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p.s: a long read but worth. love it every time taynew talk about their relationship dynamic, can literally sit all day long hearing the whole thing ♡ 💬 Did Hin told Te beforehand about cheek-to-cheek or Tay just got attacked by Hin? 🐳 No discussion before, Hin just did it. You guys must be know my personality and Hin’s personality well already. I’m the type who— how do I say it, I have to think before doing. Here’s the thing, I just took Enneagram course. Before, it was just self-taught and I knew my type, but after meeting this guru and got to dive in deeply, turns out I’m actually the type I never thought of before. As well as New. These Enneagram types are truly something we should study super deeply because it can shift depends on wings and arrows point that show in stress or relaxed situation, but finding our real true type is so difficult to find. I got Type 5, which the knowledge type, I’d feel less secure when I think my knowledge is not enough. I’ve always thought I was Type 9, the peacemaker, turns out I’m Type 5. So what I’m trying to say is, we have completely different personalities, New is the jumper one. He doesn’t like doing lot of practice, you know, doing the same thing over and over. He’s that, “Don’t put too much thought into it, just do it.” which actually can be a good side of him at some point. He won’t think much and let his instinct works. I’d say that both of our personalities got its own good and bad side. New can use his intuition, more realistic, you know, he can be a thing the way he wanted it to be—I can’t find the right words. But that’s not how I am, I tend to use my head too much, which actually can be an obstacle for my profession at some points. I won’t be able to jump when at one point I have to jump, because I’m too afraid of my unpreparedness and feel less secured. My head needs it to be structured about what to do for me to have a courage to do it. Instead, New will be like, “Like this and this, ok let’s do it.” As I said, these two personalities has its own good and bad side to be working in this industry. Thus, in growing up we have to adapt and pick each other good side to fulfill what we lack of. I have to learn how to jump, New has to learn how to be more structured and secured. I have to learn to think less, because after thinking much, in the end it never really give good results anyway. Every single time, I always do it better during practice than the real performance because I think too much. This is such a really bad side for someone who uses their head too much. For New, he always do it better in the real performance than practice, every single time. But “Faak Jai” is maybe the first performance I think I did it (better on real day). At that time, I tried to think the way New did, to focus on the present, and I’m proud of myself to can actually do it. It’s probably my first time ever since working in this industry to actually feel that kind of feeling. So about the cheek-to-cheek, yeah I think this is the perfect dynamics of TayNew, how I’m the overthinker one, while Hin always doing things not under control. Like, it’s a mix of well-prepared and spontaneity in both of us together. For example, if it’s New alone, it won’t look that smooth and look that well-prepared. On the other hand, if it’s me alone, there won’t gonna be such a magic moment that comes spontaneously. New fill things up and make things more perfect. If it were two people with the same personality like me, it’d be too rigid. This is the good side of having a work partner with different personality as us.

deeコ

22,979 просмотров • 6 месяцев назад

Sam Altman ranks one thing above automation, and it is the oldest ambition in the field. Altman: “I think this will be one of the most important areas, even more important than automation of other tasks that AI can do, just to help us understand more things.” Automation moves existing work between people and machines, and the total stays about the same. Discovery adds. Nobody loses a job when a disease stops existing. That ambition is as old as the field, and it starts with Claude Shannon during the war. Senra: “Him and Alan Turing used to meet every day for coffee when they were both at Bell Labs. And they would just talk about AI. They thought it was inevitable back then.” Turing was there on a wartime encryption assignment while Shannon worked down the hall on the mathematics that became information theory. The machines they were talking about did not exist yet. Senra: “And they’re like, ‘Well, what would you want the computer to do?’ He’s like, ‘Solve math problems, write poetry, cure diseases.’” Eighty years later that is still the list. Every generation since arrived at the same three targets on its own, funded them, lost the funding, and came back. Two men with no hardware wrote a specification that never needed a revision. Altman: “We’re finally at the moment where AI is solving novel math problems. It is discovering other stuff. It is writing poetry.” They were wrong about when by roughly sixty-five years, which is the cheapest way to be wrong. Being wrong about whether would have meant the entire field was a mistake. Thousands of careers went into finding out which one it was. Altman: “I am so sad they are not here to see it. Because they were so right about everything.” Turing died in 1954 at forty-one. Shannon lived into the era of ordinary computers and spent his final years with Alzheimer’s, losing the one thing he taught the world to measure. The people who set a target rarely live to see it hit. It gets hit anyway. Cure diseases sat third on that list. The limit on human problems has almost always been knowledge rather than resources or willingness. Knowledge has been capped by how many minds exist and how long each one lasts. Turing got about eighteen working years. The list outlived him because he wrote it down and someone not yet born picked it up. Everything large has been finished that way, one lifetime handed to the next, with most of what each one knew lost on the way. Progress moved one lifetime at a time because that was the fastest a mind could go. The list is finally in the hands of something that does not run out of time.

Dustin

10,476 просмотров • 16 дней назад

Caller: “I got married a few months ago, and a few weeks ago we found out my wife is pregnant. We have a bit of a debt problem. She has about $177,000 in student loan debt, and I was wondering how we should attack that.” Dave Ramsey: “Is she a doctor or a lawyer?” Caller: “I wish I could say either one, but she’s a freelance nanny. She actually never finished college.” Rachel: “Private school?” Caller: “It was a Division I state school.” Rachel: “So, out of state?” Caller: “Yeah, and this is a bad situation.” Dave Ramsey: “It is a dumb situation. Wow. How close did she come to finishing?” Caller: “She had a little bit left. It got to the point where we couldn’t afford to keep going.” Dave Ramsey: “What do you make?” Caller: “I make about $54,000 a year, and she makes about $36,000. I have about $35,470 in a mutual fund that basically mimics the S&P 500, and I also have just under $30,000 in a money market account.” Dave Ramsey: “How old are you guys?” Caller: “I’m 20, and she’s 23.” Dave Ramsey: “And you graduated from college as well?” Caller: “I’m about 65% through mine. I’m doing it online while serving in the Army.” Dave Ramsey: “Your $54,000 income is from your military service, and she makes $36,000 as a nanny. You have about $65,000 lying around between the money market and the mutual fund. I would continue to stack cash until the baby comes.” “When the baby arrives and everyone is healthy, I have some bad news: your wife is not going to be a stay-at-home mom. She’s going to be working. She signed up for $175,000 worth of debt, and she’s going to be working for a while, so we need to get used to that idea.” “When you have your first baby, there’s usually a tremendous desire to stay home with the child unless someone has a very strong professional calling. You guys need about $85,000. So let’s pretend you save another $10,000. That gives you $75,000 in cash.” “When the baby comes home healthy from the hospital, and mom is healthy and ready to return to work, you write a check for $75,000 and put it toward the student loan. Then you keep $1,000 in your account and attack the remaining $100,000 with a vengeance. Work extra, do everything you can, and sell everything in sight.” Rachel: “The good thing is that, because of what she does, she may be able to watch her own baby along with the children she cares for.”

𝓢𝓵𝓪𝓶 👁️⃤

313,216 просмотров • 2 месяцев назад

Ever since I wired Claude Code to WhatsApp 3 weeks ago, I built a stupidly large infra around it. I mean, opus built it. No clue how the code even looks. The entire thing was vibe coded using my phone. I wanted to see how far I could push it without touching the computer. Everything via WhatsApp. Build what I need on the fly. So the resulting infrastructure will already be battle tested for software development. The entire thing was streamlined with nearly no manual interventions, everything was communicated via WhatsApp using a single script establishing this connection. If the script is down, I need to get home to start it again to resume the development. Claude was upgrading it, debugging it, restarting it while maintaining constant uptime so it could keep communicating with me. I stressed Claude about it, telling it that it will be “in the dark” and other words that deliberately sound scary about losing communications if the script dies. I also refused git and refused cloning the code, I wanted to see Claude adapting to work on a *LIVING* system. The way this whole thing works: Claude has its own dedicated phone number that I am paying for. A real WhatsApp account for it is installed on a real iPhone that is sitting on my desk. All is registered under my name, this is legit setup with no hacks and tricks. I’ve set up a WhatsApp “Community” and multiple different groups under it. Both me and Claude are the admins, so Claude could edit it on my behalf. Each group is a project I am working on and has its own isolated context. The Group description is a system prompt that gets auto-appended to the larger system prompt explaining this setup in general. When I send a message it’s an instant interrupt to Claude Code’s process, just like in the terminal. Voice notes are seamlessly transcribed with a local Whisper model. Images are used with multimodal reading in an isolated parallel session. Multiple groups running in parallel so I can work on all projects at the same time. No cross-talking, everything has an isolated context and history. And because it’s local on my own machine: Everything is REAL. The browser is REAL. I am connected as myself on it to all services because I actually use it in real life. Claude has unlimited internet access, just like humans who use actual browsers. It utilizes custom-made browser tools that I made to control any browser session it wants. Depending on the situation, it can either connect to my existing session or create one for its own. (You can tell it ‘look at my browser for a sec’ then talk about the current page you are on and it just works, pretty cool) My custom browser tools are not perfect (not by a long shot) but I managed to make them work well to the point they are somewhat reliable. This gives Claude full access to my real creds and all the services I actually use. I’m productive AS HELL with this. It really feels like a personal assistant. I ask it to read my emails and msgs, check x .com for news, research arxiv papers, write code, run experiments for me, investigate and reverse engineer github repos, even use my credit card and order things. [I try not to do this one a lot lol so far no disasters]. All from my phone. Super convenient. This is not a product or an open source project (maybe soon of it will make sense). This is just an ugly script I hacked the entire thing is ~600 lines. (ok maybe i did look at the code, but i swear i didn’t edit!) You can also vibe code this from scratch pretty fast and it will probably even end up better. This is just a cool thing so I’m sharing. It is a real speed booster for many things I do on daily basis, mostly boring things. Forcing my routine into some new “agent platform” just didn’t feel right for me. WhatsApp is where I already communicate and look for messages, so I decided that my agents will live there too. AGI in my pocket 24/7.

Yam Peleg

420,060 просмотров • 9 месяцев назад

#KatanyutonightxDewTee #dewtee #ดิวธี this is so wholesome and beautiful of what dewtee learn and got from each other, they literally make the whole poetic essay 🥹💘🌟 💭 : you two have been friends for a long time and you’ve also worked together. what have you learned from being partners and working together? lets say, what’s something important you’ve learned from each other something dew has gotten from tee, and tee has gotten from dew? 🦊 : oh, if we’re talking about the most important thing, i think that at this point in life, there are actually very few people who can really understand you. like really understand you in every way to the point where you can just look at each other and immediately know. there really aren’t that many people like that (but tee did 💌) 🦊 : when i was in high school, i used to think, “well, most of my friends probably understand me” but once i got to university, i started realizing that there actually aren’t that many people whose chemistry really matches yours, because everyone comes from different places (but tee did too 💌) 🦊 : think about it. lets say i spent 12 years at one school, let’s say it was an all-boys school while someone else spent 12 years at a co-ed school. we would’ve spent 12 years in completely different social environments. i think even meeting each other and having a conversation could be difficult, because throughout those 12 years, the way i thought every day might’ve been completely different. to put it simply, if you’re at an all-boys school, maybe you’re thinking, “how do i get my friends to think im cool?” whereas if you’re at a co-ed school, maybe it’s more like, “how do i get everyone to like me?” the way you think might be different. thats just an example, though… just hypothetically. so i realized it was already difficult when i got to university. but once i started working, it became even harder. 💭 : because you meet an even wider variety of people 🦊 : yes because there are differences in age, where people come from and the different experiences and stories they’ve had. it makes it difficult. so what i’ve realized is, wow, im really lucky got to met a friend (tee) who understands me this well and that we even get to work together. seriously im really lucky then tee start feeling pressure 😭🤏🏻 🐰 : actually, there are a lot of things. like, from a work perspective… i mean, when it comes to work, he’s kind of my senior because he entered the industry before me, started acting before me, did all of that before me. 🐰 : so he always giving me advice. even back when we weren’t working at the same place or doing the same things, whenever he experienced or came across something, he’d come back and share it with me. 🐰 : so i got to learn about those things too. and from listening to him, i’ve gotten to see and understand a lot of different perspectives. then, once we actually got the chance to work together, it made us understand each other much, much better and we also got to understand each other’s perspectives.

rara ⭑.ᐟ

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New's Full Interview with Vogue: #Newwiee #VogueTHJune2026 #PrideMonth 🐻‍❄Hello Vogue Thailand.. This is New thitipoom 💬The boy's love phenomenon 🐻‍❄Ever since I was young — well, actually, ever since I first started working — I think I've always taken every opportunity that came my way. If an opportunity was given to me, I'd do it no matter what it was. At that time, it was kind of a transitional period.Before that, I worked as an MC. Then, as things shifted toward digital broadcasting, the company also changed its focus toward producing series. By chance, I ended up appearing in one of those series. Back then, I played a friend's friend — a role that was almost like an extra. My part in the script was really small. The only thing written about the character was: "These two are secretly dating." That was literally the entire setting. But when the show aired, it unexpectedly became a huge hit. After seeing that, P'Tha created a separate story just for us (For tay and new). So if you ask whether that was the moment I decided on this path... I did decide that I wanted to continue acting and doing projects. But I never thought, "Oh, this is BL, should I do it?". I didn't really have that kind of concern. At the time, I was taking on every kind of role and every kind of job that came to me, without limiting the possibilities. 💬Life after boy's love series 🐻‍❄In terms of work? I think it's closer to the quantity of projects and activities I've done. It's about being able to say, 'Oh, I've tried this kind of work too,' and continuously building up experience. By taking one step forward at a time like that, new experiences will naturally keep filling in along the way. Right now, I feel like I'm still only at one point in the journey. There are still far more things I haven't tried and areas I haven't challenged myself in yet. It's not that I have some grand ambition or huge goal. It's more about practical thoughts like: 'How can I manage my time more efficiently in the future?' 'Oh, I'm going to have to do this and that next, so I should prepare in advance.' It's closer to that kind of thinking. 💬What equality issues need more attention in thailand ? 🐻‍❄ One thing I've realized while working in the entertainment industry is this: People often talk about the image of the entertainment industry. At the end of the day, it is an entertainment business, but I think it can also be compared to a brand. If a brand chooses us as PR representatives or brand presenters, it's because they want us to represent and promote that brand. However, I feel that our country still doesn't make enough use of the entertainment industry to promote the nation itself. Using entertainment as a promotional tool is one of the most effective forms of PR. Even ordinary commercial brands hire actors and celebrities to advertise and represent them. But it seems that our country still doesn't pay much attention to this area. I don't understand why there isn't more effort put into developing the entertainment industry. From what I see these days, it feels like we're either standing still or progressing very slowly. When I think about it, if there were more support available... in various aspects... I'm not entirely sure where that support should come from because I haven't studied the issue in that much detail. But I do wonder why this industry develops so slowly, why it hasn't been able to grow further or make a bigger leap forward. If there were more support—whether in terms of filming locations, legal matters, or other areas...wouldn't the industry be able to develop much faster? It would attract more attention from around the world as well. And when you look at Thailand itself as a brand, I think it would become a great opportunity to introduce Thailand to a much wider audience.

Dimple ~ 🐶✈️

12,156 просмотров • 2 месяцев назад

The Truth About Electric Cars. Each Individual Charging Station Is Using The Equivalent Power Of 280 Homes Every Hour 🚨 If All Chargers At One Station Are Being Used, The Power Being Used Is Equivalent Is 1,080 Homes Every Hour “I think I'm just doing a quick little video here just to give people an idea of how much energy it takes to charge an electric vehicle. I'm at Electrify America. This is a 350 kilowatt station. I'm consuming roughly 137 kilowatts. It'll fluctuate. Sometimes I can go up to the full 350. But to put this into perspective, an average home consumes 1.25 kilowatts per hour. 135 kilowatts per hour. It's like the equivalent of 106 homes on the grid, just this one station. Now, if I was gonna get the full 350 kilowatts like these can supply, that would be the equivalent of 280 homes. Now think about all six chargers running at full capacity. That's like 1,080 homes on the grid. Just a little food for thought. It's things people don't realize the amount of energy it takes to fast charge these batteries. It's a huge amount of electricity. And now you understand why the electric companies can't even supply that much power to one spot. It's like think of 1600 homes and how much copper and wire that would take to supply that many houses. So yeah, it's pretty cool. Somebody else just pulled in and yeah, there goes another 280 homes on the grid as soon as he plucks in. So just a little food for thought. I do love my electric vehicle. They're awesome. They're quiet, but it's just something that people don't really think about. Show you my dash. They're great cars. I really like them. So you forget about range and all that. I'm just talking about what it takes to fast charge one. It's it's a ridiculous amount of money. Okay. Now I'm at like a hundred. So that's like a hundred homes right there. Hundred and twenty kilowatts because one point two one kilowatts per hour is what a is what a house uses. So yeah. They got to figure something out because to have every car in America on the grid, it's going to be... I don't even know what those numbers would be. Well, just food for thought. And I thought I'd talk about it while I'm sitting here charging, waiting. It's another thing. Got to wait here for 30 minutes. And then sometimes Electrify America. Half of these chargers are broken. Or I think they're throttling them down because of the grid can't even handle it. So I think that's what's happening. I don't know. But like, for instance, this one here wasn't working. So oh yeah, look unavailable. You know, there you go. That's usually the case. So either you're waiting in line for somebody or half of these chargers don't even work. And I don't I'm not complaining. Maybe I sound like it. But it's it's an issue and hopefully they figure this out. And where's the electricity coming from at night? It's not solar. And I don't know. You guys can comment and blow steam, whatever you want. I just wanted to show you what it's like and give you a little concept of the amount of energy used. All right, talk to you later.”

Wall Street Apes

1,241,000 просмотров • 2 лет назад

⭐️: When I first got this modeling offer, it was during our 'Ice On My Teeth' promotions. Director Bekker said, "We're thinking of creating a menswear line in March, and we have a really good idea. We'd love to have Seonghwa walk the runway, what do you think?" She asked for my opinion so kindly. I replied, "It's been a long-time dream of mine," they were so happy to hear that and said, "Alright, then I'll speak with your company.". That's how it all started. So I started working out diligently and kept preparing. But then the tour schedule overlapped, and I didn't have much time to take walking lessons. So as soon as I got back to Korea, thankfully, I had the opportunity to take lessons from an amazing model. That time was really fun. I also practiced on my own, kept working out hard. (But still) That whole preparation period was really tough. That runway moment was really short, just about two minutes of walking, but it felt like my heart was about to explode... It honestly felt like I was walking through a dream. To be honest, I don't think I had any thoughts in that moment. Everything just went blank. Honestly, I'm not even sure... What was breally feeling at that moment? But one thing I'm sure of, my heart was beating a lot. So many people helped me along the way. I'm truly grateful to our ATINY as well for giving me the chance to chase my dreams and to dream even bigger. I’m really grateful. I feel relieved. Really, deeply relieved. If I had gone into this thinking, "It's just walking, no big deal," I don't think it would've meant this much to me. Because I saw this as my long-held dream of mine, and because I felt such deep gratitude toward ATINY, I carried a strong sense of responsibility. And I genuinely love the brand Isabel Marant, so that made me work even harder. Maybe that's why...I really don't have any regrets. I just feel proud. People around me would say things like that. Once, while I was working out, someone asked me, “Why are you going so far? You're already slim, you're not going to gain weight anyway. Why push yourself like this?" I don't want to regret it. And.. because I can do it. Yeah, because I can do it, I do it. And like that, I think that's how I grow. From here on, I'll keep moving forward at my own pace. Even if it's a slow walk, I won't stop. I'll make sure to keep growing, always. #SEONGHWA #성화

Everything Seonghwa

26,607 просмотров • 1 год назад

David Lynch on using Roy Orbison's "In Dreams" in Blue Velvet (1986), and Roy Orbison's reaction to the film: Chris Rodley: "I’ve always assumed that ‘In Dreams’ was conceived as an integral part of the movie from the beginning. It seems conceptually essential to the story’s intentions and mood. Is that true?" Lynch: "‘In Dreams’ came about while we were in production for Blue Velvet. Kyle MacLachlan and I were on our way down to Wilmington, North Carolina, from New York City. We were going through Central Park on our way to the airport when over the cab’s radio came ‘Crying’ by Roy Orbison, and I’m listening to this song and I said, ‘That! I’ve got to get that for Blue Velvet. When I got to Wilmington I sent somebody out to get Roy Orbison’s greatest hits. I played ‘Crying’ and then I played ‘In Dreams’, and as soon as I did, I forgot ‘Crying’. ‘In Dreams’ explained to me so much of what the film was all about. I immediately called Dennis Hopper and told him about the scene I had in mind and that he had to memorize this song. Dennis and Dean Stockwell are old friends. Dean got together with Dennis to help him work out the song and memorize the lyrics. I wonder why! [Laughs.] So we finally got to the day we were going to shoot the scene in Ben’s apartment where Dennis was going to sing the song. We were rehearsing and Dean said, ‘I’ll stand here and kind of help Dennis if he needs it.’ So we started playing the music and both Dennis and Dean began to sing ‘In Dreams’. All of a sudden Dennis stops singing and looks at Dean — who’s continuing to sing. Dennis is solidly in character and he is moved by Dean’s (Ben’s) singing. There was the scene in front of me. It was so perfect. Once it was decided Dean would be singing ‘In Dreams’, another strange thing happened. I was going to use a small candle-style table lamp as the microphone. Dean knew the microphone was going to be a lamp of some sort and when he went over to the area of Ben’s apartment where we were going to set the song, thinking he saw the prop light, he picked up a work light that was hanging on a nail on the wall. He turned it on and flipped the long cord like a microphone cord and obviously it couldn’t have been more perfect. The strange thing is no one on the crew put that work light there. No one knew where it came from. Who can say how it happens?" Rodley: "The use of ‘In Dreams’ in that scene revived Roy Orbison’s career, but what did he think of the movie and the use of his music in it?" Lynch: "When Roy first saw the movie he didn’t like it. His song ‘In Dreams’ meant another whole thing to him, and it was, like, a precious thing. I think some people he respected must have gotten him to see the movie again and reconsider his feelings. Roy told me that when he saw the movie the second time, he got past what the song was for him and then could appreciate the fact that it was working in another way." — "Lynch on Lynch" (1997), edited by Chris Rodley

RadiantFilm

96,565 просмотров • 7 месяцев назад

[ condition update ] 🐻‍❄ In short of what happen with me is an inflammation on heart muscle from a virus infection which still cant be identified yet. The symptoms I experience are painful breathing, heart racing, tight chest, difficulty breathing, kinda thing. I’m told not to overwork my heart because it could make the inflammation gets worse. That’s basically in short. As for the details, it was 4-5 days ago, I started feeling uncomfortable in my chest, it felt tight and I had trouble breathing as well. Anytime I did something, like exercising or walking on a treadmill, my body felt hurt, and my heart rate went up way higher than usual. It’s normally around 100, but it went to 150 even when I was just doing little activity. It felt off, so I thought I might have caught some kind of infection. The other day I made a doctor appointment in the hospital as I got some free time. I was told to go to internal medicine doctor and was asked about what I’ve been experiencing. I had fever, waking up found tightness in chest at one night, a nausea, but nothing came out. I just felt like about to vomiting but nothing came out at all, so I thought it was unusual. At that time, my face went all pale and lips went all purple already, which why I decided to go to the hospital. Once I was in the internal medicine, well, they did some screening. I said I have low fever, painful breathing, body and muscle pain, so I was sent to ENT because I experience a ringing in my ear as well, I then sent to do a hearing function test. Right ear was normal, while my left ear was.. what’s it called.. ringing in ear. My left ear hearing function drops down one level. It’s not that serious but since it’s related to inner ear, and it's a part of nervous system, right? If it’s affecting that, the doctor afraid it could lead to permanent hearing function loss. Yeah, that part is concerning. So I was prescribed steroids to be consumed to prevent further inflammation and damage more than this. Not sure if I’m explaining it right, but that’s what I remember. I’m not a doctor, lol. And then, after I got the steroids and back home, I had work to film on the next day. I was like, why I feel so tired going for work at 6 in the morning, why my body feels this exhausting, just bending over to grab something or doing other things made me feel like I was gonna pass out. Thought I was just old lol. But at that time I felt unwell, my chest felt tight, and I felt exhausted. That day, I kept working even though I was exhausted. I felt like I don’t wanna work anymore, it was tiring, even just walking up the stairs, I had to stop and take a break. I couldn’t do it, it felt so tiring. When filming, just stepping my legs already felt tiring that I didn’t want to step my legs anymore. So that day decided to see a doctor, focusing to check my heart as it felt tight and was racing, and I had pain when breathing as well so I decided to see a heart specialist doctor but I arrived there at 2 PM and there was no available appointment anymore. Also, the Echo or ECG machine was all used so I had to schedule an appointment for the next day. I went there in the afternoon. Blood pressure and other test was normal, around 110-160, and it’s normal. Pulse is normal. Blood pressure was okay. And what else, yeah that’s it. I had an ECG, the result came out normal. I’ve also just get physical check up recently and the result were almost the same when compared. But since I still didn’t feel well, I wanted to know what’s wrong with me so I asked for a blood test. It’s a blood test that focusing on troponin and CRP level, which are enzymes in blood cells that indicate heart issues if the levels are high. After my blood test, I waited an hour for the results. When they called me, they said my symptom is serious, it’s a heart disease. Normal troponin levels are below 1 for healthy human, but mine was 3800, which is extremely high, so I had to be admitted. This is an enzyme level in the heart muscle cells. If heart muscle is damaged or its cells break down, the enzyme will mix into the blood and can be detected in the blood indicating a heart problem, so I need to be admitted for further examination with echo. It’s an ultrasound for heart. The result saying that there’s an inflammation in my heart as predicted by the doctors. The heart muscle is really swollen and… [takes deep breath] oh I’m tired already. It's enlarging which makes my heart race and feel tight and uncomfortable. That’s what they said. It’s not working the way it should, which is why I get tired so easily. So it answers everything. After the echo I took a rest and got therapy regimen… as what I understand, consuming steroid can suppress the immune system, right? They help reduce inflammation while the body fights the virus. It’s reducing the inflammation, right? But they said steroids alone weren’t enough because my troponin levels were way too abnormally high, so I got an injection instead. [deep breath] I got injected last night for only three dosage because I had to work today in the morning.asked the doctor to discharge me cause I had to work first. But the decision was taken with condition. I got injected three dosage in the morning and did another blood test which show a result of a decrease in troponin level from 3800 to 1600. Doctor said it was probably 5000 before this and it keeps decreasing to 3800, and to 1600, So if the work isn’t too hard physically, I’m allowed to go, I then go to work. Today at work I was only standing around and talking around. I can stand and talk, but I can’t do any heavy work as it’ll will make my heart work hard and affecting the recovery, I then have to walk slowly. But even so, I can’t even walk fast tho, I get tired easily. Yeah, that’s all. It’s not like I’m completely bedrotting or something, it’s just heart muscle problem, so… fighting ✌🏻

deeコ

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Technically is dead; long live Technically Some bittersweet news for you all today: after 5 years writing Technically and more than 100 posts about everything from APIs to data warehouses to Facebook DNS hacks, today I am (for the most part) shutting the Technically Substack down… …and replacing it with Technically 2.0, an amazing software product I’ve been working with David Krevitt on for the past 6 months. But first… For a newsletter that started with an innocent tweet while I was bored in Haneda airport, this thing has come pretty far. 70K+ subscribers, yada yada. But you’re here for the story so here it is. It was December 2019, I was traveling before moving to SF to start at Retool, and like I said, I was bored. Late 2019 – what an amazing time to start a newsletter! There weren’t that many of them out there. And then came 2020. Everyone was stuck at home with nothing to do but sign up for more and more Substacks, and talk about them on the internet. Every day, another one of your friends was announcing a newsletter on Twitter. It was the golden era, no doubt, and many people like me combined hard work, a good idea, and the old fashioned “right place right time” streak of luck to build a really nice Substack business. I’ll never forget the day Ben Thompson referenced Technically in Stratechery. I must have gotten 50 texts from friends. Everyone was reading Stratechery at the time…it was like becoming a made man. There was this almost communal vibe in the air with these newsletters. Everyone was reading the same stuff, talking about the same stuff. It was a scene is what it was. But by 2022 things were changing. People were outside again, and had less free time to read newsletters. Interest rates were going up, and people were working more (even in offices). In the paid Substack group chats, most of us were reporting stalling or negative growth, even though we hadn’t changed anything on our end. And with 50% churn rates on these subscriptions, if you weren’t growing you were dying. I’m listening to Neil Young’s “After the Gold Rush” as I write this and it couldn’t be more fitting. Although I imagine Mr. Young himself would disapprove of the whole paid newsletter endeavor. What happened to newsletters? David and I call what’s going on “Substack Fatigue” – people are just tired of reading yet another newsletter, let alone paying for one. Newsletters are just not the thing anymore. There are some fast growing news ones focused on AI, but the same story is going to play out in a few years when everything cools down. Political newsletters are fully investing in video and podcasts. Newsletters are not the thing anymore. We rode a cultural wave and the wave is over. You don’t have to die, but you have to adjust. The wrench in this whole story is that Technically was only (very) part time for me. I’m pretty sure at one point I was generating the most revenue on Substack for someone who wasn’t focusing on their newsletter full time. Which is a sick flex no doubt, but was also a huge problem, because I just didn’t have the time or mental capacity to make the big moves required to reverse the trend. Technically started to slowly lose paid subscribers every month, but I was at peace with that. I was entering a new phase in my life, settling down a bit, enjoying spending time on cooking, cocktails, and music. Approaching 30 and feeling really good about everything. It’s OK for some things to be temporary, and I was content with Technically to continue to be useful to people…just not make as much money. But in the back of my head, I always knew that Technically had a lot more potential, and deserved more than I could give it. That there’s no reason this thing couldn’t be a $1M+/year business. I continue to believe that technical literacy is going to be one of the defining social problems of our era, and the progress in AI only makes this even more critical. It should be way more than a newsletter, it should be how everyone learns what the fuck is going on in this digital world. I needed some help. But I had a bad track record of getting people to work on Technically with me. It’s hard to share custody of your child. And I am extremely particular. I’m not always the easiest to work with. Worked with some contractors here and there, but never found a more long term partner. I’m extremely grateful that David Krevitt reached out to me when he did or this paragraph would end here. Instead, after regaling you with my boring tale for many paragraphs now, I can finally share what we’ve been working on since last year. It’s called Technically 2.0. It’s all of the content you know and love, but built as a piece of software specifically aimed at helping people get more technical. No more newsletter – it’s a learning platform now, complete with reading lists, bookmarks, a dictionary, and guided learning tracks. Our goal was to make a Wikipedia kind of experience: click around to follow your curiosity on whatever software you’re learning about. You can sign up on the Technically site ( You’re going to have to pay for it, but if your experience is anything like that of the other thousands of people who already have, you won’t regret it. Enjoy the soothing sounds of David's voice as he walks you through it in the video below. It’s hard to say goodbye completely to something you’ve been doing every week for 5 years. Any readers with their own long running newsletters will understand the odd, para-social relationship you develop with your audience. So I’m going to keep publishing on Substack a little – monthly roundups of the new stuff we’re publishing on Technically 2.0, plus some good sponsored posts. So while the newsletter might be dead, it is also only just beginning (or something). Hope to see you on the other side, ~ ❤️ Justin

sisyphus bar and grill

29,390 просмотров • 1 год назад

[ENG Trans] — 🎙️ Interview • Sea with Calvin Klein 💫 NUDE WITH JIMMYSEA #LOrealLaqueNudexJimmySea 🎤 Host: I want to ask Nong Sea. Recently, you absolutely broke the social media. 🩵 Sea: It was just my normal workout, that’s all. 😝 🎤 Host: But you secretly trained for it without telling anyone! Last time, you said it was simply exercise that you enjoyed. 🩵 Sea: I can confirm that I was just working out normally. That’s all. 🎤 Host: But you actually had a special hidden project in the works. 🩵 Sea: Yes. ☺️ ⸻ 🎤 Host: Did you take a long time to decide before accepting this project? (Calvin Klein) 🩵 Sea: It took a little while, but I didn’t take that long to decide. You could say that…I already liked this brand in the first place. 🎤 Host: But it created such a huge buzz on social media that day. You could really say that social media exploded. 🩵 Sea: You could say that I lost quite a lot of fans from the “Mommy” side. But then I gained more fans from other sides instead. Either way, I’m happy and I welcome everyone. 🎤 Host: Did a lot of your “Mommy” fans scold you? 🩵 Sea: Quite a lot, I’d say. But in the end, they switched to the “Girlfriend” side, and they’re all okay with it now. 🎤 Host: People actually switched sides and changed their minds? 🩵 Sea: Yes! I’m going to convert them all. My goal is to turn all my “Mommy” fans into “Girlfriend” fans. ⸻ 🎤 Host: You didn’t tell anyone about this project beforehand at all? You didn’t even tell your friends at GMMTV? 🩵 Sea: Nope, I didn’t tell anyone at all. 🎤 Host: So it was a secret project? 🩵 Sea: Yes, it was a secret. 🎤 Host: What about the person sitting next to you — Jimmy? Did he know beforehand? 💜 Jimmy: 🙂‍↔️ (shakes his head) I had absolutely no idea. 🎤 Host: And how do you feel, Jimmy, as someone who is also in the fashion industry, after seeing it? 💜 Jimmy: To be honest, I haven’t seen it yet. 🎤 Host: Really? 💜 Jimmy: Yes. 🎤 Host: You’re pretending! (You’re lying!) 💜 Jimmy: My phone disappeared. My phone broke. I don’t have a phone. (joking) 🎤 Host: So no one told you any news at all? 💜 Jimmy: I don’t know anything. I haven’t heard any news at all. (joking) 🎤 Host: Has it really gotten to that point? 💜 Jimmy: Yes. I was almost ready to go into seclusion and become a monk. (joking) ⸻ 🎤 Host: What does your family think about it, Sea? 🩵 Sea: They really like it. They feel good about the work, and they’re happy for me. 🩵 Sea: Personally, I also feel honored to have been featured in this campaign. 🩵 Sea: I’d like to thank the external team as well as the team at GMMTV for all their support. ⸻ 🎤 Host: Are you aware that so many people have been praising you for your discipline and for getting yourself into such great shape, including the final photos and results? 🩵 Sea: I actually get my motivation from my fans. They’re the ones who push me to put so much effort into working out.
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[ENG Trans] — 🎙️ Interview • Sea with Calvin Klein 💫 NUDE WITH JIMMYSEA #LOrealLaqueNudexJimmySea 🎤 Host: I want to ask Nong Sea. Recently, you absolutely broke the social media. 🩵 Sea: It was just my normal workout, that’s all. 😝 🎤 Host: But you secretly trained for it without telling anyone! Last time, you said it was simply exercise that you enjoyed. 🩵 Sea: I can confirm that I was just working out normally. That’s all. 🎤 Host: But you actually had a special hidden project in the works. 🩵 Sea: Yes. ☺️ ⸻ 🎤 Host: Did you take a long time to decide before accepting this project? (Calvin Klein) 🩵 Sea: It took a little while, but I didn’t take that long to decide. You could say that…I already liked this brand in the first place. 🎤 Host: But it created such a huge buzz on social media that day. You could really say that social media exploded. 🩵 Sea: You could say that I lost quite a lot of fans from the “Mommy” side. But then I gained more fans from other sides instead. Either way, I’m happy and I welcome everyone. 🎤 Host: Did a lot of your “Mommy” fans scold you? 🩵 Sea: Quite a lot, I’d say. But in the end, they switched to the “Girlfriend” side, and they’re all okay with it now. 🎤 Host: People actually switched sides and changed their minds? 🩵 Sea: Yes! I’m going to convert them all. My goal is to turn all my “Mommy” fans into “Girlfriend” fans. ⸻ 🎤 Host: You didn’t tell anyone about this project beforehand at all? You didn’t even tell your friends at GMMTV? 🩵 Sea: Nope, I didn’t tell anyone at all. 🎤 Host: So it was a secret project? 🩵 Sea: Yes, it was a secret. 🎤 Host: What about the person sitting next to you — Jimmy? Did he know beforehand? 💜 Jimmy: 🙂‍↔️ (shakes his head) I had absolutely no idea. 🎤 Host: And how do you feel, Jimmy, as someone who is also in the fashion industry, after seeing it? 💜 Jimmy: To be honest, I haven’t seen it yet. 🎤 Host: Really? 💜 Jimmy: Yes. 🎤 Host: You’re pretending! (You’re lying!) 💜 Jimmy: My phone disappeared. My phone broke. I don’t have a phone. (joking) 🎤 Host: So no one told you any news at all? 💜 Jimmy: I don’t know anything. I haven’t heard any news at all. (joking) 🎤 Host: Has it really gotten to that point? 💜 Jimmy: Yes. I was almost ready to go into seclusion and become a monk. (joking) ⸻ 🎤 Host: What does your family think about it, Sea? 🩵 Sea: They really like it. They feel good about the work, and they’re happy for me. 🩵 Sea: Personally, I also feel honored to have been featured in this campaign. 🩵 Sea: I’d like to thank the external team as well as the team at GMMTV for all their support. ⸻ 🎤 Host: Are you aware that so many people have been praising you for your discipline and for getting yourself into such great shape, including the final photos and results? 🩵 Sea: I actually get my motivation from my fans. They’re the ones who push me to put so much effort into working out.

พิเกี๊ยว 🥟 Gyo Nom Nom

36,532 просмотров • 28 дней назад

The left is truly sick and deranged... Read this sickos post and compare with what Trump actually said... Donald Trump, 9/13/2001 "[NBC Reporter] Now just a few moments ago Donald Trump passed through here, so we had a minute to talk with him Let's roll that tape. [Donald Trump] You can see what he had to say Well, I've never seen anything like it I've seen two huge hundred and ten story buildings that are reduced to rubble Thousands and thousands of lives. I just got to see something that I've never seen before I have hundreds of men inside working right now, and we're bringing down another hundred and twenty five in a little while And they've never done work like this before and they're hard-working people, but they've never seen anything like it And they've never they've never done work like this before. It's terrible. [NBC Reporter] Tell me what it's like at ground zero Tell me about the workers that you saw and and what they're doing there [Donald Trump] Well, not only is it devastation But it's very dangerous because every few minutes a whistle would go off and everybody would just run because you have all the buildings around It which are in such a weakened state that people just don't know and so they just have to take off and then they come Back and they're working under 50 story buildings that you don't know if they're gonna fall down So it's a terrible thing for the workers and it's a terrible thing for the world. [NBC Reporter] Really How have you spoken to any of your men? [Donald Trump] Do you know how they're reacting to this because emotionally this must be so incredibly difficult Well, there are a lot of them, but they've never seen bodies like this I mean the bodies all over the I mean the the great thing is when they find somebody that's alive like the five Firemen that they just found a little while ago. So that's the great thing and that's what they're all striving for But generally speaking that's not what the case that's not the case So they are working very very hard But it's it's a very depressing situation for these folks as you walked around and as you saw the piles of rubble [NBC Reporter] There are thousands of families out there Who are hoping that someone might be in a pocket somewhere still alive still breathing waiting to be dug up as you assess that damage From your perspective. Do you believe that's possible? [Donald Trump] Well, I would certainly not want to be the one to say it's not possible. Certainly. It's It's a tough situation, but you can't give up hope because there's always hope I mean the five men I'm sure their Families thought that they probably were gone and now they walk in the door a couple of them walked away after they were dug out So there probably are some more people in there and therefore you can't give up hope You've had an impact on the skyline of New York. [NBC Reporter] What is it like as you see it now? [Donald Trump] It's like a whole different skyline. It's like a whole different city and world I cannot believe the site of lower, Manhattan without the World Trade Center And therefore we have to rebuild not necessarily in that form, but we have to rebuild at least as good and maybe better Just finally, can you tell me emotionally as you walked around? [NBC Reporter] We've we've heard some of the stories from the firemen They're so exhausted and and mentally and physically. What was it like for you personally to go in and see all of what you saw? [Donald Trump] Well, it was amazing to see it. It was a very depressing scene But I'll tell you what you really can take heart these firemen and policemen and the construction workers equally the courage they have is Unbelievable. I mean they're working digging out and lifting up steel and above them You have 55 story buildings that are very possibly going to be pouring down on them any minute and they're working like nothing's wrong I mean, it's they're amazing

Apple Lamps

139,304 просмотров • 4 дней назад

"We do it again. We do it again. We do it again. Because, this can't be. The problem is..it be. No matter how skeptical you are, be as skeptical as you'd like, but there it is." ~Bengston (This is what Mick West said he doesn't find interesting and thus, he doesn't want to interview Bengston. The truth? IMO, he's scared shitless to take on Bengston as there's too much data to refute. Psi (or whatever this is) is real and this is one of the more interesting claims in the world. How could you NOT be interested in this? How about you, Michael Shermer?) "We re-injected the mice without any treatment, and the mice were immune to cancer." ~Bengston (It's the 1970s on Long Island. A skeptical Bill Bengston is working as a lifeguard at the town pool and meets a guy, Ben, who claims to be psychic. No matter what tests Bengston comes up with, Ben passes with flying colors. Then Ben starts healing people. But how to know if they were being healed with Ben's psi or something more prosaic? Did they change their diet? Supplements? Conventional medicine? Not everybody came back so it was very hard to know. So Bengston moves to the lab where Ben would try to cure mice of a cancer that has killed every mouse ever injected within 27 days max. At the last minute, Ben drops out and Bengston is forced to be the healer.) ~ Bill Bengston: "If you watch a few hundred healings, at first it's exhilarating, but after a while it's frustrating. Because you don't know what, why, where, when, any of those things that someone interested in serious inquiry might be interested in. You were just looking at people coming in, some benefit occurred. People leaving. Sometimes they didn't come back. Sometimes it took more than one treatment. Sometimes it happened pretty quick. I think I was the fastest ever (Bengston says Ben healed his back after one short treatment). But what did? "So you come in, you have x, it's a famous algebraic disease. You have x, and you leave better. Now maybe it's the multiple treatments, you know, whatever it may be. But you leave better. What did it? Was it time? Because people get better over time. Was it belief? I didn't think it was belief, because I wasn't a believer. I was an experiencer, but not a believer. Was it the food you ate, the food you stopped eating, the grapefruit you had in the morning? I can't...I don't have the head to wrap myself around clinical questions like that. I never know why something happens, because there's too many variables and such. "And so, after watching a couple hundred healings, taking part in a couple hundred healings, I decided to...I gotta go past this. And I ran into another guy who was watching this, somewhat parallel to me. A geologist, pretty well known (David Krinsley ~Joe). And we said, 'What can we do to test this? You know, the phenomenon is seriously interesting. What could we do to really test it so that if healing occurs, there's no viable counter hypothesis.' "And at the time, he was the head of the geology department at City University of New York, and he said, 'I got some favors owed me, let me see what I can find out in the biology department. I'm pretty good friends with the chairman of the biology department there.' "And so he met with the biology chair, and he said, 'Well, let me poke around in my department and see what we can do.' And he said, 'I got the perfect study. There's a mouse model of cancer that has 100% fatality. Never been an extension of life past a month after it's been injected with cancer. There's thousands of journal articles written about this mouse and this cancer. Everybody around the world knows this mouse and this cancer. If you're in oncology, you know this mouse and this cancer, and [there] has never been a cure.' "I said, 'Let's do it. Let's find out what we can do.' "And at the time, I had no idea what to expect. So I was thinking, 'Well, maybe we can extend the life towards a month. Maybe it won't be a normal curve distribution, maybe it'll be a negatively-skewed distribution. And maybe the mouse will live to the end of their lifespan and all that. "We had no idea what to expect. "So we got a cage of mice. I held the cage of mice for an hour at a time in the lab at Queens College, City University, and we watched as the tumors grew. And I was sure this was failing. And incidentally, I'm almost always wrong. I expected, if we got to the mice right after injection and we treated them a couple times, enough, every day - we didn't know - if we treated them every day, they wouldn't develop cancer. I was thinking, you know, it's something like radiation. You know, you go, 'Zzt, zzt,' and you zap the mice and the tumors, or the cancer cells die, or something along those lines. I was thinking conventional oncology. "And so, I put my hands around the cage of mice, treated them every day, the tumors started to grow anyway, and I wanted to call off the experiment. You know, it shows you how much I believe. I got talked into going a couple extra days, and the tumors developed these blackened areas. And I said, 'Let's call it off, didn't work. You know, we tried it. Didn't work.' "Go a couple more days. Tumors started to ulcerate, and so there was this raw part of a tumor. And I said, 'Would you pay attention? It doesn't work!' Couple more days. And then the tumors suddenly imploded, and the mice were cured. They weren't remitted, they were cured. And by that, I mean it wasn't a suppression of symptoms, it wasn't a temporary reduction in symptoms. It was...there was no cancer in the mouse at all. "And it's farther than that. We re-injected the mice without any treatment, and the mice were immune to cancer. Now that's reasonably interesting. "So, first thing you do is, I, as a skeptic, go, 'Umm, this doesn't make any sense (laughs). Let's do it again. But let's not do it with just me, let's do it with some volunteers.' "So I had a couple of faculty volunteers who thought this thing was insane, and they were right. So I had a couple of faculty volunteers, they got a couple of student volunteers. All non-believers, no experience in any of this hocus pocus. Taught 'em the little technique that I had developed. They treated the mice, the exact same pattern: Tumor grows, blackened area, ulceration, implosion, full lifespan cure. "We do it again. We do it again. We do it again. Because, this can't be. The problem is..it be." (Both laugh) "It's just, you know, no matter how skeptical you are, be as skeptical as you'd like, but there it is. You know, I deny this gravity, you know? I don't believe in gravity. There is gravity. I don't believe in this healing. There is healing. "I just finished, recently, my twentieth mouse experiment, I'm a little slow. I've done it in, I think, six medical schools, equal number of other biology labs. And I just finished at Tokyo University, multiple strains of cancer and details you don't care about. "And so, I have done, at this point, twenty mouse experiments, multiple medical schools, many cell experiments. I've done many experiments. That's the really short version. A hundred years truncated into a couple of paragraphs."

Joe Murgia

12,705 просмотров • 1 год назад