For everyone asking I had spinal decompression surgery, not... a fusion. This was supposed to be outpatient, but I ended up having a Dural Tear / Cerebrospinal Fluid Leak, which unfortunately I have had the leak happen before. Anyway it had to be sealed and because I’ve had it a couple times before it was a little bit more complicated this time. But the good news is I am OK and hopefully this will keep me from having to have major surgery. Continued prayers are appreciated because the pain is unbearable at times. I am limiting my phone time as it hurts my neck, but I will catch up on my tags so thank you so much for still tagging me. Love you all. 💜💜 Even you The Gentleman🎩 😂😂show more

Asked to reflect on navigating a “hellish” public breakup,... Perrie acknowledges that she receives criticism for answering questions about it, “[but] I’m like, ‘But it really affected me massively’”: “People are gonna hate me talking about it… I can’t catch a break. If I talk about this, they’re like: ‘Why are you talking about it?!’ But anyway, shut up! Yeah, [it’s my life]. When you go through heartbreak, it is hellish. You can’t eat, you can’t sleep, you feel horrendous. You don’t feel good enough and you feel like you’ve been left for something better, or whatever it is… Then what makes it even worse is, I feel like the world was then looking at me, laughing at me. I felt embarrassed; I felt horrified. I had serious breakdowns. I did. Because it wasn’t just the heartbreak I was dealing with. I was dealing with everybody looking at me, and I felt ridiculed. I just couldn’t cope with it; I hated it. I was breaking down in performances, which isn’t like me at all. I was crying constantly. I think I was depressed… I know that sounds ridiculous! But I think it was this plus this plus this, and everything on top. It was like, I had to be there for the girls; I had to be switched on; I had to power through for Little Mix – but I also just wanted to be left the fuck alone. But I also was getting followed every two seconds and asked about it 24/7, and it was the headlines, it was everywhere, and it was a lot! And this is the thing – when people are like, ‘Stop talking about it!’ I’m like, ‘But it really affected me massively’.”show more

so you wanted me to fart at work?? okay... then, hope you like it, because i had to apologize to my colleague after this one, i felt so embarrassed but good at the same time 😭 but the room was kinda stinkyshow more

hello everyone! 🤍 as you already know, i am... a wheelchair user that has to use a wheelchair most of the time because im a fall risk & in chronic pain unfortunately, the Medline one i was gifted is extremely heavy and since im weak, i cannot push myself around in it. my bf has to do all the heavy lifting and pushing, which takes away from the independence i want as an adult. so, i am officially starting a "fundraiser" towards a custom wheelchair that my insurance refuses to pay for because i am "not disabled enough". achieving this would help me a TON. i want to be able to push myself around freely and be able to get to places on my own without relying on other people. sometimes i cant even use the wheelchair because its too heavy for my mom (caregiver) to get in and out of the car and i risk hurting myself by walking. i have tried three times with my insurance to have them cover it but unfortunately thats how the US rolls and i gotta find other solutions! ANYTHING is greatly appreciated and i really hope i can get a custom wheelchair fitted for my disabilities and be more independent ^w^ i will 🔗 my throne below where i have it set up!show more

The past year has seen me have a renaissance,... in the truest sense… I won’t go into details now but will at some point before long. What has brought so much happiness to my life and those around me this past year has been my falling back in love with sport. Cycling has, and always will be, my number one. Yet I’d forgotten that I simply love sport, not for results but for the sheer joy of doing it, I’d completely forgotten that the health of my mind is intrinsically connected to the health of my body. I’ve rediscovered the love I had for sport that existed before the world of professional cycling took over in the way it did. I’ve been pushing myself and trying new things this past year, indifferent to the results, just out having fun and at times going deeper than I thought I was capable of anymore. Last week I got on a TT bike for the first time in a decade, Factor Bikes built me a bike, I’ve been looking at it for two years and decided it was time to get fitted, getting back on it felt like going home. Anyway, the long and the short of this is that it’s inspired me to create a club to inspire and be inspired. A community for us to share our love for getting out there and doing it, because I’ve realized that although I spend most of my sporting life on my own I derive the most pleasure when feeling part of something. It’s in its early days, I’ve called it Sporting Club CHPT3 aka SCC3, I’d love you to check it out and join. It’s still in its infancy, but I hope it’s going to grow into something that will inspire you as much as me.show more

I know Halloween is still several months away, but... I just LOVE it so much!!! I am shopping for some costumes and love this nurse outfit. What do you think? The only thing is, is that it is a bit hard to tie behind my neck because my hair gets caught 😩show more

It wasn’t about the trade but it’s about the... confidence and mind set There are a lot of stories behind this account and it make the best of my trades of the year so far. A lot of nonsense happen this month after a long wait for something it came and you crashed it But as a resilience trader you ask for the last $6k that your client has and his response was Greatmann I believe in you and I am funding it now now … Most client lost trust in you because of loss they will call you names and insult you as if they gave birth to you. But you know o have never gotten a client that so much encourage me like Mr Dan He funded the $6k usd yesterday and as at today I made over $62,212 as profit Yes you hear me right 💪 It’s one of my best trade for a very long time in size it’s small compare to other account I am trading but this became the best because I was so careful that I pick losses in some places despite I know it will profit me but I just don’t want to take chances but all I want to say is any thing is posible in forex and so many of this type of account has been crashed by me but this one survived. So don’t because of this think I am a guru no But I am a resilience trading that will keep funding until I got it right like this 😂 🦁 I am the fxLion Your mind go dey Don’t try this as it is very dangerous Why am I sharing this ? Because I want you all to know that we have dofrent type of people in the world and we have different risk appetite and ways of handling losses Mehn I don over loose in this forex oo but we move Be encouraged that one day God will deliver gold into Your hand like this 😂 Another happy part is that I just hit over $50 billion trading volume with Exness therefore, it qualifies me to receive a gift of luxury watch worth $20,000 thanks Exness as I wait for the watch Make I flex it for December lol Forex no easy oo You can retweet to encourage someone but don’t risk more than your blood lolshow more

🤒😭Unfortunately I am very unwell, my friends. I have... not been feeling my best the past couple of days, and I have been growing more tired every minute. Last night was miserable, I was in so much pain I could not sleep, the pain in my head and in my body was causing me hallucinations and I felt as though I would die. This morning was not any better and I was so dizzy I could not see properly, and I felt so tired I could not describe it. I have just returned from the hospital, my friends, where I was able to receive a treatment to help me feel only a little better. I am still so exhausted, not only physically but mentally too. The fear of famine and death in a horrific way is still on my mind, even through this terrible pain. I'd be very grateful if you could pray for us all, for a better situation ahead, and for an end to this cruelty against us. Please support us and continue to help us via our fundraisers so we can continue to distribute aid, my friends. Your support for me and my friends gives me great hope in these miserable times, and I hope you will continue to do so..🫂 🙏🚨 🫂😢 🐾🙏 🫂 🚨🙏 🐾🐈show more

I never thought I would ever say this, but... I have truly lost all my confidence today. A part of me still believes in my work and knows the value of what I have built here over the past five years. At the same time, I just feel faded. The people I associated with closely haven't supported me, and the majority of my collector base has left the space. I still took it on the chin and continued to show up because I blindly believed in what I do and I know what it has done for me. I never had a Plan B. There was never a backup plan, and that is exactly why I even got here in the first place. I was good for nothing but art, and that is the reason I have always said that art saved my life. But lately, it feels like it is the very thing that is going to kill me. I really don't know how I feel about everything anymore. I just don't know. But I am not going anywhere. This is my home, so I still gonna continue to show up! I just needed to get this off my chest.show more

‼️MAJOR ANNOUNCEMENT‼️ On April 27th I filled my expanders... to 9000 cc.. bye the following week, I noticed it was beginning to lose volume. Last Monday we determined it must be the port. So last Friday (two days ago) I underwent surgery to remove and replace the port on my left expander…. The following is a video proving that the expander itself is leaking and the port is not. we have no idea where the leak is coming from or how it started, but I’m left with one option: remove and replace the entire expander. I’m currently in a good deal of pain, following list surgery. And the next one is going to be fairly brutal. I had a falling out my best friend, after caring for her during her recent breast augmentation surgery…. I do anything to repair that relationship, especially now. I need help after surgery… Surgery is planned for Tuesday or Wednesday afternoon, but it all depends on how soon we can get my replacement shipped. To all of my onlyfans subscribers, your support means everything during these times. These surgeries cost a tremendous amount of money. Without y’all, I would cease to exist. All I want is to be able to share my love of big boobs with the world. Please do not abandon me right now, if all goes well, I will be back on my feet in two weeks. Thank you for all the prayers and good vibes, donations and continued support and faithful following! I love you all. McKearbear, if you were reading this, I’m sorry, please call meshow more

I am real I have been through what you... are facing and survived I spend all my time trying to explain what I have learned and there is zero money or energy to fix up my garage I live in so don’t waste your time telling me to clean it up I do this willingly so that you won’t have to That is the only reason I am running for the senate I don’t seek fame nor fortune but I realize we need someone in the Senate who will put Texans first and demand the same for Americans It’s as real as it gets in this war on American workersshow more

I mean you do have a very good point,... however I hope you can understand where I come from. (Sorry I’m advance for the long tweet back) This is exactly what I use to do when I was their age. We didn’t have the luxury of an independent scene we do now and even if we did I was 14 years old, I was only allowed to go to a training school to learn the basics. But I had an enormous passion for the business & if I wasn’t allowed to work shows I’d do it myself. - and I’d argue that because of this I had a head start on a lot of the people I trained with when I finally turned 18 From there I’ve been lucky enough to have the support of friends, peers & fans to push me into what I am today. The fact I’ve still had that same style for now 17 years and this is my first surgery, I think I’ve looked after my body. Think about it 17 years this is my first major injury. You think this is stupid, I would say it’s equally as stupid as to fall off a scaffolding breaking both your legs. And while I’m sure there’s a few people that wished you landed on your head, I for one hope you’re doing well & not in too much pain from your injury. But to me, it showed the care that you have for the industry at that time. I see myself in these guys that are finding any outlet to do what they love. Their bumps are solid & basing is great. Like I said I understand there is a level of danger doing this so I hope none of them get hurt but I can’t help but root for these guys and hope I one day see them in a ring. Once again sorry for the long arse tweet and hope the message finds you well boss.show more

Had to delete my last video about outmaneuvering the... algorithm because it got flagged. Some of you didn’t even listen to the video and made comments that alerted X. So everyone please tell those who make inappropriate comments how you feel about me having to take post down. Ok… So anyways I’m down a few pounds this morning because I spent most Sunday sleeping instead of stuffing my face with food. I’ll have to make up for it during the week but I was so tired, think I needed the day to rest.show more

i don’t really talk about my personal life online... outside of my contention creation because i don’t like to break my immersion i have, before dating my brother i was in an extremely abusive relationship, id fly out to my ex and he would beat me and threaten me with a gun. I’ve also never gotten an abortion you guys are kinda dumb conception doesn’t work overnight but i’ve never had any sort of medical intervention for that in my life, my location had mistakenly shown i was in a hospital so my friend told me to lie about it to my ex at the time and it spread around. this brings me to the hotel situation. im being accused of trashing this hotel room from last year which i shared for a convention with some ex friends . i slept in the corner away from everyone you can literally see my stuff neatly away from everyone else’s I told my friend previously i had no MONEY for the hotel payment was only brought up afterwards. 1/?show more

Greetings to everyone. I know am not suppose to... be doing things, but for the past 3 days this is what I have been battling and as it is now am exhausted. Am asking you all for your prayers, help and support to my little niece (my younger sister baby). We have been run around doing different test and as It is now she is undergoing scan. To those of you who reach out to me, this is what am battling now.show more

Connor Norby postgame: "They just want me to be... me, and it felt like for a long time I was trying to be someone that I wasn't, and I got away from the things I was good at. There's always time to work on your weaknesses. Those never stop, but it was when I was getting away from my strengths, that was what really hurt me. From day one, from the first conversation I had [with the #Rockies], it was we want you to be you."show more

We got to 100k on Youtube, thank you ;;... its been quite a journey so far, its had loads of ups, quite a lot of downs and I definitely wouldn't be here without you all supporting me ;; I feel like I've grown a lot mentally and learned so so much, thinking back to when I started as Elia I was so so scared, so anxious, so worried and doubted myself from all the times where people have tried to bring me down, being told I don't have a cute enough voice for vtubing, that I have no talent, that I'm annoying, I'm hated and so so much more but I get through it because of you guys that do believe in me, do support me despite my flaws and it genuinely means the world to me, I may not be the best but I'll keep trying my best and I'll keep growing as a person to be better and kinder and more thoughtful and at the very least not be a bother ;; I have lots lots lots more in the works and even bigger things coming so I hope you can continue to support me on this journey if that's okey, I have a very very simple goal as a VTuber - I just want to make people happy Daisuki dayo 💛show more

My baby was diagnosed with a heart condition at... birth! He had ASD, a hole in his heart. If it didn’t close on its own, it’ll have to be corrected with a heart surgery. Lol. There is no cry that I did not cry, because I believed it was my fault. Maybe it was because I skipped taking my prenatal vitamins on some days, or the day I took a little alcohol, or my goiter issue, or my O- blood group. I’ve been compounding anti-heart failure regimen for others, reassuring worried parents as I gave them medicine for their days old infant, but now, I was compounded those same medications for my own child. Life 😂. My husband and I did not tell anyone initially, not even our parents. It was part of the reason I was always fighting my mum when she’ll bring herbs, and this, and that, during omugwo. It took two months but the hole finally closed, and that was the first time I breathed freely since I had my baby. That baby turns two today, so you can understand how emotional I am. He is healthy, strong, active, and an overprotective big brother. I am grateful. Happy birthday my small ashuluku 🎂❤️show more