A man who heals alone…

You rebuild with God, you are never alone

This is where I am right now: rock bottom. Financially broke, fighting cancer, living alone. But I don’t feel alone. God is with me, and I know this is something I have to go through, because there are still lessons in my life I need to learn.

Hard to believe a woman could understand that!

I can relate but life stripping you of everything and rebuilding, that process takes away soo many things, forever. The happiness you had before is one of them. Ignorance really is bliss. If I could have chose a different life or path, I’d opt to be dumb and happy.

These are all nice words and such, but it's bullshit. It really is. Time has taught me, all of these clips to get a person's emotions up who have been through their own perceived hell... guess what? Everyone has been through their own hell. That's what life is. It's not real.

Realest thing you’ll hear on Twitter today.

It isn't easy though. Many, many nights spent reflecting on life, contemplating suicide, desperately seeking to regain purpose, deciding if any of it's worth it. You choose to fight and go on, one day at a time. You'll never truly understand until you're forced to go through it.

Realest thing I’ve ever heard on here that resonates with me on such a true and genuine level. This just hits extra hard and at right at home with me. cuz today is one of the hardest darkest nights of my life besides this exact night one year ago. Today is the one year anniversary of when my fiancé who was only 30 passed away from pneumonia at our house right next to me in her sleep. She wouldn’t wake up and I called 911 and started doin cpr on her and I’m constantly stuck reliving that moment. It made me hit rock bottom and I’ve been in a dissociative state for the past year It’s something you can even comprehend how hard it will be. It’s been a million times harder then i could have ever imagined. It’s definitely made me understand and learn who I am in such a deep way that I can’t even explain it.

I am that man

Who is she ? And where can I find her?

"A woman can destroy your soul" - Louis C.K.

We walk bye Faith! With a loving dog

“When everything falls apart, when everyone disappears, when the world goes silent, the only person who you can never abandon is himself. And that changes a man.”

Take a look at the Indian in this image. Do you really think that this man is going to pick himself up after being “shattered by life” and amounting to anything other than a stinky Indian? No. Face it, some men are destined to go nowhere in life. Thankfully, not me.

Damn I’m going through this right now and it’s like she was talking directly to me!!!

I think most men feel like she is talking about them. Men have no support system anymore. Half the women out there seem to hate us and many of the ones who don’t just want us for what we provide them so we feel alone and generally are alone—even many of us where are married.

Thank you

Literally the last page of my 1st children’s book I've just released 👍

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@MichaelDevonsa1 what u have faced within your 13 year soberity are lessons and tests along the way ,self growth isnt easy i know , im on that path now , its not easy , but u haven't given up hope and this has made u the pure, authentic , humble , person you are today ❤️

Anyone know who she is? @grok

Thank you

I second that ! #12steps #12years many tests ! Thank God ! ✝️🫶☝️ the ex IS KICKING herself ☯️🕊️😂

@Sarahumpal46893 Man can not heal alone im at that point as a civilian .

@longlivemadukes this just made me think of you 🌸 continue to heal n don’t let no one trigger you 🌸🖤

6 Years ago I started this journey she's speaking of. It lead me down a path I never thought I'd be. Now I share these things here that built the life I have today

No it’s really not light on me or any man out there

🙏Only Because of Lord not even myself He made me new Man .

Been there

Who is she? @grok

This would present better if not behind the wheel of an automobile.

This is Me, totally!

@RomelEsin Good 👍