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🐥 while preparing for the last [concert] as nine, i developed this thing where my words wouldn't come out and they would get all tangled. something like panicking. i couldn't speak so i avoided it a bit, but it's gotten a lot better these days. i couldn't speak properly...

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177,763 views • 3 months ago

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Jin explained why he stopped touching ARMY’s hands during his concerts! 🐹: “I used to go around during performances and touch fans’ hands like this. But there were fans who just touched my hand, and others who tried to grab it like this.” 🐹: “As I was grabbing hands like this, fans had their hands out, right? So I’d go around and touch them like this. But when someone grabbed my hand here, and it happened like this, it got a bit dangerous. My hand would get pulled like this, and the fans would end up like this too.” 🐹: “So from then on, I wanted to touch hands, but I got scared and couldn’t do it anymore.” 🐹: “Last time I said, “Please don’t grab my hand just touch it,” but that didn’t really work. So after that, I was scared and couldn’t really do hand-touching anymore.” 🐹: “I just thought that if something were to happen because of me, I’d feel so bad. Even though the fans sincerely wish for hand touches, I was truly, truly sorry.” #RUNSEOKJIN_epTOUR #RUNSEOKJIN_epTOUR_LONDON
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Jin explained why he stopped touching ARMY’s hands during his concerts! 🐹: “I used to go around during performances and touch fans’ hands like this. But there were fans who just touched my hand, and others who tried to grab it like this.” 🐹: “As I was grabbing hands like this, fans had their hands out, right? So I’d go around and touch them like this. But when someone grabbed my hand here, and it happened like this, it got a bit dangerous. My hand would get pulled like this, and the fans would end up like this too.” 🐹: “So from then on, I wanted to touch hands, but I got scared and couldn’t do it anymore.” 🐹: “Last time I said, “Please don’t grab my hand just touch it,” but that didn’t really work. So after that, I was scared and couldn’t really do hand-touching anymore.” 🐹: “I just thought that if something were to happen because of me, I’d feel so bad. Even though the fans sincerely wish for hand touches, I was truly, truly sorry.” #RUNSEOKJIN_epTOUR #RUNSEOKJIN_epTOUR_LONDON

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1,301,930 views • 2 months ago

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394,922 views • 8 months ago

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🐿️ Yesterday, stopping the song (NO1) in the middle was really impulsive. So I’m sure the production and sound team were probably surprised too. It just kind of happened while I was doing it… I guess it was just one of those days. It doesn’t come around very often for me - a day when I suddenly feel like doing something on impulse? (laughs) So I just did it… 🐿️ I don’t even know myself. I’ve never tried anything like that even during practice, but I just - I just… I just did it. These days, since I’ve gotten more used to handling the equipment… — KIM HONGJOONG WHEN I CATCH YOU

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