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(sensitive subject warning) today is world suicide prevention day. i recorded a song i never planned to release, “by the time you notice” it’s a very raw b-side i wrote on the spot as i recorded it. while the album was wrapping up, i felt it was important to...

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PillowDear 枕 | 🌈💌 的头像
PillowDear 枕 | 🌈💌3 天前

This is really important…

Eva Ananova 🎸🩵 SVP 的头像
Eva Ananova 🎸🩵 SVP3 天前

artwork featured in the video is by @/HazelSokolov

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Cyber Fishy 💿🐟 VTuber3 天前

Genuinely teared up. This is beautiful, and thank you Eva 🩵

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PiAltPiWhoFO2 天前

I miss him and I wish I'd brought him flowers

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Aineko3 天前

Thank you Eva 🩵

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alchevic 🥀💜3 天前

I cried while watching this 🥹 thank you so much for making such a beautiful song that touches on such an important subject, and thank you for the encouraging words A lot of people really needed to hear them, myself included 🩵

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majic goat3 天前

Why must I be tearing up because the lyrics hit close to home, thank you the awareness of the it from others feels better than any empty reassurance that everything will be okay 🩵🩵

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Riley Brooks • Fitness & Fat Loss3 天前

Your song is a lighthouse in the fog—lighting paths no one else dare chart.

𝘎𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘪𝘴𝘙𝘛𝘈 的头像
𝘎𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘪𝘴𝘙𝘛𝘈3 天前

thank you for releasing this

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Mack V. 실험ᵥᵢᵢᵢ 🟡⚙️ VTuber3 天前

🩵

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Huntgbunt 🦑🔥3 天前

💙💙💙

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Weebcore3 天前

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すち | イラストレーター⋆.𐙚 ̊ ˙🍓 ̟ !! 的头像
すち | イラストレーター⋆.𐙚 ̊ ˙🍓 ̟ !!2 天前

this is so cool~!!!𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯💗

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ColinKZM3 天前

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8sickx3 天前

this song is beautiful eva. thank you for releasing this💙

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MæP at VeXpo3 天前

🩵🫂

♦️ 𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗥𝗥𝗬 𝗦𝗣𝗜𝗥𝗜𝗧𝗨𝗕𝗘𝗥 ♦️ 的头像
♦️ 𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗥𝗥𝗬 𝗦𝗣𝗜𝗥𝗜𝗧𝗨𝗕𝗘𝗥 ♦️2 天前

This is such an important message, thank you for sharing something so vulnerable and reminding people that they’re never alone.

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CREAMY3 天前

Amazing work, teared up

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Ben🩵🩷 🐾🎼🔅🦅🔜MO’shi2 天前

It’s been an uphill battle for years but it’s a battle I refuse to give up the fight for. For myself, and for them. This song is incredibly beautiful Miss Ananova. Hits really close to home 😭🩵

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Ott 🗿📛❤️‍🔥3 天前

🩵🫂

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🌱 animan095🎸🩵3 天前

May the restless souls find the peace they so much craved for...

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RoarTheRapper2 天前

Incredible song 🎧 😞

Sorio Alvarna🐾 的头像
Sorio Alvarna🐾3 天前

Lost someone due to that, thanks for spreading awareness Such a beautiful but sad song🫂💙

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Aoyagi3 天前

Perhaps my favorite song in this album when it comes to lyricism and the feelings I felt on it while listening 💙

cero (comeback arc) 🔜 HolMat….. 的头像
cero (comeback arc) 🔜 HolMat…..3 天前

@reyes_the_only1 Love you Eva 🩵

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Zachary Hain 👽🥒🔜MO'shi Expo3 天前

This is one of my favorite songs on the album Eva. You did such a good job with this song! Just waiting for this song as well as the rest of the album to come to YT Music. Keep up the good work Eva!

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