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I don’t like posting myself crying on the internet. But if sharing this helps even one person feel less alone, it’s worth it. Grief doesn’t have an expiration date. It’s been 8 years since I lost my mom, and there are still days when it hits me like it...

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【📢Space: อันโดรเมด้า ชุน dunknatachai 】 #จุงดัง #JoongDunk #จุงอาเชน #dunknatachai 🐶we still get to see each other through social media all the time but i just want everyone not to worry. i want everyone to believe — believe in yourselves and also believe in us *JoongDunk — that one day there will definitely be a day that belongs to us : JoongDunk has a chance to have a fanco concert 🐶 actually i believe there will be, but maybe not right now. i think it will happen and if they can arrange the schedule, if they can manage things then… i’ll say this: schedule life schedule is the most important thing for us right now 🐶if there is a schedule where we can rehearse for a concert—really—i don’t want anyone to rush. i want everyone… i mean i understand, you want it to happen. but in the end, as for me as Joong—when i do a show, i’m very serious. i don’t want… i don’t like doing shows that are like… honestly, i don’t really—it’s not that i can’t do it, but i don’t like just singing a song and then moving on. you get it? you get it? i feel that if we do a show, it must have this and that, movements, moments, stories that connect together. if it’s going to be a real fancon, then rehearsals are very important 🐶so i just want us to have the time to rehearse until we are truly ready. that way, i would want to perform more. because. do you believe it? even though you guys are excited—my fans, you’re excited, right? about when there will be a fancon, wanting to see the shows and all that. do you believe it? me, as an actor, my only duty is to keep developing myself today, to be ready for the day it comes 🐶because suddenly, let’s say suddenly, two months from now, there could be a fancon. and i wouldn’t even know. “oh, it’s here already? how many days do i have to rehearse? 14 days? 7 days? 5 days? can i handle it? i must handle it. in the end, i must handle it.” but in the end, i want it to turn out the best, and the best for me, the best for us 🐶but i’ve already thought out the show! wait and see i’ve been waiting for years. i’ve thought about it all—the songs, the show, everything. but for now, it’s just a structure in my head, imagining how it could be. i’ve pictured it. i could already make 3–4 fancons from what’s in my head …. there are many themes—like which theme, this one, that one. right now i have about 3 themes. and if it still doesn’t happen yet, i’ll think up 3–4–5 more themes. it has to happen already! i keep thinking. and when the time really comes, when the higher-ups ask what i want, i’ll already have the vision. i’ll be able to show them: “this is what i thought. what do you think?” .. it’s very simple. it’s just that—i believe it’s not about being the fastest, it’s about the most suitable time. let’s wait for that moment

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#mynameisnanon NANON 👤: You understand the nature of the industry by now? 🪐: Kind of. It’s just there’re all ups and downs. 👤: Even though your fanbase is still in large amount at the moment? 🪐: I’ve already prepared for anything bc nothing is certain. Like for lovers, one day they may wake up and no longer love each other. Nothing lasts forever. One day, we may like one thing, be obsessed with it, and the next day, we may not feel the same. People change all the time. They might love each other in the morning, but end up arguing in the evening. Everything is not permanent. See?, if i talk about this topic too often, ppl will ask why being so dramatic again, but I’m not. 😂 But honestly, if I have so many fans right now but one day I will have only few left, surely, I will be sad but I understand since it's a normal occurrence. They used to like me, and one day they start liking someone else. It's a very common thing. I’m not angry at all. At least, it's good that during a certain period of time, we loved each other and we supported each other. 👤: It won’t affect you in terms of your encouragement? 🪐: No, it doesn't. As long as I have ppl listening and watching my works, even if there’s no fan anymore, I still have my mom and ppl around me. On the day that I still have fans, I have the encouragement bc they provide feedbacks, they like my work, they support me, I still have the motivation to work. Even if the amount of it gradually decreases over time, I still have the same amount of encouragement. It might just vary depending on the number of ppl giving it to me but even if there’re only five ppl, I still feel the same level of encouragement. If you enjoy good work, you can follow me. I can provide you with good work bc I have control over it. But having many fans or few fans is what I can’t control. If anyone finds someone else who’s more into your type, you can just choose whatever and follow your own happiness. It’s just there’s a time once we’re happy together, met each other, or when my works could pull smth through your heart, It’s not like those things never happen. It actually happens. but if one day it will not be the same, it's okay. Or anyone new just finds me and wants to follow me. Welcome krub. ..um who’s cutting onions here? 😭 nanon we still love you so much~ 🫂

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