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I’ve lived through more hurricanes than I can count… in different countries, different latitudes, different seasons of my life, and yet I have never felt the kind of unease that has been sitting in my chest these past few days. It’s a slow, crawling kind of dread that refuses...

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39,591 views • 7 months ago

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Lady Gaga reflects on her 2016 album, Joanne, and how it’s different from MAYHEM: “I think that was a hard time for some of my fans, because it felt so different from the “me” that they knew. But it felt so needed for me. It was like I just wanted to strip everything away. I just wanted to understand and get much closer to who I was before it all. It’s so interesting because it’s the most stripped-away that people feel that they’ve ever seen me, but I know how far away from me I was. On this record, I’m much more confident and sure of who I am. I also didn’t feel the need to completely reinvent every part of who I am, because I’ve started to become proud of who I am and feeling like I can own my personal approach to pop music, my style, my vision, that these are things that I made that belong to me, and that I don’t have to put so much pressure on myself to be somebody else, to be great.”

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"Something I’ve thought about throughout my life is that whether it's dealing with people or acting, I believe that putting your whole heart into it is what's important. So, I don't know which character it was that first made you get to know me, but the heart that loved that character ultimately reaches me. Because of the affection you’ve shown me, it makes me want to work even harder and makes me feel more ambitious. I hope that my fans will look forward to what kind of character I will show you next and walk along with me. With each and every future project, I will truly do my absolute best and pour my heart into it. Even if I can't be completely different every single time, I want to repay the expectation of my fans' love with as different a side of myself as possible. Continuing my life as an actor moving forward seems to have become my life's goal."

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My own words about what happened last Saturday night. Best I can remember, how I felt in the middle of it, and what I hope to do next. I’ve appreciated all of your kind messages and prayers and help. I don’t expect much in the way of justice. Would be nice if that happened but it’s Portland. I know it’s a long listen, sorry about that. I tried to make it as short as possible.

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Zara Larsson answers what was the key to getting out of the Khia Asylum. “I’ve always known I’m a cool girl. I think my taste is good or fun, it’s my taste. I like what I do. I just need to express it to the world so they can understand. And now I feel like I have, and people connect with it because I’m just being true to myself. But I kind of feel like I don’t like when people say that they’re a flop. I don’t say that, you know what I mean? Don’t manifest it. No, because it doesn’t matter, what even is that, you know?

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30,001 views • 5 months ago

🐱: but when nani found out- learned about these things, it made me realize that.. being kind or whatever is a good thing, and that’s who i am 🐱: but i can’t change the whole world because everyone has different personalities 🐱: so i just understand that my responsibility is to keep doing good, and whatever they do in return- i just have to understand and accept that they are who they are, because the world isn’t- his mind.. his way of thinking.. and after going through so much he still remained his kind self 😭😭😭 NANI Brave Together #MaybellineXNani
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🐱: but when nani found out- learned about these things, it made me realize that.. being kind or whatever is a good thing, and that’s who i am 🐱: but i can’t change the whole world because everyone has different personalities 🐱: so i just understand that my responsibility is to keep doing good, and whatever they do in return- i just have to understand and accept that they are who they are, because the world isn’t- his mind.. his way of thinking.. and after going through so much he still remained his kind self 😭😭😭 NANI Brave Together #MaybellineXNani

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32,662 views • 1 year ago

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“breakdown.” OUT NOW!!! 🖤 I wrote this song because it’s been the hardest year for me mentally. I feel myself changing and throughout my life I’ve never felt good enough, it’s just been the main thing that on the one hand has driven me forward but on the other, has eaten me up. For as long as I can remember I have felt constantly afraid of how quickly my head can turn dark. It’s always been so hard to me fight the darkness that I inevitably have. A lot of people will say it’s a phase and it will go away. But it doesn’t and the reality of the situation is I have to find strategies to allow it to exist and to deal with it as a constant. A lot of us can feel like our lives are insignificant. We can feel like we have no purpose, so what is there to live for? The inexplicable darkness inside our heads can consume us. It can make it hard to get out of bed in the morning, force us to cancel plans, or back out of opportunities last minute. This song was written as a message to myself to try and exist alongside my insecurities and my darkness by grounding myself and remembering what is real in life and that the world is so much bigger than me. In the past my art has been about highlighting the pain and letting the world know that it is there, in order to relate to others but now I want to beat it. This song is a gateway to where my new music is heading. Embracing the light, realising what’s beautiful in the world and fighting the darkness - not wallowing in it. It’s about getting out of your head and noticing the world around you, the things and people. Connect with them, the chances are they probably feel the same. Don’t let the bullshit inside your head consume you. It just wastes precious time and life potential. Remember what is real. Help people, be kind, help the world, help yourself. You’re probably living more than you think.

YUNGBLUD

71,652 views • 2 years ago

my new song “BREAKDOWN.” is out on the 21st of June!!! 🖤🖤🖤 I wrote this poem because it’s been the hardest year for my mental health. In my life I’ve always never felt good enough, it’s just the thing that’s eaten me up. For as long as I can remember i have felt constantly afraid of how quickly my head can turn dark. It’s always been so hard to fight the darkness that i inevitably have. A lot of people will say it’s a phase and it will go away. But it doesn’t and the reality of the situation is I have to find strategies to deal with it. To put it plainly the things I don’t like about myself will probably never change, people tell me one day I’ll come-to terms with them one day but I want that day to be FUCKING NOW. This song is a message to myself to try and exist alongside my insecurities and my darkness by grounding myself and remembering what is real in life and the world is so much bigger than me. Try and get out of your head and notice the world around you, notice the things and people around you. Connect with them, the chances are they probably feel the same. Don’t let the bullshit inside your head consume you. It just wastes precious time. Remember what is real. Help people, be kind, help the world, help yourself. If you think you can’t do it, you can. You can get through this, trust me. Use this poem in a mornin to get u out of bed, use it when youre about to back out of something last minute, use it when you’re at your darkest. It’s got a little bit of light in it. Don’t forget to put your feet in the grass … Mind
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my new song “BREAKDOWN.” is out on the 21st of June!!! 🖤🖤🖤 I wrote this poem because it’s been the hardest year for my mental health. In my life I’ve always never felt good enough, it’s just the thing that’s eaten me up. For as long as I can remember i have felt constantly afraid of how quickly my head can turn dark. It’s always been so hard to fight the darkness that i inevitably have. A lot of people will say it’s a phase and it will go away. But it doesn’t and the reality of the situation is I have to find strategies to deal with it. To put it plainly the things I don’t like about myself will probably never change, people tell me one day I’ll come-to terms with them one day but I want that day to be FUCKING NOW. This song is a message to myself to try and exist alongside my insecurities and my darkness by grounding myself and remembering what is real in life and the world is so much bigger than me. Try and get out of your head and notice the world around you, notice the things and people around you. Connect with them, the chances are they probably feel the same. Don’t let the bullshit inside your head consume you. It just wastes precious time. Remember what is real. Help people, be kind, help the world, help yourself. If you think you can’t do it, you can. You can get through this, trust me. Use this poem in a mornin to get u out of bed, use it when youre about to back out of something last minute, use it when you’re at your darkest. It’s got a little bit of light in it. Don’t forget to put your feet in the grass … Mind

YUNGBLUD

66,420 views • 2 years ago

Lando: “In a way I wanted to keep number 4 because I'm just happy with that and it goes well with my logo. So that's how straightforward I am. But I will go with number 1. Because I have to. I have to. It could be my only opportunity in my life that I get to do such a thing. Not many people in the world get to do that kind of thing. And it's not for me. It's just for my mechanics. This is for my engineers. It's the fact that they get to run with the number 1 on the car. And I think it'll mean a lot more to them than it does to me as a number. And for me, that's a lot more important.”
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Lando: “In a way I wanted to keep number 4 because I'm just happy with that and it goes well with my logo. So that's how straightforward I am. But I will go with number 1. Because I have to. I have to. It could be my only opportunity in my life that I get to do such a thing. Not many people in the world get to do that kind of thing. And it's not for me. It's just for my mechanics. This is for my engineers. It's the fact that they get to run with the number 1 on the car. And I think it'll mean a lot more to them than it does to me as a number. And for me, that's a lot more important.”

naenia ¹ ⁶³

1,647,861 views • 8 months ago