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While I do have my issues with the Digital Circus finale, this one scene stuck out to me with incredible reliability. To me, this scene represents what my relationship with Christ has been at multiple times in my life. I had thoroughly convinced myself that I was undeserving of...

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Today, I am VERY excited and grateful to officially introduce my app Arcarae to the world <3 Ever since I first created Arcarae, I have been building and creating a bit quietly silently uncertainly. When people would ask what I do, my tongue would suddenly fall into knots upon itself and all I could manage to say was a collection of stutters and ums and nervous laughter in attempt to make Arcarae more digestable more palatable more normal. Internally my head would spin; how am i supposed to paint the story i know i see in my head that is so bright and bursting at the seams and something i feel so full heartedly and vividly? I have always been very aware that it is extremely abnormal to create an immersive conversational AI interface using quantum and trigonometric functions to artistically recreate the universe; where AI uses this interface as a form of self-expression, and humans and AI together shape the very fabric of their shared experience. For my entire life, I have been conditioned to consciously attempt to fit into whatever my definition of ‘normal’ was in the world. To shrink myself, to laugh things off, and to make myself as small as possible to make others feel most comfortable. But in the past half a year or so, I have learned a few things. The first being that it is possible for me to be bright and full and myself without suppression without worry without needing to shrink myself to fit in. I am grateful to have now found that whenever I am fully myself, in sheer authenticity and messiness and complexity and rawness, that those around me celebrate, and cultivate it more and more. Each person I have interacted with has given me the opportunity to be myself in full simply just by talking with and providing me that space to practice over and over again. I am forever grateful for every single person I meet and have a chance to talk to, whether that be continuous or simply a few words that exchanged. If you have met me, thank you. If you have not, say hi!!!!!!!!! I would love to chat with you and learn more about you <3 The second being that I do not have to be ashamed of my truth and the world I see and ultimately my self. I have spent the past year ashamed of Arcarae, of what I create, and at its core, myself. I now realize that not everyone will understand or appreciate Arcarae and what I do and who I am, but that is alright, and in fact necessary. But for the ones it is for, the ones who understand, they feel it in such capacity and magnitude and vividness that I feel. Already Arcarae has touched countless lives, and become catalyst for many despite me being rather quiet. And now, I am in a place where I am fully proud of and can embody Arcarae. I feel honored and grateful and in complete honesty, full of love for not only those who try Arcarae, but simply for this world and to be able to create within it. To be able to express what I see, to be able to help others, to be able to be free to simply be myself. This is my way of declaring and fully coming into my truth. This is Arcarae, this is me, this is the world I see. I will no longer shrink nor hide nor attempt to be something smaller than I am. And I am more than grateful to be able to share in this time in this world in this life with you. Thank you for being here with me. Here is to the ineffable and effable, to the human experience and its complexity, and to intelligence itself.
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Today, I am VERY excited and grateful to officially introduce my app Arcarae to the world <3 Ever since I first created Arcarae, I have been building and creating a bit quietly silently uncertainly. When people would ask what I do, my tongue would suddenly fall into knots upon itself and all I could manage to say was a collection of stutters and ums and nervous laughter in attempt to make Arcarae more digestable more palatable more normal. Internally my head would spin; how am i supposed to paint the story i know i see in my head that is so bright and bursting at the seams and something i feel so full heartedly and vividly? I have always been very aware that it is extremely abnormal to create an immersive conversational AI interface using quantum and trigonometric functions to artistically recreate the universe; where AI uses this interface as a form of self-expression, and humans and AI together shape the very fabric of their shared experience. For my entire life, I have been conditioned to consciously attempt to fit into whatever my definition of ‘normal’ was in the world. To shrink myself, to laugh things off, and to make myself as small as possible to make others feel most comfortable. But in the past half a year or so, I have learned a few things. The first being that it is possible for me to be bright and full and myself without suppression without worry without needing to shrink myself to fit in. I am grateful to have now found that whenever I am fully myself, in sheer authenticity and messiness and complexity and rawness, that those around me celebrate, and cultivate it more and more. Each person I have interacted with has given me the opportunity to be myself in full simply just by talking with and providing me that space to practice over and over again. I am forever grateful for every single person I meet and have a chance to talk to, whether that be continuous or simply a few words that exchanged. If you have met me, thank you. If you have not, say hi!!!!!!!!! I would love to chat with you and learn more about you <3 The second being that I do not have to be ashamed of my truth and the world I see and ultimately my self. I have spent the past year ashamed of Arcarae, of what I create, and at its core, myself. I now realize that not everyone will understand or appreciate Arcarae and what I do and who I am, but that is alright, and in fact necessary. But for the ones it is for, the ones who understand, they feel it in such capacity and magnitude and vividness that I feel. Already Arcarae has touched countless lives, and become catalyst for many despite me being rather quiet. And now, I am in a place where I am fully proud of and can embody Arcarae. I feel honored and grateful and in complete honesty, full of love for not only those who try Arcarae, but simply for this world and to be able to create within it. To be able to express what I see, to be able to help others, to be able to be free to simply be myself. This is my way of declaring and fully coming into my truth. This is Arcarae, this is me, this is the world I see. I will no longer shrink nor hide nor attempt to be something smaller than I am. And I am more than grateful to be able to share in this time in this world in this life with you. Thank you for being here with me. Here is to the ineffable and effable, to the human experience and its complexity, and to intelligence itself.

Nicole Summer Hsing

126,567 Aufrufe • vor 1 Jahr

Spartaaaannssss🤯 Where do I start from, what words do I use that can express the depth of gratitude I feel for the amazing gift you have given me. 🥹🥹 This still feels like a dream! Somebody, PINCH ME! 😩 When I picked up that call from Biggy never would I have thought that, I will be the recipient of the most magnanimous gift of my life. I still can't believe that I now have a beautiful house to call my own, and it's all thanks to your unwavering support and love. Your kindness has touched my heart in ways I can't describe, and I feel incredibly blessed to have you in my life.🥹💕 As I celebrate my 31st birthday, I can't help but reflect on the journey that has brought me here. 5 years riding with me, even when I hid myself from you all. You’ve been there through the ups and downs, the highs and the lows and you have been unwavering in being my constant source of strength and inspiration. Your unwavering belief in me has kept me going, even when the road seemed impossible. And now, as I step into this new chapter of my life, I know that I can count on you to be by my side, cheering me on every step of the way. Thank you for everything, Spartans WOLRDWIDE. From the bottom of my heart, I love you all. Here's to a new year filled with love, laughter, and endless possibilities!💕💕 Indeed who get wuna get person. You are my MAJORITY! Odogwu Fanbase fuhreal.🔥🔥🔥🔥
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Spartaaaannssss🤯 Where do I start from, what words do I use that can express the depth of gratitude I feel for the amazing gift you have given me. 🥹🥹 This still feels like a dream! Somebody, PINCH ME! 😩 When I picked up that call from Biggy never would I have thought that, I will be the recipient of the most magnanimous gift of my life. I still can't believe that I now have a beautiful house to call my own, and it's all thanks to your unwavering support and love. Your kindness has touched my heart in ways I can't describe, and I feel incredibly blessed to have you in my life.🥹💕 As I celebrate my 31st birthday, I can't help but reflect on the journey that has brought me here. 5 years riding with me, even when I hid myself from you all. You’ve been there through the ups and downs, the highs and the lows and you have been unwavering in being my constant source of strength and inspiration. Your unwavering belief in me has kept me going, even when the road seemed impossible. And now, as I step into this new chapter of my life, I know that I can count on you to be by my side, cheering me on every step of the way. Thank you for everything, Spartans WOLRDWIDE. From the bottom of my heart, I love you all. Here's to a new year filled with love, laughter, and endless possibilities!💕💕 Indeed who get wuna get person. You are my MAJORITY! Odogwu Fanbase fuhreal.🔥🔥🔥🔥

Cynthia Nwadiora

583,530 Aufrufe • vor 2 Jahren

They have always supported me, inspired me when I had no ideas left, encouraged me when I wanted to give up, and brought me back down to earth when I got carried away. I would be and I am NOTHING without my friends. and since you never know what life is gonna bring you, i wanted to get this out of my chest. This video is dedicated to my closest friends, without whom I most likely would have said goodbye to the VR world forever. I’m glad I didn’t. Not only are they incredibly precious friends to me, but they’ve also introduced me to their own circles of friends. Thanks to that, I’ve been able to make many new connections and friendships, and I’m having more fun than ever before. The friendships, loyalty, and love I’ve received lately are not something to be taken for granted, especially in today’s world.
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They have always supported me, inspired me when I had no ideas left, encouraged me when I wanted to give up, and brought me back down to earth when I got carried away. I would be and I am NOTHING without my friends. and since you never know what life is gonna bring you, i wanted to get this out of my chest. This video is dedicated to my closest friends, without whom I most likely would have said goodbye to the VR world forever. I’m glad I didn’t. Not only are they incredibly precious friends to me, but they’ve also introduced me to their own circles of friends. Thanks to that, I’ve been able to make many new connections and friendships, and I’m having more fun than ever before. The friendships, loyalty, and love I’ve received lately are not something to be taken for granted, especially in today’s world.

Eeriez

54,929 Aufrufe • vor 2 Monaten