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Granny puzzler. Storyteller. Twitch Ambassador. 2025 Hidden Gem and 3X BIPOC award winner. I ❤️ people. Business inquiries: [email protected]

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Thanks for sharing me with your audience.

Thanks for sharing me with your audience.

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I was so blown away when Kai Cenat told me that he's watched me do so many puzzles. Like what??!! He said he always believed I'd make it. He's so genuine and real. His smile says it all. I love you Kai!

I was so blown away when Kai Cenat told me that he's watched me do so many puzzles. Like what??!! He said he always believed I'd make it. He's so genuine and real. His smile says it all. I love you Kai!

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The puzzling begins at Streamer University! Come keep me company.

The puzzling begins at Streamer University! Come keep me company.

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I've been missing your company. I came really close to checking into a mental hospital. I haven't needed that kind of saving since the late 90's. I'm so frustrated with my health, and feeling that I'm not in control, that I didn't trust myself. I got the lower back MRI results today. It shows bulging discs, arthritis, and stenosis. I feel defeated and broken. There's no lower rung for me. Tonight I'm trying to turn things around with the one thing that has helped me- my stream. My heartbeat. I'm going live now. Not sure how long I'll last but I know this is my only hope. Join me here:

I've been missing your company. I came really close to checking into a mental hospital. I haven't needed that kind of saving since the late 90's. I'm so frustrated with my health, and feeling that I'm not in control, that I didn't trust myself. I got the lower back MRI results today. It shows bulging discs, arthritis, and stenosis. I feel defeated and broken. There's no lower rung for me. Tonight I'm trying to turn things around with the one thing that has helped me- my stream. My heartbeat. I'm going live now. Not sure how long I'll last but I know this is my only hope. Join me here:

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The ijustlovepuzzles stream received a total of $17K for the entire year of 2025. $2400 of that went to pay the self employment tax. A few days ago there was a $20K Twitch payout to the stream for the month of July alone. $4350 of that has already been given back to the community in cash. $850 went directly to viewers during last stream. I have never tried to make a withdrawal on the kindness, or the love, or the empathy I deposit into the world. I believe what you are witnessing now is the interest that has accumulated over the years. Never stop pouring into others.

The ijustlovepuzzles stream received a total of $17K for the entire year of 2025. $2400 of that went to pay the self employment tax. A few days ago there was a $20K Twitch payout to the stream for the month of July alone. $4350 of that has already been given back to the community in cash. $850 went directly to viewers during last stream. I have never tried to make a withdrawal on the kindness, or the love, or the empathy I deposit into the world. I believe what you are witnessing now is the interest that has accumulated over the years. Never stop pouring into others.

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285,239 Aufrufe • vor 24 Tagen

So what had happened was... The power went out in my neighborhood during our collab stream so I started communicating with the chat through my phone. Markus created a work around to get us back up. Agent clearly lets me know we're live again. But, me being me... I cannot stop laughing at this!

So what had happened was... The power went out in my neighborhood during our collab stream so I started communicating with the chat through my phone. Markus created a work around to get us back up. Agent clearly lets me know we're live again. But, me being me... I cannot stop laughing at this!

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231,055 Aufrufe • vor 1 Monat

Thank you cinna RAE! I have to report that Duke Dennis is a man of his word. He came by my room before his flight and brought the bottle and the shirt. My room is the House of Duke now. You can't get within 20 feet of me without smelling the scent. *Please stop asking what it is. I'll never tell.

Thank you cinna RAE! I have to report that Duke Dennis is a man of his word. He came by my room before his flight and brought the bottle and the shirt. My room is the House of Duke now. You can't get within 20 feet of me without smelling the scent. *Please stop asking what it is. I'll never tell.

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229,769 Aufrufe • vor 1 Monat

I woke up to the realization that this did in fact happen. I keep watching this and every time he turns that puzzle around it keeps being me. I can't find the words, and I've tried, to explain what I experienced in that moment. I was thinking that it sounds like he's describing me, but I was like there's no way that's the case. And then there came a point where my eyes welled up with tears and I started to think that this might really be me. I knew that I didn't apply, I know that I'm described as wholesome, and I knew that I had sent out a tweet, but I was still thinking there's no way that he is paying attention to me. And then he said, this person goes by the name of "I" and then the board turned and I lost it. Kai Cenat StreamerUniversityRelated Kai Mafia Updates🗽💫

I woke up to the realization that this did in fact happen. I keep watching this and every time he turns that puzzle around it keeps being me. I can't find the words, and I've tried, to explain what I experienced in that moment. I was thinking that it sounds like he's describing me, but I was like there's no way that's the case. And then there came a point where my eyes welled up with tears and I started to think that this might really be me. I knew that I didn't apply, I know that I'm described as wholesome, and I knew that I had sent out a tweet, but I was still thinking there's no way that he is paying attention to me. And then he said, this person goes by the name of "I" and then the board turned and I lost it. Kai Cenat StreamerUniversityRelated Kai Mafia Updates🗽💫

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265,483 Aufrufe • vor 2 Monaten

$2,000 hug goes to pokimane 🥳🥳🥳 Thank you for making me feel like a peer. Being in a room full of multimillionaires, I was never made to feel out of place. Because I hadn't attended a formal event in over 20 years, I totally underestimated the cost of showing up to the streamer awards. The hotel, 3 nights parking at the hotel, rental car, and gas were over $2K. Thanks to all of you who contributed I didn't have to show up in sweats. I'll know better next year. 👀

$2,000 hug goes to pokimane 🥳🥳🥳 Thank you for making me feel like a peer. Being in a room full of multimillionaires, I was never made to feel out of place. Because I hadn't attended a formal event in over 20 years, I totally underestimated the cost of showing up to the streamer awards. The hotel, 3 nights parking at the hotel, rental car, and gas were over $2K. Thanks to all of you who contributed I didn't have to show up in sweats. I'll know better next year. 👀

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1,033,030 Aufrufe • vor 9 Monaten

I can finally replace my teeth so I can smile without putting my hand over my mouth! The Angel MDMotivator teamed up with Kai Cenat to gift me $30K! Kai said it could have gone to anyone on campus but MD Motivator chose me because I offered him help when he knocked over a book cart in the library. We were the only two there and I didn't have a camera rolling. We chatted as I helped him pick up the books. I then went back to puzzling a puzzle that was already out. He asked if he could join me and I said yes. After a while, he asked, "why would you help me and why would you let me join you and you don't even know me". I told him I just liked the company. I was rewarded for being who I am naturally.

I can finally replace my teeth so I can smile without putting my hand over my mouth! The Angel MDMotivator teamed up with Kai Cenat to gift me $30K! Kai said it could have gone to anyone on campus but MD Motivator chose me because I offered him help when he knocked over a book cart in the library. We were the only two there and I didn't have a camera rolling. We chatted as I helped him pick up the books. I then went back to puzzling a puzzle that was already out. He asked if he could join me and I said yes. After a while, he asked, "why would you help me and why would you let me join you and you don't even know me". I told him I just liked the company. I was rewarded for being who I am naturally.

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162,276 Aufrufe • vor 1 Monat

Thank you to everyone who nominated me for Hidden Gem! I didn't hear or see anything else after I saw my clip pop up. Being nominated is a big deal for a granny, but just to make it official, vote ijustlovepuzzles, me, Gma, for the Streamer Award win.

Thank you to everyone who nominated me for Hidden Gem! I didn't hear or see anything else after I saw my clip pop up. Being nominated is a big deal for a granny, but just to make it official, vote ijustlovepuzzles, me, Gma, for the Streamer Award win.

ijustlovepuzzles

536,993 Aufrufe • vor 9 Monaten

I need your help to show up for the Streamer Awards- transportation, hotel, gown, shoes, accessories, and hairstyle will cost at least $2K. Here's the link to help: ⬇️ This is why this all matters so much to me.

I need your help to show up for the Streamer Awards- transportation, hotel, gown, shoes, accessories, and hairstyle will cost at least $2K. Here's the link to help: ⬇️ This is why this all matters so much to me.

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512,421 Aufrufe • vor 9 Monaten

I've had so many puzzle companies this week offer from- a puzzle, to some puzzles, to infinity-whatever we can do for you puzzles. Not one mentioned the words contract, deliverables, cash, money, partnership, sponsor, or rate. Mind you- I've never ever been sponsored by a puzzle company. Never. That prompted this here bit of poetry. ''Twas the Night Before Streamer University"

I've had so many puzzle companies this week offer from- a puzzle, to some puzzles, to infinity-whatever we can do for you puzzles. Not one mentioned the words contract, deliverables, cash, money, partnership, sponsor, or rate. Mind you- I've never ever been sponsored by a puzzle company. Never. That prompted this here bit of poetry. ''Twas the Night Before Streamer University"

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80,567 Aufrufe • vor 1 Monat

"I can dream about things now. You have made that possible for me." Because of you, I can eat what I want to eat. I couldn't do that before- Gma August 2026 I'm on a mission to do all I can for my family and my community. The next step is to be a YouTube partner and monetize my channel. I need your help to achieve this. It won't cost you a dime. Go to YouTube and play my videos nonstop until I reach at least 3000 watch hours. I recommend Hidden Gem parts 1 & 2. And for those of you who are new here, I suggest you watch "Abused Grandmothers Life Is Changed by Puzzling" to learn more about my story. I thank you in advance for what you're about to make happen for me and others. There's nothing we can't do together!

"I can dream about things now. You have made that possible for me." Because of you, I can eat what I want to eat. I couldn't do that before- Gma August 2026 I'm on a mission to do all I can for my family and my community. The next step is to be a YouTube partner and monetize my channel. I need your help to achieve this. It won't cost you a dime. Go to YouTube and play my videos nonstop until I reach at least 3000 watch hours. I recommend Hidden Gem parts 1 & 2. And for those of you who are new here, I suggest you watch "Abused Grandmothers Life Is Changed by Puzzling" to learn more about my story. I thank you in advance for what you're about to make happen for me and others. There's nothing we can't do together!

ijustlovepuzzles

43,176 Aufrufe • vor 27 Tagen

Promises made. Promises kept. Tonight I'll be doing the Jshock puzzle to start before moving on to a round trippy looking 1000 piece puzzle that I'll attempt to do in one sitting. Join me here now:

Promises made. Promises kept. Tonight I'll be doing the Jshock puzzle to start before moving on to a round trippy looking 1000 piece puzzle that I'll attempt to do in one sitting. Join me here now:

ijustlovepuzzles

43,305 Aufrufe • vor 1 Monat

I am suffering. Tonight I just need somebody to hear me. It would help if I could go live but I can't make it to the table. I'm so disgusted with how my health has been mismanaged. I have been to the ER several times because the pain I'm in is unbearable. I've had MRIs, CT scans, ultrasounds, all kinds of labs and cultures. I've been admitted for pain control and observation three times. I just found out that I've had a kidney infection since December. DECEMBER! I don't know how I lived with it this long. My insurance sent this booklet to my home when I was released from the hospital one of the first times. I thought it was an error because nobody mentioned chronic kidney disease and nobody treated me for an ongoing infection. I checked all the lab results and read all the physician notes. Imagine seeing recurrent UTIs every visit but never any treatment... It's not recurring, it never left. They ran an IV so quick I could feel my bladder filling. They gave me a dose of antibiotics through the bag and sent me home with capsules. I was hoping that I'd feel better as the infection cleared but I'm halfway done and no relief. I'm still having pelvic pain and bleeding. Today I was finally referred to Sutter and UC Davis to meet with the gyn who'll do my surgery. This is after I had appointments with doctors who couldn't even do the surgery. On top of that, I was being referred to the same office of the doctor who nearly gutted me January 2025 and then wouldn't return calls to me or the hospital. I said I'm not going to that office. They assured me it would be with a different doctor in the group. The same group that hired him after he was found to be treating women beyond the scope of his license. NO THANKS! I don't know how this is going to turn out, but I do know that it started August 2024 and I'm tired of hurting and bleeding, being nauseous, and wearing pads and diapers. I have fibroids that weren't there in the beginning, cysts growing in my ovaries, and urinary incontinence. What's scarier than all of that is I'm having cognitive issues. I'm having difficulty figuring out simple things and remembering things from the same day. It's really feeling like the twilight zone.

I am suffering. Tonight I just need somebody to hear me. It would help if I could go live but I can't make it to the table. I'm so disgusted with how my health has been mismanaged. I have been to the ER several times because the pain I'm in is unbearable. I've had MRIs, CT scans, ultrasounds, all kinds of labs and cultures. I've been admitted for pain control and observation three times. I just found out that I've had a kidney infection since December. DECEMBER! I don't know how I lived with it this long. My insurance sent this booklet to my home when I was released from the hospital one of the first times. I thought it was an error because nobody mentioned chronic kidney disease and nobody treated me for an ongoing infection. I checked all the lab results and read all the physician notes. Imagine seeing recurrent UTIs every visit but never any treatment... It's not recurring, it never left. They ran an IV so quick I could feel my bladder filling. They gave me a dose of antibiotics through the bag and sent me home with capsules. I was hoping that I'd feel better as the infection cleared but I'm halfway done and no relief. I'm still having pelvic pain and bleeding. Today I was finally referred to Sutter and UC Davis to meet with the gyn who'll do my surgery. This is after I had appointments with doctors who couldn't even do the surgery. On top of that, I was being referred to the same office of the doctor who nearly gutted me January 2025 and then wouldn't return calls to me or the hospital. I said I'm not going to that office. They assured me it would be with a different doctor in the group. The same group that hired him after he was found to be treating women beyond the scope of his license. NO THANKS! I don't know how this is going to turn out, but I do know that it started August 2024 and I'm tired of hurting and bleeding, being nauseous, and wearing pads and diapers. I have fibroids that weren't there in the beginning, cysts growing in my ovaries, and urinary incontinence. What's scarier than all of that is I'm having cognitive issues. I'm having difficulty figuring out simple things and remembering things from the same day. It's really feeling like the twilight zone.

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116,347 Aufrufe • vor 4 Monaten

You never know what someone is going to look like or be like when you meet them in person. I'll tell you this, the first thing I noticed about ꜰᴀɴᴜᴍ was his skin. His face was smooth and glowing. And the fabric of his suit was top notch. I wanted to hug him at the door but I was too nervous so I just waved.

You never know what someone is going to look like or be like when you meet them in person. I'll tell you this, the first thing I noticed about ꜰᴀɴᴜᴍ was his skin. His face was smooth and glowing. And the fabric of his suit was top notch. I wanted to hug him at the door but I was too nervous so I just waved.

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199,133 Aufrufe • vor 9 Monaten

My Fear& Family. I told the stream they can call me Gma Neff or Gma Kwan now. I love them all as much as I do my kids. In the midst of criticism, Hasan has quietly been a true blessing to me. It hurts to see the way he's treated publicly. Thank you all for everything! Love you

My Fear& Family. I told the stream they can call me Gma Neff or Gma Kwan now. I love them all as much as I do my kids. In the midst of criticism, Hasan has quietly been a true blessing to me. It hurts to see the way he's treated publicly. Thank you all for everything! Love you

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182,585 Aufrufe • vor 9 Monaten

Shame on you all! You heard about me 20 days ago. I've been talking about my teeth for 3 years. During that time I've been paying off debt, ($3K of which I paid to have my teeth removed for medical reasons), so that "I" could get my teeth replaced. I don't see you calling me a grifter when I'm feeding families who didn't receive their SNAP on time and giving children their dream Christmas. If I had followers like you they would've said "Yo Mama" to you calling me a bitch but that's not how we roll. And I see that the one of you who says I'm getting greedy has asked people to do their research when it comes to streamers you like, you should do the same. The real issue is having to choose between a car and teeth. Talk about that.

Shame on you all! You heard about me 20 days ago. I've been talking about my teeth for 3 years. During that time I've been paying off debt, ($3K of which I paid to have my teeth removed for medical reasons), so that "I" could get my teeth replaced. I don't see you calling me a grifter when I'm feeding families who didn't receive their SNAP on time and giving children their dream Christmas. If I had followers like you they would've said "Yo Mama" to you calling me a bitch but that's not how we roll. And I see that the one of you who says I'm getting greedy has asked people to do their research when it comes to streamers you like, you should do the same. The real issue is having to choose between a car and teeth. Talk about that.

ijustlovepuzzles

151,147 Aufrufe • vor 8 Monaten

I've been missing your company. I came really close to checking into a mental hospital. I haven't needed that kind of saving since the late 90's. I'm so frustrated with my health, and feeling that I'm not in control, that I didn't trust myself. I got the lower back MRI results today. It shows bulging discs, arthritis, and stenosis. I feel defeated and broken. There's no lower rung for me. Tonight I'm trying to turn things around with the one thing that has helped me- my stream. My heartbeat. I'm going live now. Not sure how long I'll last but I know this is my only hope. Join me here:

I've been missing your company. I came really close to checking into a mental hospital. I haven't needed that kind of saving since the late 90's. I'm so frustrated with my health, and feeling that I'm not in control, that I didn't trust myself. I got the lower back MRI results today. It shows bulging discs, arthritis, and stenosis. I feel defeated and broken. There's no lower rung for me. Tonight I'm trying to turn things around with the one thing that has helped me- my stream. My heartbeat. I'm going live now. Not sure how long I'll last but I know this is my only hope. Join me here:

ijustlovepuzzles

61,404 Aufrufe • vor 4 Monaten

KaiCenat followed me on Twitch. A granny jigsaw puzzler. Me. Gma. And he gifted 200 subs. Kai Cenat Kai Mafia Updates🗽💫

KaiCenat followed me on Twitch. A granny jigsaw puzzler. Me. Gma. And he gifted 200 subs. Kai Cenat Kai Mafia Updates🗽💫

ijustlovepuzzles

103,306 Aufrufe • vor 9 Monaten

HUGE stream happening today! Any guesses of who the streamer might be that's joining me? I hope the newness of all this never wears off. See you this afternoon.

HUGE stream happening today! Any guesses of who the streamer might be that's joining me? I hope the newness of all this never wears off. See you this afternoon.

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19,978 Aufrufe • vor 1 Monat

This was the first Will Neff video my lovely children shared with their mother...

This was the first Will Neff video my lovely children shared with their mother...

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59,902 Aufrufe • vor 5 Monaten

AMP Gma! I had a chat with AMP Agent ⚡ and AMP CHRIS⚡️ and they are the most kind gentlemen. When you're older you don't want to be in the way so you say a few words and keep moving, but they let me talk without feeling rushed. The photo tells the whole story. 💜💜💜

AMP Gma! I had a chat with AMP Agent ⚡ and AMP CHRIS⚡️ and they are the most kind gentlemen. When you're older you don't want to be in the way so you say a few words and keep moving, but they let me talk without feeling rushed. The photo tells the whole story. 💜💜💜

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93,235 Aufrufe • vor 9 Monaten