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#Meteor discusses his feelings and future plans To be honest, I had a lot on my mind after we got eliminated from Champs. I talked to several people about what I was feeling. After being eliminated, I felt really down. We had just won the previous international tournament, but then we were knocked out early in Champs. When I went to watch the finals and saw another team lifting the trophy, it hit me hard. After Madrid, I was disappointed but motivated to do even better next time. But this time, watching the Champs final, I couldnโ€™t stop thinking, โ€œIf only we had done a little better, that couldโ€™ve been us.โ€ It was a completely different feeling than what I had after Madrid. After that, I tried playing more ranked games to push myself, but I just wasnโ€™t enjoying it. Going from constant team play to suddenly playing ranked felt exhausting. I realised I really wanted to compete again, but at the same time, I didnโ€™t enjoy ranked matches. Thatโ€™s when I started watching Afreeca TV more often. I guess it was because I still wanted to play val, but not ranked, so I started watching it. I had already been watching Afreeca since I was in high school, so it felt familiar. Anyways honestly, after Champs, I got hit by reality and it was mentally tough for me. I really wanted to stay with Gen.G, and I even talked to the org about it. But after we won an international tournament, I figured that, for both me and my teammates, salaries would increase, and each player would eventually move to the best situation for themselves. It felt like we were all in this uncertain state. I even asked teammates and coaches, but no one could give a clear answer. That uncertainty made things even harder. During this time, I'll be doing some trials and talking to other teams, but ultimately, I want to join a team where both the conditions and the members are the right fit for me and the org. Iโ€™ll probably decide after testing. But honestly, I havenโ€™t decided on a team yet. Iโ€™m just going to look around and make a decision after. As for overseas teams, I donโ€™t plan on moving to Europe or anything. I still want to play in APAC.

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