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Introducing AutoRig for Spine2D, a tool I’ve been working on for a while! This video gives you a quick look at my updated workflow. Setting up rigs directly in Spine felt slow to me, so I built a companion tool that still works with Spine. The controls are similar,... so if you know Spine, you’ll feel right at home. I’ve added some handy features and integrated mesh generation, including batch meshing that I’ve found more accurate than Spine’s. Then I let Claude handle the binding. After a few rounds of refining the skill, a simple “bind this for me” was enough. Maybe it’s already familiar with my Spine workflow and rigging habits after all this time, lol. The weights still need a human eye and some manual cleanup, but Claude can handle multiple variants and masking issues in one go. For the character shown here, going from setup to an animation-ready rig took around two hours—several times faster than my usual process! I think tools like this could help our industry work more efficiently. I’m not looking to squeeze money out of everyone, and I’m sure more people will build similar tools, so I’m planning to release a free trial version! Join my Discord server to get access when it’s ready! There will also be special tool offers for students. The trial might have a few bugs—you can’t expect me to hand over my overpowered build, right? Or you can try fixing it yourself (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧ Thanks, everyone! Illustration: リクガメ #spine2D #spinetool #animation #animationtool #autorigshow more

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Seter15 hours ago

Wooow

鹿橋しかばし | COLOSO12 hours ago

🫩🤪🤪🤪

Qyravex13 hours ago

love that you kept the weights as a human job and gave Claude the binding. that split makes a lot of sense. is the skill something you’d share, or is it too tied to your own rigging habits to work for someone else?

鹿橋しかばし | COLOSO12 hours ago

There aren’t really many tricks to it. One thing worth mentioning, though, is that I asked Claude to act as a professional animator and use my previous files as examples when doing the binding.🤣

BalefireBlade13 hours ago

can we see it actually animated? how do you set up a timelapse then with a ~10s video of the motions happening how you direct? ive seen other custom rigging tools do the same as what you have in the video (intuitively, and nicely, so good job on that), but then actually getting the motion to be a sequence ?

鹿橋しかばし | COLOSO12 hours ago

Yes, I will release a time-lapse video showing the production process of this animation.

Cadabra AI 🪄13 hours ago

Love that the weights still get a human eye: the tool takes the slow part and the artist keeps the part that is taste. Two hours to an animation-ready rig is a huge shift for small teams, looking forward to the free version.

Ulator (comms open)~12 hours ago

whaaaaaa

pasandida(:)aura13 hours ago

can you keep the weights you've cleaned up by hand when you ask it to bind another variant? a faster first setup would feel very different if every small revision meant doing that cleanup again

鹿橋しかばし | COLOSO12 hours ago

If that happens, I’ll ask it to adjust the binding for the objects I specify. But most of the time, I just let it handle the initial binding, then check and fix everything manually myself. It doesn’t take too long.

Andrew12 hours ago

Teaching Claude your own rigging habits through a skill is such a good use of it. Did batch meshing hold up on messier art too?

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Corey Ryan Forrester - CoreyWritesForYou.com

230,359 views • 2 years ago

Cam Schlittler says his mental coach will sometimes show him negative clips about himself right before he takes the mound, just to get him in the right kind of aggressive headspace “I had a tough one against Detroit. I’m 25, I’m active on my phone, so I don’t have to search or look that far to see whatever. It’s pretty easy.” “I have these meetings with my mental coach, Chad. He’s the best. He works with the Stars, the Cowboys as well. Very well-respected guy, and he’s been amazing for me.” “Before my starts, the last thing I do before I go outside, I’m dressed in my full uniform, and he plays a clip. It’s a different message each week. It could be random. One time it’s LeBron James or Kobe or Scheffler or whatever it is, some type of motivational clip just to get you in the right mindset. And then he throws a clip in from last week when I was in Tampa, which, one, I had never seen the clip. Two, he has no idea who the guy is. He just thought it was good to kind of get on that edge for a bounce-back start.” “It was a negative thing. So it was good. It’s not like I’m going out there thinking about this clip, but it’s like, you know, I’m locked in. I got my start. Like, I sucked last week. I’ve got to have a good one against the first-place Rays.” “I feel like it was more of a one-time thing. I don’t like the way that it was brought up online. I think it could have been better. But whatever he throws in there, I trust him, and it’s just to get me in the right headspace. If one or two times in the season he needs to throw something like that in there, I’m all behind it.” “Last year was super easy because no one had heard of me. I wasn’t some huge, touted prospect in our system. I kind of had to fight for that, and I came up like, ‘All right, I can just prove to everyone what I can do.’ That’s a great motivation.” “This year, the fans have expected me to go out there and perform well, so I’ve been trying to find a different mindset that can help me before starts to kind of get locked in.”

Cam Schlittler says his mental coach will sometimes show him negative clips about himself right before he takes the mound, just to get him in the right kind of aggressive headspace “I had a tough one against Detroit. I’m 25, I’m active on my phone, so I don’t have to search or look that far to see whatever. It’s pretty easy.” “I have these meetings with my mental coach, Chad. He’s the best. He works with the Stars, the Cowboys as well. Very well-respected guy, and he’s been amazing for me.” “Before my starts, the last thing I do before I go outside, I’m dressed in my full uniform, and he plays a clip. It’s a different message each week. It could be random. One time it’s LeBron James or Kobe or Scheffler or whatever it is, some type of motivational clip just to get you in the right mindset. And then he throws a clip in from last week when I was in Tampa, which, one, I had never seen the clip. Two, he has no idea who the guy is. He just thought it was good to kind of get on that edge for a bounce-back start.” “It was a negative thing. So it was good. It’s not like I’m going out there thinking about this clip, but it’s like, you know, I’m locked in. I got my start. Like, I sucked last week. I’ve got to have a good one against the first-place Rays.” “I feel like it was more of a one-time thing. I don’t like the way that it was brought up online. I think it could have been better. But whatever he throws in there, I trust him, and it’s just to get me in the right headspace. If one or two times in the season he needs to throw something like that in there, I’m all behind it.” “Last year was super easy because no one had heard of me. I wasn’t some huge, touted prospect in our system. I kind of had to fight for that, and I came up like, ‘All right, I can just prove to everyone what I can do.’ That’s a great motivation.” “This year, the fans have expected me to go out there and perform well, so I’ve been trying to find a different mindset that can help me before starts to kind of get locked in.”

Josh Chambers

24,833 views • 7 days ago

“And anyway, I wanted to clarify something that was told to me in a half-assed way by some fanatical people, because I don’t call these people fans, I call them fanatics. And thank God they eventually remove themselves from the community on their own, because fundamentally they were never really part of the community to begin with, given the kinds of actions and thoughts they have. Now, you all know very well that there are people among you who help me, whom I absolutely welcome and appreciate a lot, actually, probably more than what they even give me. And as a result, I do have a human, working relationship that goes beyond just being a fan, right? So of course, in certain circumstances, because of specific skills people have and the kind of help they give, it’s obvious that more conversations start happening and a more developed human relationship begins, beyond a simple… you know. That’s how life works. It’s not like I can live my life and talk to every single one of you in the exact same way. It’s normal,choices are made based on the situations that come up. Anyone who’s mentally healthy understands this and tries to build a human relationship with me in some way. But those who aren’t healthy think, “Well, why does she talk to her and not to me?” But I can’t talk to everyone. Even though I try to do it in my own way, if I started talking to every single one of you, my life would obviously be over. And I think that applies to anyone who has a community or a group of people who follow them. So then this thing came out about me going to Disneyland. But, holy crap, as they say, maybe! Maybe I would go to Disneyland! And even if I did go to Disneyland, it’s none of your fucking business if I want to go to Disneyland. What the fuck do you care if I want to go to Disneyland? It’s my business. Also, I haven’t been to Disneyland in 18 years, last time was with a friend from high school. But even then, it’s still my business if I want to go with whomever I want: if I’m dating someone or not, if I want to go with a friend, if I want to go with a fan I choose from among you. Is it my business or not? I mean, is everything okay with you people? And then, what the fuck does it change for you? Do you appreciate me for who I am? Good. Appreciate me for who I am and for what I do, not for who I’m with or where I go. Sometimes it feels like I’m talking to a jealous girlfriend. But I already, normally, believe me, don’t get involved with certain people, or a certain type of person, because jealousy and unresolved issues really bother me. Let me explain better. Let’s say I get into a relationship. My partner should never make jealousy scenes. You want to go to Disneyland with your friends? Go. Don’t go. What do I care? That’s your business. It’s great that our paths cross and we have a beautiful, loving life together, but that doesn’t erase my other relationships or my other bonds. Sometimes, with some people in this community, it feels like I’m dating them, like they think I’m their girlfriend. That’s not normal. You’re fanatics, you’re not well. So it’s actually a good thing if you don’t come to the meetups I organize. I even send you a kiss and bye-bye, good riddance, because you’re not right in the head. Anyway, what was I saying… maybe I’d really like to go to Disneyland, but honestly I don’t even have the head for Disneyland anymore. I’ve got other stuff going on in my brain, as they say, and for now I prefer working over going to Disneyland. Also, instead of Disneyland, I would’ve preferred the Maldives, if we really want to say it. Or at least the sea, one way or another. But if I go to London, if I go to Paris, it’s for one reason: to have the chance to work and create content. And on the other hand, to meet you. So if I go to Paris that day, it’s because I’m trying to organize a day where I can go and meet you for an hour or so, because I’m only there for a day. And I hope you can understand that.”

“And anyway, I wanted to clarify something that was told to me in a half-assed way by some fanatical people, because I don’t call these people fans, I call them fanatics. And thank God they eventually remove themselves from the community on their own, because fundamentally they were never really part of the community to begin with, given the kinds of actions and thoughts they have. Now, you all know very well that there are people among you who help me, whom I absolutely welcome and appreciate a lot, actually, probably more than what they even give me. And as a result, I do have a human, working relationship that goes beyond just being a fan, right? So of course, in certain circumstances, because of specific skills people have and the kind of help they give, it’s obvious that more conversations start happening and a more developed human relationship begins, beyond a simple… you know. That’s how life works. It’s not like I can live my life and talk to every single one of you in the exact same way. It’s normal,choices are made based on the situations that come up. Anyone who’s mentally healthy understands this and tries to build a human relationship with me in some way. But those who aren’t healthy think, “Well, why does she talk to her and not to me?” But I can’t talk to everyone. Even though I try to do it in my own way, if I started talking to every single one of you, my life would obviously be over. And I think that applies to anyone who has a community or a group of people who follow them. So then this thing came out about me going to Disneyland. But, holy crap, as they say, maybe! Maybe I would go to Disneyland! And even if I did go to Disneyland, it’s none of your fucking business if I want to go to Disneyland. What the fuck do you care if I want to go to Disneyland? It’s my business. Also, I haven’t been to Disneyland in 18 years, last time was with a friend from high school. But even then, it’s still my business if I want to go with whomever I want: if I’m dating someone or not, if I want to go with a friend, if I want to go with a fan I choose from among you. Is it my business or not? I mean, is everything okay with you people? And then, what the fuck does it change for you? Do you appreciate me for who I am? Good. Appreciate me for who I am and for what I do, not for who I’m with or where I go. Sometimes it feels like I’m talking to a jealous girlfriend. But I already, normally, believe me, don’t get involved with certain people, or a certain type of person, because jealousy and unresolved issues really bother me. Let me explain better. Let’s say I get into a relationship. My partner should never make jealousy scenes. You want to go to Disneyland with your friends? Go. Don’t go. What do I care? That’s your business. It’s great that our paths cross and we have a beautiful, loving life together, but that doesn’t erase my other relationships or my other bonds. Sometimes, with some people in this community, it feels like I’m dating them, like they think I’m their girlfriend. That’s not normal. You’re fanatics, you’re not well. So it’s actually a good thing if you don’t come to the meetups I organize. I even send you a kiss and bye-bye, good riddance, because you’re not right in the head. Anyway, what was I saying… maybe I’d really like to go to Disneyland, but honestly I don’t even have the head for Disneyland anymore. I’ve got other stuff going on in my brain, as they say, and for now I prefer working over going to Disneyland. Also, instead of Disneyland, I would’ve preferred the Maldives, if we really want to say it. Or at least the sea, one way or another. But if I go to London, if I go to Paris, it’s for one reason: to have the chance to work and create content. And on the other hand, to meet you. So if I go to Paris that day, it’s because I’m trying to organize a day where I can go and meet you for an hour or so, because I’m only there for a day. And I hope you can understand that.”

Korslayage

69,047 views • 9 months ago

I’ve hemmed and hawed over whether to make this post, and I’m still not convinced it’s the right thing, but I’ve had quite a few folks reach out to see where I’ve been. So…….I have a mass on my stomach. It is malignant. Much of my stomach was removed as a result of illness 4 years ago, so surgery to remove the mass is not an option. I’ve opted out of chemo and radiation treatments, as well. I’m not giving up, though. I’m going to take a holistic approach to the fight by strengthening my body and making dietary changes. The prognosis is not good, but I intend to give it my best shot. I won’t be posting about this part of my journey. I did post a lot about my illness several years ago, but that was after I recovered, my recovery was nothing short of a miracle, and I wrote about it to give hope and encouragement to others facing similar situations. Unfortunately, it doesn’t look like there will be a very hopeful or encouraging end this time. I am so thankful for everyone I’ve met, and not met, here. You all have shared some wonderful and beautiful parts of my life, as well as supported and encouraged me through some horrific moments. I am blessed to call you my friends, my family. I love you all, and I will think of you often.❤️ Keep fighting the good fights, and I will, too! Keep looking for good. It’s out there. And, keep GOD in your heart. He knows what he’s doing. Please give this song a listen. It is my anthem. Thy Will Be Done🎶

I’ve hemmed and hawed over whether to make this post, and I’m still not convinced it’s the right thing, but I’ve had quite a few folks reach out to see where I’ve been. So…….I have a mass on my stomach. It is malignant. Much of my stomach was removed as a result of illness 4 years ago, so surgery to remove the mass is not an option. I’ve opted out of chemo and radiation treatments, as well. I’m not giving up, though. I’m going to take a holistic approach to the fight by strengthening my body and making dietary changes. The prognosis is not good, but I intend to give it my best shot. I won’t be posting about this part of my journey. I did post a lot about my illness several years ago, but that was after I recovered, my recovery was nothing short of a miracle, and I wrote about it to give hope and encouragement to others facing similar situations. Unfortunately, it doesn’t look like there will be a very hopeful or encouraging end this time. I am so thankful for everyone I’ve met, and not met, here. You all have shared some wonderful and beautiful parts of my life, as well as supported and encouraged me through some horrific moments. I am blessed to call you my friends, my family. I love you all, and I will think of you often.❤️ Keep fighting the good fights, and I will, too! Keep looking for good. It’s out there. And, keep GOD in your heart. He knows what he’s doing. Please give this song a listen. It is my anthem. Thy Will Be Done🎶

Didi

118,093 views • 1 year ago

Kobe says the teammates he clashed with were the ones who didn’t demand excellence from themselves “The people that I’ve always had issues or problems with are the people that don’t demand excellence for themselves. I won’t tolerate that.” “When the career is said and done, they’re not going to be looking at you, a player on his team, and saying you didn’t win a championship. They’re going to be looking here.” “So it’s my responsibility to make sure everybody’s holding themselves accountable. I’m holding you accountable. If we just played a back-to-back and we have practice the next day, your ass better be there, taped, ready to go.” “Because I’m there and I’m ready, and I just got finished lifting weights for two hours. So I hold guys to a higher standard.” “I don’t sugarcoat stuff. Never have. Never will. That tends to rub some people the wrong way. But all those guys are still close to this day. Extremely close.”

Kobe says the teammates he clashed with were the ones who didn’t demand excellence from themselves “The people that I’ve always had issues or problems with are the people that don’t demand excellence for themselves. I won’t tolerate that.” “When the career is said and done, they’re not going to be looking at you, a player on his team, and saying you didn’t win a championship. They’re going to be looking here.” “So it’s my responsibility to make sure everybody’s holding themselves accountable. I’m holding you accountable. If we just played a back-to-back and we have practice the next day, your ass better be there, taped, ready to go.” “Because I’m there and I’m ready, and I just got finished lifting weights for two hours. So I hold guys to a higher standard.” “I don’t sugarcoat stuff. Never have. Never will. That tends to rub some people the wrong way. But all those guys are still close to this day. Extremely close.”

Josh Chambers

12,616 views • 1 month ago

DAEJON LOVE SENT A WOMAN A THREE-MINUTE VIDEO CLAIMING HE WAS “REAL DEAL IN THE LEAGUE,” SHOWING OFF HIS RICHARD MILLE AND AMEX BLACK CARD, AND PROMISING THAT HE COULD “CHANGE HER LIFE.” “Let me just paint a picture about me, that way we can decide if we’re on the same page or not. Like I was telling you last night, I am not a n**** who likes to f*** all the time. I’m not gonna get head—I’m not that n****. Even if I’m in a relationship with a chick, I’m not a n**** who’s just horny as f*** all the time. Like I was telling you, I’m real deal in the league and traded to another team. I got the Richard Mille, I got the black card. I’m gonna show you I ain’t capping. I’m in my Shelby right now. My social-media manager is behind me, taking my other car that I just bought to get wrapped. So this is real deal. American Express Black. I’ve been a member since 2019. I’m not no n**** who’s just on the app because I can’t get p****. For me, I know how the world works. I’m a rich n****—been a rich n****. If I see something I like—and that’s any rich n**** or female—if you see something you like, you want it to consistently be around. I’m new to the area. I’ve only been here for legitimately two days. I’m so new here that I gotta go to my storage after I drop my new car off to get some blankets and s*** out of there. That’s how new I am to San Diego. With that being said, I want something consistent. I’m a consistent n****. I don’t let anybody touch my hair unless it’s my barber. I don’t care if I’m in another state. I don’t let anybody wash my car unless it’s my mobile detailer, who will come out to me. I don’t even buy new cars from anybody who I haven’t been doing business with. Even if you have some s*** I want, I’ll wait until my n***** get it. So I’m very, very much a creature of habit. I want to be able to hang out sometimes—just go walk on the beach, walk at the park and just talk on some normal s***, not about no money s***. Obviously, I bring more to the table than a couple hundred dollars or a thousand dollars. If you f*** with me, it’d be genuine. Be honest, no drama, communication be good and the effort for us to hang out be good. That’s all I need. I don’t need no money from you. I don’t need no extra s*** from you. I’m a simple n****. So, with that being said, let me know what you think. I can definitely change your life, where you ain’t gotta do what you’re doing no more. You ain’t gotta work in the club—you said you’re transitioning from it. It’s a whole different ballgame. Let me know. I’ll be back in San Diego for the next four or five hours. I know you said you have school until around one. Maybe we can hang out at the beach or something—just kick it, talk, get to know each other, get whatever questions you want answered, get whatever questions I have answered, and then go from there.”

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DAEJON LOVE SENT A WOMAN A THREE-MINUTE VIDEO CLAIMING HE WAS “REAL DEAL IN THE LEAGUE,” SHOWING OFF HIS RICHARD MILLE AND AMEX BLACK CARD, AND PROMISING THAT HE COULD “CHANGE HER LIFE.” “Let me just paint a picture about me, that way we can decide if we’re on the same page or not. Like I was telling you last night, I am not a n** who likes to f* all the time. I’m not gonna get head—I’m not that n**. Even if I’m in a relationship with a chick, I’m not a n who’s just horny as f* all the time. Like I was telling you, I’m real deal in the league and traded to another team. I got the Richard Mille, I got the black card. I’m gonna show you I ain’t capping. I’m in my Shelby right now. My social-media manager is behind me, taking my other car that I just bought to get wrapped. So this is real deal. American Express Black. I’ve been a member since 2019. I’m not no n** who’s just on the app because I can’t get p. For me, I know how the world works. I’m a rich n—been a rich n. If I see something I like—and that’s any rich n or female—if you see something you like, you want it to consistently be around. I’m new to the area. I’ve only been here for legitimately two days. I’m so new here that I gotta go to my storage after I drop my new car off to get some blankets and s* out of there. That’s how new I am to San Diego. With that being said, I want something consistent. I’m a consistent n**. I don’t let anybody touch my hair unless it’s my barber. I don’t care if I’m in another state. I don’t let anybody wash my car unless it’s my mobile detailer, who will come out to me. I don’t even buy new cars from anybody who I haven’t been doing business with. Even if you have some s* I want, I’ll wait until my n*** get it. So I’m very, very much a creature of habit. I want to be able to hang out sometimes—just go walk on the beach, walk at the park and just talk on some normal s, not about no money s. Obviously, I bring more to the table than a couple hundred dollars or a thousand dollars. If you f* with me, it’d be genuine. Be honest, no drama, communication be good and the effort for us to hang out be good. That’s all I need. I don’t need no money from you. I don’t need no extra s* from you. I’m a simple n**. So, with that being said, let me know what you think. I can definitely change your life, where you ain’t gotta do what you’re doing no more. You ain’t gotta work in the club—you said you’re transitioning from it. It’s a whole different ballgame. Let me know. I’ll be back in San Diego for the next four or five hours. I know you said you have school until around one. Maybe we can hang out at the beach or something—just kick it, talk, get to know each other, get whatever questions you want answered, get whatever questions I have answered, and then go from there.”

MLFootball

27,723 views • 2 months ago

CLIP 1 When I talk about this 30th anniversary, I wrote about my feelings in a note for my new album, SHOOTING MY LOVE. Looking back, there have been so many things that have happened since I was a child—when I first started this career and thought of this as such a special kind of life—to now, when that life has become so natural that it feels like breathing, and has come to make up such a big part of who I am. It’s been such a long journey, and I feel like I’ve finally reached a really wonderful moment in my life. For my 30th anniversary, I feel like I’ve reached a time when I can do something special—not just something I want to do on my own, but something that you can all enjoy and celebrate together with me. It feels like I’ve arrived at a future that is even better than the one I imagined when I was young… Actually, I have to sing after this, so I can’t cry. Really. If I cry, my throat will close up. That’s why, even while watching the congratulatory video earlier, I was trying my best to hold back my emotions, thinking that I could always watch it by myself later. I’m so grateful that I’ve arrived at a future that is even better than the one I imagined as a child. I honestly never imagined this. When I had my very first fan meeting, the ‘Binkan Tour,’ I only sang three songs. I truly never imagined that, just a few years later, I would be here celebrating a day like this in the form of a concert. And I never acted with the expectation of receiving awards. The things I once thought would happen ‘someday’ have been given to me in a way that is far more wonderful than the future I had imagined. So, right now, I’m just incredibly grateful. CLIP 2 I sincerely want to thank everyone who stayed until the very end and shared this time with me. Even though there were so many other performances happening over the weekend, and even though a fireworks festival was drawing a crowd of one million people, you still chose to come and see me. Thank you for making the time for me. And thank you as well to everyone watching this video. How long will I be able to continue being together with BINGOs? When we started BINGO 1st generation, I began it with such a happy heart. But around the time of the 3rd generation, I found myself wondering quite often, ‘How long will I be able to continue this?’ And when we were preparing for BINGO 4th generation this time, I also honestly wondered, ‘When would be the right time for all of us to say goodbye while we’re still happy together?’ Because, you know, I’m getting older, day by day and year by year. Even so, I want to tell all of you how incredibly grateful I am for the love you always send my way. Thinking of all of you, whenever I felt myself becoming a little complacent, I wanted to make sure I would never feel ashamed in front of you. So I pushed myself even harder. That was the kind of year I had, with those moments continuing day after day. I’ve always worked hard, but this year, as I celebrated my 30th anniversary, I was especially grateful to be able to share two projects with you because you wanted to celebrate this milestone with me. And I’ll continue preparing and working hard throughout the rest of this year so that I can share two projects with you next year as well. This universe that we created together, this world called ‘Euniverse’—that may be how this fan concert got its title, but my world will continue to expand. I hope you’ll continue dreaming that dream with me. Nothing more and nothing less—I just hope you’ll keep the same feelings you have now for a long, long time. And finally, Mom, Dad, and Oppa, thank you. Ever since I began living a life that was different from everyone else’s, from when I was a child, it was my family who became the foundation that allowed me to grow up well. Thank you so much for coming today. I hope everyone finishes this year well, and let’s meet again next year with happy hearts. Promise me. 🤙

CLIP 1 When I talk about this 30th anniversary, I wrote about my feelings in a note for my new album, SHOOTING MY LOVE. Looking back, there have been so many things that have happened since I was a child—when I first started this career and thought of this as such a special kind of life—to now, when that life has become so natural that it feels like breathing, and has come to make up such a big part of who I am. It’s been such a long journey, and I feel like I’ve finally reached a really wonderful moment in my life. For my 30th anniversary, I feel like I’ve reached a time when I can do something special—not just something I want to do on my own, but something that you can all enjoy and celebrate together with me. It feels like I’ve arrived at a future that is even better than the one I imagined when I was young… Actually, I have to sing after this, so I can’t cry. Really. If I cry, my throat will close up. That’s why, even while watching the congratulatory video earlier, I was trying my best to hold back my emotions, thinking that I could always watch it by myself later. I’m so grateful that I’ve arrived at a future that is even better than the one I imagined as a child. I honestly never imagined this. When I had my very first fan meeting, the ‘Binkan Tour,’ I only sang three songs. I truly never imagined that, just a few years later, I would be here celebrating a day like this in the form of a concert. And I never acted with the expectation of receiving awards. The things I once thought would happen ‘someday’ have been given to me in a way that is far more wonderful than the future I had imagined. So, right now, I’m just incredibly grateful. CLIP 2 I sincerely want to thank everyone who stayed until the very end and shared this time with me. Even though there were so many other performances happening over the weekend, and even though a fireworks festival was drawing a crowd of one million people, you still chose to come and see me. Thank you for making the time for me. And thank you as well to everyone watching this video. How long will I be able to continue being together with BINGOs? When we started BINGO 1st generation, I began it with such a happy heart. But around the time of the 3rd generation, I found myself wondering quite often, ‘How long will I be able to continue this?’ And when we were preparing for BINGO 4th generation this time, I also honestly wondered, ‘When would be the right time for all of us to say goodbye while we’re still happy together?’ Because, you know, I’m getting older, day by day and year by year. Even so, I want to tell all of you how incredibly grateful I am for the love you always send my way. Thinking of all of you, whenever I felt myself becoming a little complacent, I wanted to make sure I would never feel ashamed in front of you. So I pushed myself even harder. That was the kind of year I had, with those moments continuing day after day. I’ve always worked hard, but this year, as I celebrated my 30th anniversary, I was especially grateful to be able to share two projects with you because you wanted to celebrate this milestone with me. And I’ll continue preparing and working hard throughout the rest of this year so that I can share two projects with you next year as well. This universe that we created together, this world called ‘Euniverse’—that may be how this fan concert got its title, but my world will continue to expand. I hope you’ll continue dreaming that dream with me. Nothing more and nothing less—I just hope you’ll keep the same feelings you have now for a long, long time. And finally, Mom, Dad, and Oppa, thank you. Ever since I began living a life that was different from everyone else’s, from when I was a child, it was my family who became the foundation that allowed me to grow up well. Thank you so much for coming today. I hope everyone finishes this year well, and let’s meet again next year with happy hearts. Promise me. 🤙

박친놈

17,101 views • 2 months ago

joy’s letter to us 🥹 “hello, my loves. it’s been exactly one year since last year’s birthday party, and i’m truly happy to see you again with a smile! how have you been this past year? there must have been good times, but also sad or difficult ones — thank you so much for getting through it all so well. i really missed you! truthfully, today’s meeting wasn’t planned, but since i missed you so, so much, i made this difficult meeting happen... maybe you can feel a little bit of my love..? i wanted to show you so many things, but with such a short preparation time, there are some regrets. but even so, just being together like this, people who like each other like us, makes me incredibly, incredibly happy. you know, thanks to your love, i’ve gotten back on my feet and am much healthier than i was last year. even if you can’t see it, the power of supporting and loving someone is truly remarkable. i, too, want to be someone who gives you strength with that beautiful heart. i support you with all my heart. i hope our time together today will become a precious memory that brings a smile to your face from time to time as you go forward. and there’s something i’ve always wanted to say... thank you for always smiling at me. thank you for your kind words. thank you for telling me you found comfort in my songs. thank you for being my reason for living. thank you for always being on my side when i’m falling apart. thank you for loving me as a person. thank you for being the reason for my existence. i love you very very much, too. let’s continue to love beautifully. i love you more than anything in the world.” — from sooyoung

joy’s letter to us 🥹 “hello, my loves. it’s been exactly one year since last year’s birthday party, and i’m truly happy to see you again with a smile! how have you been this past year? there must have been good times, but also sad or difficult ones — thank you so much for getting through it all so well. i really missed you! truthfully, today’s meeting wasn’t planned, but since i missed you so, so much, i made this difficult meeting happen... maybe you can feel a little bit of my love..? i wanted to show you so many things, but with such a short preparation time, there are some regrets. but even so, just being together like this, people who like each other like us, makes me incredibly, incredibly happy. you know, thanks to your love, i’ve gotten back on my feet and am much healthier than i was last year. even if you can’t see it, the power of supporting and loving someone is truly remarkable. i, too, want to be someone who gives you strength with that beautiful heart. i support you with all my heart. i hope our time together today will become a precious memory that brings a smile to your face from time to time as you go forward. and there’s something i’ve always wanted to say... thank you for always smiling at me. thank you for your kind words. thank you for telling me you found comfort in my songs. thank you for being my reason for living. thank you for always being on my side when i’m falling apart. thank you for loving me as a person. thank you for being the reason for my existence. i love you very very much, too. let’s continue to love beautifully. i love you more than anything in the world.” — from sooyoung

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19,914 views • 1 year ago

This part breaks and heals my heart at the same time 💔Mingi’s words are full of wisdom, as always🥺 🐥 I was full of arrogance in the beginning, but after I made my debut, I felt so small. From then on, I lost a lot of my mental strength. As soon as I made my debut, I thought I was the best and I thought I was in first place. That’s why those aspirations, that tenacity, and that something about me - my self-worth - was so high. But after that, it was destroyed in an instant. 🐥 I lost a lot of my self-worth, and I started to feel like I was worth nothing. I started to doubt if there was any reason for me to be in this group. When I feel that kind of self-disgust, I think it’s important how I overcome those thoughts. In my early days of my debut, I think I only had a pretty packaging on me. I used to think, ‘I’m doing well, what more can I do?’ But after that pretty packaging came off, I had nothing inside. So I think it took me a long time to fill myself up. Now, even if I break down once in a while, I just go back to the human Song Mingi, and I look for the things I like one by one, and then I think, ‘People will like me a bit now, right?’ Since we’re celebrities, we need to satisfy the people to a certain degree. But I think we still have to satisfy ourselves in the process as well. I think I try to find a harmony between the two in my head. 🐥 It took me a long time to build this up, but I think the process of building myself up, unlike building a sand castle, you build it up little by little. So I feel like, internally, I have become more resilient, compare to before.

This part breaks and heals my heart at the same time 💔Mingi’s words are full of wisdom, as always🥺 🐥 I was full of arrogance in the beginning, but after I made my debut, I felt so small. From then on, I lost a lot of my mental strength. As soon as I made my debut, I thought I was the best and I thought I was in first place. That’s why those aspirations, that tenacity, and that something about me - my self-worth - was so high. But after that, it was destroyed in an instant. 🐥 I lost a lot of my self-worth, and I started to feel like I was worth nothing. I started to doubt if there was any reason for me to be in this group. When I feel that kind of self-disgust, I think it’s important how I overcome those thoughts. In my early days of my debut, I think I only had a pretty packaging on me. I used to think, ‘I’m doing well, what more can I do?’ But after that pretty packaging came off, I had nothing inside. So I think it took me a long time to fill myself up. Now, even if I break down once in a while, I just go back to the human Song Mingi, and I look for the things I like one by one, and then I think, ‘People will like me a bit now, right?’ Since we’re celebrities, we need to satisfy the people to a certain degree. But I think we still have to satisfy ourselves in the process as well. I think I try to find a harmony between the two in my head. 🐥 It took me a long time to build this up, but I think the process of building myself up, unlike building a sand castle, you build it up little by little. So I feel like, internally, I have become more resilient, compare to before.

Irene | AhgaTiny

35,998 views • 1 year ago