Had to delete my last video about outmaneuvering the... algorithm because it got flagged. Some of you didn’t even listen to the video and made comments that alerted X. So everyone please tell those who make inappropriate comments how you feel about me having to take post down. Ok… So anyways I’m down a few pounds this morning because I spent most Sunday sleeping instead of stuffing my face with food. I’ll have to make up for it during the week but I was so tired, think I needed the day to rest.show more

For that guy who was envious because he couldn’t... make it as a guntuber so he tried to tear me down instead . This is why I made it and you didn’t :show more

I have coined the phenomenon…😎 I call it accent... accommodation to make myself feel better about the compulsion. I think it stems from having to have hard conversations that felt overwhelming and confusing with my parents. So going in to an accent when talking about how youshow more

thank you, thank you, thank you to all the... people there last night. I loved this show so much. I can't tell you. Everything about it was right. The set list, the band. I felt so happy to be on that stage from beginning to end. Like I told you, I was a wreck all day maybe even the last few days worrying about how we could make it better than the last show from the previous residency. Right now I think we did it now we got a job to do. This is gonna be a touff one to beat.show more

Thanks to everyone who sent me B-day messages yesterday... & to those of you who spent it w/ me eating up this cake 😋🎂 (if ykyk 😅) I had an amazing day & am so happy to have the ppl in my life that I do. Thanks to the ppl who without fail, always make me feel special! Here's to another year of good memories with the best ppl that a girl could ask for! 🥂❤️show more

Yesterday’s video was flagged so it’s coming down. We’ll... see what impact that has on this one. Yesterday I laid in bed most of the day and tried to eat more. Over the weekend I’m down 2 pounds which is pretty normal for me. Hopefully this week I can put the weight back on. I don’t want to dirty bulk but I might have to in order to get to the weight I want.show more

It occurred to me that I’d have to post... this at some point: I’m straight I’m not on any dating sites. I’m on Facebook, YouTube, Instagram, TikTok and here. There’s a link here to the buy me coffee, which I thought would just be fun. I am never going to ask you for any money. I suspect that my photos videos are being used on some other sites, but that’s not me. Yesterday I blocked a couple of accounts because they made a comment that I had I profiles on dating site, which I don’t and it’s easier just to block people instead of deleting comments because I don’t know how to do that. So remember that when you’re making comments. I actually enjoy blocking people because I feel like there’s one less person I’ll ever have to deal with.show more

Someone asked me to make the shrinking version of... this video, so enjoy! It's not a typical content but feel free to let me know what you think about this video in the comments! #size_twitter #shrinkshow more

How bold of you to lie and say that... I cleared our chats. I knew you would try to pull this off, so I was prepared for it. 😉 I took a record of our chat before you cleared it. I have screenshots too, but if I posted those, you would have said they were edited. So I made a video instead. You can clearly see from my conversation with you that I was skeptical about taking the deal because everything just seemed shady to me. I don't care about the amount of money you want to pay me for promotion. If a project can't provide evidence that its team is legitimate and not trying to pull off some shady acts, I won't accept any deals from them.show more

Today I decided to open up my Opal Tadpole... webcam, because I was curious to see how they managed to make it so small… and to my surprise the camera was not installed directly to the board, but with a cable instead! 💡 I don’t know if you know where I am going with this…show more

Good morning everyone! ☀️ Wishing you all a wonderful... Monday. I was up early this morning because I had to take care of a few things for the bank. Now that's done, and I'm ready to see what the rest of the day has in store. Hope you all have a great start to the week! 😊#GoodMorning #MondayMotivation #MorningVibes #NewWeekshow more

For me, a small gesture in this brief video... shows what kind of person Pope Francis was. Last summer, Pope Francis was reported to have used an Italian-language slur for LGBTQ people and made some negative comments about gay priests. It seemed so out of character with the person I knew, had met and corresponded with, and who had always expressed his desire to care for LGBTQ people pastorally. Not long after these reports, in June, I was at the Vatican, having helped to arrange a papal audience for comedians. A few days before that audience, I met with the Holy Father at the Casa Santa Marta and we talked about his comments. For me, it was hard to bring up the topic, but a cardinal friend of mine encouraged me. But Pope Francis seemed eager to talk about it and told me he knew many holy and faithful gay seminarians and priests, and encouraged me to share his comments publicly, which I did (after asking him a few times exactly how to word it). And it turned out that he didn’t realize how offensive the slur was and said he’d never use it again. After that, the conversation turned to other, more relaxed, matters: the US church, the Synod, and so on. It happened to be the 25th anniversary of my ordination to the priesthood and so before leaving Casa Santa Marta, I knelt down and he blessed me. As always, it was a great gift to be with him. A few days later, at the papal audience for comedians, along with the rest of the guests, I was invited up to greet the Holy Father in the Sala Clementina, which was captured in this video. You can see that I thank him for inviting me and my laughing because we joked about my being a "famous American comedian." I start to leave, since I know he’s busy, but then he gently pulls me back and surprised me by thanking me for our conversation a few days earlier. He said that he needed to hear that and was grateful for our conversation and then gave me a thumbs up. Afterwards, I thought: Who does that? What world leader thanks someone for a challenging conversation? For me, that small gesture says a great deal about Pope Francis’s humility, openness and freedom, as well his willingness to listen and learn. Weren’t we blessed to have him in our midst?show more

UPDATE: I’M ABLE TO SPEAK AGAIN!! I been talking... since Tuesday. For those that aren’t familiar with tracheotomies, because of the open hole in my throat, it prevents me from speaking because air goes out the trach rather than up through your voice box. So in order for me to speak, I have a cap called a speaking valve (the purple cap). What it does is cover the trach to allow the air I breathe to go through my nose and mouth again while stopping air from coming out my throat, allowing my voice to come out. It’s a really big adjustment and what should feel like breathing normal doesn’t feel natural at all. I can only wear it for a short time before getting tired for now. A week ago I didn’t even know how to breathe with it on, but last night I had it on for the longest I’ve had so far and it felt comfortable. So there’s hope to getting back to normalcy. I Still have to adjust to my daily life with this thing in my throat. Still not comfortable gaming or sitting for long period of time because of the position I need to be in. It’s getting better though. Hopefully it’s still just part of the healing process. Also. Thank you to the community for giving me the confidence to post videos and pictures of myself in the most unflattering situations.show more

I was coming off a project I didn’t like... work on at all. When that happens, for the next gig to be something you’re fired up about it makes it even better because you feel like you’re letting the monster out of cage. I had my hand in so many aspects #animationshow more

I feel weird even bringing this up, but here... we go. Subscriptions are open on my page. There is no graceful way to say that, so please take this with a kind heart. I know a lot of people are struggling financially, and I don’t want anyone stretching themselves for me. I have a great job. I’m just letting people know it exists because some of you asked. I’m not even saying I’m worth the money. I’ll be honest, I’m not the best person to subscribe to. I’m not an OnlyFans girl, I’m not teaching you how to get monetized, I’m not running a masterclass in anything. The subscriber section is literally just more personal, everyday stuff. It’s boring in a comforting way. You’re not missing anything. If you ever feel like hanging out with me on the quieter side of this app, it’s there. If not, all good. I just wanted to put it out there for anyone who might be interested. Pro tip: if you subscribe to anyone, please do it on a browser. If you do it through the Apple Store or the Google store, they take 30% and put it in their pocket. Those companies are rich enough. I have a real problem with them getting any money or subscribers. I didn’t know that when I first started subscribing to people. PS: if you are a current subscriber or a new subscriber, please go to my homepage and click on the subs tab. I post content there, but it doesn’t automatically show up in your feed. PPS: Please don’t be nasty to me in the comments if you don’t want to subscribe. I’m not a mean person. I can’t think of a humble way to tell people. This wasn’t easy for me to write.show more

TAEHYUNG ABOUT YEONTAN “The reason I decided to post... this message today is because, recently, Yeontan (my dog) embarked on a long journey to the stars. I thought a lot about how to share this news with you, but I felt that it was right to let ARMYs, who have sent so much love to Yeontan, know, so I’m sharing this news now. I believe Yeontan would feel happy if ARMYs also remember him fondly as he sets off on this journey.”show more

“Tony used to tell me to look up at... the blue lights when I was sad and it would make me feel happy. I don’t need to look at the blue lights anymore because I’m never fucking sad when I’m up here. I love you, thank you so much.”show more

i still think of that time beomgyu was having... so much fun swimming that he drank too much water and had to take a break for the rest of the shoot because of it this silly puppy😭show more