MMD Hololive - Retrospective HD version: #KFPicasso I worked really hard on this one so I would appreciate if you, dear reader, could share 🙏 Thought process and all in 🧵.

I commisioned Raven to make the motion 'cause... I had so many ideas lol it kept bugging me every time I head the song (it happens with TGW or even Love Rush too). She speaks spanish so I was able to describe my vision with no issues and she gave it her own touch.

- The part that I 100% didn't want to have any changes was the fire - destruction one. I used to work a lot with fire effects back when I was in Madomagi fandom, for inner battles and all. Hope-despair. And I imagined someone forcing themselves so much, trying so hard to (...)

keep everything together that they didn't notice that they were holding tightly enough to break themselves apart. In this case I played with the phoenix element obviously too. I HAD TO TURN OFF PHYSICS THERE SORRY it was impossible to have them touch w/o hair going crazy. (...)

- The first part with the mirror maybe it's a bit harder to understand; the plan was having her look at herself there while showing all her attempts to turn into what others wanted but failed; it's two models bcs that's past self in the mirror. Raven got me the mirror herself. ->

- When she felt down to the floor was like, reaching the bottom, having your mind broken and having no clue at wtf to do next cause NOTHING works, fucked up so much you don't know who you are anymore, your self image is torn to pieces and you can't trust yourself anymore. (...)

Having the broken glasses falling and being all over those fragments that reflect yourself was the best way I could think of to show exactly that - in your eyes, you're broken. - The last part with her reaching for the mirror was Raven's idea, I think it also speaks about (...)

myself the fact that I didn't know what to do there lol so I gave her the space to improvise and she didn't disappoint, IT HURT SO BAD WHEN SHE SHOWED ME THE PREVIEW DAMN LOL. Also, having mirror past-self with the hats on had to do to like... represent that she's the one (...)

that others get to see, she would never let anyone else breakdown like that. Huge massive note: THIS IS VERY PERSONAL. If anything this is my POV, I'm not trying to analize Kiara, only she knows what happens in her heart. This is the way it affected me.

And usually I don't care if people reupload my stuff BUT I worked hard planning everything and I don't wanna see others taking the credit of something special to me, sighs. I'll add an extra note later maybe - this was hard to do too bcs I felt emotionally drained after all 🫠.

THIS PART IS *CHEF'S KISS* THE CAMERA ANGLE, SLOWLY MOVING AS WE'RE THE LIGHT'S POV NICE STUFF HERE GLASS KEEP COOKING-

I'LL TRY TO KEEEP COOKING and I'm glad it wasn't too much using the broken glasses on the floor. THANK YOU FOR YOUR COMMENT <3