uyen ꒰*ੈ🌙 ⌗htsmcᵎᵎ
@joongdunked • 1,442 subscribers
thiên thượng thiên hạ, duy ngã độc tôn #จุงดัง
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joong: when was my first love? /looks at dunk/ joong: i don’t even remember anymore dunk: oh 😟 joong: i only remember my current love /looks at dunk/ dunk: when was your first love? joong: huh? dunk: when was your first love? /keeps teasing/ mc: so when was your first love? dunk: right now joong: ?//&:)8::$,)/8/9/8?? #JoongDunk 𓍢ִ໋🌻͙֒ #จุงดัง
uyen 𖥔 ⌗eyes on youᵎᵎ18,642 views • 5 months ago
thinking back on it, it’s honestly absurd. fadel knows that style deceived him, “betrayal” wouldn’t even be an exaggeration. and yet, he can’t bring himself to do anything to style. he even tries to avoid that truth by convincing himself he’ll make style fall deeply in love with him, only to abandon him in the cruelest way. and so his idea of “punishing” style becomes visiting him more often, kissing him more often. at that point, he genuinely believes style is only trying to take advantage of him. he is fully aware that style might not love him at all, that he’s being hurt by lies, and that this could even drag him into legal trouble. yet not for a single moment does he think the first step should be to leave style or deal with him decisively. he still chooses to stay, even knowing that all of this pretending is going nowhere. the kidnapping wasn’t even part of that so called revenge plan. but even at his most unrestrained, he only uses sedatives, he doesn’t knock style out with force like in typical kidnapping scenarios. he drags him to the pool, strips him for reasons that are honestly questionable, ties his hands and feet with knots designed to minimize harm to bones and tendons, and even when he points a gun at style, what he threatens to do is kick him into the pool. and that’s where the contradiction becomes impossible to ignore. everything he does points in the opposite direction of what he claims he wants. if this were really about revenge, distance would be the first step, detachment, coldness, indifference. but fadel does none of that. instead, he stays close, he lingers, he keeps finding reasons to come back. even the way he handles control reveals it. the restraints, the sedation, the threats are all there, but they are restrained themselves, almost carefully measured. it’s not about destroying style, it’s about holding him in place, keeping him there, making sure he doesn’t leave before fadel is ready, except ready never actually comes. because the truth is, the plan depends on something that was never under his control to begin with, his own feelings. he tells himself that style’s affection will be the trap, but he’s the one already caught in it. every added touch, every moment of closeness isn’t building toward an ending, it’s deepening something he refuses to name. so what looks like punishment is actually hesitation, what looks like revenge is avoidance, and what looks like control is just another form of attachment he hasn’t figured out how to let go of. #JoongDunk 𓍢ִ໋🌻͙֒ #จุงดัง
uyen ꒰*ੈ🌙 ⌗htsmcᵎᵎ11,262 views • 3 months ago
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