes until her pupils dilated, a sign that she was gone. The vet was there. He was remain silent. He just stood there and at the last moment he said he was very sorry. He told me that he wouldn’t charge me on anything since the first time she was in inpatient care. I refused. I knew they were doing great, they were doing the best as they could. I took her dead body and wrapped her with a towel in my arms. Never once in my heart I blamed the vets. In fact, I thanked them so much for always being there while she was sick. Always gave me a report. That was enough for me. She was gone in good hands. I respect to all veterinarians because I think not everyone knows that they are grieving too when they lost their patients.

Nello

11,130 views • 6 months ago