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Ava’s Afterthoughts, Week 3 After my conversation with Kimber James, what stayed with me most was hearing someone so beautiful admit she still feels like she’s constantly trying to fix herself. I think a lot of us can relate to that more than we’d like to admit. Trying to...

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🐶: Recently, I was looking through the photos over the years, and I realized there are so many moments captured. All those photos, were taken by you. Some of you even printed them at home, and some went to photo studios just to get them developed. When I look at those, I don’t think about whether I looked good or bad, or what my face looked like back then. Of course, I’m always so grateful you took them, and when I see them, I can remember exactly when and what song it was from. But more than that, I think about how when it was hot, you still came to see us, and when it was freezing cold, you waited for us to arrive. Even if it was just for a 3 or 10 minute performance, you got on planes, buses, or trains and came all that way, waiting for us no matter the weather. I think about that a lot. how you always arrive before we do, how you get less sleep than we do, how tired you must be, and yet, you spend your time just to see us for a brief moment. I think about how you’ve given us your time, your effort, that you’ve shared part of your life with us. So when I look at those photos, it’s not just, “Ah, that was a nice moment.” Of course, it’s wonderful and I’m grateful, but more than that, I realize you must have gone through so much for us. You must have been tired, sleepless, yet you came to so many places and took so many photos. That’s why every single picture, every single letter I receive, isn’t just a photo or a letter to me, it holds your time, your memories, your moments spent with us. When I think about that, I feel so sorry, and so grateful, truly. I mean it from the bottom of my heart. That’s why I always say, whenever I meet you, it feels like I’ve received homework: “How can I repay all this love I’ve been given?” I spend a lot of time thinking about that. No matter how much we give, it never feels like enough. Even though I’m still lacking in so many ways, you think of me, you love me, and you cheer for me. It makes me think, am I really allowed to be this happy? This 20th anniversary has made me reflect a lot. I kept thinking, “I really need to do well,” and “I want to show everyone my best.” But looking back, I feel like I still have a lot of shortcomings. Thank you so much to everyone who has been with me for the past 20 years. I hope we can be together for the 21st and 22nd anniversaries too. That’s why I’ll take better care of my health, work harder on my music, dance even more passionately, and do my best in every way, so I can repay all of you even more. Everyone, sleep well tonight. Those going out to enjoy Suju Week, dress warmly, eat well, and take good care of yourselves. Thanks to all of you, we’ve reached our 20th anniversary and also, thank you so much for all the birthday wishes. I love you. Good night 💙 #donghae #동해

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EMIBONNIE MOONSHADOW BLOOM #BBFanFest2026D2 💜: First of all, I must thank GMMTV, thank you P'Tha, and thank you to all the executives who... saw something in me since day one. Thank you for giving me this opportunity that allowed me to discover myself, whether it’s acting, singing, or dancing. I... really unlocked so much within myself. Everything was something I was scared of, whether it was acting, singing, dancing, or performing. But getting to start with Blush Blossom made me realize that it has become love, it has become my happiness to get to sing, get to dance, get to perform, and get to show it to everyone. Thank you so much to the executives, and I will really do my best with every opportunity I receive, every single time, I promise. 💜: And then, I want to thank all the Phis (Sobs) Everyone is really like a family... Like, jingjing (In Thai, "Jingjing" means "really") I don't mean P'JanJingjing, okay? I mean "really" really. Everyone supports me so well. Everyone is like... so kind. Everyone plays with me and it's so much fun. Like, I’m just so happy to have met everyone. There was a period where I worked a lot with P'Mi, and like, we didn't have much rehearsal time. But every time I came into the practice room, everyone helped me so well. Coming to help teach me how to dance and stuff, like P'Mewnich, P'Fond, P'Jingjing, everyone... P'Namtan, P'Film, everyone, literally everyone. They helped me like, "Bonnie, stand here" "Bonnie, do this here" "Dance like this." Like, I’m so happy to have everyone right here. Everyone who just came in is such a great friendship for me too. I feel that I'm really, really happy to have gotten closer to everyone. And then... (Voice cracks) 💜: My voice cracked... Thank you P'Mi too. Thank you for like... I know that P'Mi used to be so scared of dancing. The first time we did Blush Blossom together, P'Mi told me like, "I'm not dancing, okay? I want it light, no, I'm not dancing." But this time, P'Mi is like, how is it, everyone? Have you seen her waist yet? I guarantee that waist... 🧡: (Rolls her waist) 💜: P'Mi is really, really dedicated. I'm happy that P'Mi could step out of her own comfort zone, became braver to dance more, and braver to open up her dance lines more, which is really so beautiful... Sigh. But if I could keep it for my eyes to watch only, I would have kept it already. But I want to show it for everyone to see too. So, thank you for always being such a good partner. That we like, always fill in the missing parts for each other. So I hope we stay like this on and on. And also... Love you, jub jub! 🧡: (Blows kiss) 💜: (Mewing) 💜: And then, thank you to all the fans, thank you to every single fan, like... before this, I disappeared from social media for a while, and I know everyone missed me. But I missed everyone too. So I’m sorry for not uploading on social media or coming to update anything for everyone to see much, because actually, there was work and rehearsals constantly too. And I'm sorry to everyone, sorry for making you wait. And... today, I will come and fill everyone up so that I'll stop missing you! And thank you for sitting right here, and for being like the "Besties" just like I always said, being my true friends who love me no matter what I’m like, support me no matter what kind of person I am. Even when I'm just being myself, you still love me the way I am. Thank you so much, I really love everyone... 💜: And also, I want to thank the staff members too. The staff takes such good care of all of us. We have our own staff members just like P'June said, like our own personal staff. Everyone is so cute and looks after me so well. Thank you to the staff, both in front of the scenes and behind the scenes. Thank you.

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