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I’ve lived through more hurricanes than I can count… in different countries, different latitudes, different seasons of my life, and yet I have never felt the kind of unease that has been sitting in my chest these past few days. It’s a slow, crawling kind of dread that refuses...

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“I woke to a crushing sensation, like if you were on the bottom of a dog pile of people on top of you, and I just wanted to scream, get off me so I can breathe. At that moment I heard, and ‘heard’ is not the right word for it, it was like a sensational sound that shot through my head behind my ear and went inside, not an audible sound, but a different sound that increased in pitch and intensity and ended in a soft pop that felt like it was in the center of my head. That overpressure wave shot through my body from head to toes and I felt every single muscle in my body lock up, like being electrocuted. It was like nothing I’ve ever felt in my life before or after, and I thought, is this one of those sleep paralysis demons, because every single muscle then relaxed and I felt like I was falling through the bed and floor.”
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“I woke to a crushing sensation, like if you were on the bottom of a dog pile of people on top of you, and I just wanted to scream, get off me so I can breathe. At that moment I heard, and ‘heard’ is not the right word for it, it was like a sensational sound that shot through my head behind my ear and went inside, not an audible sound, but a different sound that increased in pitch and intensity and ended in a soft pop that felt like it was in the center of my head. That overpressure wave shot through my body from head to toes and I felt every single muscle in my body lock up, like being electrocuted. It was like nothing I’ve ever felt in my life before or after, and I thought, is this one of those sleep paralysis demons, because every single muscle then relaxed and I felt like I was falling through the bed and floor.”

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383,464 次观看 • 8 个月前

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More of Harry about Aperture “The reason why it's called Aperture is like, you control how much light you let in to your life. And I think the start of this year, I kind of just decided I was going to say yes to everything. And the momentum of that has just brought, like, so many positive things in a lot of different ways into my life. And it's been a really beautiful time in my life. And I think also, just when I would play people the music, it was always the song that I played first. […] I want to say and where I'm at in my life. And I think there's nothing more fulfilling, I think, as a musician than putting out a song that you feel like represents where you're at in your life. I think sometimes, you know, you write a song and by the time it comes out, you've kind of been through a bunch of things, and you're not really kind of aligned with necessarily what is happening in the song. And I think I really felt it when we put As It Was at or I felt like, “oh, I feel like this really represents where I'm at in this moment” and that felt really fulfilling. So I think kind of I wanted to do that again this time. And just I feel great about, like, pressing play and going like, I want to play something. And that's kind of why it ended up being the first song.” - 102.7 KIIS FM
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39,591 次观看 • 9 个月前

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91,617 次观看 • 7 个月前

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Today is my birthday. It’s the 32nd chapter of my life. Getting old yikes 🫠. It feels like I’ve been here for much longer and have lived many lifetimes in this one wild, delightful existence. Through it all, I remain grateful that I get to change the world through my own eyes, and with a heart that is relentless in its own pursuit of wonder. And I hope I never become too grown to be amazed, that I always find the courage to begin again, and preserve the tenderness to notice the small beautiful things in my ordinary days. The most important lesson I have learnt this year is that good success is to have earned the love and admiration of those who know you best. I have felt that love so deeply today. Thank you for your kind and thoughtful messages. My greatest desire today and always is to leave the world a little more hopeful than I have found it. Happy birthday dreamer, may you never lose your wonder.

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Cam Schlittler says his mental coach will sometimes show him negative clips about himself right before he takes the mound, just to get him in the right kind of aggressive headspace “I had a tough one against Detroit. I’m 25, I’m active on my phone, so I don’t have to search or look that far to see whatever. It’s pretty easy.” “I have these meetings with my mental coach, Chad. He’s the best. He works with the Stars, the Cowboys as well. Very well-respected guy, and he’s been amazing for me.” “Before my starts, the last thing I do before I go outside, I’m dressed in my full uniform, and he plays a clip. It’s a different message each week. It could be random. One time it’s LeBron James or Kobe or Scheffler or whatever it is, some type of motivational clip just to get you in the right mindset. And then he throws a clip in from last week when I was in Tampa, which, one, I had never seen the clip. Two, he has no idea who the guy is. He just thought it was good to kind of get on that edge for a bounce-back start.” “It was a negative thing. So it was good. It’s not like I’m going out there thinking about this clip, but it’s like, you know, I’m locked in. I got my start. Like, I sucked last week. I’ve got to have a good one against the first-place Rays.” “I feel like it was more of a one-time thing. I don’t like the way that it was brought up online. I think it could have been better. But whatever he throws in there, I trust him, and it’s just to get me in the right headspace. If one or two times in the season he needs to throw something like that in there, I’m all behind it.” “Last year was super easy because no one had heard of me. I wasn’t some huge, touted prospect in our system. I kind of had to fight for that, and I came up like, ‘All right, I can just prove to everyone what I can do.’ That’s a great motivation.” “This year, the fans have expected me to go out there and perform well, so I’ve been trying to find a different mindset that can help me before starts to kind of get locked in.”
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Cam Schlittler says his mental coach will sometimes show him negative clips about himself right before he takes the mound, just to get him in the right kind of aggressive headspace “I had a tough one against Detroit. I’m 25, I’m active on my phone, so I don’t have to search or look that far to see whatever. It’s pretty easy.” “I have these meetings with my mental coach, Chad. He’s the best. He works with the Stars, the Cowboys as well. Very well-respected guy, and he’s been amazing for me.” “Before my starts, the last thing I do before I go outside, I’m dressed in my full uniform, and he plays a clip. It’s a different message each week. It could be random. One time it’s LeBron James or Kobe or Scheffler or whatever it is, some type of motivational clip just to get you in the right mindset. And then he throws a clip in from last week when I was in Tampa, which, one, I had never seen the clip. Two, he has no idea who the guy is. He just thought it was good to kind of get on that edge for a bounce-back start.” “It was a negative thing. So it was good. It’s not like I’m going out there thinking about this clip, but it’s like, you know, I’m locked in. I got my start. Like, I sucked last week. I’ve got to have a good one against the first-place Rays.” “I feel like it was more of a one-time thing. I don’t like the way that it was brought up online. I think it could have been better. But whatever he throws in there, I trust him, and it’s just to get me in the right headspace. If one or two times in the season he needs to throw something like that in there, I’m all behind it.” “Last year was super easy because no one had heard of me. I wasn’t some huge, touted prospect in our system. I kind of had to fight for that, and I came up like, ‘All right, I can just prove to everyone what I can do.’ That’s a great motivation.” “This year, the fans have expected me to go out there and perform well, so I’ve been trying to find a different mindset that can help me before starts to kind of get locked in.”

Josh Chambers

24,833 次观看 • 8 天前

"Something I’ve thought about throughout my life is that whether it's dealing with people or acting, I believe that putting your whole heart into it is what's important. So, I don't know which character it was that first made you get to know me, but the heart that loved that character ultimately reaches me. Because of the affection you’ve shown me, it makes me want to work even harder and makes me feel more ambitious. I hope that my fans will look forward to what kind of character I will show you next and walk along with me. With each and every future project, I will truly do my absolute best and pour my heart into it. Even if I can't be completely different every single time, I want to repay the expectation of my fans' love with as different a side of myself as possible. Continuing my life as an actor moving forward seems to have become my life's goal."
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"Something I’ve thought about throughout my life is that whether it's dealing with people or acting, I believe that putting your whole heart into it is what's important. So, I don't know which character it was that first made you get to know me, but the heart that loved that character ultimately reaches me. Because of the affection you’ve shown me, it makes me want to work even harder and makes me feel more ambitious. I hope that my fans will look forward to what kind of character I will show you next and walk along with me. With each and every future project, I will truly do my absolute best and pour my heart into it. Even if I can't be completely different every single time, I want to repay the expectation of my fans' love with as different a side of myself as possible. Continuing my life as an actor moving forward seems to have become my life's goal."

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77,621 次观看 • 5 个月前

It’s kind of surreal to think that in every concert I do, I never sing my most popular song. I’ve removed “I Took a Pill in Ibiza” from my set list, and now I only sing “I Went Back to Ibiza”. My life has transformed from a sad song into a love song. It doesn’t mean I don’t have sad moments. It doesn’t mean I don’t have challenges, and Lord knows I still have my fair share of pain, but it’s all in the service of something bigger than me. When I remember that, my life is a blessing.
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Mike Posner

76,580 次观看 • 3 个月前

My own words about what happened last Saturday night. Best I can remember, how I felt in the middle of it, and what I hope to do next. I’ve appreciated all of your kind messages and prayers and help. I don’t expect much in the way of justice. Would be nice if that happened but it’s Portland. I know it’s a long listen, sorry about that. I tried to make it as short as possible.
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My own words about what happened last Saturday night. Best I can remember, how I felt in the middle of it, and what I hope to do next. I’ve appreciated all of your kind messages and prayers and help. I don’t expect much in the way of justice. Would be nice if that happened but it’s Portland. I know it’s a long listen, sorry about that. I tried to make it as short as possible.

C.K. Bouferrache aka Honeybadgermom

239,535 次观看 • 1 年前

#วาดฝันวันวิวาห์ #InLoveForever Paa Jaew: I’ve made lakorns that had a following before but I’ve never seen this many people like GL (fans). Well, they love the actresses so much that they want to control everything themselves, which makes it difficult for me. I’ve had to explain that I have a structured way of working and I have my own thoughts. Please don’t lead, instruct, or force me to do this or that, because I feel it isn’t right. I feel the goal of the work would become wishy-washy if I tried to please the followers, I can’t. I create my work on a global scale, for the majority of audiences. What I think about goes beyond that - the story has to be good, the actresses have to perform well, and the production has to look polished and beautiful. Each GL project that’s chosen has a different story, a different way, and different directors and producers. So each project has its own unique identity, even if the pair is the same #LingOrm #หลิงออม
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#วาดฝันวันวิวาห์ #InLoveForever Paa Jaew: I’ve made lakorns that had a following before but I’ve never seen this many people like GL (fans). Well, they love the actresses so much that they want to control everything themselves, which makes it difficult for me. I’ve had to explain that I have a structured way of working and I have my own thoughts. Please don’t lead, instruct, or force me to do this or that, because I feel it isn’t right. I feel the goal of the work would become wishy-washy if I tried to please the followers, I can’t. I create my work on a global scale, for the majority of audiences. What I think about goes beyond that - the story has to be good, the actresses have to perform well, and the production has to look polished and beautiful. Each GL project that’s chosen has a different story, a different way, and different directors and producers. So each project has its own unique identity, even if the pair is the same #LingOrm #หลิงออม

lingdenn.

114,299 次观看 • 9 个月前

Proudest accomplishment of 2023, I’ll go first. In the world of ultra running- this is not all that special. But in my world it was the full circle of the journey from boy to man. It’s the kind of thing that even as you commit to doing it, even as I laced up my shoes I didn’t know if I was ready. It just seemed so massive and daunting. When I first took up running I was a skinny kid with stick legs that couldn’t run for more than half a mile before I had to stop and walk. But I was so damn inspired to change my life. You can do pretty much anything if you’re too stubborn to stop. 2023 was the biggest year of my life so far in a lot of ways. But these 33 hours will be some of the best of my life til the day I die. No test. No testimony baby. Bring on 2024 🎉🎉🎉
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Proudest accomplishment of 2023, I’ll go first. In the world of ultra running- this is not all that special. But in my world it was the full circle of the journey from boy to man. It’s the kind of thing that even as you commit to doing it, even as I laced up my shoes I didn’t know if I was ready. It just seemed so massive and daunting. When I first took up running I was a skinny kid with stick legs that couldn’t run for more than half a mile before I had to stop and walk. But I was so damn inspired to change my life. You can do pretty much anything if you’re too stubborn to stop. 2023 was the biggest year of my life so far in a lot of ways. But these 33 hours will be some of the best of my life til the day I die. No test. No testimony baby. Bring on 2024 🎉🎉🎉

Ian Carroll

76,179 次观看 • 2 年前

“breakdown.” OUT NOW!!! 🖤 I wrote this song because it’s been the hardest year for me mentally. I feel myself changing and throughout my life I’ve never felt good enough, it’s just been the main thing that on the one hand has driven me forward but on the other, has eaten me up. For as long as I can remember I have felt constantly afraid of how quickly my head can turn dark. It’s always been so hard to me fight the darkness that I inevitably have. A lot of people will say it’s a phase and it will go away. But it doesn’t and the reality of the situation is I have to find strategies to allow it to exist and to deal with it as a constant. A lot of us can feel like our lives are insignificant. We can feel like we have no purpose, so what is there to live for? The inexplicable darkness inside our heads can consume us. It can make it hard to get out of bed in the morning, force us to cancel plans, or back out of opportunities last minute. This song was written as a message to myself to try and exist alongside my insecurities and my darkness by grounding myself and remembering what is real in life and that the world is so much bigger than me. In the past my art has been about highlighting the pain and letting the world know that it is there, in order to relate to others but now I want to beat it. This song is a gateway to where my new music is heading. Embracing the light, realising what’s beautiful in the world and fighting the darkness - not wallowing in it. It’s about getting out of your head and noticing the world around you, the things and people. Connect with them, the chances are they probably feel the same. Don’t let the bullshit inside your head consume you. It just wastes precious time and life potential. Remember what is real. Help people, be kind, help the world, help yourself. You’re probably living more than you think.
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“breakdown.” OUT NOW!!! 🖤 I wrote this song because it’s been the hardest year for me mentally. I feel myself changing and throughout my life I’ve never felt good enough, it’s just been the main thing that on the one hand has driven me forward but on the other, has eaten me up. For as long as I can remember I have felt constantly afraid of how quickly my head can turn dark. It’s always been so hard to me fight the darkness that I inevitably have. A lot of people will say it’s a phase and it will go away. But it doesn’t and the reality of the situation is I have to find strategies to allow it to exist and to deal with it as a constant. A lot of us can feel like our lives are insignificant. We can feel like we have no purpose, so what is there to live for? The inexplicable darkness inside our heads can consume us. It can make it hard to get out of bed in the morning, force us to cancel plans, or back out of opportunities last minute. This song was written as a message to myself to try and exist alongside my insecurities and my darkness by grounding myself and remembering what is real in life and that the world is so much bigger than me. In the past my art has been about highlighting the pain and letting the world know that it is there, in order to relate to others but now I want to beat it. This song is a gateway to where my new music is heading. Embracing the light, realising what’s beautiful in the world and fighting the darkness - not wallowing in it. It’s about getting out of your head and noticing the world around you, the things and people. Connect with them, the chances are they probably feel the same. Don’t let the bullshit inside your head consume you. It just wastes precious time and life potential. Remember what is real. Help people, be kind, help the world, help yourself. You’re probably living more than you think.

YUNGBLUD

71,652 次观看 • 2 年前

Zara Larsson answers what was the key to getting out of the Khia Asylum. “I’ve always known I’m a cool girl. I think my taste is good or fun, it’s my taste. I like what I do. I just need to express it to the world so they can understand. And now I feel like I have, and people connect with it because I’m just being true to myself. But I kind of feel like I don’t like when people say that they’re a flop. I don’t say that, you know what I mean? Don’t manifest it. No, because it doesn’t matter, what even is that, you know?
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Zara Larsson answers what was the key to getting out of the Khia Asylum. “I’ve always known I’m a cool girl. I think my taste is good or fun, it’s my taste. I like what I do. I just need to express it to the world so they can understand. And now I feel like I have, and people connect with it because I’m just being true to myself. But I kind of feel like I don’t like when people say that they’re a flop. I don’t say that, you know what I mean? Don’t manifest it. No, because it doesn’t matter, what even is that, you know?

Updates Zara Larsson

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my new song “BREAKDOWN.” is out on the 21st of June!!! 🖤🖤🖤 I wrote this poem because it’s been the hardest year for my mental health. In my life I’ve always never felt good enough, it’s just the thing that’s eaten me up. For as long as I can remember i have felt constantly afraid of how quickly my head can turn dark. It’s always been so hard to fight the darkness that i inevitably have. A lot of people will say it’s a phase and it will go away. But it doesn’t and the reality of the situation is I have to find strategies to deal with it. To put it plainly the things I don’t like about myself will probably never change, people tell me one day I’ll come-to terms with them one day but I want that day to be FUCKING NOW. This song is a message to myself to try and exist alongside my insecurities and my darkness by grounding myself and remembering what is real in life and the world is so much bigger than me. Try and get out of your head and notice the world around you, notice the things and people around you. Connect with them, the chances are they probably feel the same. Don’t let the bullshit inside your head consume you. It just wastes precious time. Remember what is real. Help people, be kind, help the world, help yourself. If you think you can’t do it, you can. You can get through this, trust me. Use this poem in a mornin to get u out of bed, use it when youre about to back out of something last minute, use it when you’re at your darkest. It’s got a little bit of light in it. Don’t forget to put your feet in the grass … Mind
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my new song “BREAKDOWN.” is out on the 21st of June!!! 🖤🖤🖤 I wrote this poem because it’s been the hardest year for my mental health. In my life I’ve always never felt good enough, it’s just the thing that’s eaten me up. For as long as I can remember i have felt constantly afraid of how quickly my head can turn dark. It’s always been so hard to fight the darkness that i inevitably have. A lot of people will say it’s a phase and it will go away. But it doesn’t and the reality of the situation is I have to find strategies to deal with it. To put it plainly the things I don’t like about myself will probably never change, people tell me one day I’ll come-to terms with them one day but I want that day to be FUCKING NOW. This song is a message to myself to try and exist alongside my insecurities and my darkness by grounding myself and remembering what is real in life and the world is so much bigger than me. Try and get out of your head and notice the world around you, notice the things and people around you. Connect with them, the chances are they probably feel the same. Don’t let the bullshit inside your head consume you. It just wastes precious time. Remember what is real. Help people, be kind, help the world, help yourself. If you think you can’t do it, you can. You can get through this, trust me. Use this poem in a mornin to get u out of bed, use it when youre about to back out of something last minute, use it when you’re at your darkest. It’s got a little bit of light in it. Don’t forget to put your feet in the grass … Mind

YUNGBLUD

66,954 次观看 • 2 年前

Today, I shared the most personal of stories publicly for the first time about my Mum’s impossible bind and lack of real choice in the late-stage of her terminal illness last year. I will let my speech, and her story, speak for itself here. This vote today was on whether we continue our work on this or not — not a final vote that would have seen this Bill come into law. I voted for the Bill to proceed for further consideration, like last time, but this was not the majority vote, this time. I’m disappointed that we cannot continue our consideration of this at this time, and then have been able to take a final view, like last time. I want to be clear that I fully respect and appreciate that there are different views on this issue. I’m grateful to every fellow resident who has been in touch to share theirs, and engaged with me and one another with care and consideration on this. My lived experience has made my belief in the principle of choice for terminally ill adults crystal clear. But regardless of my experience, my job is to be legislator. I would never vote for a Bill if I felt it were unsafe. Indeed, amendments of mine to the previous version of this Bill were accepted unanimously by MPs, with different viewpoints and from different political parties. I will always listen, and consider such decisions deeply. I hope that no matter whether we share the same view on the principle of this issue, this approach is welcome. It’s impossible for any two people to agree all of the time, but that’s doesn’t mean any of us have anything other than the best of intentions. I’m glad that I did what I could today to speak up for my Mum, and others with terminal illnesses who want to have choice over their life and their death. It was tough, but I know it’s what she would have wanted. The hardest part, though, is knowing that more people will now have to go through this same experience as my Mum, me, and my whole family, before this next comes back to the Commons - and I truly wouldn’t wish this on anyone.
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Today, I shared the most personal of stories publicly for the first time about my Mum’s impossible bind and lack of real choice in the late-stage of her terminal illness last year. I will let my speech, and her story, speak for itself here. This vote today was on whether we continue our work on this or not — not a final vote that would have seen this Bill come into law. I voted for the Bill to proceed for further consideration, like last time, but this was not the majority vote, this time. I’m disappointed that we cannot continue our consideration of this at this time, and then have been able to take a final view, like last time. I want to be clear that I fully respect and appreciate that there are different views on this issue. I’m grateful to every fellow resident who has been in touch to share theirs, and engaged with me and one another with care and consideration on this. My lived experience has made my belief in the principle of choice for terminally ill adults crystal clear. But regardless of my experience, my job is to be legislator. I would never vote for a Bill if I felt it were unsafe. Indeed, amendments of mine to the previous version of this Bill were accepted unanimously by MPs, with different viewpoints and from different political parties. I will always listen, and consider such decisions deeply. I hope that no matter whether we share the same view on the principle of this issue, this approach is welcome. It’s impossible for any two people to agree all of the time, but that’s doesn’t mean any of us have anything other than the best of intentions. I’m glad that I did what I could today to speak up for my Mum, and others with terminal illnesses who want to have choice over their life and their death. It was tough, but I know it’s what she would have wanted. The hardest part, though, is knowing that more people will now have to go through this same experience as my Mum, me, and my whole family, before this next comes back to the Commons - and I truly wouldn’t wish this on anyone.

Claire Hazelgrove MP

36,320 次观看 • 2 个月前