virtual diary I inpatient treatment since 2021 I PRO-recovery I disabled+AuDHD+chronically+mentally ill
Shorts
22/11/25- vent being an amputee is honestly one of the most isolating things ever. the never ending judgement, the never ending grief. a permanent reminder of my past. just because I lost it to mental health reasons does not make it any less distressing.
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7/12/25-mood cuz my blood pressure’s perfect even tho i’ve hardly drank or eaten for days. (i miss drinking water & eating, but my brain disagrees, the guilt is a no & I’m so scared of throwing up. send help. I have a feed scheduled tmr and I’m terrified) happy holidays anyway !
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16/12/25- lush life for life. I’m going crazy. my weight is the highest it’s ever been and I hate every inch of my body.
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22/12/25- “i circle in, it’s all pitch black. the first time an adult called me fat.” I know it’s not just me.
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21/12/25- last night shift’s situation. happens too often.
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Her smile is so pretty, ik she doesn’t have an eating disorder, but it’s so inspiring seeing her in such a cheery mood despite battling gastro-paresis and other mental health issues.
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11/12/25- maybe someone will relate? most suicidal people deep down don’t actually wanna die, but just don’t see another end to their pain.
