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Okay, this is becoming statistically unreasonable. Baron pulls up one of my posts on his live. Candace pulls up another. And now 🇺🇸Lionel🇺🇸 has casually wandered in and made it three completely different posts on three different lives within 48 hours. At this point my little X account and... I have stopped asking questions. 😂 This one means a lot, though. That “Just Charlie” video Lionel showed came from watching Charlie’s interview without sound and seeing something so heartbreakingly raw it felt almost too painful to watch. So I stripped everything else away and shared just Charlie — because there was something in those silent moments that I felt needed to be seen.💔 As for the missing mention, 🇺🇸Lionel🇺🇸: I’ve reviewed the evidence and decided that being ridiculously cool and having a brain I genuinely enjoy watching operate atones for a multitude of X sins. You’re forgiven. 😉🙏🏼show more

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